I'm working hard. Writing fast. Deadline's looming. But while I work, other people have been working too, such as the awesome folks responsible for the covers...
(That is totally not an anime set up. Main character always sits at the back right seat, the love interest sits in front of him, his best friend sits in the next row usually, Richard can sit across from you instead.) -Amy sits at the back in front of Harry- -A middle-aged women with glasses walks in, she's wearing a white blouse and a black skirt- Hello kids, i'm Mrs Devon. I'm going to be your teacher for primary one.
Right well I had a breakdown second period which makes four emotional incidentals in the past five days (cried and hyperventiilated over nothing for half an hour on Monday and then felt shit for the rest of the day, hyperventilated over nothing on Sunday for ten minutes or so then felt really anxious over nothing for a few hours, felt anxious over nothing again on Monday for about an hour and a half, and now today I felt really really annoyed over nothing for an hour and a half or so and was just like hyperventilating a bit and crying a bit and feeling shit a bit but was mostly just really really pissed off and whenever anyone said anything it made me really mad and I just kept snapping at everyone because I was just really annoyed at everything they said and I couldn't manage to keep it out of my voice and then I just basically went to break and just burst into tears and then I proceeded to feel shit for the rest of today (hello, still here) so um yeah.
STARRRRRRRRRRY-EYED *ninjaeroplanetacklehugs* Honestly tho, all the time's you've helped me :)
I've got a history mock Thursday and I'm currently revising the french revolution and it's all super interesting but I'm like ??? how am I supposed to understand this?
I'm quite good, thank you :) I missed half of chemistry this morning because we all had to do extended guidance, which was 40 mins of talking about bullying in form and 40 mins of an assembly on staying safe on the internet and stuff by a police officer, so I was like yeah, immediately come home and talk to internet friends xD And then half of maths was cancelled because we had to go to this talk about some person in the oil industry, but I sneaked away as we were walking and my friends were annoyed that I didn't tell them I was going to sneak away because they wanted to sneak away too, but I didn't tell them because I thought the teacher might hear us discussing it or it would be too obvious, so I didn't.
(Attune your ears to the grinding gears) Come with me I'll show you how to be a metal man When the gears are turning and the fires are burning When the world ticks around you, voices tocking all the time And you live for sleep you've never slept because you cannot sleep
Colonel Walter was shocked when he learned from the Nile Copper African elephants turning hostile So he built these wonderful automaton bloaks And a very big steam powered giraffe what smokes
Now the war is passed and over We're left to sit and wonder What is life and what is real? And why do living things need feeling? (One, two, three)
Chorus: La-Da-Da-Da-Da (x3) La-Da-Da-Da-Da-Da
La-Da-Da-Da-Da (x2) La-Da-Da-Da-Da-Da-Da-Da-Da-Da
How'd you like to try pumping lead through your veins Or have a heart so wet and cold it starts rusting When the world ticks around you, voices tocking all the time You live for feelings you've never felt because you cannot feel
And what is this leaking affecting my eye? Does the oil that is dripping mean this is a cry? Will I ever be something with feelings to hide? Or am I just a boiler with nothing inside?
I want all today Don't want to hear you say You can't do this, you can't do that You're not a living thing with feeling (One, two, three)
(Chorus)
Wind me up, turn the gears (Brass goggles!) Wind me up, turn the gears (Brass goggles!) Wind me up, turn the gears (Brass goggles, goggles, goggles!) Wind me up, turn the gears (Brass googles!)
(Part 1 & 2 together)
Part 1: I want all today Don’t want to hear you say I love you, I love you I love-love-love you
Part 2: Colonel Walter was shocked when he learned from the Nile Copper African elephants turning hostile So he built these wonderful automaton bloaks And a very big steam powered giraffe what smokes
-looks behind her on hearing the whispering- -sees Richard bullying Harry- Hey Richard, i have a pencil for you. -gives him a broken one supposedly unknowing- -smiles sweetly-
Velvet: *looks at Samuel innocently* Just one. And he's not scary once you get to know him. Promise. *winks* And what I said about him helping you - it's true I swear, he's the only person that could possibly do anything and I'm sure he will if we just ask nicely. *grins*
Velvet: *sighs* Yeah well... *brightens* At least it's not "too late to do anything". You heard him, he said that you could learn to control it! You could use this to your advantage! Most of us around here have powers, I can control the weather, Flo turns invisible... This can be yours! If you're willing to stick around of course...
