The man with silver hair screams in anger. His whole body is covered in scratches and bruises. Three of his ribs are broken, one protruding from his skin and pushing painfully against his jacket. "Why!?" He shouts at the sky. "WHY DID YOU HAVE TO TAKE AWAY MY LIFE!?" He falls to his knees, bruises sending pain along his legs. He feels like sobbing but he is too strong for that. His ego won't allow him to, even as he grieves for his murdered family. He wants to go back to the room that holds Death Rose's corpse and destroy it. He wishes he could make her feel the same pain he felt on the day of his family's murder... But he can't. If he goes back, he'll die. He doesn't want to die. He doesn't want to kill of the last of his kind. He wants his wife. He wants his two children. He wants his old life back. The life before Death Rose destroyed everything. Everything he knew. Everything he wanted...
@Fabi: You'll never have a point in this world where everyone is okay. :/ So whatever you paint over, there'll still be patches of the original colour. You don't have a massive paint brush. You can't do everything. But be glad you care. It shows you're human. :)
I was thinking of everyone who _______, but I don't want to say what ______ is because it's too late at night for me to start on an emotional speech and there are some parts to the story that I can't tell people here because it's really... Personal. So yeah.
So cute. It's crazy how kids can get so upset by things like that. When my brothers were little, they had to have their toast with a circle of butter right in the middle. If not, all hell broke loose.
I'm GRAND! I think I had hay fever because of some sneezing fits I had. Sneezing fits are very dangerous. You could be cutting a piece of cake and then suddenly you've accidentally stabbed everyone in the room. Awfully dangerous. Haven't been doing too much though. Life's at a slightly boring stage at the moment.
We, being me and Dean who is the kids legal guardian, brought the 2 older kids to hospital about 2 weeks ago because I noticed they had a bad cough.
Now they are twins, a boy and a girl and the boy is blind. They are 10. But I noticed they both had a bad cough and were pale so we went into hospital because the boy was due for a checkup anyway so we said fuck it, we'll bring them both in.
Anyway, the doctors were concerned about the cough and the fact that they were both so pale so they did blood tests on the both of them. Then we got the results a few days after and the doctors discovered that they both have the gene that has the lung cancer.
So either one of them or both of them could eventually contract lung cancer, like their dad.
So at the moment with the doctors and their social workers, we have been talking through their options and what could happen and what can be done as they get older.
Plus we have that bitch and her custody case in a few weeks, as well as all the emotional shit for the next three months.
It would be fair to say that I am slightly stressed.
It's just the next 3 months will be hard. So hard.
Chase's birthday is in November. Our first christmas without Chase and our wedding anniversary is in December and then his 1 year anniversary is in January.
Em... There will be hardships in life. That's what life is. It's all hard and when it comes to end, which I hope is not for some time, thee will be something amazing. Just pull through! Life is shit at times but it has it's perks!
Think of the ear like a line. The good things make the line go up and the bad things bring the line down. The next three months will bring the line down. It will seem hard to climb back up but you will. You may see something dark and scary and painful wen you see that dip but there is also a rising on the other side. You'll rise, babe. You'll rise above it all. You're so amazing. It may be a challenge but all the best things are. It may feel like your world is collapsing but we are your safe place, or if were not, find one.
This is my safe place and has always been my safe place.
But this is heavy stuff and there are times when I feel so guilty that I'm telling you all this because this is not fair on you all.
I know Chase was all your friend too and that you have gone through him dying like I have but everything after that event happening shouldn't be your concern and I just feel guilty...
Aw, Em! It's okay! You have to put up with all our problems and you help us through, it's only fair! Even though I dislike my blood sisters immensely in real life, I would never let hem suffer in silence. You're my big sister Em, one I actually like... I can't let you feel guilty! Feeling guilty makes your line go lower.
Don't feel guilty, beautiful. There is no need. We're here for you. We're always here. Through troubles and hardships, we are always supporting you!
About the homework, though . . . I was going to start drawing this thing . . . expect I realised I don't have any paper . . . Well, I do, but not the paper they have . . . although it is art paper, plus I have my sketchbook . . .
. . . I'm talking like Emi from Dragona's fanfic . . .
This boy at school's starting this Satanist cult. XD He's not serious or anything, but yeah. In RS they were planning to harvest me as a sacrifice -_-. And in English he and this other boy were drawing upside-down crosses and stars and 666 all over their hands. It's interesting, though, the 666 thing. Because I was thinking that although the boy opposite me thinks he's 666, he's actually really 555, because he's still just being typically human, talking in lessons and copying his friend, and then I though, well that depends on your perspective of the word 666, because obviously I think of it as the way it's portrayed in The Heretic Anthem, as 666-y people being different and standing out from the crowd and going against the norm, but if you look at his version of 666, he's obviously much more 666 than me. So then I thought, it isn't what things are, it's what things mean to people. And I thought it was like Moss's purple carrots. She likes the purple carrots because of what they mean to her, of being the less popular people, and yet other people think they're evil because they have a different perspective of things. And that was as far as I really got with the thinking, but I think that as far as opinions go, people should remember that different things mean different things to different people, because it can save a lot of upset and/or confusion.
I'm actually vaguely annoyed about the 666 thing. It's sort of distantly a number I like. Like, I don't really know which room we're in for science when, but I know we're in K66 on Mondays because 66 and 66 and IF YOU'RE 555 THEN I'M 666 and Slipknot. And we were in K66 for second period on Personal Development day, and I got slightly excited about that and remembered the number. And when they're putting 666 on their hands, they're just basically turning it to trash, because I don't like them and I think their whole Satanist thing is very stupid. But on the other hand, the number 666 was originally something to be feared because of the devil association, and then it was just the devil association without the fear as people became less religious, and then Slipknot stole it, so they're being more original than me.
Also . . . one of the boys was saying how in their cult they hated religious people. Me: But you are being religious! Satanism is a religion! Them: *go 'what'? for a bit* Whatever. We hate anyone who follows God. Me: But Buddhists are religious, and they don't have a God. Them: *go 'what'? for a bit* *give up and talk about something else*
Why I bother is beyond me. :P
Anyway. It's not the things that's important, it's what it means to people. :)
This song was on in the car yesterday. I kind of like it.
