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«Oldest ‹Older 1001 – 1200 of 2589 Newer› Newest»Copper: *instantly rushes out to the front door*
*he needs to pee*
Annabelle: *is moaning in her sleep, thrashing*
Cole: what's the rush?
*notices anna*
Copper: *whimpers*
*he wants to pee*
Annabelle: *is having another nightmare*
Cole: do you need to go outside?
*goes and opens the front door*
Copper: *bolts out to go do his business*
*trots back, relieved*
*crouches, inviting Cole to play*
Annabelle: *struggles against the body she can feel pinning her down*
*the bandage on her arm is saturated with blood, the cut now deeper*
*the knife skims her cheek and she hisses*
Cole: *smiles* breakfast first, then play. You must be hungry
Copper: *huffs and stands up again*
*sniffs around the kitchen, hoping to find some nice food*
Annabelle: *squeaks and wakes up, gasping in pain*
*holds the side of her face, to her it's red and starting to bruise slightly*
*looks at the bandage*
*stands up wobbily, walking to the kitchen*
C-Cole..
Cole; *is in the kitchen*
Eira: *sigs whilst her mate starts cooking*
Copper: *scrabbles at the cupboard, trying to open it because he can smell the food inside*
Annabelle: Cole do you have another bandage?
*the one on her arm is soaked with blood*
Cole: *sighs* for another 'cut' *turns around and almost drops the frying pan*
Annabelle: Same cut..
*blinks at his reaction*
Wait.. You see it now??
Copper: *looks up at the adults, confused*
Eira: your bandage is drenched in blood *stands up to get the first aid kit*
Annabelle: You actually see!
*looks like she might cry she's so relieved*
Copper: *creeps over and steals the food from the frying pan*
Eira: *unties her bandage* oh..
Cole: copper!
Annabelle: *flinches at how it looks*
I think it got worse..
Copper: *scampers off to the corner, locking eyes with Cole*
*eats the food he stole smugly*
*licks his lips*
Eira. There is nothin there
Cole: *growls*
Annabelle: what?
*looks at Eira, shock on her face*
But.. But you saw the blood! Why can't you see the cut too?!
Copper: *yips, growling back*
*invitea Cole to play again since he's eaten now*
Eira: I don't know..
Cole: I can't yet, I'll have to be longer cause I have to make food for everyone again
Eira: I can help you Cole..
Cole/ n no! *rushes to her side* you rest .. I'll deal with it
Annabelle: *sighs*
Just.. Do you have another bandage? I'll put it on myself..
Copper: *huffs and plops down in the corner, sulking*
Eira: *givss her another bandage*
Cole: serves you right *starts cooking some more sausage and eggs*
Annabelle: thank you..
*puts it on her arm again, struggling slightly*
*sits at the table, away from Cole, looking exhausted already*
Copper: *watches the food being cooked*
Eira: *eases herself onto her chair *
*has a slight baby bump*
Cole: *finishes up and serves everyone the food*
Annabelle: *eyes her stomach slightly and looks between her and Cole*
*looks down at her food instead*
*she really isn't all that hungry right now..*
*mumbles something about getting Belle and stands, walking to the nursery*
Copper: *gladly eats his second bit of food, wolfing it down quickly*
Cole: greedy pup
Eira: I hope she's okah
Cole: she's fine *kisses her quickly*
Copper: *grins at cole*
*sneaks over to the table to Annabelle's vacated seat*
Annabelle: *picks up Belle, carrying her back to the kitchen*
Do you have a banana or something?
Cole: of course *to copper* don't you dare *peels a banana*
Annabelle: thank you.
*pulls her seat our further and takes the banana, carefully feeding Belle*
*she still isn't very find of actual food*
Copper: *jumps up so his paws are on the table, looking at the plate*
Cole: +moves the plate away from copper*
Copper: *growls slightly, glaring at Cole*
*jumps back down*
Annabelle: *smiles tiredly*
Rascal..
*keeps feeding Belle gently*
Good girl..
