With Desolation only a few days away, I am still hard at work on the third and final Demon Road book.
From the beginning, I wanted these books to be as streamlined as possible — I wanted them short and punchy. Now, I completely failed with Demon Road, as it was a pretty big book, and only got slightly better with Desolation, which is shorter, but it looks like I'm finally getting the hang of this with Book 3, which will hopefully be the perfect length.
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(Hate is a strong word)
I know very well. I mean it too.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O6tylAzSHfo
this remix is cool, almost as cool as daredevil.
....:(
(That's tragic
I think I'll be off ... Nos da )
I was just talking to trip
And he just
Poofs
*cries*
heh, I wouldn't really call it tragic. More like an enlightenment.
what's up, noelle?
OHH riiight. Sorry, I thought you poofed. "poofs"
It could be his internet or anything. He would most likely not poof if he did not have a good reason.
Its 11;10pm his time too
No, but he proofed at 9:50.
Trip, like, never sleeps either.
:((
*Is worried he may be angry with her*
why would he be?
I just
I don't know I'm afraid I did something but I wouldn't know what
He's my friend and I care for him and I don't want to be a fuck up
@Noelle: maybe he had something come up so suddenly that he couldn't let you know? That happens to me a lot.
Try not to worry too much, okay? I'm sure it's not bad. *offers hugs*
*hugs Duggy back*
@Kas: if you see this first, I sent you an email.
@Noelle: Or he might not have realized you messaged him back and he's being distracted with something else?
Not sure how often you talked, so I wouldn't know his timing, but just a thought.
And, to be fair, he does do this a lot..
It just makes me really panicked. Because usually when e disappears, it's because it's late and I understand. And by late, I mean, one in the morning.
And.. Well, I emailed him too. And he didnt respond to that either.
It was weird, because he had literally just returned from dinner to write, and he disappeared.
I just
I just
I don't want to fuck up
I dont
It's probably not that he's angry at you.
so i just had a sexual conversation and got my friend's girlfriend wet(and apparently masturbating).
Fuck
She provoked it, though i cannot deny my part in it.
though that friend of mine is unreliable and a really bad person.
And earlier, he was talking to me about some girl he really liked and suggesting he'd have sex with her, despite me continuously reminding him he had a gf.
Karma i guess.
(Fera, kinda didn't want to know that first bit.)
Good morning!
(@fera
Um.. Shouldn't you try an avoid such a comversation with a friends girlfriend, even if he is a dick? It just makes me curious why someone would do that if they're having problems with their other half, wouldn't they talk it out with them or confide in someone... Without it turning into to something about sex?
I think your friend and his girlfriend should have a chat about their relationship)
@Chloe: I'd imagine a large reason why someone would do that is because they don't see their girlfriend/boyfriend as their "other half" like you do.
noelle has he APES exam today
What do
(Also, Noelle thinks that cheating on someone is wrong, no matter how big of a duck they are- if they suck, then get rid of them. They may be total dicks, but cheating makes you no better than that)
I personally don't believe in cheating whatsoever, mostly because it's not a logical course of action. If you're dissatisfied enough with a relationship that you'd consider cheating, you should just, you knowwww, break up. And if your relationship means enough to you that you don't want to break up, then it should also mean enough to you that you should, like, not cheat. If you want to stay in a relationship but there's a few issues in it, the way to resolve these issues is to, like, talk to the person you're in a relationship, not cheat on them. Cheating on them won't help anything.
Idk, it seems to make perfect sense to me, but what would I know.
^relationship with
*dick, not duck
*agrees with Star wholeheartedly
My dad cheated on my mother... I mean, he was abusive, and she didn't deserve it. But.. He should have waited
Haha, reminds me of Unfriended, too. Unfriended is this film in which the acting is pretty good but the cahracters are hoooorrrible people, and as such me and my friends really rather like this film just because we like gaping at the screen thinking "what even are you. why is humanity this awful. omg."
And there's this one girl in Unfriended and she cheated on her boyfriend, and when everyone found out she was like "But I didn't mean to! It was an accident!" and omg it's so funny because you can quite accidentally cheat on someone, can't you?? XD XD XD
(They showed the viewers a video of her cheating and she definitely wasn't raped, just for the record. XD It was completely consensual and then later she's just like "It was an accident!" and like LOL.)
