I'm working hard. Writing fast. Deadline's looming. But while I work, other people have been working too, such as the awesome folks responsible for the covers...
Mark: She probably won't mind if we take a little food. *are they in the house with Lilith, Xander, Cole and Inky's kids* *and where's inky? I mean.. I imagine she's trying to find Chris*
Valnum: Why should I help you.
MrBBWolf: *the large bartender man managed to make him feed* *he's still crying, but he is recovering slightly*
( they have a 15 digit ip address instead of 12... and welll I dunno how to trace those but I do know that they are only 5000 people with one and they are all along the east coast of America.... )
((I can believe you can change. But I'm not just going to hand out second chances for free. It'll take me a while.
It could have been me. It could have been Chloe. It could have been Fera. It could have been Effie. It could have been Kieran. It could have been any of us. But most people won't jump to the conclusion that it was someone without evidence or at least bias. I had bias, and I thought the display name was possible evidence but apparently I screwed that one up. Fact is, it was more likely to be you than it was to be Jai or someone. I really wouldn't have said anything if I hadn't thought it was Lunaria, though. If you see someone has matches and then a fire breaks out, blaming them is a little different to blaming someone when no matches were seen on them. I am sorry that I thought I saw you had matches when you didn't. I should really learn to zoom in a bit. :())
((And, yes, I have told lies. It's a major part of why I'm so honest now - because I regretted it, and was determined to undo it. I'm not a good person, honestly I'm not, and I won't usually claim to be. You're not inherently worse than me, and I know that. And I can forgive and forget. But not with a snap of my fingers.
Sorry for bringing all of this up, incidentally. I wasn't intending to, but the Lunaria/Lunaeria thing kinda pushed me too it (yes. Oops. Should have zoomed in).
The issue is that I just don't care enough about anything. I don't care enough about being a good person or doing good things, so I don't. And I don't care enough about my lack of caring so I do nothing to resolve the issue. I guess it means that I can honestly admit I'm not a good person, though :) which can be used.
*shrugs* I guess it could have been a newbie. It's quite likely.
@Chloe: :) Awwwh. Thanks. Idk though, I think people can have good qualities am without being good people. I also think that when all's said and done I probably just end up somewhere in the vicinity if average on my good-people rating. I'm not a saint, but I'm not evil incarnate either. At least I hope not. So yeah, whichever side of the average line I'm on, I can't be too far off it. (I personally believe I'm probably closer to the evil incarnate side. Although like I said, it really doesn't bother me all too much.)
Mark: No! I mean yes, I want to be with you and I probably will want to be with you still in a year it's just that forever is a long and scary amount of time..
Valnum: *hisses, crying out and curling around the impact*
I'm sorry, but it couldn't have been a 'newbie' as the account was kinda made four years ago...
Also Ink, have you watched Bambi? Because there's a really good piece of advice for you there. "If you can't say something nice, don't say anything at all". And as my father always says, "Don't fuckin' blame someone unless you have some fuckin' proof to justify it".
So maybe, just maybe, next time don't accuse someone when you have nothing but your 'bias' to go off. Lunaria Mist Shadows was a friend who moved schools last year, and I have had no contact with. since I didn't know her in 2011, and she never even read the Skulduggery books (nor had I at that age), so the probability of that being her is nil.
Yet again, I beseech you all to take a good piece of advice and not shove it away. Get your fucking facts straight before you accuse someone.
Don't mind me, I'm gonna start writing an rp that kinda links in with what me and Danni were doing before she switched emails. I'm going to continue it, if Danni, you would like to join in or not, that's fine but I'm going to write it. Also with missing talking with you, I miss our storylines.
Anyway... expect something in the next 10-15 mins.
*Marrok kept his head down as he walked through the college dorm corridors. He stopped in front of Ariana's room door and took a deep breath. He knocked. While he waited, he tried his best to smooth over his wild hair. The door opened and he forced a smile as Ariana's room mate looked at him.*
Room-mate: She's not here.
Marrok: Could you pass on a message to her, please?
Room-mate: No.
*Marrok didn't get a chance to ask again as the door was slammed forcefully in his face. As he walked away, a group of boys bumped against him, pushing him into the wall. They snickered as they walked past and Marrok, without thinking shouted at them. They all stopped as the lead boy walked up to Marrok.*
Boy: Do you have something to say?
*Marrok shook his head as he looked down at the ground again, fiddling with his fingers.*
Boy: I didn't think so, freak.
*Marrok was shoved against the wall again as they walked away, still laughing. He had only been in college for 6 weeks. Ariana had made it sound like a fantastic experience and the fact that this college accepted magic and mortal youths. But since they arrived, he had barely seen Ariana. She was constantly either going out to parties, she now got involved with a sorority and seemed to be doing just fine. Without him. He soon realised that she was doing fine without him when she switched all classes but one that they now shared once a week on a Friday morning.
He went back into his room. His empty, bare room. Still 6 weeks in and he hadn't attempted to make his room feel like home. His room-mate asked to be taken out of the room 2 weeks in so now Marrok was on his own.
He picked up his phone and dialled a number, looking for some comfort.*
Roland: Hello?
Marrok: Hello father.
Roland: Marrok! It is so good to hear from you, how are you doing?
Marrok: I am fine, I am tired more than anything. How is Teagan doing?
Roland: Better, she is still doing her physiotherapy but the doctors hope we can start coming out of the wheelchair.
*A call came from the background.*
Roland: I'm sorry Marrok, I have to go. Teagan is ready to come out of her bath.
Marrok: Is mother not there?
Roland: I'm afraid your mother is out. Anyway, we shall talk soon and I can not wait to hear all about college when you come home for Christmas. See you soon, I love you.
Marrok: Love you too father.
*Marrok threw the phone onto the mattress. Christmas? That was another 8 weeks from now. Could he even survive this place for 8 more weeks. He pulled and held onto his hair as he began to cry in the corner.*
It might have been someone who hadn't previously commented here, but created a blogger account in 2011 for reasons unrelated to SP.
It also might have been someone who commented about the post content but never stayed to chat.
I think assuming it's one of us and freaking out over it is kind of ever-so-slightly a total waste of time. I don't give a shit who it is, and neither should you! I mean, if you'd all like to accuse and backstab each other, go ahead, but actually no don't you dare! What the purple platypus is this accomplishing? Don't fall to the dark side, guys. Think happy thoughts. Peace. Love. Mozzarella. Anvils. Star Wars. Whatever floats your goat.
*goat appears and levitates because that seems to be a thing now*
((I think name confusion happened again. Like Jack read Ink as Inky and that's why he thought you were attacking Chloe. Again, it's understandable, since Star doesn't go by Ink very often anymore.))
I could give multiple examples, but my best one is probably hard truth. Like, in the episode I just watched, a girl's parents had died and Sam and Dean had to tell her they were dead. "Your parents are dead" I'd not a nice thing to say and it really upset her, but she needed to know. Another hard truth is "You're not trying hard enough to pass your GCSEs. If you don't try harder you won't pass." It can sometimes be true. Also Cat keeps telling me I'm autistic, so after an incident where I almost destroyed our friendship group due to failing to understand social interaction (again) I did a bit of go ogling and found out that I match the majority of Asperger's symptoms. And I've asked a few people "Hmm, do you think I have it?" and some of them are like "*reassuring tone* Oh I'm sure you don't have it you're fine." Dude. I did not ASK to be reassured. I want your honest opinion so I can collect genuine secind-hand evaluations. Your reassurances are not helping; they are not helping me reach a valid conclusion. If I have it I have it, you know? And if I do I'd rather know. And I definitely don't want to think I don't when I do. So yes. Sometimes, people not saying hard things is irritating.
