Monday, May 6, 2013

Back in Circulation

Ah, time off... how I love you so... At least, I love the IDEA of you. I love the MENTION of you, the PROMISE of you. But I never quite GET you, do I?

Such is the reality of life as a writer— there IS no time off.

Other people leave the office and go off on holidays, but that's not the case with writers. Oh sure, we can easily walk away from the writing desk, but it's not so easy to flick the switch in our heads that makes us stop thinking of the next thing to write. We're stuck in that headspace. A writer's brain will continue to churn, even when we want to think about other things. It's not a BAD problem to have. It's not as bad as, say, being born without a head or waking up one morning to find your house is made of cheese. But it can get annoying. It means that you can never really relax...

I've had a few days off ever since sending in my first draft of LSODM. The last time I spoke with Nick, my editor, he was halfway through and loving it. Apparently. So that's good. I think. I'm not sure what my feelings are towards this new book. At the moment I'm too close to it, I don't know if it's good or great (or, yikes, bad) so I'm at that stage where uncertainty is tainting everything and I'm just waiting for Nick to finish the whole thing and say "Yeaahhhhh it's... fine... BUT..."

So yes, I've had a few days off since then. Two of which were taken up with meetings. But from Thursday on, I haven't even had to answer the phone. So what have I been doing?

Planning.

I have two short stories to write for various things. I want to do a lot more for the Skulduggery short story collection coming out next year. I need to start thinking of Skulduggery Book Nine. And I have to get a handle of what I'm going to write AFTER. What book is going to coming out in 2015? What will the next series be?

So that's what I've been doing over the weekend.

But now that I have the first draft handed in, hopefully I'll be able to get back to posting here on a weekly basis, and being a bit more present on Twitter, and generally getting things back to normal. You've all been very patient while I've had my head down, and I appreciate it. As a reward, here's a thing.


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Star Inkbright said...

:( WISH I COULD GO DO THAT WITH ALL YOU GUYS IRL. D:

Lewis Ravenscroft / Rhydian Blake said...

Too bad that we can't...*sits down*

Star Inkbright said...

MEH. *scowls*

Luciana said...

NOVEMBER IS GOING TO BE AWESOME.

CATCHING FIRE, SHERLOCK SERIES 3 AND DOCTOR WHO ANNIVERSARY SPECIAL THINGYMABOB.

oh, and my birthday:)

Lewis Ravenscroft / Rhydian Blake said...

A lot is happening in November.

Star Inkbright said...

AWESOMINOUS! :)

Aisling Dubh said...

That would be cool. If we could all go together.

Lewis Ravenscroft / Rhydian Blake said...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LUCE!!!!! =) In a few months any way

Star Inkbright said...

That be because November is jepic. :)

BUT I STILL WANT AUGUST. :)

And July because the summer holidays start then! :)

Lewis Ravenscroft / Rhydian Blake said...

*sighs* I really wish I could go with you guys. I don't want to go with my friend. She's great but she's always teasing me. =(

Star Inkbright said...

That wouldn't be cool - it would be beyond awesomeness, jepicness and coolness all combined. :/

Aisling Dubh said...

Star that is true!!

Lewis Ravenscroft / Rhydian Blake said...

I agree Star

Star Inkbright said...

*frowns at the clock*

Luciana said...

August is going to be awesome, too.

After I get back from Florida, Sea of Monsters (Percy Jackson #2) film release, City of Bones film release, Last Stand Of Dead Men...
Then, of course, results day for British Y11s and enrollment day at colleges:)

Star Inkbright said...

D:

DAMN DISTANCE.

Aisling Dubh said...

Yes August WILL be awesome!

Lewis Ravenscroft / Rhydian Blake said...

2013 seems to be a very big and exciting year

Ieni Strider (Ieni The Ninja Aeroplane, Eater of Fabi's armses) said...

Star, do you mind checking your emails?
Am not really here: tidying room.

Star Inkbright said...

:)

I'M JUST POSTING EMOTICONS AND NOT SAYING ANYTHING. *frowns*

Star Inkbright said...

Damn, have to go, fours!

Lewis Ravenscroft / Rhydian Blake said...

Bye Star!! *waves*

Aisling Dubh said...

Bye Star

Tyler ( The sociopathic, angel of the lord , hunter :3) said...

NONONONONONOONONONONONONONONONONON

SPOILERS!!!!!!!!!!!

Lewis Ravenscroft / Rhydian Blake said...

What spoilers?

Tyler ( The sociopathic, angel of the lord , hunter :3) said...

Actually.... nevermind

(Was behind on comments)

Aisling Dubh said...

Yeah what spoilers?

Aisling Dubh said...

Oh ok

Lewis Ravenscroft / Rhydian Blake said...

eight minutes of total silence...This is killing me. I'm really impatient

Queen Flora Ophelia of the Flowers; Leader of the New Land of Stickers; Prophet of the New Order; General of the Shadow People said...

