Monday, August 19, 2013

Strong Female Characters

My Twitter-wife Holly Smale has brought to the attention of her Twitter-followers, of which I am one, this here magazine article entitled "I Hate Strong Female Characters" — http://www.newstatesman.com/culture/2013/08/i-hate-strong-female-characters — and I have to say I agree with it wholeheartedly.

For those of you too time-constricted/lazy to read it, it basically holds up a hand in the classroom and has the temerity to ask "Why are vibrant female characters called strong?" Why are they limited to such a thing? More to the point, however, is why is the word "strong" slung in there at all? If you take away the strong bit, that leaves "female character"— but isn't a female character just as inherently strong as a male character? Why do they need "strong" in there at all?

People say to me all the time "Derek, you're great," and I can't argue with them. They go on to say "I love your black shirt/blue jeans combo" and I nod wisely, agreeing with them but not needing to put it into words. Then they say "It's so cool that your books have strong female characters" and I shrug, and say "Hey, I'm a pretty awesome guy. Now go get me some Skittles."

Valkyrie is a strong female character. As in, she's strong, she's female, and she's a character. But she is not a Strong Female Character. She's not a role model — not really. She's deeply, DEEPLY flawed. Over the course of these eight books, she's done some outstandingly heroic things, but she's also done some downright mean and nasty and selfish things. She's hurt people. She's become arrogant (and not in the cool way that I am).

Here's what Holly has to Twitter-say about the subject:

"Strength" is one dimensional. It's saying "women can be strong like men", NOT "women are flawed, complex, brilliant, weak LIKE MEN."

 I love it when readers don't like Valkyrie. I love it when they actively dislike her for the things she's done and the way she's behaved. But it's like they're surprised. It's like they can't compute. "Okay, wait, so... she saves the world but... but she's cheating on her boyfriend?? How is that POSSIBLE?"

Valkyrie is a character. She's as messed up as any male character I could ever write. That's what makes her real to me.

Having a girl as the protagonist in an action/adventure/horror/fantasy/whatever means things are going to get physical, and you all know how much I love my fight scenes. But having her kick ass is not why she's a good character.

Years ago, I was yapping to my mother about Buffy and Xena and talking about how great it is that we now have these TV shows about such strong female characters. My mother, who admittedly has never watched either show, asked me if these really WERE strong female characters, or if they were merely male characters with boobs.

Having a blonde cheerleader save the world with her martial arts skills doesn't equal feminism, she said. That's a male tactic. How about her saving the day using tactics that aren't all about punching and kicking and killing?

I didn't have an answer for her then. I still don't, even now. There's a whole debate to be had that I'm just not ready for, that I may never be ready for. My mother is a pacifist. I am not. We see the world differently, we operate differently, even though we want the same things. We both want equality and peace. My mother is the sort to talk her way to equality and peace. I'm the sort to talk to the point where I reckon more talk won't do any good, and then smash my way through to an understanding. It is not an enlightened viewpoint I hold. It is a crass, brutish viewpoint — but in a crass, brutish world, I believe my way is the way to go. Mum believes otherwise.

And that's the difference, I think, between us. We live in a world carved by men, where fear and oppression and violence are a part of our lives. I can't even IMAGINE a world sculpted by women, where other values have taken hold. I'm limited in that way. I could try not to be, but I honestly wouldn't know where to start. That's kind of sad, when you think about it. For all my imagination, I can't even imagine that...

... (turns to stare hauntingly out the window).



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Unknown said...

I work for your mom. Do you want my help? I can convince him.

Alexis said...

Dont hurt Niccolo he has too many names in that head of his. Coco is cuddly

Unknown said...

Me? Hurt Niccolo? That will happen the same day I sing about how crappy my life is and jump off a bridge.

Which will be ... Never.

Alexis said...

I want Coco! *sulks*

Unknown said...

Do you want to go get some ice cream? You can get as much as you want.

Alexis said...

Fine...*glares at ground* Why does Niccolo always hide? I really miss him

Zanida Laufeydottir Queen of Asgard (Zafira Kerias) said...

