Due to unforeseen circumstances, the announcement of the title of my new series will take place on WEDNESDAY instead of tomorrow.
I could go into the whys and the hows and explain it all to you, making perfect sense and being entirely reasonable...
Or I could just grin and enjoy the fact that you are now cursing my name.
I think I'll do the latter.
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Happy Children's Day to those who celebrate it, and those who don't. Wish me luck, tonight's the performance. :)
And Kas(when you come back), YOU HAVE NOW GOT ME FANGIRLING OVER A SHOW I BARELY REMEMBER. THANK YOU. NOW I WANT TO WATCH STORM HAWKS ALL OVER AGAIN. That is all. :P
Now I gotta go. Lots to do today!
*leaves more hugs*
Pst, El, read that comment of yours to me. Thanks. :)
(@Noelle I'll admit my thoughts aren't usually that extreme but I do often have similar impulses.. I once wanted to shake a baby with vary degrees of strength to see how long it'd take for the baby to die.. I mainly get imaginings to do with harming myself however.. although there are times when its harming others..)
Onwa: Hmm. How about the centre of the bed?
Hack: *smiles slightly*
Of course, sorry. Didn't mean to sound like I was claiming ownership or anything.
*smiles, squeezing her hand*
Manuel: *smiles gently, brushing her hair back*
Good morning Miss Lily.
(Like right now when I want to wring my beloved cats neck because she's keeping me awake.)
(Damn
I cannot sleep
What did I do? And jack a sloppy love message *cringes*)
*write jack a soppy love message
It's too early for this
I love how the French have the rather polite "C'est la vie" while the English are just like "shit happens." xd
(Morning star)
(@Star true dat.
@Chloe xDDD)
( i am cringing right now
but he loved it
so all is gooood)
(@Chloe *shakes head* moron :P
AHHH CRUD FORGOT TO BRUSH MY TEETH BEFORE I LEFT)
(im not a moron
heh karma, for laughing at me)
(Are too!
Mmm..
*totally not walking along the main road taking pictures of trees*)
(are not *pokes out tongue*
hehe XD)
(Are too!
Shut up! I have to draw trees for art okay!)
(are nit
suuuurrrrreeee XD)
(Are too!
It's not my faulttttttt. I'm doing a bonsai tree so I have to draw loads of tree parts!)
(nooooot
okayyyy if you say sooooo)
(Areee tooo!
Well I'm not gonna willingly be taking pictures of trees!)
(how am I?
*doesn't looked convinced*)
(im off now
bai)
(You just are *nods*
*glares*)
(Bai )
*feels close to tears*
*hopes her voice can hold out until after her solo*
*sang too strong during practice(for other songs that are louder and a group effort, meaning she had to sing with others who can sing louder and stronger than her and basically it feels like their voices overpower hers so much she pushes herself to sing harder) and now when she practiced her softer, quieter song AFTER all the bigger ones, she can't hit her notes well enough and she's starting to sound off*
*is really close to tears, remembering this as she types it*
*really hopes she'll be okay*
*probably can't keep from talking in real life, but she'll try to rest her voice until more practice/the real thing*
And singing those bigger songs... It's like sapping my energy or something. I almost fell asleep WHILE singing the last song, during practice.
*sighs*
*leaves because no one will be on for a few more hours and by then she'll be too busy*
Noelle, you're not disturbed. A lot of people have thoughts. You were strong enough to share yours.
@Tami that's the annoying thing, it's made with a young target audience. If it was allowed to be for an older audience, like anime usually is (I'm guessing? Because I'm told anime can be violent? And SH can't be violent because target audience is kids) then they could have done much more with the series. It doesn't really go anywhere :/
No...
My thoughts are-different.
...
None of you understand
If you say so. Your thoughts are your own, after all.
*hugs Noelle*
Not talking for about three hours(quiet speaking sprinkled in a bit during the time) really helped.
Now if only my hair can stop being so straight and stay curled at the bottom. Seriously. Once, I needed 9 bobby pins and like, two layers of hair spray to keep my hair in place. But that was having it up. This time, I'm leaving it down.