Eira: *looks at copper and outs plate on the floor* you can have the rest of mine
Cole: eira.. You need to eat as much as you. Xan, to keep your strength up
Eira: *smiles* it's fine
Copper: *eats the food up quickly before Cole takes it away*
*scampers off to the corner, content*
Annabelle: Eira can have mine. I'm not really hungry right now.
*finish feeding Belle, standing and putting the banana skin in the bin*
*wipes Belle's mouth*
Eira: sure?
Annabelle: I'm sure.
*smiles at Belle*
*hugs her close*
*walks to copper, sitting on the floor with him to try again as she does every day*
Is mummy going to get to see her special boy today, hmm?
Copper: *growls*
seeing suffering is kinda amusing, not gonna lie.
Thanks..
(Why'd you even come here Fera if you're just gonna say stuff like that when everyone else doesn't like it?)
Because that's how some people are. Ignoring it is the best way to conquer that
(True
I just don't get some people )
(I can't wait to move to uni ^.^)
(Hello anyone? )
(Dudes
This place is so barren )
(I'm sure it seems so- usually you and Sil are roleplaying... It's quiet when you aren't. :/)
(Hey Noelle!
That is true)
huh.
(Uni starts next week! Yayayayayayay!
Parents are out buying stuff ready for me
I wish I could've joined them but work)
(Last day at work tomorrow :-()
(*apologies to those who are sensitive towards alcohol*
The design on this cider can is so awesome... It is like a tribal pattern of a hawk*)
Hello.
To anybody who's number I had, I've lost all my contact numbers a long time ago, message me if you ever want to talk and I can re-add you.
But also, hello.
(Oksy, so the harbour of the city I'll be studying at has been closed
They found an unexploded bomb)
(I just hate life sometimes )
(Okay
Tattoo today!)
(Tattoo is allll done )
Cool Chloe!!
What's it of?
(It's a paw print with a twist
Jai designed it ^.^)
Got into top 16 in popping again. Hurray me XD
*waves to Kas like 2 days late* *hope you're well!!*
@Chloe: omg that sounds awesome :0
Congratulations, Fera!
thanks :)
(My mum laughed if how calm
I was during it considering I was nervous
But Twas but a scratch)
*cause how calm I am
(Too early to English )
Hi! o/
(I'm getting all jittery
People are already in their halls and I'm waiting for Friday to arrive )
hi :)
(*dances to its raining men*)
(LAUREN COME BACK IS BEEN AGES)
(ANYONE IVE BEEN WAITING TO TALK TO ANYONE HERE
PLEASE)
(Swelling of my tattoo has gone down)
IM HERE :D
Yes its been ages :D
Been busy
You got the tattoo??? :)
ALSO
Mistborn fans
Gonna be an rpg as a prequel to the books... love mistborn and love rpgs so thats great news for me ;)
(I did indeed
People here love most born )
I love Mistborn!! :D
(Not here, at school)
Inky your profile picture im guessing??? ;) it looks awesome! :)
I love Mistborn also :) I love brandon sanderson and own all his books :) I met him once and my copy of the way of kings is signed :) im a total addict ;)
So yeah theres gonna be a computer game made in the Mistborn universe... rpgs are the best because you can usually make your own characters and decide how they act... like ive been playing Knights of the Old Republic which is a Star wars <3 rpg... and I chose what my character looks like and how they behave and whether theyre lightside or darkside and things like that... theyre fun :)
I dont have a video to show you guys... which is actually really strange... usually theyve released trailers and things by now but all I can find are fan made ones :( maybe theyre being super secretive about it... sometimes they are ;)
Im actually super looking forward to it... I think Mistborn would make an amazing video game :)
(Why thank you Lauren!)
Anyone else think that Milo deserves his own book?!?!
Right I'm going to start making an effort to be here on an evening because this is ridiculous. XD
Let's see, life updates. . .
I got my hair cut asymmetrically so it's short on one side and long on the other
I'm taking four subjects into year thirteen, so I'm still taking three sciences and maths
I just started learning how to drive, and today I almost crashed three times, mounted the curb twice, and stalled several times XD
I'm eighteen tomorrow
*nods*
*settles down and prepares to wait for humans to appear*
*has to leave soon XD but will be here tomorrow*
(*tackles star*)
:) *hugs Chloe* Hey. :) How're you?
