And... *gulps* That was really good. Like, really good. I've never had meat before. *wipes her mouth, her fingers covered in sauce or whatever the hell you want to call it* *grins again, running out of the kitchen, dragging her hand across the walls, humming, before climbing up the ladder*
I walked into a car door today. I opened it, and then moved to get in the car, except I banged my cheekbone against the edge of it.
@Adra: Ooookay.
Look, I think I might go to sleep now. I've been tired for quite a few days now, and it's quatre to one. I'm really sorry, beacuse Blogland is awesome and all, but sleep is needed. :(
*rolls her eyes* You need to lighten up! *her fingers spasm and she shrugs off her coat* You remember the time we went cliff diving off the waterfall? Well it'll be just like that! Except.. Much much higher!
*clenches her fists* Zafira, you have to promise me to stay calm, okay? No running off. No threatening to jump off a bridge- none of that. You have to stay here until we are sure you're okay, alright?
*breathes out, un clenching her hands* Javier asked me to take a look inside of Olivia's head- he was worried that something could have happened when Naamah was inside your head. I created a walkway, if you will, between her mind and mine. And when I got there, there was darkness, and it was cold, and terrifying. Now what I believe happened is that Naamah somehow increased the darkness inside of Olivia at birth- because when a child is born, they have 50:50 darkness and light inside of them. Let's just say that Olivia has a lot.
And before you freak out- Niccolo explained this to me- that while she grows up, we all have to make sure that she knows she is loved and show it to her and nurture her and teach her goodness, in hopes that she won't feel alone. Do you understand? We all have to make sure she is okay. All the time.
*closes eyes and breathes deeply* Okay. I had a bad feeling....*sighs* Okay. This is why I wanted Coco as godfather. This is why! Okay ill be okay. *breathes again* I need to go compose myself. I'll just *walks to the edge* (gtg be back laterisg
Watching Fight Club right now, and it is scary how much all this reminds me of me... Like, seriously, this is exactly how I feel about Krav... Exactly... It's actually kind of scary...
I mean... "When the fight was over, your problems didn't disappear, but they didn't matter anymore." "How do you know who you are if you've never been in a fight? I don't want to die without any scars." "Yes, these are bruises from fighting. Yes, I'm comfortable with that." There are more... I just relate so insanely frighteningly well to all of this... Like, the whole moral behind this movie is pretty much exactly the way I feel about Krav... I'm only sort of scared, and that scares me even more...
"Without pain, without sacrifice, we'd have nothing." "First you have to know- not fear- know- that someday you're going to die."
Some of this reminds me of Alastair, too... "We are God's unwanted children. Embrace it."
But they're addicted to pain, and I'm addicted to pain, too... And just the way that the fights liberate them from their problems... That's why I'm so addicted to Krav... It's actually pretty scary... I feel like something's wrong with me, but I feel like so much in this movie is just plain true... Not all of it, but the basic philosophy- why they love to fight each other...
And I'm watching this movie wide-eyed, thrilled, and full of adrenaline, because I just get it... They describe it so well... Pain makes me feel alive... And when I'm in a Krav class, I just shut off my emotions, truly. It's life or death- at the least, you feel like it is- and you don't feel anything but power and pain for an hour, or four hours, or six hours, and it's liberating... And for that time, it doesn't matter whether or not you're dying, or anyone else is dying, or the very world is ending, the ground crumbling outside the studio... In a fight, you can put yourself to the test. Before Krav, I always dreamed that I wouldn't crumble under pressure if I was ever thrown into the adventures I read about in the books I loved, but I could never know. In a fight, I can put myself to the test. I can give myself a chance to know who I am when I have nothing to hide behind. I don't believe in acts of terrorism/vandalism, though- I'm not a fan of the whole cult/revolution thing. And I don't remember where I was going with this, and I've been just staring at the screen not posting this comment for quite some time, because I am so engrossed in this movie. Sorry...
