Just came out of school literally this minute depressed... This made me smile :)
They are so cool. Literally just made my day a whole lot better!!
☂Hey, um, this was something I put on the previous post because I was bored, so uh yeah.☂☂Or rather, this is the half of something that actually makes sense.☂*wakes up once again**feels dull and lifeless**body has been healed**pinches self**no pain*Am I dreaming?*is at the bottom of a large set of stairs**touches the railing**the railing is cool and smooth to the touch*So I'm not... but then... but then what... oh.Oh.*backs away from staircase**looks around**tries to find the top of the staircase**staircase goes up and up and up into another bright light*I'm guessing nobody's here, am I right?*silence*Am I supposed to climb these stairs?*silence**climbs stairs**up and up and up**and up and up and up**there is no change**an endless spiral staircase**leading him higher and higher from the ground**into unknown territory**but he doesn't care**and he will never care again**because he is dead**and dead people don't feel anything**if they did then they would be very, very sad**because there is nothing except for the stairs**and there will never be anything else**and he will never know what it feels like to lose hope with every step**he will just keep climbing**forever*
*continues to climb**up and up and up**and up and up**hours pass**then days**weeks**months**and finally years**decades**centuries**millenia**but he keeps walking**because there's an invisible force that makes him take every step**an invisible force that makes him keep going**and if he were alive it would be determination**or perhaps hope**but he's dead and so**it's merely a habit**it's as if he's a clock**tick**tock**left foot**right foot**it's really all the same* *isn't it**but it's not as bad as one might think**because boredom does not exist**or so he thinks**because one day almost at the end of the world**he reaches the top of the staircase**where he finds a platform before he can continue to another set of stairs**and there is a beautiful garden**and there is a beautiful pool**and there is a beautiful seating area**and there is a beautiful balcony**but he does not enjoy this sight because**like I said**he is dead**and there is a lady smiling and waiting for him**in a posh-looking chair and she stands up**when she sees him**and says "Ah, I've been expecting you. Come. Please sit."**so he sits because really**what else can he do**she tells him he has a choice**not about sitting down because of course that's not what she's here to talk about**but about what he will do next**he can jump off the balcony, return to the bottom of the stairs, and climb again, with all his emotions returned to him**he can keep climbing the next set without his emotions**or he can just go to sleep forever**if he decides to drown in that pool over there**because it is a special pool that will allow him to truly die**apparently**he has no way of knowing**and he figures he may as well keep climbing**because he hasn't had emotions for so long**why should he start now**so he climbs again**for days**months**a very very long time**and he arrives at another platform and there is the lady again**but this time there is another lady next to her**her face is familiar but he doesn't know why**so he asks the first lady and she says that this is his wife**and she has just died**you are not sure about this**you thought centuries and millenia had passed but**no**it was just a few years**and he now will be cursed with negative emotions because his wife had the audacity to die**which is not fair**but life is not fair* *and then the lady asks him if he would like to go to sleep forever but he says no because maybe the negative emotions will go away**so he keeps climbing**and now every step hurts**and tears leak out of his eyes**and loss is hurting his heart**and slowly he begins to wonder if maybe he should go to sleep**so he keeps climbing**and it's difficult**and it's painful and he's bored and scared at the same time**and then**finally**he reaches the top**and there's an old woman there**and he asks the old woman if he can go to sleep**so she says yes**but she says that if he had returned to the beginning of the staircase**or if he hadn't climbed in the first place**there was an exit**there was a way out**and he just didn't look in the right place**and he cannot go back there now**because he missed his chance**and so he gives up**and lets himself go to sleep**but what he didn't know was that**one small set of stairs up**was another exit**where he could be happy again**but he didn't go up**because he didn't know**and because it was too hard**so please**if you ever feel like your life is never-ending and hard and you just want to end it all**it is just about to get better**don't lose hope*-The End
