((The last bit is going really slowly... :-/ Everything I write ends up deleted because I got one or the other of the characters completely wrong. Also there's been a lot of school stuff... :-( I'm still trying to finish it, but I'm not sure when I'll be able to work on it again.
((Too bad. I'm bored having him locked up. He is outside or maybe you should have made it clear. Deal with it. You can't always arrest people's characters and think its fine. I'm bored out of my mind. I can't do anything because you seem to arrest every character I have. So you know deal with it. Inside help idk he's GONE.))
((And you get annoyed when Adra ignores you. And I arrest your characters because they break the law. "inside help doesn't cut it. Who the hell would just help him for no reason.))
(Whoa, cool off you two. Trip, she has a point, you make it really hard to let her characters do anything once you arrest them, so she can't do a lot of things she wants to. Zaf, he is a spotter. If just do better at avoiding him
Cool? How about you both just erase the arrest and re-do... And deal with it later? Because this is ridiculous))
((Doesnt matter. My choice. You don't need to arrest every character I have. Deal. Maybe I'd be coo rping with you if I didn't have you always finding excuses to arrest my characters. So deal with it. It didnt turn out like you wanted oh well go annoy someone else and maybe for once let things unfold and not run to arrest my characters. I can't even do anything with you on. You may as well arrest all of us Trip. And dont play the I'm above the law card because I'm not I'm just saying you always find an excuse to arrest my characters, nobody else just me.
((That's because only your characters ever break the law. Ever noticed that? Are you really trying to say that I'm only arresting your characters because you think I don't like you? Zaf tried to kill him and others, Javier even more so, and Hyde is a murderer!))
((And you don't let me do anything! Instead of waiting ad letting things unfold less than 24hrs I have a character- up Trip needs to arrest them. Geez. Can you lay off me and maybe let things go for a bit? I mean I can't develop a character with you down my throat: he broke te law! Yes you are a spotter and you need to remember thats Hyde. If he kills one of us then I say arrest him but he has tortured Adra. I can't develop anything with you constantly down my throat after my characters. Lay off me for a bit and sit back. Just becausd Hyde is a murderer doesn't mean I have no right to develop the character. You need to let me. It isn't fair that in leas than 24hrs you're arresting him. You gotta give me a fair shot to actually be Hyde. If he's in jail it isnt worth it. I have the plot I just need to not be arrested so fast. I never can do plots if all you do is go dow my throat chasing my characters.))
Zaf, Trip, can you stop fighting? Please? Compromise on something. Trip, if your issue is that she's disregarding what you did, then let her have someone break her out or whatever.
Zaf, if your issue is that he keeps arresting your characters, you could try to have them stop doing illegal things, no matter how much fun it may be.
Or, Thrust, you could go OOC for a bit and let her get away with it.
(Him being in jail doesn't negate the ability to RP hm. You just have to delve into other things. Prison life is not without opportunities to write in drama.)
I would Kestrel! But she just said it didn't happen. I have no issue with a cool breakout, but no. Let's just change history.
((He didn't even fight back! You can't say I don't let anything happen. You can develop a character in jail better than in the outside world.
Listen, Trip arrests people because he knows what happens if you let people sure to kill, and those who have in fact committed crimes, like torturing people! That's sick! You can't let someone like that walk around!))
Listen, I don't want to fight, but I won't let you just discount what I've said. So can you just adapt to the situation, in stead of just kick it to bits?
((No reason to go. Lets just cool off and take a break sort it out when we're both not angry ok? I'm here all day today tomorrow and Monday plus next weekend I'm getting an iPhone with data, its not like the plot will cease lets just cool off and try to sort out the plot in a little while?))
((Do what you want Mara because thats what you want I won't beg and cry for you to stop. What happened is what happened it wasn't necessary for him to get mad over my choices but he did, can we force people to feel a certain way? No. But it happened and thats that. You don't have to worry because you never really jump in anyway with the main plots so it isn't like we'll argue with you theres no valid reason.))
People change. Fights happen. We are only human, that's all there is to it. Some people just can't get along, it happens, and running from it is pointless because t will only make you more upset. Mara- I respect your decision- I'm upset too, but these things happen. By god, the only worse thing that could impact this situation is if we were all lawyers. Everyone here wants to do something their own way, and that isn't going to work if other people try to make them conform to their own beliefs. Similarly, people can't just expect to strut around and do what they want.
This whole leaving business is really stupid too. No offence ((but kinda)) throwing a huge fit over anything is ridiculous. Whether it is in response to a fight or you are in a fight. We are a ton of alphas thrown into a room, and the sooner we accept the fact that we can't control people, the sooner people will stop being dicks.
Mara, I know you'll miss it. Don't lie to me, and don't do this to make a statement. I also don't advise leaving, because when people do so, they always come back.
Everyone, we are all being little children here. Even myself. Fighting and leaving are both stupid because both cause harm. How do we get rid of the hurt? Surprise! Don't leave or fight! Huzzah!
Seriously, though. Be mature and do it over email or something. -_-
Notice how people always say it isn't their fault? ((This goes for anything)). Guess what? Take blame for yourselves once in a while! How about that! Even if you think you didn't do anything, accept it and move on. 20 years from now you won't even remember this shit! Fighting is the blame game and the who's right game. And when it comes to fighting, everyone is stubborn and in the end it's a ton of time wasted away.
So
Accept once in a while that some things are your fault too! And saying that it isn't just makes you more guilty by feeding the flames!
It takes two to have an argument. If Trip was yelling and getting angry at nobody, it wouldn't be as upsetting to the rest of us, though would likely be concerned for his sanity. When two friends fight... It hurts everyone.
