(Me; mum, what would you say if I had a pagan wedding? Mum; it wouldn't be a proper wedding Sister: I wouldn't go Me: -_- Mum: *to me* you've been brain washed)
Nothing quite is like the pain Of staying up way past when you should be asleep For someone who has already left But wasn't bothered to write three simple letters of Distantness So many people have done it
"I'm not anyone's first choice. I'm not anyone's favorite. People at say that I mean a lot to them and that I'm special to them but I know there's someone they will always choose over me."
I tend to reckon there's two ways of dealing with feeling unimportant and not mattering. Number one is to tackle the situation from reverse, and make sure other people are important to you. There's actually two ways that is advantageous . . . it makes people more likely to like you and more likely to reciprocate. And like. High failure rate, but if you keep reaching out to (wrong phrasing. Um . . . I don't mean reaching out, I sort of mean the opposite, but I don't mean reaching its. It's more offering as opposed to asking) people, eventually someone will reach back. I never do number one because I'm always too scared of bothering people, and that's how I end up with no friends . . . I will always choose to sit on my own as opposed to sit with people, or sit in silence as opposed to making conversation. I never reach out (still wrong phrasing), so I end up excluding myself. I mean, I'm mostly alright with it, I've accepted it, but by this point in my life I've worked out what I'm doing wrong and thus I've worked out that if you want to make friends, you've got to constantly initiate friendly conversation and ask people if you can sit with them and yada yada. That's sort of step one of number one, which is making friends in the first place, but step two of number one (intensifying the friendships you have) is just more of the same. Being there for people, and helping them out, and I reckon you have to let them help you out a bit too so they're not too afraid to reciprocate. Yeah. I also suck at step two of number one quite a bit, but I've worked out that in order to complete step two you just need to prioritise people and message them whenever you're worried about them as opposed to just letting it slide. Private messages tend to help a lot two coz it's like one-on-one.
er two, which is usually my fallback option bevause I'm toO scared to do number one, is to reconcile yourself with being unimportant and not mattering, or with just being lonely. Reconciling yourself with being lonely is really an entirely different kettle of fish from the other one . . . you just tell yourself that you don't need to speak to people and you can survive in your own, and trying to enjoy the independence and the fact you don't have to speak to anyone (easier if you'Re more introverted). When I'm on my own, I often like befriend myself - when doing schoolwork I often make little sassy comments to amuse myself, and I sometimes end up with a third-person admiration for myself. I get pretty egotistical when I'm on my own tbh. I'm just like "dude I need to speak to humans again now to remind myself that I'm actually incompetent. :P" Trying to reconcile yourself with the fact you don't matter is entirely different, and it's closer to number one. I reckon it's like devotion. It's like telling yourself thar if other people matter more than you, then it doesn't matter how much they like you so long as they tolerate you enough to let you hang out with them, because then you get to spend time with them and appreciate them, and that is an HONOUR and it is more than you deserve and to wish for any more is entitled and Not Allowed. Tbh, it's easier the less you know people. Once you get to know them better, you tend to desire reciprocation more and it's harder. But yeah, Ijust keep telling myself that it's okay and that my emotions and my problem to deal with and people are allowed to ditch me if they want to, and I reckon it works somewhat. Like, idk, my siblings and my friends are actually really similar (they'Re pretty harsh and logical and sassy and banterous, so I permanently go through life feeling like I'm the kind, overly emotional one, and then I come online or and in comparison to normal humans I'm the logical harsh one and it's like THE FUCK WHAT), and both groups tend to treat me like I'm incompetent and useless, and when my friends come round to my house there's jyst like five people all ganging up and picking on me. :P But see, it's interesting because when my siblings do it it's more likely to irritate/upset me, and I reckon this is because I've literally given written consent for my friends to pick on me so it's like they're allowed whereas with my siblings I never asked for it so it's just like "WHAT DID I DOOOO." So I reckon if you tell yourself that people are allowed to treat you like shit and it's okay because you love them and you'll let them do that to you because they deserve to, it's more bearable than if you let yourself want them to appreciate you. (To be clear, it's not like you can just turn off your emotions because obvs that doesn't work - by "don't let yourself" I mean "tell yourself off for it.")
So, yeah. That's how Star reckons one deals with feeling unimportant and not mattering.
(UGHHHHNNNNN NO BEN DAMMIT BEN SHE BELONGS IN PRISON YOU MORON SHE KILLED YOUR F*CKING DAUGHTER AND YOURE SACRAFICING YOURSELF FOR HER YOURE AN EX COP YOULL DIE IN JAIL AND YOU DIDNT DO IT AND NOW SHES PROBABLY GOING TO KILL MAXINE)
(My room is a mess Organised chaos Haven't had tome to clean it, clothes everywhere We were changing my bed and there were clothes on it She flung them off alt my windowsill which has my lucky cat, two geisha girls and a candle One of the geisha girls was knocked onto the floor which could've broken it All she had to say was 'oh it's not as if you care' )
(She does, she just doesn't always use it in the correct situations.
I'll use characters. The count knows how to treat a person and knows what respect is. He just doesn't recognise that the furries deserve such treatment.)
(I'm going to ask mum if we can set up an appointment with the PDSA for the holidays so I can take sathron in and just put my mind at ease about this lump..)
Michael: We'll go that way then. Where are your friends?
(So do I.. I'm sure it is. It's probably just something minor and common and I'll have been worrying for no reason and mum will laugh and I will laugh..)
OUAT is really bloody annoying!!! It is the The Most Annoying Thing.
I watch it because of two main reasons - My family do - There are actually some very awesome characters in it
Like, there are lots of characters in OUAT, and about half are really awesome but the other half are bloody unbearable. XD (And some manage to be both.)