Hey any Ameriminions watch their news and hear of a shooting at a town meeting in Pennsylvania where 4 people died...yeah. Thats kinda 20min from my house
Oh yeah. They got the guy 2 people tackled him and hekd him til cops came. He was taken to Pocono Medical Center because he shot himself by mistake and is currently in custody but 4 people died as far as i know. 2 innocent citizens and this shooter only killed the people because the township condemned his home because he litterally had no sewage he did business in a bucket and he claimed he couldnt afford it but he had 2 guns...
Poverty is not an excuse for killing people... Well, I don't believe anything is an excuse for killing people... Probably some sort of mental illness, though, because I think there's little else that drives people to kill each other. At least they were caught, Zaf.
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And... *gulps* That was really good. Like, really good. I've never had meat before. *wipes her mouth, her fingers covered in sauce or whatever the hell you want to call it*
*grins again, running out of the kitchen, dragging her hand across the walls, humming, before climbing up the ladder*
ADRA!!!! STAR!!!!!!!! *supermegatacklehugsofdoom*
HAAAII!!!!!
. . . Adra? . . .
*frowns worriedly*
#ChaseForBookNine
(Blood Adra, that would be blood.)
*follows Adra* Are you sure you're okay?
#ChaseForBook9
Thanks Star [hugs again]
A-are you quite sure, Adra?
#ChaseForBook9
Wait... What exactly is going on....??
Wait... If you'd never had any meat before, why did you have some in your fridge?
#ChaseForBook9
I don't know Jubi. Adra is a vegetarian, and she's eating meat.
#ChaseForBook9
Oh..
Adra's vegetarian??????
(Thanks dear)
*climbs up the rungs*
Well something has to feed the dragons.
*climbs out the top of the ladder, walking around in circles on the tower*
Oh yeah. I'm grand. *cackles*
(I would have thought, as an alchemist, you would eat meat. You know, every creature eating another organism, cycle, balance, blah.)
#ChaseForBookNine
((No, she was just raised that way))
No, Adra, I've killed enough crazy people to know cackling like that isn't normal. Anyway, you're eating /meat/. That isn't like you at all.
#ChaseForBook9
I'm gone now, sorry, was interrupted.
Bye.
#ChaseForBook9
Bye Death! Nice seeing you!
#ChaseForBook9
*hops around, looking over the edge of the tower to the water below*
Hmmmm....
:( Fours, Fabi . . .
I walked into a car door today.
I opened it, and then moved to get in the car, except I banged my cheekbone against the edge of it.
@Adra: Ooookay.
Look, I think I might go to sleep now. I've been tired for quite a few days now, and it's quatre to one. I'm really sorry, beacuse Blogland is awesome and all, but sleep is needed. :(
Fours.
#ChaseForBookNine
Fours, Star. See you in two weeks. *hugs*
Adra... Get away from the ledge.
#ChaseForBook9
*hugs Star* I LOVE YOU! *waves madly, sniffling*
*eyes widen, leaning backwards, her arms going out- like she was about to fall*
Whoa!
*leans forward* I got you, didn't I?
Um. Yeah! What the hell Adra?
#ChaseForBook9
*rolls her eyes* You need to lighten up! *her fingers spasm and she shrugs off her coat*
You remember the time we went cliff diving off the waterfall?
Well it'll be just like that! Except.. Much much higher!
You know that would kill us right?
#ChaseForBook9
Ahem. *clears her throat* not exactly. See?
*steps backward off the ledge*
*kneels by ledge, watching her fall* God I hope you know what you're doing...
#ChaseForBook9
*blinks, screaming, and reaches out, grabbing a vine*
WHAT THE FUCK!
*continues to slide closer- to the ground*
TRIP!
*eyes widen, snaps arm out, energy flows down and envelopes Adra, stopping her moving there inches above the water*
#ChaseForBook9
*opens one eye, looking out* What the hell....
*notices the energy bubble* Oh- what?