DEREK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Please put me in book 9-Jakro Tintreach(elemental or lightning shooter, or both)
☂THE LEGO TRAILERS ARE SO AWESOME!☂
((Unfortunately, the trailers do not seem to work with my current browser.))Oh, Ember, I didn't see the name change before. It's cool.#ChaseForBook9
☂Oh, thank you Fabi! <3☂
*hugs Ember* Oh my gosh, I love you so much. :)That's amazing, what you wrote. In a severely depressing but meaningful way. :)#ChaseForBookNine
☂Moss is a cool name, too! :D☂
☂Yay, Star! Thanks!! :D☂
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHH, FORGOT TO REACT TO THE LEGO TRAILERS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!OH MY GOSHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH THEY WERE SO AWESOME I WAS LIKE YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY WELL ACTUALLY I WAS JUST LIKE :O O_O WHAT BUT YEAH YEAH YEAH . . . . :) THEY'RE SO AWESOME!!!*applauds the creator, whomever they might be*#ChaseForBookNine
☂THEY WERE SO COOL, RIGHT☂
Mm.[goes off behind a miscellaneous haystack][Fiddles with multicolored embroidery thread][realizes I lost the needle][assumes it must be in the haystack because that would be pretty ironic][tears apart the haystack][eventually finds the needle stuck through a piece of fabric in my sewing box]#ChaseForBook9
☂:p☂☂☂knits next to Fabi doing her embroidery☂☂
@Ember: RIGHT.WELL, LEFT.BUT CORRECT. :)@Fabi: :)Today, I decided to fix the Luke problem in my head, you know from my ded story, except then when I started thinking it out it didn't get fixed and two more problems happened, and I was just like shitttttttttt. :P And I mentioned it to my friend and my friend was just like, have you noticed how stories don't always do what you want them to do, and things just sort of seem to happen? And I was like YES. :)#ChaseForBookNine
:O One of the video on my Slipknot playlist got deleted, except it was the first video on there, so now the cover of the playlist will change . . . O_O#ChaseForBookNine
☂EXACTLY.☂☂Whenever problems happen and you fix them, the answers always give you more problems, but that's because normally you've fit the rest of what you're doing TO the thing that's giving you problems.☂
☂Well, variety is the spice of life, Starry :p☂
*notices five more Slipknot videos that are deleted*. . .Either YouTube is screwing up, or someone I know just had a major delete.I think it might be YouTube, tbh.#ChaseForBookNine
☂Youtube is sometimes strange.☂☂So is tumblr☂☂I can never find anything I post on tumblr even when I log out, yet somehow some of it gets reblogged 0_0☂
YouTube account Adam Curran has been terminated because we have received multiple third-party notifications of copyright infringement from claimants, including: Warner Music GroupWHAT THE FUCK????Oh my gosh, poor Adam. He had so many videos. :/ That's so much work, just GONE.I hope he can reupload them . . .I'll see if he creates a new account and if I can find him. He was one of my favourite lyricsvideoists . . .Should have put copyright warnings. *sighs*#ChaseForBookNine
[Is actually using embroidery thread to make kumihimo] #ChaseForBook9
☂Oh noooo :(☂
*wonders how exactly to go about finding him*Damn. XD#ChaseForBookNine
☂I HATE it when things get taken down due to copyright!☂☂Same dog sitting down, Favis :p☂
☂STALK HIM☂☂no☂☂I dunno☂
Mm. [Nods to Ember and tries to use the kumihimo to tie her up][it doesn't work because she's only made three inches so far]#ChaseForBook9
*figures out how to search for channels**finds his first, terminated, one*Yaaaaaay I guess I'm on the right track. :)I'LL KEEP LOOKING FOR LIKE TWO WEEKS THEN GIVE UP.@Ember and Fabi: Thanks for caring. :)@Ember: Slipknot have already sort of made me a stalker. I guess they can do it again. XD#ChaseForBookNine#ChaseFoRBookNine
☂Nooooooo don't tie me up☂☂☂ties Fabi up with impossibly long scarf☂☂
☂What are you looking for? Maybe I can help...☂
☂I wonder where Mith's gotten to? I'm not waiting for her or anything, but it's not like her to not be here this late... she said she was going to be gone YESTERDAY, right?☂
these are great! i have such a fondness for lego movies made of things, especially since you can make good ones with almost no budget or filmmaking expertise!
