'It's not a page. It's a community. It's a family. It's the only place where I feel like I belong. Anywhere else I am labelled an emo, slag, slut, freak, geek, nerd or any other label that people think is offensive. When I came to the page, I was on the brink of suicide...I've tried to commit suicide so many times, it's unreal...The only thing that was keeping me here, was you guys. Everyone in the SP community. Every time something goes wrong in my life...I just think of all you...How strong all you are and everything you've got through. How you're still smiling, now. You're still making others smile, too. Every time I get insulted, which is every day, I just think of all the nice things you've said about me, in the past...Because...After eleven years, I still can't seem to get people to stop insulting me, on a daily basis...However, talking to you guys I don't feel so alienated, so stupid, so horrible...I feel accepted, for once..Like I actually am someone. If it wasn't for you guys I would probably have committed suicide, or not have forced myself to eat, again...You guys are why I stopped self-harming and...I can't thank you enough...Seriously...'
Should this quote be part of GGG? It brought the page back together and is about SP...I was talking to her, earlier...And she was happy to accept it. She has already admitted that it was her that said this to Andrew, Joe, Becky, Nathan and Ellie, and everything...But, what do you all think?
That pretty much sums up how I feel about this place too. When I got here I was still seeing my shrink with no effect. When I started talking here I felt better.
I never cried at the Titanic film. Yes, it's sad what happened but why cry about something that happened in the past. I have to tell myself this everyday otherwise I would never leave my room.
So, what about the quote? Should it go into the folder, or not? (yeah, I already bought a folder...It's eco-friendly and is made out of only recycled leather!).
I'll put it on the blog, then. It's just a place for me to compile everything, for now. I might put random quotes from people and paragraphs and such in between other things like fanfictions and fanart...Or we could split them up into themes...?
So fanart in one section which can be followed by messages to Derek and then fanfictions at the end. Random quotes etc. can be used to split them up? Because I like randomly quoting people. :')
Can we say on there that Derek is more awesome than a monkey wearing a tuxedo made out of bacon whilst riding a cyborg unicorn with a lightsayber for the horn on the tip of a space shuttle on its way to Mars whilst engulfed in flames?
(If you watch Russell Howard's Good News you'll get it!)
I think, if we're going to split it up with quotes, that we should leave the most touching 'til last? Or put it right at the beginning! What do you think, of that? (you don't have to agree with me, remember! Majority votes and all).
Whenever you are giving a public apology, always end it with "I just want to make the world a better place" and then start crying. Be sure to turn your face away and say, "I'm sorry, I can't go on"
Um... I don't know - what kind of thing do you want? Where I pour my heart out and explain how Derek actually saved my life, even if it wasn't directly?
I mean..Just generally. I know that Jordan was holding back with what she said. She just said what she felt was necessary for everyone to stop fighting and taking sides.... But only say something if you feel like you need to. It's always best, then. You don't have to, it's just if you ever do, it'd be much appreciated. :')
Onions are nice once you stop crying. I didn't cry at the woman in black, at the end of the film I said "Is he dead? Good." then walked out of the cinema. It was sooo boring!!
AND THE DICTATOR IS SO F*CKING FUNNY! So many people didn't get in to see it, though even with I.D! Then there was me and my mates, I didn't have I.D but got in, anyways. S'all good.
I might upload a couple of my fanart drafts at the same time...I tend to do a couple of drafts to get the image in my head, before drawing the fanart I want to keep the most. :')
I trust you enough to not do so and I don't need to be admin. I have everything I need saved to my laptop, anyway. :') Also, I'd kill you with or without permission. XD I am probably going to put my ordinary copies of my fanart in the folder, anyway (if they go in, at all :L) which makes things easier. :3 I might print off some things, now...
Oh good! But if you still sometimes have problems remembering it, realize that that name is PURELY my minor preference. In reality, you could call me anything you want, because I'd never be able to do anything about it.
Exactly. Nixion means nothing (at least someone told me it did. I can't find evidence of that anywhere) and Strange is obvious. The name is nothing more then a mask. What other may call me
Well it may be a good thing that we don't pick our name when we're born because then we'd be sentient and WHO wants to be sentient and go through birth? Plus, we'd have a bunch of people called Blade and Rose or something.
After this I will have to go for 3 hours at least.
Lynxia was the Aztec goddess of time. Lost because Lynxia got lost. There was a whole story about her helping some farmer, got lost in the Underworld and then was kidnapped. Him, hint - her animal symbol was a lynx. The animal was named after her.
Fun fact- The cat in Cinderella is also Lucifer. Plus, in the context that the name is used in it can refer to either the devil OR the king of Babylonia.
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#You got designer shades just to hide your face.#
I hate this one too! But they're so catchy!!!!!
i'm going to go for about an hour
Bye!