*brings Adra back up to the top, releases Adra from the bubble*
#ChaseForBook9
*falls down to her knees, breathing heavily* Oh my God... Oh my God
*falls to knees in front of Adra, hugs her*
#ChaseForBoook9
*eyes widen, then hugs him back* I'm sorry... I don't know what that was...
If I'm honest, it was quite like you were high.
I'm just glad you didn't die, and you're back to yourself.
#ChaseForBook9
No... Well, yes- not that I would know... But I don't... *frowns* Oh God what if I'm going insane?
I don't know Adra, I don't know.
#ChaseForBook9
*lowers her head, quietly crying, her fingers digging into the carpet- letting the what-ifs get into her mind*
*continues to hug Adra*
What did you do leading up to this?
#ChaseForBook9
*shakes her head* Um... Well I was just with you guys not too long ago, I dunno, I took my glass of wine and went back to the lab with Dimka...
And then the meat. I'm sorry Adra, I don't know what's wrong, we're going to need professional help.
#ChaseForBook9
I- I what?
(Im ghosting not home atm)
Oh yeah, you probably don't remember.
You ate a raw potato, spat it out, and then a raw price of meat. You really liked it, it's what told me something was definitely wrong.
#ChaseForBook9
*gags* Oh my god.... That's revolting. *coughs* Oh Lord... *shudders*
Oh hey Zaf!
#ChaseForBook9
*releases Adra from the hug* Have you ever... had meat?
#ChaseForBook9
Um... I don't think so..
Hey guys
Hello, Zafira.
Hey Zaf.
I was about to scold you for disliking something you've never tried, but never mind.
#ChaseForBook9
I guess ill be quiet
No you won't, because I'm taking you both for professional help!
#ChaseForBook9
*frowns, but doesn't say anything*
I dont need professional help
Yes you do, and you can come willingly, or I can force you, your choice.
#ChaseForBook9
I have my child to tend to Trip. I don't have time to go off places. I want to see Olivia I havent seen her all day.
*her hand involuntarily clenches*
*looks down at it*
*raises eyebrows* You should be with her all the time Zaf, in fact, you should be on maternity leave.
#ChaseForBook9
She'll probably need more nurturing than a regular child anyway.
#ChaseForBook9
I am. Fine Trip you want me to go get 'help' fine. God only knows why I am perfectly fine.
What do you mean?
*warningly* Trip...
Hello, Snowlock
Oh hey Snow!
Um, maybe Adra should explain.
#ChaseForBook9
Explain what? *glares* Tell me. She is MY child. I ought to know what you're hiding.
Um... Well- um... Should we really be doing this on top of a tower?
I dont care. I want to know whats so secretive NOBODY told me?! *breathes and calms down*
*glares at adra*
what did i miss
To be honest Zaf, I would have told you already, but Adra's been too scared. So Adra, now, Zaf deserves to know.
#ChaseForBook9
*clenches her fists* Zafira, you have to promise me to stay calm, okay? No running off. No threatening to jump off a bridge- none of that. You have to stay here until we are sure you're okay, alright?
Fine. I promise.
Sorry Snow, it's a long story. For now, could you just read up?
#ChaseForBook9
*breathes out, un clenching her hands*
Javier asked me to take a look inside of Olivia's head- he was worried that something could have happened when Naamah was inside your head. I created a walkway, if you will, between her mind and mine. And when I got there, there was darkness, and it was cold, and terrifying.
Now what I believe happened is that Naamah somehow increased the darkness inside of Olivia at birth- because when a child is born, they have 50:50 darkness and light inside of them. Let's just say that Olivia has a lot.
And before you freak out- Niccolo explained this to me- that while she grows up, we all have to make sure that she knows she is loved and show it to her and nurture her and teach her goodness, in hopes that she won't feel alone.
Do you understand? We all have to make sure she is okay. All the time.
*'bites her lip* I- I'm sorry, Zaf.