I think it's because The Voice started at 8:35 :/

Tyler ( The sociopathic, angel of the lord , hunter :3) said...

Sorry, was at home (A.K.A. tumblr)

Lewis Ravenscroft / Rhydian Blake said...

Got to go now. BYE!!!!!

Aisling Dubh said...

Bye Rhydian

Tyler ( The sociopathic, angel of the lord , hunter :3) said...

Bye Bye Saint!!!

Luciana said...

Yeah, sorry. The Voice is on!

Aisling Dubh said...

Hi Jubi

I'm Jubilance Glee / Occasional Haiku-er / And a dinosaur said...

AIS!!!!!!!!!! *supermegatacklehugsofdoom*


hi.

Aisling Dubh said...

*is supermegatacklehugofdoomed*

How are you Jubi?

I'm Jubilance Glee / Occasional Haiku-er / And a dinosaur said...

I'm goooood :D

How bout you?

Aisling Dubh said...

Wbd Reading

Aisling Dubh said...

I'm good Jubi

I'm Jubilance Glee / Occasional Haiku-er / And a dinosaur said...

Okey doke :)

Wachya reading?

I'm Jubilance Glee / Occasional Haiku-er / And a dinosaur said...

Well that's happyfull :D

Aisling Dubh said...

City of Ashes. It's really good.

Aisling Dubh said...

I'm tired though spent 7 hours at the Dublin Fleadh today.

I'm Jubilance Glee / Occasional Haiku-er / And a dinosaur said...

OOOOH

sounds good :D

Aisling Dubh said...

The Fleadh is an Irish trad music competition. The one today was the Dublin Fleadh. The group competitions were today and all the other ones are tomorrow. If you make it through the Dublin Fleadh you go onto the Leinster Fleadh. If you get through that you go onto the all-Ireland Fleadh.

My group didn't make it through but my friend is in the U12s and her group got through.

Just in case you're wondering.

I'm Jubilance Glee / Occasional Haiku-er / And a dinosaur said...

Aw :( that sucks (for you...) ... But :P Good for your friend :D

Dynasty Maguire/Rathrockt Maguire (Brad Wood) said...


If anyone would like to join:

bloglandcollab.blogspot.co.uk

Tyler ( The sociopathic, angel of the lord , hunter :3) said...

....................Okay, whats going on ?

I'm Jubilance Glee / Occasional Haiku-er / And a dinosaur said...

TYLER!!!!!!!!! BRAD!!!!!!!!!! *supermegatacklehugsofdoom*






hi..

Aisling Dubh said...

Meh it means we don't have to do loads more practicing. My group got through last year. But I was in France for the Leinster's so I missed it.

I'm Jubilance Glee / Occasional Haiku-er / And a dinosaur said...

Oh *shrugs*
Well I guess it's Ok then
xD

and that sucks about you missing the one last year :-/

Aisling Dubh said...

Yeah it did but I'd rather be on holidays.

Aisling Dubh said...

Hi Tyler
Hi Brad

Tyler ( The sociopathic, angel of the lord , hunter :3) said...

I CAN'T WAIT TILL THE STORY ON THE BLOGLANDCOLLAB

I'ma gonna be me on the good side!

COZ I IZ ANGEL!

(Will stop talking like that)

Dynasty Maguire/Rathrockt Maguire (Brad Wood) said...

So does anyone wanna join BloglandCollab

Aisling Dubh said...

Brad I would but I can't. I'm not allowed set up a new email.

I'm Jubilance Glee / Occasional Haiku-er / And a dinosaur said...

Ummm maybe... :-/



but I'm not very good at Collabs..
Have you figured out a plot for it yet??

Fabi S. - Fashion-Conscious Fire Wraith said...

Hello?

I'm Jubilance Glee / Occasional Haiku-er / And a dinosaur said...

FABI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *supermegatacklehugsofdoom*



hi.

Maralie Lily Charm said...

Um. Hi, everyone. I've got something to say...

You know, there's a certain person on this blog who I hurt. Badly. I won't say who, but...

Lucy-Leigh Iridescent is me.

I was afraid that coming back here, I would... hurt some Bloglandians. And I did just that when I tried not to. I'm sorry. You know who you are.

So I put on a façade. Pretended I was someone else. Just to see how life was like as someone else. Not Maralie Lily Charm, or Jane... just someone else. And I'm so sorry for that. I really, really am. I hate myself for hurting you.

I love you, ____. *hugs tightly*

And you do matter. You're my sister. If you don't matter to anyone else, you most definitely matter to me.
Even if that isn't enough. You will always matter to me.

Fabi S. - Fashion-Conscious Fire Wraith said...

Hi Jubi! I have a me again!

[Waves around excitedly]

Fabi S. - Fashion-Conscious Fire Wraith said...

Hi Mara. Yeah, I sort of guessed. About you being Leigh, I mean... [hugs]

Maralie Lily Charm said...

I'm sorry for not being truthful :(

Please forgive me?

I'm Jubilance Glee / Occasional Haiku-er / And a dinosaur said...

