I thought the title of this entry was smart and funny, effectively conveying the relief at another tour being over and done with in a winning and whimsical manner. But how many of you are going to miss the John Lennon reference and just puzzle at the "Happy Christmas| part? Ah well. Too late now to go changing it.
So, another tour bites the dust. This was a fun one, lots of people turning up, lots of glares and scowls and cakes and pictures and fist-bumps and many, many moody looks into camera... All in a day's work, really. Thanks to everyone who came along — it was tiring but I had a blast.
And now I'm home, and it's time to get organised.
There's going to be some cool news coming your way over the next few weeks and months. Some of it will make you go "Cool!" and some of it will make you grin. Some of it, of course, will make you weep, as it's coming up to that time when I'll have to start plotting out Book Nine. Most of you will still be reeling from the events of LSODM, so you'll know not to trust me. For some reason, the tagline from the original Texas Chain Saw Massacre is floating through my head...
"Who will survive, and what will be left of them?"
The good news is, now that the pressure of editing and touring is off, I'll be able to get back to my regular (ahem) blogging and Twitter routine, so I should be chatting to you guys a little more often than I have been. Hopefully.
The fact is, I'm going to be incredibly busy for the next year. Want a brief rundown on what I have ahead of me?
1) Plot, write and finish Book Nine by March.
2) Work on Mystery Project 2.
3) Write 10 brand new short stories for the Skulduggery Collection out next Summer.
4) Work on Mystery Project 3.
5) Devise, plan and start writing New Book Series by September 2014.
6) Work on Mystery Project 4.
All that, and blog and tweet and play with my nieces. Oh, and my nephew.
Nephew, you say? But Golden God, you don't HAVE a nephew. I do now, gentle Minion. Born this afternoon, weighing in at over 9 pounds, Baby Skulduggery is now part of my Baby Army of Terror, and he is to be feared.
(Okay fine, my sister hasn't OFFICIALLY named him Baby Skulduggery, but come on... How could she NOT?)
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IM LEAVING!
Bye!
Danielle, I can't stay on for long, so this will be my only comment.
But there's so much stuff I need to say to you. I get it, okay? I know what it's like to think that no-one in the world loves you, to think it would be less painful just to die.
But Rose, what about the pain you'd cause those of us left behind? What if you dying depressed people on here enough to follow you, or to leave Blogland?
The truth is, humans are mortal. Everyone will die eventually- so why not see what a few more years will bring? Death, please think about it. If you had died very young, what would you have missed out on? Your younger brother? Us?
Life is short anyway- it's an unchangeable fact. But that's why it's so precious! I'm not gonna pretend everything is beautiful and perfect, because it's not. But we're born with a chance to do whatever we want with this world- become famous, become smart, destroy it, save it- anything. Sure, there's some ugly stuff in the world. But there's so many amazing things too.
We really love you, Death. Not the you that /you/ see, not some perfect version constructed in our heads, not just a front on a computer. Because your personality blends into here no matter how hard you try to hide it. We love the real you, with your talents and your quirks and your flaws too, because they let us know that you're exactly the same. To be honest, I can't think of anything you could do that could make people on here stop loving you. We could become angry, get annoyed, be disappointed, feel less proud to know you, but nothing could make us actually stop loving you. Thinking I'd lost you, and never told you how much you inspired and helped me, was heart-breaking. Thinking that you were dying made me feel like I was dying with you, and I bet I'm not the only one.
I know you, and you would never intentionally hurt Ari or Em or anyone else on here. But don't you see? Everytime you hurt yourself, we hurt twice- once in sympathy, and once with hopelessness. We want to save you and protect you and guide you to the tiny light at the end of the tunnel, but to be honest you have to find it on your own. We can prod you in the right direction, help you up when you trip, but you have to try, and I know you do. Please, for us, keep going. You don't know what will happen tomorrow, or the day after that, or the day after that. Maybe it will feel like you're surrounded by darkness and the light is lost. But there will be bright moments, when you can see where you need to go and how to get there. Hold on to precious moments, precious things. They won't last forever- but neither do the bad times. Just don't forget that I love you more than I thought it was possible to love someone I'd never really met, and we'll always be there. Please don't put us through all that pain.
