Javier: I am being nice Zaf Javier i mean no plotting Niccolo's death Niccolo is a good person Javier: I'm not plotting death merely him possibly losing a leg
You mean when you helped Javier or...? Javier: I guess Aretha won't be having her bone to pick with me eh? Now am I allowed to see Alexis or no? Probably not Javier
Javier: so does Zaf I mean she is pretty weak still. I am not Javier: I am practically holding you Zaffy please rest I am sure your friend Niccolo would say the same
Fine Javier: *helps her to lay down and climbs up treehouse and brings down blanket and puts it on Zaf* *sleeps* Javier: *goes to Adra* I need watching
Again, another person who relies on him too much. He isn't infinite, however close he may be... One day he won't be here for us. And what are we going to do then?
Javier: I guess you're right,Adra. *glances towards Zaf* She'll be weak for a day or so even when she used Justaria she was weak so I don't know how strong Niccolo's magic was
His magic is stronger than you'd think, actually, even if you forget the names he stole. He actually knows his own original name, and what's more, he's perfectly in tune with it. Valkyrie and Darquesse act like different people, Zafira and Justaria act like different people, but Niccolo is his true name. That's the first trick to stealing a name- you have to be perfectly in sync with your own, even if you don't know what it is.
Ok, Javier, can I just say- you... *sighs* I do not like you at all. Or understand you. Just... What the heck? *takes breath* Ok, sorry. Can you please calmly explain to me why you hate Niccolo?
Javier: Aretha, I don't like Niccolo because he is so powerful I fear he could kill myself or Zafira. I understand Zafira likes him so I am trying to cooperate with her. I just maybe if I knew him better I would not hate him.
Adra, Niccolo can do that. He used to do it all the time, actually. He'd just take a peek inside someone's mind, find their worst fear, and use it against them. When he traps you in his mind he constantly plays at your worst fears.
[hugs back] [Smiles and tugs arm away] You're not driving me off, Ari. I've been recording this whole time, and weaving, and I'm starting to get too tired to do all three at once.
Well that doesn't make sense. I mean, there are plenty of people who could kill you guys. Somebody killed Zaf before, and Niccolo brought her back. Just some random guy. I nearly killed her once, actually- you know, when I was under Mevolent's control? I would have killed her if I hadn't passed out from exhaustion from running so much beforehand... I just really don't see how that's cause for hatred. (Zaf I am really sorry if you feel offended in any way by what I am saying! I do not mean to insult you or your characters at all- I'm just being in character!)
Adra- well, what were you thinking of using that power for?
Javier: Niccolo I know I probably sound insane but I forgive you for killing me. And if I ever try to kill Zafira or Alexis dont kill me take my true name it is what I deserve I don't deserve to be back now but Zafira brought me bsck anyway
*shakes head* That's not a crime at all. Never said it was. I was just curious- whether or not Niccolo would be willing to do that depends entirely on the circumstance, so. It looks like Javier had already volunteered, though.
I will not take your name, Javier, regardless of what you do. Death would put them out of danger, and there is simply no point in making you suffer beyond that. As I have said to Zafira, your only sin was insanity.
Javier: Fine Niccolo fine. *looks at him a bit curious* What is it like to be trapped in your head I do wonder? *wakes up and stumble over to where Coco and Javier are*
Ok, now I'm even more confused! I mean, that's great, but what happened to the whole 'I hate him because he could kill me' thing? That was only, like, 2 seconds ago!
Javier: *smirks* Niccolo I am rather curious though so do forgive me, *takes Zafira's hand* Steady Zaf dont fall on Niccolo I wont! *grins at Coco* one day you'll hug me back
(Adra, I am acknowledging your presence in the roleplay currently, I am just not replying directly to your comments because I am actually a little confused, and I don't really know how to answer them...)
He's never actually asked us to pay, or I would have. He just asks everybody if they want drinks, and then passes them out. Constantly. I was a little surprised, but it's not my business.