Ahhh, nowadays as well, whenever anyone insistently messages someone like "Where are you why aren't you replying" when they've only been gone a few minutes, we call them Blaire, because in Unfriended there's this girl called Blaire and like whenever Mitch doesn't respond to her messages within the next few seconds (I mean literally a matter of seconds) she's like ". . . mitch? mitch? where r u???" whereas she'll suddenly stop responding without warning for like four minutes. XD
Awww and then they all go and do these absolutely ridiculous things with their lives like report each other for drug dealing and crash someone else's mom's car without admitting to it, and dude they're just unbelievably bad humans it's fabulous. :P
. . .
um yeah.
@Noelle: :/
...
Isn't unfriended that horror movie where the dead girl's chat account joins a group chat with her former friends to find who put the video that caused her to commit suicide on the Internet?
I only saw the trailer, but I won't watch it. Horror movies aren't my thing.
*the embarrassing video
yeah i agree with cheating in that sense as well.
I would never do it if it was me cheating. She was being so fucking manipulative though. I still cannot deny it was partially my fault.
I told her about the times he was being an asshole behind her back.
Now he hates me. I tried to fix it by making me seem like the bad guy and the one that made it all up. now she hates me too. nice ;)
XD I don't even know what to do anymore lol.
but it's also true, that a relationship in which one would think about cheating, is not a very happy one.
I could not really avoid it as she was telling me about her being wet, she even admitted on purpose...
@Lav: Yep, that's the one. :)
yeah, don't watch it if you don't like horror. We don't watch it for the horror, we watch it to marvel at what awful people the cahracters are, btu there are a few horrible moments.
@Fera: :/ Sounds like you're stuck in a tricky situation. But no, it's not your fault if they have relationship issues.
yeh. It's a really uncomfortable situation really. Nothing out of the ordinary though, as i end up being the hated one again.
the shitstorm calmed now. I think i can only feel a little bit of hate in the air between me, my friend and me and the girl.
Which i munch on, as you do.
is anyone on?
I just found out that this particular friends was mine was also doing other stuff with other girls. Holy shit, this guy's so fucked. He should not have trusted me while being a piece of human filth.
nah I've decided to redirect all the hate to me anyways lol
:/ that was a really long test
it was so difficult
oh. What test was it?
*hugs Noelle* I'm sorry it was so difficult, my pet.
(Bought a new hoodie
It's Harley Quinn
The back is laced up like a corset and the hood is her jester hat
nice. harley quinn is pretty aesthetically pleasing in most of her appearances in cartoons/films.
(I like her but I've never seen batman xD I've been meaning to )
Which one? XDDD
(I don't know xD )
what????? How....what??? XD
(I'm confused *frowns*)
Me too. Just in general life.
:P
(I'm a very simple person)
me too. Simple guy. See tits, click like.
lol
(I don't see how guys find them attractive
*poofs to revise*)
well, since you're not bi nor homosexual, I think that might be a variable that stops you from seeing how.
Plus i only rarely like it. I am more of a legs for days dude lol.
(*flops and crashes*
Ughhhhhh)
Hey jai...
hello. *offensive stuff ahead* I hung myself twice with a coat hanger. Until i realized i am not pregnant.
(Ducking hell FERA
I understand your kind of humour but why say it here when people take it offensively?
*goes to revision *)
...
(And now i remember why I don't come here as much anymore. Bye.)
Hey noelle, sorry I can't stay
I'm sure your test went fine
Bye
Hi Ed- well, I'm just nervous because it will hopefully grant me university credit. And, see you.
And Sil- *Understands*
are you serious rn? I gave a warning.
(Yes
But that still doesn't take away the offensiveness
You know people don't like thT here)
That doesn't mean it should be here
(FERA, you are an Arse, sir )
Don't buy into it, Inky. You know he is just trying to get a rise out of you. Don't give him that power.
I don't really care.
(Okay, I'm just in a mood right now and this doesn't help *bites lip* sorry )
ok. I'd say sorry too, but knowing we're gonna have more conflicts sometime in the future, it would be quite pathetic. Also after saying "i don't care". So, sorry but only to be polite *sits here and watches a video of a guy actually drinking bleach* *thinks why would he do that* *remembers internet* *ceases all brain functions*
*has voted 10 times, Noelle*
*is keeping the tab open so she can vote tomorrow, and the next and so on*
(Oh yeah! Noelle I'll start voting tomorrow
My computers emails were playing up and the verification email wasn't comin through
I'll do it tomorrow)
Thank you friends
My tiny pocketbook appreciates it
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=r2DGdeu9EME
please end my misery.
