I'm working hard. Writing fast. Deadline's looming. But while I work, other people have been working too, such as the awesome folks responsible for the covers...
It was so funny when tatsumi got introduced to him for the first time. Leone was like "he's gay" And he instantly changed his expression from awesomeness to disgust.
nah, I've got a free right now and I am really tired so my brain isn't functioning, so I am not revising :P You up to anything else other than being ill?
(*was going to boil rice and warm up tinned curry* *realisea all the saucepans are being cleaned in dishwasher* *is sad as that's the extent of my culinary skills* *mum just went to work* :-( )
yeah...I am not bothered by that, I just don't wanna do my paper round to be honest... I am fine with everything else, in fact I'll be revising the entirety of the Christmas break :P
I don't like this world... And not necessarily because of the people in it, They will be everywhere, Even if people were to kill all the "bad" guys, what about their family that will be grieving? they'll turn evil in revenge and normal people will find it acceptable to kill the people they don't like and the world will go to shit. I just want it to be more exciting...i want to do something awesome with my life...
Do you guys not feel the same? that there must be something more... That our lives aren't just to go to school, uni then get a job until you die? I don't want that...
I'm so bored of this life...i don't see the point in going to Uni and passing exams. Why should we get jobs? why do we need money? why can't we all just share the worlds natural resources? why do we have to discriminate against the poor? or the mentally disabled. Or the physically disabled for that matter. The mentally disabled aren't good at acedemic stuff that's for sure. But my brother is amazing at computers, he wants to be a game designer. So he had to go through school, failing these tests thinking that he's stupid and for what? what does that achieve? either way he can do what he wants... I just don't see the point in this way of life.
(Bruce: . Do you ever feel, feel so paper thin, like a plastic bag, floating through the wind, you just gotta ignite the light, and let it shine ... coz baby you're a firework .... )
@Gemma: No. I just want to live in a hobbit hole with my friends.
@Jack: Being a nerd, I really appreciate the opportunity to learn and just wish I had more time in my life so I could learn everything. :( I don't care if I ever use the knowledge. I just like finding it out.
( my new lecturer took away my anger management stopper and my other anger management stopper and well just basically every crutch I have for not punching someone then made me angry then made me more angry then my friend made me angry now here made me angry then here made me angry and welll I'm at that point of anger where i'm imagining killing both myself and thousands of others. )
(@Keiron: I disagree, I think you don't get to see any improvement from pain. It's only temporary relief. The way to get rid of anger is to burn it all away or to make it into something.)
With the state he's in right now? Maybe not the best idea Chloe. But thanks for trying to shove me onto someone else. You guys always say "we're here to help" And "e-mail me anytime" and when i ask for help this is what happens?
I think i'm mentally unstable right now. And i might crack.
I told you all about my melt down at work and only Star and Frank replied and maybe you didn't see it again which is totally fine but that's me trying to get help without asking for it because it's embarrassing for me to ask and talk about it but i know if i don't it won't get better...
And i don't know, Star. It's on and off... Maybe it's not...maybe it's always there and is ignited by something like a chemical reaction...idk.
We just know that Keiron knows you better and that you're going out with him and therefore we would assume that he's better than us at making you feel better Sorry too stressed for commas
( that was insane but I'd have it no other way :P hehe life's as good as it's getting as long as you think it's good, the moment you think darkness the lights turn off but what you don't realise is, that there is a single light switch somewhere that will light up almost everything :P find the light switch and use it)
he is always there for me, always makes me smile even when he isn't in the best mood. I am so lucky to have him and I am glad I can depend on him, and Im glad he can depend on me to cheer him up.
I love him so much... to see him smile with that boyish charm always makes my day a gazillion times better.
Suki: I... have the nerve to... *gulps and then speaks really fast* I have the nerve to have feelings for you and then feel disappointed when I realise that you don't like me although theres not a chance of you ever having an inkling of a likeing for me! *walks fastly*
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It was so funny when tatsumi got introduced to him for the first time.
Leone was like "he's gay"
And he instantly changed his expression from awesomeness to disgust.
Bye...
( LOOOOK AT THE PUPPY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I want it )
I won't be writing anymore
Bye
(at all ?)
( If I don;t sleep soon i'm going to reach the point of no return )
Past the point of no return, the final threshold, the games of make believe are at an end.....
Oops. Sorry my inner Phantom came out.