*sighs* Look Alexis I swear if he comes he wont be happy I kinda miss the bastard too

Unknown said...

I know you do. *Picks up and places on shoulder* But good things come to those who wait. *Takes to ice cream parlor*

Alexis said...

Cans I have cotton candy flavour?

Unknown said...

I'm surprised zafira hasn't teased me on my obsession with B-R.S yet.

Unknown said...

Any flavor you want and as many scoops and as many toppings as you want.

Zanida Laufeydottir Queen of Asgard (Zafira Kerias) said...

I am hoping maybe Ari comes on so you can meet the lovely Niccolò Croatoan and Elder Tesla

Alexis said...

6 sccops! Cuz 6 is awesome! *holds Coco bear close*

Unknown said...

If I don't, I don't. Just another pair of eyes in a sea of faces.

Unknown said...

* Gives 6 cotton candy scoop ice cream cup* Any Toppings? I hear Gummie Bears are really good with CC ice cream

Zanida Laufeydottir Queen of Asgard (Zafira Kerias) said...

Once you meet Niccolo he's hard to forget

Alexis said...

gummy bears yay!! Yes please!

Unknown said...

* Adds Gummy bears to ice cream* Any thing else?

Alexis said...

That's good!

Noelle said...

*eats froyo*
*is not done with homework yet*

Unknown said...

* Gives spoon to* Enjoy!

Alexis said...

*digs in happily* YAY

Unknown said...

*Smiles then frowns slightly*

Alexis said...

*finishes ie cream giggling*

Unknown said...

So what now Alexis? What do you want to do?

Alexis said...

Not sure....*hugs Coco bear still*

Unknown said...

Can I braid your hair? I'll even braid in little flowers.

Unknown said...

* Braid hair with daisies and rose buds* You look so beautiful. I bet Niccolo would say the same thing too.

Alexis said...

If he ever came on...*sighs*

Unknown said...

*To self* Must be some what of a coward if he hides so much. From what I've heard of 'the great Niccolo Croatoan'. So far I am Unimpressed.

Alexis said...

I'm excited for the Requim Ball!

Unknown said...

I wish I could go ... I don't if I'm invited.

Zanida Laufeydottir Queen of Asgard (Zafira Kerias) said...

Every Bloglandian can go

Unknown said...

When is it?

Zanida Laufeydottir Queen of Asgard (Zafira Kerias) said...

It starts midnight on September 1st in Ireland (meaning on August 31st by us at 7pm)

Unknown said...

Alright


I'm gonna hafta wear a ...
a...
a...


*quietly* Dress.

Noelle said...

Okay! I am officially back

Alexis said...

hi Adra! and yes you are! I got a dress and my momma does too

Noelle said...

Dresses are fun! I wear a dress every day!
Or, well. In this case, crop top and skirt but still.

Alexis said...

Niccolo in a suit....without the jacket....Momma in a dress...V in a dres...I am laughing

Unknown said...

I prefer not to wear them. (IRL i dont mind.)

Unknown said...

I wish you were older Alexis.

Alexis said...

I do too! But Brave is taking me to the Ball so...*smiles* I'm excited since Niccolo...*trails off glaring at the sky* DAMN YOU CROATOAN ok i feel better

Unknown said...

*Shrugs*

Miss Clock said...

You should read Gunnerkrigg Court. It's a comic, yes, but extremely well written and might answer your questions in at least one way. http://www.gunnerkrigg.com/

Alexis said...

we got spammed...again

Noelle said...

I have about forty dresses to choose from...

But Trip said he is waiting purple. I don't know if he meant the whole suit or not. And I have no idea what goes with purple. Emerald suggested yellow or green, them NJ said a wicked pink... But I have no idea. Perhaps silver? I don't know

Unknown said...

I think I found a ... Dress

Unknown said...

How do we even get Spammed?

Alexis said...

Pink. And haha V

Unknown said...

Its nice. It Really is.

Noelle said...

Really??
*frowns* Pink isn't my color, though..

Alexis said...

Do it PIIIINK

Unknown said...