(Duck
Duck
Duck
I have an English mock second
Duck)
(My favourite Lear quote : Take physic, Pomp; expose thyself to feel what wretches feel)
I got new glasses!! :D And they are awesome!!!
*resists the urge to sing the 'I can see clearly now the rain is gone' song*
http://createrealimpact.com/view/5997
Don't forget to vote for me today!
(I did it ten times!
It wad being so slow after my vote, so I kept clicking the button
So I refreshed the page and clicked vote again and it said I voted ten times already and I was like 'oh' xD )
*frowns*
*mumbles*
My glasses might be a bit too big... They keep sliding down my nose...
*didn't think of that when she got them*
*would probably need them adjusted*
On another note, I voted too, Noelle. :)
*is going to sleep*
Voted this morning! :D
(I have a really big bruise on my leg
I walked into a seat on the bus)
Thank you, friends!
Also, check out this cool delivery place in DC:
https://www.thecookiejardc.com/
(*reads up about aphantasia* interesting )
Oh I've heard of that!!
I really want to try eatable cookie dough!
(Ive never had that )
What is aphantasia?
Oh no
We took te kitty to the vet because he has had respiratory issues
But they're talking about tumors
I'm scared
D:
Oh my gosh I hope he's okay....
*hugs Noelle*
Poor kitty.. :((
(I'm arty about your cat...
Aphantasia is when someone can't have mental images)
:-(
*sorry
Where did arty come from?!)
I just
I'm so afraid that me going off to college will break his little heart
He was so depressed after my brothers left, and has been a lot quieter since.
I just
:( my poor kitty
(I'm so sorry Noelle... )
*hugs Noelle*
*understands the feeling*
*sends love to her cat*
(HAPPY STAR WARS DAY)
Hope? Email?
laughs*
It totally went over my head that today's the fourth. XD
And tomorrow is Cinco de mayo.
And soon it'll be several people's birthdays! :O
*wonders about presents*
Oh! Hi Kas!
Yeah, I got it, but I was going to, uh, voice message my reply.
*mumbles something about being a perfectionist and wanting to send one that doesn't involve people barging in the room*
Dinner! Be back soon!
*poofs cause she's hungry and hopes dinner is good*
@Hope Don't waste time, Hope. If you've recorded for about 10 minutes and somebody barges in, just keep recording it instead of throwing those 10 minutes away and starting over. Or idk, your choice. *shrugs*
Mbd
(*sneezes*
My silver hair dye is coming today!)
Ello guys
*says she'll be back soon*
*comes back hours later*
Whoops... Sorry guys.
*waves*
Wbd.
Noelle is so tired wow
ps: don't forget to vote for me today!
http://createrealimpact.com/view/5997
Good evening.
@Noelle Will do.
@Chloe Silver hair dye? So... like Ciri?
Any Ameriminions have any questions about the new Captain America film?
*curls up abd makes little whimpering noises*
(Aye ^.^
Hey star!)
:) Hey Chloe.
Don't feel like I've seen you in a while.
(I know right? What's wrong?)
*shrugs helplessly* just feeling anxious atm. Probably because I was stressed out at the weekend and the emotional leftovers are coming out now idk.
How're you? :)
(I am stressing out
I have two mocks on Monday...)
:( :(
Good luck.
(Thanks
And I meant Friday not Monday,,, I have to revise the entirety of by4 and two essays )
:( :(
(Yeah... I don't get why they want to test us so close to exams
I mean... If we do crap then that'll knock our confidence ...)
@Chloe: It's to give you preparation. If you do crap, it tells you the areas you need to work on.
(True.. But so close to exams...)
@Chloe: Last-minute preparation.
Idk man, personally I just want them to give us study leave but whatever.
(No study weave ;-;)
Hey, Chloe and Star! *waves*
Good luck with the upcoming exams, btw.
Last-minute mocks don't sound like a good idea :|
@Chloe: Me neither. :'(
We just want time to sit and revise all day but we can't coz we have to go to fucking lessons and complete ten bloody tons of fucking homework. -_-
Oh no
Oh no oh no
My friend is in trouble
She's in Guatemala and something happened and she might lose her finger
Ameriminion here is going to see Civil War on Friday.