Can you but open your eyes
For one single, shining moment
And see yourself in the light that I do?
See your life open before you
Trusting in things to come
Believing they will be worth the wait
And thrilling in the thought that you have no idea
What the next dream will bring you
Now I am here with you
See my eyes as you have so many times before
See the way I look at you
See what you have always felt, but never dared to show
Believe in your power to get the thing you dream of
Even when it is the very thing you fear
The thing no other man could ever hope to achieve
A poem written by Emilie Autumn. She's bipolar, suicidal, has manic depression. She was abused physically and sexually as a child. I've never felt what you're feeling, but I guarantee you she has. If she's still alive, and capable of writing things like this, you can make it, too.
#ChaseForBook9
I tried...
I tried to help. I dunno what I'm doing wrong.
I really opened there in the last few comments. I thought she would see that I know what she's feeling.
Guess not...
*pokes her head back in cautiously*
*hugs Em* It's not your fault. Don't you dare blame yourself *hugs fiercely*
I'm going to email my thing to Death, because I don't think she read it, and then I'm going to sleep. Take care, all of you, because you don't know how precious you are to me.
((((((thank god you guys exist i swear)))))))
*Sighs* Anyone got her email?
((((((*blows kisses to everybody and hugs them*))))))
((((((crawls back into the shadows once more)))))
*Hugs Ember*
Ari? Have you got Death's email?
dannilivo@gmail.com
That's Rose's email.
I'm not blaming myself but I thought she would understand how much I know what situation she's in because I opened up to her. I don't want her to think that she's the only one going through it because I am going through it all exactly the same.
*shrugs*
Thanks Em! And I know, and I feel guilty because I feel like I'm neglecting you :( *hugs* We love you too, and we haven't forgotten how amazing and kind you're being by even managing to talk about this *hugs again*
Sleep well! ~
*looks around* *frowns* *sits there*
Give me any reason to believe
'Cause I swear I'm done here
'Cause I've seen a bigger picture
And I'm looking for some answers
Tell me that it's worth it
'Cause I'm doing all I can to fight it
And I've never been this scared
And my moment's finally here
Time's racing (Please slow down)
I got to find my way out
I'm hopeless (But hoping)
My lungs won't fail me now
'Cause I'm still breathing
It's hard to be the man
But I'm doing all I can
I'm ready to give this all I have
I'm ready to be amazed
'Cause I'm standing here alone
Trying to make this life my own...
Em. I'm a shit. I know and I'm sorry for being so... Me. I'm sorry sister. Sisters. I'm a shit. And I'm gone. I don't know if it'll be for the night, for the next few days or forever. I don't know if I'll check my emails for a while either.
Bye.
No Death. That's not okay!
You think by leaving, that we're gonna be okay. Problems just become worse, the more you run away and hide from them.
You are reaching out to us for help because your family don't support you. And yet you think by running away from us and being stuck in the real life that you're trying to block out, will help??!!
Stop running away from us. If you have problems you need help with, you have to talk to us, you have to let us in.
There's only so much we can do but we can do more if you don't run away.
Ok then, space is the opposite of what you need. I trust Em knows what she's talking about. So I won't let you not respond to emails. Keep talking to us.
#ChaseForBook9
*Saph, not Snow. Sorry. I'm multitasking/not actually here.
#ChaseForBook9
Im here msd but Rose listen, we all love you. We forgive. We all hit bumpy roads. Iits common so why do we blame you? Nobody dies. You're beautiful.
*still sits there looking at the fire*
*sits here quietly* I dont know what to do....ok woah IOS 7 is screwed up its all weird!!!
*is openly crying now*
This is the first time that I've openly talked about being violent to Chase, it's why I feel guilty about him being gone sometimes because I never had the chance to make up for that.