When In doubt; Just get it in black. Never can go wrong in black.

Noelle said...

That is what I though..

OOOH that silver is pretty! *shops*

Alexis said...

lol so true

Unknown said...

I have finally found the PERFECT dress. It is beaitiful

Alexis said...

i got mine already

Unknown said...

Its black with orange & red accents. Almost looks like a halloween dress. I like it. It fits me & My ... Personality ....................

Noelle said...

I NEED HELP

I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO

Unknown said...

WHAT are your favorite colors?

Noelle said...

It has to match though!
It can either be...
Yellow
Green
Black
Silver

Noelle said...

I was actually told to wear the sexiest dress I could fine to scare the hell out of Trip :3

Alexis said...

green

Unknown said...

Don't go yellow. WAAAY too loud

Green will look good, Especially darker shades since you can wear emeralds with it. (Bias since Emeralds are my birthstone)

Black. Can't go wrong.

Silver is over powering so if you want this color then have it as an accent on either the Green or Black.

Noelle said...

Alright! *dives into the google images*
*laughing so hard* ONFG but WHAT IF THOUGH

Alexis said...

ooh Adra dress in a what are those ladies in bars...dress like one of them

Unknown said...

Do you mean a STRIPPER or a dirty WHORE?

Alexis said...

Are those the words? *shrugs* Momma says they are bad words

Noelle said...

No I mean salsa but that works too I guess.

We were joking btw

But like this <----->

Unknown said...

Stripper is TECHNICALLY not a bad word. It one who strips. Its what they strip that makes it socially unacceptable.

Unknown said...

It looks good.

Noelle said...

Oh. And this is what the yellow WOULD have looked like

Alexis said...

Petty Adra!

Unknown said...

Go with the black one

Unknown said...

Now i'm back out shopping.

Noelle said...

I'm a social butterfly

Noelle said...

Should I really lol?

Noelle said...

Um, maybe an after party...
I do have an ounce of self respect you know. And besides, I'd actually like to get TO the Ball instead of like, kissing the whole time or whatever couples do I don't know what is life I think it is vegetarianism


I found a green one... I'll wear that first. *gushes8 then black. Then silver.

Unknown said...

What to choose?

Alexis said...

Adra the after party kiss him...ooh ooh ooh what if he proposes to you?

Noelle said...

What the shit it has been a month?!?! DO I LOOK LIKE JULIET?

SHE WAS AN IDIOT.

THEY GOT MARRIED AFTER FOUR HOURS

NO

Alexis said...

I was kidding Adra...*sighs holding Coco bear* Least you have brains unlike Niccolo

Zanida Laufeydottir Queen of Asgard (Zafira Kerias) said...

Omg Alexis do not insut the 531 year old scholar he has book smarts not street

Unknown said...

Yay ... Finally found a dress. Hopefully it's not too slut-tastic.

Unknown said...

Nope. I was wrong.

Unknown said...

Zaffy?

Alexis said...

But Niccolo probably isnt even on so he wont notice. *cries* HE IS EVIL *curls up and realizes her organs are further hurting* STUPID ORGANS! *cries harder*

Unknown said...

* Gives Needle to Zaf* I stole this from the med bay. Its pain meds.

Noelle said...

It's okay Vinette. We will look awful... Together <3

*watches Alexis* Straighten your spine out and uncurl your legs...

Zanida Laufeydottir Queen of Asgard (Zafira Kerias) said...

*takes* thanks *kneels by Alexis and injects it into her* shh Alexis *brushes hair from her face* shh darling

Unknown said...

Do you want to see it Adra?

Unknown said...

Poor Alexis.

Alexis said...

*lays straight on the ground stil crying* it hurts worse! *slowly stops* The meds...help...

Unknown said...

Good thing I grabbed them when they released me from my science prison.

Alexis said...

*is still trying to not cry* Hurt worse. Hurt worse.

Unknown said...

I have more if she needs it.

Noelle said...