You dress me up, I'm your puppet You buy me things, I love it You bring me food, I need it You give me love, I feed it
And look at the two of us in sympathy With everything we see I never want anything, it's easy You buy whatever I need
But look at my hopes, look at my dreams The currency we've spent I love you, you pay my rent I love you, you pay my rent
You phone me in the evening on hearsay And bought me caviar You took me to a restaurant off Broadway To tell me who you are
We never ever argue, we never calculate The currency we've spent I love you, you pay my rent I love you, you pay my rent I love you, you pay my rent
I'm your puppet I love it
And look at the two of us in sympathy And sometimes ecstasy Words mean so little, and money less When you're lying next to me
But look at my hopes, look at my dreams The currency we've spent I love you, you pay my rent I love you, you pay my rent Ooh, I love you, you pay my rent
Look at my hopes, look at my dreams The currency we've spent I love you, you pay my rent I love you, you pay my rent
Look at my hopes, look at my dreams The currency we've spent I love you, you pay my rent I love you, you pay my rent I love you, you pay my rent (It's easy, it's so easy) You pay my rent (It's easy, it's so easy) You pay my rent (It's easy, it's so easy) I love you (It's easy, it's so easy) (It's easy, it's so easy) (It's easy, it's so easy) (It's easy, it's so easy) (It's easy, it's so easy) (It's easy, it's so easy) (It's easy, it's so easy)
lol, I'm always like that xD. By the way, are you a pluviophile? it's my new favorite definition for myself... Actually, I should add that to my username too...
Hello, Adra... Chipotle? Yes, it does go really well on chicken. :]
@Star I'm still here, lol. This is just the slowest conversation in the world, lol. Pluviophile (n) a lover of rain; someone who finds joy and peace of mind during rainy days.
It's rainy here. It's really grey and dark and gloomy, meaning you just permanently need a light on, and it's cold and damp and wet and yeah. I don't think I'm a pluviophile. :P . . . Spellcheck is saying that isn't a word. -_-
Oh, by the way, they're wearing masks, and... it's in black and white..., but here's a picture of my brother who got engaged and his new fiance. It was the night before he proposed, and they went to an opera. :]
There used to be a Mexican restaurant near where I lived, and they served flautas like literally no one else serves flautas. The restaurant was called Chevy's, but it closed up a few years ago, and I miss it terribly! The nearest one isn't but several hours away.
WALIYHA SHE FOLLOWED MY INSTAGRAM I LOVE HER SO MUCH SHE IS SO PERFECT AND AMAZING AND BEAUTIFUL AND PERFECT AND DID I SAY THAT SHE FOLLOWED MY INSTAGRAM?!
Hm. I'll just say I am going to do a thing because now that I've said it, I cannot pretend to forget or procrastinate or let myself push me off of the idea, because I have already said it. It will be done, because I told y'all it would. It's completely irrelevant to here but I'm saying it in the hope that it may stop me from stopping myself from getting the thing/s.
LOL, Star, when I created my photobucket... SO long ago, I was obsessed with Eragon.... This was before SP, obviously. Eragon, actually, was my first obsession, I think.
It was, Adra! I was SOooo disappointed after watching the movie!
@Taia They're pretty good..., although to be honest, I got the last book a couple years ago and still haven't read it... Well, he took two years to write it, and by that time, I'd forgotten too many little details in the previous three to read the last one, and I've never felt like reading all four again xD
@Adra: I respect (some of) his wishes. Even if they are dumb. :P
There are many books which I am meaning to read. I have no time to read them in. I kind of wish the books we are set for the English literature course were longer. I have a lot of free English lesson time currently to read them in the back of the class, but the length means I'm through two of the three (+ notes on the first), and they don't start teaching the course until some time in November... :P
I really like the part where -----, because I really wish I could ----. :)
@Taia: I agree with Adra. STEAL THEM!!!
I never watched the movie. I have poor opinion on movies made from good books, though. If the book is awesome, the movie will be worse. That's my theory. :)
@Mara: I only have five people subscribing to me on YouTube. :P LONERRRRRRR.
There's this line in I Am Hated by Slipknot that goes: "Now I'm not pretty and I'm not cool But I'm fat and I'm ugly and proud, so fuck you"
and it's awesome. :)
. . . My mind is doing that rambling thing again. XD
The Eragon movie was terrible, and so was the game. Yes I had the game too. Still have the movie somewhere but I only watched it once. The plot of the story needed to be a lot more like the books, but that wasn't the main problem. The problem was the SCRIPT.
My brothers never let me read their books. I'd just go out and buy then. :3 then they'd say that I was wasting money on getting copies when we already had that BUT THEY WOULDNT LET ME READ THEM
As a rule, I rarely watch films based on books. Or play video games based on films. Those are HORRIBLE.
As for films based on video games... I will see what the Assassin's Creed film will be like, and what the Mass Effect film (yes, there IS going to be one some time in the next five years or so) will be like.
If they don't make those two films good, I'm complaining. Especially about the Mass Effect one, but still.
I think I saw a very small part of the Eragon movie, but not enough to get very much from it. It seemed pretty poor in standard, from what I remember, though. ^^
@Star(again): *nods* I guess it means I'm ahead-ish in the course, kind of, but idk. It's not as though I know what the course involves, except for the books which we read study. :P
And, on the homework - Yay! and aw. :( Homework is mean like that.
I actually have no set homework, though I should probably be working on coursework things. And I should really start another piece for my art work, but I don't know what I am supposed to be doing, so that's not so easy, really. :P
@Dragona: I don't watch a lot of films in general. I think the usual action is read the books first, and then watch the film, so that the book (which is usually better) is not spoiled, but, equally, if you want to enjoy the film, and know that the book will be better, does it make more sense to watch the film first, so that both are enjoyable on some level? I'm never sure. ^^
It probably depends more on the book and the makers of the film, but, I don't know.
Also, on video games based on films, they are generally not particularly great, but I spent the best part of two days playing Shrek 2 on GBA, recently. Not because it's particularly good, but because I started and I had a goal to complete it fully from the beginning. :P
@Taia: Could you just, like, fill notebooks with song lyrics? Or bring another book in? But that might be harder.
Hmm. Maybe you should save it till you know what you're doing, depending on when that is?
I don't like reading ahead in stuff. It means I get bored quicker. :/ But getting ahead in the course is a plus. :)
@Adra: I always used to steal my sister's books. Now we share books (sort of. We still have 'mine' and 'hers', they're just on the same bookcase and we can read all of them whenever we want, besides the ones of mine that were too old for her when we set up this system and I need to make her read a few of them now . . .