MARA!!!!!!!!!!!!! *Supermegatacklehugsofdoom*

hi.


Well you had me fooled :P

But you shouldn't feel like you should change just because you think you might hurt some one *Hugs*

Fabi S. - Fashion-Conscious Fire Wraith said...

Mara, I'm not mad at you. I'd probably be upset if you'd fooled me and I had no idea, but I remembered you using the name Lucy-Leigh when we were switching names like crazy. I kind of knew it was you the entire time, I just didn't want to say anything. So I'm not mad at you in the slightest. [hugs]

Luciana said...

Forgive what, Mara? Sisters don't have to forgive, not when there is nothing to be forgiven.

Though, I will say this - I'm proud of you. So, SP proud. *hugs tightly*

Tyler ( The sociopathic, angel of the lord , hunter :3) said...

*Fiddles with thumbs*

Maralie Lily Charm said...

Jubi - I know that now... *hugs back*

Fabi - I kinda thought you knew... I was going to email you, but... I guess I got scared :/ *hugs*

Luci - ... *hugs*
I felt so so so bad when I got the email. I wanted to cry. I'm sorry...

Luciana said...

*shrugs* My bad moods can make almost anyone cry. But I'm a sadistic twat, so... *laughs*

Fabi S. - Fashion-Conscious Fire Wraith said...

It's ok, Mara. I'd be scared to email me, too, if I thought I knew that I was me! That made no sense...sorry! [hugs back]

And I have to go now, Mom just got home and I need to help put away groceries. Bbl.

[hugs everyone]

Dynasty Maguire/Rathrockt Maguire (Brad Wood) said...

bloglandcollab.blogspot.co.uk
that will answer your questons:)

Sapphire Iota (S/ Cam) said...

Hello!

Maralie Lily Charm said...

God no, that sentence was wrong...

What I'm trying to say is;
I'm so so so so so so so so sorry.
*hugs*



Why do I screw everything up? *mutters*

I'm Jubilance Glee / Occasional Haiku-er / And a dinosaur said...

SAPPHY!!!!!!!!! *supermegatacklehugsofdoom*



hi.

I'm Jubilance Glee / Occasional Haiku-er / And a dinosaur said...

Aw Mara :( You don't screw everything up *Supermegafeelbettertacklehugofdoom*

Luciana said...

BYEEEEE FABIIIIIII!

Mara,
The past is the past,
They're the days you'll never get back,
It's the past.
...
Tomorrow brings a brighter hope, if you let it carry you.


HELLO ANYONE THAT APPEARED MAGICALLY, MYSTERIOUSLY, IMMYSTERIOUSLY OR OTHERWISE!:D

Maralie Lily Charm said...

"Life is all about risks and it requires you to jump. Don't be a person who has to look back and wonder what they could have or could have had. No one lives forever."

"When life gives you a hundred reasons to cry, show life that you have a thousand reasons to smile."


^^^
I love these quotes so much.

Tyler ( The sociopathic, angel of the lord , hunter :3) said...

I don't know ..what to do any more....

Elder Arratay Shadows said...

Hi Mara!

Elder Arratay Shadows said...

Hello Tyler!

Aisling Dubh said...

Sorry for poofing

Hi Mara I wondered if you were Lucy-Leigh but I wasn't sure.
Hi Fabi yay you're you agin. If that makes sense
Hi Saph

Gtg night.

Sapphire Iota (S/ Cam) said...

*Smiles* I love those quotes *tacklehugs everyone* Hi!

Elder Arratay Shadows said...

Hi!
*Gives all cookies*

Sapphire Iota (S/ Cam) said...

Hi/Bye Arratay :(
Hi Tyler!
Bye Ais :(

I'm Jubilance Glee / Occasional Haiku-er / And a dinosaur said...

ARRATAY!!!!!!!!!! *supermegatacklehugsofdoom*



hi.

Sapphire Iota (S/ Cam) said...

Oooh, I like the new pic Jubi

I'm Jubilance Glee / Occasional Haiku-er / And a dinosaur said...

haha thanks ^^

Queen Flora Ophelia of the Flowers; Leader of the New Land of Stickers; Prophet of the New Order; General of the Shadow People said...

Hello! I'm back again :)

Sapphire Iota (S/ Cam) said...

Hi Ophelia, nice to meet you :)

I'm Jubilance Glee / Occasional Haiku-er / And a dinosaur said...

FLORA/OPHELIA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *supermegatacklehugsofdoom*



hi.

Queen Flora Ophelia of the Flowers; Leader of the New Land of Stickers; Prophet of the New Order; General of the Shadow People said...

Nice to meet you too, Saph! (Can I call you that?)

AH! Don't tackle me! I'm rubbish at rugby! *runs screaming*

Queen Flora Ophelia of the Flowers; Leader of the New Land of Stickers; Prophet of the New Order; General of the Shadow People said...

And you can call me either Jubi - I don't mind! Whatever you prefer!