So, what do we do now? Any more impending issues to deal with at the moment?
*ponders* Right. I think I need to stop drinking...*looks at the glass* *goes to sit next to Javier* sorry. I know you miss her but we have to take precautions... I can probably allow you a phone call
(She is sitting in the grass, calmly writing on a sheet of paper when something approaches her from behind- slithering across the grass-hissing. Her eyes grow as the snake leaps at her neck, teeth bared and-) *opens eyes, shooting at the gross with her gun, in the spot where the snake was in her dream* *is breathing heavily* Are you kidding me right now?
(*eyes widen as the ungodly creatures close in on her, each pinning an arm to a wall and she shrinks back, as a third clown appears, revving a chainsaw* OH MY GOD. *tries to pull her arms away from the rock hard grip and kicks, their maniacal laughter echoing throughout the room, haunting her. She felt one of her fingernails pull, then is ripped off, falling into a smal bowl held by the third clown, who then held out a wrench, opening Adra's jaw, and clamping it on one of her teeth, pulling and wiggling, trying to yank it free* *screams* JAVIER! I've had enough!
I'm the Queen of ship names! *nods, coughs* I ought.... To go get some sleep. *drags herself to the bar, only making it as far as the steps outside* I'm soooooo tried... *closes her eyes* but I can't sleep... *begins to hit head on step* WORK BRAIN
Then again, one more row turned into six or seven, so... [shrugs]
I'm having a rather odd day, actually. I did my hair differently this morning, spent less than usual time on Blogland and did as much random fun stuff as possible at once. It was kinda cool, and a bit strange at the same time...
Hm... I guess I can think of reasons for either one, same as you... I'd be tempted to say Athena because you always come up with the most brilliant ideas (I'm guessing that's why you were put in Zeus that one time), but then Hephaestus because of the metal, and you like making all your own stuff...
I don't really like school, so Athena seems unlikely, but weaving. And spiders bite me more often than anyone else I know. I mean they bite me more often than they bite anyone else I know, not that they bite me more than everyone else I know bites me, though that's sort of true as well considering that people I know don't bite me. Ants have bitten me, though, and mosquitos. And I think I'm starting to babble...
But yeah, I also like building things. And Hephaestus is better with machines than people, which I can sometimes relate to.
And then Apollo. I'm listening to music almost 24/7, and I like poetry and have decent aim with projectiles. Never tried archery, though.
And Hermes is a jack of all trades, which fits, and I do like traveling.
Throw the crib doors wide And let the people crawl inside Someone in this town Is trying to burn the foreheads down They want to stop the ones who want A rock to wind a string around But everybody wants a rock To wind a piece of string around~
I'm leaving Blogland. And I don't think I'll ever come back. I can't do this anymore. Just remember this isn't any of your fault. None of you is to blame. I feel like a burden.
Blogland is better off without me. You all are. My life is just really shit at the moment and I'm falling apart. I don't want to live anymore. It's just too much of an effort. But I'm not going to commit suicide. Don't worry. Things might get better...
I have so much to live for after all. I just can't stay anymore. It's time I said goodbye. I love you all so much. I'll do a blog post on my blog saying goodbye to you all individually. I guess that's all I need to say...
Who said that Blogland is better without you? Did you decide that for yourself? Because there is always a difference here from what You think WE think, and what we ACTUALLY think. If you really have to go, then I wish you the best of luck, and to live long and prosper but we will always be here for you. Always. We have had some pretty wicked RPing times, and you're so kind, you deserve to be happy and in this time you are gone, I hope you find yourself. And you never know, you might come back because you are not a burden. ...
I couldn't have let you go without knowing that you are loved. Live long and prosper. *hands a skulcake*
Rhydian! You can't do that, please not! Now I'm angry about myself because my english is too bad for telling you why you have to stay here and why I like you... Please Rhydian, think about that again!