@Taia: Steal without him noticing?
@Dragona: There's a film sooner or later? Cool! :)
Mass Effect: On May 24, 2010, EA announced that Legendary Pictures and Warner Bros. acquired the rights to a Mass Effect film, with the game's executive producer Casey Hudson, as well as Ray Muzyka and Greg Zeschuck from BioWare, serving as executive producers. Initially, Legendary planned to produce the film with Thomas Tull, Jon Jashni, and Avi Arad, with a screenplay by Mark Protosevich. Protosevich and the producers have stated that the film will follow the plot of the original game. On October 24, 2012, Variety announced that Morgan Davis Foehl would be writing the screenplay.
@Star: I could, I guess, or even just sit and scribble. I sit with earphones in when reading so I don't get distracted so easily by what else is going on in the classroom, and have considered listening to music and actually not reading the books yet, but I think my teacher has some ideas of tasks she wants doing. I think she is planning on feeding in the tasks/notes/whatnot that I/we have written when she begins the course, but I'm not really sure. I agree with not wanting to read ahead because it makes me prone to boredom, but it's what I'm told to do, and there's not a lot else that's constructive that I can do, really. But yeah. Thanks. :)
@Star: :P I'm sure he wouldn't notice. But, idk. My moral senses are something of a mess. :P I might do, if I end up with nothing to read, though. :)
@Adra: :P Do you want a paragraph, too? I can write you a paragraph. With words. Maybe. Hm. *thinks for words* ... I read some words recently... Like... Erythrean. Meaning red in colour / redness. Or propinquity - Intimacy between people. (Be that proximity, similarity or kinship.) *nods* I think 'harrowing' is a pretty good word, though. Not sure why, but I like it. It's also a lot easier to use than the other two. :P
Sorry for disappearing, finishing off my rainbow tree. :)
@Taia: Mmh. Okay, then. :/ I guess you can just do what you're doing and not much else. :(
And - okay. :) I know what you mean. I used to not be able to say "It's five to twelve" when it was seven minutes to, because it felt like lying. :P Now I've got more used to being asked the time, and have come to terms with the fact that my watch will be a few minutes different to other people's watches and clocks and phones, so maybe it is ACTUALLY five minute to.
@Adra: On words, actually, there are words which are not words, but are used as words. Like, some people in my English class were debating whether "learnt" is a word, or whether the correct term is always "learned", today. They were told that learnt is not a word by my English teacher, in response, but spell-check does not seem to mind, now... I think it's cool how language changes. Also, my physics teacher keeps stating that he is/will be extremely "dischuffed" with people. And he's deadly, scary serious but it is SO hard to stifle a smirk. :P Words which are not words are awesome, just like words which ARE words. I like words. OH. Which reminds me of another word- *goes to find it* : LOGASTELLUS [noun] a person whose enthusiasm for words outstrips their knowledge of them.
@Adra: My rambling is not very much scholarly, so much as just rambling. :P
I'm doing good, thanks Lykira! Also, it's good to see you. :)
@Star: *nods* :) Execpt, my clock is NEVER wrong. :P ...In truth, my clock currently reads 2:09. BUT I like it wrong because it means I have to work out what the time actually is, which is more effort but interesting practice. Add on 18 hours and two minutes. It's weird, because I kind of come to realise that the actual time does not necessarily matter. It leads me to trust my own instinct. eg. *looks at time* "Oh, it's gone 2pm. I should probably eat food." Or *looks at clock* *cannot be bothered with simple arithmetic* *actually considers hunger level, instead* *acts accordingly*
DEREKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK!!!!!!! We need your HELPPPP Q.Q our best friend STEPHANIE (she is real) have her birthday :3 and we would like to made a big present..and yes we had think about many things and then we think about you (because you are really awesome and you are our rock star ;) ) it would be very cool when you make a picture for her, or a video or something really legendary (because it's you) the Party is on the 26th October. We hope you help us pleas (Sorry for my bad englisch we come from germany) !! :)
Love
your crazy groupies from the book fair in Leipzig 2013 (the girls with the spontaneously poster)
DEREKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK!!!!!!! We need your HELPPPP Q.Q our best friend STEPHANIE (she is real) have her birthday :3 and we would like to made a big present..and yes we had think about many things and then we think about you (because you are really awesome and you are our rock star ;) ) it would be very cool when you make a picture for her, or a video or something really legendary (because it's you) the Party is on the 26th October. We hope you help us pleas (Sorry for my bad englisch we come from germany) !! :)
Love
your crazy groupies from the book fair in Leipzig 2013 (the girls with the spontaneously poster)
DEREKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK!!!!!!! We need your HELPPPP Q.Q our best friend STEPHANIE (she is real) have her birthday :3 and we would like to made a big present..and yes we had think about many things and then we think about you (because you are really awesome and you are our rock star ;) ) it would be very cool when you make a picture for her, or a video or something really legendary (because it's you) the Party is on the 26th October. We hope you help us pleas (Sorry for my bad englisch we come from germany) !! :)
Love
your crazy groupies from the book fair in Leipzig 2013 (the girls with the spontaneously poster)
DEREKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK!!!!!!! We need your HELPPPP Q.Q our best friend STEPHANIE (she is real) have her birthday :3 and we would like to made a big present..and yes we had think about many things and then we think about you (because you are really awesome and you are our rock star ;) ) it would be very cool when you make a picture for her, or a video or something really legendary (because it's you) the Party is on the 26th October. We hope you help us pleas (Sorry for my bad englisch we come from germany) !! :)
Love
your crazy groupies from the book fair in Leipzig 2013 (the girls with the spontaneously poster)
4,965 comments:
«Oldest ‹Older 601 – 800 of 4965 Newer› Newest»XD
i've only seen some, but they're amazing...
Mm.
I'm breathing poetry right now so msd.
#ChaseForBook9
kay
my cat, my huge, Labrador-sized cat, is sitting on the back of my chair and is slowly falling onto my back...
I'm starting to grow... Tired. I think it might be best for me to go.