I'm Jubilance Glee / Occasional Haiku-er / And a dinosaur said...

Haha okeydoke ;)

Luciana said...

FLORAAAAAA *tacklehugs*

Wbd, writing.

Queen Flora Ophelia of the Flowers; Leader of the New Land of Stickers; Prophet of the New Order; General of the Shadow People said...

LUCEEEEE!



Also, for the love of the Golden God, can someone please tell me what 'wbd' means? I see it everywhere and do not understand!! D:

I am /totally/ not down with the kids.

I'm Jubilance Glee / Occasional Haiku-er / And a dinosaur said...

lol
it mean Will Be Distant xP

Luciana said...

Will be distant, Flora. :P

Queen Flora Ophelia of the Flowers; Leader of the New Land of Stickers; Prophet of the New Order; General of the Shadow People said...

OH.

I'm a fool for not working that out.


I'm meant to be a university student, guys. I think it's obvious that I just got in by chance.

I'm Jubilance Glee / Occasional Haiku-er / And a dinosaur said...

Aw No it's fine :)
I didn't know what it meant either, until I asked

Queen Flora Ophelia of the Flowers; Leader of the New Land of Stickers; Prophet of the New Order; General of the Shadow People said...

Ah well that's alright then - I don't feel too bad now :)

Maralie Lily Charm said...

Graham Norton's onnnnnn

Queen Flora Ophelia of the Flowers; Leader of the New Land of Stickers; Prophet of the New Order; General of the Shadow People said...

I love him! Though because I'm in halls I don't have a tv license and so can't watch him :(

Maralie Lily Charm said...

Flora - He's really funny :)

:( can you watch him on YouTube?

Queen Flora Ophelia of the Flowers; Leader of the New Land of Stickers; Prophet of the New Order; General of the Shadow People said...

I can watch them on iplayer but it seems to take all the fun out of it :/

Maralie Lily Charm said...

Yeah, I get what you're saying :(
I love the red chair, though. It doesn't even matter what I'm watching it on as long as I can see the red chair :3

Fabi S. - Fashion-Conscious Fire Wraith said...

Hello? I am back for now. :-)

Maralie Lily Charm said...

*laughs*

Ciara and I were dancing to DNA and I almost fell down the stairs... C:

Fabi S. - Fashion-Conscious Fire Wraith said...

Stairs are baaaaaaaad. Especially the ones at the place where I'm performing tonight. I'm talking concrete stairs, you can see through to the floor below, and they're too close together, I kept hitting my feet on them! Never mind, I'm not here to complain about stairs. They're pretty useful for getting to my room, and all. [shrugs]

Anyway, hi Mara!

Maralie Lily Charm said...

Hi Fab :)

Our stairs are weird. They go up straight, and then, like, separate. XD

Jophiel said...

*Waves*
*Sighs*
*Drops*

Jophiel said...

Heartbeats fast
Colors and promises
How to be brave
How can I love when I'm afraid to fall
But watching you stand alone
All of my doubt suddenly goes away somehow
One step closer

I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don't be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I love you for a thousand more

Time stands still
Beauty in all she is
I will be brave
I will not let anything take away
What's standing in front of me
Every breath
Every hour has come to this
One step closer

I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don't be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I love you for a thousand more

And all along I believed I would find you

Time has brought your heart to me
I have loved you for a thousand years
I love you for a thousand more

One step closer
One step closer

I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don't be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I love you for a thousand more

And all along I believed I would find you
Time has brought your heart to me
I have loved you for a thousand years
I love you for a thousand more

Fabi S. - Fashion-Conscious Fire Wraith said...
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Fabi S. - Fashion-Conscious Fire Wraith said...

Hello, Death!

That song is pretty, I danced to it in Lyrical last year. :-)

Jophiel said...

Feels like my life's been passing by
With happiness just bein' a lie
How did I get here, where am I going?
One more day without knowing
Struggling for one more breath
As I'm drowning in a painful death
Can someone reach out for me?
In this dark and dreary sea

'Cause it seems like no one can
Hear the voice that's calling
Try to take the most I can stand
But I keep falling

I try to chase the memories away
But they haunt me everyday
I hope I get over this phase
'Cause I'm stuck inside this haze
All I need is a simple lift
Such a sweet and precious gift
So I don't lose it all before
What I have left is nothing more

In my isolated misery
I feel like the epitome
Of darkness and despair
Just leading into nowhere
Will I be able to win this race?
I'm runnin' at a slow pace
Trying hard to press on
But the motivation's gone

'Cause it seems like no one can
Hear the voice that's calling
Try to take the most I can stand
But I keep falling

Oh

I try to chase the memories away
But they haunt me everyday
I hope I get over this phase
'Cause I'm stuck inside this haze
All I need is a simple lift
Such a sweet and precious gift
So I don't lose it all before
What I have left is nothing more

It may not have to be this way
Waiting for me, there could be a new day
Maybe I can revise
And escape from the lies

I try to chase the memories away
But they haunt me everyday
I hope I get over this phase
'Cause I'm stuck inside this haze
All I need is a simple lift
Such a sweet and precious gift
So I don't lose it all before
What I have left is nothing more

There could be something more
To what my life may have in store
I'll move from where I began
Keep on pressing through to the end


Me, right?