Yeah, okay, somdrives the Bambi thing applies. The other day Cat said "I'D be a good history teacher" and Ethan said "But everyone hates history teachers!" and Cat said "Well, a lot of people hate me, so . . ." and I said "Yeah, a lot of people do hate you" and they were both like "HOLLY WHAT THE FUCK!" and I was like "What?" and Cat was like "You're meant to say "Oh, no, I'm sure no one hates you"!" and Ethan was like "LOL you just said you hated her!" and I was like "I didn't say /I/ hated her! /I/ don't hate her! And what did you want me to do, did you want me to lie?" Looking back I should probably have not voiced that one, but I don't think before I speak. :/ So yeah, I was just sort of speaking and I just sort of said it because I didn't realise it was something I shouldn't say.
o yes. Sometimes applies. Sometimes doesn't. Hence, /situational/. Let's pretend for a moment that it did say Lunaria and not Lunaeria, because I made my judgements based on that. Why did I say it? Well, you've just come back, and everyone seems to accept you and forgive you. And that is nice. But it does imply to you that you can do whatever shit you want and it'll all be okay again (not saying you think that, just saying it was a conclusion you could have drawn). And I didn't like that message being sent out. Of course, if Lunaeria had said nothing, I would have thought it wasn't worth stirring up a fuss. But Lunaeria did, and I thought it was Lunaria. And my brain jumped to the conclusion that it was probably you being Lunaria. And I was like "No, I need to tell Danni that she can't get away with this shit and that we WILL suspect her and she won't just get to slip away." And I thought "but what if it's not Danni?" and I thought "I'll take that risk. Worst comes to worst all that'll happen is she'll know I don't trust her." Of course, if I had known it didn't say Lunaria, the risk would have been much smaller and less worth taking. If it had been you, what would I have gained? I would have implied to you that you couldn't get away with it. Which would have, in theory, put you off doing it. Which would have saved pain in the long term. So I could potentially stop lots of people getting hurt and all that I had to do was let you know I didn't trust you, which I was looking for a way to express anyway (I wouldn't have said it like I did though). It seemed, to me, to be worth it.
And that made a lot more sense to me than "If you don't got nothing nice to say, don't say nothing at all." (Particularly as my primary school headteacher was devaluing that years ago and correcting it to "If you haven't got anything nice to say, think of something." (Which I like even less than the original as it leads to lying and, personally, I don't lie. It's closer to a Monopoly strategy tan it is to attributing value to honesty, but still.))
Ohhhh is that why everyone was going "Chloe never said anything!" I thought you were just focusing on the fact that Danni addressed part of her comment to "you guys" and Chloe was pointing our that she, personally, had not done anything.
Well that's what I think happened. I could be totally wrong--I mean, I've been really, really wrong about stuff before--but I thought I'd mention it just in case I wasn't.
Hold the bus a minute my friends, this is exactly what this bullshiting scumbag wants, they want us to fight and scrap because their life is shit and they have nothing better to do than troll the blog by kicking the hornets nest
Basically they've become the puppet master and we're all dancing to their tune and they're laughing
So I'm gonna be blunt again here, I highly doubt it was anyone we know because from what I know of you guys and girls You aren't that shallow or low that you have to troll people and stir things up for fun... You are all nice people in your own ways
Yeah I think that's it like, just my 2p which honestly not blowing my own trumpet but it seems to pretty right xD
This knowledge is from how the Internet works in other parts
*frowns* . . . we're fighting and scrapping due to a bullshit troll? *looks confused* I thought I misread summat and therefore said something I shouldn't have anD hence got Danni mad at me and hence am very carefully and warily engaging in debate over it with her. Is that not what's happening?
I am not "fighting and scrapping." I am not angry. I'm being quite logical and tactical. This is not a bulls hit troll stirring shit up. This is me stirring shit up, half intentionally and half unintentionally. The troll was not a match in thus fire. This troll was the first twig that my (half unintentional and half intentional) spark landed on.
Well you might not be angry, but you weren't accused (indirectly but still accused) of being the troll.
Wake up, Ink.
I've changed. I'm a decent fucking human being, believe it or not, but that doesn't mean that I don't get angry easy. I don't stress, I just get mad. And you have made me mad, believe it or not.
Because you fucking accused me for doing something that I didn't do.
As an English Language student, we have to learn about writing and speech in different contexts. And basic knowledge? There is a backspace on keyboards. You choose to put that in there. You could have edited this and this wouldn't have happened.
And Sam and Dean are blunt. They were brought up hunting. They didn't get the apple pie life that we have had. They kill monsters. And that was a fact. Cold hard truth. Not a 'if this was you im going to be so angry'. Sam and Dean, they're statement was imperative. Fact. Yours...? That was almost exclamative. Different types. In different situations.
I don't care if I'm playing my part as a puppet, to be brutally honest. I won't stand for being insulted. Y'know, the whole 'better person' and 'I actually give a shit now and I won't let someone insult me if I can help it'...
Rose.....*hugs* I've been accused of crap before as well. Don't worry nobody went and tattled to higher ups on you. People just have to learn to accept you for who you are now. They'll all eventually come through.
Thanks... You know, I thought coming back would be good for me... That people would be happy that after months of me not being here, they'd be okay with me. Not this...
That's pretty much how I felt, and still do. You know how to get through? You stick to your friends you know who trusts you and who doesn't and eventually people will come to their senses. Its taken a long time for me to be thought of as a person and not a monster and its still a bit frustrating for me, but most people have come to accept there are two sides to a story and they have to conclude their own realizations of what happened. As time goes on things will get better, just make yourself known and don't give up.
I honestly think I'm going to give up on the blog. I've been good. I went away when my depression got bad and when the anon on Tumblr convinced me that John was dead, that his account was hacked... I gave up and got better. I felt okay for the first time in years, I felt like life was worth living and there was decency in the world.
I used to imagine myself dying to get to sleep. Being killed by monsters in the dark, murdered, shot, tortured... Hell, anything to make me distinguish between life and death.
But I haven't done that in months. If that's not improvement - and not feeling like every knife I see could be an escape - then I don't know what is.
I can't relapse again.
And if this is how I'm greeted, I honestly don't have high hopes for not falling again...
You won't relapse, because you're strong willed. You had the guts to come back, and that takes willpower, trust me. You are strong, Rose, and I think this was just bad timing. Truthfully.
(-sighs- I don't want to go to work today... And i really want to punch that bitch Fiona in the face. She made a joke about me and i was actually offended because it made me sound stupid and it was rude. I've got to study for my Accounting test on wednesday/Thursday. Might do it Thursday after work but idk. It would be best to do it tomorrow but i don't know if i'll have time to study enough. And meeting both of my groups for our presentations tomorrow. I'm so screwed...)
*sighs* I have a feeling I should probably drop this now, so I will.
Yes, I insulted you. Yes, it was mean of me. Yes, I think I was justified considering the information I was working on at the time. I don't think I need to explain myself further.
@Chloe: I still wear some kids age 13-14 pajamas. :P (I have the size and appearance of someone about fourteen. I've also decided I'm mentally fourteen, which makes me mentally over a decade younger than Cat as her mental age is currently 26. :P)
In other news THE SKY WAS PURPLE TODAY IT WAS SOOO COOL IT WAS LIKE YOU WERE LOOKING AT THE WORLD THROUGH PURPLE-TINTED GLASS EXCEPT YOU WEREN'T IT SENT EVERYTHING A FUNNY COLOUR
You know it's weird coz last year when I was in year eleven everyone used to think I was younger and treat me like someone younger. This year I'm a sixth former, so I don't wear uniform. And because I'm not wearing uniform everyone acts like I'm old and scary or whatever. It's actually quite funny. :P Like, they react to me as if I'm an authority figure and I'm just like "hahaha if you knew me you wouldn't be acting like this."
@Chloe: :P Once in year ten I tried to tell someone I was in year ten (he thought I was in like year eight) and he wouldn't believe me until I showed him my planner (at which point he insisted I must have nicked the planner from a year ten, but I believe he was making it up at that point.)
@Jai: Take regular breaks. This helps as it keeps your mind fresh and it also adds more startpoints and endpoints to your revision - the human mind focuses more on startpoints and endpoints, so by adding more you're more likely to remember more of it than if you just put it in a big chunk.
Cat is very ill and has been ill for over a week and I'm trying to persuade her to go to the doctor's
Darcie's trying to persuade Cat to get herself transferred to hospital (her words were "Come join me in here") (Incidentally that isn't persuasive as despite hardly being able to function Cat still insists on coming to school because she doesn't want to miss any lessons. If she went to hospital she'd miss school. DUH.)