Tbh when ranting about OUAT I spend half my tone ranging about how awesome it is and the other half ranting about how annoying it is. XD It's a weird paradoxical thing.
@Chloe: I've got my biology exam today abd IKR Omj. First time I've had the same exam as someone on here. Excited. :)
I get annoyed by a lot of things these days - side effect of being cynical. Like one assumes that being cynical must be awesome, but it's kinda not coz you just get annoyed by everything. Except you don't want to not be cynical because then you'd be annoying to yourself. Idk. But yeah, I'm far too cynical to tolerate the amount of optimism in OUAT without complaining about it.
We have all news specs for science thus year and it's awful because we don't have any past papers from our spec to practise on. I mean we have specimens papers but anyone whose done them will know they're bloody awful. I consider 50% to be an A on specimen papers because they're that hard. XD
Also, I haven't watched past the first season of OUAT, but I still think it's cool.
Also also... I may not have siblings, but I can totally relate to Anna. People get surprised when I say Anna is my favorite character in Frozen, since so many people like Elsa and stuff. But... Anna's clumsy, and flawed, and she doesn't realize when enough is enough and keeps trying even when it bothers people. She's passionate about things, and loves Elsa even after being pushed away. I have a friend I'm really close to, and our relationship is like Anna and Elsa's. My friend likes to study, and holds control over her emotions, and she gets annoyed when I get too loud or start acting crazy.
And it was only until she left that I realized I actually wasn't that great of a friend for her. So I didn't complain or anything when she moved away to persue her goals. Because she deserves to be happy without me constantly bothering her. But I miss her, and I like to think she misses me too.
Sorry for that sudden... Thing. I guess seeing Anna in the meh group got me wanting to defend her character or something. Anna might be annoying to some people, and may come off as a bit clingy or stubborn, but I see a lot of myself in her, and it's understandable, but sad to know that not everyone likes her because of it. Like, yeah, it might be her fault for causing Elsa to reveal her powers and run away, but she didn't- /couldn't/ even remember why Elsa shut her out in the first place. And it was Anna's own act of true love that unfroze her, not Elsa's tears like some people think. Anna loved her sister so much that she allowed herself to freeze if it meant saving Elsa. I would do the same thing to protect someone I love and care about if I could.
*needs to go to bed; probably shouldn't be typing this at 2 o'clock in the morning...* Not trying to start something, just wanted to give my reasons for why I like Anna... Not to mention since I haven't seen the season where the characters come in, I don't even know /why/ she was put in the meh group. Please don't respond to this...Good night.
*mumbles something about originally commenting to put the click link up for Jai...*
Noelle had just got to season 3... Captain Swan makes her happy. Well Hook in general does
I kinda like Peter Pan. I mean, the actor is cute, and I have always liked the story of Peter Pan. I just like the little twists in it that they throw in.
"If he did it primarily to end a murderer, why bother destroying me when he suspected another, most likely mass-murdering, name would take over afterward? he didn't have to tear away love. If he simply wanted to change my motivations, as he told Adra, I'd still have to keep quite a few of my emotions, and he said himself that sadism was mental, in any case. he didn't have to tear away love. If he did it primarily for Adra, he should've taken her wishes into consideration or at least respected her emotions and her counsel in some way. he shouldn't have left her in Hell. he shouldn't have left her in Hell. he shouldn't have left her in Hell. he shouldn't have left her he shouldn't Which leaves jealousy. Or revenge. Whatever you want to call it. Even I've never been so swept up in my own agenda that I didn't notice the only thing I loved was dying.
If he meant to destroy me, why would it matter whether or not he pulled out early and damaged me? If he didn't want to waste his time I don't want to hear his name uttered with anything but contempt, ever again I hope that every second of the rest of his life is wasted Or miserable Or both I am disgusted and depressed and horrified and furious at the thought that he, who means to marry her and claims to love her, who genuinely matters so much to her, would have left her to the corrosion of Hell- actively allowed her to become so broken- to spare a few weeks of his precious time."
First off, I'd like to point out I judge characters waaaayy more harshly than I judge real humans. It's because I don't have to fear interacting with characters (as it'll never happen) and I feel much more comfortable passing judgement on them. Plus it kinda feels morally wrong to badmouth real humans in case it somehow get back to them and they get upset or there's repercussions or whatever. But with characters, it's like there's a glass wall. They'll never know. So yeah, I'm really pretty nice about real humans, but with characters I complain about them ALL THE TIME.
