With Desolation only a few days away, I am still hard at work on the third and final Demon Road book.
From the beginning, I wanted these books to be as streamlined as possible — I wanted them short and punchy. Now, I completely failed with Demon Road, as it was a pretty big book, and only got slightly better with Desolation, which is shorter, but it looks like I'm finally getting the hang of this with Book 3, which will hopefully be the perfect length.
And the title?
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(I'm alright)
(Cool. You busy?)
hi jai ^_^
I don't really have anyone to be brutally honest. I'd really like someone to enter my life and be that person :P
(Nope ^.^
That's sweet! They'll enter you life unexpectedly)
(@Fera don't most people? I'm sure it'll happen for you eventually.)
(Can we rp Chloe?)
(Sure Jai ^.^)
Mark: *sprints as fast as he can, speeding up upon hearing the howling*
*the wolves all growl loudly, snapping angrily at the air*
*the one in the house shifts into a tall person with enormous wings, glowing blindingly*
WHERE IS SHE
dunno. I've never really thought about it this way lol.
But then again, I'll just have one more person to worry about. Maybe not the best for me. Idk ^_^
Eira: *shifts back* who?!
(You'll meet them, and hopefully when you're both ready to be met.)
Mark: *reaches the house and snarls at the wolves outside the house, snapping at them*
*the wolves circle mark*
*he steps closer to her*
The fallen.
HOW ARE YOUUUS?
Clocky: we have no idea who you're on about!
(Hi Kas.)
*curls up in blanket and rests head on revision*
Mark: *snarls and snaps at them, fur bristling*
Wolves: *one lunges at his shoulders, slamming into it, biting at his neck, the other for his legs*
Mark: *yelps, slamming his head into the wolf who is biting him*
HER SCENT IS ALL OVER THIS VICINITY
(*hugs star gently*)
Hey, Jai! *waves at everyone*
*smiles at Jai and hugs her gently back*
Clock you: Mark! Let him go! We know not of whom you speak of!
"HER SCENT IS ALL OVER THIS VICINITY" haha.
Idk why that amuses me but it does for some reason.
Like the phrasing "appropriate stick" in the context of "Dan: *finds an appropriate stick*"
"We know not of whom you speak" *giggles*
*is apparently in an amused mood today*
Mark: *snarls, struggling, howling loudly to get Cole to bloody help*
Hoh: Do not test us mortal! Where is she!
well, maybe jai :) Thanks for da encouragement ^_^
hello star :P
(Hehe XD )
Cole: *launches at the wolf hurting wolf*
Eira: what's her name?
*the other wolf tackles Cole, going straight for the jugular*
Mark: *rolls over onto the wolf, scratching his stomach*
Hoh: She has no name.
Eira: there hasn't been anyone new!
Cole: *yelps and dodges*
Hello Fera. :)
(Well that's a bit impractical.
What do they call her if she has no name?)
how are you? :P
@Fera: Quite good actually. Like I should be feeling stressed but I have a radiator and a blanket so I'm quite with life.
You?
^quite happy with
Oh dude. That was terrible typing.
Wolf: *bites deep into Coles shoulder*
Wolf: *growls and starts tearing at Mark's shoulder and neck, biting deep*
Mark: *howls in pain, swiping for the wolf's face*
Hoh: *looks between eira and clocky*
*focuses on clocky*
You.
(xD they haven't talked to her since she was given her charge.)
Clocky, me?
Eira: Cole!
Cole: *howls and wriggles*
I am ok too :)
I should be stressed too. Photography exam on tuesday. But am not :)Don't wanna photography as a job anyways XD
(Well good luck!)
(*remembers the she angel*
*oh*)
Wolf: *keeps his hold, shoving Cole down onto the floor, growling*
Wolf: *easily dodges the swipe from Mark, biting again*
Mark: *yelps and whimpers, leaping at the wolf attacking Cole, dragging the wolf biting him along*
Hoh: She's here for you. We require your service.
@Jai: That's a bit sad.
@Fera: :) Well good luck anyway.
(@Star yeah, it kinda is.)
Clocky: *knows who he's on about now* who now?
Cole: *teies to get up *
Hoh: That isn't your concern. You will help us.
*grabs her arm, dragging her out of the house*
Wolf: *shoves Cole down again*
Wolf: *drags mark back before he impacts with Coles wolf*
Mark: *sees clocky being man handled*
*snarls loudly, smashing his head against the wolf's, fighting harder*
@Jai: :(
Clocky: let go of me dufus! *hits him*
Dai: c Cole: *shanges into small wolf and lunges at Coles attacker*
*gives hugs*
*can't stay*
:c
Take care, guys!