*kneels next to Alexis, pulling her into her arms, closing her eyes and slowly infusing her energy with hers, stealing her pain to take for herself*
*shushes Alexis, doin her best to soothe her*
*without opening her eyes* Oh, and I so want to see it, Vee

Unknown said...

OK

Zanida Laufeydottir Queen of Asgard (Zafira Kerias) said...

I think its due to she's stressing over Niccolo and she was out all day *kisses her cheek* Alexis hush pain tolerance I have faith in you prove to Niccolo you are strong *gives her Coco bear*

Alexis said...

*slowly calms down That...fee;s...better...Aunti Adra...*closes eyes*

Unknown said...

My Dress.

Alexis ... You can laugh at the fact my soul (if i have one) is burning. Slowly Burning.

Noelle said...

*steals the rest of the pain, and calms her energy, releasing the knots*
*hums, squeezing her eyes tight*

Noelle said...

Vee that is gawgis. *holllah*

Alexis said...

*giggles at V and falls asleep on Auntie Adra* *mumbles in sleep* Want...Niccolo...

Unknown said...

Poor Alexis ...

Zanida Laufeydottir Queen of Asgard (Zafira Kerias) said...

Alex Gauntlet took her organs out and I got her back home to have them put in but she's been in pain ever since...Niccolo healed her the last day he was on but even he couldnt heal her fully and ever since she's cried for him and I wish he would come but I know Niccolo is busy so I really feel torn

Noelle said...

*holds Alexis, picking her up* I managed to establish a low- key link between her and I.. She shouldn't feel the pain anymore. And if she does, then it will certainly not be as bad.

Noelle said...

Zaf, shall I bring her back or did you-..?

Zanida Laufeydottir Queen of Asgard (Zafira Kerias) said...

Thank you Adra. I appreciate it, I think her body is rejecting the organs...I don't know I probably should get her to a doctor...

Zanida Laufeydottir Queen of Asgard (Zafira Kerias) said...

Did I what?

Unknown said...

Zaf, I can take her with me to the sanctuary. I SHOULD go back now but ...

Noelle said...

Did you want to bring her back to the tree house or should I?

Zanida Laufeydottir Queen of Asgard (Zafira Kerias) said...

You can Adra

And V, no if she wakes up without me she'll go insane

Unknown said...

Then let me go back and get some medications and even a doctor.

Noelle said...

Alright... *brings Er back to the treehouse, setting her in her bed*
*walks back out*

Zanida Laufeydottir Queen of Asgard (Zafira Kerias) said...

V I will ok? You arent permitted anywhere with my children and certainly not in the Sanctuary!

Unknown said...

* goes and gets more pain meds* Zaf, here you go. *gives to zaf*

Unknown said...

Zaf. My containment unit is IN the sanctuary.

Zanida Laufeydottir Queen of Asgard (Zafira Kerias) said...

*takes* thank you *sighs* poor Alexis...I hope that her body isnt rejecting them...*looks slightly scared* If they are...

Unknown said...

You have me. I am the sanctuary's "pet" so I can find organs that will work.

Zanida Laufeydottir Queen of Asgard (Zafira Kerias) said...

V it isnt simple like that ok? *shakes head* if she isnt better tomorrow ill take her to the Sanctuary

Unknown said...

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EdwYdHcjIHc

Lol
"IM NOT BISHALANI!"

Unknown said...

Fine.

Zanida Laufeydottir Queen of Asgard (Zafira Kerias) said...

*shakes head* poor baby

Noelle said...

http://m.youtube.com/watch?v=aW5IwNV_J8Q&desktop_uri=%2Fwatch%3Fv%3DaW5IwNV_J8Q

She should be fine tonight. I've taken the pain...

Speaking of which I need to go slee-
*falls on the floor, unconscious*

Zanida Laufeydottir Queen of Asgard (Zafira Kerias) said...

Good night Adra

*nods* it may just be us V

Unknown said...

Actually, I better go.

The Scientist are getting upset. They have the needles and they want to test me tomorrow. The need to lock me up and sedate me in the medical testing room. I'll be in the sanctuary.

Zanida Laufeydottir Queen of Asgard (Zafira Kerias) said...