While I can understand how it would be hurtful to have your character taken down like that, I can also see why Trip would be upset about you disregarding what he did and continually breaking the law. Neither of you handled the situation with grace, however.
I would really appreciate it if for any future disagreements, you either tried to keep the dispute as calm and polite as possible or take it to email so it doesn't bring down those around you. I'm sure I'm not the only one who feels this way.
Mara, I can understand how the fight hurt you. I feel the same way... Harralie, though, is such a shippable ship, that I can't think of anyone in Blogland who does not ship it. It's so perfect and for me, seeing little Harralie bits is a good way to cheer up. You always have a place here, okay?
On the other hand, though, your choice is your own, and all I can do is ask you to please stay. [hugs]
Actually, now that I think of it, I could sort of switch Sparky and Valice and change it a bit... That'd work better. I think I could do something with Valice and Rathrockt.
It's just a rubbish ship and it will never happen. :)
I will never meet One Direction. Nor will I meet Little Mix or Avril Lavigne. Or any of you. Or my internet friends on instagram. I was lucky to meet Willow and Rose.
As my friend said the other day, "You're so worthless. Why are you even here? You don't do anything. Your life is a waste."
She said it jokingly, but she doesn't know how close that comment hit home.
Well.. You know, Mara, I guess you're growing out of it? It happens, in the same way that one grows out of, say, kids shows or something. It happens, that's part of maturing. However I wouldn't be looking back, but rather looking forward for something new.
Point is, Mara, is she wants to hurt you, and you shouldn't care about her words because she means nothing to you, correct? So why listen to her if you don't like her?
Also. Be patient with meeting them. Part of life is being patient and if you freak out just because you aren't getting something now, then that isn't living to the fullest. It'll come when it comes
Typical silence. I gave up with Aretha I did. You want her she vanishes on you. Always. Wish she didn't vanish but typically does. I never can finish a bloody chapter with her but Rose did multiple. How?! I wait days for a response. I havent had one in days I haven't seen her since the damn Blog was updatedd. God. I. Give. Up.
I do give up with her. Oh lets find Cristofer de Hecke! Never bloody happens. I met every femine name of Niccolò's under the sun yet the one guy I wanna meet she vanishes. She said Saturday she wouldn't be on. Not since October 9th.
Sorry, my Internet went suwogiwncownfiehugjwidjfufhERRORfjwidifjrngijrnyogjDOESNOTCOMPUTEdiegufiskocjakeitkfiWHOISTHISCRAZYPERSONWHOWANTSINTERNETACCESSdbwidjwidjwjifijdnejsjka.
Remember I was working with her on what Alexis did with Niccolò? Yup she 'lost' those emails I sent. I mean if you prefer to not do it then fucking say. I don't need to sit here with her always vanishing on me or never responding. I can't stand that. Just say it to my face. I resent the same email multiple times but she'll do a chapter with Rose. Ugh. I hate this. The whole Cristofer thing was supposed to be happy not sad but she can't just do it we need to meet the female names he has. I felt stupid like okay cool can we get to the bottom of this now? Then she says he's in Blogland and next day vanishes. So wow. Wonderful working with her.
Zaf, she's distancing her self... Maybe that would be good for you as well. It isn't good to be this concerned. I get you enjoy her company and all, but... This isn't necessary- you ought to have other things to worry about. She's 18, right, colleges. Senior year.
Wait
She IS eighteen, yeah Idk
Oh crap
Anyway, highschool to college transitions are important and, if that's what she is doing, then she should be focusing on that, her life. What she will be.
Zaf, don't complain. For one it doesn't make you less miserable and- tbh- makes those around you miserable as well. She's doing real life stuff she doesn't have time for us. Real life should always be a top priority, because without it, we can't be here! Without a job, a house, internet bills, we couldn't talk, being here relies on being stable, Kay?
I have nothing to distract myself with. Nothing. What am I supposed to do? Nobody fucking likes me irl I don't have a boyfriend I never will because nobody fucking likes me. I have nothing to dostract myself, I lay here bored day by day because people who like me vanish. Always, i'm done zi'm gonna go sleep or curl up and cry probably the latter
Zaf, when will you get that the world doesn't hate you, even when you hate it? Life's a funny thing, but if you try to enjoy it you can always find something good.
Since when was life about finding a spouse? What the hell is that? Darling, I'm afraid you've conformed to society. That's stupid- your main goal isn't supposed to be finding a man. That doesn't happen. It never will happen. People don't fall in love like in the movies. That's why they're fiction. And Jesus, if no one likes you ((which I doubt because I know for a fact you have friends)) then hate them right back.
Besides, you can find your own way, and having some alone time probably won't be too bad for you.. ((Referring to This moment right now))
Like, I hardly get on Facebook. I sometimes consider not coming here because all there is is drama and stuff that kinda sucks a lot and pisses me off. It's on Facebook as well. Tbh, the only reason I come here sometimes is either for a huge game ((tag, capture the flag etc...)) or Sir, Trip, and the people whom I hardly talk to, like Saph. It's just so ridiculous sometimes... So I distance myself every once in a while, to cool off and realize that Blogland is just a delusion sometimes... And it can't be real. True, we all are real, but these things don't happen, and we have to know the difference between ourselves and our characters And I'm afraid you tore down that difference ages ago
*hugs Adra* I agree. We're not our taken names, not really. They're characters we're hiding behind, or who we want to be. What I love about Blogland is I can make happy things happen to Saph even when my real life sucks, and I know I'll always have you lot. (By the way, I miss talking to you too dear *hugs*)
I feel like a weirdo, because I'm actually looking forward to going back to school tomorrow o_O I haven't seen any of my friends except one. For three weeks :(
Oh yeah okay. Delude yourself Adra. I am hated by my entire school. I'm avoided in classes in halls at lunch EVERYWHERE. In history and science we picked our seats I sit alone because nobody would sit near me. They wanted me to move so I wouldn't be near them. Yeah thats right. Didnt think that? Lunch. Kids hit into me on purpose and laugh. Halls: kids make fun of me. Bus kids make fun of me. All I ever fucking did was walk through the doors. So I know I'm hated. Even in my Honors class, my teacher placed me in a row with kids who hate me and she doesn't care she moved me from people who like me. She did. Se stuck me in groups and took points off my grade because everytime I had an idea mine was rejected. Then you say something she denies it.