At all
There's no driving point
*fricking
Fricking point
Well, I really like reading your writing, Noelle, so if you do decide to do more of it, and you want a reader, I'd love to see it.
<3
Ditto Fabi :)
(But Noelle your rp was so sweet, I was enjoying reading it.. it's nice to see you on the blog and nice to see Alastair's soft side..)
Hi, if anyone's on.
[seconds what Jai said]
SAPH
Fabi :D
I need sleep soonish, but I don't have to wake up at any particular time tomorrow, so I'll stay for s little bit.
Is your internet working now?
Yep. I have internet again and it's great. Hopefully it'll last this time.
Sleep if you want, I don't mind. Sleep is good.
Yay! Hopefully it will.
...
Yeah, I should sleep. I haven't gotten to do so all that much between finals and storms keeping me awake.
It was great to see you again!
[hugs]
Sleep is very good. Sleep and doughnuts. I want all of the sleep and doughnuts.
Okay, goodnight and sweet dreams. You deserve some rest. It was great to see you too.
Sleep and dream of doughnuts.
(Hey saphy)
Hey Jai! How are you?
(Cold! You?)
(Yellow
GUESS WHOS GOT AN OFFER FOR UNI!))
Yellow? Why, you Asian? :P
Can I take a wild guess, and say it's your sister? :P
(Really? -_-
Sister is too young XD
Looks like I can study psychology in Portsmouth!!!!)
Nice. Ey b0ss, did you get an B in psychology, nyes?
(I had a B
I need 300 points with a B in biology or psychology)
Do you think you'll get 300 points...and also, hab u seen an alien pls?
(Yep, if I get my predicted grades
Not that again...)
Ahhh, I see...it with my eyes *inspects target grades as close as his eyeballs can get, whipping his glasses off*
(Right... )
When was the last time you fell over a cabinet of shadows?
(I dot think I ever have
My feet are quite competent)
Even against a CABINET OF SHADOWS?! :O
(Yes)
*bows and falls on his face* @_@
(... I'm ill)
oh... makes sense ^_^ *offers hug*
(*hugs -8 Christ I almost passed out earlier
Was feeling lightheaded and then I saw the offer...)
Aww ^_^ do you have fever?
(No...)
how are you ill, then?
(A cold... But a really bad one )
I see *hugs* *gives you ibuprofen*
(*hugs and takes it*
*although it won't hae any effect on me as it's virtual*)
(And then there was one *goes to have cat nap *)
*throws pillow at you*
(*catchss pillow and falls asleep with it*?
how come you're still awake? :P
(I slept and was awoken by this thing laying by my feet and I'm overheating as I have my duvet and Santa jacket over me)
oh... *slightly turns fan on you*
(Thanks *has taken Santa jacket of begrudgingly *
Up to much?(
nah, I've got a free right now and I am really tired so my brain isn't functioning, so I am not revising :P You up to anything else other than being ill?
(Laying down being lazy
All my decorations are staring at me judgementally
Thank Christ we don't have elf on the shelf...)
would it creep you out? :P
(Yes *says the girl who has a porcelain doll of Snow White in her room that's years old*)
XD I do not particularly like porcelain dolls...they're too hyper realistic @_@ *gives you mr.pillow*
Hello. I might possibly start writing fanfic again...i'm not sure how i'll continue with the one that i have been doing but i'll try i think...
Hey gemmy :P Do a fan fiction between Shia Labeouf and John Cena :p
(*looks at mr pillow *
Hey Gem)
Um. Nah, i don't know enough about them to write a fan fic on them.
Hey Chloe. Frank.
*hugs gemmy* you don't need to, just know that both of them are hench and shia has a beard :P
It's ok, mr.pillow likes you :P
(*was going to boil rice and warm up tinned curry*
*realisea all the saucepans are being cleaned in dishwasher*
*is sad as that's the extent of my culinary skills*
*mum just went to work* :-( )
(Mr pillow... *chucks it in the fire*)
*gasps* how could you! :P
(*shrugs and becomes traumatised by PSYs new song*)
-Jumps into the fire after Mr Pillow-
gemmy! *jumps after gemmy*
(*watches whilst cuddling the Spine*
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Iw3nssdp-0I)
I'm gonna see New York today! *skips for joy*
-jumps out with Frank and Mr Pillow that isn't as badly burned as he could have been-
D-done...
-Cuddles into Mr Pillow and falls asleep-
I'm knackered...
