Thursday, October 22, 2015

80,000 words and some HORROR

I have now crossed the 80,000 word mark in Desolation. You know what that means?

It's a proper book now.

Demon Road was a little over 121,000. I had wanted it to be 80,000, which is roughly the size of Dark Days. Obviously, that didn't happen. But I am DETERMINED that Desolation be of a  more manageable size. It'll probably end up somewhere around the 100,000 mark.

Writing a book can be a struggle. It's just so happened that in the writing of this one, every time I started to flow, and write LOTS, I had to go off on tour or do festivals or get interrupted for a multitude of reasons. It's very hard to build up any kind of rhythm when your writing schedule is kinda messed up.

But I'm flowing now. I want to get this latest draft off to my editor on Monday, because on Tuesday I'm off on holiday to Disneyworld and Universal Studios.

For Halloween.

Ooooooh this is gonna be my kind of holiday. By day, we go to Magic Kingdom, and go on rides and visit Harry Potter world and just have good, nice lovely fun...

But at night...

Universal Studios over Halloween has the most terrifying horror experiences on offer, and I will be going and subjecting my girlfriend to the ordeal. I'm going to tweet about it. I'm going to take videos. You may see me scream.

But it shall be a manly scream. A WAR CRY.

And then I'll run away and leave Laura to face this guy on her own.



Gonna be FUN.




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Inky Flame said...

Flauros: *is bright red*


CLocky: *sighjs* so youre infected..

Jai (Silente Tempest - St Of Sinners) said...

Tresha: *smiles*

Mark: I'm a wolf, I can't be!

Jai (Silente Tempest - St Of Sinners) said...

("Lets call it, your room."
"My room??"
"Well.. it sounds a lot nicer than dungeon.")

Inky Flame said...

Flauros: w what is it?


Clocky: cant you be infected by both ?


(*giggles* I know how to break people...https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oK19iX3L87w)

Jai (Silente Tempest - St Of Sinners) said...

Tresha: Nothing?

Mark: No..?

Feraaaa32 said...

I also know how to break people. Literally.

Jai (Silente Tempest - St Of Sinners) said...

(xD "I am sir Gaston! And you beast have taken something that doesn't belo-" *turns into smoke which becomes a rose*)

Star Inkbright said...

@Jai: :)

Star Inkbright said...

@Jai: I love that episode.
I love all the ones focusing on Rumpelstiltskin tbh.
The acting is just so great.

Edward Fletcher said...

Never ever tell Chloe to shut up!

Inky Flame said...

(Calm down Jack ^.^ just as he knows how to break people, I know how to ignore idiots ^.^)


Flauros: anyways... thank you


Clocky: you don't sound sure

Edward Fletcher said...

No, I won't stand people speaking against you

Inky Flame said...

(never argue with idiots. they will force you to stoop to their level then beat you with experience)

Jai (Silente Tempest - St Of Sinners) said...

(Hmm.. so she's said a kiss of true love will break any curse so..

Does she just have to have her true loves kiss to break her curse?)

Tresha: You're welcome.

Mark: I'm not.

Star Inkbright said...

@Chloe: I love that comeback. First heard it from my sister. :)

Feraaaa32 said...

Idiots? I don't see how anything I've said today on here was idiotic in any way? So tell me please. How did you come to the conclusion? And what, is chloe some kind of goddess that she can't be told to shut up?

Jai (Silente Tempest - St Of Sinners) said...

(Ohhhh not good. Yes angry.)

Jai (Silente Tempest - St Of Sinners) said...

(**He's)

Star Inkbright said...

@Jai: True love's kiss only breaks curses that act upon one of the people involved in the kiss (like, so if Regina cursed Snow White to fall asleep, then if Snow White got true love's kiss she'd wake up but if Regina had true love's kiss it wouldn't do anything).
And it doesn't break ANY curse. As you will find out in the next episode.

Star Inkbright said...

@Jai: I love this episode. :)

Inky Flame said...