So quiet...
Ok, so if anyone is wondering, my friend is in Guatemala City, and she has to be operated on. She was zip lining, and her hand was crushed. Her pinky finger got the most of it, and it is pretty twisted and mangled.
The deep irony is that she is studying prosthetics
Oh my gosh I hope it's going to be okay....
:/ we don't know. It is looking like permanent nerve damage is her best outcome at the moment.
.
And as I was writing that, literally, my mom tells us that a friend of ours has breast cancer
D:
:-( :-( :-(
@Noelle: Oh gosh . . . D: D: *hugs tichtly*
(I'm sorry to hear that Noelle...
OH FOR FUCKS SAKE
I wS watching a video about Christian views on Harry Potter
Dad started lecturing me about how it's extremism and that if you continue to watch it your views become more extreme though you don't realise and the lecture ended on suicide bombers)
Noelle! :S that sounds... bad. Is it just the pinky that was severely damaged, or the whole hand?
@Star ikr I was looking at pictures of pyramids yesterday and now I kill people who don't pray to the sun god Ra in the morning.
(Dint uou mean me kAs?)
Whoops yes I got confused XD
Hey, Chloe!
*doesn't pray, but is good friends with the sun god Ra, so he allows it*
;P
Guess where that reference came from.
*not here*
*dinner*
*gives greetings to everyone and a hug for Noelle*
Sorry to hear about your friends, Noelle. :( But at least it was only her hand and not anything worse like the zip line broke...
Sorry, that probably didn't help. Just trying to look on the positive side..
*offers hugs and/or tea and goes to eat*
(Hi people ^.^
*sings no*)
http://createrealimpact.com/view/index.php?findId=5997
please vote...
Don't worry, Noelle. I'm voting. :)
All ten times, though I sometimes forget if I've done it or not during one day, but I think I've voted every day since you posted the link the first time.
I voted have voted 10 times everyday since you gave us the link!
I'm keeping it so every morning I vote :)
I've been voting for you, Noelle.
*has voted 20 times today*
😎
(Created a second account with my personal email)
(Idk why I said personal because the Dugglyn one still is personal. It just doesn't have my given name)
(I have two mocks today)
So update on me:
Not a lot has happened since I was here last, except that my crush asked me put and we've been going out for a week.
And today I was reminded that this time last year, John and I were a thing. Which is odd. And something that I still regret...
But yeah. I hope everyone is okay :)
*leaves hugs and snacks for Danni*
Hope /you're/ doing okay. Congrats on you and your crush. :)
(Heyyyyy)
(Yay! I has Jeremy Kyle in my iPad!)
Glad you're doing well!
(*hugs Dugs*)
http://createrealimpact.com/view/5997
Please...?
*hugs back :))*
@Noelle I've voted 20 times today!! Though idkbif the most recent -0 have showed up yet
(*sings over and over again by Nathan Sykes *)
(Ded)
.
.
Yey. Ded.
Okay.
Today is my third blogaversary. It feels like it has been so much longer and the blog has helped me develop so much as a person. It's changed who I am and crafted me into a better, more accepting person. It's helped me get through rough patches and bad times and the friends I've made here are invaluable. I've met some brilliant people who've supported me so much through these three years and I feel like I've made some friends for life here. Not only that but the blog has allowed me to write plots, stories, songs and more. It's given my creativity a chance to thrive in a world where otherwise it might have been crushed. When I think about how much I've changed it's unbelievable, because I've come so far, in my eyes I'm a completely different person.
So I dedicate to the blog and the friends I've made here, you've all helped shape me into a better person and for that I am truly thankful.)
(Hear hear!!!!!!!)
(Thanks Chloe :) how are you?)
(I'm knackered
You?)
(Pretty much the same. You busy?)
(Nope ^.^)
(Wanna rp?)
(Sure!
You start ^.^)
(xD
Which characters?)
(Surprise me ^.^
*cough* alys *cough* Michael *cough*)
Hear hear. :)
(Um, yeah, I'm not using asterisks anymore. Sad face.:( They've been my trusted companion for four years, and I'll be sad to see then go, but WhatsApp has updated so that anything written in asterisks goes bold. Therefore we'be upgraded our roleplaying style and are now using <> for actions and {} for thoughts. I'm actually really excited to be able to roleplay with a distinction between them, bevause using one format for both has been an issue I've never considered fixing, but now we have two symbols it makes do much more sense. Either way, if you see me using little crocodile's mouths, that's why.)