Javier: A dedicarion? Well I guess I'll oblige. I dedicate this page to everyone who helped Zafira when I was dead and insane. Thank you. With that being said I dedicate to Adra for helping me with whatever she did. And as a request from my wife, I dedicate this page to Niccolo one day hugging her back.
*gives Dragona a skulcake* Don't cry... If Rhydian is doing himself some come to Jesus or whatever, then be happy that he's taken the liberty of helping himself
Rhydian, you will NEVER be considered a burden, here. As far as I'm concerned, nobody would be. And we'd never be better off without anybody, not least without you. You're an incredible person, but for that reason I'm not going to tell you that you can't leave - if you think that YOU'D be better off, or feel better, for whatever reason, if you're not here, then do what's best for you. Because you are brilliant, and you deserve whatever you think will help you right now. And, if you ever change your mind, you'd be welcomed with open arms. And probably cake, too. *hugs* Either way, take care. You are wonderful, and, as you said, you've so much to live for, here or not.
I know. But you must know that proverb thing that if you let something go, and it comes back to you that it is yours? I think that can be applied to this situation
And I have faith that Rhydian will figure himself out. Facing his demons in the eye, you know? *shrugs* It is better than waiting, I suppose but I support it
Javier: Zafira and I are debating. She says I should weite my persepctive of when I was insane, I say she should write her prespective on when I died. Any ideas from the crowd? And I also am to mention Alexis did post a story on the Nameless Attempt it is called Being Stuck In Alsstair's Head
Morning Adra! I slept free of nightmares that Alastair gave me! Haha! *jumps off Javier* Javier: I think maybe Niccolo did that for you when he healed you yesterday
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*nods*
So. What are we meant to be running from, then?
(Still recording/weaving. Distant)
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*shrugs* Hell if I know. Them, probably.
Oh, awesome, Death!
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Most likely. [Sits thinking]
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*sits as well* *yawns* I'm beat..
What shall we do now, then?
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*rubs her eyes* I haven't the faintest idea... *blinks rapidly*
Javier: hello Croatoan
[Shrugs]
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*is still being held close* Javier be nice
Javier: I am being nice Zaf
Javier i mean no plotting Niccolo's death Niccolo is a good person
Javier: I'm not plotting death merely him possibly losing a leg
*curls up in the grass with a blanket* *blinks again* Wow... That was some serious energy moving.
You mean when you helped Javier or...?
Javier: I guess Aretha won't be having her bone to pick with me eh? Now am I allowed to see Alexis or no?
Probably not Javier
[Yawns]
You look like you need rest, Adra.
((SIX INCHES TODAY!!!!!!))
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*glares at Javier* Shush.
You too, Fabi.
Javier: so does Zaf I mean she is pretty weak still.
I am not
Javier: I am practically holding you Zaffy please rest I am sure your friend Niccolo would say the same
*looks at Zaf* You do need rest. I'll watch Javier in the mean time... Just a nap, at least.
Fine
Javier: *helps her to lay down and climbs up treehouse and brings down blanket and puts it on Zaf*
*sleeps*
Javier: *goes to Adra* I need watching
I- what?
[Shrugs]
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Javier: I mean I need to be watched? I am perfectly capsble of being civil.
*laughs* Last time you were "civil", you tried to kill me.
Javier: I do not mean to my temper got in my way. I still don't understand why Zaf brought me back I mean couldn't she ask Niccolo?
Again, another person who relies on him too much. He isn't infinite, however close he may be... One day he won't be here for us. And what are we going to do then?
Javier: I guess you're right,Adra. *glances towards Zaf* She'll be weak for a day or so even when she used Justaria she was weak so I don't know how strong Niccolo's magic was
I don't think we want to know...
*frowns* This is stupid... But Javier? When you show people their fears, do you choose which one to show them? Or is it random
His magic is stronger than you'd think, actually, even if you forget the names he stole. He actually knows his own original name, and what's more, he's perfectly in tune with it. Valkyrie and Darquesse act like different people, Zafira and Justaria act like different people, but Niccolo is his true name. That's the first trick to stealing a name- you have to be perfectly in sync with your own, even if you don't know what it is.