Hoh: *tightens his grip, dragging her along*
Mark: *kicks his attacker off, leaping for clocky's attacker*
Wolf: *bites marks leg, snapping the bone in two easily*
Wolf: *snarls at the small wolf, releasing Cole to pounce on baby Cole*
*a black hawk flies down, swiping at hoh's eyes*
(Bai kAs)
thanks :)
Clocky: *growls* Mark!
Dai: *whimpers*
Eira: dai!
(Bye kas)
Wolves: *both wolves immediately focus on the hawk, running straight for it*
Hoh: *covers his eyes with his arm*
Hawk: *caws loudly and keeps swiping at his face*
Mark: *struggles to his three working feet, leaping at hoh to protect clocky again*
Dai: *runs bak to eira*
Clocky: *hits hoh in the nuts*
Hoh: *hisses, letting her go, trying to grab the hawk*
Mark: *moves in front of clocky, just in case*
Hawk: *flies low to the ground, heading into the woods, the wolves and hoh chasing in pursuit*
Clocky: leave her alone !
*they ignore her, disappearing into the trees*
Mark: *whimpers and lays down now*
Clocky: Mark! *runs to him* you're hurt.. I'm sorry
Mark: *nuzzles his head against her shoulder*
*his shoulder and neck is a bloody mess and his leg is broken*
*licks her arm gently*
Clocky: *shouts for cole*
Cole: *walks out, human and bloodied, but not as bad as mark* shit *picks him up* come on Clocky *runs to inkys*
Mark: *looks up at Cole proudly, feeling good about having at least partially defended his family*
*howls victoriously*
Coke: *rolls eyes and walks into inkys, to the bedroom and activates the sigils when marks on the bed*
Mark: *wolf grins as he heals, shifting and smiling*
We stopped them!
Clocky: ^launches into marks arms*
Mark: *catches her, hugging her tightly, grinning*
Clocky: idiot! You shouldn't have come back..
(*knows how mark will die when it comes to time for his death*
*stores that knowledge*)
Mark: Hey, I saved you didn't I Clocky? You needed help.
(He better not!)
(Better not what?)
(Die!)
Clocky: but you got hurt..
lol "coke"
(xD Not now, maybe not even soon. Just eventually.)
Mark: I knew you'd bring me here and heal me. It was no big deal.
(Damn phone)
Clocky: you could be dead!
Mark: it was only a couple scratches
(Bbs)
(Okay)
well, that wasn't soon XD
(hi ....
can't wait for the old firm the morra!)
(Why does my dog attempt to bury in my dressing gown... When I'm wearing it?
*sighs and resumes my sad little life*)
(And sorry about last night jai, I was dealing with somethings and I forgot about the rp.. )
(You okay Chloe? *hugs tightly* And don't worry sis, it's fine.
Also about the dog trying to burrow into your dressing gown while you're wearing it, my cats does it too.)
Well.
Life is fucking shit
(What's wrong Noelle?)
Too much for one comment
Not like it matters
(Email Noelle
@gem oh god xD)
no, it's ok
hello :P
God, but life is loneliness, despite all the opiates,
Despite the shrill tinsel gaiety of "parties" with no purpose,
Despite the false grinning faces we all wear.
And when at last you find someone to whom you feel you can pour out your soul, you stop in shock at the words you utter- they are so rustic so ugly, so meaningless and feeble from being kept in the small cramped dark inside you so long. Yes, there is joy, fulfillment and companionship- but the loneliness of the soul in its appalling self-consciousness is horrible and overpowering.
hello, sunshine :)
:(
what's up?
laugh a minute here...
is that a command? Ok *laughs for a minute* there.
Hello, how're you? :P
(honestly? I'm great. I'm just back from visiting my friends in Italy, and running around all the touristy stuff like a mad thing. no sunburn or hangovers and I made friends with a band in an Irish pub just down the road from the flat. What about yourself? :) )
(I want to go to Italy
An Ireland
And Japan
And Russia
I want to go everywhere
But my picky eating won't help me..
*sighs*
*woll ghost for half an hour unless someone comes on*)
(yo!)
(i've managed to piggy back around Europe a wee bit, but id quite like to visit Japan and america as well.)
(Hello!