Rich: *Starts to doodle on a lined sheet of paper and the lead snaps and hits him in the face* *he starts to cry as it nearly hit his eye* and throws it at harry*
Celia: *scoffs at the word hotel* Sure, I can't wait to leave. *shivers*
Velvet: But normal is so boring! I'm sorry Samuel but if you can learn to control the demon then you can have a normal life, it will be like he isn't even there.
-Laughs at Richard crying- Mrs Devon: What's happening back there? -is Suddenly really interested in the piece of paper in front of her- -glances at Richard and glares-
Velvet: I know and that will never go away. The only thing I can say is that it will be better if you can control it, you won't need to worry about it taking over because it won't be able to.
-Looks at the pencil- Oh no, i don't need it. I have plenty. that one just wasn't sharpened properly -giggles- thanks anyway, Harry. -turns back round-
Velvet: *sighs* After a while it will get easier and controlling it will become something natural to do such as breathing rather than something you have to concentrate on doing. *shrugs* I'm sorry Samuel but it's the best we can do.
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I've already started.
I am so eager for the end of my series. I will compress all my feelings into it. it'll be great.
( sweet ... g'night knackered ! )
gnight k.
(Think i'm heading too soon z.z)
goodnight gemma.
(Night Frank -cuddles-)
*cuddles back* thank you
i dedicate to loneliness, fear, despair.
(Hear hear.)
*nods at john*
oh btw, sorry for what i said last time.
(It's fine, I've received and done worse.)
me too. but still.
it was quite uncalled for.
hey umm, if you're still here...random question, how tall are you?
(5'11", why do you ask?)
(Or about 180 Centimeters if that's your shtick.)
WOW. MIND BLOWN
HEEEEEEEEEEAT OF THE MOMENT!
(Hi.)
-Amy also walks over to the group of pretty looking girls and sees Harry-
-Watches what's going on-
Harry: *sees amy and tries to say something to the girls hoping they are nicer than the boy* ..h....h.. hi!
-The girls turn round to face him, all of them smile-
One of the girls: Hi there, what's your name?
Harry: *blushes* H...H..Harry! you?
-The girls start all saying their names- I'm Caitlin. Claire. Haley. Sophie. Katy. Rebecca. Leah.
-They turn round to see Amy-
I'm Amy -smiles sweetly-
Harry: *smiles at them all and becomes more aware of his stutter*D.. Do you watch spongebob? (class start? do you want the teach ?)
-All of them say yes with a smile-
-The bell rings and they all go to their seats-
(Wanna do an anime set up? xD And idk, i don't mind)
Harry: * is sitting in front of the dick from b4 his sticker says Richard*
( kinda yeh :P hehe and go ahead if you want :P )
(That is totally not an anime set up. Main character always sits at the back right seat, the love interest sits in front of him, his best friend sits in the next row usually, Richard can sit across from you instead.)
-Amy sits at the back in front of Harry-
-A middle-aged women with glasses walks in, she's wearing a white blouse and a black skirt-
Hello kids, i'm Mrs Devon. I'm going to be your teacher for primary one.
(Bye guys, going to work ^.^)
( that still works... It was for a reason)
Collectively: HI MRS DEVON!
Harry : *sees Amy in front of him and smirks*
Rich: *throws a ball of paper at Harry* psst ! psst! *hits him again* Gimme a pencil !
Harry: *ignores him trying not to get angry but is quite obviously frustrated*
(I is here my sweets!)
(DUCK! I AM WAITING IN THE CAR WHILST MUM GETS BROTHER FEOM SCHOOL AND ITS LEGIT SHAKING AN MY SIDE OF THE CAR IS BY THE ROAD)
(ITS SO WINDY ATM)
(THE STREET LIGHT IN FRONT OF ME IS SHAKING SO MUCH IT WILL FALL OVER)
(did it fall ?)
Right well I had a breakdown second period which makes four emotional incidentals in the past five days (cried and hyperventiilated over nothing for half an hour on Monday and then felt shit for the rest of the day, hyperventilated over nothing on Sunday for ten minutes or so then felt really anxious over nothing for a few hours, felt anxious over nothing again on Monday for about an hour and a half, and now today I felt really really annoyed over nothing for an hour and a half or so and was just like hyperventilating a bit and crying a bit and feeling shit a bit but was mostly just really really pissed off and whenever anyone said anything it made me really mad and I just kept snapping at everyone because I was just really annoyed at everything they said and I couldn't manage to keep it out of my voice and then I just basically went to break and just burst into tears and then I proceeded to feel shit for the rest of today (hello, still here) so um yeah.
I um
um
yeah.
Might be here.