*nibbles her lip nervously*
*which reminds her that she should brush her teeth*
*leaves hugs and returns to getting ready*
*hugs Tami* did you get your hair cut?
...
*nods*
Because I actually look good for once, I'll show you a picture.
Be right back.
Okay, see you soon...
Here. This is me wearing my glasses. There's a pic of me without my glasses, but I wanted to show my usual look.
Also, I'm a bit excited to see where this rp of ours will go now that I know more about the show. :)
Eek! But that's going to have to wait! It's almost time! >.<
*hugs Kas and poofs*
*hugs* :)
*comes in and collapses*
IT'S. OVER. THANK THE HEAVENS.
*slumps into her chair at her tea table and takes a cup of tea*
IT WAS GOOD BUT MY VOICE WAS SHAKING SO BAD I WAS MISSING SOME OF THE HIGH NOTES. Still, for how badly I was shaking, I did pretty good to even stay in tune. And I'm not usually this stage frightened. Just when I'm SOLO.
*leans back, closing her eyes, and laughs in relief*
Haaaa.
Having an after party. And there's cake! :D
*may be distant to msd*
Liliana: That would work, indeed. *she finishes sewing the sides, bending it over a little and sewing again to create a nice edge*
Claire: Hmph. *she climbs off the bike* I shall see you soon, I suppose?
Bethany: *she smiles, squeezing her hand* Should I go and check whether the car has come?
Lily: Good morning, Friendship. *she snuggles into him*
(Oh and - hello anyone who is currently on.)
Hey, Soph.
*hugs Tami*
*hugs Kassy*
Me is happy. :)
Hi Soph!
How are you two?
*cuddles Tami* sorry for poofing! I must go to the hairdresser's now. Sorry for not being able to stay.
I'm okay today. *leaves Tami with a warm cuddle and and RTG worm* :)
It's okay, Kas. :)
Glad to hear you're okay. *cuddles back* Have fun!
And I have to go anyway and get ANOther shower. Because I have make up and hairspray on me that needs to be washed off.
*decides to put the RTG worm in her place on the chair*
*also leaves hugs and CAKE! :D*
:P *poofs too*
Dang wifi.
*deleted double*
(*growls quietly*)
Onwa: *nudges it gently*
Hack: Sure, if you turn up again.
*squeezes her hand back*
Probably.
Manuel: *smiles, gently holding her close*
I am back and no longer a caveman!
What's up, Jai? Why so growly? *hugs*
Me too, and yay for you Kas!
Hi Jai. *hugs too*
*is ready for sleep, so won't be here long*
But hi for now. :)
*hugs Tami* Hey! :)
Hiya Kas!
Oh, and if you were wondering, this is me without my glasses on.
Same pic as the last one, but besides that change, I also wasn't smiling as big.
You're so pretty! :0
Hey, Duggy!
*nods* pretty Tami!
IT'S ONLY BECAUSE MAKE UP AND STYLED HAIR.
I don't usually put any make up on, and I look different without it. Plus, that's not my real hairstyle. Like, there's nothing all that special about my hair because it's just straight and boring. And I keep it in a ponytail all the time anyway.
But that IS kinda my style. Basically I don't have one. XP
MEEP. AND IT'S GETTING LATE. I BE OFF TO SLEEP NOW.
*hugs*
Have a good day guys. And thanks for the compliments anyway. :)
Good night, Tami! *hugs warmly* :)
Yay I handed in the hospital papers and got an appointment.
That took a while...
Can we talk about Gary?
Gary was born in a fairly wealthy city. His parents owned a restaurant, and Gary was destined to take over the running of the restaurant.
But that line of work never interested Gary. He always wanted to tinker, to fix things. Gary wanted to become an engineer.
His parents didn't let him. They needed someone to take over the family business, and didn't care for their son's ambitions.
When he was old enough, Gary ran away from home, and joined the army to begin his training as an engineer.
At first his parents were angry, upset. But in the end, they understood, they were proud, even.
As years passed, Gary came to like the army life, the cohesiveness, the knowledge that he's making a difference, that he's part of something greater than himself.
Gary died when terrorists blew up the Death Star.
Never forget.
