I AM DEATHY'S BFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE And I am sitting next to her, and we go to school together. XD
Oh, sure... Sorry, I would log off and have him talk to all of you, but I'm afraid if I don't maintain some sort of human contact right now I might just fall of the edge of the Earth or something...
Now that I think about it, though, he won't want to show up for that, because he hates attention and he'll just say you have nothing to apologize for... He'll listen anyway, though, because he can't just ignore you. And he debated just leaving- only for a few seconds, though. Because this is the only place he has a voice- where he can properly exist, on the same level as everyone else.
Sorry if I sound weird, I am just really out of it right now...
BACK! *Hugs Aretha* Are you okay...? I've shown myself what I needed to see yesterday. I know all what she knows and... I'm kinda regretting doing so. I never knew what was in her head...
Okay. Well tell him when its safe for him to come on Alexis is dying to show him Olivia...even more then i am though i see you havent met her yet either Ari
*takes deep breath* Death, I love you, ok? Not the roleplay/MC character, not the name and the profile pic- you. I'd call you by your given name, but I don't think it matters- you chose the name Death Rose, so it defines you just as well as any other name ever will. You, with all your flaws and insecurities, and all that bottled pain. Not... Not somebody different with the same knowledge. "I know all what she knows" "I never knew what was inside her head"- that she, that her, was my sister. And you are too, in a way, but... If I can't get those two years back... *starts to cry again* I've lost her... Yes, that was sort of a mix between roleplay and real life, but no, I don't care...
Bye Fabi, sorry for being so... Strange... Not sorry for what I said to Death, though, because all of that is true and has been the whole time.
*takes envelope and holds loosely, but doesn't let go* I don't want a letter... I want my sister back... *is actually crying- like, in real life... Oops...*
Aretha Tesla, If you're reading this, I'm sorry. I've probably done something really, truly stupid and believe me, I'm regretting it already. Even if I'm not here, I still love you. You're the one person that I would swim across the world for, the one person who I'd endure years of torture for if the time presented itself. I'm still me. Still in there somewhere. There may or may not be a chance I'll come back but... I'm sorry for putting you through this. You are too bloody beautiful for this and you deserve better. I'm trying to think of ways to get myself back, I'm hating it in the dark. But, I'm losing myself. I'm dying and I need to save me before I can continue. In my base there are three cupboards along the left wall. The one with blue stripes has an emergence bag in it. I can bring myself back if I need to but... There's no way to be sure what will happen after. I'm so sorry sister. I'm sorry I'm doing this. I needed to save myself before I lost everything. Death Rose...
*Opens door and looks at roof* *Reads writing* Feeling blue? Ten steps left. *Walks ten steps left and looks at cupboards* *Starts opening them and ratting through their contents*
((Ah... See, these are the times when I really, truly, love being punched in the face... And I mean that with no sarcasm. Krav is my savior, in many ways.))
*gently folds letter, picking it up with the envelope, and stands, not saying anything or drying tears* *runs to Death's base*
((*shrugs* I'm always ok. Honestly, though, thank you all for caring. I just closed my eyes for a few minutes, then opened them and started typing again. That's just how I work- what I do. The sad thing is that I've been in a situation that parallels this one in many ways in real life... Anyway, I'll cry, I'll feel numb for a while, but I'm always ok. I always keep running. So for future reference, you guys really don't have to worry.))
*Looks up and pulls needle out if neck* Damn that worked too well... *Curses* Damn... That hurts! *Pulls out rubbing alcohol and puts it on cloth and presses to neck* Godammit...
(I was just....well thinking and then saw Coco had spoke about Alastair and i am currently freaking irl because i remember the one dream i had during the Alastair time and oh god..*shaking* its one of the reasons i hope Zaf is linked to Coco is because i would know i can stop Alastair
((Zaf, you can calm down. Neither of us would've shown our faces in Blogland if we hadn't found some sort of solution. I'm kind of surprised nobody's asked about it yet, actually. Well, to be honest, I've been surprised all day...))
(You made the link....*nods* i knew you would. One of Zaf's reasons she wanted to be part of it was because she knew if she could help Niccolo anyway she'd do it and she didnt want either you or him to suffer like that and she knew if Alastair or any name tried to control Justaria it would end up her controlling them.
*hugs tighter* I'm serious... I don't know whether to smack you or just keep hugging you... *smiles* I'd never hit you, though. Well, unless we were sparring. You get the point.
I just got it today actually this evening. Mom took me to Barnes & Noble and i got City of Bones and Les Miserables and i tried to find SP but...no luck.
Ok, I'm back. Sorry about that. Yeah, Adra, I just had a bit of a mental breakdown, which then spilled over onto Death (more like instability made me actually say what I had been thinking about in silence for a while), and Death got her memories back. And that's about it.
Once I saw the first Percy Jackson movie, my immediate thought was, 'how the heck to they expect to make a sequel- like, they just made that impossible for themselves', because they even messed up the main antagonist, and you can't just do that.
I KNOW, RIGHT?! IT IS VERY ANNOYING. THE MOVIES ARE ONLY EVEN REMOTELY GOOD AS STAND-ALONE THINGS. THEY'RE SORT OF OK UNTIL YOU COMPARE THEM TO THE BOOKS, AND THEN JUST NO.
With the Lightning Thief movie, I felt like everyone's personality was gone. Luke...irritated me. Like, I couldn't understand his character at all, not like in the books.
Harry Potter was pretty much on the dot to the real thing. I liked that, Percy Jackson, far. Twilight, meh they made it more interesting but mostly to the book
Well, I mostly popped in to say good-night to you all. I'll be distant for a large portion if the day- I have to go to my new school and get set up... I'll pop in when I can. As always- I love you all Night xx
Really? I didn't think the Harry Potter movies were all that much like the books... I mean, to their credit, I think they did the best they possibly could trying to cover so much in two and a half hours, but the books had so much more detail! The only Harry Potter movie I liked better than the book (well, that I thought even came close) was 7 part 2, because I didn't like the ending of the seventh book. It was, simply put, lazy writing, and I was very disappointed with JK Rowling for that, because I loved the whole series up until that point. I think the movie did a better job of the ending, though.
Well, Zaf, I agree with that- as I said earlier, I think they did the best they possibly could have done. I still didn't think they were exceptionally true to the books, though, simply because there was so much detail.