And now I'm sitting here, bawling my eyes out and my home help is looking at me worryingly.
*nods, holding up her phone*
*gets up and hugs her tightly*
*hugs Em* no wonder you dont Skype much :/
And do you know what, and I am probably gonna seem like a douchebag when I say this but...
I'm sorry that Death is in a bad place really I am. But it just seems that no matter what we say or do, she will not listen to us.
I tried to kill myself 3 times over the last few weeks. And nobody knew. And the reason why nobody knew was because I didn't come on here while I was trying to kill myself and declare it. Because it was a private thing.
I don't talk about most of what has happened with me because I don't think it's fair to put that kind of burden on you guys, simply because you are all still growing and learning about the world and don't need that kind of shit in your life.
But even then, when people are genuinely feeling like they need to talk or just come here for a roleplay because they are feeling stressed. They can't. Because nothing will ever be worth the attention or be as dramatic as someone declaring to kill themselves.
I'm sorry I didn't come on and publicly announce my overdoses just to get some sort of attention. But as I said, me being suicidal was a private thing. Everything I've gone through with my relationships and the custody case now, is a private matter.
The only thing I have ever shared with you guys was when Chase died, because he was your friend too.
So now I am an asshole and that's that.
Thank you.
Em, you're nothing close to an asshole... If anything, I am. I just shouldn't have came on in the first place.
I know you've been through so much shit in your life but, I have a quote. It's a shit quote but it made me happier for a while.
The deeper that sorrow carves into your being, the more joy you can contain.
~Kahlil Gibran
Meaning, in fact, you will become the happiest of us all. All this shit that's going on, it'll make you experience happiness on a whole new level that so many of us never will achieve.
Hang in there, Em. I couldn't imagine what you've been going through, but you've been brave to keep it to yourself. And...yeah. :/
You too, Death. :)
I just witnessed a bug's life and death. It's been hiding out in my room, and then it kept smashing into my face and getting caught it my hair. I told it to stop, but it wouldn't listen. Tissue-violence was the only solution, it seemed. But then it flew up to a light bulb and got itself knocked out. It was an epic fall.
Oh, shit, it's alive. It's making big scary shadows too. :(
And believe me, I am listening. I try to do what you say... It hurts like hell but I still try.
Imagine telling someone that if they shoot themselves in the leg that they'll start to feel better. I've shot myself so many times I surprised I still have legs. I'm scared of shooting myself again because I know the pain that I'm going to get after. I'm reluctant to do anything in fear. Because I'm a wimp.
But I do try. I keep shooting myself for you.
Rose I really dont know what I can say because I'm ready to scream I hate my English teacher to the point of anger
Don't lose hope. I hate being unable to help but school just....ugh. I'm sorry.
Hi.
*walks in*
*gestures to her lunch*
*nods*
Did you like your chapter, Adra?
*grins, nodding*
I'm glad.
*stands up and walks over to her*
*hands her an apple*
*takes* thanks.
*nods again* *sits on the ground*
*walks in and sits beside Adra. Sighing and feeling shit after this morning*
*looks at her sympathetically and squeezes her hand*
*looks at her sympathetically and squeezes her hand*
*smiles slightly but still feeling guilty and crap after all she's done*
*rolls her eyes and pulls her to her feet*
"MOTHERF@#%ING BEARSHARK!"
"MOTHERF@#%ING AVRIL LAVIGNE!"
:3
Weirdest video ever XD
#ChaseForBook9
*sits with them* if this is the feeling shit group, I'll stay here.
*stands up looking at Adra*
*climbs on her back, clinging to her* *holds out a paper* *it reads: MUSH?*
Adra are you a mime? ((Here for a bit we watching a 'movie' aka not watching
*glares at her and shakes her head*
I had a very emotional day today. :P We got another letter saying that you were only allowed authorised absences for this, this, this and this, and one of the thises was to recover from medical or emotional issues. And then it said at the bottom that however, you wouldn't get ANY authorised absences during these time periods, and one was all of years ten and eleven. That's two whole years.