Anyway, Anna. OUAT Anna who is taller than Elsa for some reason. Reason number one is she's pretty annoying. And I'm allowed to think that and say that bevause she us a fictional character and she will never ever know about me saying it. If she were real, I'd put in effort to get over it. Reason number two I'm not sure is fully justified because I mean I've only watched season four of OUAT once, but . . . she kinda reminds me of Carrie. You know, Carrie-who-I-ship-with-Dan Carrie. And I mean, normally that would be a good thing because I do love Carrie, really I do, but she can be aggravating at times and right now she's irritating me to extreme lengths. Right so - Dan died - Carrie got really upset - Dean was sort of being her shoulder to cry on (literally) despite having all his own shit to be upset about - Yeah there were a few issues with Sam he was like being nonfunctional - Dan came back to life - Carrie felt really grategul to Dean for being there for her - Carrie wanted to repay him - Carrie sold her soul to bring Cas back to life and will die and go to hell at the end of the week - Dean didn't even wany Cas back and was angry at her because he always tells people not to make demon deals - Dan is really upset and is taking it out on Dean bevause he needs a scapegoat
Dan has also decided that not caring about Carrie would be a wiser course of action so he keeps shooting her and acting like he doesn't care about her in order to try and make himself not care - Dan spent several days hating Dean moRe than, like, anything - Dean was obviously pretty angry about this because I mean he hasn't even done anything - Dean and Dan made up - Carrie feels really guilty about how she tried to help Dean and it backfired and how she's made things worse for him - Carrie wants to heal Sam (she can heal people) to try and help Dean - Dean doesn't want Carrie to heal Sam. He wants Carrie to stay the fuck out of it bevause every time she tries to help it backfires and he doesn't want to have any more shit to deal with. - Carrie keeps nagging hI'm - Dean says no - Carrie start guilt tripping Dean abd saying she's not a child and she can make her own decisions - Dean gets mad and tells her to go away - Carrie doesn't go - Dean is getting really stressed out because he has Sam to worry about and Carrie is just distressing him. He tells her to go away - Carrie doesn't go. She discreetly heals Sam (not permanently). She passes out. - Dean is mad because he didn't want her to do it. He tells her to go away. - Carrie pretends to go away but actually sticks around. - Cas heald Sam behind d Dean's back - Carrie asks Dean why he trusted Cas and not her - Dean says he didn't trust either of them. - Carrie starts saying how he should have let her help
And like OMJ SHE WILL NOT LEAVE DEAN ALONE LIKE BLOODY HELL LEARN TO FUCK OFF! And like I'm scraming at Carrie in brackets and Cat us just like "Don't be mad at Carrie. She only wants to help" but NO. IF SHE REALLY WDNTED TO HELP DEAN SHE WOULD DO WHAT HE WANTED AND LEAVE THE FUCK ALONE. THIS ISN'T ABOUT HELPING DEAN. THIS IS ABOUT /FEELING/ LIKE SHE'S HELPED DEAN SO /SHE/ CAN FEEL BETTER! STOP PUTTING DEAN THROUGH ALL THIS SHIT IN ORDER TO MAKE YOURSELF FEEL BETTER! Bloody hell.
Anyway. Anna doesn't do that. But in OUAT, to my memory, she doesn't seem to know when to fuck off and stop trying to be helpful, and it's irritating and it reminds me of Carrie which makes it worse.
(Incidentally, I feel many feminists I'be encountered do a similar thing to Carrie and it's one of my issues with feminism, but that is a different discussion.)
And by "I may have broken my phone" I mean "I chucked it at the floor in a fit of rage and the screen sort of discoloured and went black and I completely can't use it."
I know Noelle ^.^ I don't drink to get drunk but it tastes nice.. That's all ^.^ I hate how it's the only way I gain the confidence to talk to my family though -_-)
Michael: Find Flauros. He's a little intimidating but tell him Michael sent you and that I'll bring him bacon if he'll make sure nothing happens to you all.
Idk, like, you can't ever expect people to always do what is the best for them and the healthiest for them . . . first of all, people just aren't like that, and second of all . . . it wouldn't feel much like living for most people.
(*wakes ip * the main principle of Wicca, which is something that I've believed in before discovering it, 'an ye harm none, do as ye will' So do as you please as long as it harms no one, including yourself I like to think I am sensible In Swansea there's a place called wind street and that's where all the bars are in the town I've never once faked my ID to get into the clubs and get smashed like people I know I've only ever gotten sick from drinking once, and I was only sick once then o was fine... I didn't know my limit - which was four cans of cider Since then I have never drunk that much I believe something a bit unhealthy is called for once in a while Life's too short But also, in saying that I'd never do drugs as they are lethal, and I'd never smoke ... The stuff in a cigarette will kill you if you inject it Some of the oldest people I know drink and smoke and they are still kicking My nan is getting on and she smokes (which I don't like) but she also has a shot glass of sherry svery night... She's as able as a younger person I just think, as long as you are sensible, you know your limit, then a drink every now an then is okay But at the same time if you don't want to drink then that is also okay The girl who used to be my best friend didn't drink, one of y other friends only drinks tequila But then I have the men in my family who can get really drunk And both parties seem content with their lives ^,^)
Sil: *growls in anger, pacing back and forth in her vault, hands curled into fists* *she thought it'd make her feel better, annoying the others, but they barely did ANYTHING* *what was the point if they weren't a challenge!* *snarls, punching the wall, dinting the metal* *it hadn't even worked as a distraction, she still missed Bethany and Claire* *what good was a distraction if it didn't distract you from what you wanted to be distracted from* *glares up at the roof, shouting* PHAESTRA PHAESTRA PHAESTRA!!!
Sil: *slowly lowers her head at the lack of a response, laughing quietly, a sob caught in her throat* *drops to her knees, hair falling in her face as she begins to laugh hysterically* *throws her head back, unable to control the roar of hysterical laughter that is escaping from her*
Sil: *slolwy manages to stifle it to a quiet, low chuckle* Okay. You don't want to come to me? Then I guess all those threats you made are off the hook. *unsheaths her favourite dagger, grinning at her own reflection in the blade* *her skin, as pale as ever, her teeth, shining white and sharp* *her hair wild and tangled, her eyes alight and burning* *whispers* Which means fun.
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I know what it feels like
Alys: okay... I'll check on the others
(Me; mum, what would you say if I had a pagan wedding?
Mum; it wouldn't be a proper wedding
Sister: I wouldn't go
Me: -_-
Mum: *to me* you've been brain washed)
(Oh ugh them.)
Ashlea: We aren't married.
Michael: I'll come back later
(I know... Why can't they accept that I'm a Wiccan -_-)
Inky; but they are special, no?
Alys: okay..
(*offers hug*)
Ashlea: She is, yes.
Michael: *the mist and fox disappears with a slight woosh*
*groans, collapsing back on his bed, caked in sweat*
(*hugs*)
Inky: it must be tough
Alys; *goes to the kitchen*
*goes to the male fox, mike* you want to escape right? We can do it when the count is asleep
Mike; what makes you so sure?
Alys: his guest is a friend of mine, he will help us
Mike: cools, I'll tell eval, natani and flora.. I think everyone else wants to stay
Alys: w why?