I love you all... [hugs]
#ChaseForBook9
by fab. love ya too (AAF)
The man with silver hair screams in anger. His whole body is covered in scratches and bruises. Three of his ribs are broken, one protruding from his skin and pushing painfully against his jacket. "Why!?" He shouts at the sky. "WHY DID YOU HAVE TO TAKE AWAY MY LIFE!?"
He falls to his knees, bruises sending pain along his legs. He feels like sobbing but he is too strong for that. His ego won't allow him to, even as he grieves for his murdered family. He wants to go back to the room that holds Death Rose's corpse and destroy it. He wishes he could make her feel the same pain he felt on the day of his family's murder... But he can't.
If he goes back, he'll die.
He doesn't want to die.
He doesn't want to kill of the last of his kind.
He wants his wife.
He wants his two children.
He wants his old life back.
The life before Death Rose destroyed everything.
Everything he knew.
Everything he wanted...
Everything he loved...
What?))
drama! :O
Oh, you haven't read it all, have you...? That's only a tiny bit of what I wrote...
Gimmie a sec and I'll make a blog post about it!!))
na, i read it all... i thnk...
Okay...
IDK!!
nope apparently not!
i commented.
could you look at this please people:
http://lonleysnow.blogspot.com.au/2013/10/something-i-wrote-and-dont-really-want.html
g2g, BYE!
*drifts in*
#ChaseForBookNine
Hey Star! I may have finished that horrible story!!!))
New carrot post on my Vivid blog...
My vivid carrot on new blog post...
My new post on vivid carrot blog...
Riiiiight.
Mumblefuddle.
#ChaseForBook9
@Death: Well, it was horrible in what happened in it, but it was amazing, writing-wise. :)
And - aw. :( Finished?
#ChaseForBookNine
*hugs Fabi* :) Mumblefuddle indeed. :)
#ChaseForBookNine
*Hugs Fabi* I have those days...
Finished for now, at least...
Yup.
I need to sleep now, I have the PSAT tomorrow at a strange school I've never been to before...
I won't be able to sleep now, because I still don't know if everyone's okay, but I should be trying anyway...
#ChaseForBook9
@Fabi: You'll never have a point in this world where everyone is okay. :/ So whatever you paint over, there'll still be patches of the original colour. You don't have a massive paint brush. You can't do everything. But be glad you care. It shows you're human. :)
#ChaseFOrBookNine
[hugs Deathy and Star]
I meant a particular group of everyone... But yeah...
#ChaseForBook9
POSTED.
inkystar.blogspot.com
I'm over halfway through my succession of short chapters. :)
#ChaseForBookNine
That sounded stupid...
I was thinking of everyone who _______, but I don't want to say what ______ is because it's too late at night for me to start on an emotional speech and there are some parts to the story that I can't tell people here because it's really... Personal. So yeah.
I've said too much about it already. :-/
I should go... [hugs]
#ChaseForBook9
I'll read when I'm awake...
#ChaseForBook9
So cute. It's crazy how kids can get so upset by things like that. When my brothers were little, they had to have their toast with a circle of butter right in the middle. If not, all hell broke loose.
*hugs Fabi* I could say more, but yeah. Go to sleep. :)
Thanks.
#ChaseForBookNine
... My little brother is yelling at me because dad called us on the home phone and it stuffed up his game... What re Hell did I do?
IS HERE!
BUT NO ONE ELSE IS!
THAT'S SAD!
I'm here. What are you talking about!!
It was sad that there was no one here but now there is so now I'm HAPPY (insert smiley face)!
How you doing, Death???
I'm good. I'm getting hay fever or somethin'... I'm also trying to figure out which one if the RWBY I'd be...
You?
I'm GRAND! I think I had hay fever because of some sneezing fits I had. Sneezing fits are very dangerous. You could be cutting a piece of cake and then suddenly you've accidentally stabbed everyone in the room. Awfully dangerous.
Haven't been doing too much though. Life's at a slightly boring stage at the moment.
Haha, my eyes hurt like Hell...
…and my eyes are perfeclty dandy.
Maybe it's jus being jabbed repeatedly by mascara and eyeliner... Have you ever been attacked with that form of torture?
Can't say I have, Death, but it sounds terrible!
Is your picture a crossover between David Tennant, Tiger and Harry Potter? Because if it is, it's AWESOME!
I have no idea... I know it's ten and Tyger...
Ouch...
Hello...
Are you okay, Em? *Huggles*
Not really, I'm tired.
Had a rough few days.
Do you want to talk about it? I'm always here! *Hugs tighter* I love you. Don't forget!!
We, being me and Dean who is the kids legal guardian, brought the 2 older kids to hospital about 2 weeks ago because I noticed they had a bad cough.
Now they are twins, a boy and a girl and the boy is blind. They are 10. But I noticed they both had a bad cough and were pale so we went into hospital because the boy was due for a checkup anyway so we said fuck it, we'll bring them both in.
Anyway, the doctors were concerned about the cough and the fact that they were both so pale so they did blood tests on the both of them.
Then we got the results a few days after and the doctors discovered that they both have the gene that has the lung cancer.
So either one of them or both of them could eventually contract lung cancer, like their dad.
So at the moment with the doctors and their social workers, we have been talking through their options and what could happen and what can be done as they get older.
Plus we have that bitch and her custody case in a few weeks, as well as all the emotional shit for the next three months.
It would be fair to say that I am slightly stressed.
Wow... I don't know what to say... I guess we can only hope that the gene doesn't kick in... *Hugs*
And that bitch, if I ever meet her, I will beat her senseless and then keep going.
Em, you're amazing. I can't begin to fathom how hard this must be on you, but you're being so strong. You're amazing, sister.
It's just the next 3 months will be hard. So hard.
Chase's birthday is in November. Our first christmas without Chase and our wedding anniversary is in December and then his 1 year anniversary is in January.
I just... *takes a deep breath*
..... Oh
Em... There will be hardships in life. That's what life is. It's all hard and when it comes to end, which I hope is not for some time, thee will be something amazing. Just pull through! Life is shit at times but it has it's perks!
Think of the ear like a line. The good things make the line go up and the bad things bring the line down. The next three months will bring the line down. It will seem hard to climb back up but you will. You may see something dark and scary and painful wen you see that dip but there is also a rising on the other side. You'll rise, babe. You'll rise above it all. You're so amazing. It may be a challenge but all the best things are. It may feel like your world is collapsing but we are your safe place, or if were not, find one.
This is my safe place and has always been my safe place.
