Due to unforeseen circumstances, the announcement of the title of my new series will take place on WEDNESDAY instead of tomorrow.
I could go into the whys and the hows and explain it all to you, making perfect sense and being entirely reasonable...
Or I could just grin and enjoy the fact that you are now cursing my name.
I think I'll do the latter.
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Oops.
(Life in general has been crappy)
@Star: I did not flirt with anyone who wasn't comfortable with it since the beginning, and as i said, you just have to tell me, and i'll stop (well, at first i thought they were joking with the "oh stop it" so i kept on, but if you tell me i'll stop) I haven't been lying about my identity(though i don't think that was meant for me).yeah i agree that homophobia is bad, I mean if someone told me to start liking guys, i would be like "nahh" The grammar and punctuation part...well i don't think i have any problems with my grammar, my choice of words may be repetitive from time to time, and i might make a few errors from time to time, because I am not native, but that does not mean that my grammar is absolute chaos :) Plus i do not give much polishing to my messages on the internet, except if it's a CV :D
@clo: why do you feel that way? :)
@star: oh btw, love you too, you seem like a cool individual ^_^
(Parents mostly
To much to explain
Make me feel like rubbish )
@clo: it's ok if you don't wanna explain ^_^ I understand, my parents are kinda doing the same (trying to make me feel bad with something) but i don't give in, take more for me to feel crappy ^_^ And it's ok, you are amazing ^_^
(Thank you
I just can't wait to leave home)
@clo: haha, believe me all teenagers feel that way time to time ^_^ and i can very well relate to it ^_^ But look, as long as you know that you're special(cuz you are), and have someone to tell you, you can get through it :)
(Thanks
I'm lucky to have amazing friends like you and an amaIng boyfriend, jack)
@clo: haha, no, thank YOU for sharing your problems with me and not keeping it to yourself, you flatter me too much ^_^ I am lucky to have an amazing friend like you ^_^
(Thank you Fera
You can share your problems with me anytime)
@clo: You're welcome, we're here for each other after all, right? ^_^ Thank you, I will when i feel like i need you ^_^
(Right
Tis okay Bach)
@clo: okie dokie ^_^ you feel a little better? :)
(A bit
Thanks
I just need time )
@clo: It's ok, look, it's my pleasure to help a good friend out ^_^ And I also understand :)
(My house is freezing )
@clo: Aww, are you not allowed to turn on the thermistor? ^_^
(I don't want to confront anyone)
@clo: awww, come here *huggles* it's going to be ok ^_^
(*huggles* thanks)
@clo: so, do you have any warm clothes/sheets to cover yourself with? ^_^
@Fera: I know. :) A lot of people are taking issue with you flirting with people who don't mind being flirted with, and I just . . . don't see why, if you are who you say you are. Which I believe you are, anyway.
:) I really don't mind how bad or good people's grammar is, so long as I can understand them. It's only on official documents/signs that I go mad over grammar errors. XD But in general, so long as I can understand how they type, I don't care how people choose to do it. And yes, for a non-native speaker, your English is EXTREMELY good. O_O
English people tend to be (TEND to be) rubbish at all languages including their own, lol. :P
(I have my fluffy dressinggown)
@star: Thanks for taking my side :) You and Clo are basically the only people, who believe I am who i say i am XD Thanks, well I've always had a natural talent for learning languages :) Only because they don't they tend to not care about learning it properly XD
*cuddles Chloe-Bach and hands places the RTG worm near her*
@clo: Make use of it, don't freeze to death on me! :D :)
English is such a great language. Words like et cetera and vice versa are amazing.
Yeah i like english, though i wanna learn japanese next :D
(+huggles kas* thanks you
I won't freeze to death
And I wanna learn japanese)
@clo: I know darling(if i can call you that), only jk ^_^ No, I wanna learn japanese :p ^_^
@Fera: Well . . . I can understand why Gemma and Rhos especially would be a bit :/. *shrugs* But yeah. I don't bekieve you intend harm.
