A little post here, just to share the oddness that is my life.
Everyone has birthdays. These birthdays are celebrated. Sometimes there are parties. These things happen. These things are normal.
Some other people have birthdays that are celebrated in their absence, halfway around the world, by people they have never actually met. These things are definitely not normal. But these things happen to me.
My Minions, for your amusement, I provide for you a select few photos taken at the party organised by regular Minion commenter and general online-stalker, Valkyrie V Cain.
Billy-Ray Sanguine (in a lovely checked shirt tied off at the midriff... um...) and a seriously disturbed looking Tanith.
Melancholia, looking AWESOME.
Solomon Wreath, being his/her generally aloof self.
Kitana, kicking the hell out of poor Valkyrie...
... and looking pretty smug about it, too.
Ladies and gentlemen, I present to you one Nefarian Serpine, he/she of the red right hand...
... and poor China Sorrows, who has no idea what is about to happen.
Argeddion. Looking VERY pleased with himself.
You may be forgiven for wondering who is this long-haired person who is trying to woo Valkyrie, but then you will realise- it's Caelan. OBVIOUSLY.
A wonderful time had by all...
... and even I attended! (Sort of.)
And two photos to end things off. One... just because I think her facial expression is hilarious...
And the final photo of Valkyrie V Cain herself. All these photos have made me grin so much I think I've broken my face. Thank you Valkyrie, and thanks to all your (admittedly insane) friends...!
Saturday, November 3, 2012
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I'm a damn coward anyway.
You were fine without me. You lost Star and Rose while I was here.
Clearly, you're better off without me.
(Cowards are just geniuses in disguise)
(@Kas we lost them. We need you.)
I can't live with myself.
I can't look my parents in the eye.
I never will.
So how am I supposed to live with myself?
(By realising life us full of mistakes and everyone has screwed up at some point.)
I can't do that, Jai.
I'm not that strong.
I fucked everything up, everything you could dream of, everything!
My parents hate me more than Deathy's and Zaffy's combined.
And I don't blame them.
(And I hate your parents! Parents aren't everything Kas!)
Kal, I see no reason to continue. I have ruined everything. I have nothing to live for.
I just... I hate myself.
This is the only way out.
I'm sorry.
But I deserve it.
*hugs Tia and doesn't let go*
I have no idea what your going through, but this is only a small part of your life. If you die now, you won't be able to see how much better your life could go. Please don't do this to yourself.
And hello, I just got here...
Ok, maybe I exaggerated.
My parents don't hate me.
But they will.
Soon.
Because they don't know what I've done yet.
Only a matter of hours.
I love you, guys.
But I don't know how to go on.
(Also don't expect me to be able to visit Blogland ever again, I'll likely be grounded from Blogland forever.
Then tell us, Tia. What happened?
Tia, you're a good friend. I don't know what's wrong, but you've got US. We care about you. If you go out like this, this place will never be the same and I'm going to feel like a useless failure because I couldn't stop the friend I care about from ending their life.
Please try to look on the bright side and don't think too much about what your parents say or what you do that's wrong.
You always have a chance to make things better, no matter how many times you fail at first.
...
There's something wrong with me, deep inside.
But now it's no longer deep inside, it's out.
(Like I said, Hope, I'll probably be grounded from the Internet.)
*hugs Tia tight*
I don't care if there's something wrong with you, you'll always be my friend whatever happens.
And at least being grounded is better than dying. You'll have a chance to come back. And I'm GOING to wait however long it takes to see you come back.
*sighs*
I don't even deserve you guys.
Well, you get what you get, and what you've got are friends who care.
I've made a lot of mistakes in the past where I feel like I don't deserve everything I've gotten, but we just have to push through our failures and see how much better we could be if we just keep going and trying.
@Tia: Hey.
Hey.
Look at my words.
You deserve so much.
Although you and your parents might not see it, you're a wonderful human being.
You're always caring, kind, funny, and to be honest, I'm just so happy I know you.
You are beautiful, and I want you to see that.
*laughs* thanks Kal, i appreciate it. But I am broken, in lots of ways. I don't function like I should and I'm aware of that, even if I don't know why *shrugs*
It feels that way now Tia but trust me later on it will all seem silly and insignificant, this one moment, compared to the rest of your life. It always gets better eventually.
I know. I'll miss you.
I just... what is wrong with me?
I just... my parents will never, ever trust me again.
And they'll punish me.
I just want to get away from it all.
Just live.
But I have to live with my guilt, I guess.