*blinks*
wow... *mutters*
*closes eyes and breathes deeply* Okay. I had a bad feeling....*sighs* Okay. This is why I wanted Coco as godfather. This is why! Okay ill be okay. *breathes again* I need to go compose myself. I'll just *walks to the edge* (gtg be back laterisg
All of us.
#ChaseForBook9
Bye Zaf!
#ChaseForBook9
*breaths out*
well, now that that is over, can we get something clear??
me and sherlock are not a good couple!!!
*looks down, taking a deep, shaky breath*
(okay, i admit, i do think that snowlock sounds awesome, but my character does not)
False alarm. Mom is talkig AGAIN
So...we all are going to work together. Right.
g2g. byee ( be back later!!)
Bye Snow...
HIII I poofed...
Bye Snow!
Yes Zaf. All of us, together.
#ChaseForBook9
Now i gtg!
Hey Jubi!
#ChaseForBook9
Yes we are, Zafira
Hey, Jubi
Bye Zaf!
#ChaseForBook9
*waves hesitantly?*
Hello?
[hugs]
#ChaseForBook9
Hi, Fabi. *hugs*
*breathes out*
Yeah, I'm going to need a drink...
Watching Fight Club right now, and it is scary how much all this reminds me of me... Like, seriously, this is exactly how I feel about Krav... Exactly... It's actually kind of scary...
#ChaseForBook9
Hi Adra, Ari, Trip, anyone else.
[Considers]
Msd.
#ChaseForBook9
Hello everyone who just appeared!
Well then Adra, we best get you a drink, eh?
#ChaseForBook9
Don't talk about it, Aretha. And yeah... *slides down the ladder*
*washes her hands in a sink before turning around* Ready?
FABI!!!!!!! ADRA!!!!!!! TRIP!!!!!!!! ARI!!!!!!!
HAAII!!!!!!
sorry I poofed again....-_-
I mean... "When the fight was over, your problems didn't disappear, but they didn't matter anymore." "How do you know who you are if you've never been in a fight? I don't want to die without any scars." "Yes, these are bruises from fighting. Yes, I'm comfortable with that." There are more... I just relate so insanely frighteningly well to all of this... Like, the whole moral behind this movie is pretty much exactly the way I feel about Krav... I'm only sort of scared, and that scares me even more...
#ChaseForBook9
Hello Jubi! [hugs]
I'm doing a "self portrait." Wbd.
#ChaseForBook9
Yeah, why wouldn't I be?
#ChaseForBook9
[hugs Ari]
[doesn't really know what to say to that]
#ChaseForBook9
*shrugs, going to the door and switching the lever that moves the rock*
Oh... I thought we were going to the bar...
#ChaseForBook9
We are! *gestures outside*
Oh, of course. *heads over to the bar* What would you like?
#ChaseForBook9
*shrugs* I honestly don't care
"Without pain, without sacrifice, we'd have nothing." "First you have to know- not fear- know- that someday you're going to die."
Some of this reminds me of Alastair, too... "We are God's unwanted children. Embrace it."
But they're addicted to pain, and I'm addicted to pain, too... And just the way that the fights liberate them from their problems... That's why I'm so addicted to Krav... It's actually pretty scary... I feel like something's wrong with me, but I feel like so much in this movie is just plain true... Not all of it, but the basic philosophy- why they love to fight each other...
#ChaseForBook9
*hugs Aretha* That was... Really deep. *screenshots*
*gives Adra some scotch*
I think I'll go now, because I'm pretty darn tired. Night.
#ChaseForBook9
*Nods* Yeah... Very deep Ari...
Night dear! *slides her money across the bar to him, taking the scotch*
Night Trip!
I have to go as well - I'm at the Percy Jackson movie <3
did i miss much :P
RAAAAWWWWRRR!!!!!!!!!!
Death! [hugs]
You were saying something last night about symbols?
Bye people who left. [waves]
Hi Snow!
