don't look if you don't want to, but i'm not telling you whats there because i don't really feel comfortable sharing it... but i did, because it needed to be shared...
Yeah I know I did. I miss her a lot but if she ends up happy then I'm okay. I guess. I do miss having her around and the kids...I know she wanted a son but I guess she never will.
Yeah I see what you mean. I think. I hope whoever she finds treats her well....though I know who will...*sighs* Ah who do I kid. My daughters have you seen them? Zaf rarely speaks to me other then work related topics.
Adra...I want to move on. I want to make amends for my past. I want to go on and be a better person. I lost a lot. I lost Zaf and she was wonderful and I knew her since childhood! I know she will never trust me as she did...And I guess whoever she wants will deserve her but I can go on to be a better person. I'll do whatever I must to get forgivness from everyone here.
*curtly* well you'll have to learn from this. You can't just get trust back- it's like a mirror. Once it is broken, you can out it back together, but you'll still see cracks and fissures
*glances at the treehouse for a moment* Look I heard of what's happened to Zaf I heard from the doctor in America who worked with her. I know what Hyde did and I know what hapoened that night between her and Croatoan. He should be lucky to have her trust. I hope one day maybe you'll forgive me for my past. I took up a position that allows me to take in the baddies, and in return I stay out of jail but if I screw up or do anything unlawful yeah then Zaf is gonna have me arrested. ((Hello Sir))
*looks at Adra for a moment then looks at the treehouse* If you see Alexis tell her I'm in NYC. *uses bracelet to go to own apartment in NYC* God damn it! All I ever do is do the right thing. Why is it that it's so hard!! If I ever see Croatoan he ought to know how damn lucky he is to have Zaf *goes to room and lays down falling asleep*
Indeed. Were there an atmosphere between Earth and your Sun, the pure acoustic force would pulverize the Earth in moments. Being screamed at by a star is an... Unpleasant experience.
Fear not, Adrasdos, I myself was not exposed to your Sun's primal raging, though I did recently digest a memory of a man being... Completely destroyed by a star's screaming.
Ah- I just try to say it bluntly. In religion I had to break dance. Granted, I looked fabulous, but sometimes I hues you have to say "screw everything" and do it anyway... Experiences help us grow, and it's good to get as many as possible :)
Dude. You have not met Reno. Reno the Pedo. He tried to pick up my sister. I had to present to him. He wasn't even looking at the presentation... He was looking at me!! X/
Well *looks at her chart and disappears into her lab, coming out moments later with a fish and a pan, putting the salmon in and above the fire, cooking it*
I didn't want to go pillow shopping because I was really tired (PSAT and two and a half hours of very very active dance/Pilates will do that), so I'm using one from the closet, but it's a bit... Stiff.
*hugs Snow and Fabi* Fabi, I killed the bed on a school trip. I scratched the sheet an ripped it :P My roommate thought I was having a fit :L Wbd, partying at NZ Sanctuary. Feel free to come if you want :)
then go right ahead. or give me a message and i can pass it on. *shrugs* i'm heading home now anyway *knows lea is nearby and gestures to him to camouflage himself and Snow*
"I don't mind being ogled, ridiculed, made to feel miniscule When you consider the source, it's kind of pitiful The only thing you'll ever know about me is . . . . . . That's all you'll ever know!"
we're having a small nz-erversairy party thing on our blog at the mo, wanna join us? All are welcome (pleeeease?) http://the-awesomest-sanctuary.blogspot.co.nz/2013/10/lets-have-party.html?showComment=1381993026902
Okay, my mum and I went shopping and mum brought me a really cute pair of jeans. We go home and I try them on and they fit really well. I pull off the tag and notice a word; 'Maternity'... Mum brought me pregnant people pants...
. . . Damn, my comment went dizzarza after the internet went plunk.
What I basically said was, damn the fact I poofed when people were being so nice, you're beautiful, plus another YouTuber got his account terminated (and the sad thing is, I started typing in the name to check, and it came up in the suggestions. That's how popular he was. He had so many vids. I wouldn't be surprised if it was over 200. At least over 100), so my Slipknot playlist now has fifteen deleted videos . . .
