As the subject header suggests, there has been a change to the start time for the signing in Galway on September 4th, changing it from 4:30 to 3:00, in an attempt to get to sign for everyone who can make it.
Shepard: Take a good long look at me. Do I look like a looter? Guard: Er... no? Shepard: That's right. Now I'm going in. If I find looters, I'll kill them. If anyone gets in my way, I'll kill them too. Guard: ... I'll call the guards. They'll let you in with no trouble. Woman: Wait, you're stopping me and not them? You son of a bitch. Guard: You don't have a grenade launcher lady, get lost.
I may or may not be going to town for the fourth day in a row tomorrow. :P
Went to Selby with Darcie on Thursday Went to Beverly with my family on Friday Went to Sheffield with Dragona and Jai today Going to Hull with Darcie and Lizzie tomorrow haha.
hey people, sorry, i was out the entire day, first in the city with friends, then went to the beach with a couple of them afterwards, just got back :D :) how was the meeting star, dragona, jai? :P
FERA IT WAS GOOD WE KIND OF GOT CONFUSED BY A RESTAURANT THOUGH WE WERE LIKE HOW DO WE ACTUALLY PAY DO WE WAIT OR SEEK THEM OUT OR LIKE WTF DO WE DO? It was all good in the end though BUT I FELT SO BAD SILENTE AND I WENT TO GET THE TRAIN AND LEFT STAR ALONE AND IT WAS HORRIBLE. Like I was kind of worried for some reason XD
BTW after my mum found me again she took me to Hollister, like I said, and like, she seemd to know her way around Meadowhall despite only having been once before. Like . . . she just walked purposefully off and seemed to know exactly where she was goign and didn't get lost or confused, and I was just following her like "how are you doing this?"
star: to town? with who? :P :) hehe, if i was there you wouldn't have been lost, got the best mind for maps and recognizing places :P is dragona really tall btw? cuz i've heard he is ^_^ talk about heights, how tall are you? :P
Star, there's always something called window shopping where you don't even have to BUY anything and it's just looking around the shops. I do that very often. Almost every time I go out somewhere. :P
@Fera: Lizzie and Darcie. XD I'm goign to have gone to town four days in a row, haha. All different towns, too. Selby, Beverly, Sheffield, Hull. *nods*
:P You sure? Meadowhall is fucking HUGE. Yes, he is tall. :) I am, I believe, five foot three. You?
The trip to Sheffield was basically a game of "follow the tall person" XD I was like I don't even know where we're going and I might be an adult but I'm not responsible XD
Star but yeah idk like being somewhere you don't know by yourself... Idk anyway that's why I texted you :)
fera: umm, cool cool :) hopefully by winter, i'll be able to drive on my own ^_^ me? oh I am 5'8 :) not that tall but an alright height i suppose? :P :)
I know I'm utterly incompetent but y'know I'm so bad with knowing where I am that I barely know my way around Hull, and I was once unleashed upon Hull for an hour and a half all alone and I survived. Also I'd been walking around Meadowhall for three horus by that point. Although I hardly knew my way around it, it was kind of familiar to me. And besides, y'know, it's a shopping centre. So long as you do not wander outside fo the shopping centre, you sort of always know you're in that shopping centre so you know where you are. I had a map. :P It's rather sweet you were concerned, though.
@Fera: :) Hopefully! Cat's five foot eight. :) I think it is an alright height, yeah. :) For a male, I mean. For females it's pretty tall.
dragona: yeah that is fucking tall XD I think my math teacher is about your height, i can barely reach the top of his head XD my friends are about 6 and 6'3...i already feel small when i am with them :P
@Fera: O_O To some extent, I do too. When we went on that miniholiday last week to visist our Dutch friends, no one would tlel me when we were leaving because no one in my fmaily knew and apparently it would be rude to ask the Dutchies, but it irritated me SOOO much not knowing.
@Dragona: Yeah, but y'know.
Wait. No. Cat is not five foot eight. Cat is five foot ten. *frowns* Sorry, I sometimes get eight and ten mixed up. XD
Yeah, so, my friends are five foot four, five foot ten and four foot ten, so yeah, I feel pretty average when I'm with them and forget I'm smaller than average. XD I feel tall when I'm with my siblings, but my sister is only an inch shorter than me and still growing and my brother will eventually overtake us. :(
No, I don't know my weight. :P We don't even have scales in my house. I measured myself fairly recently in a physics class (we were calculating how much energy could be made out of our mass), but I can't remember it.
@Fera: Oh, good. I mean, I do like experiments when we get going, but me and Cat can never be bothered to actually like give up and we're just sat there like "GIVE US MORE THEORY."
star: yeah, tbh now that i think about it, i like theory more as well :P ummm...but...it's like....i did shit tbh, so me and my friends are planning on a mass suicide kinda deal on the results day :P
@Fera: Me and Cat just get excited learning new stuff. (Yes, the entirety of my GCSE science memories come in plural form. :P That feels special. I'm usually a singular being.) It just really irritates us when they don't teach us stuff properly so we can do 'fun practicals'. We'd rather learn because learning IS fun. . . . Damn, now we sound like nerds. XD
dragona: oh...lol another example of why i don't like gossip ^_^ I've heard from someone else, won't say the name...umm but yeah, you might be growing a bit still yeah :P
dragona: It's basic human function that if there's someone in a certain group that at least a few people are in, and that someone is not there all the time the others talk...he'll be brought up at some point :P star: what? :p
dragona: like i completely acknowledge the fact that i probably have been brought up by bloglandians talking privately, and probably some harsh stuff has been said but...i mean i don't expect many people to like me ^_^
Mmh. I actually love talking about people behind their backs. Just because . . . like, you know, if tehre's people you spend a lot of time with then you haev all these opinions about thema dn it's just really cool to share opinions about them with someone else, because you don't normally know what other people think of that person and so getting the chance to talk about that person with people is really interesting and educational. Not that I go around delibrately doing it. It's like arguing; I do it when it happens, but I don't go around trying to intiate it. I also don't usually say things I don't think that person would want me to tell people about and stuff.
hopey: oh i want to try harder, i just don't have the talents for sciences is all ^_^ yeh....everybody says that because nobody truly understands me ^_^
dragona: NOTHING, WHY DO U THINK I WANNA SCOLD YOU OR SOMETHING? :P XD I just have a topic that i wanna talk to you about and also cuz i like making friends :)
hopey: mom says I should do psychology, but i say so many stupid things and sometimes make stupid assumptions that i really do not think i have a talent in that either ^_^
hopey: I am dancing all the time, trying to improve myself, been dancing for 1.5 years, if i had talents, i would be better than most dancers by now...