*Laughs and musses Aretha's hair* Yeah, I know. I actually hated it in there. I built a wall between me and my senses and she came out... I don't like her one little bit! I took the last two years away to see what would happen to me and what she would do. It was predicable but I hated it.
I want to hold you to the sun I want to be your faithful one I want to show you all the beauty you don't even know you hold I'm hurting you for your own good I'd die for you, you know I would I'd give up all my wealth to buy you back the soul you never sold
I want to mix our blood and put it in the ground, so you can never leave I want to earn your trust, your heart, your soul You'll never be decieved Liar, liar, liar, liar, liar, liar, liar, liar, liar, liar, liar, liar, liar
I want to heal you, pretty sweet I'll throw rosepetals at your feet I'll spend eternity comparing all my poetry to yours I want to see love through your eyes, you'll never have to compromise I'd give up all my fame to fight your demons and your bloody wars
Liar, by Emilie Autumn. The refrain comes again after that verse, and there's more to the song than that, but I'm tired so I think I'll just go to sleep now... I just wanted to type that up because I think it's such an interesting song, and it's playing now.
Does it matter whether or not it's considered weird? Weird is a totally subjective term. By the standards of my town, most everything awesome is deemed weird. Weird things are not bad.
I was scared of dentists and the dark I was scared of pretty girls and starting conversations Oh all my friends are turning green
You must've something something in our dreams Uh oooh oh oooh oooh Oh oooh oh oooh and they come unstuck Lady, runnin' down to the riptide Taken away to the dark side I wanna be your left hand man And I love you when you're singin' that song and I gotta lump in my throat cos You're gonna sing the words wrong There's this movie that I think you'll like This guy decides to quit his job and head to New York City This cowboy's running from himself She's been living on the highest shelf
Uh oooh oh oooh oooh Oh oooh oh oooh and they come unstuck Lady, runnin' down to the riptide Taken away to the dark side I wanna be your left hand man And I love you when you're singin' that song and I gotta lump in my throat cos You're gonna sing the words wrong
I just gotta, I just gotta know If you're gonna, if you're gonna stay I just gotta, I just gotta know I can't have it, I can't have it any other way I swear she's destined for the screen Closest thing to Michelle Phipher that you've ever seen oh
Lady, runnin' down to the riptide Taken away to the dark side I wanna be your left hand man And I love you when you're singin' that song and I gotta lump in my throat cos You're gonna sing the words wrong
Lady, runnin' down to the riptide Taken away to the dark side I wanna be your left hand man And I love you when you're singin' that song and I gotta lump in my throat cos You're gonna sing the words wrong I gotta lump in my throat cos you're gonna sing the words wrong
Why do I feel so compelled to share everything Emilie Autumn? There are songs I love more than hers, other artists I love just as much... Somehow I always end up posting her...
I'll tell the truth, all of my songs Are pretty much the ****ing same I'm not a faerie but I need More than this life, so I became This creature representing more to you Than just another girl And if I had the chance to change my mind, I wouldn't for the world
Twenty years, sinking slowly... Can I trust you? But I don't want to I will swallow, if it will help my sea level go down But I'll come back to haunt you if I drown I will swallow, if it will help my sea level go down I'll take a deep, deep breath, But I'll come back to haunt you if I drown
I don't want to be a legend Oh, well that's a God-damned lie, I do To say I do this for the people, I admit, is hardly true You tell me everything's alright As if it's something you've been through You think this torment is romantic Well, it's not- except to you
Twenty years, sinking slowly...
Swallow, by Emilie Autumn. I still don't know why I'm doing it. I mean, they're brilliant songs, and I love them, I just don't know why her more than everyone else... Oh, well.
Low tide and high tea The oysters are waiting for me If I'm not there on time I'll send an emissary If I photoshop you Out of every picture I could Go quietly, quiet But would that do any good? Would it hurt? No, it won't Then what am I so afraid of? Filthy victorians They made me what I'm made of The brighter the light, The darker the shadow I don't need a reminder I've made up my mind Go away...
Twenty years, sinking slowly...
Ok, I'm going to try to stop Emilie spamming now, but no promises...
And it's raining And the stars are falling from the sky And the wind And the wind I know it's cold I've been waiting For the day I will surely die And it's here And it's here for I've been told That I'll die before I'm old And the wind I know it's cold...
But there's willow trees And little breezes, waves and walls and flowers And there's moonlight every single night As I'm locked in these towers So I'll meet my death But with my last breath I'll sing to him I love And he'll see my face in another place And with that the glass above.'
Cracked into a million bits And she cried out, 'So the story fit But then I could have guessed it all along 'Cause now some drama queen is gonna write a song for me.' She went down to her little boat And she broke the chains and began to float away And as the blood froze in her veins she said, 'Well then that explains a thing or two 'Cause I know I'm the cursed one I know I'm meant to die Everyone else can watch as their dreams untie So why can't I..?
I know what you mean, Death. Sometimes I just get grumpy or upset and I have no idea why :S It usually fades after a good night's sleep. Ooh, I used to read to kindergartners for Guides. I loved it :)
Bye, Death! Bye Fabi, too, but don't leave unless you want to! And it's fine- I've just come to the conclusion that I'm going to Emilie span until I fall asleep, so it doesn't much matter. Actually, it's one less song for me to type up. :)
Distant, and msd, but here and Emilie spamming for a bit.
Why shouldn't you be here? I probably shouldn't be here- I just did the mental breakdown thing which is fairly rare for me, and I'm only going to distantly spam song lyrics, and I really should sleep, but I'm here anyway.
Bye then Fabi! *tackleglomps* I probably shouldn't be here (I'm supposed to have finished editing this script the day after tomorrow) But I feel guilty because I haven't been here for ages XD My favourite song is Boats and Birds :)
If you be my star, I’ll be your sky You can hide underneath me and come out at night When I turn jet black, and you show off your light I live to let you shine, I live to let you shine. But you can sky-rocket away, from me, And never come back if you Find another galaxy, far, from here, Where there’s more room to fly Just leave me your stardust to remember you by
If you be my boat, I’ll be your sea A depth of pure blue just to probe curiosity Ebbing, and flowing, and pushed by a breeze, I live to make you free, I live to make you free. But you can set sail to the west if you want to Past the horizon, ‘Til I can’t even see you, far, from here, Where the beaches are wide Just leave me your wake to remember you by
If you be my star, I’ll be your sky You can hide underneath me and come out at night When I turn jet black, and you show off your light I live to let you shine, I live to let you shine. But you can sky-rocket away, from me, And never come back if you Find another galaxy, far, from here, Where there’s more room to fly Just leave me your stardust to remember you by
Yeah. I was feeling really bad today and I didn't speak much, so one of my friends thought I was mad at her :( It took me most of lunchtime to explain to her I wasn't mad at her.