Zaf sweetheart, I used to get bullied too. People would laugh at me, fight me, call me a freak. But I chose my surname for a reason- I don't care one iota. This is my life, and I'm not letting them change that. Gtg to breakfast now. Bye *hugs Adra, Ed and Zaf*
Hey, cheer up. I've often thought about having a boyfriend. Then I thought about being a fangirl and laughed so hard I literally fell off my bed because I think I would much rather have the life of a fangirl and have loads of friends than giving that up to spending time with a boy who I'm hoping to stay with my whole life. I don't think any guys would like a girl who spends her time kissing her One Direction posters, anyway :P *huggles* Chin up, princess. Your crown is falling off.
@Zaf: Ari sees Niccolò as a real person, which some people don't do with their fictional characters. Niccolò would want to avoid you because you make him feel very uncomfortable. Therefore, she lets him avoid you, to make him be true to himself. I can get that. Sometimes I get really torn on what Hunter would do, and I can't just make him do this, because that might not be what he would do, and I have to try and work out what he would do. It's the same with all of my detailed characters. My less detailed ones, it's less so, but I still have to think about it a bit. I think I'm rambling here . . . However, it does suck that she's not here, but it can't really be helped. :/ I miss her, but you interact with her more so you probably miss her more . . .
Yeah I do miss her. And Niccolò is always going to avoid me I never understood why. My friend wrote a Nafira fan fic I cry because it'll never happen. Its sad.
@Zaf: :( *hugs* You know last year I was saying all the popular people were being nice to me and it was kind of odd? Well, that's stopped now. :) I'm back to being weirdo girl who everyone makes fun of and thinks is really odd, and I never really know what the hell they mean all the time or where I'm at. You have it worse than me, so *hugs* But the fact is that people can suck sometimes. I could start a music analogy, but I might accidentally insult someone. So long as some people like you, then it doesn't matter so much about the rest of them, and I like you, so. :) School sucks, anyway. I said recently that I just looked around me, and I couldn't imagine not knowing the blog and this being all the society I knew. I just felt so sorry for a different version of me who didn't exist.
. . . Yeah.
My analogy really wants to be said, but I'll ignore it. :)
Well you say a few of your friends always ship Nafira, right? And your friend whose grandmother, I think, died. And then you have us.
Listen, there isn't a lot I can say to help- I never particularly had a tolerance for people who are dicks, and I kinda scare them off. In any case, I friended another sophomore girl this year who said that this is the first year she's had friends. The first. Year. But I found her and she and I are really close- you'll find that one good friend too
@Zaf: Well . . . he's spent his entire life avoiding people, and believing he shouldn't get close to them. It's like he's grown this wall around him. A few holes have been smashed in it, and now he can see out, but you're not going to take the entire wall out in one day. All the metaphorical wrecking balls have been bought by Miley Cyrus, so there's none left to smash it down. Wait for the ocean to wear it down. :)
That paragraph overused the words smash and down . . .
Ha, I've never had a boyfriend. :) I'm fifteen.
You know the romance books? The supernatural teenage romance books that are all everywhere? Barely any of the protagonists have ever had boyfriends until the person they fall in love with the make the romance book a romance books comes along. And often they're sixteen or seventeen or whatever, and the whole boyfriendless thing isn't really made a big deal of. :)
Most high school relationships don't last very long anyway. So there's usually not much point. *shrugs* (Before you start arguing, be aware of the words 'most' and 'usually'.)
Honestly, boys hate me. This guy in my old class was annoying me and saying "ooohhh I'm Jane and I like that gay band One Direction and Little Pricks ohhhhh" and um I might have punched him in the nose and made him bleed and he told all the boys and they all started hating me and I was like :((((((((((( but then I realised screw them bc hell I'm a girl and hey we go through way more crap than them probably idk I'm just guessing but hey let them have their issues because I'm gonna shine like a star bc I'm the only me in this world :)
Romance books objectify women. They're weak and need a man. (Or woman) Point is, it is COMPLETELY OKAY to be single, because you can show hoe independent you are- that you lived like and kicked butt without anyone's help and that is AWESOME
Then, once you've lived for a while, yeah- cool, find someone and get married and cute stuff, but people need to love for themselves a little, or else they'll never know how, if they're left behind
Star, yeah I kinda figured out that I need a way to break that wall. I wish I knew what to do. I mean he's afraid of me. I know it. I never laid a finger on him. I wish I could find the ocean to break down that wall.
As for the boys yeah they are pricks. Most are. I hate guys. I do.
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*closes her eyes* Lord..
Welcome back, Kestrel.
