(Of course I do not deny being in Dragona's head. For now at least. However, lack of physical form does not necessarily mean that I am any less of a person than you are. In terms of my existence, I have no opinions. What I do have, however, is a fact. I exist.)
And how do you define yourself as seperate from Dragona? Do you deny that, even now, Dragona is trying to come up with an answer that Sophia would say rather than his own, in order to clearly define between the two? Or do you claim that your reactions are instinctive to your personality and occur in an autonomous stream of thought? If you'd rather not answer or you think I'm mocking you that's fine, I'm just curious on your own thoughts.
(I'm more concerned with individuality and existentialism than mere existance anyway. Almost anyone can argue that anything exists on some level or another.)
Liliana: That's a waste of blood, isn't it? I thought a vampire such as yourself would know the importance of such a substance. When I say Minerve is my mother, what I actually mean is that she gave birth to me, then abandoned me for nearly five thousand years. It has only been in the past few decades she has been in contact with me. And every time we have argued about matters.
(GOOD NEWS! SHES DEAD! THE WITCH OF THE WEST IS DEAD! THE WICKEDIST WITCH THERE EVER WAS! THE ENEMY OF ALL OF US HERE IN OZ IS DEAD! GOOD NEWS! GOOD NEWS!)
(I define myself as different from Dragona as I think and act differently, yet I am present all the time. I have a completely different set of memories to his own. I deny Dragona's very existence in this discussion. You are talking to me. Not him. If Dragona and I were the same person, or if he had any control over me - he would have used it. He disagrees with what I do on a regular basis.)
I'd rather not be somewhere where putting people in barrels for blood is seen as okay. And also, you're Minerves daughter. No matter how little she cares for you the Apple never falls far.
Liliana: They volunteered. *shrugs her shoulders slightly* Tell me, *walks to her until her lips are only a few centimetres away from her ear* without knowing me, why are you judging me on what my mother has done? I could be the nicest person you have ever met underneath this tight dress and these leather boots.
I don't disagree I'm talking to you, but if you deny his existence this whole discussion becomes a little pointless, especially after you agreed you exist only in his head. My views aren't warranted anyways, I could justify my words but you already told me you don't give a shit so i guess i'd only be justifying them to myself. I imagine because of the nature of the relationship and other factors however, that this discussion would bear more fruit with Dragona himself. Perhaps you could pass that on. In any case just suffice to say then that I thought Dragona would get a kick out of the comparison to a medieval torture device, that's all. You don't deny being in his head so I'm sure the message reached him even if the intention seems a little skewed.
Liliana: And how, exactly, do you know that? For all you know - the woman in the barrel could be cursed and they need to have blood removed on a regular basis to keep them alive. You told me not to judge a book by its cover, did you not?
(His head is simply a space, Matex. And in that we both exist. So despite the fact we both exist in his head does not necessarily mean that he sees what I do. In fact, I hide things from him on a regular basis.)
Liliana: I invite you into my home, and let you drink my wine - just for you to leave when you found out the name of my mother who I have not had any contact with for the majority of my life?
Oh, wonderful. Are we really talking about the real world here? Not just role playing a character who is apparently in the mind of Dragona, but actually claiming to work independantly? That would require either two brains with their own sets of memory or a complete split personality disorder.
You're wrong, a head is complex, it's anything but just a space.
@Sophia: We often used to send indirect messages to Ari through Alastair. I mean, he'd appear, and sometimes we'd say "Hi Alastair (and distantly Ari :))" or something like that. We didn't often, though; I can't speak for them, but I tendedto half-forget that Ari was still there, tbh. :P It's weird knowing that someone reads all your comments and is present in every discussion but doesn't speak . . . but then again, I guess that's true of ghosters.
*My point was, before I got sidetracked, is that as Dragona's eyes are still reading the comment, it's acceptable to address him as if he's reading, just as I can leave messages for people who aren't tehre but who I know will read through the comments in the morning.
No because there is no such thing. Thats called denial and means that Dragona does see everythimg but pretends not to in order to enforce the idea that you two are individual. If he genuinely doesn't see or know any of this, then that's a disorder and a serious problem because it's his body.