Take the pill that makes you weaker Take the pill that makes you sick Take the pill or you'll be sorry Take this ****** pill and make it quick Take the pill that kills your sex drive Take the pill that makes you cry Take the pill that burns your insides Take the pill that makes you want to die
Just be careful what you say Today could be your day
You no longer rule your body You no longer own those rights You will wake up when we say so You will sleep when we shut out the lights Enjoy your stay 'Cause you can't run away
Get back in line Get back in line Get back in line Get back in line Get back in line Get back in line You'll be just fine
Take the pill that keeps you quiet Take the pill that keeps you blind Take the pill that wipes your memory Take the pill that's ******* with your mind That's all you have to lose Ha! That's funny
Best that you're not procreating Best that you don't multiply Better still, let's sterilize you Take the pill, the doctor's standing by Pull up your skirt And yes, it's going to hurt
Get back in line Get back in line Get back in line Get back in line Get back in line Get back in line You'll be just fine
Don't you want to be sedated? Don't you want to ease this pain? If these pills are not effective, then We will electroshock your brain We are unhappy with your progress You're not yet considered sane If these pills are not effective, We'll electroshock your brain
Don't even think of spitting out We know your tricks We're on to you We will check underneath your tongue We know exactly what you'll do
Your accusations are a joke Your credibility is shot Just keep your eyes closed And your mouth shut That's the only choice you've got
So you're a doctor and I am just a crazy little girl Who would you believe? Well, he's a doctor and you are just a crazy ******* ***** Who would you believe?
We filled your prescription You'll never run out again We filled your prescription The drugs are your only friend We filled your prescription You'll never run out again We filled your prescription The drugs are your only friend
Now take the pill Take the pill Take the pill Take the pill Take it Take it Take it Take it Swallow Swallow Swallow Swallow
And on that very long, creepy, repetitive note- this is Take the Pill, by Emilie Autumn, based on real events that happened to real girls in victorian asylums- I think I'll actually go to bed... Unless someone commented to me while I was typing this, in which case I'll answer you and then go to bed.
Heartbeats, drumbeats, music Songs that make you care People that make you care Characters that make you care Anything that makes you come Out of your shell, be yourself. Anything that makes you feel Like the amazing person you are Like you matter, you're special Because you are perfect to me I dedicate this page to emotions And to feeling like you're there In the middle of the story And you want to make it stop But the author wrote it how it is And then you cry, but you still Love the book anyway And the character who was lost And AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH! [Cries]
I'll tell you a not-so-secret- I don't write at all. The MC was the first time I've ever had to write something myself. And that wasn't too great, but it was ok, and I think I have a better hang of it now. But I've always just let my characters write through me. And you should know, when I write something really depressing, I'm likely staring at the screen watching words flow out with tears streaming down my face, because I care a lot about fictional characters. They're just no different from real people to me. I hate even using the words fictional and real. But that's another story... And I'm never satisfied with the amount of emotion in my chapters once I've finished them, anyway. Well, I'm very, very rarely satisfied. Anyway, my point is, I'm not particularly gutsy or anything like that. I dunno, I just write stuff...
I just follow my other sense thing... Until something messes it up, like me being too scared to write something, or Everly hijacking the plot... I hate writing sad, though, but if it was the character's time... [hides]
drama comes easy to some people and not to others, so ari is great at it and fabi is crap, but writing isnt all drama!! besides, it just means that there is probably something that fabi is better at then ari.
I haven't read anything by Fabi that I didn't like- I wouldn't say she's bad at drama. I agree we each have our own strengths and weaknesses, and that applies to writing as well, but I wouldn't say she's bad at writing drama/depressingness.
In the midst of the battle, Jara twirled and twisted, sword in hand, striking down enemies wherever she went. Her sword was like an extention of her arm, and she blocked and thrusted easily. It didn’t matter that they were hopelessly outnumbered, she was like a machine.
The battle was over soon enough and Jara turned to Sophie to share in their glorious victory. But what she saw was not an ecstatic friend like she had hoped, but a friend lying on the ground in a pool of blood.
She rushed over, sword out of hand. Sophie had a huge gash in her side, and her face was as white as chalk. Tears filled her eyes as she knelt by her friend and cradled her in her arms.
“Soph…” she breathed, her voice cracking. “No… don’t Jara… don’t, okay?” Sophie whispered, trying to stop her friend from crying, “I’m fine-“ she erupted in a coughing fit, spitting blood on the ground. Jara gasped, tears streaming freely down her cheeks. “Don’t leave me, soph… please, I can’t do this without you…” “You can and you will. This was never my quest, I only agreed for you.” Sophie mumbled through the pain. “Oh, Soph… I should have been watching you… I knew you weren’t as good a fighter as me and still I went and left you alone…” “Jara, this… isn’t your fault…”
Sophie was obviously struggling to talk now. Her skin was as cold as ice and paper-thin. “Please…” Jara hugged Sophie closer, “you’re my only friend…” “And you mine, but I don’t matter, I never did. Now go.” “But-“ “Don’t argue, go” And with that, Sophie let out her last breath. Jara’s cheeks streamed and her clothes were red, but still she held the limp Sophie in her arms, muttering and apologizing.
Idk. I don't think I really deserve to be in people's stories, tbh. Also, I'd rather other people were in it other than me. Plus, I'm not really a character. :/
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«Oldest ‹Older 4601 – 4800 of 4933 Newer› Newest»Oh Ari did i mention one of my friends irl text me
Her: Hey I was ghosting the Blog and figured you would know, is Niccolo Aretha's brother irl?
Me: no...he's her character.
Her: mind= blown
DEATHY!!!!!!!! *supermegaJUBIOSAURUStacklehugsofdoom*
HAAAAIIIIII!!