Gary's sister opened and worked in a restaurant to feed the engineers building the second Death Star. Jane died when terrorists assaulted that station.
(*pokes star and dug*
*whispers about the fanfic*
*I need feedback on the latest chapter xD*
*smiles and poofs*)
*pokes Jai*
Can't
Read
It
(@Kas do you want me to invite you to be a reader?)
(I am here my darlings_
(Hi Chloe.)
(yo Jai
how art thou?)
(Too warm and procrastinating. You?)
(should be revising
tired but good thanks)
(*nods and rolls eyes*
*pokes*
Bad Chloe.
Wanna read a frozen fanfic?)
(Fair warning; Elsanna.)
(okay ^^)
(Email :)
(thank you ^.^)
(YW :)
(Awesome! you write well ^.^)
(Thanks.)
(tis okay ^^
grr jack now has me listening to filthy gorgeous by scissor sisters
cant get it out of my head)
(?
That's.. really not a good name for a band xD)
(I like scissor sisters
but that song is so...filthy XD
not as bad as freak me by another level)
(...)
(what?)
@Jai yes?
Hey, Chloe.
How are you both?
(hey Kassy O
I is good
you>?)
(@Chloe nothing :)
@kas k. One sec. Sending email..)
(I like a little piece of heaven by avenged sevenfold)
(Sent )
*bites lip*
I'm feeling... worse than usual.
(text kas)
Bump.
(purple)
(I dedicate to Kassy
Kassy, you are an amazing friend and just awesome! hang on in there!()
(Its true Kas)
(Hear hear)
(thanks Jai)
I am not a good friend. There is nothing amazing about me.
Let's just move on, please. *hugs*
(*hugs* you are amazing Kas!)
*hugs the RTG worm and curls up*
(xD my cat is asleep with her tongue stuck out.)
(*huggles kas* shhh it's okay)
(Awwww cute kitty)
*acknowledges Chloe*
*pokes Jai* take a picture?
(@Kas --->)
(Just acknowledgment? *pouts* that's cold)
(So kawaii!)
Aww kitty :3
@Chloe I feel sick, like I'm about to throw up. I also feel like crap. I do not even want to think of proximity to anyone, but I don't want to ignore you.
(Get well soon)
(Sooo bored)
(It appears I'm all alone)
(Grease is great)
Maybe here. Trying to simultaneously be Adolin and Shallan. Adolin is easy, but Shallan is pretty much a nightmare. I am so not witty. :(
So yeah. Distant.
Also I want to revise.
(Hello Star)
:) Hi Inky!
(Also Cas drank a liquor store. XD)
(How art thou?)
:) I am good, thanks!
I haven't done much productive today, but I managed to write Shallan with some degree of realism, so I'm happy. :)
You?
(Funnily enough trees are NOT fun to draw in detail.)
(That's good
Stressed
And exam stress ... Every little thing sets me off)
@Jai: Ooh, I can imagine not. I've always wanted to not draw a tree. Those LEAVES!
A Stormlight Archive one might be okay, though. :)
@Inky: :( I feel you about exams.
(I'm going to fail
I know it)
You won't, Inky. :(
(*yawns*
*curls up on my art book* Mm.. be an art stu- *yawn* -dent. S'great..
@Chloe you'll do fine :)
(Thank you
But the stress makes me cries at little things)
@Inky: :(
Take deep breathes.
Take the time to relax, close your eyes and be calm.
My mum downloads apps to help her calm down and de-stress.
If you just take the time to do this a few minutes a day, it really helps.
hey everyone ^_^
clo: aww...it's ok, we're here for you ^_^
(Thanks star
Hey Fera, thank you)
(Hmmm.. maybe I should find an image of that guy being killed by tree roots in snow white and the huntsman..)
@clo: haha ^_^ btw, yesterday i saw half of kas' real face XD :p
@jai: lol, you shouldn't? XD
(@Fera it's a TREE. And I haven't drawn roots.. I've drawn a knot, ivy and am attempting moss.. I could do the roots too..)
(Or draw a noose on a tree)
(OMG SKELETONS DAY OF THE DEAD BONSAI TREE NIGHTMARE BEFORE CHRISTMAS!)
(You did?