*realises I can just search for Slipknot lyrics videos uploaded today* *finds nothing* *checks for the week* *nothing*I can just check every day and wait for him to create a new channel. :)*realises this is pretty stupid seeing as how I don't even know him* *shrugs*I have sort of spoken to him before. He replied to a comment of mine, once.@Ember: Was that @me? If so - *hugs* - it's fine. :) Searching's pretty easy, now I know how. @Ember: No idea. :/ I'm crap with time.#ChaseForBookNine
*sings Move*HelloooooooLittle Mix are in Manchester :)They uploaded an ig video literally five minutes ago :3Hey hey I'm readyHey boy come and get meDon't be scaredShow me what you doDontcha know a girl likes a boy who moves :)
Hi Mara! :)#ChaseForBookNine
☂MARALIE!☂☂☂hugs☂☂☂Yeah, it was, but if you're okay then that's fine.☂☂I've done the same before, Star, it's not stupid.☂
[Vanishes, leaving the scarf where it is]I'm sorry... Bye..[hugs Mara] Little Mix. :-)#ChaseForBook9
*hugs Moss* Fours . . .@Ember: :) Thanks.#ChaseForBookNine
HAS ANYONE DONE NANOWRIMO BEFORE?!I THINK I'M GOING TO DO IT NEXT MONTH:D
☂☂huggles Mossy☂☂☂I just realised, Fabi, I CAN CALL YOU MOVIS☂☂NO☂☂I CAN CALL YOU MAVIS☂☂You are officially Mavis, darling.☂
Hi Star! *hugs*SEPTEMBER! *hugs*Bye, Fabi... :(*hugs* Little Mix :)#ChaseForBook9
☂Luce:☂☂I've heard of it, and I wanted to try it, but I'm getting ready for violin competition and I don't have the time. Plus, I'm a short story girl.☂☂BUT OMG YOU SHOULD TOTALLY GO FOR IT LUCE!!!! YOU WOULD BE AMAZING <3☂
@Mushroom: ZATH HAS!BUT I HAVEN'T!GOOD LUCK!!!!!! :)*hugs*@Ember: *laughs* XD#ChaseForBookNine
hihi there in german :)) I saw both of them already ;)
Maybe I should try it though, because I've been writing loads recently. :PNah. Too much effort. XD#ChaseForBookNine
LUCINo, I haven't :PNational Novel Writing Month, right?Kessie's done it before, I think.*hums*And I can't change, even if I tried...Larry c:#ChaseForBook9
☂Love the profile pic, Mars ;)☂☂You know what? I've always been a Christian, but I think I want to be a Buddhist.☂
OH AND GOOD LUCK IF YOU DO DO IT, LUCI! *huggles*"Do do it"... :PI don't think that's a proper sentence XD#ChaseForBook9
☂Kessie did it?☂☂Kessie is the most amazing person her age I've ever met, I swear.☂☂Hey Emma! Have we met?☂
☂☂waves hand in a, ur, offhanded manner☂☂☂I always try and say "if you do end up doing it".☂
Thanks Ember :3It's meant to be Mara and Harry...Saoirse Ronan is so pretty o.oLike Lisa in the Simpsons :oOmg I'm so sorry I'm really hyper what am I sayingBut that's cool! I don't know if I'm a non believer or what, tbh... I don't know if I believe in a "God". :/ idk#ChaseForBook9
I know Zath did. I'm still laughing at his e-mail about it from last year, *laughs*I'm going to write ITS's sequel. Or just something in the ITS series...Hi, btw.
I haven't Blogseen Kessie in a while...And yeah, she was on a break from wattpad because of it, I remember. :)Little Miiiiix<3#ChaseForBook9
☂She does look like you!☂☂I believed in God for a while... then I had a panic attack IN THE MIDDLE OF A CHURCH and I prayed for God to please help me get out of it and nothing happened. And I was in the middle of the church suffering and feeling terrible and I felt no comfort from either being in the church or from praying or from God in general.☂
Kes and I were talking last night - neither of us have been on lately because nobody knows what post you guys go back to... :P
☂YES WRITE A SEQUEL DARLING :D☂
ITS omfg I'm still choking about it being like an actual bookLike an actual bookThat you can hold*hugs Luci* asdfghjklMy LM poster just fell It "moved" off my wall;))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))#ChaseForBook9
☂I know. IT'S HOLDABLE. It's an actual 3D object.☂
Ember - AHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHHA thanks but that's a lie :PAw :( that's as good a reason as any, I guess. I mean, I wouldn't know. What am I saying omfg I'm just blabbering I'm sorryLuci - Oh right XD makes sense.A SEQUEL A JICPDQCD WHIP#ChaseForBook9
☂I do not lie, darling.☂☂Mah, it's fine. Mah? What kind of a word is mah? Meh sounded too... too boring.☂☂MAH☂
☂No, but really, she looks like an older version of you.☂:D☂
☂I really wish I could actually meet you guys in person... and Derek!☂☂DEREK!☂☂MEET YOUR GERMINIONS/AUSTRIMINIONS☂
☂I really wish all these people would stop being one-time commenters and would start coming on more frequently.☂☂LIKE HELLO☂☂CAN YOU NOT SEE WHAT YOU'RE MISSING☂
WHAT DOES THE FOX SAYDINGDINGDINGIDNGDINGDEDINGDEDINGHATEEHATEEHATEEHOHATEEHATEEHATEEHO#ChaseForBook9
☂Btw, Mara, why were you depressed earlier?☂
☂God, don't remind me. That was not a good moment for Mycroft XD☂☂... were you there for that?☂
OH MY GODS, I DON'T KNOW WHETHER TO DO A SEQUEL OR JUST WRITE A THREE VIEW VERSION OF ITS???