(trippy... ari, are you obsessed with trip???)
Hey, Luna, I didn't know you knew Death in real life... Are you guys friends or something?
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*Tilts head* Explain.
Yeah, Luna is my BFF!
wbd/msd
Ah, Well, tell her Niccolò is flattered, Zaf. Yeah, I keep saying this, but if anything, I'm his character at least as much as he is mine...
No, I don't mean obsessed with Trip, I mean I feel really crazy... Sort of in limbo, almost...
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I'm sort of here at the moment, but I may disappear again, as I don't really have anything to say...
Night all, if I don't comment again. [hugs]
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:P i know nutty irl... wish some of my other friends would read SP, or at least the blog so i can go crazy with 'em!
I AM DEATHY'S BFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE And I am sitting next to her, and we go to school together. XD
I find it awesome actually. You're very awesome with him y'know. *smirks* Even if he annoys me and i owe him sn apology that i will type up sometime
Ah.... LUNA AND DEATHY HAS TO GO!! DEATHY AND LUNY WILL RETURNY!!!!!
Ok, bye Death... Bye Fabi... *stares into space* *says nothing*
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BY DEATHY!!!!!! *huggle of doom with spaces*
Snow has to go too!!!
BYE ALL!!! *HUGGLEOFDOOMWITHNOSPACES*
Mm, bye Snow...
Might be distant...
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Ari I will wait to post my apology to Coco lol
Oh, sure... Sorry, I would log off and have him talk to all of you, but I'm afraid if I don't maintain some sort of human contact right now I might just fall of the edge of the Earth or something...
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Eh I can just type it and comment when...Coco is avalable and you wont go mental *nods*
Now that I think about it, though, he won't want to show up for that, because he hates attention and he'll just say you have nothing to apologize for... He'll listen anyway, though, because he can't just ignore you. And he debated just leaving- only for a few seconds, though. Because this is the only place he has a voice- where he can properly exist, on the same level as everyone else.
Sorry if I sound weird, I am just really out of it right now...
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BACK! *Hugs Aretha* Are you okay...? I've shown myself what I needed to see yesterday. I know all what she knows and... I'm kinda regretting doing so. I never knew what was in her head...
Right. *sits on ground beneath feet* *a few silent tears fall down face, doesn't acknowledge them* *points to above comments* It's just whatever...
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Okay. Well tell him when its safe for him to come on Alexis is dying to show him Olivia...even more then i am though i see you havent met her yet either Ari
BACK DEATHY GET HERE NOW!
*curls into ball, digs fingers into ground, and starts to sob softly*
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I am here. I'm in Blogland. *Smirks*
Aretha Tesla...*sits next to* calm.
*shakes head and keeps crying*
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*Hugs Ari tightly* Hey, hey. It's okay. *Smiles sadly* Hey. It'll be okay.
*hugs* Ari...
[hugs Ari tightly]
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*shakes head again* *would move away from hugs, but lacks the energy*
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Wht do you want me to do?
Ari... I'm feeling helpless right here... *Bites lip* I don't know what to do... *Hugs her tighter*
I'm sorry, Ari...
[Vanishes again]
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*takes deep breath* Death, I love you, ok? Not the roleplay/MC character, not the name and the profile pic- you. I'd call you by your given name, but I don't think it matters- you chose the name Death Rose, so it defines you just as well as any other name ever will. You, with all your flaws and insecurities, and all that bottled pain. Not... Not somebody different with the same knowledge. "I know all what she knows" "I never knew what was inside her head"- that she, that her, was my sister. And you are too, in a way, but... If I can't get those two years back... *starts to cry again* I've lost her...
Yes, that was sort of a mix between roleplay and real life, but no, I don't care...
Bye Fabi, sorry for being so... Strange... Not sorry for what I said to Death, though, because all of that is true and has been the whole time.
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*Sighs heavily* I can't tell you anything, Aretha Tesla, but I can give you this. *Hands over black envelope with silver writing on it* *Half-smiles*
*backs awkwardly away and holds Olivis close*
*takes envelope and holds loosely, but doesn't let go* I don't want a letter... I want my sister back... *is actually crying- like, in real life... Oops...*
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I have no...idea...*stays quiet*
I found that in the room where I broke my legs.
Aretha Tesla,
If you're reading this, I'm sorry. I've probably done something really, truly stupid and believe me, I'm regretting it already. Even if I'm not here, I still love you. You're the one person that I would swim across the world for, the one person who I'd endure years of torture for if the time presented itself.
I'm still me. Still in there somewhere. There may or may not be a chance I'll come back but... I'm sorry for putting you through this. You are too bloody beautiful for this and you deserve better.
I'm trying to think of ways to get myself back, I'm hating it in the dark. But, I'm losing myself. I'm dying and I need to save me before I can continue.
In my base there are three cupboards along the left wall. The one with blue stripes has an emergence bag in it. I can bring myself back if I need to but... There's no way to be sure what will happen after.
I'm so sorry sister. I'm sorry I'm doing this. I needed to save myself before I lost everything.
Death Rose...
*Takes deep breath* I didn't read it. I wanted to but I knew that it was for you. *Smiles and walks back to base*
Now I'm crying irl, too...
[hugs everyone]
[vanishes again]
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*Opens door and looks at roof* *Reads writing* Feeling blue? Ten steps left. *Walks ten steps left and looks at cupboards* *Starts opening them and ratting through their contents*
*Shrugs and closes red cupboard* *Starts humming tune* *Pulls open green cupboard*
I hope Ari's okay
(Me too... I feel horrible...))
*Pulls out fez* For later. *Closes door and opens blue door*
Im reading City of Bones but i dont wanna go to bed til Ari's okay
((Ah... See, these are the times when I really, truly, love being punched in the face... And I mean that with no sarcasm. Krav is my savior, in many ways.))
*gently folds letter, picking it up with the envelope, and stands, not saying anything or drying tears* *runs to Death's base*
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DEATHY I MISS YOU! if you don't get hear now for our oral you are going to be HARRY
If Kitty wanted to, she could see me...))