My condolences to those who were terminated. *hugs*
Remember how I was Hyde? I'm listening to Dangerous Game which reminded me of one side I never really showed until the end, obvious reasons, still I was smirking thinking of the fact he like attempted to hit on Adra by torturing her, and the whole 'disturbingly wide imagination' of Niccolò. Yeah I told my friend that and she's in hysterical laughter on le floor.
@Moss: Thank you for being honest, you mean. :) (That sentence would have worked better irl. It desperately required the appropriate tone of voice, which I cannot convey through this form of communication.)
@Fabi: Idk how many people to mail it to, though. :P When you have so many contacts, you think - these people don't need to see it. But where do you draw the line?
@Fabi: Sorry for fading out to force someone else to get first. :/
*attacklehugs for the first and second comments* You know the post where you said sometimes like "I've met many amazing people here, and one of them is YOU."? That was so nice. It just made you feel happy whenever you posted a comment. :) So thank you for doing it again. :)
*hugs*
"BE YOURSELF An original is always worth more than a copy."
:)
"I am all, but what am I? Another number that isn't equal to any of you I control, but I comply Pick me apart, then pick up the pieces I'M UNEVEN!"
I always feel like the 'uneven' is partially referring back to the numbers - like, he's saying he isn't an even number, but he isn't an odd number. He's stuck in the middle. He's uneven.
And I just love that.
*paraphrases this time* "I am a number than is unequal to any of you." It's awesome. :)
(Sorry - that was meant to be linked it with the special, unique theme. :))
Tomorrow I'm going to point out the countdown on my succession, and do so with use of an Avenged Sevenfold quote. "So have you figured it out now? SO HAVE YOU FIGURED IT OUT???"
(I started trying to write the lyrics of that song in my school notebook, but I forgot most of them. *facepalm*)
And in a way it seems there's no one to call When your thoughts are so numb and your feelings unsure We all have emptiness inside We all have answers to find But you - can't - win - this - fight!
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Wbd homework
I'm gonna write a documentryish post on my expirience of Hurrican Sandy...would anyone actually read it?
((hello...?))
*hums*
new word for hello hezo
Im here Adra poofs
D:
*huggles zaf* i'm in a hugging mood... the people that have read my latest blog post have said so much... amazing stuff... *smiles*
*hugs*
*pokes* how goes the Grad-Mage-ing....?
I'm doing homework
*huggles adra too*
Meh is all I can say: meh
XD
meh answers a lot of things
www.lonleysnow.blogspot.com
don't look if you don't want to, but i'm not telling you whats there because i don't really feel comfortable sharing it... but i did, because it needed to be shared...
*hugs Snow*
Eh could be better
I'll check it out in a few, Snow
kay... *hides* i g2g now anyway... Bye! *huggles all*
Bye- *huggles*
http://randomnthingsthatdomatter.blogspot.com/2013/10/documenting-storm.html?m=1
I documented the stirm if someone wants to read
Hello? I appear here to say hello. I have't come in ages but I'm here now.
Ay
No? Nothing?
Hmm... Well then *hums the Latin again, sitting on the swing*
Hello Adra
Hiya
What's going on? *watches*
I'm sitting on my swing, humming an old Latin song. So not much
Well what's happened? I was away with work. And not....not...not killing. Not...I work for the Sanctuary actually. *smiles* I work under Zaf
Hmm. Not killing. Shocker.
Yeah I do a bit of field work
Huh. How about that...
What shocking?
The fact that you're actually not being a dick all the time
Because I changed....losing Zaf really changed me. It did. I know my faults and I know she'll never trust me
Yeah get used to it. You messed up pretty bad
Yeah I know I did. I miss her a lot but if she ends up happy then I'm okay. I guess. I do miss having her around and the kids...I know she wanted a son but I guess she never will.
No, but as a former mother myself- it doesn't matter, just happiness and pure unconditional love
Yeah I see what you mean. I think. I hope whoever she finds treats her well....though I know who will...*sighs* Ah who do I kid. My daughters have you seen them? Zaf rarely speaks to me other then work related topics.
No I haven't
Damn it! Okay. What about Alexis....she really has a boy?