Mike: haven't you heard them? They are loyal to him, do whatever he wants
Alys: o okay... Get together the k ones wanting to e escape ..
Mike: will do Al
(I'm sorry that they're like that)
Ashlea: *looks away from her*
I'm fine.
Michael: *falls asleep from exhaustion *
(It's okay.. I'm used to being the weird one )
Inky: it's okay to be sad
Alys: *once everyone is gathered, she sneaks up to Michaels room*
(Yeah, but you're our weirdo)
Ashlea: I'm fine.
Michael: *is sleeping to rebuild his strength*
(Awwww)
I ky: stop pretending..
Alys: *slips in*
Ari and I are watching star wars
(Awesome!!!!
My cousin asked her boyfriend if chew baca was from Star Wars or Lord of the rings )
(Hope you're enjoying yourself!)
Michael: *is sprawled across the bed, covered in sweat still*
*no mist surrounds him*
Ashlea: *sighs quietly*
Alys; *walks over to him* Psssst! Michael!
Inky: I am here to help you..
Michael: *groans very slightly, opening his eyes*
Hi..
Ashlea: I don't want help
Alys: y you okay?
Inky: but..
Michael: yeah
*sits up, wiping his brow*
Are you all ready to go?
Ashlea: I don't need help.
Alys: y yes
Inky: you were crying your eyes out!
Michael: How many of you are there?
Ashlea: I was crying a little bit
Alys: five, including me
Inky: so you need comforting
( :)
Michael: Okay, I can manage five.. You'll have to stick together.
Ashlea: *shakes her bead*
Alys: okay
Inky: it's okay.,
Michael: *rolls out of the bed*
*looks tired*
Ashlea: *whispers*
I'm fine
(Nos da)
(Nos da)
Boo
Boop!
Last chorus concert ever......:/
*poofs*
Captain Hook is a beautiful man
"Isn't it sad how the people who are closest to us that hurt us the most"
-OUAT
:/
I have been hurt so much..
Nothing quite is like the pain
Of staying up way past when you should be asleep
For someone who has already left
But wasn't bothered to write three simple letters of
Distantness
So many people have done it
And I just
I'm not important to anyone
"I'm not anyone's first choice. I'm not anyone's favorite. People at say that I mean a lot to them and that I'm special to them but I know there's someone they will always choose over me."
[hugs Noelle]
(This is ridiculous
My room gets light now at five every morning
I am now waking up at that time, falling asleep again and then waking up exhausted)
Inky its 5:59am my room is bright
(I don't have to revise tonight! :D)
I tend to reckon there's two ways of dealing with feeling unimportant and not mattering.
Number one is to tackle the situation from reverse, and make sure other people are important to you. There's actually two ways that is advantageous . . . it makes people more likely to like you and more likely to reciprocate. And like. High failure rate, but if you keep reaching out to (wrong phrasing. Um . . . I don't mean reaching out, I sort of mean the opposite, but I don't mean reaching its. It's more offering as opposed to asking) people, eventually someone will reach back.
I never do number one because I'm always too scared of bothering people, and that's how I end up with no friends . . . I will always choose to sit on my own as opposed to sit with people, or sit in silence as opposed to making conversation. I never reach out (still wrong phrasing), so I end up excluding myself. I mean, I'm mostly alright with it, I've accepted it, but by this point in my life I've worked out what I'm doing wrong and thus I've worked out that if you want to make friends, you've got to constantly initiate friendly conversation and ask people if you can sit with them and yada yada.
That's sort of step one of number one, which is making friends in the first place, but step two of number one (intensifying the friendships you have) is just more of the same. Being there for people, and helping them out, and I reckon you have to let them help you out a bit too so they're not too afraid to reciprocate. Yeah. I also suck at step two of number one quite a bit, but I've worked out that in order to complete step two you just need to prioritise people and message them whenever you're worried about them as opposed to just letting it slide. Private messages tend to help a lot two coz it's like one-on-one.
TBC
er two, which is usually my fallback option bevause I'm toO scared to do number one, is to reconcile yourself with being unimportant and not mattering, or with just being lonely. Reconciling yourself with being lonely is really an entirely different kettle of fish from the other one . . . you just tell yourself that you don't need to speak to people and you can survive in your own, and trying to enjoy the independence and the fact you don't have to speak to anyone (easier if you'Re more introverted). When I'm on my own, I often like befriend myself - when doing schoolwork I often make little sassy comments to amuse myself, and I sometimes end up with a third-person admiration for myself. I get pretty egotistical when I'm on my own tbh. I'm just like "dude I need to speak to humans again now to remind myself that I'm actually incompetent. :P"
Trying to reconcile yourself with the fact you don't matter is entirely different, and it's closer to number one. I reckon it's like devotion. It's like telling yourself thar if other people matter more than you, then it doesn't matter how much they like you so long as they tolerate you enough to let you hang out with them, because then you get to spend time with them and appreciate them, and that is an HONOUR and it is more than you deserve and to wish for any more is entitled and Not Allowed. Tbh, it's easier the less you know people. Once you get to know them better, you tend to desire reciprocation more and it's harder. But yeah, Ijust keep telling myself that it's okay and that my emotions and my problem to deal with and people are allowed to ditch me if they want to, and I reckon it works somewhat. Like, idk, my siblings and my friends are actually really similar (they'Re pretty harsh and logical and sassy and banterous, so I permanently go through life feeling like I'm the kind, overly emotional one, and then I come online or and in comparison to normal humans I'm the logical harsh one and it's like THE FUCK WHAT), and both groups tend to treat me like I'm incompetent and useless, and when my friends come round to my house there's jyst like five people all ganging up and picking on me. :P But see, it's interesting because when my siblings do it it's more likely to irritate/upset me, and I reckon this is because I've literally given written consent for my friends to pick on me so it's like they're allowed whereas with my siblings I never asked for it so it's just like "WHAT DID I DOOOO." So I reckon if you tell yourself that people are allowed to treat you like shit and it's okay because you love them and you'll let them do that to you because they deserve to, it's more bearable than if you let yourself want them to appreciate you. (To be clear, it's not like you can just turn off your emotions because obvs that doesn't work - by "don't let yourself" I mean "tell yourself off for it.")