*Pulls out emergency box* *Opens lid and needle springs into neck* *Shrieks and falls down*
((*shrugs* I'm always ok. Honestly, though, thank you all for caring. I just closed my eyes for a few minutes, then opened them and started typing again. That's just how I work- what I do. The sad thing is that I've been in a situation that parallels this one in many ways in real life... Anyway, I'll cry, I'll feel numb for a while, but I'm always ok. I always keep running. So for future reference, you guys really don't have to worry.))
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(*hugs* Ari i am scared....thinking of many things Alastair...Niccolo oh god
*Looks up and pulls needle out if neck* Damn that worked too well... *Curses* Damn... That hurts! *Pulls out rubbing alcohol and puts it on cloth and presses to neck* Godammit...
((*hugs back* Why are you scared? What makes you think of Alastair?))
*arrives at Death's base* *runs up to Death* Hey. What happened? Are you... You again?
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*Look up* Yep. Sorry 'bout that! *Hugs Ari*
(I was just....well thinking and then saw Coco had spoke about Alastair and i am currently freaking irl because i remember the one dream i had during the Alastair time and oh god..*shaking* its one of the reasons i hope Zaf is linked to Coco is because i would know i can stop Alastair
Oh my God... *hugs tightly and buries face in shoulder, choking back sobs* You are such an idiot... You beautiful, beautiful idiot...
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((Zaf, you can calm down. Neither of us would've shown our faces in Blogland if we hadn't found some sort of solution. I'm kind of surprised nobody's asked about it yet, actually. Well, to be honest, I've been surprised all day...))
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(You made the link....*nods* i knew you would. One of Zaf's reasons she wanted to be part of it was because she knew if she could help Niccolo anyway she'd do it and she didnt want either you or him to suffer like that and she knew if Alastair or any name tried to control Justaria it would end up her controlling them.
I know! *Hugs back* I'm an idiot and you're a liar about the rest. *Smiles*
*hugs tighter* I'm serious... I don't know whether to smack you or just keep hugging you... *smiles* I'd never hit you, though. Well, unless we were sparring. You get the point.
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Me: Nya? <3
Tempo: NYA!
Me: Your a wolf not a cat!
Tempo: *Runs awy, come back in cat onesie* NYA!
Us: NYA
[hugs everyone]
[writes busily]
[borrows emotions]
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((Back in, like, 10 mins, sorry!))
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*sits holding Olivia who sleeps*
Alexis: wanna see Coco tomorrow
You will baby
Hi.
What have I missed?
To be honest? Ari freaking over a movie then Death gave her a letter and she cried and she left over 10min ago should be back soon
Ah. Okay.
Percy Jackson- no.
I figured it was bad i saw the trailer and was like...no
Oh im reading City of Bones
Hello...? [hugs]
Sorry I've been sort of not really here even when I am.
I'll try to be here now, though. For half an hour or so, then I sleep.
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Oh yay. Jace and Magnus are MINE paws off
Its okay. I think Jace is cool but I havent met Mangus yet I just finished where Clary was in the Silent City so i read the name
*Magnus sorry still not fully seeing
Ah. He is MINE. MEIN. MOI. MEA. MÉ. Capische?
Good.
Hi Fabi
Hi Zaf, Adra.
Okay, I'll make no plans to see it, then.
I need to start reading a lot again... City of Bones has been on my to read list for a while now.
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I get it! I dont like him like that I just tjink he's cool.
I just got it today actually this evening. Mom took me to Barnes & Noble and i got City of Bones and Les Miserables and i tried to find SP but...no luck.
Ok, I'm back. Sorry about that. Yeah, Adra, I just had a bit of a mental breakdown, which then spilled over onto Death (more like instability made me actually say what I had been thinking about in silence for a while), and Death got her memories back. And that's about it.
Once I saw the first Percy Jackson movie, my immediate thought was, 'how the heck to they expect to make a sequel- like, they just made that impossible for themselves', because they even messed up the main antagonist, and you can't just do that.
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Alexis: can i let Coco meet Olivia tomorrow?
Fine! Let the poor man be. Olivia is asleep anyway i dot think Niccolo can handle putting her back to sleep if he woke her
Cool.
It hasn't been on the shelf at the library, and I keep forgetting to place a hold...
I still have two dollars left on my Barnes and Noble gift card... I should probably use them before I forget about it again.
[Writes self a note]
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Oh yeah. They brought in fifth book material here. *facepalm* I'm so done.
The theatre wasn't even full
And they keep making Annabeth a damsel! SHE IS NOT A FLIPPING DAMSEL IN DISTRESS SHE IS MORE THAN CAPABLE OF HANDLING THINGS HERSELF
I KNOW, RIGHT?! IT IS VERY ANNOYING. THE MOVIES ARE ONLY EVEN REMOTELY GOOD AS STAND-ALONE THINGS. THEY'RE SORT OF OK UNTIL YOU COMPARE THEM TO THE BOOKS, AND THEN JUST NO.
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See i hate that. I dont wanna see it not after the trailer.
With the Lightning Thief movie, I felt like everyone's personality was gone. Luke...irritated me. Like, I couldn't understand his character at all, not like in the books.
And the plot was stupidified. And yeah.
Hi Ari.
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Harry Potter was pretty much on the dot to the real thing. I liked that, Percy Jackson, far. Twilight, meh they made it more interesting but mostly to the book
Back... Sorry... Distant.... *Hugs Ari* Please don't hit me. That'd hurt!
7th grade we reac the Lightning Theif and we loved it so our teacher rented to movie, we got so pissed it was commical.
Well, I mostly popped in to say good-night to you all. I'll be distant for a large portion if the day- I have to go to my new school and get set up... I'll pop in when I can.
As always-
I love you all
Night xx
Really? I didn't think the Harry Potter movies were all that much like the books... I mean, to their credit, I think they did the best they possibly could trying to cover so much in two and a half hours, but the books had so much more detail! The only Harry Potter movie I liked better than the book (well, that I thought even came close) was 7 part 2, because I didn't like the ending of the seventh book. It was, simply put, lazy writing, and I was very disappointed with JK Rowling for that, because I loved the whole series up until that point. I think the movie did a better job of the ending, though.
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Night Adra! I guess i should go
Cya tomorrow insane people i love
*Tackles* Night Addy!
And Ari i will say: I think they did well to keep it to the book to what they could. It is hard condensing soooo much into short time
Now i will be gone to bed land
Hi Death
Bye Adra, Zaf.
Sorry, I had to write something down...