I can't disclose
Why? *shakes head* I changed Adra
I didn't. And you hurt my friends, and me. I can't forgive you for that
Good evening to you, Blogland.
Adra...I want to move on. I want to make amends for my past. I want to go on and be a better person. I lost a lot. I lost Zaf and she was wonderful and I knew her since childhood! I know she will never trust me as she did...And I guess whoever she wants will deserve her but I can go on to be a better person. I'll do whatever I must to get forgivness from everyone here.
((Hey Sir))
*curtly* well you'll have to learn from this. You can't just get trust back- it's like a mirror. Once it is broken, you can out it back together, but you'll still see cracks and fissures
And to be one at, you could use a bit of learning
*glances at the treehouse for a moment* Look I heard of what's happened to Zaf I heard from the doctor in America who worked with her. I know what Hyde did and I know what hapoened that night between her and Croatoan. He should be lucky to have her trust. I hope one day maybe you'll forgive me for my past. I took up a position that allows me to take in the baddies, and in return I stay out of jail but if I screw up or do anything unlawful yeah then Zaf is gonna have me arrested. ((Hello Sir))
You ought to be dead. You're lucky you still aren't.
Now if you excuse me,
*walks to Sir* Hiya!!
Yes, greetings, Ms. Adrasdos.
How are you?
*looks at Adra for a moment then looks at the treehouse* If you see Alexis tell her I'm in NYC. *uses bracelet to go to own apartment in NYC* God damn it! All I ever do is do the right thing. Why is it that it's so hard!! If I ever see Croatoan he ought to know how damn lucky he is to have Zaf *goes to room and lays down falling asleep*
I feel well. Could you perchance introduce me to the man you were speaking to until a short time ago?
*comes down* Javier just left? Damn him.
... Blast, he left. Harrumph, I'd really rather not follow him, I've already come a bit too close to pulverization today.
Did you know that your Sun screams?
Liv wanted to see her dad *sighs* Ah well I try
Javier Fyreheart, Zaf's ex
Ah- what?
*looks over at Sir* He'll be back within a few *picks uo his knife* Javier doesn't go far without it
Indeed. Were there an atmosphere between Earth and your Sun, the pure acoustic force would pulverize the Earth in moments. Being screamed at by a star is an... Unpleasant experience.
*takes knife from Zaf* I am Javier Fyreheart ex of Zafira's I would gladly stay and chat but I must go
((Zaf and I are going to bed now good night))
Uh... Are you alright?
Goodnight Zaf
... Well, very well, I suppose.
Good bye.
((And I say Sir Javier is my character okay going nkw
Fear not, Adrasdos, I myself was not exposed to your Sun's primal raging, though I did recently digest a memory of a man being... Completely destroyed by a star's screaming.
Good- no injuries or anything then?
Wait- what?
*Curses*))
Ah, greetings, Ms. Rose! I do hope the cursing is not indicative of a too large obstacle in your life?
Oh, right... Sorry, must've forgotten... *gets herself a hot teapot* Tea?
Hey Rose
Hey, yeah, life's great. They just made me present this whole STI project in front of the entire class...))
Well I don't think that's that bad...? Unless you have trouble presenting in a crowd. In that case- sorry *hugs* Tea?
*sigh*
Oh Death. I hope one day you look back on these adversities with a more charitable lens, for they may help define you..
No thank you, Ms. Adrasdos.
Massive fear of crowds... And having a to present this whole sex thing... Tea would be lovely, but, I am kind of dead...))
Ah- I just try to say it bluntly. In religion I had to break dance. Granted, I looked fabulous, but sometimes I hues you have to say "screw everything" and do it anyway... Experiences help us grow, and it's good to get as many as possible :)
*sips tea*
Hmm
*gently eats a skulcake*
Sadly I can hardly relate to the embarrassment of the more intimate side of human interaction.
Would you mind if I provided a "hyperlink" to a group of good Samaritans, on the internet, who give excellent advice upon such topics?
Dude. You have not met Reno. Reno the Pedo. He tried to pick up my sister. I had to present to him. He wasn't even looking at the presentation... He was looking at me!! X/
*Gags* He's a teacher, for Pete's sake!!))