Good night Vinette *sits in the center of Blogland*

Kilandra Xyle said...

Interesting standpoint, will be noted.

A world ruled by women? COUNT ME IN!!!!

Zanida Laufeydottir Queen of Asgard (Zafira Kerias) said...

Lol totes

Snow said...

hia all, msd wbd!!

Alastair Cruciatus said...

I AM SO EXCITED
RIVER MOVES LIKE SCATTY
I MOVE LIKE RIVER

SAVE ME

#ChaseForBook9

Jophiel said...

Ari...?

Fabi S. - Fashion-Conscious Fire Wraith said...

< I am probably not here >

Whoa...

How did I not know my uncle was a published author?

< / I am probably not here >

#ChaseForBook9

Alastair Cruciatus said...

Oh, also, don't freak out about the mystery plants that'll be on the news tomorrow morning. ((rp, not real life.)) They're safe to eat, store plenty of water, are nearly impossible to kill because of too much or too little water, they make soil richer, and they're the most carbon efficient plants we've documented! Also, they all smell really nice. I'm pretty impressed... And they'll be all over the world, so I think it's safe to say they'll definitely make the news.

#ChaseForBook9

Alastair Cruciatus said...

DEATH DEATH DEATH DEATH DEATH I DON'T EVEN CARE IF YOU'RE JUDI RIGHT HOW DEATH I LOVE YOU HI

HI FABI!!! Your uncle is a published author? That's awesome! What does he write about?

#ChaseForBook9

Jophiel said...

*Nods* Okay... *Looks around* I really shouldn't be here...

Alastair Cruciatus said...

Why not?

#ChaseForBook9

Jophiel said...

*Hugs Ari* Nah, I just needed to forgot my name...

Jophiel said...

... *Looks at feet* I left... Again... Earlier today...

Jophiel said...

I just needed to forgot my name? I just needed to /change/ my name!

Alastair Cruciatus said...

*hugs back tightly* Why did you want to leave?

#ChaseForBook9

Jophiel said...

Because what I said... I really don't deserve to be here... *Pushes Ari away and climbs tree*

Fabi S. - Fashion-Conscious Fire Wraith said...

Hi Death, Ari... [hugs]

Military sci-fi, apparently. I haven't read his book actually. I didn't know it existed.

#ChaseForBook9

Jophiel said...

*Smiles at Fabi* Congrats!

Fabi S. - Fashion-Conscious Fire Wraith said...

[hugs Death again]

:-(

Maybe that's true, in a way. Maybe you deserve to be in Blogland before all the fighting. But you don't deserve to have not found this place. Because if it's helped you even a little...

I don't remember what I was going to say next. [facepalm]

Anyway, I really don't want you to leave because you're amazing and that is my opinion and everyone else in Blogland's opinion and not up for debate.

#ChaseForBook9

Alastair Cruciatus said...

*climbs tree and grabs Death and does not let go* You do deserve to be here. Of course you deserve to be here! Jeez, I could spend hours listing all the reasons why... You are an amazing person, Death. You're there for people when they need someone, no matter how bad you yourself are feeling. I don't think you have any idea how much strength that takes. And you make it seem like nothing. You're so kind to everyone. And I would hate it if I had to be here without you. So don't even go there. ((msd, so sorry!))

#ChaseforBook9

Jophiel said...

*Hangs head* No... I don't... Even Alex wouldn't be able to convince me.

Fabi S. - Fashion-Conscious Fire Wraith said...

Death... [hugs again]

#ChaseForBook9

Jophiel said...

*Half-smiles*

Fabi S. - Fashion-Conscious Fire Wraith said...

[Gives Death a leftover cupcake from Nel's birthday.]

[Gives one to Ari, too, if she's still here]

If you ever leave, it won't be because you're not welcome or because you don't deserve to be here. Okay?

#ChaseForBook9

Jophiel said...

Thanks... *Takes cupcake* If you read what I said earlier... About Em... You'd understand...

Fabi S. - Fashion-Conscious Fire Wraith said...

I have to go now, sorry.