But this is heavy stuff and there are times when I feel so guilty that I'm telling you all this because this is not fair on you all.
I know Chase was all your friend too and that you have gone through him dying like I have but everything after that event happening shouldn't be your concern and I just feel guilty...
Aw, Em! It's okay! You have to put up with all our problems and you help us through, it's only fair! Even though I dislike my blood sisters immensely in real life, I would never let hem suffer in silence. You're my big sister Em, one I actually like... I can't let you feel guilty! Feeling guilty makes your line go lower.
Don't feel guilty, beautiful. There is no need. We're here for you. We're always here. Through troubles and hardships, we are always supporting you!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qhWaK0P20Js&desktop_uri=%2Fwatch%3Fv%3DqhWaK0P20Js
Listen to this, Em. Smile.
I think it's just the rain thats getting me down hun.
I'm sure I'll be alright later on.
Thank you sweets *hugs tightly*
*Hugs back* I love you too Em.
*Murders rain in Ireland* No rain! Em can be happy again!!
*Hugs Em again*
I think I'll go and build on Minecraft for half an hour and concentrate on that...
I'm just a bit all over the place, I can't think straight.
Okay! I'm going to have to go to bed anyway.... :/
I hope you feel better soon, babe!
Em it always rains by you :) rain makes the flowers grow
Gtg I have my PSAT too so i wont be on in school until after lunch
So cute!
*floats in*
I don't have to go out and do anything today, besides possibly pick my brother up from judo. :) However, I still have homework, so yeah . . . wbd.
#ChaseForBookNine
About the homework, though . . . I was going to start drawing this thing . . . expect I realised I don't have any paper . . . Well, I do, but not the paper they have . . . although it is art paper, plus I have my sketchbook . . .
. . . I'm talking like Emi from Dragona's fanfic . . .
#ChaseForBookNine
Hey, though, my story almost has 10000 words. :) 9989 so far.
It's not very many, but still. :)
#ChaseFOrBookNIne
. . . I'm just casually spamming . . .
This boy at school's starting this Satanist cult. XD He's not serious or anything, but yeah. In RS they were planning to harvest me as a sacrifice -_-. And in English he and this other boy were drawing upside-down crosses and stars and 666 all over their hands.
It's interesting, though, the 666 thing. Because I was thinking that although the boy opposite me thinks he's 666, he's actually really 555, because he's still just being typically human, talking in lessons and copying his friend, and then I though, well that depends on your perspective of the word 666, because obviously I think of it as the way it's portrayed in The Heretic Anthem, as 666-y people being different and standing out from the crowd and going against the norm, but if you look at his version of 666, he's obviously much more 666 than me. So then I thought, it isn't what things are, it's what things mean to people. And I thought it was like Moss's purple carrots. She likes the purple carrots because of what they mean to her, of being the less popular people, and yet other people think they're evil because they have a different perspective of things. And that was as far as I really got with the thinking, but I think that as far as opinions go, people should remember that different things mean different things to different people, because it can save a lot of upset and/or confusion.
I'm actually vaguely annoyed about the 666 thing. It's sort of distantly a number I like. Like, I don't really know which room we're in for science when, but I know we're in K66 on Mondays because 66 and 66 and IF YOU'RE 555 THEN I'M 666 and Slipknot. And we were in K66 for second period on Personal Development day, and I got slightly excited about that and remembered the number. And when they're putting 666 on their hands, they're just basically turning it to trash, because I don't like them and I think their whole Satanist thing is very stupid. But on the other hand, the number 666 was originally something to be feared because of the devil association, and then it was just the devil association without the fear as people became less religious, and then Slipknot stole it, so they're being more original than me.
Also . . . one of the boys was saying how in their cult they hated religious people.
Me: But you are being religious! Satanism is a religion!
Them: *go 'what'? for a bit* Whatever. We hate anyone who follows God.
Me: But Buddhists are religious, and they don't have a God.
Them: *go 'what'? for a bit* *give up and talk about something else*
Why I bother is beyond me. :P
Anyway. It's not the things that's important, it's what it means to people. :)
#ChaseForBookNine
*666
Uh, not saying what they believe in is stupid. They don't really believe in it, which is partially why it's stupid. This thing started today in RS. :P
#ChaseForBookNine
I HEARD MY NAME
#ChaseForBook9
This song was on in the car yesterday. I kind of like it.
You dress me up, I'm your puppet
You buy me things, I love it
You bring me food, I need it
You give me love, I feed it
And look at the two of us in sympathy
With everything we see
I never want anything, it's easy
You buy whatever I need
But look at my hopes, look at my dreams
The currency we've spent
I love you, you pay my rent
I love you, you pay my rent
You phone me in the evening on hearsay
And bought me caviar
You took me to a restaurant off Broadway
To tell me who you are
We never ever argue, we never calculate
The currency we've spent
I love you, you pay my rent
I love you, you pay my rent
I love you, you pay my rent
I'm your puppet
I love it
And look at the two of us in sympathy
And sometimes ecstasy
Words mean so little, and money less
When you're lying next to me
But look at my hopes, look at my dreams
The currency we've spent
I love you, you pay my rent
I love you, you pay my rent
Ooh, I love you, you pay my rent
Look at my hopes, look at my dreams
The currency we've spent
I love you, you pay my rent
I love you, you pay my rent
Look at my hopes, look at my dreams
The currency we've spent
I love you, you pay my rent
I love you, you pay my rent
I love you, you pay my rent (It's easy, it's so easy)
You pay my rent (It's easy, it's so easy)
You pay my rent (It's easy, it's so easy)
I love you (It's easy, it's so easy)
(It's easy, it's so easy)
(It's easy, it's so easy)
(It's easy, it's so easy)
(It's easy, it's so easy)
(It's easy, it's so easy)
(It's easy, it's so easy)
#ChaseForBookNine
HEY FABI! :) *hugs*
#ChaseForBookNine
I have to go in five minutes, but I'm just walking down to the primary school and back, so I'll be back soon after. :)
#ChaseForBookNine
Im here....oww hand
Aw, that's so cute!
Okay.
#ChaseForBook9
Gtg, sorry, bye!
#ChaseForBook9
Hi....in class but here.....only one yo finish the review packet
I finished the PSAT.. I'm here
I finished mine about 2hrs ago but i had lunch.....Adra im mentally exhausted from it
Msd going to math next not where i wanna go
Lol I'm not :3 that was a piece of cake.... We started at nine woohoo
Lucky you. 7:45am....not fun. I'm done. And I'm expected to do math.....