(Not while I was there)
(*hugs seren*)
:) *hugs Chloe* How're you? :)
(I'm okay ^.^)
@Chloe: :) :) Good.
(You know, my emails are always open if you have anything on your min
Apart from now
Computers crashed and we've totally lost office and dads trying to install it again an it is playing up)
*laughs* XD
Thank you. :) *hugs*
<33333 huggles Star <3333 I'm on email if you want to vent or talk about anything to me <33
(*hugs* it's okay ^.^)
(IENI!)
OMG HEY IENI :)
Thanks. :)
@Chloe: :)
Might take one or both of you up on your offers depending on how stuff and things goes.
(Okay star ^.^ my emails should work starting tomorrow)
@Chloe: :)
( ...I'd say the same but I think it's covered. :P better now? )
:)
Hey Chloe!! [hugs] How be you? :)
STARRRRRRRRRRY-EYED *ninjaeroplanetacklehugs*
Honestly tho, all the time's you've helped me :)
I've got a history mock Thursday and I'm currently revising the french revolution and it's all super interesting but I'm like ??? how am I supposed to understand this?
(*hugs* I be good thanks, you?)
@Keiron: :P
I'm feeling better rn than I have at most points today, but I'm fully expecting my mood to fluctuate for the rest of the evening. :)
@Ieni: :P
If I was a history student I would help you. :(
(*sits and watches Jeremy kyle*)
I'm quite good, thank you :) I missed half of chemistry this morning because we all had to do extended guidance, which was 40 mins of talking about bullying in form and 40 mins of an assembly on staying safe on the internet and stuff by a police officer, so I was like yeah, immediately come home and talk to internet friends xD
And then half of maths was cancelled because we had to go to this talk about some person in the oil industry, but I sneaked away as we were walking and my friends were annoyed that I didn't tell them I was going to sneak away because they wanted to sneak away too, but I didn't tell them because I thought the teacher might hear us discussing it or it would be too obvious, so I didn't.
(Coolz ^.^ I started king Lear today I'm English
I was the one answering allll the questions XD)
@Ieni: XD :P
I'd rather be in lessons than go to talks, tbh. -_-
@Chloe: :P Yay. :)
(*dramatically flops*)
(I've always been a Shakespeare swot XD )
:) Hi Jai.
@Chloe: I never really got why Shakespeare was a thing, tbh.
(*stops jai from falling*)
Maybe I should get Cat to explain it for me.
Cat is so good at explaining things that I just get her to explain life to me these days so I can understand it. :P
(*blinks up at Chloe*
My saviour! Or would that be saviouress? Saviour!!!)
*waves at star*
(How art thou ?>
(Booooooored.)
(*hugs*)
Right. Finished homework :) drawing. Wbd.
(*hugs back with right arm* I've decided to see what it's like to not have use of your left arm.)
(Why...?)
(I'm here but have to do homework so wbd)
(Okay sis ^.^)
(Because I find it interesting, seeing the challenges people face on a daily basis.
Rp?)
@Jai: :) You are awesome.
(Can I do it after maths Jai? I'll need to concentrate on it but it should only take half an hour or less)
(Wait no I can do my history now so can rp :))
(@Star thanks :)
It's okay, do maths! :) Chloe seems to have poofed anyway.)
(Well I need to do my history anyway, I thought I'd left it at school but I have it now)
(Im gonna have to move my left arm. Its going numb. It's weird not using it.)
(Thats okay :)
(What's up with your arm?)
'elo
@Saoirse: She's trying not to use it. :P
(Hey Fera!
Why Star? Has she hurt it?)
(Maths now, wbd)
@Saoirse: No, she just finds it interesting to see the challenges some people face on a daily basis, because she's awesome. :)
(Sorry I poofed )
(Now you return Chloe xD)
(Hehehe sorry XD)
hi saoirse, hi star, chloe and jai.
(Sup)
(It's okay *cuddles* after she's done her homework wanna rp?)
(*cuddles* okay
But in sky ping jack arounf eight ^.^)
(PERFECT TIMING XD
Omg I wanna try that! I'll keep my right hand though for writing. XD
How are you Fera?)
(Attune your ears to the grinding gears)
Come with me I'll show you how to be a metal man
When the gears are turning and the fires are burning
When the world ticks around you,
voices tocking all the time
And you live for sleep you've never slept
because you cannot sleep
Colonel Walter was shocked
when he learned from the Nile
Copper African elephants turning hostile
So he built these wonderful automaton bloaks
And a very big steam powered giraffe what smokes
Now the war is passed and over
We're left to sit and wonder
What is life and what is real?