Good for you Zaffy.
*hugs gemmy* are you ok?
nice, zaf.
(Can I join you zaf! I love New York!)
Yeah Frank. Mixed feelings, conflicting paths and just tired.
:( *hugs again*
(*warms curry in microwave*
*is happy*)
*is over-flooded with work* *sigs* ^_^
(it isn't the Christmas holidays... its Christmas break only to do more work)
yeah...I am not bothered by that, I just don't wanna do my paper round to be honest... I am fine with everything else, in fact I'll be revising the entirety of the Christmas break :P
(my Christmas break starts next week, soooo...
week 1 = complete final draft of English course work
design my psychology study proper and gather all the materials
week 2 = jacks coming down for a few days
week 3 = prepare English essay for mock
do write up for biology practise coursework)
-Hugs Frank tightly-
I don't like this world...
And not necessarily because of the people in it, They will be everywhere, Even if people were to kill all the "bad" guys, what about their family that will be grieving? they'll turn evil in revenge and normal people will find it acceptable to kill the people they don't like and the world will go to shit.
I just want it to be more exciting...i want to do something awesome with my life...
Examples results! I is amazing!!!!!
I'm sorry gemma *offers hug*
Do you guys not feel the same? that there must be something more...
That our lives aren't just to go to school, uni then get a job until you die?
I don't want that...
(What's that saying? 'Just do it'
Do what you want in life
Life is too short to regret things
I want to live life to the fullest, and to do that I want Jack by me and to celebrate nature and life by living as a wiccan )
The life i want isn't in this world. That's part of the problem.
(I see...)
If there is an opportunity to do something, I always do, because I believe in living life to Tue full
(Jaaaacj! *glomps*)
(*tackles the Gemma and hugs her tightly* Sisssssss!)
I'm so bored of this life...i don't see the point in going to Uni and passing exams. Why should we get jobs? why do we need money? why can't we all just share the worlds natural resources? why do we have to discriminate against the poor? or the mentally disabled. Or the physically disabled for that matter. The mentally disabled aren't good at acedemic stuff that's for sure. But my brother is amazing at computers, he wants to be a game designer. So he had to go through school, failing these tests thinking that he's stupid and for what? what does that achieve? either way he can do what he wants... I just don't see the point in this way of life.
(I think you're having an existential crisis...)
(..*hugs gemmy..?*)
I think school is a terrible idea, nor every subject you learn you will use, about 90% of what I learn in school I'll never use again
*is glomped*
(,.. Are you okay Jack?)
I'm fine
(Promise ?)
Yeah... i have a lot of those, Chloe...
-Hugs Jaimie tightly-
(*hugs gemmy tightly back* don't worry sis. You're amazing and I'm sure your life will be as amazing as I think you are.)
(Hello!)
(VIV OMG HW ART THOU?)
(Hey Viv!)
Kiana: *nods and thinks of killing vampiric creatures*
Valnum: *pokes Lilith*
I'm not being nice. I'm being honest.
Mark: *gives her a look of "really. Did you really try to make bop threatening." as a wolf*
Felix: *smiles* sleep well, angel
Lil; *pokes back*
Suki: I... I must go *hurries out*
Clocky: try it!
(Mostly just sleepy..but other than that I'm doing well, aside from my history teacher's plan to kill me! How goes it for you?)
( hm. )
(Hi Sil!)
(Your history teacher us planning to kill you??)
Kiana: *nods and curls up*
Valnum: *looks perplexed*
Did I do something wrong..?
Mark: *bares his teeth at her*
(I is I'll but I is gooood!
Kill you?!)
(I is I'll but I is gooood!
Kill you?!)
Felix: good night
Lilith: I dunno
Clocky: *bares her own teeth*
(5 MAJOR tests in as many weeks with notes due for each chapter and no class time to talk about them. PLUS essays!)
(Yikes!)
(Yup. I hope you feel better though, Inky!)
(Thanks, and please... You can call my Chloe ^.^£
(Ouch. That's brutal.)
Kiana: *-night night-*
Valnum: *looks to Chris for help*
Mark: *circles her*
(Bruce: . Do you ever feel, feel so paper thin, like a plastic bag, floating through the wind, you just gotta ignite the light, and let it shine ... coz baby you're a firework .... )
Felix: *smiles and kisses her head one last time *
Chris; *sheugs* go after her?