Bye Nix! *hugs*
byii nix
type in http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gvjbLYXnQmE&feature=related
May the fours be with you nix! Hi chloe!
Sorry, disappeared for a bit there . . . But i'm back now:)
Msd.
Oh, and HI L!
Haa im on aa i currently sit in a hotel :D
WB Star.
Second to last chapter...
hi star!
theres this im sexy and i know it parody called im jewish and you know it, if there are any jews out there dont watch it
Hello.
Hey Cal!
hi calamity
Sorry I've not said much, today...I've just been thinking...
What's up Luce?
Hi cal and zaf!
im watchin a psyco pageant kid on a news thing
Zaf?
ALL I WANT FOR CHRISTMAS IS YOUUUU
i blame my bro for singing christmas songs
I might disappear for some time, randomly...
kk
ZAF! ZAFIRA! *points upwards*
OK L.
Fair enough Star.
K L.
..
OMGG. I've just typed the last words on the last chapter...! I can't believe it... It's finished!
chris moyles
show me the way to aberystwyth
brb.
kk
brb
Im totally not crying.
bac
whats the matter eve?
Back.
What's up Eve?
'It's not a page. It's a community. It's a family. It's the only place where I feel like I belong. Anywhere else I am labelled an emo, slag, slut, freak, geek, nerd or any other label that people think is offensive. When I came to the page, I was on the brink of suicide...I've tried to commit suicide so many times, it's unreal...The only thing that was keeping me here, was you guys. Everyone in the SP community. Every time something goes wrong in my life...I just think of all you...How strong all you are and everything you've got through. How you're still smiling, now. You're still making others smile, too. Every time I get insulted, which is every day, I just think of all the nice things you've said about me, in the past...Because...After eleven years, I still can't seem to get people to stop insulting me, on a daily basis...However, talking to you guys I don't feel so alienated, so stupid, so horrible...I feel accepted, for once..Like I actually am someone. If it wasn't for you guys I would probably have committed suicide, or not have forced myself to eat, again...You guys are why I stopped self-harming and...I can't thank you enough...Seriously...'
Should this quote be part of GGG? It brought the page back together and is about SP...I was talking to her, earlier...And she was happy to accept it. She has already admitted that it was her that said this to Andrew, Joe, Becky, Nathan and Ellie, and everything...But, what do you all think?
That pretty much sums up how I feel about this place too. When I got here I was still seeing my shrink with no effect. When I started talking here I felt better.
I just watched Titanic for the first time. And I did not cry. Mum wouldn't give up though. She was looking for a tear. But I did not cry.
No, I cry over stupid things.
Did you write that, Lucy?
I never cried at the Titanic film. Yes, it's sad what happened but why cry about something that happened in the past. I have to tell myself this everyday otherwise I would never leave my room.
ive never seen titanic
i think the end of the woman in black is sad
as taylor swift said
it was enchanting to meet you
Don't say a thing about the Woman in Black!!! Okay?????
:P
I got a little teary, sure, but it's the same kind of thing when you look at a screen without blinking.
Never seen Woman in Black.
i almost choked on popcorn
my friend was clinging to my other friend, scared
and my other friend was laughing their head off through out it all
i see her in my dreams
I had to force myself not to laugh at the musicians for some reason.
I almost cried at the end, when all the plates smashed. *sniff sniff*
when he sees the dead kids, i was like....
ARGHHHH!!!!!!!!
ROCKY, ROCKY, ROCKY!
(Distant, I'm watching Rocky III)
OMGG! Some one looked at my blog who's in South Korea!!!!!!
kk
cool
LOL! 555 pageviews from OZ for all time!
K Zath.
I didn't write it. Robyn wrote it. Well, Jordan. She's one of the regs on the SP Fb fanpage. But should it be included with the GGG?
And Woman In Black is shit. Js.
now, the 6 mery murderesses from the cook county jail in their rendition of (uh uh) the cell block tango
What's the GGG?
well, i beg to differ it scared me
I had to lock myself in my room and shove furniture against the door to avoid a three-night Rocky marathon.
There were three movies, right?
Gift for the Golden God, Lynx.
Nooooo!
Not Mick!
Oh OK Luce.
What's that?
youllneedtofindyourselfanewhero.blogspot.co.uk
Nah, there's 6 of them now. :P
L, did you see my GGG post?
Yes, Mist. I saw your post. I check the blog every day. I am obsessing over the GGG at the moment...
Six?!
Well, I thought there were three James Bond movies, so...
Can I join Luce? Pwetty Pwease?
this used to b a funhouse
now its full of evil clowns!
Yep. Everyone and anyone can join. Just give me your e-mail and I shall add you. :)
lizzie123452011@hotmail.co.uk
Luv P!nk
same! saw her in concert
Thanks L! I'll post One For You there next week.
We're posting everything for Derek.