And why do living things need feeling?
(One, two, three)
Chorus:
La-Da-Da-Da-Da (x3)
La-Da-Da-Da-Da-Da
La-Da-Da-Da-Da (x2)
La-Da-Da-Da-Da-Da-Da-Da-Da-Da
How'd you like to try pumping
lead through your veins
Or have a heart so wet and cold it starts rusting
When the world ticks around you,
voices tocking all the time
You live for feelings you've never felt
because you cannot feel
And what is this leaking affecting my eye?
Does the oil that is dripping mean this is a cry?
Will I ever be something with feelings to hide?
Or am I just a boiler with nothing inside?
I want all today
Don't want to hear you say
You can't do this, you can't do that
You're not a living thing with feeling
(One, two, three)
(Chorus)
Wind me up, turn the gears (Brass goggles!)
Wind me up, turn the gears (Brass goggles!)
Wind me up, turn the gears (Brass goggles, goggles, goggles!)
Wind me up, turn the gears (Brass googles!)
(Part 1 & 2 together)
Part 1:
I want all today
Don’t want to hear you say
I love you, I love you
I love-love-love you
Part 2:
Colonel Walter was shocked when he learned from the Nile
Copper African elephants turning hostile
So he built these wonderful automaton bloaks
And a very big steam powered giraffe what smokes
(Omg I have to go for dinner, will be back asap sorry!)
I am fairly alive, what about you saoirse?
(Okay sis ^.^)
sup chloe?
(*facepalm*
It's okay saoirse)
I be here
(JAAACK!)
CHLOEEEEEE
(Hey Jacko.
Hey Chloe or Jack, could I have your numbers, or one of yours numbers, so if I get horrifically lost on Saturday I can text you?
Also could I possibly Skype one of you sometime this week. My dad decided that from now on anyone from online I wanna meet I have to Skype first.)
I can Skype tomorrow?)
(*kisses jack and smiles*)
(Sure :)
(We've known each other for ages and you don't know what I sound like XD )
(No I don't xD But that doesn't matter.)
Hey Jai ^.^ How's you?
Sorry JAi but I have serious trust issues, until I meet people, though you can have it after I know your real
I'm sorry
Chloe sounds beautiful btw, absolutely angelic voice
I can Skype message though if I add you ^.^
(It's okay Jack :) I have Chloe's, if I get lost or anything stupid like that (this is me alone after all) then I'll text her.)
(Jaaaaaack!)
(even I was on a call to you... even if it wasn't liked... :/)
(I don't have to computer tonight :/)
To me Keiron?
CHLOEEEEEEEEEE?
(You were? *thinks* I remember the call with Gemma and Adam and John..)
(Back now, sorry!)
(Hey Saoirse!)
Hello Saorise
(Sis!)
( I was on to chloe )
(Hello again everyone! You two ready to continue?)
(Yep ^.^
My phone was playing up XD)
Ah, right... I was gonna say, I have no problem with you K
(Where were we?)
( nah her mum didnt like her talking to someone she "didn't know " or something right? it was for cah :P )
Oh, I didn't answer the call for that, not cause of you though
(That night my mum hit the rood XD )
(I can't remember sis)
(Felix and Flo were coming back in.
Velvet had just woken up.
Kiana was curled up beside her, thinking about morals and leaving.)
Felix: *goes inside* kiana?
hi saoirse.
@k: 'elo biatch :P
(Okay thanks)
Velvet: *yawns* Oh hey guys, I didn't realise you'd left
Flo: Oh, um, yeah, Felix was just showing me his... Collection of Star Wars movies! *cringes at the lie*
Velvet: *looks amused* Oh really Felix? I didn't realise you were a Star Wars fan...
Kiana: *pretends to be asleep!*
*when in doubt, sleep*
*despite the fact that she usually sleeps on the floor*
*and never around strangers*
Felix: -8schoffs* of course
-looks behind her on hearing the whispering-
-sees Richard bullying Harry-
Hey Richard, i have a pencil for you.
-gives him a broken one supposedly unknowing-
-smiles sweetly-
(Hey Frank, Jack, jai, Keiron, Chloe, Ser)
(Hey gemmy)
Velvet: *nods* Cool. Wait, where's Samuel?
hey gemmy.
(*huggles Gemmy*)
(Gemmy Jam Jar!
-Cuddles Ser-)
(Fera, do you want to carry on with the Fera/Celia rp?)
(Hi gem!!)
Felix: *looks around* wait...? Where did that brat go?!