Thanks, Kal. *hugs back*
Hi Fay.
See, Tia? You've got us. You've got a TON of people who will support you because of how much we care about you.
But it's not one moment.
We all have to live with our guilt, Tia. But that guilt helps us be better people in the future.
It doesn't matter if they punish you now, the punishment won't go on forever.
*hugs Tia again*
It is, this here and what you're thinking right now is only one moment of your life. You feel like dying now but eventually you'll look back on this moment and be glad that you didn't.
I just don't know how to go on.
Yeah, I did yesterday but it was not a lot of help *laughs*
I am certain there are things wrong me, believe me I would like to know what. So far no one can tell me.
First?
Maybe it's not just one moment. Maybe it's a lot of moments in between the good times and the worse times. Or maybe it all happens at once in a long period of time.
That doesn't matter. What matters is looking forward to a better future. It's always changing, and so are we. Nothing will stay the same forever and when changes come, sometimes they're good, sometimes they're horrible, but everything passes with time. Things will get better, things can be worse, but focus more on the good things. The happy memories. Those will help.
Didn't you say just yesterday that you had a funny memory of Blogland? Focus on memories like that. The times that make you feel good and happy. If you start thinking dark thoughts, just remember that we're here for you no matter what. Whatever you did, it won't stop us from caring.
*mumbles*
Sometimes I feel like when we start a new page and no one comments on it, everyone is still back on the previous page...
Tia, please comment and let us know you're still here.
Hope?
*hugs Tia*
I'm still here.
Ok... I might disappear.
*sighs* I don't know, maybe. I don't even know if it is mental or physical, maybe it's not that bad. It would just be nice to know what it is.
*hugs everybody*
What are you thinking of doing now?
When you said that your parents will find out... Does that mean you're going to have to talk to them?
*hugs Matex back*
I hope you'll be able to find out soon. Keep looking for help. I'm sure you'll be able to know in the end.
*smiles hopefully*
*is constantly refreshing the page, hoping to see someone else's comments*
*smiles* thanks Lav.
It does seem quiet around here; too quiet...
You're welcome, Matex.
*smiles briefly*
And I know...
*is worried*
And unfortunately I need to go back to sleep... Or at least try. Isn't it late for you too?
I reserve my right to dedicate though, I shall think of it when I wake up next. *nods*
*hugs Kal back*
I'm relieved to hear you're emailing him. :)
Okay Matex. Good night.
NOBODY ELSE DEDICATE THIS PAGE!!!
Sorry, just thought I should add that...
And yes, it's late for me, but if someone need support, I don't care how late I have to stay up.
Even though I know he said he might disappear...
I don't think I'll be able to fall asleep easily not knowing what's going to happen...
What time is it for you, Kal?
Well, maybe if I do need to go to bed, would you let me know what happens when I come back in the morning? I think you'll still be on around then.
*is glad she won't be too busy tomorrow morning*
I'll be going.
Good night!
Good bye!
Let me tell you something you already know,
the world isn't all sunshine and rainbows, its a very mean and nasty place and i don't care how tough you are it will beat you to your knees and keep you there permanently if you let it
you, me or nobody is going to hit as hard as life.
but it ain't about how hard you hit, its about how hard you can hit and keep moving forward that's how winning is done!
now of you know what you are worth, then go out and get what you're worth
but ya gotta be willing to take the hits and not pointing fingers say you ain't where you wanna be be because of him or her or anybody!
cowards do that and that ain't you!
you're better than that!
BYE TIA AND COME BACK TOMORROW IF YOU CAN!!!
STAY SAFE AND DON'T THINK BAD THOUGHTS!
Please...
*nods at Rhos and his quote in acknowledgement*
Tia before you go read the quote)
(thank you Hope *nods back*)
*still has no idea if she'll be able to sleep*
Tia said good bye... And he made it sound like he was leaving for a long time...
He didn't even say if he'll come back...
Now it'll be even harder to fall asleep...
*hugs Kalli* thank you and hi
*sighs*
My brain may think I won't be able to sleep, but my eyes are telling me differently. I'll be back tomorrow. Hopefully early enough to still see you guys.
*hugs everyone who's still here*
*includes those who may be ghosting*
*includes Tia and Matex even though they already said bye*
Good night.
I'll be back eventually.
I guess I'm a coward
*hugs Lav and Kal back*
Looks like sleep isn't happening for me... Guess I will be awake for a little while yet *shrugs*
*comes back even though she said she'll be sleeping*
*hugs Tia*
It's like Rhos's quote says. Cowards take the easy way out, and you're a fighter. Therefore, NOT a coward. GOT THAT?