(I am fine with people leaving him messages whilst speaking to me. I would relay it to him. However, I am not a messenger. And I will not be used as one. Whilst I am using my account - he will not speak.)
@Sophia: Fair enough. . . . I was just thinking that Alastair would probably relay messages for Ari if we wanted him to and then I thought "Yeah, but Sophia's not all that nice" (not in a bad way, incidentally, I don't rate niceness as an overly good quality), and then I was just like "Ohmgosh this is ALASTAIR you're comparing her to" and then I was like "Alastair is nicer than Sophia. Ohmygosh. Help." :P (Desipte that, he's also crueler than you. Huh. SEE, I TOLD YOU NICENESS WASN'T NECESSARILY AN INDICATOR OF GOODNESS.)
(According to various medical journals, the act of having a sentient character would automatically make him delusional. Regardless of his mental health, my existence is indisputable, no matter what the cause. I am unsure what came first, your disbelief in sentient characters or your dislike of your girlfriend having a character who is in a relationship with someone other than you. I wonder which one caused which.)
@Sophia: Oh, I think the first definitely caused the second, personally. If he didn't disbelieve in sentient characters, he would haev no problem with it.
I can see why he doesn't believe it, assuming he's going purely of Blogland; no offense to some people here, but I miss the way we used to characterise.
I really wish Ari was here to contribute to this discussion . . . Ari has a lot to say about character rights. It's marvellous.
Aha, well hello, now you're just attacking me. Good god, you're fucking rude. I already said I have no qualms with your existence. You obviously missed that point entirely. And I also was not questioning the sentience of you or any character, if you couldn't gather that much then you haven't paid a scrap of attention.
@Matex: She is a bit. Like I said, she's not very nice. Sorry; again, I don't rate niceness, and I'm rather used to hanging out with my mean friend who we all know is mean and being perfectly fine iwth calling her mean, just as she is perfectly fine with calling me incompetent. I'm not used to it sounding overly like an insult. (although I think he calling me incompetent IS insulting me a bit. Ahem, rambling.)
You are so incredibly rude Sophia and Star you are almost as bad if you seriously think what Sophia said reflects my feelings at all. This is disgusting. I was attempting intelligent discussion. Fuck.
@Matex: I already mentioned that the second was only true conditionally. The first, Ihonestly struggle to see why you would have an issue with SilTC going out with VivTC if you didn't believe SilTC and SilTA were different people, and that's entirely an incomprehension issue on my part.
Liliana: *walks to the drawbridge and opens it, before walking out of the castle*
(Yes, Star. Taking into account several people, I can understand why also.
Matex, I meant no attack. If I was attacking you, I would make it a lot more noticeable. However, I never claim to be anything other than rude. I am a self-confessed bitch.)
The very fact that you even suggest I want to be in a relationship with Silente is a clear indication of how little you understand anything. This is EXACTLY why I don't even BOTHER with this place anymore it makes me fucking sick.
Yes Star, complete and utter incomprension. In fact i dont know if i even said i actually had a problem with it. Sil tried to sum up my feelings at one point but it was wrong and almost everyone has misinterpreted everything i say and infered a fucking lot and i have refrained from saying anything for these exact reasons. I am incredibly fucking angry right now.
I offered you a compliment you know. I even said specifically that I hoped the message reached Dragona, I openly acknowledged your existence in that, and clearly differentiated you from Dragona. I meant no disrespect and only wanted to understand your own view of your boundaries and definition. I even referes to these things as YOURS, not Dragona's, and yet you continue to insult me and my intelligence by insinuating that i can't grasp the basic concept that a character exists. Good fucking god.
@Matex: If you're speaking to me, I have nothing to say. If you're speaking to Sophia, she probably hasn't seen your comment yet. Without instant updating, somsone can comment after you without having seen your comment, and it's only have two comments that you know there's probably ignoring you. She's also likely typing out a long(ish, longer than the average comment) reply, and she may be distnat, or Dragona may have had . . . . his evening meal.