@Jai: God knows. We thoguht she had the same illness as Cat, but her doctor thought she had appendicitis, but she doesn't. The hospital people think she probably has Crohn's disease or a gut infection or summat. She's got a dietrician and everything now though. O_O
Lizzie's literally crying and begging Cat to go to the doctors now. O_o
@Jai: Mmh. I'm telling her to do it for Lizzie, but she's resisting.
Catherine can be very stubborn and just refuse to accept reason sometimes. Which is good for arguing. But not so good when you're trying to persuade her to go to the doctor's. She's just like "Nah I'll be fine I'll just lie on the floor crying and hope it goes away."
@Jai: Yeeeeaahhhhhh . . . But people are contradictory. :P No, she needs a logical explanation in order to understand something. But if she has an illogical opinion (that she already understands) she'll stubbonrly stick to it.
And I don't know how it's a good solution. She's being Dan. -_- (Dan sort of punched his hand to death and then it sort of healed all mangled so he was sort of cutting it up to put the bones back in place, and he looked at a little bone and he asked if he needed it, and Sam told him that he did and that he wouldn't be able to move his hand if he took it out, but Dan cut it out anyway. And then he couldn't move his hand and he was like "Shit." And we were telling him that he needed to get his hand healed (which would literally take a few seconds) and he was just like "I don't need to be healed. It'll sort itself out" and we were like "You've got a bone missing" and he was like "Well, maybe it'll grow back." *facepalm*)
@Aria: Oh fairy nuff. I can see where she's coming from, I just think there's no need to insult others lives and choice of activity just fir the sake of it.
No i don't agree with the way she worded it but i think people that are ghosting are possibly intimidated by the amount of RPing "we" do. I say we like that cause it's only really Jai and Chloe now. Occasionally Keiron and I but i have been so busy with Uni stuff and work and my birthday stuff that i haven't really had a lot of free time on my hands. It sometimes puts me off from commenting too because Jai and Chloe ignore people a lot, they've been ignoring Keiron and I recently and i know it's probably just because they're so into it but it makes me feel really self-conscious and i think i've done something to piss them off or upset them...
Oops I just lost my phone. *facepalm* Spent the past five minutes looking for it.
:( I'm really sure they don't mean to ignore you.
I . . . ghost a lit, but that's become second nature and I would ghost whether there was roleplay or not. Because of that, I'm not really sure I'm in a position to speak on the matter.
:) I'm fine. One of the only ones in my friendship group who's not ill, so . . . I'm grateful that I'm not ill. :P
The rp doesn't hurt anyone, it's what they enjoy and if somebody wants to comment without rp, they can, the rp isn't overshadowing any conversation, its mainly Chloe and jai who are on, they do what makes them happy nobody should make them feel bad for being happy. And they don't ignore people, they try hard to try and talk to everyone
I'm currently very tired. have an online test to do for accounting either tomorrow or Thursday, probably Thursday as i can't be bothered today. I can't be bothered going into the lecture or tutorial tomorrow either cause i hate it and i will fall asleep. I know i will. So i'd rather just go to the library to study. Yeah. Good plan...
I know the RP doesn't hurt anyone. I think it's just really intimidating and fills up basically all of this blog... this blog was made to talk about the books and i feel it's just a RP blog now when it wasn't made to be one...
(Well possibly. And because they don't know anyone and we're all talking and RPing then they build up the courage to comment and Chloe and Jai ignore them (just an example)
The blog was made so fans of sp can come together and do what makes them happy The rp makes them happy and doesn't affect anybody else, they aren't hurting anyone with it, nobody else is being affected And if you remember, a few years ago, everybody rp, huge group plots If you don't want to do then don't but it makes them happy
(Yes they fucking do Jack. Look back at Me and Keiron's comments over the last few days. How many times did they NOT reply? I'm not blaming them. Sometimes i get too into RP and don't notice a person's comment and i feel really bad.
And i preferred the days where everyone gets involved. And yes it does effect people. I feel left out of RP because i don't know any ideas of plots which means i can't. And i don't really know what's happening with Jai and Chloe''s cause they do it so often i've lost track...)
@Jack: I agree with most of what you said there - I don't agree they should stop roleplaying because it makes them happiness, etc. And I know neither of them intend to ignore people. However, it is easy to accidentally ignore people while roleplaying (personally I think Jai and Chloe are pretty good at not ignoring me and i cant remember feeling hurt or ignored by either of them but I know that my mind and memories aren't fully reliable. Like if they ignored anyone else I wouldn't notice and if I was slightly ignored it wouldn't be a big deal and I would forget. But I can't remember either of them full-on ignoring me and I would remember that, plus I remembered multiple instances where they have deliberately talked to me and made me feel noticed) and you do often get the sense they aren't too focused on conversation. I don't mind, but it's still a thing. Also, when the main thing going on is roleplay, it does overshadow conversation. It is harder to converse when it's not the main thing going on and people aren't focusing on making said conversation exist. Like. I'm tired and I'm in a hurry, so I can't explain fully, but in my perception it certainly is a thing.
Once again, I fully support the existence of roleplay and I really don't mind it. Jai and Chloe are awesome people who are also very nice. But there is and will always be difficulties when chat and roleplay attempt to coexist. It's just a thing. It's no one's fault.
@Dragona: It's not a conscious logical thing. It's just that if there is roleplay, the conversation is no longer the main focus, meaning people put less effort into keeping it going (when conversation is the only thing keeping us talking quite a lot of effort gets put into it) and also it FEELS like the conversation is not the main focus and so you feel less included and your prescence feels less necessary.
@Jack: I think it's a bit presumptuous (ooh long word) to say no one is being affected. We all occupying the same space - each other's actions will affect each other. If two people have an argument it affects the whole atmosphere of the place and can emotionally impact bystanders despite the fact it's just between two people and everyone else can in theory just keep talking regardless.
Whatever we do, chat or roleplay, it does affect people. Sometimes more than others.
Yeah, I agree Star. From reading back on comments it seems to me they do a very good job of replying and talking to other people. And they always reply/acknowledged me when I come on briefly.
And Gemma, do you and Keiron specifically talk to them? Because I feel you mostly talk to each other? (Not a bad thing of course(!), but if you're not involving people in a conversation that doesn't effect them in anyway it is not odd they wouldn't reply.)
(Jack, there was no reason for you to come on just to argue with me, which is what you're doing. I was just stating my opinion. I think you're being a bit of a dick by saying it doesn't affect anyone because it clearly affects Keiron and I as we feel ignored. I know how hard it is sometimes to make sure everyone gets said hi to so as i've said, i'm not blaming them. That's just how i feel.)
Gemma, I hardly come on so I can't say I look back, but they would never ever ignore someone on purpose
And, their role play involves only their characters so why shouldn't they role play when they can? If you want to rp nobody is stopping you It makes them happy and if people don't want to rp, then don't rp
*nods at Dragona* If I talk to them directly they ALWAYS reply. If I talk into thin air when no one else but them is around, they usually reply (I can't remember feeling ignored). If I begin a comment with @Kas, they usually wouldn't say anything.
I'm not arguing with you, I'm defending a point I don't ever wish to argue, I hate arguments, I wish people would never argue and I'm sorry if it seems I am arguing
@Dugglyn: OH MY GOD STOP HAVING A NAME BEGINNING WITH "D" AND THE SAME COLOUR PICTURE AS HIM! (Chrome zooms out the display names really fat on my phone and I can't usually read them. Hence issues with Lunaeria. :P)
(No Duggy not specifically but i do say things to get people involved in. Like Jai and Star were talking about once upon a time a few days/weeks ago and none of them replied so i texted Jai to talk to her about it...that's me going out of my way to get a reply. But yeah i got ignored and i felt like shit because i didn't know either of them watched it and i loved it and i really wanted to talk and they never replied...The other night i was really happy about my profile picture that Struan drew and fair enough no one was on apart from Kassy and Struan but i was like "Look at how amazing this ship is!" and no one said anything, only Struan cause he drew it. Still no one said anything... :-/
Guess i'm over-reacting about this whole thing though. I know they don't mean it...