Yeah, most people, sadly, don't look upon language learning positively . . . :(
I have to say I rather love the English language. But German is so cool. :)
@star: Yeah i know they have a reason, and i know i don't mean any harm XD Yeah, well those people are ignorant ^_^ I don't really like german to be honest, i like english, hungarian, french, japanese, spanish and maybe russian ^_^
(Well fera, I don't think jack would appreciate it to be honest and it is a bit too familiar)
@clo: ok, sorry, i meant it in a friendly way, but ok i won't call you that, i'll call you clo then ^_^
I like German. But I realise most people find it a harsh language. :P
And I'm not even able to recognise languages past English, French, German and maybe Spanish, so . . .
(I know ^.^ I just dot want people getting the wrong idea ^.^)
@star: Haha, i see ^_^ I can, weirdly determine which one's which between japanese, chinese, korean, hindu.... :D ^_^
@clo: Ok clo-clo, I understand ^_^ SMIIILLEEE :P :)
(*mutters then smiles*)
@clo: what did you mutter under your nose? :P *smirks* ^_^
@clo: *smiles back at you*
(Nothing *smiles sweetly€)
@clo: hmm, sure thing *smirks* *smiles back sweetly*
@Fera: Ah. I can't. XD
(Hehe
Me thinks I've done enough revising
I'm going to listen to some music)
@Star: don't worry, 99.999% of the people can't, that's why i said it's weird that i can XD
@clo: well done :) you mean, listen to some music and talk to me/us, right? :P ^_^
(right ^.^
Adam Lambert is amazing )
@clo: I don't listen to him, i mostly listen to EDM ^_^
(Awesome ^.^ I listen to a variety
mostly rock though)
but i quite like his songs ^_^
(he is good ^.^ when he came on glee, I practically died and went to fangirl heaven XD_)
@clo: XD my friend is a metal head .. btw listen to this https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jK2aIUmmdP4&index=14&list=FLleNI_da82SCLI0a2aCmGoA i like it quite a lot :D
@clo: I mean my other friend, a guy ^_^
(Okay I shall ^^ and okay)
@clo: I just didn't want you to get the wrong idea, that i don't consider you my friend or something ^_^ https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k8vwQF3v0sc ORGASMIC O.O
(doesn't want to say what he was going to as it turned into a rant. but thanks anyway star)
(tis okay ^^ the first one is cool
ill check this out now)
(O.o that is awesome)
@clo: I know RIGHT?! :D I was like "holy tits that drop o.O" and the vocals are nice as well :D glad you liked it ^_^
@clo: it is definitely on my list of "songs to dance to" :D
@clo: and record it as well :D
(hehe I cant dance)
(Awesome!)
ffdo are awesome and have good meanings behind their songs
@clo: everybody can, dance comes from the heart ^_^
ffdp* oops
( I guess so, but I still cant)
@clo: moving your body because oyu feel the music is dancing ^_^ oh btw, i'll have to go for a bit, be back in a bit ^_^
(you should listen to that link if you like meaningful songs also have to like metal a bit but they're good)
(okay )
And now I know my heart is a ghost town
@moss: adem lambert, correct? ^_^
@clo: hey there clo clo, back! ^_^
(*huggles fabi* hello
Welcomes Fera!)
@clo: Just ate a piece of cake, but i had already become sick from eating one, so yeah :D *smirks*
@clo: can i tell you something, that's bothering me a bit? :)
(that wasn't the best idea
and okay ^^)
@clo: perhaps not ^_^ Like, when we skype...i am a bit nervous, cuz what if i am not like you imagined and unfriend me? XD
ot help you because you turn out different
if you want, you can message it to me over skype
i dont refuse anyone who wants help)
**frowns* I wouldn't not
what? XD Sorry, i didn't understand that ^_^
@clo: oh, ok ^_^ Just had this thought in my mind ^_^
(sorry
blumming phone
I would not refuse ANYONE who wants help
I would not stop helping you if you didn't turn out like I though)
(okay
message me over Skype if you want)
@clo: messaged you btw ^_^
@clo: sorry for not replying yesterday ^_^
(its okay ^^ and ive replied)
(I feel that anyone was directed at me...