☂KESSIEEEE!☂
☂☂tacklehugs Kessie☂☂
Okay, Mara! I think it'll be chocolate, anyway. :-)
#ChaseForBook9
*sits back by lake* Kessie whats up my crazy vamp?
[hugs Ember]
Hi Kes! Hi Sir!
#ChaseForBook9
☂Sir!☂
☂☂hugs Sir☂☂
☂I haven't seen you in ages!☂
((That was good, Ember))
*prints out the records and the reports, tucking them into a folder* *sighs, taking a sip of tea*
☂☂gives Fabi a big hug☂☂
*is tacklehugged*
Zaf, oh nothing much...*shifty eyes*
*runs and pushes Zaf into the lake*
☂☂hugs Adra☂☂
☂Thanks, Adra!☂
HEY! *jumps out and tackles Kessie*
*leads Jekyll into the building, some guards watch him as he fills out paperwork*
#ChaseForBook9
(Is Effie Fabi?)
*closes the records and erases any sign of her presence in the library databases* *shuts her computer, looking at the printouts*
☂Yeah, she is :)☂
☂Effie is a character she made up for the MC who's a Star Wars fan.☂
(Btw, how is TSE going, Fabs?))
((Trip they're the same person and a teleporter teleported them out and I am not logging back on as him as I'm tired and may fall asleep))
Ah.
*grins at Zaf*
*dives into lake*
*laughs swimming after him*
February, I can assure you that I have hardly been avoiding you purposefully. I suppose our not meeting is simply bad luck, in a way.
(Zaf, he's in jail. The teleporter would never have been there, nor known where to go.)
#ChaseForBook9
*rubs her eyes, taking some medicine and walking outside, still in her pajamas*
*yawns*
(Also, I know the plot of Jekyll and Hyde, and know they're the same person.)
#ChaseForBook9
☂I'm sure, Sir. How are have things been going for you lately?☂
*looks at Zaf* /Him?/
((Yep, Kes.))
((The last bit is going really slowly... :-/ Everything I write ends up deleted because I got one or the other of the characters completely wrong. Also there's been a lot of school stuff... :-( I'm still trying to finish it, but I'm not sure when I'll be able to work on it again.
((Msd...
#ChaseForBook9
Fabi what are you doing
Why are you making a cake
Why are you making a chocolate cake
Why did you ask me did I like carrot cake
What are you doing
Hi Kessie :) *hugs*
Msd, sickyish /:
*sits on the ground* *sighs*
Wait, Mara, cake? I want cake!
((Too bad. I'm bored having him locked up. He is outside or maybe you should have made it clear. Deal with it. You can't always arrest people's characters and think its fine. I'm bored out of my mind. I can't do anything because you seem to arrest every character I have. So you know deal with it. Inside help idk he's GONE.))
**her** sorry im half awake
I feel well February. How do you fare?
*goes back inside and puts on one of her dresses instead* *glances in the mirror* *sighs*
((And you get annoyed when Adra ignores you. And I arrest your characters because they break the law. "inside help doesn't cut it. Who the hell would just help him for no reason.))
#ChaseForBook9
*pokes Zaf* 'Cause arresting people is /fun/!
☂I've had a bit of a weird anger-sadness problem for the past few days, but I know it's temporary!☂
((You can't just dismiss things Zaf. Just let the story flow.))
#ChaseForBook9
*looks at Trip*
*raises hand*
Indeed, taking a longer view of things can certainly help one through temporary pains.
((Me? Making a cake?
((What? I'm totally innocent!
((Heh, you'll see soon. I think. Maybe.
#ChaseForBook9
What is it it Kessie?
#ChaseForBook9
☂☂holds Kes's hand up a little higher☂☂
☂Yeah...☂
☂Hey, what time is it for you, Sir?☂
☂It's like 8:24 for me...☂
(Whoa, cool off you two. Trip, she has a point, you make it really hard to let her characters do anything once you arrest them, so she can't do a lot of things she wants to. Zaf, he is a spotter. If just do better at avoiding him
Cool?
How about you both just erase the arrest and re-do... And deal with it later? Because this is ridiculous))
Trip, I was responding to your question of who would randomly help Hyde break out.
((Doesnt matter. My choice. You don't need to arrest every character I have. Deal. Maybe I'd be coo rping with you if I didn't have you always finding excuses to arrest my characters. So deal with it. It didnt turn out like you wanted oh well go annoy someone else and maybe for once let things unfold and not run to arrest my characters. I can't even do anything with you on. You may as well arrest all of us Trip. And dont play the I'm above the law card because I'm not I'm just saying you always find an excuse to arrest my characters, nobody else just me.
((Just, why wouldn't you arrest a criminal? There's no logic there. At all!))
#ChaseForBook9
It is the afternoon, for me, February. Why do you make such a query?
☂Thinking about time zones...☂
☂GTG!☂
((Hey, Zaf, if you want I can take over Hyde and be arrested. I /like/ being arrested.))
Bye Ember!
((That's because only your characters ever break the law. Ever noticed that? Are you really trying to say that I'm only arresting your characters because you think I don't like you? Zaf tried to kill him and others, Javier even more so, and Hyde is a murderer!))
#ChaseForBook9
Good bye, February.
(No it doesn't, but she has her own plot to play out.)
Bye September.
#ChaseForBook9
((Why not have a cool hiest scene where scene or something. Just don't dismiss what I do. It's disrespectful.))
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((Also, two words, railroading.))
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((*rail roading.))
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...I'm done. See you.
#ChaseForBook9
Well, good bye, Ms. Effie.
((Right.. Iiiiim gonna back out of this. But you guys, this is silly. Can we not just get back to things?))