Flauros: where will I be staying? do I need to repay yo?

Clocky: who would know?

(I love it too ^.^ my daddy told me it

*mutters* well to Jack I am a goddess

but he is just a faithful boyfroemd standing up for his girlfriend)

Edward Fletcher said...

She is to me.
I won't stand someone telling her to shut up, especially for no reason

Star Inkbright said...

@Chloe: :)

Jai (Silente Tempest - St Of Sinners) said...

(Awww.. he saves Chip!!!

I think the flower man may be dead..)

Tresha: No! There's no payment needed. We have a spare room..


Mark: A scientist?

Inky Flame said...

(*huggles Star*)

Feraaaa32 said...

no reason? I am pretty sure that her trying to insult is a good enough reason. At least for me, it is.

Edward Fletcher said...

I don't see anything she has EVER done wrong

Inky Flame said...

(how was I insulting you

I am so so sorry)

Star Inkbright said...

:) *huggles Chloe*

@Jai: *nods* D:

Omg
I didn't realise that was in that episode
I love that episode even more then
D':

Jai (Silente Tempest - St Of Sinners) said...

(Oh look. Flower man isn't dead! Yey.

Aww.. don't call him a coward.. he loves you really.. he's just a bit power mad.. and has very low self-esteem..)

Feraaaa32 said...

Oh don't play the victim now. You're seriously sitting there, telling me you didn't realize it would be offensive to imply that nobody wants to talk to me? ...nahhh.... also, telling me stuff like that while i am clearly already in the deepest parts of hell...and you're telling me i am dumb? hmmm...

Star Inkbright said...

@Jai: He just though
he just
Mr Gold was like "Tell me where it is" and then he started hitting him and yelling it and screaming it and then he was just screaming about Belle and hitting him and hitting him and just
</3

He is a coward.
He just
he ran away from the war because he was a coward and too afraid to fight, and then he found magic, and since then he's been clinging to the power to persuade himself that he's powerful and people should fear him now.
But
he's still a coward at heart.
And that's why he's power-mad; because he's too afraid to let magic go. Too afraid to be helpless again. He's scared of losing it. It's cowardice.
He does love her really though, he really does.

And just
*cries*
"Because NO ONE, /NO ONE/ COULD /EVER/ LOVE ME!"

Inky Flame said...

Flauros: sure?


Clocky: do you know a scientist?

(I was trying to explain to you)

Edward Fletcher said...

Don't have a go at Chloe

Jai (Silente Tempest - St Of Sinners) said...

(Awwwwwww all he wants is the cup!!! <3333 :(((((( )

Star Inkbright said...

@Jai: IKR

Jai (Silente Tempest - St Of Sinners) said...

Tresha: I'll get some sheets for the bed!
*jumps up and runs off*

Mark: No..

Inky Flame said...

Flauros: bed?
*follows her*

Clocky: does COle?

Feraaaa32 said...

Explain what? The false statement that nobody wants to talk to me? Fact is, nobody who is a special snowflake wants to talk to me. But everyone else is fine with me.

Inky Flame said...

(Thanks sweetheart but I can handle myself)

Edward Fletcher said...

Chloe, I wo t have anyone have a go at you, I'll stand by you forever

Jai (Silente Tempest - St Of Sinners) said...

(Omg that horrible king!!!

And that lying deceptive witch.. I'm presuming she isn't dead.)

Tresha: Yeah? The thing you sleep on..

Mark: *looks at Cole*
Do you?

Jai (Silente Tempest - St Of Sinners) said...

(Is she.. on a mental ward or a prison ward.. I'm going with mental..)

Inky Flame said...

Flauros: I've been sleeping on the ground


Cole: nope


(Thanks honey ^.^


Special snowflake? *is intrigued*)

Star Inkbright said...

@Jai: Yeah, I thought mental ward. Although tbh, essentially she's been locked up because Regina wanted to lock her up somewhere just to be mean to Gold.

This is what I mean. She's always being fucking kidnapped!!