*sighs* why can't i leave this place.)
(I tried to help earlier
by showing you what you did was wrong and not to do anything like that again, and try to make amends
*shrugs* )
(I tried to be civil I tried but I have a right to stand up for myself and try and make them realize even with all the wrong I did a little good came out of it. I'm not going to do it again because she'll never talk to me again. even thou she said she hated him more that day I went over and was threatened with police for trying to fix a small ass fight. it was small. that was not me on a bad day. it just wasn't a good one. )
(what good exactly?)
(Guys
I don't know what the hell is going on
But is there any way you can resolve it in a forgive-and-forget kind of manner?
An apologise-and-start-over kind of manner?
An OK-this-happened-and-that-sucks-but-can-we-move-on kind of way?
Flinging insults, or telling people to go die, or telling people to leave the Blog are NOT fair fucking ways to resolve problems.
Please take the hell care of each other and be sensitive to each other's feelings? You're all super people and hurting each other is not going to get anyone anywhere good.
Yeah? )
(I helped people. jai with her mother I tried to help. the annoying boyfriend on instagram I tried to help. that is good me and gemma i tried to help. and it did all of them I helped and they worked they were sound analogies. "just because the boat rocks doesn't mean it's going to sink" all of what I said was true I didn't try to make friends i just tried to help.)
(hey Taia,
sowwy
and maybe you should be saying that to Gem, and everyone who was involved, instead of me )
I shouldn't read these comments anymore...
It's not that I don't like any of you, it's just that I miss my friends.
Noelle... I miss Noelle. I should have been better about emailing her. I mean, I was better about emailing her than I was about emailing a lot of people, but still.
Ari. I miss Ari, too.
And Trip. I mean, I've seen him comment recently, but it's not the same as like being part of the group again.
And then there are some people who I used to really like, but they've changed... I know it's normal for people to change, I just... I don't know.
I miss the old me, too. I've always been awkward, of course, but I used to be a somewhat happier awkward. I wish I'd made more of an effort then...
Even then though, we're all always looking backward.
The grass was always greener than it is.
The grass
The nonpareil of excellence and unequaled magnificence, O blade of grass, I will worship thee until my heart stoppeth in its everlasting rhythm.
...
Anyone get that reference?
No?
Ok.
It's not that any of you are bad people, it's that I don't feel the same big picture of connectedness.
I hate that it couldn't last forever.
I wonder sometimes if there was anything I could have done differently...
(double post. taia it's fine stuff like that doesn't even scratch the surface anymore. surprisingly that's one of the other things that makes me want to live. someone telling me to die :) i'd do it just to spite them.)
(*huggles Fabi*
I want the old blog back)
(*huggles Fabi*
I want the old blog back)
[hugs Taia]
[misses her too]
[another person she's been really rubbish at emailing...]
[maybe she'll try now, but she doesn't know. She doesn't know why she's talking in third person, either]
[She sort of feels like talking upside-down again. Either that, or in code]
[She slinks into the shadows to post on one of her invisible blogs instead]
(Fabi, remember you are amazing!)
Thank you, Chloe. You too.
[hugs]
[disappears]
(I did none of them see it through the massively bad thing I apparently done to all of them... it was still me she is me. I think like her, everything from trying to help get through stuff to the ... nm )
(*huggles* byii Fabi
and thank you
I...had no idea what you just said)
(@Moss was that a reference to when you all worshiped Charlie(?) The blade of grass?)
(Sorry, don't think I meant for that to sound as resentful as it did. But, y'know. :P)
(*hugs Fabi*
I know. There are a lot of things to miss. It's history and presence and it's different here than it has been.
And I'm seeing parallels too, but - maybe that's going a little further back still.