Go for your live, Sharky!))
Well *looks at her chart and disappears into her lab, coming out moments later with a fish and a pan, putting the salmon in and above the fire, cooking it*
...
Such men deserve not to live.
Eh, well- creeps will be creeps, just do your best to ignore him :/
*while the fish cooks*
...interesting. *writes what they said down in her notebook* Social conduct... Or however
*stirs the fish a little bit*
*the salmon is eventually cooked and she eats it* yummehz
*shifts uncomfortably* I don't like the silence... Was I left behind again?
Oh...
Hi
And fish are an excellent source of omega three, so I indulge sometimes, for variety
I do suppose so, Adrasdos. I am hardly judging you for your choice in food.
Nor would I care if you did. *shrugs*
*plays with her knitting*
*yawns slightly, trying to hide it and not be rude*
*fails miserably*
Well, since you appear tired, I shall not keep you up any longer.
Good night, Adrasdos.
*peers at him* Sorry, I'm just exhausted...
*murmurs another apology and trudges back to her lab, leaving a bouquet of flowers on the ground*
((XD i just improved a kids story ten fold))
((i'm not here, BTW))
((scratch that, i am here))
((if anyone else is on...))
Hello.
I should be here a bit more often, because good-ish news today. And PSAT is over.
#ChaseForBook9
*be able to be here
((my version of comfort food: a bit of cheese and some peaches))
SNOW YOU'RE ALIVE
#ChaseForBook9
that i am
Hi. :-)
#ChaseForBook9
hi *huggles* and... thanks, i guess, for reading my... what i am calling awful and weird, blog post.
It's not awful. Shut up. [hugs]
#ChaseForBook9
shan't.
*nibbles double choc cookie* nom nom nom
[Throws a bean bag at Snow]
My pillow died today. That's the second this year. Not cool...
#ChaseForBook9
RIP Fabi's Pillow. may you stuffing be ever happy.
*your
[Nods]
I didn't want to go pillow shopping because I was really tired (PSAT and two and a half hours of very very active dance/Pilates will do that), so I'm using one from the closet, but it's a bit... Stiff.
#ChaseForBook9
poor fabi and her stiff pillow.
* poof * Hello all, I am here
hey cali.
fabi has a stiff pillow because her other one died
Mmph.
Hi Cali!
#ChaseForBook9
[Pokes Snow and hisses like a balloon]
#ChaseForBook9
...died...
thats quite impressive for something that never lived.
As far as im aware...
*huggles fabi, pinning her arms down to her sides*
XD fabi's pillow was very special.
So how are we all?
we are good. i assume.
apart from the pillow, of course.
Gotta go have dinner, be back in a bit
kay
I think when something effectively explodes, that counts as death.
Actually it really wasn't. The one that died tragically in July was special, this was just the last pillow in the house that's the way I like it.
[Squeaks]
[Wriggles away from Snow and hides behind a pile of fake pillows]
I'm good, mostly. You?
#ChaseForBook9
*pokes fabi* *hands fabi a cookie*
See you Cali.
I'm sorry for the fuss about my pillow. :-P
#ChaseForBook9
[Burrows under the pillows, nibbling at the cookie]
#ChaseForBook9
XD
okay, imma do some stuff now.
RP---------
*lea walks around in the woods*
Mm Kay.
[ParaFabi]
[Enters Blogland, scribbling a coded note an hurrying in the direction of the bar]
#ChaseForBook9
*Snow sits outside the bar, reading*
Hey! *looks at above comments* So that's where Cali went XD
SAPHY!! *huggles))
[ParaFabi stops when she sees Snow and turns away]
#ChaseForBook9
@Saph Oh, yeah, sorry :P back now though
*hugs Snow and Fabi*
Fabi, I killed the bed on a school trip. I scratched the sheet an ripped it :P My roommate thought I was having a fit :L
Wbd, partying at NZ Sanctuary. Feel free to come if you want :)
Saph! [hugs]
I'm secretly spying on you Kiwiminions. :-P
#ChaseForBook9
*sees ParaFabi* oh, hey
Yeah :) all are invited http://the-awesomest-sanctuary.blogspot.co.nz/2013/10/lets-have-party.html?showComment=1381988832442
((MWHAHA I AM GONNA SPY ON YOU))
Hi Cali! Hi Alex! [hugs both]
That sounds... Hm.