My teacher wouldn't let me quit choir and these girls were being bitches and like my best friends (who are twins) are moving to Australia and all this. Nothing really to be depressed about, but :)...no?#ChaseForBook9
☂Oh. Well, I know a lot of bitches too. And they get all the guys. And all the friends :(☂☂Brb, dinner!☂☂SEQUEL SEQUEL SEQUEL☂
☂And if you can't quit, just enjoy it, and think of it as practice for your singing skills, which will help if you ever want to do 1D covers.☂☂Which, by the way, is something you should think about.☂☂If you're in a fandom you should always try and give back to your fandom, you know?☂
Luci - UM IDK SEQUEL? OR MAYBE THREE VIEW VERSION? IDK YOU CHOOSE I SUCK AT DECISIONS D:Ember -No guys in my school... :(Yeah, they get -HOLD UP LITTLE THINGS BRRBRBRBRRBRBRBRBRB#ChaseForBook9
@Mara: :( *hugs*Sorry I poofed. Was writing, then had dinner.@Ember: There was this movie made from a true story (like, at the end of the movie, in the credits, they showed videos of the real girl at award ceremonies and that), and the bottom line is - she was a really, really, really good surfer who would probably have ended up representing whatever country she lived in in the Olympics. But then, she got her arm bitten off by a shark, and she couldn't surf anymore. As you can imagine, she was pretty damn devasted, because not only is she missing an arm and can't do half the things she could so easily do before, she now can't surf, and surfing was her l i f e. Eveyrone in her family was mad on surfing, and all her friends and that, and she tried really hard to do it but she just couldn't do it.Then, by the end of the movie, she said to a journalist that if she could change what had happened, make the shark not bite her arm off, she wouldn't, because she'd learnt so much from seeing all that she'd seen and doing all that she'd done, and she thought that was worth it. . . .So my point is . . . even when things suck, they can be for a good reason.Like, Hitler. I believe that what happened with World War Two and the like happened for a purpose, and that maybe one day the world will be better off.That said, it was horrible. So many people suffered and I am NOT saying it's just fine for that to happen.#ChaseForBookNine
1D covers?But I can't sing...! :PThat's the thing. She tells me I should do it and then gives out to me because I'm like an octave higher than everyone else but I CAN'T SING LOW ARGHchaaaaaaaange change your liiiiifeTake it alllllllllllll#ChaseForBook9
@Mara: Well . . . Explain that to her???The more you practise, the better you'll get, too. :)#ChaseForBookNine
((I tried doing NaNoWriMo last year, but a close friend of mine's brother died, and- well- it would have been sad for anyone, but it was especially sad for her because... Her mother committed suicide when she was 3, and her brother committed suicide in the same way. Surprisingly, thankfully, my friend was ok- she was sad, but really she just wanted to move on, and she turned it into a life lesson in a way- so that was good. But my point is, that was in the first week of November, and I dropped everything to help her, and I guess I sort of broke my momentum and never got any farther with my NaNoWriMo story. And now I'm sort of tempted to say this thing I realized, but it's just sad and I don't need to say it, so I think I'll just leave it at that.))#ChaseForBook9
I'm wondering if it'd be better to spend a while on a sequel to ITS rather than rushing it for NaNoWriMo...