(sorry I disappeared
I is good
Excited as I'm moving into halls tomorrow
You?)
Happy birthday star. I am 19 soon lol. The older you get the shittier it gets and the less you start caring. So celebrating would be pointless, to me at least.
@star :)
I had my hair cut asymmetrically also a few weeks ago and I really love/loved it!
Happy birthday!!!
Ill be 27 next month ;) I feel OLD...
hmmmm asymmetrical hairs are pretty interesting.
(Life doesn't necessarily get worse
It's what you make of it)
Well I know I am an evil motherfucker so the fun should begin soon enough :) When all of my soft side has disappeared.
(I don't believe people are inheritingly evil
Everyone has a light and dark side)
And... what makes the end result? The end result is what you have more of right? Well I guess dark has out weighed the good in me :) I kinda always felt it anyways. I felt it call to me. I am finally changing. The darkness I have long awaited is finally catching up to me. I've finally had enough suffering to erase me.
It's funny really. How the most kind kids become the most cruel adults and often the most cruel kids become kind adults... It's like roles are reversed.
Frank youre not evil :)
I dont really believe in evil :)
Other than that I agree with chloe... everyone has a bad side to them :)
Thank you Lauren :)
(Well if you wanna be evil and feel like that then good on ya )
Inky your tattoo is so pretty <3
(Thank you^.^)
I don't believe in evil. I don't believe in good and bad. I believe this mentality is usually only held by the villains in films, but honestly I can't bring myself to give a fuck. Why does good and bad matter when there's exams to worry about, that's all I can say.
But yeah it gets shittier and you stop caring, but I'm really enjoying not caring because it makes me less scared of people & having so much stuff to do makes me feel productive so y'know.
Tbh I've worked out that I've forgotten how to have a life & doing schoolwork allows me to hide from responsibility, so now I'm just sat doing homework and feeling anxious the whole time and idk the anxious part sucks but I'm kind of enjoying it.
Sorry tired. Rambling.
@Lauren: :) *hi-fives* yeah, asymmetrical hair is great. :)
I know I said I'd be here like every night but it's my birthday and I've been real busy so eh.
*rolls off to sleep*
Hopefully see you all tomorrow. :)
Why
(Bye Swansea ..hello Portsmouth!)
I believe in good and bad :) I just dont believe in evil... I kinda have a black and white view on morality I guess ;)
Totally know what youre talking about with the schoolwork thing ;) it was like that with me ;)
*hi fives* :D It really is... im having a haircut next week so im gonna have it the same way again... it made me really happy :)
Gonna sleep now :)
I have, like, the opposite of a black and white view on morality. XD
:) Oh good.
:)
I'm not having a hair cut for a while, so idk how I'll feel when I do.
NEVER FEAR, I AM HERE
I know I meant to be here earlier, *Rowena impression* but I'm here now.
*sits here* *waits for people to appear* *tries really hard not to forget I'm here* *revises biology*
Anyone else hate learning about microscopes?
*sprinkles glitter on Star* :D
Hi
@morality
Basically... the law is there because people think that things are wrong... but I kinda believe that even if murder was legal it would still be wrong??? if that makes sense... I kinda believe in right and wrong as like... things I guess... ive been asked before 'ok but who sets the rules as to whats right and wrong???' and I cant answer that because no one does they just exist to me (not logical but eh I dont claim to be ;) )
so yeah basically thats what I think... I guess it was me growing up watching Star Wars which might have had an effect on how I think ;) I just kinda think no matter what there are some things which are wrong and some things which are right I guess... not logical at all though ;)
(LAUREN! *tacklehugs*)
:) *sparkles with all the glitter*
Hi!
I tend to differentiate between objective right and wrong (which I don't believe exists) and my personal sense of morality. I don't believe in murder, but I consider that opinion to have as much weight as my opinion that I don't believe in God. It's just a personal thing and I'm not necessarily right.
I hope that makes sense.
:) I like your view of morality.