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I think I'm going to go again... [Waves]
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That is a sound point, Aretha.
And bye, Fabi!
Fabi!!!! *hugs* Don't let us chase you awayyyyyy!!! *pulls on arm*
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Javier: random. It tends to be your worst fear as Zafira's worst fear is Alastair she sees Alastair
Would there be any way to... Show someone their fears?
Javier: maybe Niccolo could help Zafira be in sync with Justaria. I hate seeing her hurt or afraid.
Ok, Javier, can I just say- you... *sighs* I do not like you at all. Or understand you. Just... What the heck? *takes breath* Ok, sorry. Can you please calmly explain to me why you hate Niccolo?
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Javier: I could do it if I really concentrate I could penetrate your mind where fear is and show your fears but I prefer to nt do that as it is tiring
*glares at him* I just spent the last hour and a half fixing your energy, and Zaf almost died. Spare me the dramatics.
And yeah, what's up with that?
Javier: Aretha, I don't like Niccolo because he is so powerful I fear he could kill myself or Zafira. I understand Zafira likes him so I am trying to cooperate with her. I just maybe if I knew him better I would not hate him.
Adra, Niccolo can do that. He used to do it all the time, actually. He'd just take a peek inside someone's mind, find their worst fear, and use it against them. When he traps you in his mind he constantly plays at your worst fears.
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I'm sure, but I don't think Nic would want to do that... *frowns* Unless he would.
*shrugs* I figured that it would be easier to convince Javier
[hugs back] [Smiles and tugs arm away] You're not driving me off, Ari. I've been recording this whole time, and weaving, and I'm starting to get too tired to do all three at once.
[Not here, just needed to say that]
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Well that doesn't make sense. I mean, there are plenty of people who could kill you guys. Somebody killed Zaf before, and Niccolo brought her back. Just some random guy. I nearly killed her once, actually- you know, when I was under Mevolent's control? I would have killed her if I hadn't passed out from exhaustion from running so much beforehand... I just really don't see how that's cause for hatred. (Zaf I am really sorry if you feel offended in any way by what I am saying! I do not mean to insult you or your characters at all- I'm just being in character!)
Adra- well, what were you thinking of using that power for?
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Javier: I can if you want, *tilts head* I always wondered what I would experience at least I know Niccolo won't trap me in his head.
Oh, ok then. *smiles and hugs again even though you're not here* Have fun, Fabi!
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Javier: where is Niccolo? I wish to speak to him
I wanted to see what I'm afraid of. *shrugs* Is that a crime?
Perhaps facing my fears can help me conquer them if I have to face them in battle
*appears* I am here.
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Javier: I will do it then Adra. Would you like me to now?
Javier: Niccolo I know I probably sound insane but I forgive you for killing me. And if I ever try to kill Zafira or Alexis dont kill me take my true name it is what I deserve I don't deserve to be back now but Zafira brought me bsck anyway
*shakes head* That's not a crime at all. Never said it was. I was just curious- whether or not Niccolo would be willing to do that depends entirely on the circumstance, so. It looks like Javier had already volunteered, though.
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It does appear. Perhaps not right now, we seem to be... Preoccupied with the others.
I will not take your name, Javier, regardless of what you do. Death would put them out of danger, and there is simply no point in making you suffer beyond that. As I have said to Zafira, your only sin was insanity.
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Javier: very well. I understand perhaps another time just let me know
Death!!!! *hugs*
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Wait, Javier, do you hate Niccolo or not?
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Javier: Fine Niccolo fine. *looks at him a bit curious* What is it like to be trapped in your head I do wonder?
*wakes up and stumble over to where Coco and Javier are*
Of course...
*takes a sip of her wine, curling up in a swing, pushing herself*
Javier: I do not hate him.