*plays with a flower*
I'm nearing my witt's end too Eff. Bye.
#ChaseForBook9
Bye Effie
Hey people....
HI Em.
#ChaseForBook9
((Or rather, Zaf, I know you wanna RP him but we could do this later down and cool off?))
((And you don't let me do anything! Instead of waiting ad letting things unfold less than 24hrs I have a character- up Trip needs to arrest them. Geez. Can you lay off me and maybe let things go for a bit? I mean I can't develop a character with you down my throat: he broke te law! Yes you are a spotter and you need to remember thats Hyde. If he kills one of us then I say arrest him but he has tortured Adra. I can't develop anything with you constantly down my throat after my characters. Lay off me for a bit and sit back. Just becausd Hyde is a murderer doesn't mean I have no right to develop the character. You need to let me. It isn't fair that in leas than 24hrs you're arresting him. You gotta give me a fair shot to actually be Hyde. If he's in jail it isnt worth it. I have the plot I just need to not be arrested so fast. I never can do plots if all you do is go dow my throat chasing my characters.))
Bye Effie/Fabi.
Zaf, Trip, can you stop fighting? Please? Compromise on something. Trip, if your issue is that she's disregarding what you did, then let her have someone break her out or whatever.
Zaf, if your issue is that he keeps arresting your characters, you could try to have them stop doing illegal things, no matter how much fun it may be.
Or, Thrust, you could go OOC for a bit and let her get away with it.
Really, guys, it's not that difficult.
I'm gonna slap you both
Greetings, Emerald!
(Him being in jail doesn't negate the ability to RP hm. You just have to delve into other things. Prison life is not without opportunities to write in drama.)
#ChaseForBook9
*Trip, not Thrust *facepalm*
HI Em!
((Yo))
*sighs* Good grief...
Wow I walk on, in the middle of a stupid fight??
Fuck that...
Hi Em!
((And I'm not going back on as Hyde until later because right now I rather be ZafTC and Alexis))
((Adra, please don't. Then it'll just escalate further.)
Kes- *facepalms* I know. I'm not a complete idiot. Mostly.
*stands up, going for a little walk*
*goes swimming*
*goes around splashing people from in the lake*
I would Kestrel! But she just said it didn't happen. I have no issue with a cool breakout, but no. Let's just change history.
((He didn't even fight back! You can't say I don't let anything happen. You can develop a character in jail better than in the outside world.
Listen, Trip arrests people because he knows what happens if you let people sure to kill, and those who have in fact committed crimes, like torturing people! That's sick! You can't let someone like that walk around!))
#ChaseForBook9
*refrains from getting further involved*
*taps symbols under jaw and dives underwater*
*runs a hand through her hair*
Please, can we not just pretend as if it didn't happen, mess with it later?
Listen, I don't want to fight, but I won't let you just discount what I've said. So can you just adapt to the situation, in stead of just kick it to bits?
#ChaseForBook9
*swims happily* Just keep swimming swimming swimming
*continues swimming, passing shelves of rock and coral*
Oh fuck this....
#ChaseForBook9
*Lorcan walks around the apartment while putting his jacket on*
Lorcan: Lexi??
*facepalms* *takes a moment, sitting on a fallen tree to catch her breath*
((Nooooo don't go!! LookC everyone is a bit upset, but probably if you go, you'll stay angry :/))
((No, Trip, don't.))
*sees a red glow out of the corner of my eye*
((Zaf, please stop feeding the flames))
Alexis: yes Lorcan?
*slowly takes a few breaths*
((No reason to go. Lets just cool off and take a break sort it out when we're both not angry ok? I'm here all day today tomorrow and Monday plus next weekend I'm getting an iPhone with data, its not like the plot will cease lets just cool off and try to sort out the plot in a little while?))
*is somehow in the lake and talking at the same time*
Both of you have valid points, but-is this fight really that important?
Thank you, Zaf.
*swims towards the light*
*crosses her legs, leaning against the fallen tree*
Brb- more laundry.
Alexis: *looks happy to be with Lorcan*
*stares up at the sky, listening to the silence*
I've just read the comments.
I am sick and tired of people fighting over fucking roleplaying. Are you serious?
You know what? I don't want to roleplay anymore. Harralie is over. I'm not joining in anymore.
I am exactly what Liam Payne was a few weeks ago when people hated on Sophia.
https://mobile.twitter.com/Real_Liam_Payne/status/370306065172529153
((Holy shit I look like a chipmunk on one side of my face))
Lorcan: I think we should head back to Blogland sweets.
I just want to make sure everyone is okay.
((Do what you want Mara because thats what you want I won't beg and cry for you to stop. What happened is what happened it wasn't necessary for him to get mad over my choices but he did, can we force people to feel a certain way? No. But it happened and thats that. You don't have to worry because you never really jump in anyway with the main plots so it isn't like we'll argue with you theres no valid reason.))
:-(
[hugs Mara]
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Alexis: Alright *grabs her book bag of clothes and electronics* You wanna grab anything before we go?
Right- everyone listen up.
People change. Fights happen. We are only human, that's all there is to it. Some people just can't get along, it happens, and running from it is pointless because t will only make you more upset. Mara- I respect your decision- I'm upset too, but these things happen. By god, the only worse thing that could impact this situation is if we were all lawyers.
Everyone here wants to do something their own way, and that isn't going to work if other people try to make them conform to their own beliefs. Similarly, people can't just expect to strut around and do what they want.