If you have a problem with me, message me on twitter or something But don't bring it onto the blog
I don't fucking ignore people on purpose
I went last night as no one was replying and I was supposed to be driving early this morning
Thanks Jack for defending me
Did you really need to say that? The blog has been so quiet recently ... Now you've upset Jai who's supposed to be your sister and bloody pissed me off which is a hard thing to do (
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But it bloody isn't me)
(I dedicate to everyone. Because everyone deserves it.
Chloe works you like to rp?)
(Hear hear
Okay, you start)
( hear hear :P that includes you just incase you think you can escape from everyone )
(One sec. I'll find where we left off.)
Kiana: *-You deserve better-*
Mark: She probably won't mind if we take a little food.
*are they in the house with Lilith, Xander, Cole and Inky's kids*
*and where's inky? I mean.. I imagine she's trying to find Chris*
Valnum: Why should I help you.
MrBBWolf: *the large bartender man managed to make him feed*
*he's still crying, but he is recovering slightly*
Feli; how so?
Clocky: okay...*lil and xander is in the nursery, cole went home a the rest of inkys kids are with her*
*arrives home* Chris?
Chris; inky... *sobs* it's wolf..
He isn't dead again is he?
Kiana: *-Deserve human-*
Mark: *lifts her up, carrying her like a baby to the kitchen*
Valnum: No, Inky, he isn't.
( good news and bad news... :P )
Felix: kiana... You realise I'm a demon, right?
Clocky: mark?
What happened..?
(?)
Kiana: *nods*
*because she knows that*
Mark: What?
*sits her on the table, grabbing a pan and a steak*
Valnum: Chris cheated on him.
Felix: you are perfect ... I want you kiana...
Clocky: I can walk...
Chris: no! You made me!
( they have a 15 digit ip address instead of 12... and welll I dunno how to trace those but I do know that they are only 5000 people with one and they are all along the east coast of America.... )
Kiana: *shakes her head*
*-can't even speak!-*
Mark: I know.
*starts frying the steak, taking a deep breath in because streak smells nice*
Valnum: Chris cheated on him with me.
Felix: so?
Clocky; I'm not a kid...
Oh...
Chris: no! *sobs* you used that magic on me!!!!
(So someone is hiding their id by saying they're Scottish?£
( either that or they are sophisticated enough to have an ip bouncer but the 15 digit number is fairly new )
Kiana: *-Can't walk.. not perfect.-*
Mark: I know.
*plates up the steak, cutting it into small pieces*
*walks over to her, standing between her thighs*
Say ah.
*grins*
Valnum: And now Wolf has gone back to our realm.
((I can believe you can change. But I'm not just going to hand out second chances for free. It'll take me a while.
It could have been me. It could have been Chloe. It could have been Fera. It could have been Effie. It could have been Kieran. It could have been any of us. But most people won't jump to the conclusion that it was someone without evidence or at least bias. I had bias, and I thought the display name was possible evidence but apparently I screwed that one up. Fact is, it was more likely to be you than it was to be Jai or someone.
I really wouldn't have said anything if I hadn't thought it was Lunaria, though. If you see someone has matches and then a fire breaks out, blaming them is a little different to blaming someone when no matches were seen on them. I am sorry that I thought I saw you had matches when you didn't. I should really learn to zoom in a bit. :())
((And, yes, I have told lies. It's a major part of why I'm so honest now - because I regretted it, and was determined to undo it. I'm not a good person, honestly I'm not, and I won't usually claim to be.
You're not inherently worse than me, and I know that. And I can forgive and forget. But not with a snap of my fingers.
Sorry for bringing all of this up, incidentally. I wasn't intending to, but the Lunaria/Lunaeria thing kinda pushed me too it (yes. Oops. Should have zoomed in).
(I see...)
Felix: to me you are...
Clocky: *sulks*
Well let's go and get him
Kiana: *shakes her head*
Mark: *laughs*
If you don't I'll tickle you.
*wafts the smell of the steak at her*
Valnum: You can't without help.
(*hugs star * you are a good person)
Felix: if you don't want me just say..
Clocky: *reluctantly opens her mouth *
Will you help us?
Kiana: *-I do want you..-*
Mark: *smiles, feeding her a piece of the steak*
Good wolf.
*kisses her forehead*
Valnum: Why would I?
@Chloe: *laughs* I really am not.
The issue is that I just don't care enough about anything. I don't care enough about being a good person or doing good things, so I don't. And I don't care enough about my lack of caring so I do nothing to resolve the issue.
I guess it means that I can honestly admit I'm not a good person, though :) which can be used.
Felix: and I want you, so why are you picking out problems?
Clocky: *looks at the floor*
Cause if you don't I'll rip your throat out *smiles sweetly*
(Honesty is a good quality and you're always so insightful ^.*)
Well the only people on the east coast is me....I think. And I argued so....not me.
Kiana: *-I.. don't fit in-*
Mark: hey.. what's wrong?
*tilts her head back up*
Valnum: do it then.
(Hi zaf!
The profile doesn't have many views so it's either someone who is rarely here or someone's forgotten second account but I don't know...)
Felix: I don't care about that
Clocky: stop treating me like a kid
*growls and lunges at him *
Kiana: *-why?-*
Mark: Oh.. I'm sorry.
*hands her the plate, stepping back and turning away*
Valnum: *steps to the side, avoiding inky*
*shrugs* I guess it could have been a newbie. It's quite likely.
@Chloe: :) Awwwh. Thanks.
Idk though, I think people can have good qualities am without being good people. I also think that when all's said and done I probably just end up somewhere in the vicinity if average on my good-people rating. I'm not a saint, but I'm not evil incarnate either. At least I hope not. So yeah, whichever side of the average line I'm on, I can't be too far off it.
(I personally believe I'm probably closer to the evil incarnate side. Although like I said, it really doesn't bother me all too much.)
Felix; I love you
Clocky; *wraps her arms arounf his waist*
(Evil? XD
I don't believe in pure evil)
Kiana: *-I love you too..-*
Mark: *squeezes her hand gently*
Tea, coffee or hot chocolate?
Valnum: Miss Flame cease your attacks.
Felix; *pulls her close an hugs her tightly* never leave me *trembles slightly*
Clocky: *squeezes^ you
No! *tyrns semi wolf and lunges with mouth open*
Kiana: *leans against him and nods*
Mark: I'm not a drink silly.
*smiles*
Valnum: *sighs, catching her by the throat*
Chris has to deal with the consequences of his actions.
Felix: thank you kiana *kisses her head* thank you
Clocky: I just want you
You did it to him *digs claws into his hands€
Kiana: *-What for?-*
Mark: Well then it's good that you have me
Valnum: *hisses, dropping her*
Felix: for staying
Clocky: forever?
^lunges at his stomach with her claws*
@Chloe: Me neither, actually :P but I tend to pretend I do for easy communication.
(Understandable ^.^)
Kiana: *smiles*
Mark: *blushes*
Forever? Well uh yeah.. don't see why not.
*rubs the back of his neck*
*Marks mind: AHHHHH COMMITMENT*
Valnum: *doesn't move*
Felix: *smiles back€
Clocky: If you don't want to, that's fine...
^pierces the skin*
*crawls in*
Kiana: *tickles him*
Mark: No! I mean yes, I want to be with you and I probably will want to be with you still in a year it's just that forever is a long and scary amount of time..
Valnum: *hisses, crying out and curling around the impact*
( yo smitty werbenjagermanjensen ! come skype I need to ask a thing )
(Hey FERA)
Felix: ^yelps and laughs*
Clocky: I'm sorry... I shouldn't have said that...
*still drives forward*
Chris: stop inky! We need him!
Kiana: *grins*
*jumps onto his back, tickling him*
Mark: No, it's fine, I mean of course I want you forever..
Valnum: *screams, laughing, curling up*
sup?
(I'm researching
*mutters-8 I will need a hell of a lot of candles)
Felix: *collapses with laughter^
Clocky: sure?
*stops*
researching what?
(Candles?)
Kiana: *grins, curling up on his chest, comfy*
Mark: Of course I am!