PEOPLE DON'T USUALLY ASK TO SPEAK TO ME IN PRIVATE BECAUSE IT'S ALL HUSH HUSH WHISPER WHISPER SECRET SECRET. IT'S WORRYING. Like... Idk. I don't really know you so I'll probably say no? XD Just becaus. The situation is kind of WORRYING LIKE GETTING CREEPED OUT KIND OF WORRYING IDK WHY.
dragona: honestly dude -.- I just wanna talk to you outside the blog...you can give me any address i don't mind as long as i can talk to you? like e-mail?
*shrugs* Then I don't know what to say. But find something you /like/ and that you're good at, and work on improving with it and maybe you'll do well enough to earn money with it.
ugh, stop with this money thing, it's getting annoying when people do that. everyone's like "yeah you earn money with this and that" when will people realize, that i do not care about money?
why is everyone so repulsive towards me...I don't understand. It's like everyone's like "yeah you can be friends with me, or yeah you can be with me but yeah as long as you stay 5000 fucking miles out of my life and away from touching me"
Waitwaitwaitwaitwait I don't even KNOW you XD Like there's only one person I actually email a lot and that's Star XD Um if it helps I would also say no to most other people who I don't really know who wanted my email like idk.
Eh well like why don't you get to know people more BEFORE you ask? Because idk wouldn't that make sense? Like I get everyone are friends here and stuff and I think that's great but it's like the difference between um sitting next to someone in class friends and someone who you'd go and have lunch with friends? :) Just a suggestion I mean if it hurts you like it'd be a good idea to like... Um. Idk. Either change tactics or abandon the tactic like on Mass Effect trying to Incinerate a Banshee the Banshee will block it with its biotic bubble hand thing so then you'll have to try Overload or just run away XD
that's what i am trying? you can't get to know people more unless you talk privately and lol...friends who are talking in class friends and been friends for a long itme with me also reject me...I am always rejected. but hey, maybe i should just fucking die.
WAIT WHAT? Have I missed something? Um. I think I must have I don't understand. :/ Um. You asked for my email I said no because I have privacy issues and now you're talking about dying? Like um I Dont Understand What Is Going On
this song speaks to me, kinda...I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing Just prayed to a God that I don't believe in 'Cause I got time while she got freedom 'Cause when a heart breaks, no, it don't break even
Her best days were some of my worst She finally met a man that's gonna put her first While I'm wide awake she's no trouble sleeping 'Cause when a heart breaks no it don't break even... even... no
What am I supposed to do when the best part of me was always you? And what am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up and you're OK? I'm falling to pieces, yeah, I'm falling to pieces
They say bad things happen for a reason But no wise words gonna stop the bleeding 'Cause she's moved on while I'm still grieving And when a heart breaks no it don't break even, even... no
What am I gonna do when the best part of me was always you? And what am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up and you're OK? I'm falling to pieces, yeah, I'm falling to pieces, yeah, I'm falling to pieces (One still in love while the other one's leaving) I'm falling to pieces ('Cause when a heart breaks no it don't break even)
Oh, you got his heart and my heart and none of the pain You took your suitcase, I took the blame. Now I'm tryna make sense of what little remains, ooh 'Cause you left me with no love and honour to my name.
I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing Just prayed to a God that I don't believe in 'Cause I got time while she got freedom 'Cause when a heart breaks, no, it don't break... No, it don't break No, it don't break even, no
What am I gonna do when the best part of me was always you? And what am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up and you're OK? (Oh glad you're okay now) I'm falling to pieces, yeah I'm falling to pieces, yeah (Oh I'm falling, falling) I'm falling to pieces, (One still in love while the other one's leaving) I'm falling to pieces ('Cause when a heart breaks, no, it don't break even)
Oh, it don't break even no Oh, it don't break even no Oh, it don't break even no
*rolls eyes at Dragona* You really couldn't just give him your email? Really? You do realize there are some things better left off a public blog, right?
I can hold my breath I can bite my tongue I can stay awake for days If that's what you want Be your number one
I can fake a smile I can force a laugh I can dance and play the part If that's what you ask Give you all I am
I can do it I can do it I can do it
But I'm only human And I bleed when I fall down I'm only human And I crash and I break down Your words in my head, knives in my heart You build me up and then I fall apart 'Cause I'm only human
I can turn it on Be a good machine I can hold the weight of worlds If that's what you need Be your everything
I can do it I can do it I'll get through it
But I'm only human And I bleed when I fall down I'm only human And I crash and I break down Your words in my head, knives in my heart You build me up and then I fall apart 'Cause I'm only human
I'm only human I'm only human Just a little human
I can take so much 'Til I've had enough
'Cause I'm only human And I bleed when I fall down I'm only human And I crash and I break down Your words in my head, knives in my heart You build me up and then I fall apart 'Cause I'm only human *hugs A*
Back at school they all thought I was an outcast, car crash "A hopeless fool", they said to me And my girlfriend said I messed up, will I ever grow up? In the end, I'm not gonna
What was I thinking? Everyone sees it It's not a secret That I'm just a reject Sick of the system Don't wanna hear it It's not a secret That I'm just a reject
I'm just a reject
My teacher said I was mentally disabled, so unstable So I'd stay in bed all day Save your breath, you can talk at me, but I'm not listening If this is a test, then I'm probably failing
What was I thinking? Everyone sees it It's not a secret That I'm just a reject Sick of the system Don't wanna hear it It's not a secret That I'm just a reject
They try to save me, but I'm too far gone And they call me crazy so I played along And you wanna change me, but I'm on my own
La da da da da, la da da da duh [2x]
What was I thinking? Everyone sees it It's not a secret That I'm just a reject Sick of the system Don't wanna hear it It's not a secret That I'm just a reject
*sighs* i just wanna find one person...who i love....who'll kiss me...who'll do things with me...who'll go out with me...then i wouldn't even care about other stuff or what my friends are like...why is that so hard to have...I guess it is the reality for dis likable weirdos like me...*sighs*
(*hisses, whimpering and curling up, hugging my skull* Draggie can choose whether to give him email address or not. If you think its so bad A, give him your email address. Fera you will eventually find someone. Give it time. Ugn. *curls up tighter and fades away*)
(*returns a moment* I'm sorry if that seemed unsympathetic I'll be sympathetic in the morning when I don't feel like my heads about to explode if I keep looking at my screen. Sorry.)