(*ALL the glitter??*
*is now buried a glitter mountain*)
XD
Hehe hi silente *hugs back* :)
@star
Ok
Well
I kind of agree with you on that BUT at the same time theres my thing about right and wrong in definitive terms
The best way I can come up with to even start to explaining how contradictory that is is The Dark Knight
I dont like that movie... its too dark... not especially to my taste... I dont like it... but its a good movie... very well made... things like that
So... I guess im saying that no matter what I believe is right on a personal level and what I believe in a general level about right and wrong often kinda disagree
like
Ok... on a personal level I think that killing no matter what is wrong
But if people didnt murder some others then they would kill many more people
And if people didnt kill some animals then there would be a population boom and things like that which would cause massive problems...
So I guess what I believe is right and wrong and 'the collective right and wrong' kinda disagree sometimes...
So, to sum up... what I believe to be wrong can sometimes be right even though to me its wrong, and whats right to me can actually be wrong even though to me its right... so my wrong can be a collective right and my right can be a collective wrong...
So I guess I have a personal sense of right and wrong and I think theres general kind of rules about right and wrong which often work together but sometimes they disagree which creates massive moral dilemmas for me which I debate with myself endlessly about and never reach any kind of solution because I guess I cant abandon my personal sense of right and wrong for the um general collective right and wrong...
Which is why I found Captain America Civil War so interesting :) it kind of started up the debate in my head between personal and general morals and I was like wow so interesting :) Like Tony Stark was all about the general morals and the collective good whereas Steve was all about personal morals :)
I like yours also :)
*nodsnods* Yeah, I get you. :)
Trying to work out what is right and what is wrong in certain situations is hard. :/
I haven't seen Civil War. :/ I've seen the first two, but not that one.
It really is :) id like to think I do an ok job of it though... either way... I only ever act with good intentions :)
Ooohhhh you should see it :) I really enjoyed it :) I love marvel movies :)
Bah I played dragon age and it was super scary... giant spiders, a tentacled mutation and a creepy insane woman talking about cannibalism in your ear all the way through... super scary :(
Gonna go to work in a few moments :)
(My room is boiling
No air conditioning
Have to have window open
Can hear everyone )
huh
@Lauren: :) Yeah.
I've seen most Marvel movies, but not the most recent ones. :/
Haven't play Dragon Age either. :P
@Chloe: D:
well that was a quick reply to her comment there, star XD
@Fera: Practically instantaneous. :P
I went to sleep and then I woke up and then I spent all morning feeling absolutely terrible so it took me a while to get back here.
*hugs Star* :( you ok???
@captain America discussion... Civil War is great :) one of the best movies Marvel have made I think :)
dragon age is great also :) very fun... slightly creepy though ;) demons and things... the thing is... you kinda imagine it to be quite a funny cute little game (or at least I do...)... but it has a lot of blood in it ;) I guess it kinda reminds me of a star wars game I own and that is a cute funny little game :)
My mom is coming over later :) I had to take her to hospital a few days ago because her vision went weird... she had a ministroke a few months back so it was pretty worrying when her vision went weird (apparently the doctors were worried also)... luckily shes fine :) im making dinner for her later... im making pizza (I always try and make like my own food whenever I can... its better and like... even things you think would be vegetarian actually arent... red things for example sometimes contain crushed up bugs or something as coloring...
yes, very fast. You have reached maximum velocities :P why did you feel bad?
I slept till afternoon cuz I had a night shift. after I woke up something pissed me off greatly so spent the rest of my day in a very bad mood
Lauren is there a chance you'll be on steam in the next 30 minutes?
(just so it doesnt look like im ignoring you for the non steam people)
Yes ;)
Noelle is fasting again..
Ari doesn't like it but
Noelle has no other way
[hugs Noelle]
Please take care of yourself <3
@Lauren&Fera: I'm alright, I've just been feeling anxious a lot atm.
@Lauren: I'll have to watch it, then. :)
*nods* I don't really game. :/
I'm glad she's okay. :).
@Noelle: :/
*just woken up*
being anxious really isnt fun :( *hugs*
You really should! :)
i never used to but then my ex happened and she loved them but I still suck ;) im not one of those people who knows everything about them but eh...
