(I'm not exactly sure WHERE this image came from. Andrew, from my agent's office, sent this to me this morning. Haven't a clue where he found it, but it is AWESOME.)
Hullo there.
It's my 38th birthday.
First of all, thank you for all the birthday wishes I've been reading online. You care, you really care... sniffle... It almost made up for the fact that I will have no birthday cake today, and I have no one to sing me happy birthday. But that's fine. That's okay. I was woken up this morning by a birthday text, which would have started my day off with a smile were it not for the fact that the text was from O2, my phone provider...
Even so, thank you, O2. It's nice to know you care.
Before you feel TOO sorry for me, I celebrated my birthday last Saturday, when we combined it with a Halloween party because three of my nieces will be down the country on Halloween night. So, y'know... my birthday was hijacked by three princesses and a pirate. But that's fine.
So, what did I GET for my birthday? I shall tell you. I got a remote controlled toy car! From my brother and sisters! They got me a remote controlled toy car! Yes! They did! For no reason! For no reason I can possibly comprehend, they got me a remote controlled toy car! Thank you, brother and sisters! Just what I've always wanted but could never put into words! Joy of joys!
So, after picking myself up from the floor, it was my mother's turn to give me the present from my folks. It was a shirt! A shirt! A blue shirt! But not just any kind of blue shirt! A blue denim shirt! DENIM! The most awesome material you could possibly make a shirt FROM! A blue denim shirt!
Truly, I am blessed. It's not like when their birthdays come around I buy them computers or TVs or designer handbags. Nope. That's not what happens at all.
So you wait, my family! You just wait till your birthdays roll around again! You cannot BEGIN to guess what WONDER of a present I shall be buying you!
Joy of joys!
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Demons blood isn't very nice. I think I'll stick to Angel.
*smiles and turns, cuddling into Beth*
Bethany: *smiles and cuddles her*
Liliana: I find it quite aromatic.
I'm sure you do.
*kisses Beth gently*
Angel is still better though.
Bethany: *kisses her back*
Liliana: I feared bathing in angel blood would upset Bethany.
Probably.
*smiles, nuzzling Beth's neck*
And me too. Especially if it was from my angel.
(Apologies. It seems I disappeared briefly.)
Bethany: *smiles* You're the only one allowed to mess with my blood.
(Welcome back :-)
Mm. Good. I like your blood.
Bethany: Good. *smiles* I like you drinking it.
Liliana: I also enjoy drinking the blood of angels.
Bethany: Good. *smiles* I like you drinking it.
Liliana: I also enjoy drinking the blood of angels.
*smiles and looks back at Lil*
This ones taken. Sorry.
Liliana: Clearly.
Bethany: I'm glad to be taken. *smiles*
*kisses her gently again*
Mmm. My back hurts.
Bethany: *kisses her back* *looks at Liliana*
Liliana: I wasn't allowed to hurt you so I had to make up for it with Silente.
(Aww, I could have had so much fun playing with Sophia's neck...)
*smiles*
Hmm. I can tell.
(Leave her neck alone.)
*is back for a short time*
Hello?
(Hey, Hope!)
*ponders cloning Sophia and playing with her neck*
('ello 'ello 'ello.)
Hi Tia, Soph, and Sil!
How be you all?
(Firstly, Tia, you should have been expecting the punch. I have warned you time and time again not to hug me. And yet it seems to have made no difference at all. Given the fact you seem to speak and understand English perfectly well, it cannot be a language barrier. So I rather think it is a lack of intelligence on your part which makes you continue to hug me, even though I have specified explicitly that I do not want to be hugged.
And secondly, you would only break my neck when I would be asleep because you know I'd kick your ass when I was awake.)
Bethany: Good. I love you, Silente.
(*cough*languageSoph*cough*)
(I'm good thanks Sunshine! You?)
I love you too Beth
*still wonders why Sil is calling her Sunshine*
I'm okay. Lots of things going on, but I'm okay.
*eyes dart around a little*
*looks at Sil and nods*
And it looks like I'm off again. May be back in half an hour.