WAIT THE FUCK
PH YOU ARE KIDDING ME
(Heya!)
I WROTE "HUGS JAI" IN LITTLE CROCODILE'S MOUTHS ABD IT FUCKING DISAPPEARED
SO ASTERISK DON'T WORK IN WHATSAPP ABD CROCODILE'S MOUTHS DON'T WORK ON BLOGGER
DEAR JOHN WHAT IS LIFE
ALL I WANT IS TO BE ABLE TO USE ONE CONSISTENT SYMBOL FOR ACTIONS!!!
*stomps off to listen to Sam tell me about gas exchange*
HAPPY BLOGAVERSARY JAI
(Ewwww! Gas exchange !)
Testing
@Chloe: Tbh, I find gas exchange one of the more bearable topics.
Don't like biology. *shakes head* I loved it last year but this year it seems to be based so much more on practicals abd data collection. And the marks schemes are bloody awful.
(xDD aww star I'm sorry! *hugs star back*
Thanks dug :) #Silvender xD
@Chloe okay.)
Michael: *they've both just got back to Alys' house*
*goes and sprawls across the couch stubbornly*
#solvender4life
#silvendream
(I hated it last year
And biology mark schemes are the worst)
Alys: the B bed is yours...
Plus Sam's explaining gas exchange to me so it's bearable.
Oh yeah um I'm rewriting an alternative reality version of Supernatural and it's first person from Sam's perspective so I hear his voice when I'm writing. And the other day I was writing for five hours abd when I stopped I was thinking all my thoughts in Sam's voices. Then I started revising dtraifht afterwards and I started revising in Sam's voice, and at that mpment I discovered my revision guides writes really similarly to the way Sam speaks when he's explaining something. So yeah now I do all my revision in Sam's voice and instead of saying "I'm revising gas exchange" I say "Sam's explaining gas exchange to me" because that's what it feels like.
I often see Dean's expressions when Sam's explaining as well, which mostly consist of his "well then" expression and his "you nerd, Sammy" expression haha.
Oh biology
It's hard and requires quite a bit of studying.
We had a quiz today and ://///
It's probably going to drop my grade and I was so happy too, because it was 101%!
But that does give me some room for one bad test
@Dugglyn&Jai: XD
*nods muchly with Chloe in agreement*
I'm dropping biology next year. Physics chemistry and maths ftw. :)
(xD well done star.
#Silvendream)
Michael: *doesn't move, just removes his boots one by one and setting them beside him*
Alts: *pouts*
Michael: *feels like he needs to yawn but refuses to be seen as weak and so just ignores the urge, locking his jaw very slightly*
You should go sleep.
Remember how I won the 6400$ diamond last year?
My mom won the 4,000$ sapphire
XD
Alys: you too, good n night
(That's amazing !)
@Noelle: Omj!!
Happy bloggerversary!
...
When you first came on, I was insanely jealous, and I resented you so much for it. I cried, because everyone said how you were the "new Adra", and that you would replace me, and that you were the "new glue". I hated you, Sil. But, you know, it wasn't fair for either of us that that was said, because you are your own person, and I am my own person.
But since then, I've warmed up to you. You're so kind to me, and understanding, and you protect me when I need it. I love how generous you are with your time, and how unselfish you are. I'm so glad that I got over myself, because had I not, I wouldn't have realized that you are the fantastic person that you are. We've spent a ton of time together, and I do not regret a single minute of it. Honestly, you always challenge me to think deeper and be more thoughtful and aware. I appreciate your friendship so much, and I don't know who I would be like had I not given you a chance. Probably a lot worse.
(Awwww that's so nice, Noelle :-))
(Aww Noelle *hugs* For what it's worth I don't mind that you resented me. Half of my irl friends I hated before I got to know them, and now they're one of the main things that keeps me from going completely off the rails. Some friendships just have to be started with fire and flames, it makes them better. And I'm surprised that I manage to challenge you considering how smart and thoughtful you are, usually you're the one saying the thoughtful stuff that makes ME reconsider my views. Either way thanks for being an awesome friend Noelle!
Also how are you both winning these expensive rocks xD)
Michael: Night Alys
Alys: goes into her bedroom *
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