I'm glad you enjoyed *.^
I've been to America three times in school and Switzerland once with college, but I've only been to Disney Paris twice with family, the last time was ten years ago
I love Japan... The anime! The cosplaying! I can wear my Lucy from fairy tail cosplay everywhere!!!!)
(my dad moved out to america a years ago (temporarily), and he loved it. I'd love to take my medieval reenactment gear to Japan and find a a samurai reenactor. Just to see who'd win. Plus, I'd load up on sake and Anime goodies. ^.^)
(went to Disneyland once, i think, but i don't really remember it.)
(hows yous?)
(That would be amazing!!! I love the Japanese culture and mythology... And the fashion
There's a website called cute Japanese fashion where I just ordered a new dress and it's so kawaii!
I went skiing in America, a guy fell over te side of the mountain right before my eyes when I was new to skiing, he may have died..)
(I'm tired XD
Not in the mood for college tomorrow tbh)
(ouch...lets assume he lived, and was totally fine.)
(I've applied to join the Japan society of Scotland, to try and blag a free trip :P I'm always really curious about we (scots and brits) are perceived abroad, and Japan is such a different culture to ours it'd be fascinating to see the contrasts as well as the parallels.)
(I doubt Japanese people know of Wales XD
When I go to Portsnouth uni, I hope to join the anime society, the Japanese society as well as the pagan and spirituality society)
(you'd be surprised. i heard recently that theres a city somewhere in the middle of Nowhere, east Asia, where the main language is welsh. just due to the massive immigration from Wales.)
(Seriously?!
I know that Welsh is a thing in Australia, but that is weird
When I went skiing in America, they thought Wales was a town in England and when we gave them the Welsh flag they thought it was our school flag )
(*looks at time * I'm going to bed now otherwise I'll be the walking dead in the morning
Speak soon!)
(ouch. i know how you feel though. i was visiting Bonnie prince Charlie's grave in the Vatican, and this american tour guide kept referring to the Stuarts as English kings. I turned around and told him the full history of the union, from Scotland to Wales, to England and Ireland and even the Latin inscription reads "Britain". how hard is it!?)
(see you later ^.^)
Well not many Americans are good with geography, if it wasn't for the blog I's assume Wales a town in England but of course I know it's a country.
You went out west I assume, I never went out west....the furtherest west I've been is New Orleans, Louisianna.
sorry to have disappeared. I;ve got photography exam soon :P
I know where all the countries in world are!
We had to learn them for World Cultures this year and we just finished our last continent, Africa.
But then again, for me maps and math is super easy to memorize. English and Spanish? Not so much.
*offers hugs to Noelle*
How are you?
Upset..
I mean
Feeling unloved,
Just
....
I just
I'm so heavy, and lumpy, and unattractive, and I'm not smart enough, and no one likes me...
I have no friends
I just
I wish I had a different life
Hi! I'm looking forward to the next book!
I love Desolation, and I enjoyed seeing some more humor in this one. The struggle was in trying not to burst out laughing in a quiet train carriage.
Also, I love the new characters of Kelly's gang- who I have named "Scooby-Two and the Mystery Crew".
Landy, did you get your inspiration for them from Scooby-Doo? I'm entirely certain you did. Which is fine, because Kelly & pals are awesome badasses! Also, what happened between Amber and Kelly... (Sorry, spoilers people! Go read the book)That was an awesome refreshing unexpected plot twist, by the way. There should be more fiction writers out there willing to explore those themes.
I can't wait for American Monsters!
Peace out.
...
I don't even know how to answer
I have body dysmorphia. I'm also very dual- im rational, because I know that I am a healthy weight. But I'm irrational, because I know that I'm not small enough. And despite the fact that I'm a Feminist, I still feel the pressure that the mainstream media and American culture puts onto youth to fit a certain body type, and because I'm not it, I see myself as so, terribly flawed (too "curvy", too heavy, fat reserves in all the wrong places- broad chested, etc.)
So, I'm rational, because I know what is happening. My mother is a psychologist, and I have read her books. I got a perfect score on the AP Psychology test. I understand why my brain is working the way it is. But I can't stop it from happening.
*nods at Noelle*
:/
I think the reason we keep yelling you you don't need to be thinner isn't because we think you're not also rational, but because we hope the message will sink in somehow. Like all the media culture messages. Those ones.
But idk about anyone else but people don't necessarily have to be slim to be attractive to me, and once people get too thin, it's like it's not even pretty anymore because it's scary . . .