Jai (Silente Tempest - St Of Sinners) said...

Tresha: The ground..?


Mark: Mmm.

Inky Flame said...

Flauros: yes, and in heaven I had no need for sleep



Clocky: what now?

Feraaaa32 said...

I doubt that. Furthermore i meant it differently.

oh and jack, it would've been left alone if you didn't come on, so can't say you helped a lot.

Jai (Silente Tempest - St Of Sinners) said...

Tresha: So you haven't used a bed?


Mark: Roll with it?

Noelle said...

Fucking serious right now

Feraaaa32 said...

@noelle: ?

Edward Fletcher said...

Fera, no way was I going to let you insult Chloe for absolutely no reason. She has been nothing but nice, there is absolutely no reason whatsoever for you to have a go at her

Star Inkbright said...

@Noelle: ?

Edward Fletcher said...

I'm sorry Noelle...

Jai (Silente Tempest - St Of Sinners) said...

(..Noelle? You okay?)

Inky Flame said...

(Leave jack out of this

If you want to insult me, fine
Do your worse ^.^)

Flauros: no


Clocky; okay... But touch my blood and you're deader that you already are

Feraaaa32 said...

Heh, from my perspective, she wasn't nice to me. Now, I am going to use you people's logic and take it as an offense, EVEN THOUGH you're telling me you didn't mean it to offend me and that you're sorry.

Inky Flame said...

(Noelle?)

Feraaaa32 said...

oh jack, you seem to have the delusional idea that you can stop me from doing anything?

Jai (Silente Tempest - St Of Sinners) said...

Tresha: Huh. That's.. comforting.


Mark: *raises an eyebrow*
*takes her hand, licking the slight droplet of blood away from her fingertip*

Edward Fletcher said...

Don't insult Chloe

Feraaaa32 said...

what would you do if i had insulted her? Not going to for no good reason...but what would you do if i did? exactly...

Edward Fletcher said...

No fera, I can't stop you from doing anything, but Chloe doesn't have to tolerate others insulting and having a go at her

Inky Flame said...

(I wouldn't pick a fight with Jack


What do you mean 'you people's logic'? we get offended when you say something obviously offensive... that would offend many people

I did nothing wrong
I tried to help you)


FLauros: hm?


CLocky:... on second thought you can have all my blood

Star Inkbright said...

@Fera: Haha snap. :)

Alright, I have been ranting about Once Upon A Time too much to say anything about this argument, but like - I don't think Fera's "shut up" was an out-of-order response considering the context. Maybe it wasn't awfully nice, but Chloe wasn't being the nicest to Fera either, so I think it was a perfectly valid response. Chloe hasn't been the most warmhearted and loving individual to Fera for a while now, but she has her reasons and I don't hold it against her.

Jai (Silente Tempest - St Of Sinners) said...

(What is he doing to that book?!?!)

Tresha:*smiles*


Mark: *laughs*
What changed your mind?

(Awww.. she's trying to be a good mum..)

Inky Flame said...

(Thanks Star ^.^


If Fera hadn't told me to shut up, I was going to explain why people weren't responding to him


I guess I could've worded it better :/)

Edward Fletcher said...

Wait what Chloe? XD I don't pick fights at all, I never ever wish to fight, logic can solve all problems

Inky Flame said...

Flaurous: *smiles back*


Clocky: nooooothing


(You can come across scary at times XD)

Star Inkbright said...

@Jai: August? Um, he's um, um, adding pages into it.

Who, Regina or Emma?
Either way, awwwh. :)

@Chloe: *nods, in acknowledgement more than agreement*

@Jack: Errrmmm well one kinda has to argue to get across their logic. :)

Star Inkbright said...

^put their logic across

Feraaaa32 said...

no jack she doesn't have to, but she will anyways. Oh i am sorry, what happened the time i only tried to help noelle? And i said sorry when i accidentally offended? Oh i am sorry, what happens when i make something CLEARLY as a joke and for nobody to be offended by and i apologize...huh? Tell me....Of course you wouldn't pick a fight with him. He's your boyfriend.