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Bye, Adra! Bye Zaf!
Nah, I wouldn't hit you, Death. Ever. Unless I thought it was going to save your life or something.
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Hi Fabi!!
Well, Zaf, I agree with that- as I said earlier, I think they did the best they possibly could have done. I still didn't think they were exceptionally true to the books, though, simply because there was so much detail.
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Hey! Sorry I haven't been on much recently, school blocked blogger -_-
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SAPH! [hugs]
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*Laughs and musses Aretha's hair* Yeah, I know. I actually hated it in there. I built a wall between me and my senses and she came out... I don't like her one little bit! I took the last two years away to see what would happen to me and what she would do. It was predicable but I hated it.
Hi Fabi! *is hugged/ tackleglomps*
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[Smiles sadly]
[Is writing, distant]
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*Starts singing Riptide*
I'm having a mini fight with a friend.
Does sitting on a cupboard singing Riptide in the middle of class considered weird?
Riptide? *hugs Ari and Death*
How is everyone? :)
Wb (pretty) d
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I want to hold you to the sun
I want to be your faithful one
I want to show you all the beauty you don't even know you hold
I'm hurting you for your own good
I'd die for you, you know I would
I'd give up all my wealth to buy you back the soul you never sold
I want to mix our blood and put it in the ground, so you can never leave
I want to earn your trust, your heart, your soul
You'll never be decieved
Liar, liar, liar, liar, liar, liar, liar, liar, liar, liar, liar, liar, liar
I want to heal you, pretty sweet
I'll throw rosepetals at your feet
I'll spend eternity comparing all my poetry to yours
I want to see love through your eyes, you'll never have to compromise
I'd give up all my fame to fight your demons and your bloody wars
Liar, by Emilie Autumn. The refrain comes again after that verse, and there's more to the song than that, but I'm tired so I think I'll just go to sleep now... I just wanted to type that up because I think it's such an interesting song, and it's playing now.
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It's an amazing song!! I'm grand! I got my memories back so... *Shrugs* I'm a cool banana!
I should go...
And weird depends on what you consider normal, I guess...
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Sleep well, Ari! *hugs*
Death, I don't believe in normall, so therefore I don't believe in weird :)
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Does it matter whether or not it's considered weird? Weird is a totally subjective term. By the standards of my town, most everything awesome is deemed weird. Weird things are not bad.
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Bye Fabi *hugs*
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*Hugs everyone* Oh God... I'm actually kinda crying... *Looks away and bites lip* Okay... I'm fine... *Smiles and starts crying*
*Hugs Death, because I'm in a hugging mood XD
Ari, I've been meaning to ask you, could I join the Nameless?
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Staph- three pages ago up until like, now WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN I HAVE BEEN COUNTING ON YOU TO SHIP US UGH.
((Actually leaves))
I was scared of dentists and the dark
I was scared of pretty girls and starting conversations
Oh all my friends are turning green
You must've something something in our dreams
Uh oooh oh oooh oooh
Oh oooh oh oooh and they come unstuck
Lady, runnin' down to the riptide
Taken away to the dark side
I wanna be your left hand man
And I love you when you're singin' that song and
I gotta lump in my throat cos
You're gonna sing the words wrong
There's this movie that I think you'll like
This guy decides to quit his job and head to New York City
This cowboy's running from himself
She's been living on the highest shelf
Uh oooh oh oooh oooh
Oh oooh oh oooh and they come unstuck
Lady, runnin' down to the riptide
Taken away to the dark side
I wanna be your left hand man
And I love you when you're singin' that song and
I gotta lump in my throat cos
You're gonna sing the words wrong
I just gotta, I just gotta know
If you're gonna, if you're gonna stay
I just gotta, I just gotta know
I can't have it, I can't have it any other way
I swear she's destined for the screen
Closest thing to Michelle Phipher that you've ever seen oh
Lady, runnin' down to the riptide
Taken away to the dark side
I wanna be your left hand man
And I love you when you're singin' that song and
I gotta lump in my throat cos
You're gonna sing the words wrong
Lady, runnin' down to the riptide
Taken away to the dark side
I wanna be your left hand man
And I love you when you're singin' that song and
I gotta lump in my throat cos
You're gonna sing the words wrong
I gotta lump in my throat cos you're gonna sing the words wrong
Adra! *tackleglomps* Hi/Bye! I was.. scratch it, seeing as you've left, I'll just email you
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Why do I feel so compelled to share everything Emilie Autumn? There are songs I love more than hers, other artists I love just as much... Somehow I always end up posting her...
I'll tell the truth, all of my songs
Are pretty much the ****ing same
I'm not a faerie but I need
More than this life, so I became
This creature representing more to you
Than just another girl
And if I had the chance to change my mind,
I wouldn't for the world
Twenty years, sinking slowly...
Can I trust you? But I don't want to
I will swallow, if it will help my sea level go down
But I'll come back to haunt you if I drown
I will swallow, if it will help my sea level go down
I'll take a deep, deep breath,
But I'll come back to haunt you if I drown
I don't want to be a legend
Oh, well that's a God-damned lie, I do
To say I do this for the people, I admit, is hardly true
You tell me everything's alright
As if it's something you've been through
You think this torment is romantic
Well, it's not- except to you
Twenty years, sinking slowly...
Swallow, by Emilie Autumn. I still don't know why I'm doing it. I mean, they're brilliant songs, and I love them, I just don't know why her more than everyone else... Oh, well.
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Right I'm...
*falls asleep against the bar counter, her head in her arms*
There
Now. Bye. You little shits keep dragging me back >:(
Death? Why are you crying? *hugs*
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Sure, Saph! Give me your email, and I'll send you an invite to Nameless!
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*Hugs back* I don't... I'm not sure... I think... I don't know... *Looks away*
*Bites lip* I'm going to be gone for two hours soon... I'm reading to kindergateners...
Low tide and high tea
The oysters are waiting for me
If I'm not there on time
I'll send an emissary
If I photoshop you
Out of every picture I could
Go quietly, quiet
But would that do any good?
Would it hurt? No, it won't
Then what am I so afraid of?
Filthy victorians
They made me what I'm made of
The brighter the light,
The darker the shadow
I don't need a reminder
I've made up my mind
Go away...
Twenty years, sinking slowly...