Well, you shouldn't. I can promise you would detest it with all of your being. I am nothing to be admired.
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Ok, now I'm even more confused! I mean, that's great, but what happened to the whole 'I hate him because he could kill me' thing? That was only, like, 2 seconds ago!
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(To clarify, 'you shouldn't' applies to 'I wonder'.)
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*nods* I agree with Aretha.
Javier: *smirks* Niccolo I am rather curious though so do forgive me, *takes Zafira's hand* Steady Zaf dont fall on Niccolo
I wont! *grins at Coco* one day you'll hug me back
Ah. We're all just creatures in the end, aren't we though?
*glances warily at Zafira* If you insist.
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Javier: let me rephrase: I do not like him but I do not hate him
I am determined one of these days you will I would hug you now but I may fall on you and I rather not
I would prefer that you refrained as well.
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Hm. Well I'll have you know I don't like you either.
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Exactly so at least we agree. *goes over to Niccolo stumbling a bit* damn I guess I am weak still
*laughs to herself*
(Adra, I am acknowledging your presence in the roleplay currently, I am just not replying directly to your comments because I am actually a little confused, and I don't really know how to answer them...)
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Javier: I figured. Now will I be allowed to see Alexis at all?
*shrugs* Adra's the one who checked you out and all that. If she says you're ok, it's ok with me. If not, then no.
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Hi again Death!!! *hugs*
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*looks at Javier blandly*
...no.
Javier: I just want to see my daughter! I haven't hurt Zafira at all and I do not intend to *looks dejected*
*nods* Right then, you heard Adra.
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Deal with it. *stands up, going to refill her drink, paying for it, and Zaf's order earlier*
Javier: so you trust me with the Grand Mage more then my own daughter? *sighs* Zaf please don't fall! I don't think Niccolo needs it.
*leaves some money on the counter* That's for all the Butterbeer.
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Yay Rose!
And again- deal with it.
*opens the lockbox or whatever, putting the money in* Trip really needs to enforce payment on his customers
*vanishes*
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I'm fine Javier! I havent fallen on Niccolo yet
Javier: *sits watching the water pretty upset*
He's never actually asked us to pay, or I would have. He just asks everybody if they want drinks, and then passes them out. Constantly. I was a little surprised, but it's not my business.
So, what do we do now? Any more impending issues to deal with at the moment?
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*ponders* Right. I think I need to stop drinking...*looks at the glass*
*goes to sit next to Javier* sorry. I know you miss her but we have to take precautions... I can probably allow you a phone call
Javier: besides wanting to see my daughter no.
*goes by Javier but trips on rock*
Javier: *catches* Oh Zaf...*kisses cheek* Better me then Niccolo
Besides the obvious... *sighs* I'm still too tired for this drama. LIFE
*Eyes Javier wearily*
Ew, guys. PDA. Abstinence, all that jazz.
*frowns* Javier, do you think... Maybe you could show me just one of them?
Javier: Adra I just want to see her! I feel horrible she knows I'm alive but can't see me
I know. You'll have to be patient and hang in there until I can stabilize you more
Javier: *nods and focuses on Adra selecting one particular memory* (im not sure which you want so pick one that isnt her worst fear)
(Ari if you're around is it alright if Alexis is with Niccolo so that Javier couldn't try to find her?)
(She is sitting in the grass, calmly writing on a sheet of paper when something approaches her from behind- slithering across the grass-hissing. Her eyes grow as the snake leaps at her neck, teeth bared and-)
*opens eyes, shooting at the gross with her gun, in the spot where the snake was in her dream*
*is breathing heavily*
Are you kidding me right now?
Javier: *keeps focusing on* done or shall I continue?
*throws her gun to the side* Keep going.
Javier: *selects a different one slightly nore tramatizing*
(sure, but he isn't really here, unless he needs to be... He's writing, at the moment, so.)