( if somebody's not comfortable sharing or doing ANYTHING here, that's their comfort zone - be it privacy or publicity or names or ages or appearances or meetings or anything else. That's their comfort and that's fair. There are always two voices to a one-on-one conversation. It's like... one person making romantic advances on another who does not want that romantic relationship. It's about how /both/ people feel? The same rules apply in any social context.
Emailing seems to have kind of become the general norm here, but... That doesn't mean it's everybody's norm. Different people have different comfort zones, in the same way that they have different thoughts and feelings and opinions.
Just.. wanted that to be said.)
(Fera- Dragona wasn't rejecting you, he was rejecting private conversation, which are two very different things.
... It might help to bear in mind that at the end of the day, we're online here. That's the difference between talking here and talking in real life. And you're still pretty new here? I don't think it's a matter of 'stay away from me forever you're repulsive' so much as 'I don't know who you are and I'm not yet comfortable making such social advancements with somebody who is, by my criteria, a stranger to me' Don't drag yourself down because of that. It's not you - it's just the situation. You're all right. You're all right.
And... Try to get some sleep, if you can, Fera. Take care of yourself - you are worth looking after. :))
(Sorry for the long wordy repeating-self comment which I may regret when it's less 3 am and more reasonable hours. Cut it down as best I could, but not enough to just not post it, so... ^^ You're all wonderful. *hugs anybody who'll take a hug*)
@Jai: Apologies for snapping, I was just in a bit of a foul mood. And I would share my email, if I wasn't hiding my identity right now. A is an alias for when I don't want to be myself as you know me.
As it is, I also don't have his email, and I'd offer mine, but as previously mentioned, I can't right now.
*hugs tightly back* I could ask, but my family in Japan doesn't buy much fruit. This morning we had grapefruit though, but I don't really like the taste of it, so I didn't have some...
*mumbles* *sighs and shakes her head* *still wants to explode...*
*thoughts are moving a mile a minute* *trying to ignore most of them* *kinda wishes there was someone to talk to so her thoughts can focus on one thing rather than a hundred* *then again, she can't be here now* *fades away*
It's not dragons fault My parents hate if when I give my email out to people because you can find out loads of informations from an email address I mean, you guys aren't stalker a to the best of my knowledge, but goodness knows who looks at this blog and doesn't comment
Don't take it out on dragon
And shame on you Fera for making such a big deal about it You can't pressure someone into doing something and then try and make them feel guilty
I'm sorry but you started with this whole 'rejected' business after dragon refused to give you his email address which was his choice *takes a breath before returning to sleep*)
Wtf... Like seriously. It's just a frigging email address. Wtf... There's really no need to blow it up into something this big people. Tbh I'm more worried that not giving an email to someone upset them to the point of death or something like... Is there anything else I should know? Like... Um. How many other people can be pushed to death so easily because it's WORRYING. I'm probably going to avoid them in case um I accidentally cause someone to die by not giving them my first name or something. Better to be safe than sorry because I really don't understand. Like my brain is just going wtf wtf wtf wtf wtf wtf.
*hugs Inky* Gah. It's kind of hard NOT to feel bad like idk. Well. Part of me is like, "It's just a bloody email wtf -_-" and the other part is "shit someone could have like died what do I do?". Um. So I'm kind of worried and annoyed at the same time and I'm kind of worried that like something like that might happen again so...
(Its not your fault Dragon, someone who you have no idea who they are asked for personal info,I wouldn't give out my email either None of it is your fault)
Well it kind of is my fault um XD Is there anyone else like that sensitive because um I think I'm going to have to start avoiding people. :/ I don't want anyone to like die or something or hurt themselves so... I'm not going to have a a huge rant about like the good old days because I'm not a farmer and they weren't that good but um like for the first 3 years I emailed NO ONE. Then I started emailing Star and um I think Silente and me had an email roleplay but that disappeared at some point so um I just email Star now XD TOTALLY NOT USED TO EMAILING PEOPLE I DON'T KNOW BECAUSE THAT MAKES ME WORRIED LIKE IF I'M COMFORTABLE WITH SOMEONE LIKE STAR SURE I'LL EMAIL THEM BUT SOMEONE I DON'T KNOW Is just no XD
(Well I'm sorry dragon that you feel like you have to start avoiding people, this blog wa to bring people with the same interests together, not to drive people away
(Dragon, that's a good way to think,you know them so aye, someone who yoI have no idea who they were asked, you were right I think, you only give out information to people you know and trust
(*grins at Chloe* I love you too Of course I agree, a stranger asked, only you know how to contact me off blog Chloe There is only five people I even talk to on the blog anymore though, Jai, Dragon, you, star and trip)
Hehe, proof that tripods make everything better, war of the world's!!!! The Martian walkers!!!! Hehe, nothing wrong with a book and a torch Dragon I go tI Sheffield loads XD yet I haven't been to keadowhall in ages XD
Ed I got the Stormlight Archive that Star reads XD And a tripod torch. Um it was a REALLY good day though like idk how I expected it to go but um after Star got lost in Marks and Spencers and before and after we got confused by a restaurant it was actually great XD Well even in those situations it was really great XD
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Clocky; oh, okay... This way *poings to a door*
Kiana: *-I eat like a monster-*
Mark: *looks at the door*
*nods, focusing again, determined to at least make it there*
*slowly lifts the knee then makes it straight again*
Felix; *frowns* no you do not
Clocky; I've never seen someone pick it up so fast...