Ok, I'm going to try to stop Emilie spamming now, but no promises...
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What is it, Death?
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I don't know... Just... Small mental breakdown...
It's ok... I just had one myself, actually... Do you want to talk about it?
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And it's raining
And the stars are falling from the sky
And the wind
And the wind I know it's cold
I've been waiting
For the day I will surely die
And it's here
And it's here for I've been told
That I'll die before I'm old
And the wind I know it's cold...
But there's willow trees
And little breezes, waves and walls and flowers
And there's moonlight every single night
As I'm locked in these towers
So I'll meet my death
But with my last breath I'll sing to him I love
And he'll see my face in another place
And with that the glass above.'
Cracked into a million bits
And she cried out, 'So the story fit
But then I could have guessed it all along
'Cause now some drama queen is gonna write a song for me.'
She went down to her little boat
And she broke the chains and began to float away
And as the blood froze in her veins she said,
'Well then that explains a thing or two
'Cause I know I'm the cursed one
I know I'm meant to die
Everyone else can watch as their dreams untie
So why can't I..?
I'm probably not helping. Sorry...
[Vanishes again]
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Nah, not really. *Takes deep breath* I'll be fine... *Hugs Ari tightly*
I'm leaving! Don't feel obliged to wait two hours for me! *Hugs everyone tightly and sprints away*
I know what you mean, Death. Sometimes I just get grumpy or upset and I have no idea why :S It usually fades after a good night's sleep.
Ooh, I used to read to kindergartners for Guides. I loved it :)
Thanks, Ari :) My gmail's cgkaynz@gmail.com
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Bye Deathy! *tackleglomps* Enjoy yourself :)
All these songs... I've never heard them before, but the lyrics are so cool.
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Bye Death [hugs]
Why do I always end up coming back on after I should be asleep?
Uh, probably because I was/am writing, anyway.
Meh.
MSD.
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Bye, Death! Bye Fabi, too, but don't leave unless you want to! And it's fine- I've just come to the conclusion that I'm going to Emilie span until I fall asleep, so it doesn't much matter. Actually, it's one less song for me to type up. :)
Distant, and msd, but here and Emilie spamming for a bit.
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[Sighs]
Make that wbveryveryd/msd.
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I don't want to leave, but I feel like I shouldn't be here... And I should write/sleep/listen to music...
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Why shouldn't you be here? I probably shouldn't be here- I just did the mental breakdown thing which is fairly rare for me, and I'm only going to distantly spam song lyrics, and I really should sleep, but I'm here anyway.
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Bye then Fabi! *tackleglomps* I probably shouldn't be here (I'm supposed to have finished editing this script the day after tomorrow) But I feel guilty because I haven't been here for ages XD
My favourite song is Boats and Birds :)
If you be my star, I’ll be your sky
You can hide underneath me and come out at night
When I turn jet black, and you show off your light
I live to let you shine, I live to let you shine.
But you can sky-rocket away, from me,
And never come back if you
Find another galaxy, far, from here,
Where there’s more room to fly
Just leave me your stardust to remember you by
If you be my boat, I’ll be your sea
A depth of pure blue just to probe curiosity
Ebbing, and flowing, and pushed by a breeze,
I live to make you free, I live to make you free.
But you can set sail to the west if you want to
Past the horizon,
‘Til I can’t even see you, far, from here,
Where the beaches are wide
Just leave me your wake to remember you by
If you be my star, I’ll be your sky
You can hide underneath me and come out at night
When I turn jet black, and you show off your light
I live to let you shine, I live to let you shine.
But you can sky-rocket away, from me,
And never come back if you
Find another galaxy, far, from here,
Where there’s more room to fly
Just leave me your stardust to remember you by
Stardust to remember you by
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[Shrugs]
I've just been feeling like that a lot lately.
Plus, I have more dance tomorrow... Should be sleeping.
[Starts to say something important-ish]
[Forgets it]
[Facepalms]
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Yeah. I was feeling really bad today and I didn't speak much, so one of my friends thought I was mad at her :( It took me most of lunchtime to explain to her I wasn't mad at her.
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hello...?
It's a pretty song... [Sways back and forth]
I can't do the video ded yet... Hmm... [Thinks]
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[hugs Saph]
Hi Snow [hugs]
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FABI!! *hugs*
nice pic :P
saph?? *huggles*
wbd
Thanks... [hugs back]
[Has a ded idea now]
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what is the ded idea??
Take the pill that makes you weaker
Take the pill that makes you sick
Take the pill or you'll be sorry
Take this ****** pill and make it quick
Take the pill that kills your sex drive
Take the pill that makes you cry
Take the pill that burns your insides
Take the pill that makes you want to die
Just be careful what you say
Today could be your day
You no longer rule your body
You no longer own those rights
You will wake up when we say so
You will sleep when we shut out the lights
Enjoy your stay
'Cause you can't run away
Get back in line
Get back in line
Get back in line
Get back in line
Get back in line
Get back in line
You'll be just fine
Take the pill that keeps you quiet
Take the pill that keeps you blind
Take the pill that wipes your memory
Take the pill that's ******* with your mind
That's all you have to lose
Ha! That's funny
Best that you're not procreating
Best that you don't multiply
Better still, let's sterilize you
Take the pill, the doctor's standing by
Pull up your skirt
And yes, it's going to hurt
Get back in line
Get back in line
Get back in line
Get back in line
Get back in line
Get back in line
You'll be just fine
Don't you want to be sedated?
Don't you want to ease this pain?
If these pills are not effective, then
We will electroshock your brain
We are unhappy with your progress
You're not yet considered sane
If these pills are not effective,
We'll electroshock your brain
Don't even think of spitting out
We know your tricks
We're on to you
We will check underneath your tongue
We know exactly what you'll do
Your accusations are a joke
Your credibility is shot
Just keep your eyes closed
And your mouth shut
That's the only choice you've got
So you're a doctor and I am just a crazy little girl
Who would you believe?
Well, he's a doctor and you are just a crazy ******* *****
Who would you believe?
We filled your prescription
You'll never run out again
We filled your prescription
The drugs are your only friend
We filled your prescription
You'll never run out again
We filled your prescription
The drugs are your only friend
Now take the pill
Take the pill
Take the pill
Take the pill
Take it
Take it
Take it
Take it
Swallow
Swallow
Swallow
Swallow
And on that very long, creepy, repetitive note- this is Take the Pill, by Emilie Autumn, based on real events that happened to real girls in victorian asylums- I think I'll actually go to bed... Unless someone commented to me while I was typing this, in which case I'll answer you and then go to bed.
