As the subject header suggests, there has been a change to the start time for the signing in Galway on September 4th, changing it from 4:30 to 3:00, in an attempt to get to sign for everyone who can make it.
fera: He doesn't deserve them *nods* now, listen to me. where's the box? Please tell me you haven't sold it. jolly: huh, didn't think you would still need it.
fera: there's no way around it, it's the only way to talk to this "person" *smirks* so...you sold it?! jolly: yup fera: don't believe ya jolly: but i did fera: still don't jolly: want me to prove it? fera: no, want you to bring my box jolly: but i sold it fera: you didn't jolly: *sighs* hey old friend, would you honestly believe i could lie to you? fera: is that a joke or..? now give me the box jolly: I don't have it fera: I can't sustain IT anymore. jolly: *eyes open* but *hesitates* i don't have it fera: jolly jolly...do you think you'll be safe in your bar once he's out? he's going to devour everyone. Every soul will be his, no matter how hidden the place is.
I'M SO HAPPY AND EXCITED FOR TOMORROW. LIKE I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHY. I SHOULD BUY SOMETHING BUT I CAN'T THINK OF SOMETHING TO BUY. UM THINKING. IS THERE ANYTHING I NEED? No. IS THERE ANYTHING I WANT? ERM.
I'LL BUY SOMETHING COOL. LIKE MAYBE SOME STRAWBERRY LACES BECAUSE STRAWBERRY LACES <3 Um Wait That isn't exactly making the trip worthwhile. Um. I KNOW I'LL SEE IF THERE'S BATMAN ARKHAM ORIGINS OR BATMAN ARKHAM ASYLUM. Um. Hm. Eh I'll see when I get there.
LIKE EVEN WHEN I DECIDED THAT I'D CHOOSE TO KILL A TERRORIST RATHER THAN SAVE HOSTAGES ON MASS EFFECT BECAUSE REENEEEGAAAADDEEEEE I WAS KIND OF HYPER AND WAS LIKE YAY.
Well. When I said kill a terrorist. I fired a warning shot. Then grazed him. Then wounded him. Then killed him. Um Because renegade. I'M NEARLY DONE. TODAY I KILLED A SENTIENT INSECT QUEEN WITH ACID BECAUSE NOVERIA. Yesterday I killed 3 crime lords, um the crime syndicate leader um a Warlord a giant fungal mind control plant an entire colony someone who had been freed after having their mind linked with the giant fungal mind control plant. BECAUSE RENEGADE.
Nooooooooooooooooooo I don't know what you're talking about I just have Dragona Pine's Blog on my list of blogs because um... um.... um... very good reasons. Gethie is one of my characters. :) He's kind of a robot. Well when I say he there's no he there's only them because there are lots of single programmes in a combat platform so there's lots of individuals inside him kind of.
fera: why not? The only person who cares a little bit about me is you, and i don't serve any purpose anymore, but to get rid of him...and i am going with him.
Mark: okay. I'll be there in say.. ten minutes. Bye. *hangs up* *changes direction, going into Coles room, 'borrowing' a shirt and jeans, putting them on* *speed hobbles!*
((Oh stfu Mark and stop acting like a character in a shttiy romance novel when I was just beginning to like you. I have to really love you in order for you to get away with the shitty romance novel stuff. Seriously. SERIOUSLY.))
*waves sleepily* Fell asleep, but woke up after having a really weird dream... I don't even know. *still tired* *buries herself under the pillows again*
Although this time, I really couldn't fight it. Like, if I opened my eyes, they'd be half rolled back and I won't focus on anything. And my mind is mush and my breathing is still slow and- yeah. Not to mention I was still dreaming a bit at being half awake.
Thanks though. By writing this comment, I'm okay now.
It could also have something to do with my breathing. Like, it gets really shallow and my heart beat slows a lot and it's hard to take a deep breath and
I think I need to breath more or something. Maybe that's why. My brain's not getting enough oxygen. That could be it...
hmmm...what environment do you live in right now? It might have to do something with the possible lack of oxygen. is it? well, happy bday to kas, if it is ^_^ :)
Yeah, that's true. *thinks there's a little more to it than that, but never mind*
... *is feeling very bored* ... *sighs* There's barely anyone to hang out with over here... All are either busy working, or no one close to my age.
What do I do with all this time on my hands??? I've already done everything I could think of the last few days and repeating that routine is boring too. Sorry, kinda ranting kinda rambling.
I mean, I take walks, which is nice, but it's not like I can take a walk all day unless I actually go out somewhere. And my folks here are a bit too busy to go out just for fun.
Though I did hear we might be going somewhere today, but even that's not for sure yet.