Basically theres a thing called 'memory leak' which happens when playing some games... not sure why.. some incorrect code or something being written and it causes problems... can make things freeze...
When someone told me my Playstation was leaking I had it on my table checking for holes...
Yup that sums up how much of a techie I am ;)
People talk about how fast their pc is and stuff and im like 'mines black' ;)
Wow I slept super long... I only usually get 4 hours or so but I had like... 8 hours... thats great :D
God it's quiet. Probably the quietest i've seen the blog in a long time.
To Chloe, sorry for not responding last month when I came on, I was gone before you commented. I was just checking up on everyone and commenting on the new post.
To everyone else, i'm sorry for being such a complete bitch. To me it seems like it's become quieter since i've left, plus as soon as I left a couple of oldies came on which seemed to brighten things up. I thought it was best that I left and I guess I was right. Although, i've had a long time to calm down and i'm actually the happiest i've been in god knows how long. I can firmly say that my depression is either gone or in the process. This year has been one of the worst in my life until now, my depression has consumed me for a long time. I wouldn't get out of bed, i wouldn't eat, i let all of my friends and most of my relationships die because i stopped caring. This was a cause of it, but i don't actually think it was because of you guys. I started arguments and you just defended yourselves, which in turn made me and you feel worse, and i'm terribly sorry for that.
My point being; I would quite like to try and come back, but only if you wish for me to be. And no "sure i don't mind" comments. I'll only come back if people actually want me here, it's your decision. I will leave it up to you and i'll come back tomorrow evening. Goodnight everyone.
http://theatticofmanyartisticthings.blogspot.com/?m=0
Of course I'd like you back here Gemma. I've got you on facebook anyways :)
(Come back Gem...
We had a trolley in the flat party)
I am kinda excited for Birmingham tbh. This weekend, it's gonna be a 2 day event and I'll be competing in popping plus there'll be a huge after party which should be fun.
(Come baaaaaaaaack)
@Gemma: :) *hugs* I'm glad you're feeling better. :)
I'd like you back, but only if you want to come back.
@Lauren: Haha, I probably know less than you. :P
Thank you guys, it means a lot to me that you actually want me back here after all the arguments i've caused. I failed 2 exams this year, Accounting and Marketing as you may have seen, i passed accounting the 2nd time with 70% with help from my dad but i failed my marketing essay again. The first time i didn't hand it in because i gave up on it, the second time i still didn't know what i was doing and left it to the last week where my parents grounded me. I had failed it again with 18% so they screamed at me and took my phone and laptop off of me. I packed my bag and jumped out the window, heading to my nana and grandads. I stayed there that night because Keiron was working a late shift at pizza hut. The next day I had my fall out boy concert that me and keiron had been looking forward to for months and fall out boy were amazing, but my dad messaged me on facebook that i was using through keiron's phone to contact my friends and meet up with them starting an argument with me so that kinda ruined the mood but i still had fun, we left early because a mosh pit started behind us during biffy clyro and i would have preferred we didn't get caught up in it. Plus Adam was with his new girlfriend and didn't say a word to me, awkward. But thank god shannon was there or we wouldn't have talked to anyone (cassidy claymonde for you bloglandians) The next 2 nights I stayed at Keiron's house. His mum had just got out of hospital but she was a hell of a lot more supportive than my own parents. The rest of the week i stayed back with my grandparents because my mum was worried sick, not sleeping properly, having to take pills. So i went up and spoke to her and it went a hell of a lot better than i thought it would. Of course she was disappointed, but I finally told her about my depression and that was the cause of me failing my exams basically, because i couldn't even get out of bed nor feed myself, nevermind doing exams for uni. She said she wished i had told her sooner, she would have been more sympathetic. But i didn't want sympathy...I didn't talk to my dad about it, i tried to talk but he just wasn't wanting to. He smoked for the first time since i was very young that week. He also went out and got piss drunk, so much so that he was throwing up the night that i left, I had to move back. I didn't want to at the time, i wanted to get a student loan with keiron and start mortgaging a house. All our family, mine and his thought it was a stupid idea, we're not mature enough. I think we're plenty mature enough, we just don't have a stable enough income.