Kiana: *raises both eyebrows*
Mark: *trying to impress people helps*
I'm sure you're overexaggerating..
*pauses, thinking more, struggling with ankle movement*
Felixs you aren't a monster kiana
Clocky: it's true
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How art thou ?)
(I have stopped sneezing but i'm still crying sooo ... meh
wbu?)
(*hugs* Awww
I'm tired
But I'm speaking to jack so I'm staying up a bit longer)
(Yeh thought this was a tad late 4 u ... :P *hugs*)
(My parents are still up and my mum isn't exactly quiet so I wouldn't be able to sleep anyways)
(Tell them to shut up :P lol )
(They won't shut up XD they're drinking)
(*sadface* ... )
Shepard: Take a good long look at me. Do I look like a looter?
Guard: Er... no?
Shepard: That's right. Now I'm going in. If I find looters, I'll kill them. If anyone gets in my way, I'll kill them too.
Guard: ... I'll call the guards. They'll let you in with no trouble.
Woman: Wait, you're stopping me and not them? You son of a bitch.
Guard: You don't have a grenade launcher lady, get lost.
RENEGADDEEEEE
(*yawns* a few more minutez..)
(Actually I'm off now
Nos da!)
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(tired noyt waching spz Draggy :P)
I may or may not be going to town for the fourth day in a row tomorrow. :P
Went to Selby with Darcie on Thursday
Went to Beverly with my family on Friday
Went to Sheffield with Dragona and Jai today
Going to Hull with Darcie and Lizzie tomorrow
haha.
I don't even need to buy anything but y'know.
Star I'll be going to Sheffield again on Tuesday XD *hugs*
@Dragona: XD *hugs*
I think we're going to go to bookshops as well, haha.
That'll be my fourth day in a row going and staring at books, haha.
hey people, sorry, i was out the entire day, first in the city with friends, then went to the beach with a couple of them afterwards, just got back :D :) how was the meeting star, dragona, jai? :P
Okay, I was trying to save money but like . . . that's going well. XD
@Fera: :P That's cool.
It was good, thanks! :)
star: how're you? ^_^ and good, what did you do? :P :)
@Fera: :) Good, thanks. :) Quite tired, I suppose. Er, arranging my trip to town over on my other tab. XD
Er, we wandered around, we got lost, we got confused, we bought stuff and we talked. :P
Star XD Good luck. :)
FERA IT WAS GOOD WE KIND OF GOT CONFUSED BY A RESTAURANT THOUGH WE WERE LIKE HOW DO WE ACTUALLY PAY DO WE WAIT OR SEEK THEM OUT OR LIKE WTF DO WE DO?
It was all good in the end though BUT I FELT SO BAD SILENTE AND I WENT TO GET THE TRAIN AND LEFT STAR ALONE AND IT WAS HORRIBLE. Like I was kind of worried for some reason XD
BTW after my mum found me again she took me to Hollister, like I said, and like, she seemd to know her way around Meadowhall despite only having been once before.
Like . . . she just walked purposefully off and seemed to know exactly where she was goign and didn't get lost or confused, and I was just following her like "how are you doing this?"
@Dragona: :P You shouldn't have worried about me. I was fine. Like I said to Jai, I don't count it as ditching.
star: to town? with who? :P :)
hehe, if i was there you wouldn't have been lost, got the best mind for maps and recognizing places :P is dragona really tall btw? cuz i've heard he is ^_^ talk about heights, how tall are you? :P
Star, there's always something called window shopping where you don't even have to BUY anything and it's just looking around the shops. I do that very often. Almost every time I go out somewhere. :P
Be back later. Breakfast is ready now.
@Fera: Lizzie and Darcie. XD
I'm goign to have gone to town four days in a row, haha.
All different towns, too. Selby, Beverly, Sheffield, Hull. *nods*
:P You sure? Meadowhall is fucking HUGE.
Yes, he is tall. :)
I am, I believe, five foot three.
You?
dragona: oh good :P meh, yeh i wouldn't count it as ditching cuz you had to go that way and she had to take a different one :P
@Lav: Yeah, but BOOKS. XD
I normally just follow people around, to be fair.
Which didn't work so well in Meadowhall because they were trying to follow me too. XD
The trip to Sheffield was basically a game of "follow the tall person" XD I was like I don't even know where we're going and I might be an adult but I'm not responsible XD
Star but yeah idk like being somewhere you don't know by yourself... Idk anyway that's why I texted you :)
fera: umm, cool cool :) hopefully by winter, i'll be able to drive on my own ^_^ me? oh I am 5'8 :) not that tall but an alright height i suppose? :P :)
dragona: how tall are you? :P :)
@Dragona: XD
I know I'm utterly incompetent but y'know I'm so bad with knowing where I am that I barely know my way around Hull, and I was once unleashed upon Hull for an hour and a half all alone and I survived. Also I'd been walking around Meadowhall for three horus by that point. Although I hardly knew my way around it, it was kind of familiar to me. And besides, y'know, it's a shopping centre. So long as you do not wander outside fo the shopping centre, you sort of always know you're in that shopping centre so you know where you are. I had a map.
:P It's rather sweet you were concerned, though.
@Fera: :) Hopefully!
Cat's five foot eight. :)
I think it is an alright height, yeah. :) For a male, I mean. For females it's pretty tall.
6ft 7 I think XD My feet wouldn't even fit on the escalator step things. XD Nearly fell.
(sorry btw, i just like to know numbers and data about everything :P )
Star but yeah idk better to be safe than sorry?
dragona: yeah that is fucking tall XD I think my math teacher is about your height, i can barely reach the top of his head XD my friends are about 6 and 6'3...i already feel small when i am with them :P
I am below average male height though :'( :P
@Fera: O_O To some extent, I do too.
When we went on that miniholiday last week to visist our Dutch friends, no one would tlel me when we were leaving because no one in my fmaily knew and apparently it would be rude to ask the Dutchies, but it irritated me SOOO much not knowing.
@Dragona: Yeah, but y'know.
Wait.
No.
Cat is not five foot eight.
Cat is five foot ten.