(Firstly, Matex, acknowledging my existence is not a compliment. It is just not an insult. Secondly, I did not attack you. I am a very curious person. I am sorry if I have struck a nerve. It was unintentional. You claim to want an intelligent conversation yet you are the one being uncivilised.)
No, Star, I apologise, most of that was not directed at you however yes it was very much incomprehensiom on your part. I'm sure it is incomprihension on everyone's part, the only difference being the massive below the belt passive aggresive rehtoric attack that clearly attempted to make me look stupid and turn what WAS an intelligent discussion into a petty personal argument which i had no interest in and which had NO RELEVANCE to what i was talking about.
Don't even try. My above comment pretty much covers my feelings on your so called curiosity. And i never claimed to be civilised, i am far past the point of being civil and it bears no weighting on my previous desire to discuss. Now I am simply pissed.
(I can see that you are beyond being civilised. However, if my purpose was to make you look stupid, I would have done a better job. What occurred was simply a badly worded phrase due to the fact I am somewhat distant.)
Liliana: Or at least, threats aren't mostly my style. Say if there was a city. I would destroy half of the city and then threaten to do so with the other half if I did not get what I wanted. Then I would destroy it anyway. However, alternatively I could corrupt every single person in the city one by one, but that requires time.
God this is pathetic. I spend hours trying to understand both myself and the world around me and people just try to sum it up in a crude little sentance or two. It doesn't even come close to the truth. "Other than himself" are you kidding me? I can see how you could come to that conclusion, but to assume that its the truth and bring it up like that in a discussion like this, no. And of course people just jump on fucking board with whatever seems right at the time and all subtlety of thought is lost. Why bother.
Liliana: NEVER compare me to that woman. Yes, I am violent - but you cannot claim to be any better. I do not know you - but even I can tell you that you have done something horrific in the past. And yet you do not hear me comparing you to Jack The Ripper, do you?
Yeah it seems my ability to word anything properly is gone too, if it ever existed at all. "Trying to understand the world around me" what the fuck is that? All i meant by that was all sorts of stuff, including this place and you people. Thats all. No pretentious rubbish.
Waste of time anyway, I'm leaving. Despite however angry I am I have no doubt I've offended Dragona and/ or Sophia in at least one way, if not a whole bunch of others. I extend my apologies to everyone, seriously. And with that I'm fucking gone.
Liliana: I acknowledge I do not know you. But I can tell. It is in your eyes. And the way you reacted. *narrows her eyes* You killed someone, didn't you? Not on purpose, however.
Liliana: I disagree. You are damaged goods. You have done wrong, and have had wrong done to you. And now you cling to the few friends you have left. But how long will they last, hm? You will live forever. They will wither and die. Having friendships will just make you suffer, even more.
-growls loudly, the face of the hologram remaining passive despite the anger on her true face- I am NOT damaged goods and I do not cling to my friends.
Liliana: You would do anything for them, wouldn't you? You are desperate for their love and attention to try and fill the gap in your soul where the darkness resides.
*Stands, limping with ankle bleeding with a sword of blue energy appearing in hand* *Walks over and places sword over his throat* See, they would have killed you. Now hang on *he appears surrounded by sigils in cottage*
Yeah, um, I haven't been here in ages. I don't know why. I feel I need to come back here every now and then, but I can never get around to it. It's like I've decided to set myself a task and then become too lazy to do it. Anyway, I'm just going to use random excuses and say that I was busy. Well, I was to some extent, but I was also kinda lazy.
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(-huggles matty- mum is picking Connor up and she's locked the door. ~Jai)
Liliana: Minerve? We fall out rather a lot.
(Of course I do not deny being in Dragona's head. For now at least. However, lack of physical form does not necessarily mean that I am any less of a person than you are. In terms of my existence, I have no opinions. What I do have, however, is a fact. I exist.)
-stares, dropping her glass-
-blinks-
Minerve has children? You're her.. daughter..ah. I shouldn't be here..
(I'm shopping, so distant. Sorry.)
And how do you define yourself as seperate from Dragona?
Do you deny that, even now, Dragona is trying to come up with an answer that Sophia would say rather than his own, in order to clearly define between the two?