And then I started objecting, and everyone was telling me to shut up because I start speaking really loudly when I protest, and then I met up with C whilst walking to maths and started going on about it to her, and I pointed out that because of that, people wouldn't take holidays off to recover form emotional trauma, and so they might commit suicide, and so the school would technically be responsible for manslaughter, and then I was just crying, and then I was thinking about Death and just crying more and we got to maths and I was still crying and it took me a while to stop . . .
It's so stupid, though. The school doesn't allow absences then because it's GCSE time and they believe (or say they do) that it's immensely, immensely important that we do really well in school and get good grades so we have bright futures. But your future isn't going to be bright if you don't have a future coz you're DEAD, is it? Shouldn't they work on the future before the bright? The bright is an adjective. You can have a noun without an adjective, but not an adjective without a noun.
And Sir had marked my book and he'd told me off (in marking) for doodling, and the doodles were all of Death's name, so then I started laughing (?) and then I started crying again. :P
That's the second time I've been unable to concentrate on maths properly because of suicide trauma stuff in two days. Whoops. XD
Anyway . . . then I spent most of science feeling like I might possibly faint, and then after we'd eaten our lunch, I started crying again, and then I started laughing, and I couldn't stop even when B was telling me how shit her day had been, which I felt kind of bad about . . . and then she said "Nothing ever goes right" and I started crying again, and then C came down the stairs and was puzzled as to whether we were laughing or crying, and I didn't really know tbh, but then I started crying, and then we went and sat on a bench and I started laughing again, and I did a bit of that, and then I couldn't stop talking, except I couldn't get the words out properly, so I kept repeating stuff stuff stuff stuff stuff stuff stuff like a broken CD CD CD. XD
. . . Yeah. :P
This crying/laughing thing doesn't usually happen to me, incidentally. XD
And also - I now have two people to ship Slipknot Person's little brother with!!!
Because he was talking to this girl and then he was talking to this other girl later on in the day and I was like O_O I SENSE SHIPPING POTENTIAL.
But it's hard to make ship names when I don't have a clue what anyone's called. XD
Slipknot Person didn't go to school today. :( But I saw his little brother four times, so it's all good. XD
And, yeah . . .
*hugs everyone*
#ChaseForBookNine
*hugs Star*
3 people have read your chapter Adra, you Mith and someone else.
*nods, unsure of how to answer*
...hello.
#ChaseForBook9
Hi Rhydian.
And I wanted to email in to the school and complain. When we had Doodle Time, which is when we can doodle whatever we like (within reason) onto the mini whiteboards for thirty seconds in maths, I just filled my page with capital lettered writing about how the school was committing manslaughter. :P
And now I just want to, like . . . do nothing. But I have my walking/camping/walking tomorrow, so . . .
My mum just came in to double-check my bag with me, and you know when everything everyone says just irritates you so much? Yeah.
. . .
I'm in an odd mood/moods, today. XD
And now I think I've gone back to wanting to talk . . . :P
Is Dragona here? Because when I was talking nonstop I was telling everyone all about Mass Effect. :)
Not that D or F would have been listening . . . but C says she finds my rambling interesting, and I think she listens . . .
You know when you go on about all this irrelevant stuff and people don't really listen? It irritates me, occasionally. Because sometimes I might be saying things that although they look like they're unimportant, I think they matter.
And - today in science this girl was singing How Ya Doin'?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :) :) :)
#ChaseForBookNine
So you get the flu you have to go to school? Thats stupid. Like, I take my SAT next year but PSAT this year. That doesn't mean I can't miss school.
Also the way I think of this I try to think of good things. I can't dwell on the bad,
Hi, Rhydian! :)
*hugs Adra back* Thanks. :)
#ChaseForBookNine
Hi Star
Hi Chiome
How are you both?
#ChaseForBook9
Hi Rhydian...
Adra for gods sake are you an Avox? Mute? What?