Maralie Lily Charm said...

Hey, Death. :)

*hugs*

Queen Flora Ophelia of the Flowers; Leader of the New Land of Stickers; Prophet of the New Order; General of the Shadow People said...

@Maralie: Yeah, I love the read chair too :) my favourite one has got to be when Adele was in charge of it :')

Jophiel said...

I've heard there was a secret chord
That David played, and it pleased the Lord
But you don't really care for music, do you?
It goes like this
The fourth, the fifth
The minor fall, the major lift
The baffled king composing Hallelujah

Hallelujah, Hallelujah
Hallelujah, Hallelujah

Your faith was strong but you needed proof
You saw her bathing on the roof
Her beauty in the moonlight overthrew you
She tied you to a kitchen chair
She broke your throne, and she cut your hair
And from your lips she drew the Hallelujah

Hallelujah, Hallelujah
Hallelujah, Hallelujah

Baby I have been here before
I know this room, I've walked this floor
I used to live alone before I knew you.
I've seen your flag on the marble arch
Love is not a victory march
It's a cold and it's a broken Hallelujah

Hallelujah, Hallelujah
Hallelujah, Hallelujah

There was a time when you let me know
What's really going on below
But now you never show it to me, do you?
And remember when I moved in you
The holy dove was moving too
And every breath we drew was Hallelujah

Hallelujah, Hallelujah
Hallelujah, Hallelujah

Maybe there’s a God above
But all I’ve ever learned from love
Was how to shoot at someone who outdrew you
It’s not a cry you can hear at night
It’s not somebody who has seen the light
It’s a cold and it’s a broken Hallelujah

Hallelujah, Hallelujah
Hallelujah, Hallelujah

You say I took the name in vain
I don't even know the name
But if I did, well, really, what's it to you?
There's a blaze of light in every word
It doesn't matter which you heard
The holy or the broken Hallelujah

Hallelujah, Hallelujah
Hallelujah, Hallelujah

I did my best, it wasn't much
I couldn't feel, so I tried to touch
I've told the truth, I didn't come to fool you
And even though it all went wrong
I'll stand before the Lord of Song
With nothing on my tongue but Hallelujah

Hallelujah, Hallelujah
Hallelujah, Hallelujah
Hallelujah, Hallelujah
Hallelujah, Hallelujah
Hallelujah, Hallelujah
Hallelujah, Hallelujah
Hallelujah, Hallelujah
Hallelujah, Hallelujah
Hallelujah


Hey Mars...

Jophiel said...

Would you know my name
If I saw you in heaven?
Would it be the same
If I saw you in heaven?
I must be strong and carry on
'Cause I know I don't belong here in heaven

Would you hold my hand
If I saw you in heaven?
Would you help me stand
If I saw you in heaven?
I'll find my way through night and day
'Cause I know I just can't stay here in heaven

Time can bring you down, time can bend your knees
Time can break your heart, have you begging please, begging please

Beyond the door there's peace I'm sure
And I know there'll be no more tears in heaven

Would you know my name
If I saw you in heaven?
Would you feel the same
If I saw you in heaven?
I must be strong and carry on
Cause I know I don't belong here in heaven

That's right, because I belong in hell.

Maralie Lily Charm said...

I had to sing Hallelujah for my Communion...

Most terrifying moment of my life >.<

Jophiel said...

Talk to me softly
There's something in your eyes
Don't hang your head in sorrow
And please don't cry
I know how you feel inside I've
I've been there before
Somethin's changin' inside you
And don't you know

Don't you cry tonight
I still love you baby
Don't you cry tonight
Don't you cry tonight
There's a heaven above you baby
And don't you cry tonight

Give me a whisper
And give me a sigh
Give me a kiss before you
tell me goodbye
Don't you take it so hard now
And please don't take it so bad
I'll still be thinkin' of you
And the times we had...baby

And don't you cry tonight
Don't you cry tonight
Don't you cry tonight
There's a heaven above you baby
And don't you cry tonight

And please remember that I never lied
And please remember
how I felt inside now honey
You gotta make it your own way
But you'll be alright now sugar
You'll feel better tomorrow
Come the morning light now baby

And don't you cry tonight
An don't you cry tonight
An don't you cry tonight
There's a heaven above you baby
And don't you cry
Don't you ever cry
Don't you cry tonight
Baby maybe someday
Don't you cry
Don't you ever cry
Don't you cry
Tonight


I'm just in a really, really depressed mood...

Fabi S. - Fashion-Conscious Fire Wraith said...

Sorry I poofed. I managed to temporarily lose my iPod without moving. And, I'm not here, have to have an early dinner then get ready for the recital tonight...:-/ [hugs]

Jophiel said...