Or do you claim that your reactions are instinctive to your personality and occur in an autonomous stream of thought?
If you'd rather not answer or you think I'm mocking you that's fine, I'm just curious on your own thoughts.
(Ah! Indoors! Warmth!)
(I'm more concerned with individuality and existentialism than mere existance anyway. Almost anyone can argue that anything exists on some level or another.)
(Big words are confusing..)
Liliana: That's a waste of blood, isn't it? I thought a vampire such as yourself would know the importance of such a substance.
When I say Minerve is my mother, what I actually mean is that she gave birth to me, then abandoned me for nearly five thousand years. It has only been in the past few decades she has been in contact with me. And every time we have argued about matters.
(GOOD NEWS! SHES DEAD! THE WITCH OF THE WEST IS DEAD! THE WICKEDIST WITCH THERE EVER WAS! THE ENEMY OF ALL OF US HERE IN OZ IS DEAD! GOOD NEWS! GOOD NEWS!)
- looks at the mess she made-
Oops..
- looks back at Liliana-
Forgive me but the point still stands, I shouldn't be here.
(I define myself as different from Dragona as I think and act differently, yet I am present all the time. I have a completely different set of memories to his own. I deny Dragona's very existence in this discussion. You are talking to me. Not him. If Dragona and I were the same person, or if he had any control over me - he would have used it. He disagrees with what I do on a regular basis.)
Liliana: Why ever not?
I'd rather not be somewhere where putting people in barrels for blood is seen as okay. And also, you're Minerves daughter. No matter how little she cares for you the Apple never falls far.
Liliana: They volunteered. *shrugs her shoulders slightly*
Tell me, *walks to her until her lips are only a few centimetres away from her ear* without knowing me, why are you judging me on what my mother has done? I could be the nicest person you have ever met underneath this tight dress and these leather boots.
-steps back slightly-
Nice people don't hurt others.
I don't disagree I'm talking to you, but if you deny his existence this whole discussion becomes a little pointless, especially after you agreed you exist only in his head. My views aren't warranted anyways, I could justify my words but you already told me you don't give a shit so i guess i'd only be justifying them to myself. I imagine because of the nature of the relationship and other factors however, that this discussion would bear more fruit with Dragona himself. Perhaps you could pass that on. In any case just suffice to say then that I thought Dragona would get a kick out of the comparison to a medieval torture device, that's all. You don't deny being in his head so I'm sure the message reached him even if the intention seems a little skewed.
Liliana: And how, exactly, do you know that? For all you know - the woman in the barrel could be cursed and they need to have blood removed on a regular basis to keep them alive. You told me not to judge a book by its cover, did you not?
(His head is simply a space, Matex. And in that we both exist. So despite the fact we both exist in his head does not necessarily mean that he sees what I do. In fact, I hide things from him on a regular basis.)
I did.
However I am usually more wary of new people. I lost my way, now I've found it again. I predict the worst and not the best. So, I should leave.
Liliana: I invite you into my home, and let you drink my wine - just for you to leave when you found out the name of my mother who I have not had any contact with for the majority of my life?
That sounds about right. I'll pay for the glass, and for the wine. But I really should go.
Oh, wonderful. Are we really talking about the real world here? Not just role playing a character who is apparently in the mind of Dragona, but actually claiming to work independantly? That would require either two brains with their own sets of memory or a complete split personality disorder.
You're wrong, a head is complex, it's anything but just a space.
Liliana: Do you not think you are overreacting? Do you not think you are being unfair? I have not wronged you. I have been most welcoming.
You have, but I was wrong to have come in in the first place. I don't know you. Not properly. I shouldn't have come
This is an interesting discussion.
*watches*
@Sophia: We often used to send indirect messages to Ari through Alastair. I mean, he'd appear, and sometimes we'd say "Hi Alastair (and distantly Ari :))" or something like that. We didn't often, though; I can't speak for them, but I tendedto half-forget that Ari was still there, tbh. :P
It's weird knowing that someone reads all your comments and is present in every discussion but doesn't speak . . . but then again, I guess that's true of ghosters.