This whole leaving business is really stupid too. No offence ((but kinda)) throwing a huge fit over anything is ridiculous. Whether it is in response to a fight or you are in a fight. We are a ton of alphas thrown into a room, and the sooner we accept the fact that we can't control people, the sooner people will stop being dicks.
Mara, I know you'll miss it. Don't lie to me, and don't do this to make a statement. I also don't advise leaving, because when people do so, they always come back.
Everyone, we are all being little children here. Even myself. Fighting and leaving are both stupid because both cause harm. How do we get rid of the hurt? Surprise! Don't leave or fight! Huzzah!
Seriously, though. Be mature and do it over email or something. -_-
FYI: about half of those things didn't mean what I meant them to
Hear fucking hear Grand Mage Dark
Oh: side note.
Notice how people always say it isn't their fault? ((This goes for anything)). Guess what? Take blame for yourselves once in a while! How about that! Even if you think you didn't do anything, accept it and move on. 20 years from now you won't even remember this shit! Fighting is the blame game and the who's right game. And when it comes to fighting, everyone is stubborn and in the end it's a ton of time wasted away.
So
Accept once in a while that some things are your fault too! And saying that it isn't just makes you more guilty by feeding the flames!
Ugh!
It takes two to have an argument. If Trip was yelling and getting angry at nobody, it wouldn't be as upsetting to the rest of us, though would likely be concerned for his sanity. When two friends fight... It hurts everyone.
While I can understand how it would be hurtful to have your character taken down like that, I can also see why Trip would be upset about you disregarding what he did and continually breaking the law. Neither of you handled the situation with grace, however.
I would really appreciate it if for any future disagreements, you either tried to keep the dispute as calm and polite as possible or take it to email so it doesn't bring down those around you. I'm sure I'm not the only one who feels this way.
Mara, I can understand how the fight hurt you. I feel the same way... Harralie, though, is such a shippable ship, that I can't think of anyone in Blogland who does not ship it. It's so perfect and for me, seeing little Harralie bits is a good way to cheer up. You always have a place here, okay?
On the other hand, though, your choice is your own, and all I can do is ask you to please stay. [hugs]
Speaking of staying, I'm here again until lunch.
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[Nods at Adra's comments]
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Yeah Harralie is beautiful
Yay Moss were kinda on the same page!
Except I've forgotten what I just wrote
Imma close mu eyes for 15min and hopefully things settle have legit like 6hrs of sleep
Anyway- any thing I can do to help the Shunting Experiment?
Because it is perf
I'm not sure... I'll check a couple things. Just a sec...
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Yayyyyhhhyyyyyy *rolls around* *limps to person whom Moss is controlling* *dances* *slips and falls*
[Helps Adra up] You alright?
As for TSE, I've sort of finished the parts with you and Trip...
I'm stuck on Rathrockt (Dynasty/Brad) and Sparky.
I'm not sure what to do with either character, and my attempts to make them interact just don't...work. I'm low on ideas...
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Actually, now that I think of it, I could sort of switch Sparky and Valice and change it a bit... That'd work better. I think I could do something with Valice and Rathrockt.
I'm thinking aloud now... Oops...
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Ah- I wouldn't know how to help... I don't know the context
But anyway
http://itsmickeynotricky.tumblr.com/post/63796098988/honeyyoushouldseemeinacrown-calm-my-heart
I'm sobbing
I hope this is the right post
Sorry, my Internet is being a pain. Msd.
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Harralie is shit...
It's just a rubbish ship and it will never happen. :)
I will never meet One Direction. Nor will I meet Little Mix or Avril Lavigne. Or any of you. Or my internet friends on instagram. I was lucky to meet Willow and Rose.
As my friend said the other day, "You're so worthless. Why are you even here? You don't do anything. Your life is a waste."
She said it jokingly, but she doesn't know how close that comment hit home.
Well.. You know, Mara, I guess you're growing out of it? It happens, in the same way that one grows out of, say, kids shows or something. It happens, that's part of maturing. However I wouldn't be looking back, but rather looking forward for something new.
I can't actually follow the link. It won't load.
Mara, Harralie is perfect. And ADORABLE. And so sweet. :-)
And isn't that why we roleplay, to do things that can never happen irl?
[hugs]
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*points* Moss said it
((I liiiive and feel better))
I mean, ofc, you technically could kill a ton of people with varying rates of success... And you could cure cancer too, I suppose... Idk
Moss, it's a cartoon of Sherlock pole dancing to Stayin Alive I'm sobbing
This girl in my class who is a total Carrot and I hate her so much just text me and said "omg im meeting 1 direction ahhhhhhh!"
She's the reason I'm crying right now. ☻
Sorry my iPhone isn't letting mecomment
Point is, Mara, is she wants to hurt you, and you shouldn't care about her words because she means nothing to you, correct? So why listen to her if you don't like her?
Also. Be patient with meeting them. Part of life is being patient and if you freak out just because you aren't getting something now, then that isn't living to the fullest. It'll come when it comes
*dances to the Beegees*
Typical silence. I gave up with Aretha I did. You want her she vanishes on you. Always. Wish she didn't vanish but typically does. I never can finish a bloody chapter with her but Rose did multiple. How?! I wait days for a response. I havent had one in days I haven't seen her since the damn Blog was updatedd. God. I. Give. Up.
*pats Zaf's shoulder*
I do give up with her. Oh lets find Cristofer de Hecke! Never bloody happens. I met every femine name of Niccolò's under the sun yet the one guy I wanna meet she vanishes. She said Saturday she wouldn't be on. Not since October 9th.