Clocky: -8keeps eyes on her and branch raised*
@Gemma: No. I just want to live in a hobbit hole with my friends.
@Jack: Being a nerd, I really appreciate the opportunity to learn and just wish I had more time in my life so I could learn everything. :( I don't care if I ever use the knowledge. I just like finding it out.
(Starry eyes!)
(I know but..)
:) Hey Chloe. :) *hugs*
Kiana: *sleeps again*
*because she wants to make him happy*
Valnum: You sure?
Mark: *feints an attack from the left, darting to the right and diving at her*
( Ever so slightly...)
(*hugs star*
Hmm?)
Felix: *watches her lovingly*
Chris : yep, now shoo!
Clocky: *squeaks and whacks him with the branch*
:) *hugs Chloe back*
(you know my feelings about names...old habit I guess)
*time skip again?*
Valnum: Okay!
*pauses*
Do you want your small one back?
Mark: *is knocked out*
(Hey star!)
(Ahhhh right ^.^)
*quietly burns down a village*
(Question, do I now count as a old-timer or am I still in the newer generation?)
(*tries out asterisks for the heck of it* ooh, it still works)
:) Hey Jai.
@Vivanus: I consider you someone who used to come on but no longer does.
*hides under duvet and makes whimpering noises*
(I'm not sure...)
*okay*
Chris: yes please
Clocky: *waits nervously*
(@Star: that seems about right)
*the burning gets hotter and starts to spread*
(*tilts head at Viv* you're neither young or old.
*hugs star* what's wrong?)
(Also hi keiron?)
(hi Jai... just angry it's cool .... probably )
@Jai: Hell if I know. Would be better if I knew because then I'd know about how long if would last and what caused it and what I could do to avoid it.
I'm alright though. I'll live.
(@Sil: So this is my midlife crisis?)
*appears*
(What's wrong?)
Just because it's the middle of your life doesn't mean you have to have a crisis. Mandatory crisises are not good. :)
( oh nothing)
* sits in the fire and slowly burns away with it skin melting with the heat*
(that's very true Star. )
*looks around*
*sighs deeply*
*grunts* they didn't keep the benches polished...
(*tilts head at Viv*
*hugs k*)
( my new lecturer took away my anger management stopper and my other anger management stopper and well just basically every crutch I have for not punching someone then made me angry then made me more angry then my friend made me angry now here made me angry then here made me angry and welll I'm at that point of anger where i'm imagining killing both myself and thousands of others. )
(Keiron (Is that right?), do you have a punching bag or can you access one?)
( I do not to either but I do have a wall. and yes it's right.)
(walls aren't so good, you can't pound away over and over and over. What about a mallet and a stake?)
@Keiron: :( :( :( Oh that sucks!!!
(( http://www.moreloveletters.com/ - a great website to go on when you need to pour your focus and engery into something.)
( it was 2 very simple things .... music and swearing. those get me through the day sometimes.... she took them away then pissed me off ...
and you can punch a wall over and over it just hurts more which is good.... )
It's good that i have plenty of food to drown my sorrows...
(@Keiron: I disagree, I think you don't get to see any improvement from pain. It's only temporary relief. The way to get rid of anger is to burn it all away or to make it into something.)
Anyone free to facebook or e-mail...? I can't be bothered opening my phone to text...
Food didn't work. It's making me feel ill. Shit.
-contemplates washing her feelings with the 4 bottles of alcohol she has in the living room-
(Is it suppposed to hurt if you poke your ribs on the back?)
@Keiron: Try throwing things or breaking things. :/
@Gemma: :/
(@Gemma: I think that would make you feel even worse...)
(Alcohol doesn't help)
(this is very weird...it hurts when I just touch it but I keep doing it...)
(Um... Should you stop? Go to the doctors?)
guess no one is free to talk then?
How long has it been going on?
(*raise an eyebrow*)
I'm here just distant trying to go chemistry and WhatsApp and freak out all at once.
(I replied jai...
What about K, Gem?)
Kiana: *sits bolt upright suddenly*
Valnum: *carefully picks Lilith up, handing her to Chris*
Mark: *after a couple of minutes he shifts*
*he's very, very pale but the colour is visibly returning to him*
With the state he's in right now? Maybe not the best idea Chloe. But thanks for trying to shove me onto someone else.
You guys always say "we're here to help" And "e-mail me anytime" and when i ask for help this is what happens?