(Matex, then if it would help you to consider me as such, think of me as a split personality. Just without the disorder.)
*My point was, before I got sidetracked, is that as Dragona's eyes are still reading the comment, it's acceptable to address him as if he's reading, just as I can leave messages for people who aren't tehre but who I know will read through the comments in the morning.
Liliana: Then would it not be wise to get to know me a little better?
No because there is no such thing. Thats called denial and means that Dragona does see everythimg but pretends not to in order to enforce the idea that you two are individual. If he genuinely doesn't see or know any of this, then that's a disorder and a serious problem because it's his body.
(I am fine with people leaving him messages whilst speaking to me. I would relay it to him. However, I am not a messenger. And I will not be used as one. Whilst I am using my account - he will not speak.)
Sure, but outside of the castle.
@Sophia: Fair enough.
. . .
I was just thinking that Alastair would probably relay messages for Ari if we wanted him to and then I thought "Yeah, but Sophia's not all that nice" (not in a bad way, incidentally, I don't rate niceness as an overly good quality), and then I was just like "Ohmgosh this is ALASTAIR you're comparing her to" and then I was like "Alastair is nicer than Sophia. Ohmygosh. Help."
:P
(Desipte that, he's also crueler than you. Huh. SEE, I TOLD YOU NICENESS WASN'T NECESSARILY AN INDICATOR OF GOODNESS.)
(According to various medical journals, the act of having a sentient character would automatically make him delusional. Regardless of his mental health, my existence is indisputable, no matter what the cause.
I am unsure what came first, your disbelief in sentient characters or your dislike of your girlfriend having a character who is in a relationship with someone other than you. I wonder which one caused which.)
(I rather agree, Star. Alastair can be nicer than me. But he is also a lot more cruel. It is a rather odd concept.)
Liliana: Then let's go outside.
Okay. Outside is fine.
-gestures for Liliana to go first-
@Sophia: Oh, I think the first definitely caused the second, personally. If he didn't disbelieve in sentient characters, he would haev no problem with it.
I can see why he doesn't believe it, assuming he's going purely of Blogland; no offense to some people here, but I miss the way we used to characterise.
I really wish Ari was here to contribute to this discussion . . . Ari has a lot to say about character rights. It's marvellous.
. . .
I miss Ari, too.
Aha, well hello, now you're just attacking me. Good god, you're fucking rude.
I already said I have no qualms with your existence. You obviously missed that point entirely. And I also was not questioning the sentience of you or any character, if you couldn't gather that much then you haven't paid a scrap of attention.
@Sophia: Yes. :) It's cool.
. . .
I'm sorry, but if we're mentioning Alastair, I have to mention how hard I ship Aladra because I just DO okay.
Oh thank you Star. Niether are true but thats okay, thanks a fucking bunch.
@Matex: She is a bit. Like I said, she's not very nice. Sorry; again, I don't rate niceness, and I'm rather used to hanging out with my mean friend who we all know is mean and being perfectly fine iwth calling her mean, just as she is perfectly fine with calling me incompetent. I'm not used to it sounding overly like an insult.
(although I think he calling me incompetent IS insulting me a bit. Ahem, rambling.)
You are so incredibly rude Sophia and Star you are almost as bad if you seriously think what Sophia said reflects my feelings at all. This is disgusting. I was attempting intelligent discussion. Fuck.
@Matex: I already mentioned that the second was only true conditionally. The first, Ihonestly struggle to see why you would have an issue with SilTC going out with VivTC if you didn't believe SilTC and SilTA were different people, and that's entirely an incomprehension issue on my part.
(-hugs matty- calm down..
That was a low blow Soph. ~Jai)
Liliana: *walks to the drawbridge and opens it, before walking out of the castle*
(Yes, Star. Taking into account several people, I can understand why also.
Matex, I meant no attack. If I was attacking you, I would make it a lot more noticeable. However, I never claim to be anything other than rude. I am a self-confessed bitch.)
The very fact that you even suggest I want to be in a relationship with Silente is a clear indication of how little you understand anything.
This is EXACTLY why I don't even BOTHER with this place anymore it makes me fucking sick.