So yeah, I moved back in. I got into uni again being able to attempt this essay for the third and final time or i don't get anything from that module, I found out that I got a job about a week or so after everything so my life is finally sorting itself out and god i'm happy for it. My job at pizza hut is going great, almost finished all my training, had a very busy day on Saturday. Was doing nothing yesterday which kinda got me down, i don't like being on my laptop all day. It's evil. It's most of the reason i was depressed in the first place i think. Plus yesterday was the only day i wasn't doing anything since i went to my induction for uni and i like it that way, i like having either uni or work to keep me busy and fill up the rest of the days with friends or like today, Date night with Keiron to go see sausage party (hilarious btw) So yeah, this girl is extremely lucky and happy.
-hugs star- so, now that you're caught up, how is everyone?
Oh fuck how come no one told me about this, Gemma? I mean I am an incredible piece of shit I know that much but I think I've been pretty good to friends so far... You should've told me if you needed my support or anything, which you obviously did at times. I am sorry I've not been there.
Ummm well how am i....hmmm I could just lie and say I've been worse but not really. This is somewhat the lowest of the low. I mean my mental state is. I can be considered to have gone pretty much insane even by my standards. So that's that :P
(That moment when someone sets off the fire alarm deliberately but you still have to go outside, bare footed and half naked)
@Gemma: Sounds like you've had a bit of a hectic time D:
Glad things are going good for you now. :)
I'm alright, thanks. :)
Well Frank i didn't really tell anyone about it that's the point. Keiron's family went through hell that month and then that thing with my parents...all the stress built and built really and that was my breaking point. We had his aunts funeral during that week too.
Oh shit. Sorry to hear that. A few of my family members also passed away. Not that it affected me but it must have been devastating to other members of my family.
(*curls up* why did I agree to go out every night this week?)
I'm sorry that you feel like you do Frank, I can try and help but i don't even know what i would do. I got out of mine because i got a new job, i was back in uni and i worked things out with my parents. I also met new people and was out like every day last few weeks. Being in the house all day can make you worse, if you feel bad i suggest just going out a walk or something to try clearing your head.
And thank you, Star. It has been sort of hectic and horrible but honestly i could say this is the best i've felt in my entire life. Life is great right now.
Heh it happened to me, damn fire alarm went off when I was trying to shower
(*curls up and cries* ~ fell down a lot of stairs
Jack is a sleep
Csxsdss and dunno what to do)
*hugs Inky*
D: I'm sorry!
Glad you're doing better Gemma!!
@Zaf that sounds awful :/
You're just not having a good time, Chloe and Zaf.
And thanks Duggy.
Thanks Gemma. And it's not that I don't have much to do. I am pretty much busy 90% of the time. This is not depression. In fact I feel the least depressed I've felt my whole life.
It's different. I feel completely different. I feel fantastic and that cannot be changed. It's honestly a relief to me. Most of my anxiety...depression...panic is gone. It is replaced by an undeniable sight of dullness and the occasional excitement from the feelings I've got left. I feel like it has taken me in the direction I'll be satisfied with. And that's all I need.
So frustrated.. I was almost to 125 today- which was closer to 120 and then that is closer to 110
It is so frustrating.
Well i'm glad we've both came out of it because it's a horrible dark spiral that it's very hard to get out of, but we did it. -high fives-
If your life is dull you can't do much about it apart from have a club or something to go to where you can meet new people, and you have your dance competitions and stuff. But until you get a good job that you actually want to do, we're pretty much stuck where we are but it's better than where we were ;)
There are just some types of clothes I just cant resist...
So far the list:
Corsets/corset dresses
Kneehigh boots
Elbow length gloves
Masks like you wear to a masquerade ball...
Just cant resist them... theyre so beautiful
Anyhow, I kinda found a shop which sold corsets... and I bought a purple and black one ;)
I have no intentions of wearing it ever but gah beautiful... it was a compulsive buy ;)
*hugh fives* Meh I think I've just kinda accepted it.