((If it were me, I'd start another story for NaNoWriMo because I'd want to focus more and put detail in the sequel because it has to be derivative and that would be easier and feel more right to me, but that's just me. You could write the sequel for NaNoWriMo so you have a ton of raw material to start with, and then just heavily edit it if you don't like some things. Or expand it later, or anything like that.))#ChaseForBook9
((Is anybody actually still here...?))#ChaseForBook9
I'mma do the three view thing, I think:3
We're gonna stick together, know we'll get through it all...#ChaseForBook9
Good luck with NaNoWriMo, Lucy.#ChaseForBook9
@Ari: *long-distance hugs your friend*Sorry I'm so distant.@Mushroom: Okay. :) Should be really interesting.#ChaseForBookNine
☂But yeah, it sounds like a fun challenge and you'll be really good, Lu :)☂
☂By the way, why Mushroom?☂
Hi again... Sort of...I'm trying. I'm not sure what I'm trying to do, but I'm trying...#ChaseForBook9
☂JUBIIIIIII HAVE NOT SEEN YOU IN FUCKING AGES☂☂If you're trying, then that's enough.☂☂Unless you're trying to kill somebody for no reason. Then no..☂
FABI!!!!!!! *Supermegatacklehugsofdoom* HAII!!!! :D and BTWDEREK THOSE ARE AWESOME VIDEOS XD
Hm.Hello Jubi-bean. [gives Jubi-bean a blue jelly bean]#ChaseForBook9
EMBER!!!!!!!!!!! *Supermegatacklehugsofdoom* HAI!!!!!!! :DI KNOW!!!!!!I HAVEN'T BEEN ON IN AGESSSEXCEPT FOR LAST NIGHTBUT THAT WAS ONLY FOR A FEW MINUTES SO... YEAHHAI
☂Mavis (Fabi/Mossy, I'm calling you Mavis because Favis + Moss = Mavis, thank you very much), are you in a kinda cryptic mood? That's not a bad thing or anything, I'm just asking.☂
Msdbecause class starts soon and stufff
((Ok, I'm just going to rant now, because I want to. Maybe some part of me has to. I realized so many things so long ago but I never told anyone, because it just wasn't relevant. It's long and rant-y and not the kind of thing most people want to listen to, just because nobody likes getting lectured at. Well, most people don't. But this is just a comment on a blog, so I can write whatever I want, and if you want to read it you can and if you don't want to read it you can just skip it, (this comment is really really long, apparently, so I'm breaking it into parts. Please DO NOT FEEL COMPELLED TO READ THIS IF YOU DON'T WANT TO.easy, and I won't be offended or anything. Sometimes I look back at all my characters' lives and I think, jeez, they're just so depressing. And almost everyone's story is depressing. Some have been bad from the start and just keep getting worse, others had awesome lives that they suddenly lost all at once. And sometimes I feel bad, and I think that someone's life is so bad it's just not realistic... But the thing is, people's real lives... They're not cake. They're just as hard. Often, they're harder. And things just keep getting worse, and you wonder- or, I wonder, I can't assume that everyone does- how people can even wake up in the morning. I wonder how people can keep their eyes open for a second without crying. I wonder how people not only get up and keep breathing and living normally, but they actually face all the things that make their lives awful every day. And they do it because they have to- there's no real alternative most of the time- but I wonder how they can. And people think they're not strong, but they are. They're so strong. Stronger than they'll ever be able to believe. I've never once met a good person who gave themselves as much credit as they deserved. That's not to say they all hate themselves, but they never give themselves enough credit. And a lot of them do hate themselves. So I think even when characters have absurdly horrific lives, it's actually realistic. And things happen in reality that wouldn't even be plausible in fiction. Like, I was talking about Tesla a few weeks ago, and I was saying
☂FREAKING AGES☂☂AGGGGGES☂☂HOW ARE YOU☂☂WAT FUNNY THINGS HAVE BEEN HAPPENING☂☂HOW'S CLEMY☂
☂Aw. But thank you for popping in, Jubean. <3☂
how he nearly died four times before he even got to America. Once just after elementary school because his dad wanted him to be a priest and told him he couldn't go to school anymore. And he just lost his will to live entirely. He feel ill and almost died just because he didn't want to live. The doctors couldn't find anything wrong with him, but he was actually going to die. His father told him he could go to the best school in the country, and he made a miraculous recovery. After he graduated that school and wanted to continue his education, the same thing happened. Then, when he went to visit his family while he was attending college, he caught cholera and almost died from that. And later, he started dying again and no one knew why, but this time he wanted to live more than anything, because he had so much to invent. His friend told him he should start going outside, and he started taking walks every day, and gradually he recovered. The problem that time was that he almost literally worked himself to death. He studied so hard, he would often forget to eat and sleep. Like, just outright forget. He'd been doing that since middle school, but nobody could get him to stop. He just loved what he did that much. Then, later, he was almost drafted into the army before he could go to America. Luckily for him, his father had some connections and got him out of it, on account of a very weak immune system. So I told my friend all of that, and then I said, "if I wrote that into a story, people would complain that it was unrealistic" and one of the girls who'd been listening said "wait so what story is he from?" and I said he was real, and it was a true story, and she was in disbelief for a bit. And, like, if you did that to a character in a story, people would say it was unrealistic and they'd get tired of the character almost-dying so many times for such ridiculous reasons. But that's real. And I think often, the reality is a lot crazier than the fiction. And really, we only gain our ideas for fiction from reality. Everything is derivative. And I think fiction, when you think about how the world works and how knowledge works, is actually just as real as anything else. It's just a story. The only difference is how we label it. Of course, you can't interact with fictional people. But you also can't interact with historical people. And this is really really long now, and I'm going to get into my life philosophy and all that if I continue, so I'm going to stop.))#ChaseForBook9