I think i'm mentally unstable right now. And i might crack.
I told you all about my melt down at work and only Star and Frank replied and maybe you didn't see it again which is totally fine but that's me trying to get help without asking for it because it's embarrassing for me to ask and talk about it but i know if i don't it won't get better...
And i don't know, Star. It's on and off...
Maybe it's not...maybe it's always there and is ignited by something like a chemical reaction...idk.
Felix: kiana?
Chris: *handles her carefully* now you have someone to chase...
Clocky: mark! *kneels beside him*
(I've always offered my services and... *sighs* not going to continue this
And I wasn't trying to shove you onto anyone!
I just thought maybe you could help each other out... Isn't that what your supposed to do?)
We just know that Keiron knows you better and that you're going out with him and therefore we would assume that he's better than us at making you feel better
Sorry too stressed for commas
Kiana: *-Vampire.-*
Valnum: yup.
*jogs after Suki*
Mark: *groans, coming to*
*rubs his head and frowns*
How did I get outside+
Felix; where?
Suki; *is walking with her son in her arms*
Clocky; you went all psycho...
Kiana: *-Close-*
Valnum: *catches up to her*
Hey, you okay?
Mark: I Did?
Felix; I'll protect you, don't worry
Suki: I'm fine.. *wont look at him*
Clocky: yes, and you... Never mind
Kiana: *growls quietly*
Valnum: Suki.. What's wrong?
Mark: *frowns*
And I what?
Felix: do you know them?
Suki: *quietly* I'm fine...
Clocky/ it doesn't matter
( that was insane but I'd have it no other way :P hehe life's as good as it's getting as long as you think it's good, the moment you think darkness the lights turn off but what you don't realise is, that there is a single light switch somewhere that will light up almost everything :P find the light switch and use it)
(That's nice K ^.^ I like that way of looking at it)
Kiana: *shakes her head*
Valnum: Suki.. talk to me.
Mark: I.. Okay..?
Felix: itll be okay
Suki: I I cant...
Clocky: *theres fear in her eyes*
Kiana: *growls louder*
Valnum: Suki.. what's wrong?
Mark: Clocky? What did I do?
AU!Sil: *is behind Inky's house, spray painting her wall*
( thanks :P I did say didn't I ? supppper bloooming blind :P it's easy to get trapped in a mirror maze when all you can see is nothing)
Felix: how close are they?
Suki: *Shakes* im being silly... but ill be fine
Clocky: a v village...
Chris: *sees sil from the window*
*opens it and shouts down* hey! what are you doing ?
(true ^.^)
Kiana: *-woods, door, near-*
Valnum: Suki. Tell me.
Mark: A village?
AU!Sil: *keeps spray painting, ignoring Chris*
(I dedicate this page to Jack
he is always there for me, always makes me smile even when he isn't in the best mood. I am so lucky to have him and I am glad I can depend on him, and Im glad he can depend on me to cheer him up.
I love him so much... to see him smile with that boyish charm always makes my day a gazillion times better.
I LOVE YOU JACK!!!)
Felix: shall we scope it out?
Suki: I... it wont matter to you...
CLocky: you became a vampiric wolf...
Chris: one minute Lil *puts her down adnd jumps out of the window*
(Hear hear!)
Kiana: *nods*
Valnum: Of course it will Suki..
Mark: O-oh.. Oh Clocky..
AU!Sil: *catches Chris, pinning him to the ground*
*she's wearing baggy black clothing and a masquerade mask*
thanks ^.^)
Felix: *summons kurikara*
Suki:The truth is.. I am a terrible person...
CLocky: *gulps* th that's not all...
Chris: Gah! get off of me! only one person is allowed to do that!
(entendre entendre)
Kiana: *squirms out of the blanket*
Valnum: What do you mean?
Mark: What else?
AU!Sil: *chuckles quietly*
Cute. And Ew.
Felix: sure?
Suki: I... have the nerve to... *gulps and then speaks really fast* I have the nerve to have feelings for you and then feel disappointed when I realise that you don't like me although theres not a chance of you ever having an inkling of a likeing for me! *walks fastly*
Clocky: me... you... didn't recognise me..
Chris: what are you up to?
Kiana: *nods rapidly*
Valnum: hey!
*runs after her, grabbing her arm and pulling her close*
*blushes, stepping back, rubbing the back of his neck*
Mark: I'm so sorry!
AU!Sil: Work.
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