Sorry, my Internet went suwogiwncownfiehugjwidjfufhERRORfjwidifjrngijrnyogjDOESNOTCOMPUTEdiegufiskocjakeitkfiWHOISTHISCRAZYPERSONWHOWANTSINTERNETACCESSdbwidjwidjwjifijdnejsjka.
Back now.
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I know, Zaf :/
*nods to Fabi*
It's a busy time for everyone, unfortunately.
She disappeared for a couple months once, I wouldn't be too worried. Life happens. Maybe send her an email, though...
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Remember I was working with her on what Alexis did with Niccolò? Yup she 'lost' those emails I sent. I mean if you prefer to not do it then fucking say. I don't need to sit here with her always vanishing on me or never responding. I can't stand that. Just say it to my face. I resent the same email multiple times but she'll do a chapter with Rose. Ugh. I hate this. The whole Cristofer thing was supposed to be happy not sad but she can't just do it we need to meet the female names he has. I felt stupid like okay cool can we get to the bottom of this now? Then she says he's in Blogland and next day vanishes. So wow. Wonderful working with her.
And apparently I'm holding up the whole family now.
No one told me we were going anywhere...?
Oh well...
Bye...
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I did. MULTIPLE. Maybe she's ignoring me. Probably is. She only said today she'd be gone not from Wednesday til today. Ugh.
Bye Fabi
You know, an attitude like that really makes her want to work with you...
Just saying...
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Zaf, she's distancing her self... Maybe that would be good for you as well. It isn't good to be this concerned. I get you enjoy her company and all, but... This isn't necessary- you ought to have other things to worry about.
She's 18, right, colleges. Senior year.
Wait
She IS eighteen, yeah
Idk
Oh crap
Anyway, highschool to college transitions are important and, if that's what she is doing, then she should be focusing on that, her life. What she will be.
(Bye Fabi)
She willingly did then left me hanging. Yeah. Real nice. Whatever I'm gonna sit in boredom now which is all I ever do.
I didnt think so I thought 16?
Zaf, don't complain. For one it doesn't make you less miserable and- tbh- makes those around you miserable as well. She's doing real life stuff she doesn't have time for us. Real life should always be a top priority, because without it, we can't be here! Without a job, a house, internet bills, we couldn't talk, being here relies on being stable, Kay?
I DON'T KNOW
In any case, still- that's junior year.
Still
Point is, she has other things to tend to now- real life things. And it isn't really any of our busineaa
I have nothing to distract myself with. Nothing. What am I supposed to do? Nobody fucking likes me irl I don't have a boyfriend I never will because nobody fucking likes me. I have nothing to dostract myself, I lay here bored day by day because people who like me vanish. Always, i'm done zi'm gonna go sleep or curl up and cry probably the latter
(Is here, just ghosting because I'm too tired to think of something to say)
Zaf, when will you get that the world doesn't hate you, even when you hate it? Life's a funny thing, but if you try to enjoy it you can always find something good.
Hey Saph-
Since when was life about finding a spouse? What the hell is that? Darling, I'm afraid you've conformed to society. That's stupid- your main goal isn't supposed to be finding a man. That doesn't happen. It never will happen. People don't fall in love like in the movies. That's why they're fiction. And Jesus, if no one likes you ((which I doubt because I know for a fact you have friends)) then hate them right back.
Besides, you can find your own way, and having some alone time probably won't be too bad for you.. ((Referring to This moment right now))
Like, I hardly get on Facebook. I sometimes consider not coming here because all there is is drama and stuff that kinda sucks a lot and pisses me off. It's on Facebook as well. Tbh, the only reason I come here sometimes is either for a huge game ((tag, capture the flag etc...)) or Sir, Trip, and the people whom I hardly talk to, like Saph. It's just so ridiculous sometimes... So I distance myself every once in a while, to cool off and realize that Blogland is just a delusion sometimes... And it can't be real. True, we all are real, but these things don't happen, and we have to know the difference between ourselves and our characters
And I'm afraid you tore down that difference ages ago
*hugs Adra* I agree. We're not our taken names, not really. They're characters we're hiding behind, or who we want to be. What I love about Blogland is I can make happy things happen to Saph even when my real life sucks, and I know I'll always have you lot.
(By the way, I miss talking to you too dear *hugs*)
Hello?
Ed! *hugs* :)
*cuddles with Saph* awe baby
Yo Ed
Hello Saph and Adra
*Cuddles Adra back* Sorry, msd for breakfast with the scary relatives ._.
Okay Hun *ruffles hair*
*Messes up Adra's hair and runs off*
I feel like a weirdo, because I'm actually looking forward to going back to school tomorrow o_O I haven't seen any of my friends except one. For three weeks :(
Oh yeah okay. Delude yourself Adra. I am hated by my entire school. I'm avoided in classes in halls at lunch EVERYWHERE. In history and science we picked our seats I sit alone because nobody would sit near me. They wanted me to move so I wouldn't be near them. Yeah thats right. Didnt think that? Lunch. Kids hit into me on purpose and laugh. Halls: kids make fun of me. Bus kids make fun of me. All I ever fucking did was walk through the doors. So I know I'm hated. Even in my Honors class, my teacher placed me in a row with kids who hate me and she doesn't care she moved me from people who like me. She did. Se stuck me in groups and took points off my grade because everytime I had an idea mine was rejected. Then you say something she denies it.
Zaf sweetheart, I used to get bullied too. People would laugh at me, fight me, call me a freak. But I chose my surname for a reason- I don't care one iota. This is my life, and I'm not letting them change that.