Valnum: *wheezes slightly*
(Nothing of much importance to anyone apart from me ^.^)
Felix: *smiles*
Clocky: *kisses*
Chris; will you help now?
is it something about that cult/religion/group you've mentioned?
(*tilts head*)
Kiana: *purrs quietly*
Mark: *relaxes, kissing her back*
Valnum: *laughs, coughing*
No.
I'm sorry, but it couldn't have been a 'newbie' as the account was kinda made four years ago...
Also Ink, have you watched Bambi? Because there's a really good piece of advice for you there. "If you can't say something nice, don't say anything at all". And as my father always says, "Don't fuckin' blame someone unless you have some fuckin' proof to justify it".
So maybe, just maybe, next time don't accuse someone when you have nothing but your 'bias' to go off. Lunaria Mist Shadows was a friend who moved schools last year, and I have had no contact with. since I didn't know her in 2011, and she never even read the Skulduggery books (nor had I at that age), so the probability of that being her is nil.
Yet again, I beseech you all to take a good piece of advice and not shove it away. Get your fucking facts straight before you accuse someone.
Hi all,
Don't mind me, I'm gonna start writing an rp that kinda links in with what me and Danni were doing before she switched emails.
I'm going to continue it, if Danni, you would like to join in or not, that's fine but I'm going to write it.
Also with missing talking with you, I miss our storylines.
Anyway... expect something in the next 10-15 mins.
(Hey Emmy!)
(It isn't a cult )
Felix; *rubs her back*
Clocky: *yips despite being human*
Chris; please...
(I never accused anyone!)
Kiana: *smiles, yawning slightly*
*blinks, forcing her eyes open*
*she still refuses to sleep*
Mark: *smiles, holding her close, kissing the tip of her nose*
Now eat your steak before I do.
Valnum: No!
Felix: let's get you home... You're tired
Clocky: okay, sir *eats steak and offers hi a piece in her fork*
Please...
(Hi Em)
Don't attack Chloe, she didn't accuse anyone!
I did put slash, did i not?
IM NOT ATTACKING CHLOE
(True, but I don't like the term cult
*hugs Jack*)
Kiana: *shakes her head, yawning again*
*-Not tired..-*
Mark: *grins, eating the offered slice*
Valnum: Bring Suki back.
Felix: you are..,
Clocky; *smiles*
Chris: but how... The only one who could bring wolf back was a vampire...
Kiana: *-Nope. Won't sleep..-*
Mark: Mm.. I am a good chef.
Valnum: I don't care how.
Felix; why not ?
Clocky; *giggles* you are
Chris; I don't know where he is!
Kiana: *-Have to be awake-*
Mark: *offers her a piece*
Valnum: I. Don't. Care.
*Marrok kept his head down as he walked through the college dorm corridors. He stopped in front of Ariana's room door and took a deep breath. He knocked. While he waited, he tried his best to smooth over his wild hair. The door opened and he forced a smile as Ariana's room mate looked at him.*
Room-mate: She's not here.
Marrok: Could you pass on a message to her, please?
Room-mate: No.
*Marrok didn't get a chance to ask again as the door was slammed forcefully in his face.
As he walked away, a group of boys bumped against him, pushing him into the wall. They snickered as they walked past and Marrok, without thinking shouted at them. They all stopped as the lead boy walked up to Marrok.*
Boy: Do you have something to say?
*Marrok shook his head as he looked down at the ground again, fiddling with his fingers.*
Boy: I didn't think so, freak.
*Marrok was shoved against the wall again as they walked away, still laughing. He had only been in college for 6 weeks. Ariana had made it sound like a fantastic experience and the fact that this college accepted magic and mortal youths.
But since they arrived, he had barely seen Ariana. She was constantly either going out to parties, she now got involved with a sorority and seemed to be doing just fine. Without him. He soon realised that she was doing fine without him when she switched all classes but one that they now shared once a week on a Friday morning.
He went back into his room. His empty, bare room. Still 6 weeks in and he hadn't attempted to make his room feel like home. His room-mate asked to be taken out of the room 2 weeks in so now Marrok was on his own.
He picked up his phone and dialled a number, looking for some comfort.*
Roland: Hello?
Marrok: Hello father.
Roland: Marrok! It is so good to hear from you, how are you doing?
Marrok: I am fine, I am tired more than anything. How is Teagan doing?
Roland: Better, she is still doing her physiotherapy but the doctors hope we can start coming out of the wheelchair.
*A call came from the background.*
Roland: I'm sorry Marrok, I have to go. Teagan is ready to come out of her bath.
Marrok: Is mother not there?
Roland: I'm afraid your mother is out. Anyway, we shall talk soon and I can not wait to hear all about college when you come home for Christmas. See you soon, I love you.
Marrok: Love you too father.
*Marrok threw the phone onto the mattress. Christmas? That was another 8 weeks from now. Could he even survive this place for 8 more weeks. He pulled and held onto his hair as he began to cry in the corner.*
Felix: why?
Clocky: *eats it happily*
I can look for him...
Kiana: *-Need to be awake.-*
Mark: thank you.
Valnum: Then do that.
Felix: please tell me why...
Clocky: for what?
Don't harm Chris when I'm gone *shifts and runs off*
(I is off to bed now
Nos da)
Kiana: *-Danger.-*
Mark: eating the food.
Valnum: Says the crazy woman who put a hole in my stomach
(Night Chloe)
*crawls out of the hole that is called life* hello?
It might have been someone who hadn't previously commented here, but created a blogger account in 2011 for reasons unrelated to SP.
It also might have been someone who commented about the post content but never stayed to chat.
I think assuming it's one of us and freaking out over it is kind of ever-so-slightly a total waste of time. I don't give a shit who it is, and neither should you! I mean, if you'd all like to accuse and backstab each other, go ahead, but actually no don't you dare! What the purple platypus is this accomplishing? Don't fall to the dark side, guys. Think happy thoughts. Peace. Love. Mozzarella. Anvils. Star Wars. Whatever floats your goat.
*goat appears and levitates because that seems to be a thing now*
((I think name confusion happened again. Like Jack read Ink as Inky and that's why he thought you were attacking Chloe. Again, it's understandable, since Star doesn't go by Ink very often anymore.))
I don't believe in that piece of advice.
I could give multiple examples, but my best one is probably hard truth.
Like, in the episode I just watched, a girl's parents had died and Sam and Dean had to tell her they were dead.
"Your parents are dead" I'd not a nice thing to say and it really upset her, but she needed to know.
Another hard truth is "You're not trying hard enough to pass your GCSEs. If you don't try harder you won't pass." It can sometimes be true.
Also Cat keeps telling me I'm autistic, so after an incident where I almost destroyed our friendship group due to failing to understand social interaction (again) I did a bit of go ogling and found out that I match the majority of Asperger's symptoms. And I've asked a few people "Hmm, do you think I have it?" and some of them are like "*reassuring tone* Oh I'm sure you don't have it you're fine."
Dude. I did not ASK to be reassured. I want your honest opinion so I can collect genuine secind-hand evaluations. Your reassurances are not helping; they are not helping me reach a valid conclusion.
If I have it I have it, you know? And if I do I'd rather know. And I definitely don't want to think I don't when I do. So yes. Sometimes, people not saying hard things is irritating.
Yeah, okay, somdrives the Bambi thing applies. The other day Cat said "I'D be a good history teacher" and Ethan said "But everyone hates history teachers!" and Cat said "Well, a lot of people hate me, so . . ." and I said "Yeah, a lot of people do hate you" and they were both like "HOLLY WHAT THE FUCK!" and I was like "What?" and Cat was like "You're meant to say "Oh, no, I'm sure no one hates you"!" and Ethan was like "LOL you just said you hated her!" and I was like "I didn't say /I/ hated her! /I/ don't hate her! And what did you want me to do, did you want me to lie?"
Looking back I should probably have not voiced that one, but I don't think before I speak. :/ So yeah, I was just sort of speaking and I just sort of said it because I didn't realise it was something I shouldn't say.
TBC
o yes. Sometimes applies. Sometimes doesn't. Hence, /situational/.