I saw. I was planning to randomly comment something strange, just because. Hm.
#ChaseForBook9
[Stops]
[Keeps face and tone blank]
Hello Snow.
#ChaseForBook9
*ParaFabi
gee, your cheery today.
sup?
ParaFabi: [Shrugs]
Actually, a lot. I've been setting up a more permanent base at this...location... I recently purchased.
#ChaseForBook9
kay. sounds fun. who were you looking for? i saw you heading towards the bar
I wasn't looking for anyone. I was going to leave a note.
#ChaseForBook9
then go right ahead. or give me a message and i can pass it on. *shrugs* i'm heading home now anyway *knows lea is nearby and gestures to him to camouflage himself and Snow*
(( g2g :( bye ))
bye snow :)
((Bye Snow))
ParaFabi: [Shrugs and begins a careful sketch]
#ChaseForBook9
I've been partially awake since around three in the morning because stomach ache and feeling sick. I'm tired now. It's fab. -_-
#ChaseForBookNine
"I don't mind being ogled, ridiculed, made to feel miniscule
When you consider the source, it's kind of pitiful
The only thing you'll ever know about me is . . .
. . . That's all you'll ever know!"
#ChaseForBookNine
hey star!!
we're having a small nz-erversairy party thing on our blog at the mo, wanna join us? All are welcome
(pleeeease?)
http://the-awesomest-sanctuary.blogspot.co.nz/2013/10/lets-have-party.html?showComment=1381993026902
Im sure we could cheer you up maybe?
Come over Starry! We love you. I'm sorry you feel sick *hugs*
Oh. You've probably disappeared. But I know you go through the comments, so I'll just say; I wish I could make you feel better, but I'm not much of a doctor. Take care, because we want you to be okay *hugs* Love you blogsis/fiancée (wait, is that incest?!)
...Hullo?
^^ That's funny. Last time I checked this was at 6:48!!
...
...
...
...
DOCTOR WHO IS STARTING!
WHAT!?
Okay, my mum and I went shopping and mum brought me a really cute pair of jeans. We go home and I try them on and they fit really well. I pull off the tag and notice a word; 'Maternity'... Mum brought me pregnant people pants...
Weee
Hello? Wbd
Anybody home?????
Gtg now :( bells about to go. See ya ya later!
Damn its silent...
Hello...? D:
#ChaseForBook9
Oopsie.
#ChaseForBook9
. . . Damn, my comment went dizzarza after the internet went plunk.
What I basically said was, damn the fact I poofed when people were being so nice, you're beautiful, plus another YouTuber got his account terminated (and the sad thing is, I started typing in the name to check, and it came up in the suggestions. That's how popular he was. He had so many vids. I wouldn't be surprised if it was over 200. At least over 100), so my Slipknot playlist now has fifteen deleted videos . . .
My condolences to those who were terminated. *hugs*
#ChaseForBookNine
https://www.youtube.com/results?search_query=yayandrade&oq=yayandrade&gs_l=youtube.3..0.95081.98894.0.104627.10.6.0.4.4.0.362.1091.0j4j1j1.6.0...0.0...1ac.1.11.youtube.RMyVyRGwt2E
Look at all those deletions. D:
#ChaseForBookNine
170 videos. 170 videos in one year.
:'(
#ChaseForBookNine
I search for the obscure word of yayandrade, and how many results?
About 20,400 results.
They were so popular . . .
(Sorry, just casually spamming here).
#ChaseFOrBookNine
[hugs Star]
#ChaseForBook9
.... Damn.
Do you hear the people sing singing the song of angry men
Haa in maths i have it playing have a sub so we just had an easy assignment
*hugs Moss* :)
Oh! I never told you - your story was amazing! The one with Sadie and Sheena. I meant to tell you, then I didn't see you, then I forgot, but yes! :)
Hi, Zaf! Damn?
Hmm. I need to write an essay draft. I can't be bothered.