☂That is awesome so far, Ari. And I love your talks.☂
I'M GOOD :DBUT SCHOOL IS MEAN AND PROCRASTINATING IS EVIL!!!! and blogland is like my #1 procrastinating place so that's why I haven't been on in a while...CLEMY IS FANTABULOUS... I THINK...I HAVEN'T SEEN HER IN A WHILE... *frowns* *shrugs*
[nods at Ari's rant]#ChaseForBook9
Ugh i didnt know new post gtg to pe Aretha better be on later
((Thanks, Ember. *hugs* You know, if I couldn't rain myself in, I would probably end up ranting signifigantly more than Star does. And I'm only saying that because I've never seen anyone here who wrote comments as long as hers as often as she does. I love reading them all, and I don't think she's just ranting at us. I'm just using that as a measure.))#ChaseForBook9
☂I think the reason people get annoyed when they read things that are too depressing or whatever is because they read in the first place to get away from those kinds of things.☂☂But then my advice would be just not to read those kinds of things.☂☂That said, sometimes people gravitate towards them even though they don't want to read them. People like to wallow. And then they get angry at the author.☂☂It's not fair, but it's understandable.☂
ARI!!!! *supermegatacklehugsofdoom* HAI!!!!!!!! :DI do NOT have the time to read all of that at the moment.... o.obut MAYBE I SHALL LATER :3
☂☂hugs Ari☂☂☂I like reading both your and Star's rants. And I honestly wish that I could do rants like that!☂
((FABIIII!!!!!!! *sneakyelderassassintacklehugs* It's been ages!!! You really don't need to read it, it's just ranty.*nods back to Fabi*))#ChaseForBook9
When I rant I tend to get off track and start talking about something completely different than what I was talking about before.... ^^
[Shrugs]No more than usual.I generally am more cryptic when I'm sleepy, so it wouldn't be surprising if I was.#ChaseForBook9
Hi Ari...Mm. When I rant, I usually get all apologetic at the end and ruin the whole thing.#ChaseForBook9
((And yesterday this girl was telling me the story of one of her roleplay characters, and she was engaged to this guy and then they got separated and she ended up killing herself shortly after... And she was telling me how this girl had had a pretty negative life and the guy she was engaged to was, like, her last hope for/source of happiness... And then I thought of Em. And I was like, Em actually has even more challenges, because she has kids to look after and a lawsuit with some jerk involving the kids she's trying to look after. And on top of that she tries to be there for all of us, and deal with her friends' problems. And it hit me- again- it hits me a lot- and I wondered how the heck she can even get out of bed. Like, that kind of weight to carry, all the time... And if you were so convinced that it would never get any better, because in so many years it never had... I mean, I'm not that strong. I was just imagining how it must feel for her to wake up. And then, how does she fight the urge not to just roll over and go back to sleep and never wake up or do anything ever again? How... How do you do that? How can people do that? And I have to go now. But basically, she's strong. And we all are, and we don't give ourselves enough credit. So give yourself credit.))#CahseForBook9
☂Hey, um, if I'm allowed to rant... and I'm not trying to take the awesome-rant-power thing away from Ari, because I can't rant for shit, sooo yeah.☂☂I'm so afraid of death.☂☂I don't know why I can't just not be afraid of death. I don't know why it has to keep looming in front of me all the time and I don't know why I have to feel this scared. I don't want to die. I would live forever even if it meant I had to grow disgustingly old and ugly and watch everybody die. I would live forever even if it meant I had to float in space alone with nobody and nothing. I don't want to just float into nothingness. I want to be me. I wouldn't care if all my memories got erased and I wouldn't care if I became somebody else. And I know I won't care once I'm dead anyway. Because I won't exist. And I won't be able to think.☂☂And I don't want to have to live in fear. I'm lucky because I have a wonderful life and a loving family (even if my mom can be a little silly sometimes!) but it's hard to have these panic things when nobody understands them. And it feels unfair, even though I should be GLAD they don't have this problem.☂☂And I always feel like it's my fault. I feel like I could stop it if I wanted to but I'm choosing to not stop it because I'm a loser. Or because I like pity parties.☂☂I'm tired.☂
Bye Jubi...[Again, acknowledges what Ari said but can't really come up with an intelligent-sounding response][Nods at what Ember said as well][hugs both]#ChaseForBook9
☂☂is pulled into group hug☂☂
Hi:) i shoukd be sleeping .. Sleepings boring.