OH and you seem to be thinking that i don't realize why some people may not like me. I do have a functioning brain, fortunately.

Jai (Silente Tempest - St Of Sinners) said...

Tresha: Anyway, bed sheets!


Mark: *raises an eyebrow, kissing her gently*
But.. if I am infected.. don't ever let me bite you.

Feraaaa32 said...

thanks star *nods*

Edward Fletcher said...

Fera, I don't wish to argue, I have things to do
I apologise if I caused any offence and I hope that everyone will use logic to sort things

Star, true... But less arguing is best

Inky Flame said...

(*Sighs* I am going to leave this now

this fight isn't worth the effort)


Flauros: bed sheets?

Clocky: *kisses* I wouldnt

Feraaaa32 said...

*nods at jack* thank you for rationalizing the situation a bit better.

Feraaaa32 said...

that's always what they say when they know the other side has a valid point, that they can't argue against, but don't want to admit to the fact that the opposing side is right.

Jai (Silente Tempest - St Of Sinners) said...

(Bye Chloe..)

Tresha: For the bed?


Mark: Good.

Inky Flame said...

(No, I just don't want to bring anyone else into this or upset anyone else ^.^

I also have to do work)

Inky Flame said...

(Im staying Jai XD just not arguing anymore XD


Flauros: what do beds look like?


Clocky: itll be okay...

Feraaaa32 said...

It's weird how you didn't care about that, or your work till now, but once i have a strong valid point, that you literally can't say anything against, you all of a sudden care about upsetting more people, and your work.

Jai (Silente Tempest - St Of Sinners) said...

(Oh okay xD)

Tresha: *leads him to what will be his bedroom*
*points at the bed*
That's it without sheets.

Mark: I hope that you are right..

Star Inkbright said...

@Fera: Oh really??
You see, because I just admit when I'm wrong, I don't know what other people /do/ when they're proven wrong and don't want to admit it. Cat just adopts a more correct argument and tries to pretend that that was her argument all along. :P
. . . and that's when I give up on arguing with her, because I know that I can never win when she just keeps changing her argument all the god damn fucking time so she's always right.
I quit arguing and say it's pointless either when it's upsetting everyone and hence not worth it, when I realise I have no hope of winning, or when I realise I have no hope of convincing the other person (so even if I do win they won't realise it). Or when I'm just sick of the whole thing and just can't be botehred to fight the fight anymore.

Star Inkbright said...

@Fera: So you'd rather she argued adn upset everyone than prioritised other people's feelings and schoolwork?

Feraaaa32 said...

yeah i get that star, but this is too fucking obvious.

Inky Flame said...

Flauros: ah right...


Clocky: ill make sure of it


(ha XD ive been working for hours, but I need to put most of my focus into it

I could keep arguing, I just cant be bothered

and I always care about upsetting others)

Feraaaa32 said...

no, but it's a weird "coincidence!" how it happened right when she couldn't argue with anything valid anymore. Also, how can she do school work while talking on here? Why didn't she do it until now? I call bs.

Feraaaa32 said...

and see, just like you've responded several times now, you could've put that effort into writing a counter argument. But you didn't. It's cuz you couldn't.

Star Inkbright said...

@Fera: *shrugs*
*can't read people whatsoever*
*generally takes Chloe at her word for things, because I've never seen any reason not to*

Jai (Silente Tempest - St Of Sinners) said...

Tresha: come on. I'll show you the best part of them.
*drags him onto the double bed and bounces!*
*because you're never too old to jump on the bed!*


Mark: Thank you.

Jai (Silente Tempest - St Of Sinners) said...

(Hmmm.. if they found that lake, for Regina's true love to kiss her then drowned/three her in the lake would it be reversed?)

Inky Flame said...

(I also said I was taking other's feelings into consideration

one thing you need to know, I don't lie ^.^ simples)

Flauros: what is this? *seems shocked*

Clocky: for what?