I think I'll retire from the blog for the night
Talking to too many people and only using my phone)
(bye Chloe..)
@jai: oh ok ^_^
(*slowly losing what little sanity I have*)
@jai: come on, hold it together, you're strong ^_^
(*laughs insanely*
*eats arm*)
@jai: come on, come back *shakes you up*
(*growls*
*chews the arm, blinking to avoid sleep*)
Omg
Katniss asked Shallan to tell hwe about her world so they could compare
I was juat typing for twenty minutes straight
Omg
@Star: well done ^_^
@jai: wake up *grabs arm*
Shallan just asked Katniss back.
Haha take that C
:P
(*growls, biting harder*)
Rhank you, Fera.:)
:(
*hugs Jai* Go to sleep if you need to.
(*shakes head at star*
Trees! Elsa! Soph!)
@jai: hey come one, man, wake the hell up *grabs both arms*
*will look at Jai's fanfic and email sooooon!*
(*bites fera's hand* RAWR)
(*grins goofily at dug*)
@jai: *frowns* *shrugs off* *grins* I know jai is still there, come out! ^_^
@Jai: :/
@star: you wanna get her back together? XD ^_^
(HAHAHA I HAVE FINISHED THE DAMN TREE! THERES AN ANNOYING EMPTY SPACE BUT OH WELL! BACK TO ELSA!)
Omg
B's brother and C are having a political debate
O_O
Well, shit.
(B's vrother is rather bettet at debating than me. Him and C can really go at each other.)
@Jai: YAAAAAY!
@Fera: Huh?
(This could go on a while. :P
*will probably here a long rant from C tomorrow about how B's brother is so wrong*)
(@Star uh oh. You have fun with that.)
@star: she's gone insane :p :D
@Jai: Ikr. XD
I probably won't hear from C for a while, so this might be the end of our roleplaying for tonight. Hence, I'll probably head to sleep. Msd.
@Fera: Jai?
@star: yeah XD
B is just like "Oh no please stop."
XD
I think they started off relaying their arguments through B (whilst B is phoning C). They usually do. But apparently B's brother took the phone off her to speak to C directly so. :P
(*chuckles quietly*
Oh Fera. To go insane you first have to BE sane.)
Yay I'm having my hair done tomorrow!
@Jai: FAMMIT I WAS GONNA SAY WORDS TO THAT EFFECT TO FRA.
TOU STOLE MY LINE!
Hey Zaf! :) Yaaay! :)
(@Zaffy Yey!!!!
*robs dynamite and blows up draggies coursework*
*or ps3*
*and sulks*)
jai: ahh, i see *smirks* well, at least we both don't have the risk of going insane ^_^
Hey...
*hugs Jai* What's wrong?
(*hesitates*
*blown up coursework = coursework must be redone*
*coursework being redone = more time taken*
*scrambles madly and puts the coursework back together*)
(*sighs*
*curls up and waits*)
Jai? :/
What's wrong?
I hope C wins.
You know how nice and equalist I am in comparison to C?
Well, C in comparison to B's brother is like me in comparison to C. :P
Also, B's brother supports /UKIP/. C /has/ to win against someone who supports /UKIP/.
(Fyi, she got totally pwned when they argued about the Faulkland Islands (I think that was it), but she was totally winning their argument about whether or not anxiety was a real disorder before he hung up on her. :P So they're fairly evenly matched).
:( *hugs Jai*
Then again, B's brother took A level politics.
(Miss Soph.. :/
Elsa's final piece so far -->
Will finish it tomorrow.)
looks good ^_^
(It better do considering how long I've spent on it.)
haha, well i am telling you it does ^_^
(Mmm..
*lays back*
Miss gemmy too..
*frowns at the time*
Gemmy and Soph'll be asleep now.)
(UGH! *gets back up cause I forgot to brush my teeth, again*)
(*has returned*
*sighs*
*goes to sleep, curled up tight*)
welcome back ^_^
ok, goodnight ^_^ :)
Hi.