And nah I wouldn't say my life is dull. It's definitely much more exciting than a lot of other people's. Just that my perception is dull. Kinda hard to explain. Ah well, this Frank is definitely better than that pathetic existence I used to be ;)
(Night three of freshers
I'm gonna be so fucked by Sunday)
بدي ابيض و اسود
بدي كبير و صغير.
شوبك؟
زعلانة و خيعانة و عطشانة
تعبانة
بردانة
لا اله الا الله
اشوف وجع
شو بك؟
ليش؟
*offers hugs to Noelle*
*doesnt know what that said, and google translate is awful, but Arabic is such a pretty language*
*i love the way it looks*
(Heya
This club is so warm ?
I'm having fun I just have bad timing of showers!
WOW at ten to eight my mum came to me and said "hey as we're taking Imy to York should we go to Bristol and Cardiff at the same time," and I was like "okay" and she was like " we'll have to leave in half an hour" and I was like "okay" so OMJ
RAN OUT THE HOUSE WITH MY COAT LITERALLY HALF ON HOLDING MY NIGHT BAG AND APPLE JUICE WITH ONE HAND AND A RICE CAKE IN MY MOUTH
I LOVE MY FAMILY AND ITS ABILITY TO BE SPONTANEOUS
We've been on the road quite a few hours now. Just went past Birmingham. :)
Just to explain. I love in North East England. Bristol and Cardiff are in South West England.
^live
Scratch that Cardiff isn't even in England XD
I have no idea what my voice is doing these days. I normally just talk normally with potentially a slight Yorkshire accent, but then every now and then I'll slip into a strong Yorkshire accent for a few words. XD Then I'll use words like "hence" and "nowt" in the same sentence. XD
There's Welsh everywhere and it all just looks like gobbledegook to me XD
(It's so warm in the flat )
Jack left
Me
(I'm staying away from here now
I know how much he likes this place so I'm going to stay away now
Bye)
(I will never come bck here or try to find another guy
Jack was my only love and I ruined it so I'm not gonna even attempt to find someone else
Goodbye blogland)
*hugs Chloe tightly* I'm not sure you'll read this. . . But I'm a firm believer that people are capable of finding more than one love, with time.
And I don't know the situation, but I severely doubt it was just you "ruining it." These things are usually complex and involve a lot of factors.
If you ever need me, I'm here, and I'm on email if you don't want to post on the blog.. .
(Thank you
Luckily me and Jack managed to sorry it just.. it was a misunderstanding as he is crap with wording and I got a bit hysterical )
Zaf... Star... It's been a long time!
I haven't been on here in years
(Hello)
Hiya!
Hello.
(I'm so tired XD )
OMG !!!
Could you please do another to Australia!
Come to Melbourne PLEASE!!!
yo
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(Hello everyone!!)
ferocious loving? Is life it or that? These are the questions that need to be answered.
Burnt my thumb in chemistry, which wouldn't be an issue except it's the thumb I type with. -_-
(Yes, I only type with one thumb. I'm weird. :P)
I strongly suspect that by the end of this year I will have a very scarred thumb and be a total pro with cigarette lighters. :P
(Do you ever just.. rant..?)
(I mean
This girl I watch on YouTube, dragon feather is awesome
But she's vegan
Not that that's a bad thing
But she just did a video on veganism and basically dissed meat and stuff and she was eating bread which has milk in it which is from cows
Can you get vegan bread? I dunno
Bit I don't think she takes protein supplements and so it can't be healthy for her)
Of course I just rant sometimes. :) I'm me.
People have the right to live their own lives. Bacon causes cancer as much as smoking does,abd that can't be healthy but tons of people still eat bacon. If she wants to be vegan, that's her decision.
I don't have an issue with vegans in general (obviously), but apparently there's a lot of individual vegans out there who are not the greatest.
(In a club
It's loudim tired )
http://theatticofmanyartisticthings.blogspot.com/?m=0
I just find poetry really therapeutic
Seriously considering becoming vegetarian.
Or at least part vegetarian.
I have no issue with killing animals for food, I just care about how they're treated before they're killed.