I don't really have any reason to defend myself, so my lack of response is due to that.
Don't tell me you meant no attack, that snide comment was pure passive aggresive aggresive rhetoric.
(...)
-follows behind Liliana, looking back at the barrel-
@Matex: That's my point. I don't understand.
Yes Star, complete and utter incomprension. In fact i dont know if i even said i actually had a problem with it. Sil tried to sum up my feelings at one point but it was wrong and almost everyone has misinterpreted everything i say and infered a fucking lot and i have refrained from saying anything for these exact reasons. I am incredibly fucking angry right now.
(I think we should pause this discussion and cool down.)
I have not been this angry in a long, long time. Fuck.
Liliana: You did not seem to have a problem with the barrel beforehand.
Okay.
I would recommend taking deep breaths. Tends to be very helpful whatever intense emotion you're experiencing.
(-hugs matty- go play guitar and listen to loud music hun..)
-shrugs-
I thought it polite not to mention it.
(Hello, Star.)
I offered you a compliment you know. I even said specifically that I hoped the message reached Dragona, I openly acknowledged your existence in that, and clearly differentiated you from Dragona. I meant no disrespect and only wanted to understand your own view of your boundaries and definition. I even referes to these things as YOURS, not Dragona's, and yet you continue to insult me and my intelligence by insinuating that i can't grasp the basic concept that a character exists. Good fucking god.
Liliana: Politeness is overrated. People are there as a resource, nothing more. If they have no use to me, they are not worth speaking to.
Hi, Tia. :) How're you?
(Awful.
How are you?)
@Tia: Well, you were awake at four in the morning.
:/
I'm fine. :) Um . . . procrastinating . . . :P
-frowns-
Nice you said. Clearly not.
-lets the sigils coating her from head to toe fade up, hands twitching-
Don't threaten me.
*cuddles Tia* Be happy, have some dynamite. *skips off cause class* -Zaf
@Matex: If you're speaking to me, I have nothing to say. If you're speaking to Sophia, she probably hasn't seen your comment yet. Without instant updating, somsone can comment after you without having seen your comment, and it's only have two comments that you know there's probably ignoring you. She's also likely typing out a long(ish, longer than the average comment) reply, and she may be distnat, or Dragona may have had . . . . his evening meal.
(Firstly, Matex, acknowledging my existence is not a compliment. It is just not an insult. Secondly, I did not attack you. I am a very curious person. I am sorry if I have struck a nerve. It was unintentional. You claim to want an intelligent conversation yet you are the one being uncivilised.)
Liliana: Who mentioned any threats?
Just warning you for future events
No, Star, I apologise, most of that was not directed at you however yes it was very much incomprehensiom on your part. I'm sure it is incomprihension on everyone's part, the only difference being the massive below the belt passive aggresive rehtoric attack that clearly attempted to make me look stupid and turn what WAS an intelligent discussion into a petty personal argument which i had no interest in and which had NO RELEVANCE to what i was talking about.
(Yes, apologies. I am somewhat distant. Dragona is moving several pieces of wood, which I believe are to go into the kitchen for whatever purpose.)
Liliana: Threats aren't exactly my style.
Don't even try. My above comment pretty much covers my feelings on your so called curiosity.
And i never claimed to be civilised, i am far past the point of being civil and it bears no weighting on my previous desire to discuss. Now I am simply pissed.
-raises an eyebrow-
What is?
(I can see that you are beyond being civilised. However, if my purpose was to make you look stupid, I would have done a better job. What occurred was simply a badly worded phrase due to the fact I am somewhat distant.)
Liliana: Or at least, threats aren't mostly my style. Say if there was a city. I would destroy half of the city and then threaten to do so with the other half if I did not get what I wanted. Then I would destroy it anyway. However, alternatively I could corrupt every single person in the city one by one, but that requires time.
(I will be back in a moment.)
..my God...you're just as bad as your mum. If not worse..and I...Christ! You don't belong here.
(Okay)
God this is pathetic. I spend hours trying to understand both myself and the world around me and people just try to sum it up in a crude little sentance or two. It doesn't even come close to the truth.