And there are some people put there who will find people beautiful when they're literally obese. Like Keiron said, there'll be someone who'll find you beautiful whatever body type you are. And even if nobody did . . . it would be okay. Anyone who judges you on these things doesn't matter.
You're um. Um. *frowns sleepily* Uni soon, right?
*nods* When you go there you can make a fresh start. Because everyone there will be looking to make friends. And even if you don't make friends immediately, you won't be the only one, either.
Like. I know that people's value isn't determined by how many friends they do or don't how. It be fine.
(lucky fucking you ! as soon as i'm in the door she's a fucking cunt to me trying to take me outside I just said no and contud y work fucking cunt I'm not two say it in front of everyone)
( I can kill her? lol likely
-hugs super tightly- I love you too <3
*doesn't help that I brought my straight razor to cut tape as I couldn't find my scissors* )
2 edgy 5 mi :,(
in other news I fisted mother nature...slowly...like a walrus bleeding out on the sand...like a goat trying to escape the very clutches of a bestiality cult...have I put on weight? Probably...I'm gonna kill myself now #prayforequality(*whispers*it'snotreallyequalitybutdoublestandardsbutshhhh)*cuts with straight razor*
jk #jokenotadickdonttakeitsohard
*runs in, poking everyone, and leaving snacks and drinks in her wake*
*pauses, thinking to poke Noelle, but doesn't know if she'd appreciate it, so chooses not to*
*however, if she wouldn't mind, or wants to be included, leaves a gentle poke for her*
*and also tea in case she'd want some too*
*runs away*
*as in not here*
*as in thinking to make it a thing where she'll randomly run in, poke people, and run away again*
*unless people don't like being poked, then will have to think of something else*
*but still not here*
(*accepts the poke happily*
FERA... What the...? *goes to ghost*)
(What the hell Fera?!! That's not a fucking joke and that's not stuff to joke about. I thought you'd learnt to not make stupid "jokes" here?! Just because you put "#jokenotadickdonttakeitsohard" doesn't mean it's okay, hell it just means you knew it wasn't okay but posted it anyway.)
(I've generally been able to ignore all the stupid/ignorant/uncomfortably sexual sh*t you've said recently but clearly doing so only encourages you to be even more inappropriate and idiotic and offensive.)
*hugs Jai*
(Well said Jai
I can't express how annoyed I am -_-)
(Hey Fabi)
Hey Inky. [hugs]
Sorry for the bad timing.
How are you?
(*hugs* I'm alright, but saw what FERA said and that pissed me off
How are you?)
Yeah, I strongly agree that that was unacceptable behavior.
I'm ok. I don't think I can stay long. I had something I was going to say, but it's not important, so I'll come back later at a better time.
(*hugs people back*
*snuggles fabu-lous*)
(+thumper voice* if you can't say something nice, don't say anything at all
Okay, remember my email is always open *.^)
(*tickles everyone*)
[hugs Jai]
@Inky I can email it to you if you want, but when I say "not important" I mean that it's really not important or urgent or anything. Thanks though.
(That's okay, I'm just saying its open at anytime to anyone ^.^)
My old headteacher used to amend that saying abd say "If you can't think of anything nice to say, think of something."
Now I'm older I'm like "psh no. Firstly, Mr headteacher, ONLY MISERY LIES DOWN THAT ROUTE! WHITE LIES ARE NOT ALWAYS GOOD! And secondly, Mr thumper, SOMETIMES SAYING NASTY THINGS IS JUSTIFIED like if someone said "your friend's such a bitch" yes I should just sit there and say nothing in response to that isn't that a fabulous idea -_-"
(*squeals and boops Chloe's nose!!!* NO TICKLING
Also RP?)
THERE IS A GOOD TIME FOR WHITE LIES
THERE IS A GOOD TIME FOR SAYING NOTHING
THERE IS A GOOD TIME FOR HARSH RESPONSES
YOU CAN'T APPLY BLACK-ABD WHITE RULES TO HUMAN INTERACTIONS! THEY'RE TOO INTRICATE FOR THAT!
(sorry.)
I bloody hate tickling.
My dad used to tickle me a lot when I was younger.
Now I really can't stand it.
Being tickled over the Internet is much more bearable though. C:
(*sulks*
Okay ^.^)
(Tickle Jacko)
Mark: it was only a couple scratches Clocky, I knew I wouldn't die, I knew you'd get me here in time even if I did over do it.
(He is too ticklish!)
Clocky: I was worried..
(So is I xD)
Mark: *kisses her gently* I'm okay Clock, don't worry.
(But ..)