[hugs]

#ChaseForBook9

Jophiel said...

Bye Fabi....

Fabi S. - Fashion-Conscious Fire Wraith said...

Everyone says things they regret later. We all have our moments, unfortunately.

It doesn't mean you don't belong here, it means you were upset.

And you had a point about coming on and people blaming each other... :-(

Night, now.

#ChaseForBook9

Jophiel said...

Night... *Sighs*

Sapphire Iota (S/ Cam) said...

Hi. *Hugs Death and tries to think of something comforting to say, but I can't even cheer myself up at the moment*
*Realises that being depressing isn't fair on Ari and anyone else who is on/ will come on*
Okay, just ignore me...

Jophiel said...

I won't ignore you...

Sapphire Iota (S/ Cam) said...

Night Fabi! *hugs*
Death; Then I'll just shut up :J

Jophiel said...

Don't...

Sapphire Iota (S/ Cam) said...

Hey Deathy, I seem to remember you once mentioning that you did Humanities. I do too, and apparently the name's changing to Independence and Social something stupid :L Is the name changing at your school?

Sapphire Iota (S/ Cam) said...

Rose? Are you still here?

Sapphire Iota (S/ Cam) said...

I'll take that as a no. I hope you're okay now *hugs* Take care, Deathy!

Sapphire Iota (S/ Cam) said...

*Disappears/ distantly ghosts*

Snow said...

HELLO!!!

Snow said...

hello...?

Snow said...

*sniff*

i am so alone...

Duck said...

I AM HERE!
You can all stop cowering in fear! (I know you were)

Snow said...

*nibbles chocolate scone*

nom nom nom

*glances around*

mine! ALL MINE!!!

Snow said...

*glares at duck*

MY SCONE!!! grrr...

Duck said...

:'(

I wanna have some chocolate scones...

Snow said...

*hides*

*magic chocolate scone rain*

Duck said...

MAGIC CHOCOLATE SCONE RAIN!!!!
YAY!!!!!!!!!!

NOW I CAN HAVE AS MANY SCONES AS I WANT!!!!

Duck said...

If you're interested in knowing, today we had our book parade where you dress up as your favourite character and do a bit of a parade.
Every year, the year 10s put on a bit of a play but most years they aren't all that good.
This year, however, it was the most awesome play EVER!

Mainly because I was in it, as Lord Voldemort.

Snow said...

:P

i make an amazing evil villain... not:i said villain, not violin. evil violins are not fun.

Sapphire Iota (S/ Cam) said...

*Laughs* nice, Duck :D
*Hugs both of you*
I'm a little creeped out. There's a random person following all of my blogs called 'I am nutty' and I have no idea who they are... o_O

Snow said...

Nutty is my friend, she's cool... ish

Snow said...

dont panic, she's just trying to find a way to fit in with you insane bunch LP

Duck said...

i am nutty2 is one of the two people who follow my blog. The other one is me

Sapphire Iota (S/ Cam) said...

*Blinks at Snow* You actually know this random person?

Snow said...

yes, unfortunately... or fortunately, in some ways..

Alastair Cruciatus said...

I want to get in a fight until there's sweat flying off of my hair and I have more bruises than skin and scrapes on my elbows and knuckles. I want to be so exhausted I can barely breathe, with so much adrenaline coursing through my veins that I can't even feel the crippling pain. I want to be beaten senseless, and to beat everybody else in return. And then I want to drag myself through the door of my house and fall asleep on the hardwood floor because I'd rather not walk up the stairs to my room. And I'll wake up tired and sore and in more physical pain than I've ever been in. Don't ask me why I want this. I'm addicted. It's intoxicating. It calms me, and strengthens me. Don't ask me why I'm posting this. I have to say it somewhere. I'm too excited to sleep, but it's so late, so I have to try. Hello and goodbye. Just ignore me.

#ChaseForBook9

Snow said...

she is new to blogger, and is only just reading the first SP, and she may be a little too crazy.

Snow said...
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Sapphire Iota (S/ Cam) said...