@Zaf: No, if you have flu, you can stay off . . . you can stay off for illness. :)
You just . . . what they're trying to do is stop people taking holidays during term time. So yeah . . .
It's not fair, though. *eyes start filling with tears* Dammit. :P
#ChaseForBookNine
Hi Zaffy
Hi Adra
How are you both?
#ChaseForBook9
@Adra: Morgan rarely talks to people . . . :)
@Rhydian: I don't even know. :P
How are you?
#ChaseForBookNine
@Star: tbh honest I don't know. Feeling like shit if I had to guess
#ChaseForBook9
@Rhydian: shit, you?
*hugs Rhydian and waves*
*gives Zaf a look*
Makes sense. I mean don't go on holiday if you have school. Though when/if I go to Ireland if its next year I may miss my first day. But I mean depends when Book 9 is released. I should be going over for the release of Book 9 because I really wanna be at the Publication Day signing. It just would be awesome to not tell Derek and just so casually go with NJ and dump the strawberry milkshake over his head
Yes Chione. I feel like shit
#ChaseForBook9
*hugs Chione*
#ChaseForBook9
On a happy note Nafira is possible!!
@Rhydian: :( *hugs*
Try to remember that although explosions destruct and destroy, stars were created from explosions. I think. Maybe. Well, the world was created from the Big Bang, which was the largest explosion ever known to us, so even though explosions like supernovas are bad because no va and evil meteorites, good comes out of explosions, and without them, you wouldn't get the stars. From dust we were formed, and into dust was shall return, but for stars it's explosions instead of dust.
. . .
My mind is all over the place today. Sorry.
#ChaseForBookNine
*looks at Zaf, breaking a grin*
*hugs Rhydian*
*is actually happy* Well Adra face it I rather be with Niccolò he is actually awesome....Javier....not so much
*hugs Star* I'll be fine...I think. Just a lot of shit happening recently.
#ChaseForBook9
*hugs Rhydian* HUGS!!!!!
You don't even know how much you explained my situation there, Rhydian.
@Rhydian: I couldn't quite pin down why it's so awesome, but I love your profile picture. :)
*hugs Chione* :(
You should all go read my ded from yesterday. It was fairly epic, as my speeches go. It combined seriousness and love with humour, all grouped into an incredibly detailed metaphor that links in with my previous intricate star metaphor, which creates a matrix of metaphorical aspects. I was kind of proud of that. XD
. . . Oh, what I meant to say was, it was designed to make people feel better, although it probably failed, so that was why I was saying it, except then I got distracted thinking about my matrix of a metaphor and how I was using the metaphor of a matrix . . . so I sort of drifted off point. Which I think I'm doing again. But a metaphor is like a number, right? And I have a whole matrix of numbers that are linked. :) I'm proud.
. . . Yeah, um . . . not sure how coherent I'm being. :P
#ChaseForBookNine
Sadness msd for maths soon :/
I read half of it, if that counts.
I havent...yet. Omg no....no why am I reading LSODM?!
Oh and if it makes anyone freaked I memorized every line I say in LSODM because im weird like that
*hugs everyone tightly*
Well, technically, it wouldn't be Nafira, because his name wouldn't be Niccolò. Which is sort of a complication, but that depends on how you look at it. Um. So yeah. Also, msd, I just had a minute to ghost and everything. *hugs everyone again*
#ChaseForBook9
I just realised that by being here I'm doing nothing productive, because I'm not really speaking to people, and when I do, I drift off and start talking about myself again, and I don't even have the excuse of feeling like shit, so I'm being kind of selfish, and actually I do this all the time, just start talking about myself and then when I reply to people link it back to myself, and I'm actually fascinated by the lack of full stops here, it's just like comma comma comma, but I don't know if you're reading it in the tone I'm reading it in, I would think probably not, so it's probably just exhausting and breathless for you, so I should probably stop, full stop XD, like the NSPCC, "Cruelty to Children must stop. Full stop.", and I just realised I wandered really far off point again . . .
My point was, I'm doing nothing productive, so I think I should leave.