So, yeah. That's how Star reckons one deals with feeling unimportant and not mattering.
*goes off to revise*
(Partially responding to Noelle btw. The rant was not unprompted.)
(UGHHHHNNNNN NO BEN DAMMIT BEN SHE BELONGS IN PRISON YOU MORON SHE KILLED YOUR F*CKING DAUGHTER AND YOURE SACRAFICING YOURSELF FOR HER YOURE AN EX COP YOULL DIE IN JAIL AND YOU DIDNT DO IT AND NOW SHES PROBABLY GOING TO KILL MAXINE)
(Ughn. I hate Hollyoaks. That girl should not be walking around free.)
(*timbles in *)
(*tacklecuddles!*)
(*xuddles*)
(Hey Wolfie!)
(Sorry
Had to deal with mumzilla)
(xD that's okay)
(I'm fuming)
(What did she say?)
(My room is a mess
Organised chaos
Haven't had tome to clean it, clothes everywhere
We were changing my bed and there were clothes on it
She flung them off alt my windowsill which has my lucky cat, two geisha girls and a candle
One of the geisha girls was knocked onto the floor which could've broken it
All she had to say was 'oh it's not as if you care' )
(Ugh *hugs and sighs*)
(*hugs* I like someone who can be childish, look, me and jack are so close and will be
He's childish and I love that
But mum is like a petulant child)
(She just.. Doesn't understand. :/)
(She doesn't know shat respect is)
(She does, she just doesn't always use it in the correct situations.
I'll use characters.
The count knows how to treat a person and knows what respect is.
He just doesn't recognise that the furries deserve such treatment.)
(True..)
(*nods and grins* characters can explain everything.)
(That they can)
(They're awesome.
Rp?)
(Yes please ^.^)
(Which characters?)
(Shall we continue with the coun?)
(Sure!)
Michael: *rolls out of bed looking tired*
Alys: sure you're ready for this?
(Demon king Daimao is so.. Well there's a lot of naked chicks )
(Mmm. That's not very good.)
Michael: Definitely.
*combs his hand through his hair to flatten it*
Let's go.
Oh me oh my
*Lays like a starfish*
Hook
Take me now
Oh me oh my
(It's funny in a way xD cause the main character gets very flustered)
Als: s sure
(Hey Noelle!)
(*raises an eyebrow*)
Michael; *opens the door, walking out*
(What?)
Alys *follows quiely*
Michael: *murmurs*
Where are the others? And where is the nearest exit?
Als: *sniffs around* u under the stairs, the closest e exit is in the kitchen, the door leads to t the gardens
Beyond that is the woods
(I'm going to ask mum if we can set up an appointment with the PDSA for the holidays so I can take sathron in and just put my mind at ease about this lump..)
Michael: We'll go that way then. Where are your friends?
(That's good *hugs*)
Alys: under the stairs
(*hugs* if she tells me she isn't paying then I'll pay.)
Michael: I'll need you to lead the way, I'll be right beside you.
(*hugs tightly*)
Alys: okay *leads the way* t this way
(*hugs tightly back* I just.. I want to be 100% sure that it isn't anything... Bad.)
Michael: *follows beside her*
(I hole it's okay...)
Alys: leads him down the stairs*
(So do I.. I'm sure it is. It's probably just something minor and common and I'll have been worrying for no reason and mum will laugh and I will laugh..)
Michael: *keeps an eye out for ithers*
(Always be positibe)
Alys; *reaches the bottom and knocks on a pannel*
*mike and the others come out from under the stairs*
(Nos da!)
(Nos da!)
Michael: *nods at them*
Still never understood the obsession of OUAT.....
Like its just so annoying to me
Eh I can't control people so I just smile and nod
OUAT is really bloody annoying!!! It is the The Most Annoying Thing.
I watch it because of two main reasons
- My family do
- There are actually some very awesome characters in it
Like, there are lots of characters in OUAT, and about half are really awesome but the other half are bloody unbearable. XD
(And some manage to be both.)
Tbh when ranting about OUAT I spend half my tone ranging about how awesome it is and the other half ranting about how annoying it is. XD It's a weird paradoxical thing.
Omj awesome - Gold, Regina, Hook
Pretty good - Emma, Neal, Zelina, Belle, Will
Pretty meh - Henry, Elsa, Pan, Cora, Ruby, Granny, Grumpy, Jiminy Cricket, Robin, Maleficient, Cruella De Vil, Ursula, August, Gepetto, Nova, that Snow Queen woman, Sidney, Arthur, Aurora, Philip; Milan, Tamara
Ugh - Anna, Ariel, Blue Fairy, Merida
Beyond unbearable - Snow, Charming
*sits there trying to remember characters* *REMEMBERS I HAVE AN EXAM TOMORROW ABD SO MUST BE OFF*
^Mulan
Cool cover as always, but I don't like the horns. They could have looked better. It kinda looks like PSX Cinematic Graphic.
T nac'i
:(
I don't think it's annoying..
..
Alastair made a story, if anyone is wondering.
http://anamelessattempttoestablishsomeorder.blogspot.com/2016/05/alastair-cruciatus-office-job.html?m=1
Noelle
Is descending into sadness again
[hugs Noelle]
Thanks for pointing out the story. It's cool to see something on Nameless again.