Gtg to breakfast now. Bye *hugs Adra, Ed and Zaf*
Bye Saph
*hugs Zaf*
Hey, cheer up. I've often thought about having a boyfriend. Then I thought about being a fangirl and laughed so hard I literally fell off my bed because I think I would much rather have the life of a fangirl and have loads of friends than giving that up to spending time with a boy who I'm hoping to stay with my whole life.
I don't think any guys would like a girl who spends her time kissing her One Direction posters, anyway :P
*huggles* Chin up, princess. Your crown is falling off.
@Zaf: Ari sees Niccolò as a real person, which some people don't do with their fictional characters. Niccolò would want to avoid you because you make him feel very uncomfortable. Therefore, she lets him avoid you, to make him be true to himself.
I can get that. Sometimes I get really torn on what Hunter would do, and I can't just make him do this, because that might not be what he would do, and I have to try and work out what he would do. It's the same with all of my detailed characters. My less detailed ones, it's less so, but I still have to think about it a bit. I think I'm rambling here . . .
However, it does suck that she's not here, but it can't really be helped. :/ I miss her, but you interact with her more so you probably miss her more . . .
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GTG, Bye
Yeah I do miss her. And Niccolò is always going to avoid me I never understood why. My friend wrote a Nafira fan fic I cry because it'll never happen. Its sad.
@Zaf: :( *hugs*
You know last year I was saying all the popular people were being nice to me and it was kind of odd? Well, that's stopped now. :) I'm back to being weirdo girl who everyone makes fun of and thinks is really odd, and I never really know what the hell they mean all the time or where I'm at.
You have it worse than me, so *hugs*
But the fact is that people can suck sometimes. I could start a music analogy, but I might accidentally insult someone. So long as some people like you, then it doesn't matter so much about the rest of them, and I like you, so. :)
School sucks, anyway. I said recently that I just looked around me, and I couldn't imagine not knowing the blog and this being all the society I knew. I just felt so sorry for a different version of me who didn't exist.
. . .
Yeah.
My analogy really wants to be said, but I'll ignore it. :)
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Mara, yeah no guy likes me because i'm me. I don't let society change me. I'm not a slut
Star i don't know what I did to get ignored kids just hate me
Bye Ed, Saph-
Well you say a few of your friends always ship Nafira, right? And your friend whose grandmother, I think, died. And then you have us.
Listen, there isn't a lot I can say to help- I never particularly had a tolerance for people who are dicks, and I kinda scare them off. In any case, I friended another sophomore girl this year who said that this is the first year she's had friends. The first. Year. But I found her and she and I are really close- you'll find that one good friend too
@Zaf: Well . . . he's spent his entire life avoiding people, and believing he shouldn't get close to them. It's like he's grown this wall around him. A few holes have been smashed in it, and now he can see out, but you're not going to take the entire wall out in one day. All the metaphorical wrecking balls have been bought by Miley Cyrus, so there's none left to smash it down. Wait for the ocean to wear it down. :)
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That paragraph overused the words smash and down . . .
Ha, I've never had a boyfriend. :) I'm fifteen.
You know the romance books? The supernatural teenage romance books that are all everywhere? Barely any of the protagonists have ever had boyfriends until the person they fall in love with the make the romance book a romance books comes along. And often they're sixteen or seventeen or whatever, and the whole boyfriendless thing isn't really made a big deal of. :)
Most high school relationships don't last very long anyway. So there's usually not much point. *shrugs*
(Before you start arguing, be aware of the words 'most' and 'usually'.)
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why
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Honestly, boys hate me. This guy in my old class was annoying me and saying "ooohhh I'm Jane and I like that gay band One Direction and Little Pricks ohhhhh" and um I might have punched him in the nose and made him bleed and he told all the boys and they all started hating me and I was like :((((((((((( but then I realised screw them bc hell I'm a girl and hey we go through way more crap than them probably idk I'm just guessing but hey let them have their issues because I'm gonna shine like a star bc I'm the only me in this world :)
Romance books objectify women. They're weak and need a man. (Or woman)
Point is, it is COMPLETELY OKAY to be single, because you can show hoe independent you are- that you lived like and kicked butt without anyone's help and that is AWESOME
Then, once you've lived for a while, yeah- cool, find someone and get married and cute stuff, but people need to love for themselves a little, or else they'll never know how, if they're left behind
Mara I love you
*hugs*
You're so sassy it's brilliant
Lol star
ME AND MY BBY ARE GETTING MARRIED :)))))))))))))))))))
My instagram bby anyway
I don't even know her real name omf
*hugs Adra*
REALLY AW THANKS ☻
Can I adopt you please
I need a daughter
Star, yeah I kinda figured out that I need a way to break that wall. I wish I knew what to do. I mean he's afraid of me. I know it. I never laid a finger on him. I wish I could find the ocean to break down that wall.
As for the boys yeah they are pricks. Most are. I hate guys. I do.
Not all of them are bad. Just the ones who are at the top if their hierarchy usually are
Yes
I need a mother
I can adopt u
#Forever Alone
do u want me 2 adopt u 2
u can yay
*hugs zaf*
zaf do u want to b my adopted sister ☻☻☻
yay i feel like americun hooror storey co-van
Well, SaphTC lives in an adopted family, so I can adopt you all! (Hi again :P)
Yusuuus
YAY
guysssss
i'm havin a zen milk dai ok
he so sxc tho
yay I have 2 bootiful girLz nowz. *cuddlz both*
WOOOT
*Kidnaps Adra, Zaf and Mara and dumps them in my house* MINE.
Um. Rules. Don't eat the cat. No alcohol in my room. Don't kill each other. And no blowing up the house *sticks tongue out at Zaf*
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