*frowns*
Sorry, I sometimes get eight and ten mixed up. XD
Yeah, so, my friends are five foot four, five foot ten and four foot ten, so yeah, I feel pretty average when I'm with them and forget I'm smaller than average. XD
I feel tall when I'm with my siblings, but my sister is only an inch shorter than me and still growing and my brother will eventually overtake us. :(
star: 8 and 10 mixed up? XD despite my height, i am pretty solid though...like 13-14 stones :P u know your weight? :P
@Fera; They're similar numbers okay. -_-
No, I don't know my weight. :P We don't even have scales in my house. I measured myself fairly recently in a physics class (we were calculating how much energy could be made out of our mass), but I can't remember it.
star: I am still growing as well, hopefully :P My bio dad is about 6'4...pretty tall, but my mom is about 4'9, so i got more of my mum's side :P
fera: embrace it while you can, cuz in A level physics, oyu own't be doing too many experiments -_- RESULTS DAY IN 5 DAYS OH NO XD
@Fera: Well, my height hasn't changed in a few years, and my shoe size hasn't changed in a few years, so I have decided that I am not growing. XD
Awh. :P
*back*
And I feel really full now. XP I think I ate too fast. *shrugs* Meh, oh well.
How is everyone? :)
@Fera: Oh, good.
I mean, I do like experiments when we get going, but me and Cat can never be bothered to actually like give up and we're just sat there like "GIVE US MORE THEORY."
@Star: SAME. About everything not changing and growth stopped. :P
I'm soooooo short! >.<
hope: welcome back ^_^
star: I've grown recently so i guess i am still growing, i would be fine with a 5'10/ 6 foot kinda deal :p
:) Hey Lav! :)
:) I'm good, thanks. :) Fairly tired.
Should probably go to sleep soon . . .
But the good thing is, Japanese people can be short too, so I'm actually not the shortest in the room sometimes!
@Lav: XD How tall?
@Fera: :)
*are you
star: yeah, tbh now that i think about it, i like theory more as well :P ummm...but...it's like....i did shit tbh, so me and my friends are planning on a mass suicide kinda deal on the results day :P
*waves*
:)
I love this picture of the rainbows and cloud. :D
Except I didn't take it. :P A friend did.
I think I'm still growing slowly XD
dragona: how old are you? :P thought you were like 27 or something? XD
DANG IT I KEEP FORGETTING THE CM SIZE!
In feet, it's 4'8 I think. :P
Um no ill be 19 in November. :)
(in cm i am around 170 now... ^_^)
@Fera: Me and Cat just get excited learning new stuff.
(Yes, the entirety of my GCSE science memories come in plural form. :P That feels special. I'm usually a singular being.)
It just really irritates us when they don't teach us stuff properly so we can do 'fun practicals'. We'd rather learn because learning IS fun.
. . .
Damn, now we sound like nerds. XD
@Fera: Sophia's 27. :)
I AM OLDER THAN YOU DRAGGIE!!! :O
AND FERA NO SUICIDE!!
dragona: oh...lol another example of why i don't like gossip ^_^ I've heard from someone else, won't say the name...umm but yeah, you might be growing a bit still yeah :P
star: oh i got very excited at gcse level as well...and well particle physics are nice but electricity is horrible, doubt you'll like that :P
hopey: why lol :P
@Fera: :P Thanks.
:/
Um
Like
Why are people gossiping about me? XD
I'm not that interesting and I haven't done anything interesting XD
OKAY I NEED TO GO TO SLEEP
Where's Jai? She helps me in these situations.
Oh right she went to sleep.
Dammit.
dragona: It's basic human function that if there's someone in a certain group that at least a few people are in, and that someone is not there all the time the others talk...he'll be brought up at some point :P
star: what? :p
@Frank: Because no dying. *nods*
@Star: GO TO SLEEP. :P
Sorry for late replies. Kinda busy talking to a cousin so distant. But I think I'm back now.
ELLIE. *tacklehugs* HAVENT SEEN YOU IN AGES.
dragona: like i completely acknowledge the fact that i probably have been brought up by bloglandians talking privately, and probably some harsh stuff has been said but...i mean i don't expect many people to like me ^_^
Mmh. I actually love talking about people behind their backs. Just because . . . like, you know, if tehre's people you spend a lot of time with then you haev all these opinions about thema dn it's just really cool to share opinions about them with someone else, because you don't normally know what other people think of that person and so getting the chance to talk about that person with people is really interesting and educational.
Not that I go around delibrately doing it. It's like arguing; I do it when it happens, but I don't go around trying to intiate it.
I also don't usually say things I don't think that person would want me to tell people about and stuff.
@Elleni: :) Thank you.
*and @Lav
How've you been, El? :)
@Star: Like when you talk about your real life friends on here? :)
hopey: I probably got U's tbh :P
hey elleni, sorry for ignoring you for a sec.... *hugs* :)
U's? The lowest grade I know is F. :P Still, don't be upset if you got a low score! There's always another chance to try harder! :)
I've been kinda meh, kinda so so, and kinda okay.
Feeling fine at the moment though, so :)
hopey: lol yeah try harder and still be shit at it ^_^
Hey Elleni. :)
I swear to God I've killed about 15 moths tonight every few mins there's another one. 0o WHERE ARE YOU ALL COMING FROM???
((On second thoughts, I do sometimes initiate iy . . .))
dragona: is there a way to talk to you privately? ^_^
*rolls eyes*
With an attitude like that, you'll not /want/ to try harder. With practice and lots of studying, you'll get better.
Says the girl who doesn't do anything about studying. -_-
But there's more to life than getting good grades anyway, so eh.
I KNOW ELLENI WITH YOUR CURLY EYES FACE LIKE HOW CAN EYES LOOK LIKE @ BUT STILL HI!