So, I continued watching Love Exposure. The love story is doomed, and was quite depressing, but I realised something that cheered me up - Yu had friends. Friends who were always there for him. They would always back him up. They let him move in with them, they would always be there for him, regardless of what might have happened. They don't ask for a reward, they're not the ones getting a happy ending, they're the ones ready to do anything for their friend, because that's how friendship works.
I'm happy that Yu has these friends. They really are loyal, good people.
Hello?
*Shrugs*
*Hesitates for a moment...*
*... Runs in circles*
Hey, Jubisaur!
*is here, if anyone else still is*
Good morning, but I may just go back to sleep in a bit. I think I'm in need of a nap after last night. :P
But I'm here for now.
If only YouTube worked on a mobile like it does on a computer. Then I could still listen to the videos while on another app...
Hey, Tami! :)
Hi Kas!
*huggles*
How are you doing?
Please...
This is just-
I can't
Just
I can't speak:
...please stop emailing me, everyone. Please. I don't want your pity, I said that already. I'm not here to be pitied, I'm here to point out why I'm so fucked up. Really, there are three individuals who talk to me on a regular basis: Alastair, Sir, and Trip. All others just... Abandoned me.
So please stop tying. I don't need your guilt pity. I don't want it either... I only want help from people who have been with me- who have seen me hurt and, despite and discomfort, loved me enough to not ignore me and let me suffer in isolation, oppression, and victimization.
I'm sorry, Noelle. I'm sorry for not being there for you before. I'm sorry that I haven't been a good friend to you.
*hesitates, wanting to give her a hug, but not knowing if she'd want one*
*sighs*
I'm sorry. And I'm not saying it out of pity, I'm saying it because I shouldn't have left. I should have found a way to stay so that I could have helped you earlier, before it got this bad. I should have stayed in touch with you guys at least. Heck, I should have realized what was wrong the first time I saw you after I came back. And I'm sorry that I didn't... I'll admit, I missed the past you, but I still care about you now. You're my friend; even if I can't show it, I'll always care.
I'm not even here...
Guys, look maybe it'll help Noelle to let her be. The more you upset her....
...
*acknowledges Zaf's comment with a small nod*
...
*acknowledges Noelle*
Hello, Zaf.
I'm okay, Tami. Heading to sleep as it's 3 am.
Good night, everyone.
Good night, Kas.
*accidentally clicked the robot button*
*blinks*
Wow, that's new. Now it's showing a bunch of food and asking which ones are hamburgers... O.o
*poofs since no one will probably comment for a while*
*also makes a wish*
(Hello.)
Liliana: What is the matter?
Claire: You can bet on it. Bye. *she jumps on top of a dustbin, using it to vault on to the top of a building* *she starts to head back to where she arrived*
Bethany: *she smiles, going to the window* There's a large container next to the helicopter.... I presume that's it.
Lily: We can start travelling today, if you'd like?
(Noelle, this is no attempt to ask you to stop, merely an attempt to understand what you are hoping to achieve.
First - There are people here who have defended you on a regular basis, and have wanted to help you, also. It seems to me that you are completely ignoring the efforts of these people, and are instead attempting to say that we have done nothing but watch you suffer, which is certainly not true. You have said yourself that people have been emailing you. You are instead just choosing, yet again, to take notice of those who you happen to speak to most often. So if the, " I only want help from people who have been with me- who have seen me hurt and, despite and discomfort, loved me enough to not ignore me and let me suffer in isolation, oppression, and victimization" was true, you would accept help from more people than those that you stated. Perhaps a more accurate thing to say would be, "I only want help from Alastair, Trip and Sir", as that is most certainly true, and in addition it may prevent people here from feeling bad about it, despite numerous attempts to help you - all of which have been refused.
Second - You claimed you were not here for help, as you get help from others. You said, "I'm here to point out why I'm so fucked up", but would it not be better for you to talk about that with those who you will accept help from, as they will be able to assist you, rather than talking about it here and having to keep refusing help from us? I will point out that, again, this is no attempt to ask you to stop, I am just attempting to understand. It is a genuine question, nothing more and nothing less.)
(As it stands, refusing help from people and then claiming that everyone other than Trip, Alastair and Sir have abandoned you is not fair, and it will make people feel rather bad about wanting to help you, which is plain wrong.)
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