Let's pretend for a moment that it did say Lunaria and not Lunaeria, because I made my judgements based on that. Why did I say it? Well, you've just come back, and everyone seems to accept you and forgive you. And that is nice. But it does imply to you that you can do whatever shit you want and it'll all be okay again (not saying you think that, just saying it was a conclusion you could have drawn). And I didn't like that message being sent out. Of course, if Lunaeria had said nothing, I would have thought it wasn't worth stirring up a fuss. But Lunaeria did, and I thought it was Lunaria. And my brain jumped to the conclusion that it was probably you being Lunaria. And I was like "No, I need to tell Danni that she can't get away with this shit and that we WILL suspect her and she won't just get to slip away." And I thought "but what if it's not Danni?" and I thought "I'll take that risk. Worst comes to worst all that'll happen is she'll know I don't trust her."
Of course, if I had known it didn't say Lunaria, the risk would have been much smaller and less worth taking.
If it had been you, what would I have gained? I would have implied to you that you couldn't get away with it. Which would have, in theory, put you off doing it. Which would have saved pain in the long term.
So I could potentially stop lots of people getting hurt and all that I had to do was let you know I didn't trust you, which I was looking for a way to express anyway (I wouldn't have said it like I did though). It seemed, to me, to be worth it.
And that made a lot more sense to me than "If you don't got nothing nice to say, don't say nothing at all."
(Particularly as my primary school headteacher was devaluing that years ago and correcting it to "If you haven't got anything nice to say, think of something." (Which I like even less than the original as it leads to lying and, personally, I don't lie. It's closer to a Monopoly strategy tan it is to attributing value to honesty, but still.))
Ohhhh is that why everyone was going "Chloe never said anything!"
I thought you were just focusing on the fact that Danni addressed part of her comment to "you guys" and Chloe was pointing our that she, personally, had not done anything.
Um. Yeah. Ink is me. Sorry.
^than
Well that's what I think happened. I could be totally wrong--I mean, I've been really, really wrong about stuff before--but I thought I'd mention it just in case I wasn't.
Hold the bus a minute my friends, this is exactly what this bullshiting scumbag wants, they want us to fight and scrap because their life is shit and they have nothing better to do than troll the blog by kicking the hornets nest
Basically they've become the puppet master and we're all dancing to their tune and they're laughing
So I'm gonna be blunt again here, I highly doubt it was anyone we know because from what I know of you guys and girls
You aren't that shallow or low that you have to troll people and stir things up for fun... You are all nice people in your own ways
Yeah I think that's it like, just my 2p which honestly not blowing my own trumpet but it seems to pretty right xD
This knowledge is from how the Internet works in other parts
For simpler terms
This person wants us to fall on each other for fun
It would be like offering 5 gladiators freedom for one of them
So they all fight to the death for the entertainment of others
*frowns* . . . we're fighting and scrapping due to a bullshit troll?
*looks confused*
I thought I misread summat and therefore said something I shouldn't have anD hence got Danni mad at me and hence am very carefully and warily engaging in debate over it with her.
Is that not what's happening?
I am not "fighting and scrapping." I am not angry. I'm being quite logical and tactical.
This is not a bulls hit troll stirring shit up. This is me stirring shit up, half intentionally and half unintentionally.
The troll was not a match in thus fire. This troll was the first twig that my (half unintentional and half intentional) spark landed on.
I think you're giving Lunaeria too much credit, but yeah, let's not fight about pointless stuff.
GUYYYYYYYYS I HAVE FUZZY PURPLE HANDWARMERS AND THEY'RE SO GREAT BECAUSE I CAN HAVE WARM HANDS AND COMMENT HERE AT THE SAME TIME! :D :D :D
Nobody wants to fangirl over handwarmers with me?
Ok bye.
Well you might not be angry, but you weren't accused (indirectly but still accused) of being the troll.
Wake up, Ink.
I've changed. I'm a decent fucking human being, believe it or not, but that doesn't mean that I don't get angry easy. I don't stress, I just get mad. And you have made me mad, believe it or not.
Because you fucking accused me for doing something that I didn't do.
As an English Language student, we have to learn about writing and speech in different contexts. And basic knowledge? There is a backspace on keyboards. You choose to put that in there. You could have edited this and this wouldn't have happened.
And Sam and Dean are blunt. They were brought up hunting. They didn't get the apple pie life that we have had. They kill monsters. And that was a fact. Cold hard truth. Not a 'if this was you im going to be so angry'. Sam and Dean, they're statement was imperative. Fact. Yours...? That was almost exclamative. Different types. In different situations.
I don't care if I'm playing my part as a puppet, to be brutally honest. I won't stand for being insulted. Y'know, the whole 'better person' and 'I actually give a shit now and I won't let someone insult me if I can help it'...
So thank you kindly.
Rose.....*hugs* I've been accused of crap before as well. Don't worry nobody went and tattled to higher ups on you. People just have to learn to accept you for who you are now. They'll all eventually come through.
*Hugs Zaf back tightly*
Thanks... You know, I thought coming back would be good for me... That people would be happy that after months of me not being here, they'd be okay with me. Not this...
That's pretty much how I felt, and still do. You know how to get through? You stick to your friends you know who trusts you and who doesn't and eventually people will come to their senses. Its taken a long time for me to be thought of as a person and not a monster and its still a bit frustrating for me, but most people have come to accept there are two sides to a story and they have to conclude their own realizations of what happened. As time goes on things will get better, just make yourself known and don't give up.
I honestly think I'm going to give up on the blog. I've been good. I went away when my depression got bad and when the anon on Tumblr convinced me that John was dead, that his account was hacked... I gave up and got better. I felt okay for the first time in years, I felt like life was worth living and there was decency in the world.
I used to imagine myself dying to get to sleep. Being killed by monsters in the dark, murdered, shot, tortured... Hell, anything to make me distinguish between life and death.
But I haven't done that in months. If that's not improvement - and not feeling like every knife I see could be an escape - then I don't know what is.
I can't relapse again.
And if this is how I'm greeted, I honestly don't have high hopes for not falling again...
You won't relapse, because you're strong willed. You had the guts to come back, and that takes willpower, trust me. You are strong, Rose, and I think this was just bad timing. Truthfully.
Well, school holidays are next week... And you're getting stubbornness confused with strong will. I am stubborn...
Well you're kinda both. Stupid blogger deleted my comment I wrote up!
Personally I think stubborn and strong willed are basically the same thing it just depends on how you think about you strong willingness/stubborness.
(oops, sorry Danni
When you said ink I sincerely thought you were on about me because star wasn't exactly there when you said it )
(-sighs-
I don't want to go to work today...
And i really want to punch that bitch Fiona in the face. She made a joke about me and i was actually offended because it made me sound stupid and it was rude.
I've got to study for my Accounting test on wednesday/Thursday. Might do it Thursday after work but idk. It would be best to do it tomorrow but i don't know if i'll have time to study enough.
And meeting both of my groups for our presentations tomorrow. I'm so screwed...)
( -hugs gemmy- if she does it again I would punch her in the face :P)
(My mum got me a santas jacket and it fits nice
Then my sister gave me an evil grin
Turns out it's a child aged 13-14)
(@Chloe oh xD Ouch.. The woes of the small.)
(Qell she said they were cheaper and the only adult ones were size 12 an I'm an 8
They had Christmas trees but apparently they were naff)
(Oh God it'd probably fit me too then xD
*sighs at the cat sitting on my revision stuff*)
(Hehehe wanna borrow it for next year? XD
Awwww)
(I'm fine xD
Silly kitty..)
*sighs* I have a feeling I should probably drop this now, so I will.
Yes, I insulted you. Yes, it was mean of me. Yes, I think I was justified considering the information I was working on at the time. I don't think I need to explain myself further.