Feraaaa32 said...

I never take people for their own words. Any human can be a lying, backstabbing snake. If I haven't known someone for years and years and not like a close relationship with them, am never gonna trust anyone.

Jai (Silente Tempest - St Of Sinners) said...

Tresha: *laughs*
Bounce!!!



Mark: Being amazing of course.

Star Inkbright said...

@Chloe: Yup. I've never seen any hint of you lying, and I've known you for quite a while now . . . so either you don't really lie, or you're really really fantastic at it. XD

@Jai: ??

Feraaaa32 said...

you may be lying to yourself about never lying, I very much doubt you never lie. Or you could be lying to us about it.

Star Inkbright said...

@Fera: Ah, you see, because I'm quite naive and trusting, then I'll always just assume people are nice and awesome unless I find reason (and by 'reason', that can be as small as 'hints' or 'implications', not 'logical proven reason') to think otehrwise. :)

Star Inkbright said...

I don't know, I think Chloe probably lies less than I do, and I am a ridiculously blunt and honest human being most of the time.

Inky Flame said...

Flauros: *jumos and loses balance*


Clocky: *ticks fast* im not amazing




(I rarely lie - when I do I feel so guilty I come clean)

Feraaaa32 said...

ahh, fairy nuff star. Being like that is not the best thing imo. You're going to run into a lot of disappointments before you realize, that a lot of people are sly bastards.

Feraaaa32 said...

I only lie when it's necessary.

Star Inkbright said...

@Fera: I'm not sure I'll ever hit that realisation, you know.
I just don't think I'm programmed that way.

Star Inkbright said...

I only lie when I get too scared to be entirely truthful.

Inky Flame said...

(Liars have to have good memories

something which I don't have

being straight with people is a lot simpler)

Feraaaa32 said...

I am never scared to be truthful. When i see that it would be best if i lied...I lie.

Star Inkbright said...

@Chloe: I have a good memory for some things and a bad memory for others.
Essentially, I'm not a liar because a) I feel better being turthful b) I am SHIT at lying c) I get too scared to lie d) habit.

@Fera: You see, I'm often scared of people :P so yeah.

Jai (Silente Tempest - St Of Sinners) said...

Tresha: *laughs, catching him*
Careful!


Mark: Yes, you are.

Feraaaa32 said...

oh yeah, that might be why...cuz see, I am not scared of anyone, or any entity.

Inky Flame said...

(I don't like being lied to so I don't do the same to others

treat people the way you want to be treated)

Flauros: *smiles* sorry

Clocky: awwww.... says you

Garret Falcone said...

So I'm gonna be blunt here


This argument was completely pointless
Like why?

Chloe, what you said to Fera earlier can be taken offensively and Fera had every right to tell you shut up like

Fera, you had good enough reason to defend your self like as that shit happens

So well done all involved in that argument
You expended energy for a complete waste of time



So now I'll leave you with a question,

If telling someone to shut up (for good reason) is so offensive

Where do you stand on be quiet? Another way of saying shut up

Or stfu what about that one? Where do you stand on that?

The end

Garret Falcone said...

I honestly have to say I do love keyboard warriors xD would be interesting to put everybody in a room and see what happens.

Jai (Silente Tempest - St Of Sinners) said...

Tresha: It's okay..


Mark: Yes says me.

Feraaaa32 said...

I don't see it as a waste of energy as i am not a lazy mofo. In a room with everyone, i would probably try to be a little nicer than i am in text.

Inky Flame said...

(funny, I don't say a word to anyone irl, I physically feel unable to
I felt like I can express myself here

thanks Rhos for that ^.^)

Star Inkbright said...

@Ceezy: Different words have different effects. STFU is harsher than shut up which is harsher than be quiet. We all manipulate words and phrasing to achieve different effects.
To be honest, it all depends on context. In the right context, STFU can be friendly and in a different context, "be quiet" can be offensive.
Tbh, I think "be quiet" is more offensive than "shut up" in most contexts because "be quiet" sounds all commanding whereas "shut up" is so informal that it often just sounds friendly or like people don't mean it.
Of course, "be quiet" is different to "Can you just be quiet a moment coz I'm on the phone." The former is, as previously mentioned, commanding, whereas the second one is justified and just asking for common courtesy.