*Hugs*
Bye

I'm Jubilance Glee / Occasional Haiku-er / And a dinosaur said...

HelloooOOOOO.o

Jophiel said...

Hey

Zanida Laufeydottir Queen of Asgard (Zafira Kerias) said...

Ahem new videos are on YouTube

Jophiel said...

Dad, I know what it's like. Yes Dad, I understand. Of course I- Dad, believe me, I know what it's like. (DAD! FINE THEN! JUST DON'T DO IT THEN! all i've ever wanted was to get along with everyone dad, is that so hard? not to argue once on my birthday, to be able to smile all day long, not to be teased and laughed at, to be BLOODY APPRECIATED AROUND HERE!!! I CAN'T CARE LESS ABOUT WHAT I GET FOR BIRTHDAYS! THERE IS A REASON I'M BLOODY DEPRESSED DAD! NO ONE BLOODY CARES IN THE DAMNED HOUSE! IT'S ALL ABOUT NIKITA, ROHAN, MUM, YOU, MATT, JACK OR EVEN THE BLOODY DOG!!! I'M THE BOTTOM OF THE LADDER AND EVERY TIME I TRY TO CLIMB, SOMEONE STEPS ON MY HANDS AND I FALL FURTHER AND FURTHER BEHIND!! CAN'T YOU BLOODY SEE THAT YOU'RE OWN DAUGHTER NEEDS YOU! dad. you don't know me at all. do you? would life be better without me? there's only one way to find out. it's a one way trip that i know i want to make now. i wouldn't be surprised if you "missed" my funeral. "Wait, what funeral? You mean that that leech we had died? Oh, no way! Yes! Thank you Lord!!!" you'd then dance around all happy, wouldn't you dad? i'd be out of your hair. no more wise cracks, no more annoyance, no more Dannielle. you'd have that life you always wanted. the one with the five perfect children. the one with two daughters and two sons. you'd finally be happy. I would too. I'd be bloody ecstatic. I learned how to make a noose for you dad. I learned to wear necklaces and chokers for this very reason. Did I tell you that I made a noose out of two pink shoelaces and hung them in the closet? Did I tell you I put it around my neck and pulled it tighter? Did I tell you that I almost died with a damn smile on my face? All because I knew I was leaving you. I knew that I wouldn't have to be around your arrogance anymore. Around you.

Go on dad, I'm already balancing.

Go on dad, push me off the edge.

Go on dad, see the end of me.

Zanida Laufeydottir Queen of Asgard (Zafira Kerias) said...

Death Rose calm down and speak

Jophiel said...

I am eerily calm Zaf. All that is true.

Zanida Laufeydottir Queen of Asgard (Zafira Kerias) said...

Death oh Death *hugs* i wish I could go over and hug you irl but Bloghug will do

Jophiel said...

Dad and I always fight. Everyone fights with me. They don't fight with anyone else; just me. Life is getting too damn hard. It's Mother's Day and I feel like it'll be a God damn miracle if I make it that long.

Zanida Laufeydottir Queen of Asgard (Zafira Kerias) said...

Tomorrow it's Mother's Day for us but yea my Mom and Dad fought on my birthday one year

Jophiel said...

Everyone fights with me on my birthday.

I'm Jubilance Glee / Occasional Haiku-er / And a dinosaur said...

Aw :( *Hugs Death*

That kinda thing happend all the time with me and my mom :-/

I'm Jubilance Glee / Occasional Haiku-er / And a dinosaur said...

*happens

Zanida Laufeydottir Queen of Asgard (Zafira Kerias) said...

Aww *hugs*

Damn

Alastair Cruciatus said...

Mad girl, can you believe what they've done to you?
Wouldn't they stop when you asked them to leave you alone?
In all your fairytales, how did the prince say he loved you?
How did your father die? Was he a good man?
Maybe, someday, you'll know.

The beginning and the end, much closer than they seem. Death is but a dream, I know
Dolls were meant to throw away, all broken and bent from petty play
My friend in this world is a bottle of nothing
Still I fly, still I fall

Mad girl, can you believe what they've done to you?
Wouldn't they stop when you asked them to leave you alone?
In all your fairytales, how did the prince say he loved you?
How did your father die? Was he a good man?
Maybe, someday, you'll know

Like the water in the well, my melancholy state- folly, fear, and hate, I know
Even time will never tell- she teetered, she tripped, and then she fell
My faith in this world is a bottle of nothing
Still I fly, still I fall

Mad girl, can you believe what they've done to you?
Wouldn't they stop when you ask them to leave you alone?
In all your fairytales, how did the prince say he loved you?
How did your father die? Was he a good man?
Maybe, someday...

Jophiel said...

*Sighs*
I have an answer to the last question. No.

Alastair Cruciatus said...

*nods* Yep... Yeah, I'm with you there, 100%.

Jophiel said...

*Smiles sadly*

Alastair Cruciatus said...