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(It's fine I just wanted her somewhere safe and I figured Coco would kill someone if they touched her)
(Appears in a multi colored house, with happy music in the background, neon polka dots against black walls and warped mirrors. A laugh is heard.
Oh no
A tall, thin man with yellow frizzy hair leaps from around a corner, wielding a bloodied machete and red makeup around his mouth-a clown.
*gasps in surprise, backing into a slightly larger clown with long red hair*
ADOSJSNSOGSNLSHBS)
Death! *pulls away from forest* You are not wasting comment space! *hugs*
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Javier: *continues focus ketting the memory unfold*
*sniles happily and stays in Javier's arms falling asleep*
New chapter up for the Nameless Attempt- part 2 is in the works right now.
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Alexis: *is examining some of Coco's knives but not realy bothering him so he doesnt get sidetracked*
(I ship Zaf with Javier really hard... <3 Not when he's crazy, though. Only when he's nice and sweet and all that.)
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(*eyes widen as the ungodly creatures close in on her, each pinning an arm to a wall and she shrinks back, as a third clown appears, revving a chainsaw*
OH MY GOD. *tries to pull her arms away from the rock hard grip and kicks, their maniacal laughter echoing throughout the room, haunting her. She felt one of her fingernails pull, then is ripped off, falling into a smal bowl held by the third clown, who then held out a wrench, opening Adra's jaw, and clamping it on one of her teeth, pulling and wiggling, trying to yank it free*
*screams* JAVIER! I've had enough!
Javier: *backs off* there. And Aretha cool I did not know we were shipable...*glances at Zaf* It is time to go now to bed for me (bed
(Well i mean good night irl be on tomorrow
*stares at the lake, wiping her sweat off*Holy Hera.. That was terrifying.
Night Javira!
Ooh, *nods in approval* I like that name. Goodnight, Javira!
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I'm the Queen of ship names! *nods, coughs* I ought.... To go get some sleep.
*drags herself to the bar, only making it as far as the steps outside*
I'm soooooo tried... *closes her eyes* but I can't sleep... *begins to hit head on step* WORK BRAIN
I'm "asleep" now.
Which means no more weaving. [pouts]
Then again, one more row turned into six or seven, so... [shrugs]
I'm having a rather odd day, actually. I did my hair differently this morning, spent less than usual time on Blogland and did as much random fun stuff as possible at once. It was kinda cool, and a bit strange at the same time...
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Um... Are you ok, Adra? I really don't think it's a good idea for you to be hitting your head like that...
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Well I'm glad you had some fun with that, Fabi!
Death, are you still here?
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*rubs her eyes* I'm becoming an insomniac...
That's not likely to make your brain work.
You could try chocolate.
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Chocolate wakes me up... *stumbles higher up the stairs and through the doors, falling on the floor* ARGH, FEET YOU HAVE FAILED ME
*is still here, but unsure of what to say*
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[hugs Ari]
[is also unsure of what to say]
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*head hits the floor, rendering Adra unconscious on the hard floor*
(Actually going. Night y'all!)
Night, Adra! *hugs back*
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Night Adra
[Takes three half blood cabin quizzes, gets three different answers]
[Yawns]
Wbd, writing, and I don't know what else.
How are you, by the way?
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[hugs Death, even though she's not really here]
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*also hugs Death even though she's not really here*
Were you asking me?
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Anyone who wants to answer. :-P
[Gets a fourth answer]
[Scowls]
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I've been good, I guess. You?
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Um, okay besides the obvious. [Shrugs]
[Doesn't know what to say]
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*doesn't know what to say either*
Um... Your marshmallows are on the table?
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Except I'm still trying to figure out which demigod cabin I would be in. That's annoying, too.
So far:
Athena: ||
Apollo: |
Hephaestus: |
Hermes: |
Zeus (uh, no. I have no leadership skills whatsoever): |
[Yawns]
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They are? Oh.