RIGHT. STAR, SLEEP. :P
Um idk I have privacy issues XD
@Fera: Tgat's different. Tgat's my incessant need to tell people about the events in my life. :P I talk to them about you guys.
hopey: oh i want to try harder, i just don't have the talents for sciences is all ^_^ yeh....everybody says that because nobody truly understands me ^_^
star: be honest with me, what do you say about me? Like be honest please , i won't get mad :)
You have a talent in dancing. Do more with that, and maybe you won't need good grades in science. :)
dragona: I would like to talk to you privately a little bit... :)
Um like why what have I done? XD
hopey: meh, maybe a passion, but certainly not a talent ^_^
dragona: NOTHING, WHY DO U THINK I WANNA SCOLD YOU OR SOMETHING? :P XD I just have a topic that i wanna talk to you about and also cuz i like making friends :)
But passion plus being /good/ at it means better chance of improvement, therefore it's a talent and a hobby that you enjoy. :)
hopey: mom says I should do psychology, but i say so many stupid things and sometimes make stupid assumptions that i really do not think i have a talent in that either ^_^
I REALLY LIKE MY PICTURE OH MY GOSH. Like, the bit of sky at the corner even looks rainbow colored and it's awesome! :D
hopey: I am dancing all the time, trying to improve myself, been dancing for 1.5 years, if i had talents, i would be better than most dancers by now...
PEOPLE DON'T USUALLY ASK TO SPEAK TO ME IN PRIVATE BECAUSE IT'S ALL HUSH HUSH WHISPER WHISPER SECRET SECRET. IT'S WORRYING. Like... Idk. I don't really know you so I'll probably say no? XD Just becaus. The situation is kind of WORRYING LIKE GETTING CREEPED OUT KIND OF WORRYING IDK WHY.
dragona: honestly dude -.- I just wanna talk to you outside the blog...you can give me any address i don't mind as long as i can talk to you? like e-mail?
*shrugs*
Then I don't know what to say. But find something you /like/ and that you're good at, and work on improving with it and maybe you'll do well enough to earn money with it.
Okay, El.
DRAGGIE CALM DOWN. If Fera wants to talk, it's probably nothing really important.
Besides, people email people all the time about nothing in particular. :P
ugh, stop with this money thing, it's getting annoying when people do that. everyone's like "yeah you earn money with this and that" when will people realize, that i do not care about money?
Okay. Um address. Er
I_have_privacy_issues123@insertemailproviderbutnotmicrosoftmicrosoftisevil.com
Yes but gah problems. XD
why is everyone so repulsive towards me...I don't understand. It's like everyone's like "yeah you can be friends with me, or yeah you can be with me but yeah as long as you stay 5000 fucking miles out of my life and away from touching me"
Waitwaitwaitwaitwait I don't even KNOW you XD Like there's only one person I actually email a lot and that's Star XD Um if it helps I would also say no to most other people who I don't really know who wanted my email like idk.
*flinches*
Sorry...
...
Maybe I should just...
*shuts up*
What's wrong Hope? :/
dragona: thanks but it doesn't help, because literally everyone else does it to me. i've had enough to be honest.
(we used to be together not long ago if that gives you a clue, dragona...)
Maybe it would have been better if you had just given him your email, Dragona.
*leaves*
Eh well like why don't you get to know people more BEFORE you ask? Because idk wouldn't that make sense? Like I get everyone are friends here and stuff and I think that's great but it's like the difference between um sitting next to someone in class friends and someone who you'd go and have lunch with friends? :) Just a suggestion I mean if it hurts you like it'd be a good idea to like... Um. Idk. Either change tactics or abandon the tactic like on Mass Effect trying to Incinerate a Banshee the Banshee will block it with its biotic bubble hand thing so then you'll have to try Overload or just run away XD
that's what i am trying? you can't get to know people more unless you talk privately and lol...friends who are talking in class friends and been friends for a long itme with me also reject me...I am always rejected. but hey, maybe i should just fucking die.
WAIT WHAT? Have I missed something? Um. I think I must have I don't understand. :/
Um.
You asked for my email I said no because I have privacy issues and now you're talking about dying?
Like
um
I
Dont
Understand
What
Is
Going
On
it's not your fault. but shit happens.
REALLY. DON'T. UNDERSTAND. BACKING. AWAY. TO. SAFETY. REACHING. FOR. MASS EFFECT. NOVEL. READING. SLEEPING. GONE.
ok cool.
this song speaks to me, kinda...I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing
Just prayed to a God that I don't believe in
'Cause I got time while she got freedom
'Cause when a heart breaks, no, it don't break even
Her best days were some of my worst
She finally met a man that's gonna put her first
While I'm wide awake she's no trouble sleeping
'Cause when a heart breaks no it don't break even... even... no
What am I supposed to do when the best part of me was always you?
And what am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up and you're OK?
I'm falling to pieces, yeah,
I'm falling to pieces
They say bad things happen for a reason
But no wise words gonna stop the bleeding
'Cause she's moved on while I'm still grieving
And when a heart breaks no it don't break even, even... no
What am I gonna do when the best part of me was always you?
And what am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up and you're OK?
I'm falling to pieces, yeah,
I'm falling to pieces, yeah,
I'm falling to pieces
(One still in love while the other one's leaving)
I'm falling to pieces
('Cause when a heart breaks no it don't break even)
Oh, you got his heart and my heart and none of the pain
You took your suitcase, I took the blame.
Now I'm tryna make sense of what little remains, ooh
'Cause you left me with no love and honour to my name.
I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing
Just prayed to a God that I don't believe in
'Cause I got time while she got freedom
'Cause when a heart breaks, no, it don't break...
No, it don't break
No, it don't break even, no
What am I gonna do when the best part of me was always you?
And what am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up and you're OK?
(Oh glad you're okay now)
I'm falling to pieces, yeah
I'm falling to pieces, yeah
(Oh I'm falling, falling)
I'm falling to pieces,
(One still in love while the other one's leaving)
I'm falling to pieces
('Cause when a heart breaks, no, it don't break even)
Oh, it don't break even no
Oh, it don't break even no
Oh, it don't break even no
*rolls eyes at Dragona*
You really couldn't just give him your email? Really? You do realize there are some things better left off a public blog, right?
Fera, no dying.
*leaves hugs but can't stay*
Sorry.
this even more tbh...