So, what about the quote? Should it go into the folder, or not? (yeah, I already bought a folder...It's eco-friendly and is made out of only recycled leather!).
I reckon it should be.
i think it should!
I love P!nk! Yay!
*is now looking through the "I'm Not Dead" album*
have u read my new blog?
Yeah, it wouldn't let me comment though...
Yeah, put it in, Delta!!
(aka Luciana Scáth)
I am not going to make another concert speech :P
thnx for reading it, im trying to get better at english so next year i can try to get and a for gcse
I'll put it on the blog, then.
It's just a place for me to compile everything, for now. I might put random quotes from people and paragraphs and such in between other things like fanfictions and fanart...Or we could split them up into themes...?
kk, i'll add Delta
Probably...maybe...
I'd put art in one section, messages to Derek in another section, and stories in another section. If there were sections. :P
Yeah, I am going to be logical about it all.
So fanart in one section which can be followed by messages to Derek and then fanfictions at the end. Random quotes etc. can be used to split them up? Because I like randomly quoting people. :')
Hi everyone! I'll be distant, drawing
Ooh! I'll put my pic of Melancholia on the blog!
Arrrrrgh, that be a good idea.
Hi Willow!!
Hi Willow!
hi willow
Yes, do that, Lynxia! I wanna see it!!
Commented on both fanart posts!
Can we say on there that Derek is more awesome than a monkey wearing a tuxedo made out of bacon whilst riding a cyborg unicorn with a lightsayber for the horn on the tip of a space shuttle on its way to Mars whilst engulfed in flames?
(If you watch Russell Howard's Good News you'll get it!)
I think, if we're going to split it up with quotes, that we should leave the most touching 'til last? Or put it right at the beginning! What do you think, of that? (you don't have to agree with me, remember! Majority votes and all).
Most emotional last.
Only Derek is awesomer than things that are engulfed in flames. *nods*
Last, definitely.
Okie dokie, then. :') So let me know if you have any great quotes from people. IF ONE MAKES PEOPLE CRY WE MUST USE THAT ONE. Okay? Okay.
kk
Life Advice:
Whenever you are giving a public apology, always end it with "I just want to make the world a better place" and then start crying. Be sure to turn your face away and say, "I'm sorry, I can't go on"
Use the awesome monkey thing! ^^^
I'm so good at coming up with stuff that makes people cry with happiness or sorrow or anything...
OKAY!!!
ONIONS IN YOUR FACE!!
That one will bring tears to your eyes.
Um...
I don't know - what kind of thing do you want? Where I pour my heart out and explain how Derek actually saved my life, even if it wasn't directly?
the woman in black brings tears into my eyes, its sad
I have to go now. Dinner! Bye! *huggies*
Bye Lynxia!!
Kill him...Kill him...TAKE HIS HEAD OFF, ROCKY!
I mean..Just generally. I know that Jordan was holding back with what she said. She just said what she felt was necessary for everyone to stop fighting and taking sides....
But only say something if you feel like you need to. It's always best, then. You don't have to, it's just if you ever do, it'd be much appreciated. :')
Good show, Delta.
Hello people!
kk, do you want to give me a description?
*fumbles with iPod*
Hi Rim!
hi willow
Hi people who arrived, bye people who left!
Yes! Rocky is the NEW HEAVY WEIGHT CHAMPION OF THE WORLD! ...AGAIN. But I knew it would happen anyway...
...
Now, what did I miss while I was watching the movie?
You missed onions in your face!!
i <3 thats amore
when the moon hits ur eye like a big pizza pie
i dont like onions :(
*has finished reading the comments*
Okay. And now I need to comment on GGG...
Oh, and *dodges onions*
*pokes Eve*
brb gotta change pc so will b a few mins
Onions are nice once you stop crying. I didn't cry at the woman in black, at the end of the film I said "Is he dead? Good." then walked out of the cinema. It was sooo boring!!
I like the idea of categorising the GGG stuff.
MSD
*pokes him back*
RIM!!! HOW COULD YOU??? I DIDN'T KNOW HE DIED, I HAVEN'T WATCHED IT YET!!!
The kids die throughout the whole film!! It's hardly a shock!! And I'm sorry...
Eh. The main characters die in most horrors anyway.
Any of you seen The dictator yet? I need to see it.
im back
well my friend was laughing throughout WIB
my other friend is scared of bubbles
i wanna c that!
Bbl making brownies!
kk
i need i description for delta, eve
or do you want delta to b of my own description?
Bye Rim!
Are you talking about Delta Goodrem?
the one you told me to add in my new blog story, is that the one?
Um...I don't remember saying anything about a Delta...
Bye, whoever left...
AND THE DICTATOR IS SO F*CKING FUNNY! So many people didn't get in to see it, though even with I.D! Then there was me and my mates, I didn't have I.D but got in, anyways. S'all good.