*poofs*
Liliana: Why, if you love each other, do you come and spend time with me, out of curiosity?
Cause otherwise you'll get lonely and cranky.
Liliana: I have been alone most of my life. *thinks for a moment* You actually really enjoy it, don't you?
*blushes slightly*
No..
Liliana: Please do not lie to me. I always give you a choice in this and you take the chance every time.
Bethany: *snuggles against Silente*
Hear hear, Raven! They sound awesome.
*smiles, holding Beth close*
I...it isn't too bad.
(Hey Fay!)
(Hello, Fay.)
Liliana: So you do enjoy it.
Maybe a little bit.
Liliana: More than a little.
Bethany: It... Is interesting...
I think this counts as half an hour, right?
Otherwise, I seriously don't know how to count...
Never mind.
Hello.
(Hello. Sorry was helping mum clean.)
*smiles*
Maybe more than a little.
Hi, welcome back. :)
I have a question. Why did you start calling me sunshine?
*is curious*
(A ray of sunshine represents happiness, dreams and hope.)
That sounds nice. :)
Liliana: Good. And I enjoy what we do also - as I said, you were too fun to kill.
(Exactly. So I call you sunshine.)
(So I should be sleeping because I like sleep. But I'm going to tell you the story of the girl who didn't have nerve cells in her face.
So this girl woke up in the middle of the night, which she never did and waddled on off to the bathroom. And she casually sat there, counting the sparkles on one tile, because the tiles sparkle in the light. When she looks up, because the mirror was right in front of her, and to her horror, there is blood all over the bottom half of her face and her hands were also covered in blotches of red. And she was actually having a massive nosebleed but didn't feel it because apparently she lost all the nerve cells in her face. Now the blood is all underneath her nails and there's a little bit in her hair, but she can't have a shower because she'll wake the family up.
And that's the story of the girl with no nerve cells in her face. Goodnight.)
Thanks.
*huggles Sil and smiles*
Wbd and msd starting now.
*rolls eyes*
Would've been such a waste of potential.
(Well...that's a lovely story...
*huggles lavender back*)
That is freaky, Raven... Good night to you.
*mumbles*
Hope you can sleep after a story like that...
Liliana: Of course. As I said - I will actively seek to look after you.
Night, Raven, and that's pretty freaky. :)
*smiles*
Good. Always nice to have people looking out for you.
Bethany: It is. *looks at Silente and smiles*
Liliana: I would not know.
*smiles back*
*to Lil*
Hey, you have us looking out for you. That's what friends do
Liliana: *shakes her head in mock sadness* And I was just looking for casual sex.
*laughs*
Ungrateful girl.
(@Kas can you please stop with these personal attacks against Sophia.)
Liliana: *smiles* No, I am grateful. Thank you.
Bethany: You're welcome. *smiles*
(My personality is no different whether I am asleep or awake, Tia. The only difference is when I am awake I can voice my opinions. Nevertheless, it does not matter. I simply do not care whether you like me or not.)
So long as you don't betray us, we're here for you.
*thinks*
Actually she'll probably be there for you even if you betray us..
I'm sorry.
(Thank you Kas.)
Bethany: Why me?
Liliana: Thank you, regardless.
*grins*
Because you are kind and caring..
Anyway. That's..probably enough touchy feely stuff..
Bethany: I... Okay. *smiles*
Liliana: Is enough ever enough?
Not that kind of touchy feely Lil! I meant emotional heart to heart. Anyone hungry?
Bethany: I'm not... I just feel like relaxing, you know?
Yeah.
*smiles, pressing against her*
Like not moving and just..talking instead? Lazy day.
Bethany: Yes. *smiles, pulling her close*
Liliana: A lazy day is fine with me.
Lazy day it is then.
*smiles*
Lil, scooch closer.
Liliana: *moves closer to them*
Bethany: *curls up next to Silente, putting her head on her chest*
*smiles, putting an arm around Beth then briefly hugging Lil before letting go*
Liliana: *hugs her back, then smiles* What, only a short hug for me?