And I'm really sorry to hear that. I hope you feel better soon. [offers tea and fuzzy socks]
Idk if OUAT is annoying. I don't watch it.
(Please may someone put it as click link please..?)
(First exam today
Am I ready? Nope)
(I mean, I know my stuff
But biology Mark schemes...)
@Chloe: I've got my biology exam today abd IKR
Omj. First time I've had the same exam as someone on here. Excited. :)
I get annoyed by a lot of things these days - side effect of being cynical. Like one assumes that being cynical must be awesome, but it's kinda not coz you just get annoyed by everything. Except you don't want to not be cynical because then you'd be annoying to yourself. Idk.
But yeah, I'm far too cynical to tolerate the amount of optimism in OUAT without complaining about it.
Testing
Biology exam over! How was it Chloe? Did you do the same one?
(Nah, have the Welsh exam board
It was meh
I worked out I have between 64% and 77%)
Ah akay
I'm on AQA. Brand new specification.
We have all news specs for science thus year and it's awful because we don't have any past papers from our spec to practise on. I mean we have specimens papers but anyone whose done them will know they're bloody awful. I consider 50% to be an A on specimen papers because they're that hard. XD
(Our specification has changed too
Today was a resit so I had a legacy paper)
*nods* :)
(I'm watching an anime called brothers conflict
A girls dad remarries and she moves in with her thirteen new step brothers)
*nods*
Click link to Alastair's story for Jai.
Also, I haven't watched past the first season of OUAT, but I still think it's cool.
Also also... I may not have siblings, but I can totally relate to Anna. People get surprised when I say Anna is my favorite character in Frozen, since so many people like Elsa and stuff. But... Anna's clumsy, and flawed, and she doesn't realize when enough is enough and keeps trying even when it bothers people. She's passionate about things, and loves Elsa even after being pushed away. I have a friend I'm really close to, and our relationship is like Anna and Elsa's. My friend likes to study, and holds control over her emotions, and she gets annoyed when I get too loud or start acting crazy.
And it was only until she left that I realized I actually wasn't that great of a friend for her. So I didn't complain or anything when she moved away to persue her goals. Because she deserves to be happy without me constantly bothering her. But I miss her, and I like to think she misses me too.
Sorry for that sudden... Thing. I guess seeing Anna in the meh group got me wanting to defend her character or something. Anna might be annoying to some people, and may come off as a bit clingy or stubborn, but I see a lot of myself in her, and it's understandable, but sad to know that not everyone likes her because of it. Like, yeah, it might be her fault for causing Elsa to reveal her powers and run away, but she didn't- /couldn't/ even remember why Elsa shut her out in the first place. And it was Anna's own act of true love that unfroze her, not Elsa's tears like some people think. Anna loved her sister so much that she allowed herself to freeze if it meant saving Elsa. I would do the same thing to protect someone I love and care about if I could.
*needs to go to bed; probably shouldn't be typing this at 2 o'clock in the morning...*
Not trying to start something, just wanted to give my reasons for why I like Anna... Not to mention since I haven't seen the season where the characters come in, I don't even know /why/ she was put in the meh group. Please don't respond to this...Good night.
*mumbles something about originally commenting to put the click link up for Jai...*
Noelle had just got to season 3...
Captain Swan makes her happy.
Well
Hook in general does
I kinda like Peter Pan. I mean, the actor is cute, and I have always liked the story of Peter Pan. I just like the little twists in it that they throw in.
*looks up* I'll get back to ya when I'm too tired to revise.
(*lays on the floor in pain*
Only on day 3 of my ab challenge, beginner level
It's killing me)
Early dismissal today!!! I get out in 2 minutes (@11:45)
(OMG IM WATCHING BROTHERS CONFLICT AND LITERALLY ALL THE BROTHERS APART DROM THE TEN YEAR OLD LVE THEIR NEW SISTER!
SO MUCH LOVE I CANT TAKE IT?
"If he did it primarily to end a murderer,
why bother destroying me when he suspected another, most likely mass-murdering, name would take over afterward?
he didn't have to tear away love.
If he simply wanted to change my motivations, as he told Adra,
I'd still have to keep quite a few of my emotions, and he said himself that sadism was mental, in any case.
he didn't have to tear away love.
If he did it primarily for Adra,
he should've taken her wishes into consideration or at least respected her emotions and her counsel in some way.
he shouldn't have left her in Hell.
he shouldn't have left her in Hell.
he shouldn't have left her in Hell.
he shouldn't have left her
he shouldn't
Which leaves jealousy.
Or revenge. Whatever you want to call it.
Even I've never been so swept up in my own agenda that I didn't notice the only thing I loved was dying.
If he meant to destroy me, why would it matter whether or not he pulled out early and damaged me?
If he didn't want to waste his time
I don't want to hear his name uttered with anything but contempt, ever again
I hope that every second of the rest of his life is wasted
Or miserable
Or both
I am disgusted and depressed and horrified and furious at the thought that he, who means to marry her and claims to love her, who genuinely matters so much to her, would have left her to the corrosion of Hell- actively allowed her to become so broken- to spare a few weeks of his precious time."
(ONE OF THEM IS A MONK AND SHOULDNT BE SO LECHEROUS)
(*waves to noelle*)
(SHES BEEN KISSED BY THREE BROTHERS ALREADY)
(MAKE YHAT FOUR OMG)
@the bit Noelle shared :'(
(*hugs fab*)
Aladra though
(I found the theme song of my childhood
Marvin the tap dancing horse)
Right
Here now.
First off, I'd like to point out I judge characters waaaayy more harshly than I judge real humans. It's because I don't have to fear interacting with characters (as it'll never happen) and I feel much more comfortable passing judgement on them. Plus it kinda feels morally wrong to badmouth real humans in case it somehow get back to them and they get upset or there's repercussions or whatever. But with characters, it's like there's a glass wall. They'll never know.