Clocky: *kisses* I don't want to lose you
(There there sis.)
Mark: You won't, don't worry.
*holds her close*
So, any idea what big shiny was talking about?
Clocky: I'm... Well... Maybe? *whispers* guardian angel
Mark: *raises an eyebrow slightly*
Hmm. That'd explain the wings and shiny and "the fallen one" thing.. Huh
Clocky: what do we do?
Mark: What can we do? I mean if they couldn't find the angel we can't can we?
Clocky: she must be somewhere around me..
Mark: Well what do we do if we find her? Hand her over?
Clocky; no!
(I've got to revise now sorry, I must go
I'll check this place every fifteen minutes or so )
(That's okay :)
Mark: then what do we do?
(I love you, Hamlet)
(I return)
Xloxky: I don't know...
(BbhrwiwiswwbgsjsksnnHGHJSIWIWKQLAOLWKSSJSNSBSJSJSISKWWWNWJJAJSIUICIDKI)
Mark: If we hand bee over you'll be safe.
you lot amuse me sometimes :P
Clocky; I can't do that
(Why?!
Wanna be treated decently, act it)
(*growls and blows up Derek*
Why Fera? Because we actually care about other people? Because we actually care about what impact our words will have?)
Mark: why?
Clocky: she's been watching over me...
Mark: You think.
Clock you; what?
Let me lay out the rules of freedom of speech before they come up, because I usually have to say this at some point.
Freedom of speech is freedom from legal consequences due to your speech (and tbh total freedom of speech isn't legal in many European countries including the UK).
Freedom of speech is not freedom from social consequences. If you say things people find offensive and and unacceptable and inappropriate abd whatever else, it's like they're going to act with anger and habit dislike for you, and that's their right just as much as it is your right to say whatever. Tbh they have a bigger right but nm that.
Seriously, Fera, what you say isn't amusing people and you're only making enemies, and if you want to make enemies then um well done bit if you want to make friends you're really going about it the wrong way. Sure, there'll be some people who'll appreciate your jokes, but those people aren't here. If you're looking for appreciation or friendship or companionship or whatever, I wluld advise you to either find another way to do it or go somewhere else, because it's not working out for you as it is. And if you're not and your goal is merely to cause upset, then I feel sorry for you, but I really wish you wouldn't cause upset to these people. I like most of them.
(Thank you Star ^,^ always wise with words
I see you like cordelia from King Lear, one of the only characters with insight
Forget the part where she dies)
@Chloe: :) *hugs* *is muchly honoured but doesn't think your praise of me is deserved*
(*hugs* you seriously are admirable, you can weigh up both sides of a debate and see clearly, as well as use good analogies)
Mark: Well we aren't sure that she is a guardian angel.
Clock you: I know she was!
Like, what I said was partially a joke and partially not. I tried addressing a few issues here and there without saying anything too horrible. Thing is, I don't think there's anything wrong with wanting attention sometimes. But I also do believe, that after some time, people start magnifying their problems and even maybe believe them to be that bad, whereas they actually have an alright life. Yes, some conditions are hard to deal with, but that doesn't mean acting the way some people act. Also, with the intelligence levels of some-augmented by their knowledge of psychology, I don't fully reject the idea of a very controlling behavior-possibly wanting everyone to care by seeming fragile and innocent.
OH SHIT
*shocked face*
I was just on WhatsApp and I just said something to the effect of "Hey if you knew someone called Hope and she died you could make some inappropriate joke about your Hope being dashed abs it would be fabulous" and I totally forgot that Lizzie's friend called Hope died a few weeks ago and Lizzie's still really upset about it
Oh shit
Oh shit
*looks shocked abd ashamed*
*feels like a terrible friend*
Oh my god that was the worst thing I've ever said.
Oh shit.
Mark: Okay, okay! Well I mean.. We can't know for sure..
Hawk: *smacks into the window*
*flops onto the floor outside*
Like seriously omg
I can't believe that
(Oh star.. *hugs gently*
*apologies but I'll be avoiding talking about this topic as much as possible because I'm in a foul mood which won't help if we're trying to calmly talk to fera*)
Clocky: *hears that and runs outside*
(*sighs* depression is very serious FERA
I've never dealt with it, Noelle has been for years
Depression causes someone to interpret life negatively
My nan had it years ago from a bump in the head
She couldn't go outside for years)
(*hugs star *)
It's fine star. Any joke that one makes could offend someone at some point. If you didn't tell it to her face, it shouldn't be that much of a deal.
it's fine jai, I can deal with foul. Doesn't affect me all that much :P
(I agree with people getting offended too easily these days but there is a line and you crossed it)
Mark: *follows her*
Hawk: *knocked itself out on the window*
*is quite badly bitten and one of the eyes is scratched quite badly*
Sorry sorry
*tries to calm down*
*scrolls up to read the comments that were made whilst that was hapoening* *oh shit why did I say that* *shit*
@Chloe: :) :) *hugs* *is pleased* No. I'm really not that admirable. But I'm pleased you think so.