[Examines marshmallows thoughtfully]
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Hm... I guess I can think of reasons for either one, same as you... I'd be tempted to say Athena because you always come up with the most brilliant ideas (I'm guessing that's why you were put in Zeus that one time), but then Hephaestus because of the metal, and you like making all your own stuff...
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hey ;)
Hi, Snow!
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[Shrugs]
Yeah, probably one of those two.
I don't really like school, so Athena seems unlikely, but weaving. And spiders bite me more often than anyone else I know. I mean they bite me more often than they bite anyone else I know, not that they bite me more than everyone else I know bites me, though that's sort of true as well considering that people I know don't bite me. Ants have bitten me, though, and mosquitos. And I think I'm starting to babble...
But yeah, I also like building things. And Hephaestus is better with machines than people, which I can sometimes relate to.
And then Apollo. I'm listening to music almost 24/7, and I like poetry and have decent aim with projectiles. Never tried archery, though.
And Hermes is a jack of all trades, which fits, and I do like traveling.
Meh, whatever. [shrugs]
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Hi Snow!
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ick!!
that is not me... i just did a quiz for who your godly parant would be (i read a bit up) and apparenly Ares would!!
people are always saying Athena or Poseidon to me...
i... i just sounded really odd there, hey??
I don't see you as Ares... Not sure which, though.
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now that i like better!!
just took another one and it said Artemis
[shrugs]
More thoughts: I don't generally steal things, so not Hermes.
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So you're a hunter, then?
And the quizzes are crazy...
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and there we are, Athena...
my favorite gods, ones i would like to be my parents are:
Hestia
Artemis
Athena
Poseidon.
that question is awful !!!
it says:
If you were going to the school dance what would you wear?
and all the options are dresses!!!
I would where jeans and a nice top...
I like Athena, but I guess I feel more Hephaestus or Apollo.
It really depends on my mood.
[Shrugs and gives up for now]
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well thats.... i just took a quiz to see who "your perfect camp half-blood boyfriend would be"
i dont know why
anyway, it was leo... *shrugs*
Huh. [shrugs also]
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Apollo and Athena again....
I decided it didn't matter at this point. Right.
So how are you, Snow?
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good!!
i've given up too...
OOH!! my cake is ready ;)
raspberry and chocolate chip
CAAAAAKE
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*nods*
CAKECAKECAKECAKE!!!!
CAKE OR DEATH??????
;)
i have to go fab!! *huggles*
*huggles ari too if she's still here*
BYEE!!!
Byeee Snow!
[waves]
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...Hullo?
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Internet, my friend, I have missed you. :3
*weilds paintbrush*
I will be waiting, distantly. :)
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*wields
^^
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... It's quiet. ^^
Throw the crib doors wide
And let the people crawl inside
Someone in this town
Is trying to burn the foreheads down
They want to stop the ones who want
A rock to wind a string around
But everybody wants a rock
To wind a piece of string around~
:3
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I'm leaving Blogland. And I don't think I'll ever come back. I can't do this anymore. Just remember this isn't any of your fault. None of you is to blame. I feel like a burden.
Blogland is better off without me. You all are. My life is just really shit at the moment and I'm falling apart. I don't want to live anymore. It's just too much of an effort. But I'm not going to commit suicide. Don't worry. Things might get better...
I have so much to live for after all. I just can't stay anymore. It's time I said goodbye. I love you all so much. I'll do a blog post on my blog saying goodbye to you all individually. I guess that's all I need to say...
Goodbye...
Whoa whoa whoa WHOA.
Who said that Blogland is better without you? Did you decide that for yourself? Because there is always a difference here from what You think WE think, and what we ACTUALLY think.
If you really have to go, then I wish you the best of luck, and to live long and prosper but we will always be here for you.
Always. We have had some pretty wicked RPing times, and you're so kind, you deserve to be happy and in this time you are gone, I hope you find yourself. And you never know, you might come back because you are not a burden.
...