So yeah, I'm really pretty nice about real humans, but with characters I complain about them ALL THE TIME.
Anyway, Anna. OUAT Anna who is taller than Elsa for some reason. Reason number one is she's pretty annoying. And I'm allowed to think that and say that bevause she us a fictional character and she will never ever know about me saying it. If she were real, I'd put in effort to get over it.
Reason number two I'm not sure is fully justified because I mean I've only watched season four of OUAT once, but . . . she kinda reminds me of Carrie. You know, Carrie-who-I-ship-with-Dan Carrie. And I mean, normally that would be a good thing because I do love Carrie, really I do, but she can be aggravating at times and right now she's irritating me to extreme lengths.
Right so
- Dan died
- Carrie got really upset
- Dean was sort of being her shoulder to cry on (literally) despite having all his own shit to be upset about
- Yeah there were a few issues with Sam he was like being nonfunctional
- Dan came back to life
- Carrie felt really grategul to Dean for being there for her
- Carrie wanted to repay him
- Carrie sold her soul to bring Cas back to life and will die and go to hell at the end of the week
- Dean didn't even wany Cas back and was angry at her because he always tells people not to make demon deals
- Dan is really upset and is taking it out on Dean bevause he needs a scapegoat
TBC
Dan has also decided that not caring about Carrie would be a wiser course of action so he keeps shooting her and acting like he doesn't care about her in order to try and make himself not care
- Dan spent several days hating Dean moRe than, like, anything
- Dean was obviously pretty angry about this because I mean he hasn't even done anything
- Dean and Dan made up
- Carrie feels really guilty about how she tried to help Dean and it backfired and how she's made things worse for him
- Carrie wants to heal Sam (she can heal people) to try and help Dean
- Dean doesn't want Carrie to heal Sam. He wants Carrie to stay the fuck out of it bevause every time she tries to help it backfires and he doesn't want to have any more shit to deal with.
- Carrie keeps nagging hI'm
- Dean says no
- Carrie start guilt tripping Dean abd saying she's not a child and she can make her own decisions
- Dean gets mad and tells her to go away
- Carrie doesn't go
- Dean is getting really stressed out because he has Sam to worry about and Carrie is just distressing him. He tells her to go away
- Carrie doesn't go. She discreetly heals Sam (not permanently). She passes out.
- Dean is mad because he didn't want her to do it. He tells her to go away.
- Carrie pretends to go away but actually sticks around.
- Cas heald Sam behind d Dean's back
- Carrie asks Dean why he trusted Cas and not her
- Dean says he didn't trust either of them.
- Carrie starts saying how he should have let her help
And like OMJ
SHE WILL NOT LEAVE DEAN ALONE
LIKE BLOODY HELL
LEARN TO FUCK OFF!
And like I'm scraming at Carrie in brackets and Cat us just like "Don't be mad at Carrie. She only wants to help" but NO. IF SHE REALLY WDNTED TO HELP DEAN SHE WOULD DO WHAT HE WANTED AND LEAVE THE FUCK ALONE. THIS ISN'T ABOUT HELPING DEAN. THIS IS ABOUT /FEELING/ LIKE SHE'S HELPED DEAN SO /SHE/ CAN FEEL BETTER! STOP PUTTING DEAN THROUGH ALL THIS SHIT IN ORDER TO MAKE YOURSELF FEEL BETTER!
Bloody hell.
Anyway. Anna doesn't do that. But in OUAT, to my memory, she doesn't seem to know when to fuck off and stop trying to be helpful, and it's irritating and it reminds me of Carrie which makes it worse.
(Incidentally, I feel many feminists I'be encountered do a similar thing to Carrie and it's one of my issues with feminism, but that is a different discussion.)
(Just bought a hell of a lot of booze for my party..)
Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeellll I may have broken my phone.
And by "I may have broken my phone" I mean "I chucked it at the floor in a fit of rage and the screen sort of discoloured and went black and I completely can't use it."
(*hugs star*)
(*hugs self*)
(Oh star..
*hugs chooe*)
I'm sorry star..
*doesnt like alcohol*
(*hugs Jai and anyone who wants it*
I know Noelle ^.^ I don't drink to get drunk but it tastes nice.. That's all ^.^
I hate how it's the only way I gain the confidence to talk to my family though -_-)
(How are you Chloe?)
(Tired
Hungry
You?)
(My life is now Jeremy Kyle, loose women and this morning
On this morning, they had a 'sex expert' on discussing the best vibrators ;-;)
(I'm.. Surviving.. Slowly. 11..
Maybe you should eat.)
(+hugs*
Ordered a takeaway an hour ago
It just arrived )
(*hugs back* go eat)
(I shallll)
(Good..)
(Rest sis...)
(I am resting. That isn't the problem.. But it'll be fine. Time is.. Gonna help. Maybe.
Rp?)
(Text?
Okay )
(Fb?
I'll find where we were)
Michael: *nods at the other furries*
Okay, this is all of you correct?
(Okay Bach)
Mike: all the willing ones
Michael: Good. I'm going to get you out then I'll be heading back in. Alys will take you somewhere safe.
Alys; *nods*
Mike: sounds good, thank you sir
Michael: okay. Alys?
*nods at her to proceed*
Alys; I I'll lead you out the garden and into the woods t to my place.. *falters* that may not be safe anymore.. I m may need to move...
Michael: Find Flauros. He's a little intimidating but tell him Michael sent you and that I'll bring him bacon if he'll make sure nothing happens to you all.
Alts; w will you find us again?
Michael: Sure.
Alys: be s safe *hugs him briefly*
Mike; er.. We better go
Michael: *freezes during the hug*
Uh
*pats her head*
Sure. You too.