Who's Delta? :s
im going to work on my new blog part 2, feel free to comment on part 1
I'm drawing Valkyrie, nowwwwww. I draw her a lot, though. Haha. ^_^ STILL TERRIBLE, THOUGH. C:
I dunno...
Which blog, Chloe?
That was not an hour
I might upload a couple of my fanart drafts at the same time...I tend to do a couple of drafts to get the image in my head, before drawing the fanart I want to keep the most. :')
Hi Nix! It most certainly was not
Okay Luce :)
Hello, Nix. :)
Msd
Wbd, more than I am, nowww. :c
Kay Lucy
Think Mist's disappeared
Hey L, could you add a gaget for GGG so I can follow it?
How'd you do that, Nix? *is hopeless at life* :s
If you breifly made me a admin, i could do it, then you could make me a contributer again
I shall just keep you as an admin. :')
Cool!
Tell me when you've done it
I trust you enough, so why not. :')
Doneeeeeeee.
Because you might be crazy and think I could remove you as admin. But if I do that, you have permission to kill me, because then I've become evil
I have put a gadget up? I always forgot I wasn't following the blog, and it never crossed my mind people were posting
*!
I trust you enough to not do so and I don't need to be admin. I have everything I need saved to my laptop, anyway. :') Also, I'd kill you with or without permission. XD
I am probably going to put my ordinary copies of my fanart in the folder, anyway (if they go in, at all :L) which makes things easier. :3 I might print off some things, now...
Back but will be distant.
My Aunt is making me watch Hairspray. Grease I can stand but this is just a bit weird...
Hi Lynxia
I watched five minutes of Hairspray... ugh
I love Grease! It's amazing! This is ok but a bit dull...
What is it with musical titles and hair products? Oh, by the way, hello.
Hi Reingo. I can remember your name now
Hey L, it's okay if I post something, yeah?
Hello... Reingo? Whatevs.
Oh good! But if you still sometimes have problems remembering it, realize that that name is PURELY my minor preference. In reality, you could call me anything you want, because I'd never be able to do anything about it.
Okay Potato Salad
Yeah, Nix. Post whatever you like! :')
And HELLO NEW PERSON THAT'S PROBABLY ONLY NEW TO ME. ^_^ *waves*
I said...
Names are only illusions that are cast in an attempt to give us personalities before we develop one.
Exactly. Nixion means nothing (at least someone told me it did. I can't find evidence of that anywhere) and Strange is obvious. The name is nothing more then a mask. What other may call me
Well it may be a good thing that we don't pick our name when we're born because then we'd be sentient and WHO wants to be sentient and go through birth? Plus, we'd have a bunch of people called Blade and Rose or something.
Okay Lynxia!
Bye, Lynxia!
Luciana - the 'Luci' bit comes from:
Lucy - I look like a Lucy, apparently...
Lucifer - I am often called the devil. :3
L - I like the letter L...
And the 'ana' bit...Just sounded cool, I guess...Plus I have an awesome friend called Anna. XD
Then 'Scáth' Gaelic for Shadows and I am obsessed with the dark, shadows, anything people might refer to as 'spooky'... *shrugs*
My name is actually based on one of my personalities. :')
Did Eve dissapear?
OH AND DEATH NOTE. I LOVE LIGHT. AND L IS ALSO COOL. BOTH THEIR NAMES BEGIN WITH AN L, WHICH INCREASED MY LOVE FOR THE LETTER L. ^_^
I think Eve may have disappeared, yes. *nods*
After this I will have to go for 3 hours at least.
Lynxia was the Aztec goddess of time.
Lost because Lynxia got lost. There was a whole story about her helping some farmer, got lost in the Underworld and then was kidnapped.
Him, hint - her animal symbol was a lynx. The animal was named after her.
LYNXIA THAT'S SO COOL. C:
My name has lost all meaning, because of how awesome yours is.....
I should have thought for more than 5 minutes about my taken name...
Bye Lynxia!
Fun fact- The cat in Cinderella is also Lucifer. Plus, in the context that the name is used in it can refer to either the devil OR the king of Babylonia.
I also like cats...So it's all good. :')
So then... Let's make this lull in the conversation even more awkward by acknowledging it.
Hahaha. *awkward platypus*
Gotta go
Bye!
Bye, Nix.
Then again... Aren't all Platypuses awkward?
They probably are, actually. :3
Someone be on please...
Bye, personwhosenameIstillcannotbebotheredtotype.
LAV!!!!!!! *tacklehugs* I've missed you! ARE YOU BACK FOR GOOD, NOW?!?!?
Oh...I still need to do dedications...
*gets tackle hugged*
Uh, not really... I missed you too, L. Hi. :)
I'm just here for a bit cause I got things to do. Although I might come back later today.
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