"Other than himself" are you kidding me?
I can see how you could come to that conclusion, but to assume that its the truth and bring it up like that in a discussion like this, no. And of course people just jump on fucking board with whatever seems right at the time and all subtlety of thought is lost. Why bother.
I'm sure half of what I say sounds pretentious as hell, sorry about that.
@Matex: It's okay.
(I am back.)
Liliana: NEVER compare me to that woman. Yes, I am violent - but you cannot claim to be any better. I do not know you - but even I can tell you that you have done something horrific in the past. And yet you do not hear me comparing you to Jack The Ripper, do you?
-growls-
You know nothing of my past, don't presume to know of what I've done.
Yeah it seems my ability to word anything properly is gone too, if it ever existed at all.
"Trying to understand the world around me" what the fuck is that? All i meant by that was all sorts of stuff, including this place and you people. Thats all. No pretentious rubbish.
Waste of time anyway, I'm leaving. Despite however angry I am I have no doubt I've offended Dragona and/ or Sophia in at least one way, if not a whole bunch of others. I extend my apologies to everyone, seriously. And with that I'm fucking gone.
Liliana: I acknowledge I do not know you. But I can tell. It is in your eyes. And the way you reacted. *narrows her eyes* You killed someone, didn't you? Not on purpose, however.
-flinches-
No.
Liliana: You did. And someone hurt you. Badly. Didn't they?
-her voice is harder now-
No.
Liliana: You can lie all you want. But you cannot deny what your eyes reveal.
-actives a hologram of her face with different eyes-
Liliana: *laughs* Ah yes. Now you are trying to hide yourself. But I already know all I have to.
Leave me alone. You know nothing about me.
(Hello)
(Hey Eddy boy.)
(Hello Sil, how be you?)
(I'm good thanks. You?)
(I am doing statistics homework)
Liliana: I disagree. You are damaged goods. You have done wrong, and have had wrong done to you. And now you cling to the few friends you have left. But how long will they last, hm? You will live forever. They will wither and die. Having friendships will just make you suffer, even more.
(Hello, Edward.)
(Oh. Sounds boring.)
(It is boring
Hello Soph)
-growls loudly, the face of the hologram remaining passive despite the anger on her true face-
I am NOT damaged goods and I do not cling to my friends.
(Homework finished
Sil, is Mark around?)
Liliana: You would do anything for them, wouldn't you? You are desperate for their love and attention to try and fill the gap in your soul where the darkness resides.
(Um I believe Mark is whimpering laid with the decaying bodies of his dead pack. In wolf form.)
(Ok, sorry about that by the way)
*Appears next to Mark*
That is NOT true. Yes, I would do anything for them but that's because they are my friends, not because I wish to fill in the dark spots of my soul.
(Matex...)
(It's fine.)
Mark: -doesn't even bother to lift his head off his paws- -whimpers-
(Hello Tia)
*Voice is cold* They hurt you. They mistreated you
Liliana: You want to help them because helping others makes you feel good. Not because you are selfless.
(Hello, Ed.)
(Matex, seriously?)
You're wrong.
Mark: -growls slightly-
(Tia, leave it.)
Look, I helped you, they would have hurt you again, Sheba admitted it
Liliana: No. I am not. You are just attempting to convince yourself otherwise.
Mark: - looks up at Ed, eyes haunted, sad-
-nudges one of the wolves sides with his nose-
No, you ARE wrong.
Look, I know what it's like to lose a lot of people. but they would have hurt you, Annabelle as well
Liliana: Then why do you help them, exactly?
Mark: - whines quietly -
Because they're my friends. They need help sometimes so I help them.
(Fine, Sil.)
Do you want to go back to the cottage?
(Thank you Tia)
Mark: -lays down again, pressing against one of the corpses, head back on his paws-
Liliana: Are you so desperate to have friends that you would do anything to help them?
I am not desperate to have friends.
Look, what would you have done? Let them hurt you
Mark: -would have done that-
-looks up at Ed-
...........
*Sighs* And would you have let them hurt Annabelle?