@Fera: I don't know how many times I have to explain this . . . There is a thing called depression. It's a mental condition. It makes you feel really shitty all the time even when there's no particular reason for you to be feeling as shitty as you do. It doesn't matter how alright your life is, if you've been shot in the leg then you're still gonna be in pain and unable to get up and walk regardless of if you live in a mansion and have your dream job or whatever. And if you have depression you will be really negatively impacted by problems that aren't even that bad.
Anyway now that's out of the way - yeah, some people really do magnify their problems. I would give an example here but it might be quite offensive and derail the discussion, but yeah, I live in a first world country, I don't have many significant problems in my life, and there are plenty others who are in a similar position to me (NOT that everyone who lives in a first world country is automatically free from sognificant problems. That is DEFINITELY DEFINITELY not the case) and they go abd invent problems so they can feel like their lives are significant and they get to complain and feel oppressed or whatever. It happens. It's bloody irritating too. It is REALLY important not to assume people are making mountains out of molehills until you actually know them though.
But see the thing is, Fera, if you make your arguments in the way you did, people won't ne inclined to agree with you because they'll be too busy being shocked abd offended abd upset. It's like people won't read your "HAVE YOU SEEN THIS MISSING DOG?" signs if you smear them in red paint. So if your point is to make a point, then with these people, in this environmental, it might be better to make it in a more socially acceptable, less offensive way. That way people listen to you.
It's sad we all have to conform to a more generalised way of speaking in order to be heard but that's the way life is.
Clocky: *gasps and scoops the bird up*
*walks fastly but carefully to inkys room and uses the magical bed*
"depression is a serious matter"- Everyone gets it. If you think I don't know what it's like to sit in a pool of your own blood, crying your eyes out because you think there's no way out of your shitty life, or perhaps crying yourself to sleep because every minute, every step that you're taking seems weak and meaningless, then you're mistaken. I do very well know what negative emotions feel like. I often dwell in them. But this is about the attitude of some-always wanting to be the center of attention and even lashing out at people who want to help. That's the problem, not the fact that one has it or has a more negative out-look.
Mark: *follows ber back in*
Hawk: *opens it's eyes after a few minutes*
*fluffs her feathers and stands up*
yeah i get that star. Perhaps in some way, I didn't even want people to come to an agreement with me. I just wanted to express it.
Hell though the very least I should be able to do is remember which of my friends' friends have died recently!
:) *hugs Jai and Chloe back*
@Fera's first comment: No comment, whether negative or positive. Sorry.
@Fera's second comment: :/ Yeah. I can understand that. But like, if you don't understand "hurting people = bad" then you probably never will, so um, I'm not sure I need to go through that one.
Clocky; are you okay birdy?
(I don't know anyone here who wants attention or lashed out at people trying to help
It does matter that you've been through some experiences, I feel really bad about it and I would do anything to help someone in that situation
However, you shouldn't say things like your joke because it still hurts people)
*still moaning* Mate. It's going to take me a while to forget about this.
That was literally provably the worst thing I have ever said in my ENTIRE life. I cannot think of ANYTHING worse than that.
*looks ashamed*
Oh well perhaps i simply don't mind hurting some people-there's not really any guarantee it hurt anyone anyways. I obviously understand it's bad XD I've never claimed to be the modern jesus :P
I don't know if I should intercede
Hawk: *looks up at her*
*shifts, into that small little girl who nearly killed Mark, who warned Clocky against him, who is sometimes seen as a small black wolf*
*his skin is like chocolate and her eyes are a startling green*
*her hair is long and black, it has a very slight bounce to it*
*and enormous black wings sprout from her shoulder blades*
*rubs her head slightly*
Windows. Evil evil windows.
Mark: You?!?!
@Fera: In which case, I think further discussion on this may be pointless.
I actually talked to my school counselor today. She's so nice- she has two children, and she gets it.
I..
I talked about here, to her. About everything. Showed her snapshots, and things.
She has been trying to help me
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