Ah, where did everybody go?! Sorry, I'm distant, writing for MC. This is going to be a really interesting chapter... Potentially my best one yet, but still too early to tell, I think.

Zanida Laufeydottir Queen of Asgard (Zafira Kerias) said...

ARI!!!!!!

Hi! Can I punch Coco?

Jophiel said...

I'm still here. I didn't want to break the silence.

Zanida Laufeydottir Queen of Asgard (Zafira Kerias) said...

*tackles Death*

Dont kill me Aussie I like living

Jophiel said...

*Is tackled*
You killed my (SP) dad, If it was my real one, I'd worship you. But seeing how this is Baron, I'm going to kill you, or Javier or *smiles* Alexis.

Zanida Laufeydottir Queen of Asgard (Zafira Kerias) said...

Leave us be I did it in self defense! Javier and Alexis are innocent

Niccolò Croatoan said...

Please, there's no need for violence, Death. And no need for you to punch me in the face, either, Zafria. I'm fine now! See? *holds up hands, reveals empty pockets* I'm not even armed! Well, except for all these knives in my coat, but we can pretend those aren't there.

Zanida Laufeydottir Queen of Asgard (Zafira Kerias) said...

Oh lord hello Niccolo are you in a I'm going to make you burn in hell mood or a slightly more cuddly mood?

Jophiel said...

*Looks at Zaf*
Are you serious? you just said that to Niccolo?
*Facepalms*
Hello Niccolo. Is you're father still alive? She *points to Zaffy* killed Baron!!

Zanida Laufeydottir Queen of Asgard (Zafira Kerias) said...

It was in self defense Death he was trying to kill me

Jophiel said...

He was doing self defense because YOU WERE KILLING HIM!!

Jophiel said...

Niccolo, while you and Zaf are here, let's play Blogland Truth or Dare!

Zanida Laufeydottir Queen of Asgard (Zafira Kerias) said...

He attacked first

Niccolò Croatoan said...

*throws head back and laughs* No, just kidding. I'm definitely in a send-you-to-Hell kind of mood. Do not pass Go, do not collect $200. Unless you consider serrated, rusty blades being driven into your flesh and twisted about cuddly, in which case, I'm in a very cuddly mood indeed.
And no, my father is not still alive- but that's because I killed him. The previous owner of this body lost his father too, for the same reason- though in his case it required some... Severe persuasion, from me. However, by all means, kill the girl! Kill her family! Gut her family in front of her and then kill her! I'm all for it!

Zanida Laufeydottir Queen of Asgard (Zafira Kerias) said...

*stares blankly at space*

No...leave my family be

Jophiel said...

*Laughs happily*
Okay! Wanna help?

Niccolò Croatoan said...

*shrugs* You know what? Why not? Let's have a game of truth or dare. Want Aretha in it, too?

Zanida Laufeydottir Queen of Asgard (Zafira Kerias) said...

Oh first

I dedicate this page to Niccolo and Death to not kill my family off. I dedicate to Derek because he's a lunatic and I ded to Clara because she's awesome

Oh and to....LUNATICS we're all mad

Zanida Laufeydottir Queen of Asgard (Zafira Kerias) said...

Want Javier in the game too?

Jophiel said...

Yeah!! As long as no one kills her.
*Grins*
I'm definitely in a better mood now!!

Jophiel said...

Let's just have everyone!!!
(Not Ren. Ren is in a baaaaaaaad mood... He's been acting like a sheep recently and I don't know why...)

Alastair Cruciatus said...

Ok, I'm in. Yay! I love this game! And I'm really glad you're in a better mood, Death!! Who's going first?

I'm Jubilance Glee / Occasional Haiku-er / And a dinosaur said...

HOLA

Zanida Laufeydottir Queen of Asgard (Zafira Kerias) said...

Hmm who indeed I wonder...

Jophiel said...

*Steps back*
I volunteer Nic.

Jophiel said...

Jubi! Come play!!!

Jophiel said...

Does anyone want to write a persuasive essay before tomorrow?

I'm Jubilance Glee / Occasional Haiku-er / And a dinosaur said...

DEATH! ZAF!!! ARI!!!! COCCO!!!!!
*supermegaunevadabletacklehugsofdoom*




hi.

I'm Jubilance Glee / Occasional Haiku-er / And a dinosaur said...

and YES I DO WANT TO PLAY!

Jophiel said...

This is all I have and it sucks...


Extinction is a very commonly debated topic. Should we or should we not bring animals back? Should we risk it? What if the animal that had been brought back to life caused mass destruction? Caused lives to be lost? Caused the end of another species? Bring them back to life again, would be the first thought you’d have but if you really think about it, it’d be a waste of time, money and lives; they’d just die over and over again. Of course having the now-extinct animals around would be a great experience but the risk isn’t worth it.

All animals have certain needs and those needs aren’t always known to us. If we bring back an animal from extinction, we could damage our already unstable environment. It could have similar effects to the Cane Toad, killing the native animals with their anatomy and taking over a certain area. The Cane Toad thrives in our environment because its unknown needs were just right.