Ari; No way in hell I'm ignoring you, girl. Anything upsetting you? Or are you just full of adrenaline?
Snow+ Duck; Well, at least I now know I don't have a personal stalker XD

Sapphire Iota (S/ Cam) said...

First?... *Goes distant to write a ded*

Snow said...

okay ari, do you mind if i steal that for a character to say in a book????

it just sounds so... AMAZING!!!

Sapphire Iota (S/ Cam) said...

Gtg, anyone else want to ded?

Snow said...

i'll ded!

Alastair Cruciatus said...

No, just... Krav is my escape... Well, one of them, anyway. Krav is how I escape emotions. After my level 2 test I was in more pain than I've ever felt in my whole life. The 6 hour seminar wasn't close to half as bad, but I was still tired. I just want that feeling again, so badly. Once a month would be nice, actually... I said to ignore me because I need to sleep. It's so late where I am. So I'll disappear any moment now.

#ChaseForBook9

Duck said...

In the book parade there were also The Doctor, Amy, Rory, a Weeping Angel, Silence and a Cyber man.

Horrible costumes, just a mask, but you know, still cool.

Snow said...

i would make an amazing... someone.... *shrugs*

Alastair Cruciatus said...

Sure, Snow. Thanks. I'll warn you, though, it's late and I'm very weird right now and not writing to the best of my ability. And I'll probably use a ton of that feeling in my own stuff. But if you want that, go ahead and keep it.

#ChaseForBook9

Snow said...

*hugs ari*

lol, it just gave me an amazing idea!!

Jophiel said...

I have a long message coming up soon... *Huddles into a small ball*

Snow said...

death?? *huggles*

you okay?

and wbd, deding.

Duck said...

OoOoOoh, long message, what could it be?

Alastair Cruciatus said...

It took me so much getting used to but now I love writing myself into things... I feel like I'm just so obsessed with the idea that I have to be a 'real' person, whatever that means... I love this roleplay, though, because I can tell you, hello. My name is Aretha Tesla, and I am real. It's not enough for me to pretend to beat the bad guy, pretend to know a language, pretend I'm good at fighting, pretend I care about strangers, pretend to save the world... I am everything that I tell you I am, and I can do everything I say that I do. Save for the magic. But I'll work on that. I think that someday I could bend the water in the world's largest ocean, with the right application of science. Elementals can't even do that. But the human race. Holds itself back with it's Rediculous notion of impossible. I'm just ranting now, so I'm going to shut up and leave and go to sleep for real. Night, everyone.

#ChaseForBook9

Jophiel said...

*Takes deep breath* I'm pretty damn sure people don't want to talk to me right now, and that's okay! I don't expect anyone to acknowledge this, I don't expect anyone to reply to this or even read it all. I really don't expect anyone to even... To even talk to me ever again...

Ever since this morning - since I wrote that comment about Em - I've been thinking. I've been thinking about what I said, about what I truly ment... *Closes eyes* So, I've decided that you should know about this.
I don't mind if you don't accept this apology, I don't mind if you don't care about me anymore, I don't mind if you hate me... All I'd like to do is for someone to tell Emerald Melody that the promise is off.

I used to think I was invincible. I used to think I was beautiful. I used to think that nothing could keep me down. But I don't know anymore. I knew that I'd never be able to hold that promise. I'm falling way too fast. Hell, I can't even regulate my own body heat and a promise as large as that...? I never expected me to be able to withhold that promise. *Curls into a small ball* I really, truly am sorry I put all of you amazing people through that... You deserve better, you deserve to be around people like Aretha. She is so kind and loving and amazing. I'm... I'm not. I really am nothing like Aretha. She is my sister and I love her but I can't stay strong forever.

Blogland used to be the place I could always fall back on. It used to be the place where I could relax and forget about my real life, my verbally abusing brother, my life that still is too hard. But something changed. I don't know what, but it did. I feel so bloody terrible about how I've treated you all.

I love you all, don't you ever forget it. I don't want anyone to leave because of me, I want you all to keep breathing. Keep breathing, my angel...
*Smiles sadly and vanishes*

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