What I mean is, I know. :/
But nothing there is your fault - ultimately, I don't think doing things differently can really retain an atmosphere, however you do them? Which is sad, but, there it is? :/
idk.
I miss you, too.
And, I wouldn't say that's you being rubbish - I suck at emailing. I think somebody needs to teach me how to do that. o0
It might take me a month or so to get on, but if you ever want to email, please do. I'd always be happy to hear from you, yeah?
I hope you're doing OK, Fabi. Take care. ^^)
(*hugs Chloe*)
(@E.N.D: Maybe. But in any case, it's hardly a good practice?
And from what I've seen, you can weaken structures without any visible scratches from the outside, too.
I'd rather just not say things which are likely to hurt people, than hope the target doesn't feel hurt by them, if that makes sense?
:) )
Hey, Adam. *hugs* Earthbending would be an absolute dream omg :) :) :)
(*huggles Adam* hello! how art thou?
*huggles Taia*)
(Hi Adam.
For those who read my Elsanna fanfic, there's a new chapter, click here to read it.)
(im better than earlier ^^
ive given up on studying for the day
GUESS WHOS SEEING AVENGERS TOMRROW )
Hey, Taia and Adam.
This is terribly depressing
(*huggles Adra if she wants to*
hello)
I dedicate to this guy in my profile pic who's feeding a bear.
@Jai Yeah, your blog's not letting me in.
Hello, Adra.
(don't spoil it for me?
hehe that's how I feel for any fanfics I ever think of posting XD)
(@Kas it's a closed blog because not everyone likes Elsanna and also because I'm not very confident about my writing.)
(*hugs Noelle should she want to be hugged*
*murmurs and apology*
@Adam&Chloe yeah..)
*sighs*
*curls up and
(*huggles Kassy o*
hehe go on Adam XD)
@Adam: Somebody in maths last week was wearing an Appa T-shirt and I almost had a fit.
So then I spent the evening watching the first few episodes of The Legend of Aang and doing chemistry papers/crying because I missed my tiny Avatar child. :P
But yes. Element bending. :)
@Jai: I can't read rn because I'm an academic mess, but 10000000 bonus-good-points for writing fanfic. :) :) :)
Hey, Kas. *hugs* Hope you're doing OK.
Yay, Chloe! :) :)
I'm sorry, Noelle. *hugs gently*
hey adam :D
(hehe)
(Hairspray started playing on my computer
I am happy)
@adam: what's up? *smirks*
(*is soo not dancing around the kitchen to hairspray*)
@Adam: *laughs* I haven't seen any of Korra! Will have that to look forward to, I guess. :)
@Chloe: xD
(now American idiot is playing *so isn't head banging*)
(ive seen one and a half seasons of korra
my ex bestie dressed as korra for comic con last year)
Hellooooo :)
It hurts a lot to see this. I expressed the other day my transgressions. I wished to check back in and see tht I had not done harm... And see this.
This is disgusting.
Everyone is so terrible to themselves, and everyone is rude and pugnacious. It's just... It is terrible. There is so much hurt in the world... And nothing longer than forgiveness would eliminate it. The elimination of egocentrism, revenge, grudges, pride.... That would make every single person here better. If the petty pity parties ceased- if everything just stopped.
What is happening is this way because no one wants to try to be good. That's the point- being good requires effort, and the blog is this way because everyone is so overcome with sloth.
Being in this state of disrepair sucks for everyone, and this... This is just base.
Again. It takes effort at first, but after that... It becomes easy, and this place becomes happy again.
This ought to be my last transmission on this subject- I don't know how much I can say, and my words are nothing if they aren't taken to heart. The only way that this blog will become better is if you try. You keep trying. Don't give up, and think before you speak. Wait a minute- an hour- in a state of anger, and then speak.
...
And there is the best piece of evidence that I have.
(Hey FLORA!!!)
(hehe okay ^^
Bolin is my fave character)
(Sorry
Went to got check the snooker progress
Bingham keeps falling behind 4 frames and then catching up again very suddenly
If snooker can be stressful, then that's what this is. :P)
@Adam: It can go on my 'To Watch' list for summer
Not that I HAVE a list, because I don't watch anything, but, yeah. :)
!!!