Let’s just say a mammoth was brought back from extinction. It would need a climate much the same as it did during the Ica Age. It would need the same food as it previously did which we are unable to clone, and the current climate is much too hot. Our world has changed since and is already balancing on the edge of disaster. We cannot risk another variable in this dangerous game we play.

Zanida Laufeydottir Queen of Asgard (Zafira Kerias) said...

I am here

I'm Jubilance Glee / Occasional Haiku-er / And a dinosaur said...

I think it's pretty good death! But the only thing is... is it even possible to bring back extinct animals??

Jophiel said...

Yep. They can now but they're rather reluctant.

Fabi S. - Fashion-Conscious Fire Wraith said...

Hello? I did not die of stage fright, but my right leg was twitching uncontrollably right before I went onstage... I never freak out that much before dance or drama performances, but playing my flute? Eep!

Anyway, hello! How is everyone?

I'm Jubilance Glee / Occasional Haiku-er / And a dinosaur said...

Well maybe you should say stuff about HOW they plan to do that.

I'm Jubilance Glee / Occasional Haiku-er / And a dinosaur said...

FABI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *Supermegatacklehugofdoom*


hi.

Zanida Laufeydottir Queen of Asgard (Zafira Kerias) said...

Hello Fabi and guys I believe Niccolo has hidden

Jophiel said...

*Starts looking around for Niccolo*
HERE NICCY-NICCY-NICCY-NICCY!! HERE BOY!! COME HERE BOY!!

Fabi S. - Fashion-Conscious Fire Wraith said...

Hello Jubi, Death, Javier and possibly C.


There's this really big, mean black crow that's been hanging around in our yard, and flying away whenever I try to film him. It's irritating!

Zanida Laufeydottir Queen of Asgard (Zafira Kerias) said...

He's a puppy?

Jophiel said...

That happens with me to Fabi. One sat on our car while we were driving. HOW IS THAT POSSIBLE??!!

Yep! He is a puppy!
*Throws bone*

Fabi S. - Fashion-Conscious Fire Wraith said...

He very well could be. It would explain why he's not commenting. That's rather hard to do with paws. At least, I think it would be.

Zanida Laufeydottir Queen of Asgard (Zafira Kerias) said...

Way too difficult

Fabi S. - Fashion-Conscious Fire Wraith said...

While you were driving? That's just weird!

Jophiel said...

I'll let Coco (my dog (hehehe)) type for a moment.

Jophiel said...

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Coco just had a minor meltdown...

Fabi S. - Fashion-Conscious Fire Wraith said...

Hm. That does not appear to be in code.

So dogs can type!...sort of! XD

Zanida Laufeydottir Queen of Asgard (Zafira Kerias) said...

Zafira and I much prefer our child is unharmed. Alexis is innocenf she's only weeks old. Why hurt a child? The child did nothing to you. Has Zafira not lost enough?

http://m.youtube.com/user/ZafiraKerias?feature=guide

My uh channel i uploaded videos

Fabi S. - Fashion-Conscious Fire Wraith said...

[Nods]

I should re-subscribe to your channel now that I have a new account! Also I should give myself a profile pic... This is a case for...THE LAPTOP

Zanida Laufeydottir Queen of Asgard (Zafira Kerias) said...

Ha Fabi good idea

Fabi S. - Fashion-Conscious Fire Wraith said...

There aren't that many photos on the laptop yet...:-/

The conversation really slowed down as soon as I came, huh.

Niccolò Croatoan said...

Right then, I'm back. Just had to fix the display name on this strange website- Niccolo Croatoan doesn't live here anymore.

Jophiel said...

Is Alastair someone Niccolo took?

Fabi S. - Fashion-Conscious Fire Wraith said...

... I see.

Who the =||=|||~====||||:=|~|~|||- are you, then?

Scratch that, I understand completely.

Either that, or I'm faking it.

Or writing an Eff chapter.

Niccolò Croatoan said...

I was the first name he stole. The strongest. The most sadistic. The most fun. And I sure as Hell wasn't keeping his name- although I suppose you could say I had a hand in choosing it... He wouldn't have picked the name he did if I hadn't tainted his nature with darkness, but the name was his choice, all the same.

Jophiel said...

Alastair, if that is the case, I am so very, very sorry. I had a good friend who was taken. Is he in there with you? Somewhere? His name is Ren Clairvoyant. Is he there?
Are you out there?
Are you anywhere?
Just say goodbye
(Just like in my nightmare)
Are lost without me?
Are you better off dead?
You should keep it all
(Here)
In the back of my head

Fabi S. - Fashion-Conscious Fire Wraith said...

Hello, Alistair.

You have a very odd definition of fun.

Zanida Laufeydottir Queen of Asgard (Zafira Kerias) said...

I like Niccolo better

Jophiel said...

He has a perfectly normal definition of fun! Because fun is torturing people. Killing people and just... Judi.
*Grins and laughs*

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