Liliana: But you are. You do not want to be alone. You are afraid that if you do not help them, they will be hurt and it will be all your doing.
(Hello Persona)
Hello, mysterious stranger.
That's not true.
Mark: -growls-
They would have hurt her. I know you would not want that, but you could not have stopped them
Liliana: Oh, but it is. You have become attached to them. And now you are afraid of letting go.
Mark: - growls more, disagreeing -
*Laughs* You think you could have stopped them?
No I'm not. Go crawl back to your mother's womb vile woman.
Mark: -stands, tall and proud, growling to try get his point across-
Hello,
just give me a minute to change the name,
its not working for me......
Liliana: Vile? For what reason am I vile? I am attempting to understand you.
You are just one wolf. They would have killed you and then moved on to her
You are misunderstanding me.
Mark: -growls louder-
You honestly think you could have taken them?
Mark: -huffs air through his nose, lifting his muzzle pointedly-
(@Sophia What's Liliana's deal anyway?)
I'm back,
with a new name....
Very well, prove it. I challenge you to a duel, you win and I will grant you a demand. I can time travel remember.
Mark: -flicks his ears forward, confused-
Hi, everyone, please tell me creepy mysterious figure from yesterday has disappeared?
You heard, beat me and you can have whatever you want. Prove you could have saved Annabelle
(Hey Velv)
(Hello Velvet)
Liliana: Then explain yourself.
Zafira?
Mark: - growls, backing up, leaping at Edwards and biting for his neck-
(Hey Sil! Bit less hyper today! Sorry about the bomb, by the way! *grins cheekily*)
*Falls back and swings a punch for his jaw*
I don't need to explain myself to you.
(It's fine crazy)
Mark: -dodges back, diving forwards again for his neck, snarling-
Liliana: Then how are we supposed to get to know each other?
*rolls backwards and jumps behind him kicking his back legs*
We don't.
Mark: -yelps, going down, spinning and getting back to his feet, biting Eds ankle-
*Screams in pain and sends a beam of energy for his front legs*
Liliana: What do you mean? We are not supposed to get to know each other?
(I will be back soon.)
New name (i keep changing mine for no reason other than its fun.....)
*gives everyone a huggle*
Mark: - gets hit by the beam, yelping, you going down a second time and not getting back up, jump whimpering, front legs dead-
I'm not sure I want to get to know you.
(Okay Soph)
*Stands, limping with ankle bleeding with a sword of blue energy appearing in hand* *Walks over and places sword over his throat* See, they would have killed you. Now hang on *he appears surrounded by sigils in cottage*
(I ded to James Bond)
Mark: - growls at the sword and yelps when they appear in the cottage-
*Waits for sigils to heal Mark* I told you, you would not be able to save Annabelle*
Mark: -his fur starts receeding, bones shifting and cracking as he goes back to human-
-whispers- you killed them..
*hands him some clothes* I had to kill them
Mark: -pulls the clothes on- you KILLED them. All of them. My family..
I know what it's like to lose people, but they would have killed you
Mark: no, they wouldn't..You killed them all...Sheba..Molly...Henry...Sammy...Jake...all of them.
I have killed many people, they deserved it
Mark: don't you DARE say that! DON'T!
- growls at Ed-
Do not challenge me. Would you have let them hurt Annabelle?
Mark: No, I wouldn't have.
And how would you have stopped them?
Mark: I would've helped become alpha
You were an omega, how would you have become an alpha before they hurt her?
Hello.
(Hello Sykamere)
Mark: I would have helped HER become and alpha
You think Sheba would have allowed that. She would have tortured her
(Hey syk)
Mark: then I'd have helped her become a beta wolf!
Sheba would have made sure she never made it that far
Mark: Sheba was looking for a beta wolf.
Mark, you don't believe me do you?
Yeah, um, I haven't been here in ages. I don't know why. I feel I need to come back here every now and then, but I can never get around to it. It's like I've decided to set myself a task and then become too lazy to do it. Anyway, I'm just going to use random excuses and say that I was busy. Well, I was to some extent, but I was also kinda lazy.
I don't understand myself in the slightest.
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