Unfortunately, that was sort of a code.#ChaseForBook9
Hi Eld.[Floats around, echoing whispers sadly and sleepily]#ChaseForBook9
Hey fabi :) *sleepy hugs*
☂Is it something I could decipher?☂☂☂laughs maniacally☂☂
Hi sep :) *hugs sleepily*
----You hear the whup-whup-whupping of helicopter blades, and lookup in shock to see a bubblegum-pink chopper soaring through the air above you. A girl in a lab coat falls out, spinning and flipping through the air, and lands, on her feet, smack dab in the middle of this comment thread.----Hey-yup. How's it going?
Hey anni. Im sad bc feels og mormor...
☂Like fucking shit, my dear :D How are you?☂☂MAVIS GIVE ME A HIIIIIIIIINT☂☂☂hugs Blaze☂☂
Probably not, as there isn't much of a logical system to it.Hello, Annika.Msd...#ChaseForBook9
I see. I, personally, don't ship Mormor, but we all ship what we ship, so they say. Actually, no, they don't say that, I made it up just now. But the point still stands.I'm NOT sad today. I just got back from a testing center, having passed a rather important exam. You may now applaud for me.*one guy named Gavin in the distances lets out a strangled cheer*Thank you, Gavin, whoever you are.
☂teeeell meeeee :D☂
I'm a teenager and I still play with Legos all the time, and a bunch of my friends are accomplished Lego stop-motion artists, so these were really impressive videos to me. I've done some stop-motion work myself and it's very, very difficult.
*applaudes* well done.Yeah mormor is one of my OTP and i wrote a thing with Johnlock and Mormor and i cried. (By cried i mean 1 or 2 tears. I am phsyically incapable of crying.)
☂What is Mormor, btw?☂
Moriarty and Moran, Mycroft.Wow, that was a lot of M's.
☂Um... do the names stand for words or something?☂☂That's the only thing I can think of that kinda wouldn't really be crackable unless I had certain info or I was Mycroft.☂
Sebastian Moran (Moriarty's snipper) and Jim Moriarty.
☂I know XD☂☂Btw, Mycroft's not being Mycroft right now.☂☂Yeah, I ship Mormor.☂☂BUT WHY HAVEN'T THEY PUT MORAN INTO ANY SEASONS YET?☂
☂SNIPPER?☂☂I'm sorry, that was the best typo ever☂☂HEY DRAGONAAAAAA☂
Hey dragona *hugs*
Fine. Two of the names are a reference to a song, and represent two lines of it.The third name is from something I'm writing.It's not really meant to be decoded...#ChaseForBook9
Because, girl, in the original books, Moran didn't come into the picture until after Sherlock faked his death, half-mad with revenge and bloodlust after the death of his boss, Professor Moriarty.
Im allowed to have typos. It 2:05am
I noticed the snipper thing, but I didn't want to say anything. Hey, SOMEONE'S gotta make those human-skin shoes for dear Jim . . .
Wow. Over here it's 2:05 p.m.
Blogger Aretha Tesla said...((Thanks, Ember. *hugs* You know, if I couldn't rain myself in, I would probably end up ranting signifigantly more than Star does. And I'm only saying that because I've never seen anyone here who wrote comments as long as hers as often as she does. I love reading them all, and I don't think she's just ranting at us. I'm just using that as a measure.))#ChaseForBook9October 9, 2013 at 6:20 PM *laughs* XD*hugs everyone who complimented me on my ranting* Thank so you much. Everyone at school just generally tells me to shut up. XD@Ari: *hugs* I don't see how you could even class that rant as unneeded and irrelevant. It was beautiful. :)Ember: :( *hugs* I think most people are afraid of death to some extent.And - in a way, it's good that you're afraid of death, because it means you don't want to die. I don't really have any advice on stopping panic attacks, sorry . . . I feel like this is a really shit response. :/My characters are a bad influence on me . . . they swear more than I do so then I automatically swear more than I do . . .#ChaseForBookNine
☂YEAAAAAAAH☂☂☂high-fives Fabi☂☂☂☂runs off into the internet cackling☂☂☂It's fine, Starry...☂☂I have typos too! I'm not saying it's a bad thing! It's just that snipper makes me thing of snippy, which makes me think of Moran being really snippy and bratty to Moriarty☂☂OOOOH that makes sense. Yeah. Brainfart.☂
I have a problem with writing, sometimes, where I get so into the character that I start talking like them. I'm renowned among my friends for doing great silly accents, so if I'm writing someone who's southern like our favorite psycho Billy-Ray Sanguine, I'll start talking in a southern accent and I can't stop for hours.