#ChaseForBookNine
*sits in the chair*
No Star. You shouldn't leave.
Gtg now :(
Bye!
#ChaseForBook9
No! I love listening to your stuff, Star! And you have every excuse to feel awful. When your friends are in danger, it affects you emotionally. It doesn't matter whether or not you have outside problems of your own. Also, you relate everything back to yourself in a way that makes sense and helps emphasize your point. So don't feel bad about it.
#ChaseForBook9
*waves to Rhydian*
*glances at Star*
*hugs*
*holds up a sign: nOT FOREVER?*
Bye Rhyd! *hugs*
#ChaseForBook9
Bye Rhydian.
Ah, sorry, must run... *hugs everyone* *dashes off to next class*
#ChaseForBook9
*waves*
*glances at her watch and holds up ten fingers and one foot*
*walks over to the cornor and falls to peices*
@Adra: No. :)
@Everyone: *hugs* Thank you. :) :) :) I mean like, seriously. :)
But I should do homework anyway, so I'm still going to poof and do that. Fours. :)
#ChaseForBookNine
*waves to Star* *hugs Chione, nodding in an understanding manner*
*rocks back and forth, staring at her feet, eyes wide*
Oh.....man. I'm so mad! Now how do I.....what do we do I'm mad he wouldn't be Niccolò but i won't stop him....I understand...
OH!!!!! WHY MUST HE BE SO COMPLICATED?!
* screams*
*laughs silently at Zaf*
*rubs Chione's back, still hugging her*
*msd*
*waves vaguely before heading off to do more homework*
#ChaseForBookNine
*eyes glow red* life sucks...
Little Mix makeup coming out in five days! *squeals*
I hate makeup, but I might start wearing it now :3
And their new single is called Move, if anyone's interested :) the lyrics sound really good so far!~
#ChaseForBook9
Had a fight with my computer - for THREE HOURS!
@Mithria: :O Your computer sounds so evil!!!
*is sort of here, maybe*
#ChaseForBookNine
STAAAAAAAAAAR! :)
Oh yes, it is... it hates me.
*runs to Mith and tacklehugs her*
((Is Hectate your true name?? I'd release Justaria but I am about to go to chorus))
(Yes, it is. She's the goddess of magic, necromancy, witchcraft and crossroads. Vermillion is the second name of the founder of Fairy tail - another anime I watch.)
*hugs Chione/Hectate) back*
Damnit, I gtg... but I will be back in about half an hour! See you then!
Damit Mith x.x
Greetings.
Why have we all been sitting here in awkward silence te whole day?
It does not seek right.
*the
Please forgive me for the typing error.
*tacklehugs Mycroft*
*steps back warily*
I am... pleased by, if not slightly wary of, your happiness upon seeing me.
However, please refrain from touching me.
That includes poking, hugging, tickling, hitting, slapping, and raping.
(I'm the one on the right)
((((((Sorry that was supposed to have umbrellas, the one about me being on the right)))))))
In case you're wondering why I am here, even though I had prepared you all for my absence, it turns out that there is an Internet connection where I had no expected to find one.
I'm back!
Greetings, Mithria!
*hugs gently*
*smiles and hugs him back*
How is London, then?
I don't depart for London until Sunday night. I'm currently in Stratford. A wonderful place to be, if you ask me.
Much better than anywhere near my brother.
And how are you, my dear?
I'm fine, thank you.
Well, London is such a big city. You won't have to meet Sherlock if you don't want to.
Oh, trust me. He would be able to find me even if I didn't mention where I was staying.
(I'm sitting infront of the computer and I just put my jacket on! It's freezing!!)
Hm... I know he is good, but that good?
☂What we really need is a Sherlock shipper, and then a John Watson shipper.☂
☂Then we can all pretend to be them and we can all have pairings with each other and it will be AWESOME☂
Trust me, my dear. Do not underestimate my brother.
That would be like underestimating ME, and we both know that's not a good idea.
*grins slightly*
Oh yes, we do know that...