*hugs him tighter, but not squeezing*
Oh, and I'm soooo relieved to hear you'll come back. I'LL BE WAITING.
Just try not to come on when I'm sleeping. ;)
*poofs to sleep*
*waves* Bye Lavender! Sleep well
*takes a page out of Loki's book and tries chatting up the cookie*
*gives up and just eats it*
I just realised how much I'd like to Skype you guys and just... talk.
I knew one would take a leaf from my book, one day.
Hello, sorry I took so long, was reading past comments.
I don't know if i'll be able to come to the Christmas ball this year...it's on my brother's birthday...he'll be 12.
Tia I have Skype! I go on Skype for like all day, so if you ever want to Skype and meet me, then just tell me your Skype name.
(Hello Loki and Zaf and Kal and Chi!
I wasn't going to sleep at 3 pm, I was saying good night to Hope! c:)
Buuuuut I don't know youuuuuuuuu that well, what can we talk about? :O
I don't think I've got a Skype account yet, whoops.
And I was thinking like a big call, like a Skype Blogland.
It'd be funny.
:)
But yeah, idk. Just wanna talk out loud, I think.)
Well Tia, unless you talk to me, you won't get to know me well. You could always e-mail me and ask me stuff. You'll find that I'm much more...outgoing when you get to know me *smiles*
Hey do you guys know what kahoot is? It would be really fun to do a Blogland kahoot, I could make it, but I'm not sure if it would work around the world. Do you guys know what it is?
No idea Dugglyn....
*Tacklehugs Xan*
*Cuddles into him* ^.^
No idea what kahoot is? Ah, ok. So it's a site where you can make quizzes and then people on there devices and put in a code and come up with a name and it's basically multiple guess and you compete.
Gtg
(-shivers and curls up shivering-)
I don't even know what a-
*googles it*
Oh. That's weird.
Hey Jaimie, bad weather for you too? We had thunder and lighting this morning. Then hailstones.
*huggles Sil for warmth*
Hi/bye Duggy.
Hello Xan and Jai!
*tacklehugs Jai and warms her up and rubs against her and thinks it's weird but keeps her warm regardless*
I'm jealous! You all get such amazing weather :(
Hey, Matex.
Heya there Tia
(- cuddles with Matty and Xan and Gemma and Kas-
Sooooo cold....)
All I want for Christmas is
SNOW
FOR CHRIST SAKES CHIONE
YOU GIVE ADAM SNOW AND NOT ME?!
I'M YOUR FUCKING NUMBER ONE FAN YOU HEARTLESS BITCH.
Rant of having no snow, over.
(I want snow too..)
*simultaneously hugs, handshakes, and high fives Xan*
*hugs Kal* Hey again :)
I'm still ill. And wanting to fucking shoot myself in every class, even drama right now cause we're not acting currently.
(- Hugs Kallie too, bowing slightly, pulling the blanket tight around her-
My deepest gratitudes, cousin.)
*hugs Chi-sama*
*Hugs Matex-sama*
I STILL HAVE TO DEDICATE.
Hmm.
*hugs Xan and Matex and then huggles up to Sil*
((Loki?))
I am busy, taking a test in a few minutes. In less than an hour I will be eating, then I shall talk.
(Ok.)
I take Higher Drama.
I loved my first play I did. I murdered 5 people, scared the shit out of two people watching.
The teacher said it was the most sinister play that has ever been performed in the school and everyone called me a spooky/creepy bitch.
IT WAS SO GOOD
(Hello.)
(hey!)
(Hey Sophia
Why has it been so quiet on Blogland the last two days?)
(I'm not sure. I haven't really been on much..)
(RP, jaimie?)
(Sure. Which character do you want?)
(Apologies. I disappeared briefly. Where did we get with the roleplay, Silente?)
(@Soph Sil said something or other about waking princessess by kissing them.)
Bethany: I'm not a princess!
-grins and kisses the tip of her nose-
Of course not. You're an angel.
- grins more and rolls out of the bed, standing up and stretching-
Bethany: ... Something is coming. *frowns*
What?
-looks at her-
What do you mean?
Okay I dedicate this page to Jaimie! *nods*
Even when we aren't talking, the thought of talking to her actually makes me feel like getting up and being bothered with life, something which I have been really struggling with for a while now.