. . .
Oh was that a rhetorical question

Garret Falcone said...

Thank you star :) and it wasn't rhetorical

Twas a legit question


And yeah you're welcome I guess? )


As for talking in real life
People can express themselves, it's not impossible
If you feel like you can't you're holding yourself back

And need to man the fuck up, grow a backbone and get on with it

You'll get no where if you don't try

Geez, it's 2015 about time people were blunter with each other

Inky Flame said...

(yes, being blunt is obviously the correct way for everything

you cant tell me to man the fuck up, no one can!
I have my own fucking reasons why I cant

have you ever thought I cant take being hurt again and again ?!

I am so fucking done

we stopped the arguments but of course you had to bring it back)

Star Inkbright said...

@Ceezy: Oh, good. :)

Idk, you think that people being blunter is a better thing, but plenty of people would be like "it's 2015 it's about time people were less blunt with each other"

Additionally, maybe if people feel they can't express themselves irl it's not because they're holding themselves back but because they're being held back.

Feraaaa32 said...

Heh. I agree with you rhos.
I missed a few deds...so i am gonna ded now...i ded to my lovely mother, who showed me love even when nobody else did.

Star Inkbright said...

@Fera: Awwwh, that's nice. :)

Edward Fletcher said...

Work done, I is back
Hello star and rhos

Chloe, are you ok?

Garret Falcone said...

I'm not trying to bring it back

It's how it's taken is all

That wasn't aimed at you specifically, if you want to take offence be my guest :)

I was just airing my thoughts

Jury is out on this

You are guilty of trying to flame me

Bye bye

Feraaaa32 said...

bye rhos...you goin?

Feraaaa32 said...

thx star :)

Edward Fletcher said...

WHAT HAPPENED TO LOGIC?!?!?!

Feraaaa32 said...

rhetorical question i take it? :P

Garret Falcone said...

Nope not leaving just yet

Star you have a solid point there like

So in all fairness there's two reasons for not being able to

As for being blunt

It's surely better to be blunt and tell the truth than be gently and lie to someone's face



As for logic

Logic is dead

Edward Fletcher said...

Logic is a constant, it can be used in any situation it can solve any problem, when used properly it's a great thing

Feraaaa32 said...

I would also agree with you jack *nods*

Chione Asahina said...

HEY YOU GUYS WATCH ONCE UPON A TIME! IS ANYONE CAUGHT UP?!

Feraaaa32 said...

nahh, sorry gemmy :P

Star Inkbright said...

I was at Debating Society last week, and we were debating about free speech. My side was arguing that it was an absolute, and the other side was arguing that it wasn't.
Someone on the other side said that free speech shouldn't be an absolute because what if someone decided to go out into the street and shout racist comments? they said that firstly, nobody wanted to hear that, and secondly, it couuld be a bad influence on the surrounding public.
Eddie on our side said that the vast majority of people wouldn't do that because the vast majority of people had common sense. (:P)
Rob on our side later, building on Eddie's point, said that if someone went into the street and shouted racist comments, most of the passing people would realise, at we'd done, that such a person had no common sense and therefore they would realise they were a idiot and not value their opinions and as such that person's opinions would have no effect on them.
He then went on to detail his argument using the case study of his friend Kieran, saying that his friend Kieran always said unpleasant things to him beacuse beacuse he realised that Kieran was an idiot without common sense, he didn't value his opinions and thus Kieran saying his views didn't matter to him.