@Chloe: I still wear some kids age 13-14 pajamas. :P
(I have the size and appearance of someone about fourteen. I've also decided I'm mentally fourteen, which makes me mentally over a decade younger than Cat as her mental age is currently 26. :P)
In other news
THE SKY WAS PURPLE TODAY
IT WAS SOOO COOL
IT WAS LIKE YOU WERE LOOKING AT THE WORLD THROUGH PURPLE-TINTED GLASS EXCEPT YOU WEREN'T
IT SENT EVERYTHING A FUNNY COLOUR
You know it's weird coz last year when I was in year eleven everyone used to think I was younger and treat me like someone younger. This year I'm a sixth former, so I don't wear uniform. And because I'm not wearing uniform everyone acts like I'm old and scary or whatever. It's actually quite funny. :P Like, they react to me as if I'm an authority figure and I'm just like "hahaha if you knew me you wouldn't be acting like this."
(People find it weird that in seventeen
Apparently I'm very mature but I look younger than my age XD )
(*breathes*
*is getting VERY irritated at the cat*)
@Chloe: :P
Once in year ten I tried to tell someone I was in year ten (he thought I was in like year eight) and he wouldn't believe me until I showed him my planner (at which point he insisted I must have nicked the planner from a year ten, but I believe he was making it up at that point.)
(My focus is visibly failing.)
@Jai: Take regular breaks. This helps as it keeps your mind fresh and it also adds more startpoints and endpoints to your revision - the human mind focuses more on startpoints and endpoints, so by adding more you're more likely to remember more of it than if you just put it in a big chunk.
(I love Christmas!!!!!!!!
*sings please come home for Christmas)
(I love how in mickeys twice upon a Christmas, Santa and the elves don't question why there are duck triplets running riot XD )
(*hugs Chloe* rp?)
(Okay sissy ^.^)
Kiana: *-Sleep dangerous-*
Mark: eating the food.
Valnum: Says the crazy woman who put a hole in my stomach
Felix: it isn't... I'll protect you whilst you sleep
Clocky; oh... That's okay *smiles$
Chris; she's one of the nicest people you will meet
Kiana: *-Not safe.. need protect you. Vampires.-*
Mark: *kisses her gently, snagging another bit of steak and eating it*
Valnum: I beg to differ.
Felix: no vampire can hurt me kiana
Clocky: *kisses*
Chris; that is if you stay on her good side
*looks for james*
Kiana: *-Won'r risk it-*
Mark: *smiles*
You okay?
Valnum: Sure.
*lays back, ignoring his stomach wound*
James: *sighs, sensing someone calling him from blogland*
*he's in the damn shower*
*pulls on a fluffy black dressing gown and teleport*
What!
Felix: you need rest...
Clocky: never better
Chris: come inside
*stops and changes into semi wolf form* James! You can revive people!
Kiana: *-Don't-*
Mark: Good.
Valnum: I'm fairly certain that delightful lady has shredded my lower abdominal muscles.
James: Yes, well done, and you can become a hairy mammal who walks on all fours.
Felix: please kiana...
Clocky: how are you?
Chris: your own fault
Touche *nods* can you please bring a friend back please?
Dear Lord
Darcie is in the hospital plugged up to an IV
Cat is very ill and has been ill for over a week and I'm trying to persuade her to go to the doctor's
Darcie's trying to persuade Cat to get herself transferred to hospital (her words were "Come join me in here")
(Incidentally that isn't persuasive as despite hardly being able to function Cat still insists on coming to school because she doesn't want to miss any lessons. If she went to hospital she'd miss school. DUH.)
Lizzie's just like "Um. Why is everyone dying."
:P
((Why is Darcie in hospital???
And DAMMIT CATHERINE GO TO HOSPITAL!!!))
Kiana: *-No.-*
Mark: I'm grrrreat!
Valnum: I know.
James: No.
(I hope they get well soon!£
Felix: for me?
Clocky: *giggles* I'm glad!
Chris: *shrugs*
Why not?
Kiana: *-..why?-*
Mark: *smiles at her giggle*
Valnum: *stares at the sky*
James: Whoever died is dead and means nothing to me. You have nothing to offer me either.
@Jai: God knows. We thoguht she had the same illness as Cat, but her doctor thought she had appendicitis, but she doesn't. The hospital people think she probably has Crohn's disease or a gut infection or summat.
She's got a dietrician and everything now though. O_O
Lizzie's literally crying and begging Cat to go to the doctors now. O_o
@Chloe: :) Me too.
(That's.. not good.
Catherine go to hospital! If not for you then for your friends.)
Felix: cause tired kiana is cranky kiana
Clocky; *smiles* should we go?
Chris: *looks after Ben and Tegan *
My... Undying gratitude ?
@Jai: Mmh. I'm telling her to do it for Lizzie, but she's resisting.
Catherine can be very stubborn and just refuse to accept reason sometimes. Which is good for arguing. But not so good when you're trying to persuade her to go to the doctor's. She's just like "Nah I'll be fine I'll just lie on the floor crying and hope it goes away."
(How is that a good solution??
Catherine is the one who always needs a reason to understand and needs everything to make logical sense right?)
Kiana: *-I am NOT cranky!!!-*
Mark: probably.
Valnum: nice kids.
James: how about no
Felix: *raiaes an eyebrow and smirks$
Clocky: *takes his hand and smiles*
Chris: they are
Ben; *whispers to tegan* who's that?
Whyyy? *whines*
@Jai: Yeeeeaahhhhhh . . .
But people are contradictory. :P
No, she needs a logical explanation in order to understand something. But if she has an illogical opinion (that she already understands) she'll stubbonrly stick to it.
And I don't know how it's a good solution.
She's being Dan. -_-
(Dan sort of punched his hand to death and then it sort of healed all mangled so he was sort of cutting it up to put the bones back in place, and he looked at a little bone and he asked if he needed it, and Sam told him that he did and that he wouldn't be able to move his hand if he took it out, but Dan cut it out anyway. And then he couldn't move his hand and he was like "Shit." And we were telling him that he needed to get his hand healed (which would literally take a few seconds) and he was just like "I don't need to be healed. It'll sort itself out" and we were like "You've got a bone missing" and he was like "Well, maybe it'll grow back."
*facepalm*)
Um gtg :( :(
Kiana: *growls at him*
Mark: *walks to the door with her*
Valnum: they your kids?
James: Because it is worthless to me
(Byii Seren)
Felix: sorry!
Clocky: run or what?
Chris: no, they're dad isn't here that much
Please.. You revived wolf...
Kiana: *nods sternly*
Mark: we could just walk?
Valnum: I'm sorry to hear that.
James: I did. But I won't now.
Felix; *chuckles*
Clocky: sure *smiles*
Chris: nah, he loves Inky so much and will kill and torture anyone who hurts her
Why?!
(I am off now ^.^
Nos da)
(You know, i can really see what that girl was talking about now...)
(Night Chloe.)
@Gemma: Which girl?
*not really here - departing for sleep soon*
*Lizzie phrased it "Sleep is for the week but as a unit we r currently weak. So yeah." :P*
(Love how as soon as Chloe leaves and stops RPing sid disappears...
-sighs-)
Msd.
@Gemma: No one else was here. There was not reason for her to stay. She likely didn't see you were here, as you appeared an hour after Chloe left.
(The girl that started everyone arguing and got you really pissed off. No idea what her name is)
(Fair enough. I didn't actually notice that but yeah.
Hi star.)
@Aria: Oh fairy nuff.
I can see where she's coming from, I just think there's no need to insult others lives and choice of activity just fir the sake of it.
:) Hi. Sorry if I disappear.
No i don't agree with the way she worded it but i think people that are ghosting are possibly intimidated by the amount of RPing "we" do.
I say we like that cause it's only really Jai and Chloe now. Occasionally Keiron and I but i have been so busy with Uni stuff and work and my birthday stuff that i haven't really had a lot of free time on my hands.
It sometimes puts me off from commenting too because Jai and Chloe ignore people a lot, they've been ignoring Keiron and I recently and i know it's probably just because they're so into it but it makes me feel really self-conscious and i think i've done something to piss them off or upset them...
How are you anyway?
Oops I just lost my phone. *facepalm* Spent the past five minutes looking for it.
:( I'm really sure they don't mean to ignore you.
I . . . ghost a lit, but that's become second nature and I would ghost whether there was roleplay or not. Because of that, I'm not really sure I'm in a position to speak on the matter.