Malik: *appears next to Mith and Mycroft* Good evening!
☂Why the random deleted comment?☂
☂And yeah OMG it is so cold!!!☂
☂I went out without a coat today (BLURGJ DUH) and I came back blue in the face 0_0☂
*smiles at Mithria*
Greetings, Mr. Malik.
(I hate that... we had 30°C two weeks ago and now...? Ugh. Oh, and the deleted comment was mine^^)
☂Ah sooo☂
☂Well, I like the cold better than the heat, so y'know...☂
Hello.
I worked out how to change my lock screen background! Yay!
I changed it the other day, then I decided I didn't like it and couldn't remember how I'd managed to change it. :P
#ChaseForBookNine
Malik: Um... Mith, would you mind leaving us alone for a few minutes? Please?
Well... no, of course not.
*turns and walks away*
*wonders why Malik asks me to go*
Greetings, miss Inkbright.
(YAY for Star^^ Well done!)
*glares at Malik, balling his fists and watching them intently*
☂Star, is it Miss Inkbright or miss Inkbright? Do I need capitals or not?☂
Damn Star, I was letting them have their Mithcroft moment.
Malik: No need for looking at me like that... I just want to talk to you, Mr Holmes.
Welcome back anyway.
@Mycroft: I was glad to see you because I was depressed and you cheer me up.. (you too ember)
*smiles at Chione*
Thank you.
☂Mith when I posted it I had a BRAINFARTY and I thought that you and Malik were talking, not him and Mycroft XD☂
(*hugs Chione* You don't have to do that!!)
Oh. Well, you are most welcome, Miss Asahina. You also lighten my spirits when I am feeling slightly off.
☂Love you Chione!! <3☂
Malik, as you wish.
Mith, im sorry but I dont feel like writing the 5th chapter today... it's been a bad day.
Also, Miss Asahina, there is absolutely no reason for you to be depressed, for you are lovely.
Excuse me for my leave of absence,
Not only have I opened up a lot today but finding myself become officially pissed off.
But I'm not going to talk about it because there will be other things more important.
☂☂hugs Chi☂☂
☂Hey, you've been a really good updater so far, take some slack! Take as much time as you need. And I really hope you feel better soon!☂
☂☂pokes☂☂
Greetings, Miss Melody. Lovely to see you.
☂EM!!!! Thanks for talking to Death earlier!! I'm terrible at this stuff!!!!☂
☂Also, Em, love you <3☂
Hello...
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Ooops... *grins at Ember*
Malik: I hope you don't think I am rude if I ask you about your relation to Mith now... I really don't want to be impolite, it's just... I have known Mith since we were little kids. And... you know... she has been hurt badly for several times... All I want is that she won't have to get through that ever again... Do you understand what I mean? She seems to be so happy with you. Please don't disturb that. I don't think you are the kind of man who would hurt her but... I... I just had to say that. I'm sorry for bothering you.
I have every right to be depressed. Im wary of going over to my friends at school cause my Ex boyfriend is there... I avoided them today...
It didn't make a difference Ember...
All it did was force me to open up about really personal things to make a connection with her and it was all in vain.
*hugs Chione*
*smiles*
I've done quite a lot of smiling today, haven't I?
In any case, Mr. Malik, you have no need to be worried. I have no intention of hurting her or trying to dim her light in any way. I adore her very much, and I will make sure no harm comes to her, at any cost.
What's wrong Em & Chione?
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Damn I have to ded. Gimme a sec
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☂Em, she may not show it, but I'm sure she DID feel a bit better, or at least less alone! And you were v brave <3☂
☂Oh dear, Chi. Well, next time get a whole bucket of paint, dump it over his head, and tell him to gtfo.☂
Malik: *nods* That's what I hoped you would answer... I think.
*comes back*
*looks at Malik and Mycroft*
Have you finished? Or shall I go for a walk again? *smiles*
(( [Hugs everyone who's hurt, which I guess at this point is all of you] I'm really sorry...
((Also, I don't think I'm here. Still...fuzzy-headed.