Hi Star.[Gives a purple carrot]#ChaseForBook9
I played Mass Effect today. I promoted my Infiltrator class AGAIN, unlocked some new weapons (including a pistol that fires explosive rounds that can be used as proximity mines)... But I STILL don't have the Awakened Collector character that I want.Oh well. The Quarian Infiltrator is still awesome, even at level 1 because I promoted her from level 20. I just ran around with my sub-machine gun and my high-powered pistol shooting everyone.
☂Is it the Kelly Clarkson song?☂
☂I do that too, only I don't talk with an accent, the words that come out of my mouth sound like them.☂☂I was Mycroft on here for a long time and then I went out to meet some friends...☂☂...they were a little concerned...☂
Okay, Ember.If you can't figure it out with that, you probably can't at all without reading my mind.I hate Sanguine.I know what you mean about the characters, though...#ChaseForBook9
Hi star!Woah trying to userstand dragona...READ MY SADNESS ON NEXT POST
You hate Sanguine? Girrrrrrrl I can't get ENOUGH of that southern bastard!
Speaking of Mass Effect, I'm going to order a N7 Hoodie. It's like the Mass Effect armour... but hoodie-y.Look! It's great.http://www.biowarestore.com/brands/mass-effect/n7-armour-stripe-hoody-mk-ii.html
☂☂sighs☂☂☂☂hugs Fabi☂☂☂:(☂☂I'm going to leave btw... bye☂
@Blaze: . . . That was brilliant. O_O#ChaseForBookNine
:( FOurs, EMber!#ChaseForBookNine
DONT LEAVE SEP!...Thankyou Ink...
POSTED!(um, again. Just did my next succession-chapter-thing post.)inkystar.blogspot.com#ChaseForBookNine
@Blaze: It's true. :)#ChaseForBookNine
Bye Ember... [hugs]
YAY, DEREK!I will make a mental note to watch them when I am not working.*multiple homeworks at once*BUT HI. :)#ChaseForBook9
Ink - ok...Em- HI! *sleepy hugs*
Hello, Em.Brb, reading Star's posts.#ChaseForBook9
HI Taia! *sleepy hugs of a really need to sleep.*
Hey, Eld! *hugs back*SLEEP! SLEEP! SLEEP! *hands her a pillow*SLEEP! :P#ChaseForBook9
Im going to sleep. I think ill fall asleep typing otherwise.NIGHT/MORNING/AFTERNOON/MIDAY/GOODEVENING to everyone:DBYE:)
Horan... Moran... Heh...*yawns*I'msotired
*takes pillow and falls asleep*
Night, Eld! *hugs* Sleep well!Hey Fabi! :)Hey Mara! :)*hugs both*Awh. It's the first time I've seen my physics exercise book in a month, and I look at the comment my physics teacher left and IT'S SO NICE. x3#ChaseForBook9
What if, now bear with me on this, I started a poker game for cheese at my pal Sara's lock-in on Friday?
Sorry for vanishing! I was trying to do some work!:PDidn't go well. xDBeth is so hyped for the next ITS book, bless her!:)
Ah! Good morning/evening/afternoon/night/day, Miss Delicae! I don't believe we've had the pleasure of meeting . . .
Uhm... Hello! Nice to meet you!
MARABye Eld! Sleep well!TAIA#ChaseForBook9
Goodbye, Fabi!*claps hands*Now for my overly-dramatic introduction . . . cue the music . . .
It is a pleasure to make your acquaintance. Allow me to introduce myself. By day, I am Annika Barnosky, teen blogger and writer. By night, I am Doctor Precocious, monster hunter extraordinaire, accompanied by my indispensable butler, Aubrey, and our creepy black van. I am an Energy-Thrower, a daring adventurer, a skilled monster-hunter, of course, and, though I have no home of my own, I have a semi-permanent residency at the Midnight Hotel. I also play poker with a variety of high-profile personages.
@Taia: TAIAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA I meant to tell you, in Physics we watched this YouTube video song thing telling us about the difference between speed and velocity, AND THE SONG WAS MY TMBG.And today, we were meant to watch this rap thing NOT by TMBG but the computer was stuffing up, and:Boy next to me: Who MAKES these things?Miss: I don't know.Me: Well, the first one was by They Might Be Giants, and . . . *goes off into rant* *realises I can rant about them, if only a little bit O_O*Him: *tells me to shut up*#ChaseForBookNine
I'm not leaving...Actually, I am, but not... Yeah. #ChaseForBook9
Ooh! Aah! Yeah! I LOVE They Might Be Giants!
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