Sorry I poofed. And, uh, I might again. Feeling tired. ButseriouslyIhad5hoursofdanceIamgoingtobetiredandabitflaky,sorry.
#ChaseForBook9
I will eat all of your braaaiiinnnnssss
Oh no, it's JUBIOSAURUS!!! D:
[runs and hides]
#ChaseForBook9
YES!!!!!!!!! TREMBLE BEFORE ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
BANANA POWERS, ACTIVATE!!!!!!!!
I am an evil evil EVIL DINOSAUR OF DOOOM!!!!!!!!
AND I EAT BRAINS FOR BREAKFAST, SECOND BREAKFAST, LUNCH, AND DINNER
*bops the Jub Jub on the noes*
NAUGHTY!!!
*is knocked backward by the force of the bop*
HEY!!!! NO BOPPING!!!!
RAW!!
I'm already dead, so...
[Shrugs]
I think I might go, actually... I just don't have the energy to bother with anything...
#ChaseForBook9
*tries to get up*
*Curses*
It's not worth it...
NOOO!!!! FABI DON'T GO OR I'LL EAT YOUR INSIDE BRAINS AND OUTSIDE BRAINS AND TUMMY MUFFINS!!!
*walks up to the Jub Jub*
Be Reasonable!!
no brain eating while i'm around
*Glares up at Snow*
I would eat YOUR tummy muffins too
If I could find a way to get up...
Snowosaur WBD, MSD
And I'm watching this movie wide-eyed, thrilled, and full of adrenaline, because I just get it... They describe it so well... Pain makes me feel alive... And when I'm in a Krav class, I just shut off my emotions, truly. It's life or death- at the least, you feel like it is- and you don't feel anything but power and pain for an hour, or four hours, or six hours, and it's liberating... And for that time, it doesn't matter whether or not you're dying, or anyone else is dying, or the very world is ending, the ground crumbling outside the studio... In a fight, you can put yourself to the test. Before Krav, I always dreamed that I wouldn't crumble under pressure if I was ever thrown into the adventures I read about in the books I loved, but I could never know. In a fight, I can put myself to the test. I can give myself a chance to know who I am when I have nothing to hide behind. I don't believe in acts of terrorism/vandalism, though- I'm not a fan of the whole cult/revolution thing. And I don't remember where I was going with this, and I've been just staring at the screen not posting this comment for quite some time, because I am so engrossed in this movie. Sorry...
#ChaseForBook9
hello ari.
Jub Jub, get up and stop threatening to eat peoples brains.
NYA!
Sorry, Jubi... [shrugs]
[Acknowledges what Ari said, but is too tired to respond in any way other than saying "Oh."]
#ChaseForBook9
[Waves to Luna]
#ChaseForBook9
the Jub Jub is threatening to eat peoples brains... it is extremely disconcerting.
NO!! *hops up and tries to eat Fabi's tummy muffins* *Falls back down*
Sh*t
*huggles the Jub Jub*
What's extremely disconcerting is this movie, and how far it's gotten and how well I can relate to it...
#ChaseForBook9
YAY!!!
i dedicate this page to Geek Week, Dinosaurs, ghosts, role-playing and friends!!
NO! NO!!! NO HUGS!!! NO!! NO!!!! NO! NO!!!!!! NO!!! NO!!!! NO!!!! NO! NO NO NO NO NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*tries to break free*
*Of course, it's useless*
Jubi, I'm a ghost. That makes me rather hard to eat.
And I'm gone. Back after I've done some jumping jacks, maybe.
#ChaseForBook9
Yeah, I imagine it would be disconcerting...
#ChaseForBook9
Oh...
That would make sense
*huggles The Jub Jub more*
HUGS WILL MAKE YOU GOOD AGAIN!!!
I'm bored! *Huggles everyone in sight*
YAY!! HUGS!!!!
NO!!! NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NOOO!!!!!!
*Tries to eat Snow's tummy muffins*
*can't reach*
ARI ON!!! Yay!!!