Rob's argument sounds very sensible in theory, but what Rob really doesn't understand is that tehre are people like me in the world. I am sooooo malleable. If someone tells me something enough, then I'll believe them even if the evidence of my own eyes contradicts them. Have I told you abotu when Cat and Lizzie acted like Darcie didn't exist and like they'd never heard of it, and I started really freaking out beacuse I thought Darcie didn't exist and that I was going mad, despite the fact that I'd seen her pretty much every week for years?
I'm fairly sure that if someone insisted that the sky was green, then eventually I'd start saying the sky was green or admit that the sky might be green, despite the fact I can clearly see it's blue.
Just -
if someone says somethign to me enough, then no matter when I believe them or not, I will be receptive to that information and my brain will start to adapt to accomodate it.
It makes no sense, but that's just the way my brain works. And Rob would never ever consider that, because his brain is obviously more logical and so, to him, why people shouting racist comments would be an issue might never occur to him, beacuse he would be expecting every else to have logical brains and to just be able to deal with it.















My point is - you don't know how otehr people's brains work. Maybe it seems easy for you to just get over a certain point, and maybe it seems logical, and maybe you can't see why it's an issue. However, maybe otehr people's brains are structured so that certain issues are much harder for them to deal with or get over.
Please don't just tell people to "man up" and act like their issues aren't issues. You aren't in their heads.

And now, gtg.

Chione Asahina said...

-cries-
Omg Frank you have to. It's so fucking good this season...the song..omg it makes me cry.

Ok for those who watch it, do you prefer emma and neal or emma and hook?
Hook vs Belfire?

Inky Flame said...

Imagine you were friends with this girl from a very young age, you cant remember why you befriended her

from a young age, she made sure you had no other friends, as well as her insulting you. Calling you fat, saying you had big feet. Make you feel worthless

you feel like you cannot escape and you have no one to talk to.

finally you learn to use your voice as you grow older and start standing up for yourself and make other friends. you try to be bubbly and nice.

you all go on a trip to a different continent. You go to an icecream shop and youre the only one ordering, everyone takes a seat.

Then you hear them talking about you to older boys, and then one of these boys approach you - you are terrified and disgusted.

you storm out of the shop, all these thought whirling round your head. How easy it would be to step infront of that car...

you think better but you cannot tell anyone about this

you get back home and make friends with other, friendlier people.

you have great times together and then you go to college.

Your friends make new friends.

you try and join in with them but you feel like youre tongue tied. these people are as bubbly as your previous friends

you cant say anything for fear of being let down again

your friends don't have much time for you now

you become recluse

and the only place you feel like you can express yourself is the internet

Garret Falcone said...

It can't always solve problems and isn't always such a great thing
Logic has caused wars, because that's how Logic works, someone in their country had said lets invade and make our country bigger! They used Logic there

Now I'm finished
Said my peace

Feraaaa32 said...

I would also agree with rhos :P

I WILL GEMMY, IT SOUNDS GOOD :P

Edward Fletcher said...

Chloe..... *hugs extra tight*

Inky Flame said...

(*hugs jack *)

Feraaaa32 said...

like i mean, always going by pure logic can lead to the inhumane answer...so if people wanna be inhumane, they have to consider things as morals...and umm...that war example is partly flawed...war is bad for both sides.

Feraaaa32 said...

*if people wanna be humane

Edward Fletcher said...

Chloe, your absolutely amazing, remember that *hugs*

Jai (Silente Tempest - St Of Sinners) said...

(*hugs Chloe tightly* Fuck those other bitches. You have us bitches now! xD)

Inky Flame said...

(*hugs* thank you Jack, so are you)

Feraaaa32 said...

why, what bitches happened, wot?

Inky Flame said...

(*hugs Jai* thank you, that really means a lot)

Edward Fletcher said...

*hugs Chloe* you will always have me Chloe

Inky Flame said...

(*hugs jack* I love you)

Jai (Silente Tempest - St Of Sinners) said...

(*nods sternly* It betta ;P


@Gemma I don't believe I'm that far in yet?)

Inky Flame said...

(I love you, sis)

Edward Fletcher said...

*hugs Chloe* I love you too Chloe, more than anything

Hello jai

Feraaaa32 said...

me bitches? me and rhos? me and rhos and k? :P

Inky Flame said...