@Chloe: I have to be seriously carefully listening to that on the bus
because I will be nodding violently and I don't NOTICE :P
FLORA
FLORA!
HELLO!
:) :) :)
Hello, Flora and Adra.
(*cries* now lion king is playing)
And now, my impulses are increasing with frequency...
Bye
(aye
I wanted to hug him in the first season when he burst out crying)
Good bye, Adra. We care.
Sorry guys, I think I'm gonna go. Maybe another time!
(Okay Flora)
Good bye, Flora.
Thank you, Noelle.
Thank you for seeing it and saying it.
And saying it well.
And for caring.
I hope we can do that.
All the best. ^^
(its true ^.^)
(I wish I could make speeches like Noelle's and people take notice
I wish I could move the hearts of others)
*hugs Flora* :(
Soon, hopefully. See you! ^^
@Adam: Will do! :)
btw, Chloe, I keep meaning to ask - Bridging our divisions with rhythm we pull together
Is that a quotation or something? I really like it. :)
(https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5BlVasGqgSc
watch this taia
I met this man, the young people poet laureate for wales)
@Chloe: I know. :/
But also,
I think you can.
?
And- oh! Nice! :) :) :)
( I cant
and yes ^.^ he was amazing)
(sorry, watching the snooker again
They just finished the session 9-8
Bingham pretty much caught up now
and he's so HAPPY
omg
he's walking along smiling and went straight into the wrong dressing room I could cry)
(...I swear I used to be an emotionless rock; you can literally just show me a person now and I'll cry.
idk what happened there :P)
(I used to be like that XD)
(I swear because it shows emotion and I am feeling things that were gone for but a month of my life a very good month. Adam and it's Keiron not Kieron also i was shushed when you were on also freedom of speech you cannot silence me.
also I appreciate the gesture taia but there is no inside structure to weaken. the surface is the only thing holding this building up.)
*hugs Noelle*
I'm sorry.
(*huggles Star*)
That wasn't an empathy-sorry.
That was a personal sorry.
(how artthou star?)
I'm not doing very well at not being a terrible person.
As mentioned before, I am rather lacking in willpower.
@Inky: Fine, I suppose. :) You?
(@ Star *tackkehugs shhh you're a lovely person!)
(its been...a bad day
but atleast tomorrow can be better)
@Inky: :) Yes.
@Jai: I'm very malleable and very positive. Please don't tell me these things. I've worked out that the only way to get my nonexistent willpower to at least show its face is by pelting myself with enough negative emotion. If I think all is fine, I won't change.
Admittedly, when I DO get it to show ita face, it doesn't really do more than say hello before resuming its slumber, but, like, HELP.
(@Star ... but.. that's mean to yourself..)
(jet 'are you gonna be my girl' started playing
so blumin catchy)
I got out of bed today,
Swear to God, couldn't see my face
I got out of bed today,
Staring at a ghost
Who forgot to float away,
Didn't have all that much to say;
Wouldn't even tell me his own name,
And- Where'd my body go?
@Star Inkbright:
You're not a terrible person.
You're not.
I'm not saying don't do anything differently and don't work towards anything,
I'm not saying don't demotivate yourself;
But I am saying you haven't been a terrible person;
And you can have willpower without believing that you have been.
Believe that there are problems which you can work to address
Believe that there are things that should be done
And believe you can do them
And think about how
Believe that things can happen and you can do them and you should do them
But don't believe you're a terrible person
because that one isn't true
@Jai: If I DO get my willpower to a) exist and b) function, it will eventually do me much more good than harm.
(hear hear Taia!)
* don't motivate
double negative gdi :P
Awwh TAIA
*hugs*
8cries*
Awwh.
I'm actually crying now. Hang on.
No. I'm a terrible person and don't deserve you daying that about me. But thank you, because the knowledge that I didn't deserbe it aided me in my wake-up call.