She is adorable, and I mean both in the way she looks and acts, and I especially look forward to meeting her some day.
She is amazing. She makes me happy when no one else and nothing else can; sometimes without even realising it! And somehow she just understands me. I appreciate her more than I let her know, and I don't know where I would be without her.
Bethany: Someone is attempting to enter this realm.
(-facepalm- thanks Mat..)
Who.
-quickly pulls her clothes back on, along with all her knives and two swords-
*stick tongue out* no problem :)
(-rolls eyes- dummy.)
Harsh!
(Hardly :)
*pinches her cheek*
Meanie -_-
(-grins- yup.)
*throws pink glitter at her and runs away*
*also throws pink glitter at anyone else present or ghosting*
Bethany: *removes her dress and starts putting her armour on* I have no idea. It is not that specific. They will be appearing in the clearing.
Hear hear! Jai is amazing! :3
(AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW YOU'RE SO CUTE YOU TWO!
Sil...who do you have?
And who do you want? >.< I have more characters than you. You choose.)
(-INCINERARTES THE DAMN PINK GLITTER-
@Gemma I have Ashlea Manuel Annabelle Mr Wolf James Erica Sil who I want depends on who you choose.)
Right. We should go check that out..
Bethany: Yes. *picks up her spear, walking towards the door*
-follows behind Beth, drawing a sword covered in sigils-
(Also @Gemma more characters? Aww its sweet you think so. That's like claiming to have been shipped more that Sil.)
(Ooooo! I can add in my new character! Annabelle! I choose you!)
*there is a small explosion of fire in the distance*
Bethany: Never a good sign... *walks out of her house, immediately taking off into the air, hovering a little above Silente* Are you coming?
Annabelle: -yawns, tired as hell, having dumped Cole with the pups for the afternoon-
-is wrapped up like an Eskimo-
(Sil, I have Draco, Juvia, Hecate, Chione, Tsubaki, Sebastian, Cordelia, Eris, Jesabelle, Dominic
3 of them have yet to be used.)
-activates her wings, joining Beth-
Of course. Who else is going to help?
-starts flying towards the explosion-
(Oh..
Damn it!)
(Wait no I have mama, papa and granmama too! Phae made them alive!)
*showers Jai and Gem with pink glitter* it is not a competition -_-
(-BURNS THE PINK-)
(Then we are equal. For now.)
*Prowls through blogland*
(*Dances in the glitter*)
(For now indeed..)
Annabelle: - walks straight into the random person and stumbles back-
Oh! Sorry! Didn't see you there!
-pulls her earphones out and turns the JB music down-
I wonder why so many of you have more then a few characters.
Yes, I am around until about 1:20, well more like for fifthteen minutes before a class I find quite boring.
(I like having lots of characters Loki.)
I do wonder why, but I try to not focus on the minds of many people here.
*sighs* What is the point of PE? They do not use any form of weaponry, they teach useless things such as how to play, I believe the term is American football, and other...sports.
At least my two children will be taught how to fight and defend themselves.
Bethany: *follows Silente, landing next to the source of explosion*
Ember: *is on her knees, her hair and arms alight* *she is wearing red leather and has broken shackles around her wrists and ankles* *she climbs to her feet, her hair and arms extinguishing - her hair resuming a normal ginger colour* What, exactly, do you two want?
(Games (or pe) is relaxing. And have you seen girls hockey??)
-raises an eyebrow at ember-
More to the point, WHO are you and what are you doing here.
(I only have this many characters because with Adam and John not here, I can't use my big 4.
Well I could, but then I would forget where I was and have to have two of one character and that would confuse me...)
*Growls slightly in her voice* You should watch where you're going then.
(God, girls playing hockey is terrifying...)
(Girls' Hockey may as well be weapon's training. I used to play.)
Annabelle: s-sorry -backs up slightly- maybe you should wwatch where YOURE going!
They do not play hockey here, they curently think shoving teenagers into a 'weight room' with ancient equipment that barely works is learning.
I myself, have been reading a book called Clockwork Angel, I find it intersting, the stories Midgardians create.
(Books are good.
Girls hockey is funny. My friend got a black eye and a concussion once! xD)
Ember: I am Ember, the daughter of Archeos. I fled Minerve's realm after being victim to her... hospitality. And her gifts of jewellery were hardly my style, either. *raises the broken shackles, smiling slightly*
I have not personally attended a hockey game, but Zafira has twice now, both having a fight end the game and several bloody noses.
Ah.
-glances at Beth-
Okay. Another daughter. Do you gods ever have sons??