Bethany: *snuggles into her embrace*
*raises an eyebrow*
I didn't imagine you as a hugger.
*slips am arm around Lil's shoulders too, hugging her, keeping Beth closest*
Liliana: *hugs her back, starting to bite her neck*
Bethany: I love you, Silente. I really do.
Ahh!
*shivers slightly, laughing a little*
A little warning next time Lil..
*smiles*
I love you too Beth. Very much..
Liliana: Alright. I'm going to sink my fangs into your neck. Okay?
Bethany: *snuggles against her*
Okay.
*kisses the top of Beth's head*
*smiles*
Liliana: *sinks her fangs into Silente's neck, keeping them there*
Bethany: *curls up tighter against her*
*hisses slightly and shifts slightly*
*pulls Beth as close as she can*
Bethany: *kisses her neck gently*
Liliana: *keeps her fangs in her neck*
*shivers slightly and smiles*
(Hey Dreamer :)
Hello Silente :)
How are you today?
(I'm okay. Not to Bad. You? Also mbd.)
I'm fine, thanks. I have some weird cramps in my lower back but I probably just slept on it odd.
Also, what dos Mbd mean?
(mbd = might be distant.)
Ah, so Wbd is will be distant?
What about Msd?
(Msd = might suddenly disappear)
(food. Bbs.)
How is it my cat enjoys playing with a lollipop more than the nice toy she got for Christmas?
Ok Silente
(Hi, Audra.
Well, that's cats for you.)
Liliana: *withdraws her fangs, licking the blood away*
(Backish.
@Dream eh. Cats. They find enjoyment in the simplest of things.)
*shivers and gently rubs her own neck*
Hello Tia. It is isn't it. Oh well.
Hello Sophia
Bethany: ... Should I heal you?
(Hello, Audra.)
(Yes, Audra.
Jai, email.)
How are you both?
(Okay...
How are you?)
(Very cold)
I am fine, thanks.
*cuddles into Beth*
If you want to.
Bethany: *smiles and her hand starts glowing white, all of Silente's wounds healing*
*smiles, rolls her shoulders and stretches*
*curls back up*
Thank you.
*looks at Lil*
Taste better or worse than a demons?
Liliana: About the same, actually.
Bethany: You're welcome.
Hmph.
*snuggles into Beth muttering about demons and vampires not being the same*
Bethany: I know they're not the same...
Liliana: The same? My dear, I never said they were the same. Your blood just tastes similar.
Hmph.
*presses further into Beth*
Then the demons should be happy to taste similar to awesomeness.
*nods sternly*
Bethany: *laughs* Yes, they should. *kisses her passionately*
*grins and kisses her passionately back, drawing her closer and using tongue, momentarily forgetting about Lil's presence*
Bethany: *starts to use her tongue also, pressing against her*
Liliana: How cute.
*blushes slightly, reaching a hand behind her to stick ones up at Lil, deepening the kiss*
Liliana: *shakes her head*
Bethany: *kisses her deeper also, wrapping her wings around her*
*makes an approving noise and presses all of herself against Beth, smiling, continuing the kiss*
Bethany: *breaks away from the kiss, smiling, curling up on top of her with her wings still around her*
(I will be back soon.)
(Okay.)
*rolls eyes and holds her around the waist, keeping her close, smiling*
(I am back.)
Bethany: Are you alright?
(Welcome back.)
I am. And I love you..
*looks at Lil*
Sorry bout that..
Bethany: I love you, too. Why did you roll your eyes?
Liliana: About what?
Nothing.
*kisses her gently then breaks away and looks at Lil*
*raises an eyebrow*
Bethany: Come on... What was it? *kisses her back*
Liliana: I do not know what you mean.
*shakes her head at both of them*
Never mind
Bethany: *kisses her* Please tell me?
*kisses her back*
Mm. Since when we're kisses methods of persuasion?