. . .
What do non-terrible people do?
I just realised I don't know where I'm heading here.
(*huggles Chloe and anyone else sad in the world/having a bad day* THE SUN WILL COME OOOUT TOOOMORROOOW *leaves again*)
*hugs Rhos*
Bye . . .
I don't hate you or dislike you, and I hope by leaving that you find more happiness than if you had started . . .
*huggles sis* Seir! stay!
and Star! you are bloody amazing)
Also, I have accepted by this point that old Blogland - all the versiond of it I have seen in the past three and a bt years - will never come back. I no longer really mind, although I don't cease to miss the old times. Mostly because I'm very good at moving on, but also because I know thwt however many awesome people leave, more awesome people will always come.
Yeah.
STAR, YOU ARE NOT A HORRIBLE PERSON
I WILL FIGHT YOU BECAUSE
YOU ARE NOT
TERRIBLE
*hugs*
Yeah. This is why I normally decide against sharing my thoughts on my current terribleness.
I'm not, and please don't let me think as such. But thank you. :)
*not awesome
I am, Taia.
Look
I'm REALLY malleable and can only withstand against your positivity for so long here. D: S l o w l y c r a c k i n g. :P
(I don't think I can Chloe! :(
)
(awww that's a shame *frowns*)
(STAR IS BRILLIANT AY O AY O
STAR IS BRILLIANT AY O AY O)
(Okay, maybe a couple of minutes before my mum comes up :P You see, we're roommates tonight because my dad's away :))
Rhos-
I'm sorry.
*hugs*
I don't think any bad of you. :/
Take care, Gar.
@Star: Yeah.
And, I mean, having been here for however long I have been (it's always a year and some months longer than I think it is and, I don't know, I'm too lazy to check my profile?), I've kind of come to the conclusion that Blogland's entire history is change.
I don't think there's a single
'This is what blogland used to be'
Because there have been a lot of things.
And some of them I miss more than others.
But good things didn't stop coming. Just different things?
Change is an essential process to existing.
And yeah.
I guess I get that. ^^
(Awww that's cute ^^)
(What is?)
(that Seir and her mum are room mates
do I know tou I haz?(
I took a step over the start line there, but I've just stepped backwards again bow thanks t you guys (I really appreciate it though. Really I do. Thank you) and I don't know how to step forward again . . .
Chloe XD
you're perfect, okay?
Sorry, Star. I am. :P
But honestly,
There are better things to believe in and to motivate you
Like things which are true? :P
Do things because you want to be a good person, sure
But don't think you're already a bad one?
(Probably not.)
@Taia: :) I'm not sure what I could respond with except :) :) :) :).
(hehe awwww)
(nice to meet you new shoes!)
@Taia: But I think I need to believe I've reached a low before I want to strive for a high.
If I believe I'm high already, I don't strive.
Although y'know. My let's-pelt-myself-with-bad-thoughts tactics may be my most effective ones, but they still don't work. If anyone has any willpower tips, I am honestly all ears.
(You too! *grins*)
(thank you ^.^
girlfriend started playing on my computer
I never realised how harsh the lyrics were before XD)
Hey! Hey! You! You!
I don’t like your girlfriend!
No way! No way!
I think you need a new one
Hey! Hey! You! You!
I could be your girlfriend!
*and it continues*
Chloe, if I was anyone on this Blog, who do you think I would be?
(I would say seir
*is so sorry if I get it wrong*)
(*huggles* *is extremely happy*)
@Star: Maybe go through the reasons why you think you're a terrible person, then. Do they bring you to any other conclusions you can work from?
Um.
Roar motivational phrases at yourself to remind you what you're trying to do and all of the reasons why.
Stand like you're superwoman.
Studies have shown that people who did this for two minutes immediately beforehand performed better on exams and job interviews - so, I don't know, it could help.
Tell somebody what you plan to do and why - you don't want to have to go back saying you didn't do any of it yet?
Roar some more motivational things
Yes
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