I couldn't have let you go without knowing that you are loved. Live long and prosper. *hands a skulcake*
Rhydian! You can't do that, please not! Now I'm angry about myself because my english is too bad for telling you why you have to stay here and why I like you...
Please Rhydian, think about that again!
Javier: morning
Just sitting here almost crying...
Javier: A dedicarion? Well I guess I'll oblige. I dedicate this page to everyone who helped Zafira when I was dead and insane. Thank you. With that being said I dedicate to Adra for helping me with whatever she did. And as a request from my wife, I dedicate this page to Niccolo one day hugging her back.
(I keep getting first damn I am NOT trying)
*gives Dragona a skulcake* Don't cry... If Rhydian is doing himself some come to Jesus or whatever, then be happy that he's taken the liberty of helping himself
Javier: Dragona what is wrong?
Oh, yeah. Um. *raises glass* Hear hear!
Thank's Adra... I'll really miss him! He's one of the first people I met here.
Javier: It's because Rhydian leaves Blogland.
Javier: Things happen Dragona he could be back eventually be glad he is doing something good for himself. I think.
Rhydian!
Rhydian, you will NEVER be considered a burden, here. As far as I'm concerned, nobody would be. And we'd never be better off without anybody, not least without you.
You're an incredible person, but for that reason I'm not going to tell you that you can't leave - if you think that YOU'D be better off, or feel better, for whatever reason, if you're not here, then do what's best for you. Because you are brilliant, and you deserve whatever you think will help you right now.
And, if you ever change your mind, you'd be welcomed with open arms. And probably cake, too.
*hugs*
Either way, take care. You are wonderful, and, as you said, you've so much to live for, here or not.
*throws a hug and cookie after him*
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You're both right... And I know, that you're right... but I'll miss him anyway.
I know. But you must know that proverb thing that if you let something go, and it comes back to you that it is yours? I think that can be applied to this situation
I thought I should probably let you all know I'm here. I haven't been gosting long, but I haven't commented because I'm mailing Rhydian.
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gtg now... sorry!
Bye Dragona!
And I have faith that Rhydian will figure himself out. Facing his demons in the eye, you know? *shrugs* It is better than waiting, I suppose but I support it
Javier: goodbye Dragona. Zafira would prbably send a hug but she's asleep.
*ghosting
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*hugs everybody* Hi. :) ^^
Bye Dragona! *hugs*
@Adra: *nods*
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Javier: Zafira and I are debating. She says I should weite my persepctive of when I was insane, I say she should write her prespective on when I died. Any ideas from the crowd? And I also am to mention Alexis did post a story on the Nameless Attempt it is called Being Stuck In Alsstair's Head
Right. I've almost forgotten.
TAIAIAIAIAIAIAIAIAIAIAIAIAIAIAIAIAIAIAIAIIAIAAIAIAIAIAUAIAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!! *glomps*
*Is glomped / hugs back*
AAAAADDDDDDDDRRRRRRRRAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!
@Javier: I think they both sound equally interesting. ^^
Any chance you could please the pair of you, by doing both? :) ^^
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*nods*
Yeah, I think I'm here properly now. :)
I have to finish my HGC entry, though, sooooo. Plus I want to playlist. Plus I want to finish reading my book.
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Javier: I could. I think we shall, now I think Zafira is awake
*pops out of treehouse and tackles Javier* Javier!!
Boooookkksss
Hiya Zafira
Morning Adra! I slept free of nightmares that Alastair gave me! Haha! *jumps off Javier*
Javier: I think maybe Niccolo did that for you when he healed you yesterday
Maybe. Maybe not. *shrugs, sitting on her swing, pushing herself*
Eh when we see him we can ask him. Adra what are you doing?
Javier: *stays close to Zafira keeping one hand on her hand*
EVERYONEEEEEEEEEEE . . . you need to go get the Fallen Star series by Jessica Sorensen.
The eBook is free. :)
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I'm swinging on a swing. What's it look like, murder?
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