*grins and kisses her again*
I like it
*He lay in the center of the circular room, casting a strange shadow by the light of the black-flamed candles. The only noise was his shallow breathing, growing weaker by the second. Blake would have chuckled if he had the strength, they were right when they said your life flashed before your eyes*
Erebus: You knew this day would come. Submit to me. Do that and all the pain will end, you know it will.
*Why couldn't he just shut up for once. Is a quiet death too much to ask for? Well, for Blake it might be... He sat up, his once powerful muscles straining with the effort. Unable to speak, he though "Not today, buddy... You're not getting out today..."*
Erebus: Preposterous, you can not resist me any more. As we speak you are being overcome, you feel it as much as I do.
*True, he felt it. But he'd be damned if he was the one to let this bastard out of his cage*
*Slowly, so slowly, he raised his hand to his head, as though to cradle it. What little power he had left formed around his hand, the last of the darkness he both hated and loved*
*And with a small "shink", a blade of shadows pierced his brain*
*And Blake Soul died*
(Goodbye everyone, it's been amazing but I won't be on this Blog any more. You were all the best friends I've ever had.)
(JOHN WTF NO * HUGS TIGHTLY AND REFUSES TO LET GO* Blake..)
(Please don't go..)
(Please..)
(Goodbye, Blake.)
Bethany: *kisses her back* ... Please could you tell me? *sighs*
(*Looks at Jaimie*
I'm sorry...
*Vanishes*)
(I'm sorry, Blake. I should have treated you better. Ignored you less when you were here. I'm sorry.
Good bye.
Take care of yourself.)
(*hugs Jai sadly*)
(Shoot
What happened ? Byii Blake .. Although we didn't really talk much... )
(And EVERYONE if you want to add me on Facebook
My name is chloe Gray and I have a creepypasta banner
I hate losing contact with people)
(And I'm also on Skype and Inkyflame)
Bye Blake ;~; miss you..
(Hello Chloe and Dugglyn.)
(I'm not really ere)
Hey Sophia!
Soy, I can't actually be here :/
Blake :(((
I hope your life is one full of happiness and like unicorns and stuff.
(Hello, Raven.)
I just have to go and have a shower quickly, because the family is up now and I have blood in my hair.
Bye.
I had always thought if better to be solitary. Sure there were downsides to being alone, many downsides, but I'd happily experience all of these if I never had to say another goodbye. Because in the end was it really worth it? Did that brief moment of friendship make up for the pain at the end of it? The loss? The heartache? Sometimes the happiest memories hurt the most. After all, aren't they the ones that make you wish you could go back? Talk one more time. See one more smile. They're the ones that you miss when reality sets back in. People come and people go, so why do we allow ourselves to form these attachments when we know full well that in the end we wind up alone. It's the honest truth. We let people in, let them become our shelters, another brick in our houses, burn when they leave all that happens is that our houses fall down. So why? Why get close? I suppose it could be called instinct. Or stupidity. Either way we still allow it. What happens, happens. I remember once saying to Star how every time we meet someone we absorb part of them, take part of them with us. How we are not ourselves, but a mixture of everyone we have ever met. Like a slab of stone being chizzled and smoothed by countless people. Know that when you go, you take a small piece of me with you.
~Jai x
(Hello Commander. Speak to you soon hopefully.)
(Hello again, Silente. *hugs her tightly*)
(I will be back soon.)
Blake...
*hugs*
I'll miss you, even if we haven't talked so much. Take care.
*one comment only*
(*watchinf grease two*
*te reproduction song came on*
*is scarred*)
Trying to answer you, Silente. Struggling; everything I say just kind of morphs into pointless rant. :/
*hugs Jai*
I remember this conversation, I think. I never forgot it, and I agree.
Blake, we've had a good laugh, eh?
If you ever fancy another (which you will, no one quite compares to us), you'll know where to find me.
Ah, screw it.
"That's kind of what trustis, isn't it? A wilful self-delusion? You have to shut out that voice that whispers about betrayal, and just hope that your friends aren't going to hurt you. [. . .] Distrust is really the same thing - only on the other side. I can see how a person, given the choice between the two assumptions, would choose to trust." - Vin, from The Final Empire in The Mistborn Trilogy by Brandon Sanderson.