:) I'm fine. One of the only ones in my friendship group who's not ill, so . . . I'm grateful that I'm not ill. :P
How're you? :)
The rp doesn't hurt anyone, it's what they enjoy and if somebody wants to comment without rp, they can, the rp isn't overshadowing any conversation, its mainly Chloe and jai who are on, they do what makes them happy nobody should make them feel bad for being happy.
And they don't ignore people, they try hard to try and talk to everyone
I'm currently very tired. have an online test to do for accounting either tomorrow or Thursday, probably Thursday as i can't be bothered today. I can't be bothered going into the lecture or tutorial tomorrow either cause i hate it and i will fall asleep. I know i will. So i'd rather just go to the library to study. Yeah. Good plan...
Just curious, why would people be scared of role play? They don't want to "interrupt"?
(Btw interrupt is in "" because if someone commented they wouldn't be interrupting.)
I know the RP doesn't hurt anyone. I think it's just really intimidating and fills up basically all of this blog... this blog was made to talk about the books and i feel it's just a RP blog now when it wasn't made to be one...
(Well possibly. And because they don't know anyone and we're all talking and RPing then they build up the courage to comment and Chloe and Jai ignore them (just an example)
The blog was made so fans of sp can come together and do what makes them happy
The rp makes them happy and doesn't affect anybody else, they aren't hurting anyone with it, nobody else is being affected
And if you remember, a few years ago, everybody rp, huge group plots
If you don't want to do then don't but it makes them happy
And they don't ignore anyone!
(Yes they fucking do Jack. Look back at Me and Keiron's comments over the last few days. How many times did they NOT reply?
I'm not blaming them. Sometimes i get too into RP and don't notice a person's comment and i feel really bad.
And i preferred the days where everyone gets involved. And yes it does effect people. I feel left out of RP because i don't know any ideas of plots which means i can't. And i don't really know what's happening with Jai and Chloe''s cause they do it so often i've lost track...)
@Gemma: :( :( Maybe you should sleep now .
@Jack: I agree with most of what you said there - I don't agree they should stop roleplaying because it makes them happiness, etc. And I know neither of them intend to ignore people. However, it is easy to accidentally ignore people while roleplaying (personally I think Jai and Chloe are pretty good at not ignoring me and i cant remember feeling hurt or ignored by either of them but I know that my mind and memories aren't fully reliable. Like if they ignored anyone else I wouldn't notice and if I was slightly ignored it wouldn't be a big deal and I would forget. But I can't remember either of them full-on ignoring me and I would remember that, plus I remembered multiple instances where they have deliberately talked to me and made me feel noticed) and you do often get the sense they aren't too focused on conversation. I don't mind, but it's still a thing.
Also, when the main thing going on is roleplay, it does overshadow conversation. It is harder to converse when it's not the main thing going on and people aren't focusing on making said conversation exist. Like. I'm tired and I'm in a hurry, so I can't explain fully, but in my perception it certainly is a thing.
Once again, I fully support the existence of roleplay and I really don't mind it. Jai and Chloe are awesome people who are also very nice. But there is and will always be difficulties when chat and roleplay attempt to coexist. It's just a thing. It's no one's fault.
@Dragona: It's not a conscious logical thing. It's just that if there is roleplay, the conversation is no longer the main focus, meaning people put less effort into keeping it going (when conversation is the only thing keeping us talking quite a lot of effort gets put into it) and also it FEELS like the conversation is not the main focus and so you feel less included and your prescence feels less necessary.
(Once again - I ghost regardless. I don't mind.)
@Jack: I think it's a bit presumptuous (ooh long word) to say no one is being affected.
We all occupying the same space - each other's actions will affect each other. If two people have an argument it affects the whole atmosphere of the place and can emotionally impact bystanders despite the fact it's just between two people and everyone else can in theory just keep talking regardless.
Whatever we do, chat or roleplay, it does affect people. Sometimes more than others.
Yeah, I agree Star. From reading back on comments it seems to me they do a very good job of replying and talking to other people. And they always reply/acknowledged me when I come on briefly.
And Gemma, do you and Keiron specifically talk to them? Because I feel you mostly talk to each other? (Not a bad thing of course(!), but if you're not involving people in a conversation that doesn't effect them in anyway it is not odd they wouldn't reply.)
Right I should really sleep now. :P
(Jack, there was no reason for you to come on just to argue with me, which is what you're doing. I was just stating my opinion. I think you're being a bit of a dick by saying it doesn't affect anyone because it clearly affects Keiron and I as we feel ignored.
I know how hard it is sometimes to make sure everyone gets said hi to so as i've said, i'm not blaming them. That's just how i feel.)
Gemma, I hardly come on so I can't say I look back, but they would never ever ignore someone on purpose
And, their role play involves only their characters so why shouldn't they role play when they can? If you want to rp nobody is stopping you
It makes them happy and if people don't want to rp, then don't rp
Hey Dragona!!
Wait a second.
Dragona never commented.
Uh Star did you mean me?
*nods at Dragona*
If I talk to them directly they ALWAYS reply. If I talk into thin air when no one else but them is around, they usually reply (I can't remember feeling ignored). If I begin a comment with @Kas, they usually wouldn't say anything.
I'm not arguing with you, I'm defending a point
I don't ever wish to argue, I hate arguments, I wish people would never argue and I'm sorry if it seems I am arguing
OMLI
*laughs*
Hey Star, it's Dugglyn here!
@Dugglyn: OH MY GOD
STOP HAVING A NAME BEGINNING WITH "D" AND THE SAME COLOUR PICTURE AS HIM!
(Chrome zooms out the display names really fat on my phone and I can't usually read them. Hence issues with Lunaeria. :P)
And Star, yeah you should probably sheep soon :P
^far
@Dugglyn: Mmh-Hmm. Have to be up in seven hours. :P
(No Duggy not specifically but i do say things to get people involved in. Like Jai and Star were talking about once upon a time a few days/weeks ago and none of them replied so i texted Jai to talk to her about it...that's me going out of my way to get a reply. But yeah i got ignored and i felt like shit because i didn't know either of them watched it and i loved it and i really wanted to talk and they never replied...The other night i was really happy about my profile picture that Struan drew and fair enough no one was on apart from Kassy and Struan but i was like "Look at how amazing this ship is!" and no one said anything, only Struan cause he drew it. Still no one said anything... :-/
Guess i'm over-reacting about this whole thing though. I know they don't mean it...
I'll just shut up and leave...
@Dugglyn: XD Thank you, that is better.
Gemma, I apologise
Oh :/
I didn't say anything cause I'm not familiar with the ship and maybe other people felt similarly?
Not that I want you to leave, but sheep would be good for you, it's late over there!
:( :( *hugs Gemma* I'm sorry you feel like shit . . .
It's not your fault for feeling insecure; we can't pick our emotions.
I'm off, bye
It's ok Jack... -possibly hugs if it won't bother Chloe or Jack-
Night...
@Star You're welcome :))
I like my beautiful profile picture too much to change
Night Gem, hope you sheep well!! It should help you feel at least a little better in the morning.
*hugs*
@Dugglyn: :) I wouldn't want you to change it on my account.
Spanner
hammer
( I had a moment ... did you know on windows 10 if you hold shift for 8 secs it auto does filter keys now .... )
Please, can we not be mean towards people who roleplay? If I have time, I'll happily start a plot with anyone who feels left out.
KTHXBAI
(Fine. I won't roleplay anymore. Happy? Is that better? I'll just sit silently starting at my screen and let mocks drive me insane.
Maybe this blog wasn't created for roleplayers, but it wasn't created for talking either. It was created for Derek to post news about the series.
So sure, I shut up now, since it seems to be annoying people so storming much that I want to be able to relax and have some down time.
Bye.)
(For fuck sake Gem
If you have a problem with me, message me on twitter or something
But don't bring it onto the blog
I don't fucking ignore people on purpose
I went last night as no one was replying and I was supposed to be driving early this morning
Thanks Jack for defending me
Did you really need to say that? The blog has been so quiet recently ... Now you've upset Jai who's supposed to be your sister and bloody pissed me off which is a hard thing to do (
(And the only one Jack will hug is me
He doesn't like physical contact with anyone else)
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