With that, assume I have left. I shall be back in two hours.
(-nods- that's hockey Loki. Great game.)
(I have clockwork angel on my kindle)
I was watching where I was going. You stepped in front of me.
*narrows her eyes at her*
Annabelle: -mutters and sighs, too exhausted to argue- sorry. Hi. You're new right?
Around here, yes.
Annabelle: Okay then. Do you have a name or is it just bitc- I mean do you have a name?
Bethany: We do, yes. The god of justice and vengeance has a son. So does the god of the mind.
Ember: *her hands and feet burst into flames and the metal of the shackles starts to melt, dripping between her fingers* You are a daughter, angel?
Bethany: I am the daughter of Phaestra.
Ember: I see. I am aware of what Archeos did. But I am no supporter of him. I have spent the last thousand years chained up in Minerve's realm because of him.
(-has just realised Annabelle is her given name and could be used to control her..-)
-wrinkles her nose-
Lucky you..that must've been fun.
I do have a name, wither you are worthy or not to be told it, is another question.
Annabelle: -rolls her eyes- you're charming you know that?
Ember: Lucky? *her arms burst into flames along with her hair her eyes glowing orange* How the hell is that lucky?
Bethany: *stands in front of Silente with her spear raised* Please do not harm her.
Sarcasm! I was being sarcastic! Jeez take a chill pill and calm down.
I know, I am extremely charming, Towards some people.
*Walks gracefully past her*
Annabelle: -watches her walk past-
Fine! Bye.
- rolls her eyes and leans against a tree, muttering under her breath-
*pulls Chi, Sil and Soph into a hug* :3
(Any ideas for a Skype username?)
(-cuddles Kas- How about Sassy Kassy! The Sassyest robot!)
Ember: *clenches her fists, the flames intensifying* I have just escaped after spending a thousand years chained up, being tortured daily, being used as god knows what by those fucking shadows. I had to burn the shadow out of my own innards when I escaped. Do you have any fucking idea what that is like? *growls*
Bethany: I... I'm sorry. Please calm down...
(I agree with that name)
*Turns around quickly, hair fluttering in the air and punches the girl in the face*
*Keeps on walking*
-winces- sorry..
Annabelle: -stumbles back clutching her nose- OW! -moves her hands away, getting slight dizzy at the sight of blood, leaning heavily against the tree-
*A muffled laugh comes from Sil's shadow. Blake emerges, still laughing*
Apologies, but that was the second funniest thing I've seen all day.
(Blake! that was Annabelle that she punched btw, not Sil)
Ember: So you bloody well should be, bitch. *takes several deep breaths, her hair and arms extinguishing*
(Oh, different RP. My bad. Annabelle's* shadow)
-grits her teeth and bites her tongue-
-smiles forcedly-
Well you seen to be fine here..
Annabelle: -frowns after the girl-
-hurries to catch up-
(Oh and by the way *Suddenly tacklehugs Gemma* Hey there :P - J)
Ember: Of course I am. I've never been better.
Bethany: *holds Silente's hand tightly*
-squeezes Beth's hand-
Well we have somewhere to be sooooo..
Ember: Fine. *vanishes in a flash of fire*
Bethany: I... *sighs*
Sorry..did I say the wrong thing?
-looks concerned-
Bethany: We should have helped her, not pushed her away...
I'm sorry..
- looks slightly ashamed-
I should've stayed quiet..
(Sorry, was having dinner.
*Cuddles into him ~Gemma)
*Glances over her shoulder and sighs*
*Walks faster*
Bethany: That might have been better... Please just be polite in future?
(That's fine Gem.)
Annabelle: -frowns and stops-
-sighs-
Okay Beth...Sorry...
*Smirks and skips, grabbing a tree branch and swinging it onto it with such power it breaks and she swings onto the nest tree*
*Looks back*
*Leans against the tree*
Bethany: It's fine... I hope... She was rather unstable...
(I will be back soon.)
Annabelle: Hey! That wasn't very nice to the tree!
-nods-
(Aww *holds her tightly* adorable. - J)
*Strolls along after Chi and Annabelle, genuinely interested*
(That isn't Chi, that's a new character, John *smirks* Look at the picture. *kisses his cheek*)
Do I look like I care? *Glares at her*
Annabelle: -glares back- you're a bit if a bitch aren't you.
Considering that I'm a wolf? Yes, I suppose I am a bit of a bitch.
...
I'm 18!
*jumps around with moon gravity*
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