(Fucking fire alarm)
(*night prayers* thank you, god and goddess for blessing us with this beautiful day
And may the pricks who set off the fire alarm two nights in a row get their karma ^.^
Blessed be)
(The flatmates are so loud xD )
Holy shit, didn't realise this place had turned into Facebook ;'D
(What's that supposed to mean...?)
(Rhos.. did you block me on Facebook after I sent a friend request or something? I'm just trying to make peace with people..)
Yeah Chloe but...some people just want to watch the world burn.
first too
(Yo
Why are people so negative
I know there has to be a balance of light and dark.. but to be all negative ?)
Depends
Some people have depression
Some people just have really shit lives
Some people are just used to negativity and reflect what they're used to
Some people (moi!) just take life way too seriously (Lizzie constantly has a go at me for that. She keeps telling jokes and I see logical flaws in them so I point them out and then she's just like "Holly learn to just laugh instead of thinking")
Some people think optimism is pointless and so we may as well acknowledge the shit things in life instead of lying to ourselves about it
Some people find criticising fun (I get that sometimes)
Some people admire cynicism (also moi)
Various reasons.
Personally. As someone who thinks too much. I don't like just ignoring things and just going with it as opposed to pointing the flaws out. It just irritates me. And it's like, effort. And it just makes me feel pissed off. And I would just rather have the freedom to be negative without people having a go at me as opposed to trying to stop myself saying what I want to say. But whatever. That's mostly just the accumulation of several arguments with Lizzie.
I just don't have the energy to be positive the whole time, I get a kick out of criticising, I find analysis fun, and I get a kick out of feeling intelligent. And so yeah, in the long run being negative is probably less good for you, but I'm too busy doing schoolwork (or procrastinating schoolwork XD) to change my behaviour so whatever.
Additionally. Negativity is relative. Cat is pretty negative so she can confuse pessimism with realism. But optimists can confused realism with pessimism. And I'd rather be realistic than say a load of optimistic crap I don't believe in. And that's not being negative, it's just not wanting to be deluded (or actually, not wanting to know I'm deluded. If I'm deluded but don't realise that's fine. But that's another example of me thinking too much), but plenty of people might consider that negative in certain contexts.
But being negative about people, particularly to their faces, is just not cool in the slightest.
Oh also. Like. If everyone around you is cynical, then by being cynical yourself you just feel like included and like you're being cool. And that can feel a lot better than being positive and having everyone go "ugh stop being so optimistic"
But yeah.
My sister is just cynicism and sass and I just find her so awesome and funny. I mean, I try, but I'm just not as cool as her. Except I'm not sure my mum really understands this nature of interaction so she takes the criticism to heart a bit. Which is kind of eh. But that's getting off topic.
Like essentially people do things out of rewardseeking and habit, and if you're used to being negative and/or there's positive emotions in it for you, you're gonna be negative.
Sorry. I did mention I think too much.
*hides with blanket and continues revising*
Hi so let me explain all that needs explaining
Basically, the holy shit thing, was satire
I haven't blocked you on Facebook (: probably the way Facebook works so I'll shoot you a return request in the name of pylons and bygones
I deleted because I was on skype to a friend and she avised me too like (;
Fera, true and good quote there too son ;'0
Star, rah been a while since I've seen one of your famous rants, nice to see your keep up to standard (; and very good points throughout like.
But yeah that should explain all there and no ill will is intended to anyone :D
:/
I'm sorry goodbye
(Oh, okay!
Went to the pagan society last night
We went to the pub after
This guy came
In the pub I was explaining how this Wiccan I watch on YouTube is vegan and she preaches
I will never disrespect a vegan, their lifestyle works for them? Cool! But don't try and convert me
Well turns out this guy was vegan
And he started explaining his view
He got everyone in a debate and he wouldn't be flexible with his view
He said he doesn't want animals to suffer
I said 'can I point out we are thinking of animal suffering in human concepts, animals may not care or feel the same'
And then he argued against this, couldn't see what he was sAying
And then he says 'you're doing psychology, you should know this'
And that made me feel really small)
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