(I probably need to mark the pages my favourite quotes in the book are on so I don't ahev to spend half an hour flicking throguh every time I want to find one. -_-)
We can either delude ourselves into opening up to people and trusting them, or delude ourselves into shutting out people because all friendships will end someday. And many people, most people, believe it is better to open up. Vin . . . in those moments when she's sitting there listening to the others in the crew joke and laugh, she understands why Kelsier runs his crews on trust, and wonders how she could ever have lived without this.
Because you risk losing a lot by trusting. But you also gain so much. And that's why so many of us take the leap.
I think.
(If in doubt, resort to quoting Mistborn. :P)
*tilts head*
Hm. Thank you, Star. In all honesty I wasn't expecting a response.
(I am back.)
(*sighs and kinda just falls into Sophs arms*)
(*hugs Silente tightly* I sent you an email.)
(I know. I'll reply in a second or so.
*just stays flopped in her arms*)
(*sits her on the ground and sits next to her, continuing to hug her tightly*)
(*leans against her, face mushed into her shoulder* I don't do well with loss.)
(I presume you are talking about Blake?)
(Yes. I'm sorry about how I reacted..*crawls onto Sophs lap*)
(*holds her close* There is no reason to apologise. Is Blake not available via email?)
(I only have one email address for him. And I wouldn't know what to say. I never do. *leans into her*)
(So he is still available should you want to speak with him. Hopefully you will find something to say.)
(I don't know what to say to Blake, or anyone here.
So I'll just ghost.
Have a good evening.)
(Hopefully..)
(Goodbye Tia.)
(You could potentially email him asking him to email you.)
(Um...yeah that works..*cuddles*)
(*cuddles her back* Or perhaps that only works in stupid films with phone calls.)
(Probably. Stupid films tend to work when in real life it wouldn't.)
(...
If you're asleep then goodnight.)
:-/
Goodbye, Blake. Though we only spoke once and it was kind of strange.
Is anyone still here?
Never mind, dinner. I'll be back soon.
Oh and Adam, I used to think the same exact thing.
I dedicate this page to goodbyes.
(Hello World)
(Deleted comment?)
Hello... kinda.
I'm reading fanfiction and a love triangle came up.
And I'm okay with
One person loves two people but can't decide
Or
Two people love the same person (but they are not equally loved back)
Because that can be interesting
But
Now it has turned into person 1 loves person 2. Person 2 loves person 3. Person 3 loves person 1. That is the original love triangle as I understand it and it is a horrible place to be in.
:c
Anyways...
(Hello.)
(Hey, Raven. How are you?)
(I am good. How are you?)
(Hey Raven)
(Good day to you, Kaden. How is it so far?)
(Hello Kaden.)
( good thanks, Tanya how are you?)
(How are you Raven?)
(I'm good. You're good, I know this because I'm psychic, Kaden. :)) )
( Do you want to continue Rp?)
(Ooh, Vader!)
I am good. Sleepy, but 31st tomorrow (today), so that's something. Stomach feels off and stretchy/ugh bad, which is understandable as it's 2 am and I had no proper food the day before.
...
(Yes Kaden.
This was the last thing Raven said,
"Maybe we deserve to die. you've killed people, I've killed a person. The circle of life.")
Raven do not be foolish please! What can I do to get you out of this hell hold?
(Maybe you should go and eat something soon. Otherwise you might get ... I don't know what you might get. But you might get something.)
I'm back.
(I like getting things.
*sighs*
I've no idea why I'm not asleep yet.)
Hello, Solus. How are you?
( Hey Souls,how are you?)
Why do you care so much about me, and you don't care about any of them?....andI don't just mean the elves, I mean the American pirate and the thugs and the freaky men from the castle. Why don't you care about any of them? Why didn't you try and get them out of their hell hole?
(Hello Solus. How was your dinner?)
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