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As soon as he saw me this morning... I was sitting in the learning support base with my friends Josh, Jason and Ashley, he came in, took one look at me and closed the door...
Well, Mithria, I wouldn't mind going for a walk with you, if that's alright.
I dedicate this page to...A certain someone
That's pretty much it
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☂Hey, now that you mention it, I cried for two hours in a chapel this afternoon....☂
☂meh nvm☂
☂FABWEEEEEE!!!☂
☂Chi, then he's a bitch.☂
*smiles at him which I think is answer enough*
Malik: *looks at both of them* Well... I'll stay here, then.
(Argh, I'm so bad at such things... I always want to help but I never know what to say... I'm sorry, Chione...)
I guess... our friend Calum called him a dick for it and apparently his english teacher made fun of him for leaving me.
Is everybody okay? You all seem kind of sad
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Doesn't matter anyway!!! I didnt want to say why cause idont want everyone fussing?!
!*
☂His ENGLISH TEACHER?!☂
☂You go marry that man/woman/teacherperson right now or so help me I will marry you guys off myself☂
☂We'll think about something else, kay Chi?☂
*smiles and offers his arm to Mith*
Mr cole. He looks a bit like Wolverine.
Hello.
For those who read my Mass Effect story, a new part is up.
http://masseffectfanfiction.blogspot.co.uk
*links arms with Mycroft*
So... what was that secret you two were talking about? Oh... I'm far to curious, I know... have been told that many times before. *grins*
☂Uh...☂
☂In a good way or a bad way?☂
Do you know what. I don't care if I sound like a right asshole or bitch but I'm just going to go for it.
I get that Death is in a bad place. I understand more than I care to. But when she comes on, declaring that she is going to kill herself, everything ceases. She gets emails, messages, people tweeting Derek to come on, Derek coming on to comfort her.
And then you get someone like me, who tried 3 times to overdose. Who kept hinting that I was having a bad day. Trying to get people to notice that something was wrong. I got no emails, no messages, no pleading tweets, no author to my rescue.
As I said I understand that she is in a rough spot but when someone else is in the exact same predicament as her, but doesn't even get a second fucking look. What happens to that person?
I'll tell you what, makes them want to kill themselves even more because clearly they are not worth just the same as the other person...
So you can call me a bitch, asshole or whatever. I don't care. I got it out and now I'm going to have a cry.
In a good way. Mr Cole is nice, I have never had him though we got a talk from him about his time in Africa. When he was taking a pee, a hippo came up behind him xD
*starts walking*
*area becomes a park*
Nothing much. Just a little guidance from your friend.
I'm curious too, just that I can actually infer most of what I need to know, so it doesn't last for very long. *chuckles*
(*sighs* Shit. Now I feel even more useless. There is nothing I can say, because my english is not good enough to say it... I'm so sorry...)
☂☂hugs Em☂☂
☂That's a perfectly natural thing to feel, Em. It doesn't mean you're a bad person. And I care. I just don't know what to say or really how to help you. We all love you and of you killed yourself we would truly be upset.☂
☂Don't think for ONE SECOND we love you less than ANYBODY HERE!!!!☂
*sighs* He's worried again, isn't he? I know he is... he always is.
[hugs Em]
I'm really, really sorry.
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*walks up to Malik*
Don't want to be a 3rd wheel? :)
*grins at Chione* Exactely.
*kisses Mithria*
Don't worry yourself. A kind word or two will be fine. And your English is wonderful.
☂☂high-fives Chi☂☂
☂A love triangle would be AWESOME though...☂
Yeah, you feel like you're not wanted now Mycroft walked in? But don't worry, He'll look after her.
EMBER! naughty!
☂whoever did that fifth comment on my arck thank you so much kk☂
*smiles sadly* But it's not good enough to say what I want to say...
(Btw, that is NOT roleplay, I really feel like that... I DO care but... I can't put into words what I want to say.)
☂Chi: Shippers gonna ship, sunshine!☂
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