I can hold my breath
I can bite my tongue
I can stay awake for days
If that's what you want
Be your number one
I can fake a smile
I can force a laugh
I can dance and play the part
If that's what you ask
Give you all I am
I can do it
I can do it
I can do it
But I'm only human
And I bleed when I fall down
I'm only human
And I crash and I break down
Your words in my head, knives in my heart
You build me up and then I fall apart
'Cause I'm only human
I can turn it on
Be a good machine
I can hold the weight of worlds
If that's what you need
Be your everything
I can do it
I can do it
I'll get through it
But I'm only human
And I bleed when I fall down
I'm only human
And I crash and I break down
Your words in my head, knives in my heart
You build me up and then I fall apart
'Cause I'm only human
I'm only human
I'm only human
Just a little human
I can take so much
'Til I've had enough
'Cause I'm only human
And I bleed when I fall down
I'm only human
And I crash and I break down
Your words in my head, knives in my heart
You build me up and then I fall apart
'Cause I'm only human
*hugs A*
Back at school they all thought I was an outcast, car crash
"A hopeless fool", they said to me
And my girlfriend said I messed up, will I ever grow up?
In the end, I'm not gonna
What was I thinking?
Everyone sees it
It's not a secret
That I'm just a reject
Sick of the system
Don't wanna hear it
It's not a secret
That I'm just a reject
I'm just a reject
My teacher said I was mentally disabled, so unstable
So I'd stay in bed all day
Save your breath, you can talk at me, but I'm not listening
If this is a test, then I'm probably failing
What was I thinking?
Everyone sees it
It's not a secret
That I'm just a reject
Sick of the system
Don't wanna hear it
It's not a secret
That I'm just a reject
They try to save me, but I'm too far gone
And they call me crazy so I played along
And you wanna change me, but I'm on my own
La da da da da, la da da da duh [2x]
What was I thinking?
Everyone sees it
It's not a secret
That I'm just a reject
Sick of the system
Don't wanna hear it
It's not a secret
That I'm just a reject
I'm just a reject [2x]
also this
yeah, it is his...i am not blaming him for that.
*sighs*
*hugs the Ellie-eel*
*pokes her*
*goes to hide in the forest somewhere*
*sighs* i just wanna find one person...who i love....who'll kiss me...who'll do things with me...who'll go out with me...then i wouldn't even care about other stuff or what my friends are like...why is that so hard to have...I guess it is the reality for dis likable weirdos like me...*sighs*
(*hisses, whimpering and curling up, hugging my skull*
Draggie can choose whether to give him email address or not. If you think its so bad A, give him your email address.
Fera you will eventually find someone. Give it time.
Ugn. *curls up tighter and fades away*)
thanks jai.
(*returns a moment* I'm sorry if that seemed unsympathetic I'll be sympathetic in the morning when I don't feel like my heads about to explode if I keep looking at my screen. Sorry.)
( if somebody's not comfortable sharing or doing ANYTHING here, that's their comfort zone - be it privacy or publicity or names or ages or appearances or meetings or anything else. That's their comfort and that's fair.
There are always two voices to a one-on-one conversation. It's like... one person making romantic advances on another who does not want that romantic relationship. It's about how /both/ people feel? The same rules apply in any social context.
Emailing seems to have kind of become the general norm here, but... That doesn't mean it's everybody's norm. Different people have different comfort zones, in the same way that they have different thoughts and feelings and opinions.
Just.. wanted that to be said.)
(Fera-
Dragona wasn't rejecting you, he was rejecting private conversation, which are two very different things.
... It might help to bear in mind that at the end of the day, we're online here. That's the difference between talking here and talking in real life. And you're still pretty new here? I don't think it's a matter of 'stay away from me forever you're repulsive' so much as 'I don't know who you are and I'm not yet comfortable making such social advancements with somebody who is, by my criteria, a stranger to me'
Don't drag yourself down because of that. It's not you - it's just the situation. You're all right. You're all right.
And... Try to get some sleep, if you can, Fera. Take care of yourself - you are worth looking after. :))
(Sorry for the long wordy repeating-self comment which I may regret when it's less 3 am and more reasonable hours. Cut it down as best I could, but not enough to just not post it, so... ^^
You're all wonderful. *hugs anybody who'll take a hug*)
it's ok *hugs tightly* you showed care. that is enough :)
taia: thank you for the kind words :) that last sentence is a bit hard for me to believe though... *hugs*
That was hysterical.
Grant and I Skyped and we watched the one episode in season 2, I'm crying and he's actually laughing at me while crying a bit.
I also totally teased him for cosplaying Ward around me.
Hmm? Tease me, Zanida? You are so short!
Shush! Just because I'm a midget!!!!
At least my name isn't Agent Grant Ward and I could rupture your spleen with my pinkie- blindfolded.
You really are good as cosplaying Fitz. Honestly, you do a great job.
@Jai: Apologies for snapping, I was just in a bit of a foul mood. And I would share my email, if I wasn't hiding my identity right now. A is an alias for when I don't want to be myself as you know me.
As it is, I also don't have his email, and I'd offer mine, but as previously mentioned, I can't right now.
*takes a hug from Taia*
*debates on whether to eat lunch or not*
*kinda between not hungry and doesn't want eat to anyway*
*feels like exploding*
Zaf, can I borrow a dynamite stick?
(... I hope you manage to believe it anyway, Fera. :) ^^
@Zaf/Grant: :)
*hugs Lav tightly*
If you're not up to a meal, try to eat something small, at least. Fruit, maybe; something easy? )
*hugs tightly back*
I could ask, but my family in Japan doesn't buy much fruit. This morning we had grapefruit though, but I don't really like the taste of it, so I didn't have some...
*mumbles*
*sighs and shakes her head*
*still wants to explode...*
For once my arms are smoother with no patches of skin peeling off. Well, there are some places, but not a lot.
It feels a lot better now. But it's still not finished..
...
...........
*thoughts are moving a mile a minute*
*trying to ignore most of them*
*kinda wishes there was someone to talk to so her thoughts can focus on one thing rather than a hundred*
*then again, she can't be here now*
*fades away*
(For fucks sake
It's not dragons fault
My parents hate if when I give my email out to people because you can find out loads of informations from an email address
I mean, you guys aren't stalker a to the best of my knowledge, but goodness knows who looks at this blog and doesn't comment
Don't take it out on dragon
And shame on you Fera for making such a big deal about it
You can't pressure someone into doing something and then try and make them feel guilty
I'm sorry but you started with this whole 'rejected' business after dragon refused to give you his email address which was his choice
*takes a breath before returning to sleep*)
(@A that's what I mean. You don't want to share your email. We won't force you. Draggie doesn't want to share his. We wont force him.)