Geometry?
Hey. *waves*
#ChaseForBookNine
HiStar! *wave*
Hi Adra! :)
WOOHHHHHHHH OVER 10000 WORDS. :)
(It still isn't long, but yeah. :P)
#ChaseForBookNine
Hello? I'm in and out :]
Anyone on?
Oh, look
Hi Skyril! :)
#ChaseForBookNine
I got 700! ~boogies~
Heya, Star!
I'm distant. :(
I should be doing homework, but I'm writing . . . :/
#ChaseForBookNine
lol, I'm always like that xD.
By the way, are you a pluviophile? it's my new favorite definition for myself... Actually, I should add that to my username too...
There, added :3
So how are you?
Chipotle :3
Pluviophile?
Damn, I'm way too distant. D: *is actually doing homework now*
I'm good. :) You? If you're here?
#ChaseForBookNine
Hello, Adra... Chipotle?
Yes, it does go really well on chicken. :]
@Star
I'm still here, lol. This is just the slowest conversation in the world, lol. Pluviophile (n) a lover of rain; someone who finds joy and peace of mind during rainy days.
I'm pretty good too. :]
I meant the restaurant, actually. Yummeh
@Skyril: That's an awesome thing to be. :)
It's rainy here. It's really grey and dark and gloomy, meaning you just permanently need a light on, and it's cold and damp and wet and yeah.
I don't think I'm a pluviophile. :P
. . . Spellcheck is saying that isn't a word. -_-
Sorry for my slowlness. :(
#ChaseForBookNine
Ah, I've heard of it. Actually, I know where one is, but I haven't eaten at it. It's Mexican, isn't it?
@Adra: I've never heard of the restaurant, or maybe I have and just forgot, sorry. :(
#ChaseForBookNine
Aw, really, Star? I so love rain! I wish you could send me your rain. It hasn't rained for ages. T_T
Oh, by the way, they're wearing masks, and... it's in black and white..., but here's a picture of my brother who got engaged and his new fiance. It was the night before he proposed, and they went to an opera. :]
http://i230.photobucket.com/albums/ee134/arya-svit-kona/2013_going_to_opera_Oct_11_zps4e38f068.png
Yeah, it's Mexican. Be wary of the sodium there... It's a good treat.
And I didn't hunk you would, Star :3
*think
There used to be a Mexican restaurant near where I lived, and they served flautas like literally no one else serves flautas. The restaurant was called Chevy's, but it closed up a few years ago, and I miss it terribly! The nearest one isn't but several hours away.
0.0 we have loads of Mexican restaurants here.
ZAYN'S SISTRE FOLLWOED ME ON INSTAGRAM
I'M FREAKING OUT DUEES OMFG SHE FOLLOED ,R SHE FOLLOED ME WALIYHA ACTUALLU FOLLOWED ME
We have a lot of Mexican places, Adra, but no other Chevy's. Chevy's is the only restaurant to make flautas the way they did.
O_o Ok... Maralie. Hello... um
*huggles Mara* YAY! Awesome! :)
*hugs everybody* Hi! :3
#ChaseForBook9
*sobs*
WALIYHA SHE FOLLOWED MY INSTAGRAM I LOVE HER SO MUCH SHE IS SO PERFECT AND AMAZING AND BEAUTIFUL AND PERFECT AND DID I SAY THAT SHE FOLLOWED MY INSTAGRAM?!
*hugs Mara* YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY! :)
@Mexican restaurants: Okay. :)
@Skyril: :) Yay for engagedness!!!
@Mexican restaurants closing down: Aw. :(
@Adra: Okay. :)
@Skyril: If I could send it, I would, but I am only a bubble and cannot command the weather. :P
#ChaseFOrBookNine
Mara u r incredobo
@Skyril: Arya svit-kona! :)
@Mara: :) :) :)
#ChaseForBookNine
*squeaks*
Hm. I'll just say I am going to do a thing because now that I've said it, I cannot pretend to forget or procrastinate or let myself push me off of the idea, because I have already said it. It will be done, because I told y'all it would.
It's completely irrelevant to here but I'm saying it in the hope that it may stop me from stopping myself from getting the thing/s.
*nods*
Sorry for the random/vague/dumbness. :P
#ChaseForBook9
Star, there's a new part of my story up if you have time.
LOL, Star, when I created my photobucket... SO long ago, I was obsessed with Eragon.... This was before SP, obviously.
Eragon, actually, was my first obsession, I think.
@Dragona: I have to do homework. -_-
@Taia: Hello. :) Well . . . I don't know what I should say I hope, but I guess I just hope for general good-ness, in relation to your comment. :)
#ChaseForBookNine
lol, alright, Taia!
YOU CAN DO IT!
~cheers in the background~
I remember Eragon. The movie was a disgrace
Go taiarawr
And i've gotten at least 20 new followers because of Waliyha too
Guys I'm just I'm physically crying here I just
Thank you, Star, Skryil, Adra. :)
The additional motivation is helpful, I expect. :)
I never read Eragon. My brother got the books, but would not let me read them until he had done so.
He still has not read them. :P
#ChaseForBook9
I wish I wer as populer as u chermender mi tumbleer is empti
Take them, Taia
well ducktape
2d fans lyk my page bc itz a 2d fanpage
idk
i hav a sooperwhulok payg tho
y am i nut pupuler
It was, Adra! I was SOooo disappointed after watching the movie!
@Taia
They're pretty good..., although to be honest, I got the last book a couple years ago and still haven't read it... Well, he took two years to write it, and by that time, I'd forgotten too many little details in the previous three to read the last one, and I've never felt like reading all four again xD
bc u not as gucci as me ducktape ok
me and my insta bff4l izzy r 2 gucci 4 u #jazzy4lyfe
*coughs*
@Mara: :)
@Adra: I respect (some of) his wishes. Even if they are dumb. :P
There are many books which I am meaning to read. I have no time to read them in.
I kind of wish the books we are set for the English literature course were longer. I have a lot of free English lesson time currently to read them in the back of the class, but the length means I'm through two of the three (+ notes on the first), and they don't start teaching the course until some time in November... :P
@Skyril: Lol, that's fair enough reasoning. :P
#ChaseForBook9
@Skyril: But the last book is so good!!!