Sam: *is outside hyperventilating*
Felix: kiana? *says softly* I know pure awake
Velvet: *jumps out of bed and goes into the hallway* Samuel, you okay?
( Hi Gemmy and Frank... )
Harry: * gets saddened by her giving him a pencil thinking shes being nice to everyone not just him*
Kiana: *jumps up and hisses when Velvet moves, not expecting it*
yeah, sure ^_^
where were we last time? :P
(After the weird clown puppet... I think it was nearly morning or it had just turned morning?)
yeah ^_^
Fera: how was sleep? ^_^
Felix: are you okay kiana?
Sam: I I'm surrounded by d demons!
Celia: *sighs* Awful. I couldn't stop thinking about that... Thing. Whatever it was.
Fera: At least it's morning, right? ^_^
Kiana: *nods slowly*
Velvet: *looks at Samuel innocently* Just one. And he's not scary once you get to know him. Promise. *winks* And what I said about him helping you - it's true I swear, he's the only person that could possibly do anything and I'm sure he will if we just ask nicely. *grins*
Felix: *sits beside her* what's wrong?
(Hey.)
Samuel: he said it may be too late to get rid of it!
Celia: *sighs again* I guess... I can't wait to get out of this town it's creepy as. Do you know anywhere I could go on from here?
(*glomps brother kas*)
(*hugs Chloe*
Hey, Chloe.)
Velvet: *sighs* Yeah well... *brightens* At least it's not "too late to do anything". You heard him, he said that you could learn to control it! You could use this to your advantage! Most of us around here have powers, I can control the weather, Flo turns invisible... This can be yours! If you're willing to stick around of course...
Fera: Yes...let's get out of this hotel first, what do you say? *smiles*
(Are you okay?)
Samuel: *sighs* I want to live a normal life
(@Chloe *shrugs* I'm fine.
How are you?)
(I is good
I will poof shortly to speak to jack)
(Okay.)
Rich: *Starts to doodle on a lined sheet of paper and the lead snaps and hits him in the face*
*he starts to cry as it nearly hit his eye* and throws it at harry*
(*hugs kas*)
Kiana: *cuddles against him*
Celia: *scoffs at the word hotel* Sure, I can't wait to leave. *shivers*
Velvet: But normal is so boring! I'm sorry Samuel but if you can learn to control the demon then you can have a normal life, it will be like he isn't even there.
(*hugs Jai back*)
Felix: *strokes her hair* I love you kiana
(Okay Chloe, I might poof too guys but will be back soon!)
HArry : *pretends not to notice and passes Amy a non broken pencil with a smile *
Samuel: *crosses his arms* oh I can always tell it's there... I can feel it stirring inside wanting to take over for good
-Laughs at Richard crying-
Mrs Devon: What's happening back there?
-is Suddenly really interested in the piece of paper in front of her-
-glances at Richard and glares-
Fera: Let's go then ^_^ *walks to the bathroom to get ready*
Velvet: I know and that will never go away. The only thing I can say is that it will be better if you can control it, you won't need to worry about it taking over because it won't be able to.
Samuel: what if I lose control? I let my concentration slip one bit...
Celia: Okay. *gets her clothes and wash bag out, waiting to use the bathroom* *packs the rest of her things into her bag ready to go*
-Looks at the pencil-
Oh no, i don't need it. I have plenty. that one just wasn't sharpened properly
-giggles-
thanks anyway, Harry.
-turns back round-
Fera: *he comes out of the bathroom* Do you want to use the bathroom?
Velvet: *sighs* After a while it will get easier and controlling it will become something natural to do such as breathing rather than something you have to concentrate on doing. *shrugs* I'm sorry Samuel but it's the best we can do.
Celia: Yes thanks. *goes into the bathroom with her things and checks if the clown puppet is in there*
🎩
💀
👔
(*👋🏼* at Moss)
Fera: I personally wouldn't use the water.
Harry : * giggles loudly and doodles with the pencil she didn't take fills in some of the big letters to learn his abc's*
Rich: * throws a paper aeroplane at Harry and it lands in his hair *
Harry: *gets really angry at Rich and the plane gets magically blown out of his hair and hits Rich in the eye for real*
Rich: *starts crying more* HARRY HIT ME!
(Fabi that's really cool :D)
Kiana: *purrs quietly*
*looks at him*
Celia: *sighs* Great. There goes moisturising...
*locks the door and gets changed/does makeup*
Skulmojerry Plemojisant.
Mrs Devon: Harry! why did you hit richard?
-Doesn't want to get involved yet so stays quiet-
-glares at Richard even more-
Fera: *waits outside* *waits more* *waits even more*
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