I am frightened, disconcerted, exhilerated, mezmerized... Wow... I cannot even... If I disappear, it's becauase my thoughts have been compromised...
#ChaseForBook9
*gives the Jub Jub a hugging Carrot*
IT'S SO CUTE!!!
*grumbles*
I hate you all
*hugs Ari*
OMG BOB WAS HERE!
I... I don't know whether to ask for help, or just keep staring, or meditate, or go to sleep...
#ChaseForBook9
*carrot hugs the Jub Jub*
Hw about ask for help?
Zaffy no feel we
*Gnaws on the carrot*
if you eat, or even chew that carrot, you are technically eating veggies.
I don't know whether I feel insane or good or just plain mezmerized...
#ChaseForBook9
*Curses with a mouth full of carrot*
*Spits out carrot*
*Keeps struggling*
Carrotts are okay
ARETHA TESLA!!!! *tackles* calm. Calm girl calm
*a load of hugging veggies latch on to he Jub Jub*
Hey any Ameriminions watch their news and hear of a shooting at a town meeting in Pennsylvania where 4 people died...yeah. Thats kinda 20min from my house
No, don't tackle me... I don't even know anymore...
#ChaseForBook9
Ari you're scaring me. Seriously scaring me.
Ohmygosh, Zaf, did they catch the person/people behind it?
#ChaseForBook9
NO!!!!!! NOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*thrashes around and manages to knock off the first carrot*
great...
*more veggies latch on*
hi .by the way vegies are nice
WHY WOULD YOU DO THIS!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!
[Hugs Zaf]
:-(
That's...scary.
[Can't think of anything better to say]
#ChaseForBook9
*veggies cover everyone and everything*
OH NO!!! THEY HAVE LOST THE PLOT!!!
Oh yeah. They got the guy 2 people tackled him and hekd him til cops came. He was taken to Pocono Medical Center because he shot himself by mistake and is currently in custody but 4 people died as far as i know. 2 innocent citizens and this shooter only killed the people because the township condemned his home because he litterally had no sewage he did business in a bucket and he claimed he couldnt afford it but he had 2 guns...
hi there uuumm
Nutty
I WOULD give you a supermegajUBIOSAURUStacklehugofdoom
but I'm being mauled by hugging veggies
HOLY CRAP ZAF!!!!!!!!!!!!
nnnnnnnooooooooooo
(hey nutbag!!! *huggles* meet the friends *gestures around* this is nutty, my friend)
Poverty is not an excuse for killing people... Well, I don't believe anything is an excuse for killing people... Probably some sort of mental illness, though, because I think there's little else that drives people to kill each other. At least they were caught, Zaf.
#ChaseForBook9
hey
I don't think we've met Nutty...
You new?
Or have we just not met...
xP
*pulls out a shrinkray and fires at veggies*
*tiny veggies run around screaming*
FREEDOM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
do not eat anyones brains, Jub Jub!!
yyyyaaaaaayyyyyyy
Exactly Ari. It was last night...*shudders* Well he's caught and well it made National news
OK!!!! I WON'T EAT ANY BRAINS AS LONG AS NO MORE VEGGIES ATTACK ME
Deathy's going made over Ari...
Wait, Luna, what?
#ChaseForBook9
Oh god...
*looks at luna* huh??
okay Jub Jub, no more veggies!!
ARI!!!!! *TACKLEHUGS* SHE WAS SITTING ON MY LEGS AND I SAW YOUR COMMENT AND I TRIED TO GET MY COMPUTER OUT AND I JUST DID!!!!!
Deathy saw your name and now she's chanting it......
*shrugs of dinosaurness*
*huggles zaf*
So confused...
Was Luna... i WAS chanting it...
DEATHY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *huggleofdoom*
Oh, cool. Death... Help... I am feeling very trippy right now...
#ChaseForBook9
And it was more squealing... Thank you... *Glowers at her irl*
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