(*hugs jai*)
(*hugs Chloe back* Shhh. Go back to sleep Chloe. *smiles*)
(Too late I'm up
*sighs* I hate it when things like this happen )
Wtf... Like seriously. It's just a frigging email address. Wtf... There's really no need to blow it up into something this big people. Tbh I'm more worried that not giving an email to someone upset them to the point of death or something like...
Is there anything else I should know? Like... Um. How many other people can be pushed to death so easily because it's WORRYING. I'm probably going to avoid them in case um I accidentally cause someone to die by not giving them my first name or something. Better to be safe than sorry because I really don't understand. Like my brain is just going wtf wtf wtf wtf wtf wtf.
(*hugs dragon * I'm sorry it's escalated to this
Don't feel bad or anything )
*hugs Inky* Gah. It's kind of hard NOT to feel bad like idk. Well. Part of me is like, "It's just a bloody email wtf -_-" and the other part is "shit someone could have like died what do I do?". Um. So I'm kind of worried and annoyed at the same time and I'm kind of worried that like something like that might happen again so...
(Don't worry
Feras just being dramatic
He will come around
None of this is your fault at all)
(Its not your fault Dragon, someone who you have no idea who they are asked for personal info,I wouldn't give out my email either
None of it is your fault)
(*cuddles jack*)
(*cuddles Chloe*)
Well it kind of is my fault um XD Is there anyone else like that sensitive because um I think I'm going to have to start avoiding people. :/ I don't want anyone to like die or something or hurt themselves so...
I'm not going to have a a huge rant about like the good old days because I'm not a farmer and they weren't that good but um like for the first 3 years I emailed NO ONE. Then I started emailing Star and um I think Silente and me had an email roleplay but that disappeared at some point so um I just email Star now XD
TOTALLY NOT USED TO EMAILING PEOPLE I DON'T KNOW BECAUSE THAT MAKES ME WORRIED LIKE IF I'M COMFORTABLE WITH SOMEONE LIKE STAR SURE I'LL EMAIL THEM BUT SOMEONE I DON'T KNOW Is just no XD
(*sniles up at you* morning gorgeous)
(Well I'm sorry dragon that you feel like you have to start avoiding people, this blog wa to bring people with the same interests together, not to drive people away
I'm sorry)
(Dragon, that's a good way to think,you know them so aye, someone who yoI have no idea who they were asked, you were right I think, you only give out information to people you know and trust
Chloe@ morning sweetie)
(*grins at jack* I love you
Thank you for agreeing with us
It means a lot )
Inky I just don't want to be responsible for someone's death y'know?
Ed well it's kind of the safest way to think XD Hi btw how are you? :)
(*grins at Chloe* I love you too
Of course I agree, a stranger asked, only you know how to contact me off blog Chloe
There is only five people I even talk to on the blog anymore though, Jai, Dragon, you, star and trip)
(It is the safest way Dragon :) I'm good thanks, you?)
(Trust me, you won't
Fera won't die -_- he knows hell have to deal with me if he starts saying things like that
I can be very scary at times
But you need not worry )
I'm good. :) Well, kind of worried. Messing with a torch I got in Sheffield yesterday IT HAS A TRIPOD.
(@Chloe hehe XD scary? Aye XD when you want
@Dragon everything is better with a tripod!!!!!!)
(@draggie the email roleplay died because you stopped replying and made Ashlea very sad xD
*Huggles everyone*)
(Hey Jai, how's you?)
(*huggles jai*
Hehe rawr!)
(@Chloe Hehe, awwwww)
IT TOTALLY IS EDWARD THE TORCH IS BEAUTIFUL I SWEAR.
I travelled for 4 hours yesterday total and bought a book and a torch XD
SILENTE YES OKAY IT WAS LESS DEATH OF ROLEPLAY AND MORE MURDER BUT STILL XD
(My headaches gone away now so I'm fine :) You?)
(Not awwwwww >.<
Hehe dragon XD)
Hehe, proof that tripods make everything better, war of the world's!!!! The Martian walkers!!!!
Hehe, nothing wrong with a book and a torch Dragon
I go tI Sheffield loads XD yet I haven't been to keadowhall in ages XD
Chloe yes Awwwww!
That's goodJai :)
(@Draggie yes, stone cold murder.
@chlie speaking of rp...)
(Yes yes Jai ^.^
Not Awww *squuezws jacks cheeks*)
(*nudges Jack* how are you?)
Chloe@ *blushes* hey, you are awwwww!
I'm good thanks Jai, taking to Chloe so couldn't be happier :)
Ed I got the Stormlight Archive that Star reads XD And a tripod torch. Um it was a REALLY good day though like idk how I expected it to go but um after Star got lost in Marks and Spencers and before and after we got confused by a restaurant it was actually great XD Well even in those situations it was really great XD
(You're so cute when you blush!!!!)
(Awwwwww jack!)
Kiana: *very very slowly saws lightly at the meat*
Mark: *grimaces and manages to focus on the ankle again, transferring his weight to the metal leg, shaking more, breathing slightly heavily*
Felix: that's it kiana!
Clocky: you should let me help... Let me support you
I ded to.... Sheffield cause it is an awesome place
And to Chloe, because she is.... Perfect
Chloe@ I'm not cute
Dragon@ sounds awesome!!! Hehe, I get lost everywhere I go XD yet I probably know the map of meadowhhall still in my head XD
(Hear hear to the first part
*blushes* I'm not perfect !
You are cute!)
You are perfect Chloe!
And I'm not cute!
Dragon@ confused by a restaurant? XD
I MANAGED TO LIKE RIP APART A MEADOWHALL MAP WITHOUT EVEN KNOWING I WAS DOING IT.
Yes XD We took like 10 mins trying to figure out how to pay XD
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