I really like the part where -----, because I really wish I could ----. :)
@Taia: I agree with Adra. STEAL THEM!!!
I never watched the movie. I have poor opinion on movies made from good books, though. If the book is awesome, the movie will be worse. That's my theory. :)
@Mara: I only have five people subscribing to me on YouTube. :P LONERRRRRRR.
There's this line in I Am Hated by Slipknot that goes:
"Now I'm not pretty and I'm not cool
But I'm fat and I'm ugly and proud, so fuck you"
and it's awesome. :)
. . . My mind is doing that rambling thing again. XD
#ChaseForBookNine
@Taia: :( School is evil sometimes like that.
#ChaseForBookNine
I FINISHED MY ART HOMEWORK I WAS DOING.
THAT SHOULD BE GOOD, BUT IT'S BAD. :( I LIKED THAT HOMEWORK! NOW I ONLY HAVE HOMEWORK IS DISLIKE LEFT!
#ChaseForBookNine
The Eragon movie was terrible, and so was the game. Yes I had the game too. Still have the movie somewhere but I only watched it once.
The plot of the story needed to be a lot more like the books, but that wasn't the main problem. The problem was the SCRIPT.
My brothers never let me read their books. I'd just go out and buy then. :3 then they'd say that I was wasting money on getting copies when we already had that BUT THEY WOULDNT LET ME READ THEM
so just steal it
*hits mera*
As a rule, I rarely watch films based on books. Or play video games based on films. Those are HORRIBLE.
As for films based on video games... I will see what the Assassin's Creed film will be like, and what the Mass Effect film (yes, there IS going to be one some time in the next five years or so) will be like.
If they don't make those two films good, I'm complaining. Especially about the Mass Effect one, but still.
@Star: :P
I think I saw a very small part of the Eragon movie, but not enough to get very much from it. It seemed pretty poor in standard, from what I remember, though. ^^
@Star(again): *nods* I guess it means I'm ahead-ish in the course, kind of, but idk. It's not as though I know what the course involves, except for the books which we read study. :P
And, on the homework - Yay! and aw. :( Homework is mean like that.
I actually have no set homework, though I should probably be working on coursework things.
And I should really start another piece for my art work, but I don't know what I am supposed to be doing, so that's not so easy, really. :P
#ChaseForBook9
@Dragona: I don't watch a lot of films in general.
I think the usual action is read the books first, and then watch the film, so that the book (which is usually better) is not spoiled, but, equally, if you want to enjoy the film, and know that the book will be better, does it make more sense to watch the film first, so that both are enjoyable on some level? I'm never sure. ^^
It probably depends more on the book and the makers of the film, but, I don't know.
Also, on video games based on films, they are generally not particularly great, but I spent the best part of two days playing Shrek 2 on GBA, recently. Not because it's particularly good, but because I started and I had a goal to complete it fully from the beginning. :P
#ChaseForBook9
@Taia: Could you just, like, fill notebooks with song lyrics?
Or bring another book in? But that might be harder.
Hmm. Maybe you should save it till you know what you're doing, depending on when that is?
I don't like reading ahead in stuff. It means I get bored quicker. :/ But getting ahead in the course is a plus. :)
@Adra: I always used to steal my sister's books. Now we share books (sort of. We still have 'mine' and 'hers', they're just on the same bookcase and we can read all of them whenever we want, besides the ones of mine that were too old for her when we set up this system and I need to make her read a few of them now . . .
@Taia: Steal without him noticing?
@Dragona: There's a film sooner or later? Cool! :)
#ChaseForBookNine
I don't play video games, sooo . . .
Don't watch too many films either. :P
#ChaseForBookNine
Oh god the paragraphs
Mass Effect: On May 24, 2010, EA announced that Legendary Pictures and Warner Bros. acquired the rights to a Mass Effect film, with the game's executive producer Casey Hudson, as well as Ray Muzyka and Greg Zeschuck from BioWare, serving as executive producers. Initially, Legendary planned to produce the film with Thomas Tull, Jon Jashni, and Avi Arad, with a screenplay by Mark Protosevich. Protosevich and the producers have stated that the film will follow the plot of the original game. On October 24, 2012, Variety announced that Morgan Davis Foehl would be writing the screenplay.
@Dragona: Yay! :)
#ChaseForBookNine
@Adra: Paragraphs?
#ChaseForBookNine
Y'all are writing essays to each other
And I'm in my corner like: wot
@Adra: That's pretty unfair. :(
@Star: I could, I guess, or even just sit and scribble. I sit with earphones in when reading so I don't get distracted so easily by what else is going on in the classroom, and have considered listening to music and actually not reading the books yet, but I think my teacher has some ideas of tasks she wants doing. I think she is planning on feeding in the tasks/notes/whatnot that I/we have written when she begins the course, but I'm not really sure.
I agree with not wanting to read ahead because it makes me prone to boredom, but it's what I'm told to do, and there's not a lot else that's constructive that I can do, really. But yeah. Thanks. :)
@Star: :P I'm sure he wouldn't notice. But, idk. My moral senses are something of a mess. :P
I might do, if I end up with nothing to read, though. :)
#ChaseForBook9
Hi everyone!
Hi Lykira!!
@Adra: :P
Do you want a paragraph, too? I can write you a paragraph. With words. Maybe. Hm. *thinks for words* ... I read some words recently... Like... Erythrean. Meaning red in colour / redness. Or propinquity - Intimacy between people. (Be that proximity, similarity or kinship.) *nods*
I think 'harrowing' is a pretty good word, though. Not sure why, but I like it. It's also a lot easier to use than the other two. :P
#ChaseForBook9
@Adra: ... that was not as long as I had hoped. :P
Hey, Lykira! :)
How are you?
#ChaseForBook9
What? No, just how belittled I am in comparison to your seemingly scholarly texts :3
And Mara and I are all "#thuglyfe mooley cirus swag"
I'm fine. How are you all?
Alright- and that's good to hear! We haven't talked in a while :3
Hi Lykira! :)
Sorry for disappearing, finishing off my rainbow tree. :)
@Taia: Mmh. Okay, then. :/ I guess you can just do what you're doing and not much else. :(
And - okay. :) I know what you mean. I used to not be able to say "It's five to twelve" when it was seven minutes to, because it felt like lying. :P Now I've got more used to being asked the time, and have come to terms with the fact that my watch will be a few minutes different to other people's watches and clocks and phones, so maybe it is ACTUALLY five minute to.