Alys; *smiles sweetly* g go get them tiger
Flora; wha?
Alys: sorry... A an expression. *starts walking away*
Michael: *motions for the others to folloe*
*everypne follows*
Alys: r ready?
Michael: *Closes his eyes and mist slowly swirls around him*
*opens them, the storm swirling within his irises*
I am
Alys; g good luck *opens the garden door*
michael: *steps out first*
*alys and the others follow him*
Michael: *keeps an eye out for guards, his mist slightly cloaking the others*
Alys; t there'll probably be guards b by the garden wall..
Michael: *nods and moves toward the exit*
Alys; *walks besides him*
(Which of your characters would you class as the most op and bloody in fights?)
Michael: *focuses on listing and on shielding the others*
Circl back, check we aren't losing anyone.
(Nanami the wolf is the best.. She's female in body Bur man in spirit
And mikes a good fighter
Btw, these furries are ones from an online comic I like., they aren't mine but I was thinking of writing a fanfic of how try it in the counts place)
Alys: *whispers* I can smell them... They are a all here
(They're both currently escaping.. which of your free characters would you class as most op/brutal?)
Michael: Okay.
*is getting close to the exit*
(Right.. Felix is... Tawnee's fire can be devastating .. All my characters are softies xD )
Alys: so w what now?
(Mmm.. okay, which of your characters are you most attached to?)
Michael: We leave.
(Inky, Clocky, Cole...)
Alys: *nods* so far so good
(Do you want to play guards or..?)
(Okay..)
Michael: *opens the gate, holding it for the others*
(I'd rathr not..)
Guard: *is sleeping by the gate*
Alys: *pulls Michael back slightly*
Michael: *spots the guard*
*nods*
*guestures for the others so go very quietly*
*everyone obeys*
Alys; *mouths 'should I knock him out?'*
Michael: *shakes his head and gestures for her to follow the others*
*he'll sort it*
ALS; *nonds and she and the others move on*
Michael: *quietly creeps over to the person*
*hits them on the head really hard but not hard enough to kill*
Isn't it scary that most alcoholic beverages are so sugary?
Alcohol is like candy nowadays
That's dangerous
(I think, like sweets, it's okay as log as you don't have it all the time
I don't worry so much about how much sugar is in them... Cause I don't eat many sugary things anyways and I don't have it all the time ^.^)
Guard, *blacks out*
Alys; *keeps an eye out for more guards*
(*doesn't know about alcohol*)
Michael: *sneaks along with her*
(*going to sleep because I just.. can't*)
(Night jai.., I be off too)
Hullo? Any life around here?
Well
It isn't okay
It isn't ok
It's okay - it's my fault it's broken. Tis fine.
Idk, like, you can't ever expect people to always do what is the best for them and the healthiest for them . . . first of all, people just aren't like that, and second of all . . . it wouldn't feel much like living for most people.
I'm not telling anyone what to do with their life
But nowadays there are fewer and fewer people saying "no" to alcohol..
Oh. In Britain it's the otehr way round, I believe.
But yeah no I do agree with you, I just also agree with Chloe.
*cries*
Its. So. Hot.
(*wakes ip * the main principle of Wicca, which is something that I've believed in before discovering it, 'an ye harm none, do as ye will'
So do as you please as long as it harms no one, including yourself
I like to think I am sensible
In Swansea there's a place called wind street and that's where all the bars are in the town
I've never once faked my ID to get into the clubs and get smashed like people I know
I've only ever gotten sick from drinking once, and I was only sick once then o was fine... I didn't know my limit - which was four cans of cider
Since then I have never drunk that much
I believe something a bit unhealthy is called for once in a while
Life's too short
But also, in saying that I'd never do drugs as they are lethal, and I'd never smoke ... The stuff in a cigarette will kill you if you inject it
Some of the oldest people I know drink and smoke and they are still kicking
My nan is getting on and she smokes (which I don't like) but she also has a shot glass of sherry svery night... She's as able as a younger person
I just think, as long as you are sensible, you know your limit, then a drink every now an then is okay
But at the same time if you don't want to drink then that is also okay
The girl who used to be my best friend didn't drink, one of y other friends only drinks tequila
But then I have the men in my family who can get really drunk
And both parties seem content with their lives ^,^)
*nods at Chloe* :)
(*watches wife swap with a Wiccan family *
Are other wiccans like this?!)
Sil: *growls in anger, pacing back and forth in her vault, hands curled into fists*
*she thought it'd make her feel better, annoying the others, but they barely did ANYTHING*
*what was the point if they weren't a challenge!*
*snarls, punching the wall, dinting the metal*
*it hadn't even worked as a distraction, she still missed Bethany and Claire*
*what good was a distraction if it didn't distract you from what you wanted to be distracted from*
*glares up at the roof, shouting*
PHAESTRA PHAESTRA PHAESTRA!!!
Sil: *slowly lowers her head at the lack of a response, laughing quietly, a sob caught in her throat*
*drops to her knees, hair falling in her face as she begins to laugh hysterically*
*throws her head back, unable to control the roar of hysterical laughter that is escaping from her*
Sil: *slolwy manages to stifle it to a quiet, low chuckle*
Okay. You don't want to come to me? Then I guess all those threats you made are off the hook.
*unsheaths her favourite dagger, grinning at her own reflection in the blade*
*her skin, as pale as ever, her teeth, shining white and sharp*
*her hair wild and tangled, her eyes alight and burning*
*whispers*
Which means fun.
(:) Good bit of writing, Jai.)
(Oh, thanks star xD)
(*sighs and dusts*
*sneezes cause of dust*)
(Hey Chloe)
(Hey *dusts skull collection*)
(My skully collection has been stolen temporarily by my auntie :( I miss them already..)
(Awwww
But I mean I has an actual skull collection)
(Oh xD Cool!)
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