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Oh, hi Snow! Sorry, distant *tackleglomps* How're you?
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If it was a dance style, it'd be Lyrical, but other than that, I don't know how to describe it.
You'll see.
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Saph, I know the song you posted! It fits one of my ships perfectly...
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Bye Ari! *tackleglomps*
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Night, Ari
I dedicate this page to:
Heartbeats, drumbeats, music
Songs that make you care
People that make you care
Characters that make you care
Anything that makes you come
Out of your shell, be yourself.
Anything that makes you feel
Like the amazing person you are
Like you matter, you're special
Because you are perfect to me
I dedicate this page to emotions
And to feeling like you're there
In the middle of the story
And you want to make it stop
But the author wrote it how it is
And then you cry, but you still
Love the book anyway
And the character who was lost
And AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH! [Cries]
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*And to feeling like you belong
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*hugs everyone*
bye ari....
hey saph
okay fabi
wbd
*Blinks tears out of eyes* *Raises coffee to ded*
I love that song Ari :D
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[Hugs Saph]
[Cries]
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*claps*
great ded!
Don't cry, Fabi! Why are you crying?
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[hugs Snow as well]
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Aww, Fabigail... *hugs back*
I'm gonna go now, unless someone's asked me something, because I REALLY need to finish this script...
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okay, bye saph!! *hugofdoom*
[Hugs Ari, too]
A bunch of reasons?
Another scene I came up with. I don't have the guts to write heartbreakingly, like you do. I think the one in MC is staying there for good, though...
[Hums Liar--you've gotten Emilie Autumn stuck in my head again..]
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Bye Saph...
I should really go, too...
Not yet, though. When I finish writing this bit...
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((Oops, sorry...))
I'll tell you a not-so-secret- I don't write at all. The MC was the first time I've ever had to write something myself. And that wasn't too great, but it was ok, and I think I have a better hang of it now. But I've always just let my characters write through me. And you should know, when I write something really depressing, I'm likely staring at the screen watching words flow out with tears streaming down my face, because I care a lot about fictional characters. They're just no different from real people to me. I hate even using the words fictional and real. But that's another story... And I'm never satisfied with the amount of emotion in my chapters once I've finished them, anyway. Well, I'm very, very rarely satisfied. Anyway, my point is, I'm not particularly gutsy or anything like that. I dunno, I just write stuff...
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[hugs Ari]
I just follow my other sense thing... Until something messes it up, like me being too scared to write something, or Everly hijacking the plot... I hate writing sad, though, but if it was the character's time... [hides]
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drama comes easy to some people and not to others, so ari is great at it and fabi is crap, but writing isnt all drama!! besides, it just means that there is probably something that fabi is better at then ari.
goddammit!! dau has made me obsessed with safe and sound!!
I haven't read anything by Fabi that I didn't like- I wouldn't say she's bad at drama. I agree we each have our own strengths and weaknesses, and that applies to writing as well, but I wouldn't say she's bad at writing drama/depressingness.
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[Shrugs]
[hugs Ari and Snow]
[Listens to Listen to the Wind by Hayley Westenra]
[Falls asleep]
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sorry, i probably didnt use the right words!!
[hugs Ari again]
Thanks...
[Falls asleep again]
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bye fab!
S'okay Snow. [hugs]
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okay, what do you think of this:
In the midst of the battle, Jara twirled and twisted, sword in hand, striking down enemies wherever she went. Her sword was like an extention of her arm, and she blocked and thrusted easily. It didn’t matter that they were hopelessly outnumbered, she was like a machine.
The battle was over soon enough and Jara turned to Sophie to share in their glorious victory. But what she saw was not an ecstatic friend like she had hoped, but a friend lying on the ground in a pool of blood.
She rushed over, sword out of hand. Sophie had a huge gash in her side, and her face was as white as chalk. Tears filled her eyes as she knelt by her friend and cradled her in her arms.
“Soph…” she breathed, her voice cracking.
“No… don’t Jara… don’t, okay?” Sophie whispered, trying to stop her friend from crying, “I’m fine-“ she erupted in a coughing fit, spitting blood on the ground.
Jara gasped, tears streaming freely down her cheeks.
“Don’t leave me, soph… please, I can’t do this without you…”
“You can and you will. This was never my quest, I only agreed for you.” Sophie mumbled through the pain.
“Oh, Soph… I should have been watching you… I knew you weren’t as good a fighter as me and still I went and left you alone…”
“Jara, this… isn’t your fault…”
Sophie was obviously struggling to talk now. Her skin was as cold as ice and paper-thin.
“Please…” Jara hugged Sophie closer, “you’re my only friend…”
“And you mine, but I don’t matter, I never did. Now go.”
“But-“
“Don’t argue, go”
And with that, Sophie let out her last breath.
Jara’s cheeks streamed and her clothes were red, but still she held the limp Sophie in her arms, muttering and apologizing.
hello...?
well, since no ones around, imma go, but read my story if you get on!!
*is here*
I changed my profile picture back, so I could come home from holiday and familiarness.
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Hi everyone! How are you all?
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Anyone here?
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I am!!
I'M HERE!
Sorry.
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Hi Death! Hi Star! How are you both?
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You two wanna be in my story Raising Cain Academy?
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Idk. I don't think I really deserve to be in people's stories, tbh. Also, I'd rather other people were in it other than me. Plus, I'm not really a character. :/
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Away to Minecraft!!!
Morning everyone.
Okay Star.Just go to my blog Raising Cain Academy and see if you like the sound of it.
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Hi Em! Sorry I can't get on your server. I'll update my Minecraft asap.
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Don't worry Rhydian, we're nearly finished building so by the time you can get on, everything will be ready and in survival!
Yay! I'll try to come on today. It looks so awesome!!!!
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shhh! should be here and will have to go soon, but hello for now!
Hiya Snow! How are you?
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good thanks!! *hugs all round*
how are you all?
Oh yeah Rhydian, it is far beyond awesome!
I'm good Snow!
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SOrry for poofing again . . . Busy having no life. :P
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