#ChaseForBooknine
@Adra: On words, actually, there are words which are not words, but are used as words. Like, some people in my English class were debating whether "learnt" is a word, or whether the correct term is always "learned", today. They were told that learnt is not a word by my English teacher, in response, but spell-check does not seem to mind, now...
I think it's cool how language changes.
Also, my physics teacher keeps stating that he is/will be extremely "dischuffed" with people. And he's deadly, scary serious but it is SO hard to stifle a smirk. :P
Words which are not words are awesome, just like words which ARE words. I like words.
OH. Which reminds me of another word-
*goes to find it* :
LOGASTELLUS
[noun]
a person whose enthusiasm for words outstrips their knowledge of them.
:P
#ChaseForBook
It's been a little too much at school the last few months, but now I'm here again (:
Taia y do u hurt mi so :3
YAYYYY Lykira!
@Adra: My rambling is not very much scholarly, so much as just rambling. :P
I'm doing good, thanks Lykira!
Also, it's good to see you. :)
@Star: *nods* :)
Execpt, my clock is NEVER wrong. :P
...In truth, my clock currently reads 2:09. BUT I like it wrong because it means I have to work out what the time actually is, which is more effort but interesting practice. Add on 18 hours and two minutes.
It's weird, because I kind of come to realise that the actual time does not necessarily matter. It leads me to trust my own instinct. eg. *looks at time* "Oh, it's gone 2pm. I should probably eat food."
Or
*looks at clock* *cannot be bothered with simple arithmetic* *actually considers hunger level, instead* *acts accordingly*
*nods*
#ChaseForBook9
@Adra: Sorry :P
#ChaseForBook9
*sobs in a corner*
*sobs in a corner*
Gaaah brb
But-
*huggles Adra*
-first.
now brb
#ChaseForBook9
DEREKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK!!!!!!!
We need your HELPPPP Q.Q our best friend STEPHANIE (she is real) have her birthday :3 and we would like to made a big present..and yes we had think about many things and then we think about you (because you are really awesome and you are our rock star ;) ) it would be very cool when you make a picture for her, or a video or something really legendary (because it's you)
the Party is on the 26th October. We hope you help us pleas (Sorry for my bad englisch we come from germany) !! :)
Love
your crazy groupies from the book fair in Leipzig 2013 (the girls with the spontaneously poster)
BAI MYCHILD
I actually forgot whom all I adopted that fateful day
DEREKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK!!!!!!!
We need your HELPPPP Q.Q our best friend STEPHANIE (she is real) have her birthday :3 and we would like to made a big present..and yes we had think about many things and then we think about you (because you are really awesome and you are our rock star ;) ) it would be very cool when you make a picture for her, or a video or something really legendary (because it's you)
the Party is on the 26th October. We hope you help us pleas (Sorry for my bad englisch we come from germany) !! :)
Love
your crazy groupies from the book fair in Leipzig 2013 (the girls with the spontaneously poster)
DEREKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK!!!!!!!
We need your HELPPPP Q.Q our best friend STEPHANIE (she is real) have her birthday :3 and we would like to made a big present..and yes we had think about many things and then we think about you (because you are really awesome and you are our rock star ;) ) it would be very cool when you make a picture for her, or a video or something really legendary (because it's you)
the Party is on the 26th October. We hope you help us pleas (Sorry for my bad englisch we come from germany) !! :)
Love
your crazy groupies from the book fair in Leipzig 2013 (the girls with the spontaneously poster)
DEREKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK!!!!!!!
We need your HELPPPP Q.Q our best friend STEPHANIE (she is real) have her birthday :3 and we would like to made a big present..and yes we had think about many things and then we think about you (because you are really awesome and you are our rock star ;) ) it would be very cool when you make a picture for her, or a video or something really legendary (because it's you)
the Party is on the 26th October. We hope you help us pleas (Sorry for my bad englisch we come from germany) !! :)
Love
your crazy groupies from the book fair in Leipzig 2013 (the girls with the spontaneously poster)
Okay-
Hi person.
Uh...
Could you not spam please? :)
I say the same,,, because I have nothing else to say... ;)
*sets up traps*
Here msd actually WILL disappear
@Taia: THat's actually awesome. :)
*has finished tree* *will take pictures and email it to people tomorrow, because daylight makes artwork look much better than yellow electric light*
#ChaseForBookNine
Okay Zaf-
*flails in a hammock* aghhhhhh
Hmmmm whaaaaat to do
Star, now do you have time to read my story? ^^
Wow.... Slow night...))
Back.
@Adra: Hm. Definitely me (:P). Mara. Zaf. Star, I think. And possibly Saph, too. ^^
@Star: *hugs* Thank you. :)
And, YAY! on the tree! :3
Hey Zaf! :) 'kay. ^^
#ChaseForBook9
Hiya though im going in a few i have to leave practice early for a stupid appointment
I think Saph. Maybe Rosex I don't remember :4
Huh...? Did you just call me Rosex....? Remember what...?
Hi Aussie!
@Zaf: Hi, because it's good to see you, all the same. :) *offers a cookie*
@Adra: Oh, maybe, yeah. *nods* idk. My memory is not the most reliable. reliable. :P
#ChaseForBook9
ZCooookie
Hmm imma get first i write ded in car I WANTS FIRST
*minuses a 'reliable.'*
idek how that happened.
Hey Death! *huggggs*
#ChaseForBook9
Zaffy wants it
I gots first I GTG I WRITE DED IN CAR!
*coughs*
Roleplay??
ROSE
JESUS
CHRIST
I GIVE UP ON SPELLING
FUCK
IT
ALL
Em! *Huggles* I don't have a problem with it! How are you?
Alright, Zaf. See you! :) *waves*
Hi, Em! :)
#ChaseForBook9
@Dragona: I read it. Like, an hour ago or summat. :)
#ChaseForBookNine
Damn. Ran out of space on my data stick.
It takes so long to sort through eveyrthinggg and I don't like to delete stuff ever. :P
#ChaseForBook9
@Taia: Aw. :(
Anywhere else you can store stuff?
#ChaseForBookNine
Haha Adra!
Post a Comment