(*hugs jack and kisses his chest


did you read my long comment, Fera? )

Jai (Silente Tempest - St Of Sinners) said...

(Love you too sis.
But I ain't that kind of bitch ;P)

Feraaaa32 said...

no...which one?

Edward Fletcher said...

*doesn't stop hugging*

Edward Fletcher said...

Hehe, jai XD you gave me a nickname like that! XD

Jai (Silente Tempest - St Of Sinners) said...

(@Jack yes I probably did.


Anyway, imma stop the casual swearing now.)

Inky Flame said...

(*never lets go of jack*


my super long one about someones past)

Edward Fletcher said...

*keeps Chloe close*

Feraaaa32 said...

ahh, nop didn't ^_^

Inky Flame said...

(then you wouldn't understand the bitch part


*kisses jack*)

Edward Fletcher said...

*kisses Chloe*

Inky Flame said...

(*pinches jacks cheeks*)

Feraaaa32 said...

oh ok...so not us? ^_^

Edward Fletcher said...

*smiles as she does*

Inky Flame said...

(no

and even if it was, why keiron? I don't have a problem with him)

Inky Flame said...

(*smiles at jack* I love that smile!)

Edward Fletcher said...

No smile is more beautiful than yours Chloe

Feraaaa32 said...

i mean, he thinks you do, and also you have had problems with him ^_^

Inky Flame said...

(ive had the occasional tiff with him, but I honestly don't have a problem with him


awwwwwww jaaaack...)

Edward Fletcher said...

Right, I dedicate this page to Chloe

I love her with all my heart, she is what makes my heart tick and I couldn't bear to be without her
I will always be there for you Chloe and I will always love you
This page is for Chloe

Inky Flame said...

(jaaaaaaaaaaaaaack... *kisses jack repeatedly* I love you!)

Edward Fletcher said...

*kisses Chloe repeatedly* tis true

Inky Flame said...

(you are my whole world!)

Edward Fletcher said...

And you are my whole world too!

Inky Flame said...

(*hugs Jack and never lets go* master...)

Star Inkbright said...

@Gemma: OMG STOP BEING NORMAL YOU'RE FREAKING ME OUT. :P

And, no, sorry, only just approaching the end of season two (shoudl be finished in a few days).

Edward Fletcher said...

*hugs Chloe forever* ma'am?

Inky Flame said...

(whats masters will?)

Edward Fletcher said...

Whatever she commands

Inky Flame said...

(don't you mean he? you are my master)

Edward Fletcher said...

But you are my master

Inky Flame said...

(you are mine... ^.^)

Edward Fletcher said...

I am yours to command yes ^.^

Inky Flame said...

(no, you are my master!)

Edward Fletcher said...

No you are my master!

Feraaaa32 said...

O.o

Inky Flame said...

(nos da!)

Chione Asahina said...

I thought it was only my fault that i was losing people. It really isn't.
It's hard to get close to your friends again when they ignore you when you try to ask them something apart from one.

Edward Fletcher said...

Nos da
I'm off too

Feraaaa32 said...

Am i ignoring you gemmy? I am trying not to. If I am, sorry ^_^

Chione Asahina said...

No Frank. You're the only one who didn't. Thank you for that.

Star Inkbright said...

@Gemma: ??

@Ed&Chloe: Can't you be each others' masters? :)

Feraaaa32 said...

:) but of course ^_^

Chione Asahina said...

Yes Star?

Feraaaa32 said...

*hugs gemmy*

Anonymous said...

( I didn't ignore you :P I said I was not reading it because spoilers :P eheh ((on skype not on here ))

Frank: Can't remember last time I said I had a problem with Chloe/ other way round other than that one thing .. but that was ages ago... )

Star Inkbright said...

@Gemma: *doesn't know what you're referring to when you say you were ignored*

Feraaaa32 said...

ahhh...fair enough k. No but i meant I thought you thought she had a problem with you?

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