#ChaseForBookNine
@Zaf: Yay. :)
#ChaseForBookNine
Hi Zaf [hugs]
Thanks, Star. :-)
#ChaseForBook9
Remember how I was Hyde? I'm listening to Dangerous
Game which reminded me of one side I never really showed until the end, obvious reasons, still I was smirking thinking of the fact he like attempted to hit on Adra by torturing her, and the whole 'disturbingly wide imagination' of Niccolò. Yeah I told my friend that and she's in hysterical laughter on le floor.
@Moss: Thank you for being honest, you mean. :)
(That sentence would have worked better irl. It desperately required the appropriate tone of voice, which I cannot convey through this form of communication.)
@Zaf: :)
#ChaseForBookNine
MY PLAYLIST CANNOT WORK EFFECTIVELY AS A PLAYLIST WITH THOSE VIDEOS MISSING. :/
The problem is, quite a few of yayandrade's vids are for songs that none one else on YouTube has lyrics vids for . . . :/
#ChaseForBookNine
Do you think I should email my tree out to people or just not?
#ChaseForBookNine
(Okay. I sort of know what you mean.)
[hugs Star again] :-/
If you want to. :-)
#ChaseForBook9
@Fabi: Idk how many people to mail it to, though. :P When you have so many contacts, you think - these people don't need to see it. But where do you draw the line?
. . . I'll mail it. :)
And - that's good. :)
#ChaseForBookNine
Ha, Gmail's suggesting all these people to send it to, so I'm just clicking on them. :)
#ChaseForBookNine
[Laughs]
That's one strategy, anyway.
#ChaseForBook9
Ha, Gmail's suggesting all these people to send it to, so I'm just clicking on them. :)
#ChaseForBookNine
YOU'RE SPECIAL. :-)
#ChaseForBook9
NO, REALLY.
THIS WORLD IS A PRETTY BIG PLACE, BUT THERE'S ONLY ONE YOU.
IDK. THAT MIGHT BE THE DEDICATION. I'M WORKING ON SOMETHING AS USUAL, THOUGH.
#ChaseForBook9
@Fabi: Sorry for fading out to force someone else to get first. :/
*attacklehugs for the first and second comments* You know the post where you said sometimes like "I've met many amazing people here, and one of them is YOU."? That was so nice. It just made you feel happy whenever you posted a comment. :) So thank you for doing it again. :)
*hugs*
"BE YOURSELF
An original is always worth more than a copy."
:)
"I am all, but what am I?
Another number that isn't equal to any of you
I control, but I comply
Pick me apart, then pick up the pieces
I'M UNEVEN!"
I always feel like the 'uneven' is partially referring back to the numbers - like, he's saying he isn't an even number, but he isn't an odd number. He's stuck in the middle. He's uneven.
And I just love that.
*paraphrases this time* "I am a number than is unequal to any of you." It's awesome. :)
(Sorry - that was meant to be linked it with the special, unique theme. :))
#CHaseForBookNine
Hi Dragona! :)
#ChaseForBookNine
Testing.
#ChaseForBookNine
Star, there's a new part of my story up if you have time.
[Attacklehugs Star back]
:-)
Hello Dragona!
#ChaseForBook9
@Fabi: Yay! Attacklehugs! :)
#ChaseForBookNine
*throws random things like paper*
POSTEDDDDDDDDDDDDDD.
inkystar.blgospot.com
@Dragona: I'll probably be there . . . sometime. I have to write an essay draft/do my sister's birthday card, now. :/
#ChaseForBookNine
*inkystar.blogspot.com
*facepalm*
#ChaseForBookNine
Tomorrow I'm going to point out the countdown on my succession, and do so with use of an Avenged Sevenfold quote.
"So have you figured it out now?
SO HAVE YOU FIGURED IT OUT???"
(I started trying to write the lyrics of that song in my school notebook, but I forgot most of them. *facepalm*)
And in a way it seems there's no one to call
When your thoughts are so numb and your feelings unsure
We all have emptiness inside
We all have answers to find
But you - can't - win - this - fight!
Um.
*gets to doing stuff*
#ChaseForBookNine
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