*shakes her head again* It's a lot of little things. ... Like I'm just too lazy to do something or just doing things alone is a lot less exciting or interesting than doing something with someone else... *sighs* Then it's the thoughts in my head that just keep repeating. It feels like they're weighing on my mind and making me more tired. I try not to think about them, but it happens because these are just inevitable thoughts. I'm going to need a /solution/ if I want them to go away.
Then it goes back to the beginning and starts all over again...
... I guess, but it just seems like I talk about it /too/ much and I don't want to make people get tired of it because I know I am just thinking about it all...
Okay. Sleep well when you do go.
Next person who comments gets first. *wonders if it's still going to be her*
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Mark: You can't!
Alys: n no...
Felix: kiana!
Cole:I can
I can sense your pulse racing
I can smell the sweat
(I dedicate this page to the awesome song womaniser!)
fera: very well, let's proceed then *walks up to the bartender* I would like to talk to the owner, please.
Kiana: *smiles from under him*
*pokes her head up from between his legs, looking at where they were*
Mark: I'm sweating because I'm walking with one leg!!!
Alys: *stands behind him*
Felix: *yelps and blushes*
Cole: you can tell me mark...
Kiana: *squirms, wriggling out from under him*
*jumps onto his back*
*tilts her head*
*-Youe face is red-*
Mark: *grits his teeth*
Its nothing. Just reality.
Felix: n no it isn't
Cole tell me!
bartender: who are you?
fera: Feraton crucifix
bartender: *widens eyes* he'll be here as quickly as possibly *bows*
jolly(owner): hey fera *smirks*
Kiana: *nods*
*-Yes it is-*
*licks his cheek*
*-Why is it?-*
Mark: Fine! I'm down because no matter how the hell I feel no girl falls for the one legged one eyed rapist with the burnt face and five kids!!!
Alys: *tilts head *
Felix: um... Having a head between your legs is embarrassing
Cole: *blinks a couple of times* um...
Kiana: *tilts head*
Mark: *has slightly teary eyes*
*shakes his head, hobbling the last stretch the Cole's cottage, struggling to open the door while holding the crutch*
(Hej dödliga, är det jag den stora Keiron tillbaka för att hälsa dig.)
(Hey k ^.^)
Felix: it embarrassed me when you put your head between my legs
Cole: this is about clockwork isn't it? +opens door for him*
jolly: haven't seen you in like what...50 years maybe?
fera: *nods* stop the blabbering and listen to me
Alys m manners Fera..
(Hi K!)
Kiana: *blushes, looking down*
*-sorry..-*
Mark: *hobbles in*
Its about being alone.
Felix: d don't apologise
Cole:someone is bound to fall for you
fera: He doesn't deserve them *nods* now, listen to me. where's the box? Please tell me you haven't sold it.
jolly: huh, didn't think you would still need it.
Alys: I it's nice to be n nice
Kiana: *-But I embarrassed you..-*
Mark: Yeah. Then they'll run the other way when they meet my five kids and their two mothers who I raped.
Feli: hey... It doesn't matter as it is only us two
Cole: but you seemed to have a change of heart *calls out* eira honey?
Eira: in the nursery!
(:P *huggles CHloe*
*hugs Jai*
*hugs F* :P
did anyone actually translate that lol ?)
Kiana: *looks up at him*
Mark: Yeah. And who'll believe that.
(*hugs K back*)
fera: there's no way around it, it's the only way to talk to this "person" *smirks* so...you sold it?!
jolly: yup
fera: don't believe ya
jolly: but i did
fera: still don't
jolly: want me to prove it?
fera: no, want you to bring my box
jolly: but i sold it
fera: you didn't
jolly: *sighs* hey old friend, would you honestly believe i could lie to you?
fera: is that a joke or..? now give me the box
jolly: I don't have it
fera: I can't sustain IT anymore.
jolly: *eyes open* but *hesitates* i don't have it
fera: jolly jolly...do you think you'll be safe in your bar once he's out? he's going to devour everyone. Every soul will be his, no matter how hidden the place is.
(*huggles k*)
Felix; *coughs and blushes* embarrass me to your hearts content
Cole: you never know, come on, this way *leads him to the nursery*
Alys: *says nothing$
Kiana: *grins devilishly*
Mark: *sighs and hobbles after him*
Do you have an eyepatch?
fera: alys, do you think he's lying?
Feluz: I shouldn't have said that...
Cole: no I don't...
Eira; *walks to the door* Cole! *hugs him tightly* *sees mark and eyes widen* mark...
Alys: I I hope he is..
Kiana: *rolls him onto his back and licks his face nonstop*
Mark: I'll make one..
*looks at Eira*
Um.. Hi.. I'm back?
jolly: alright alright...*goes through the back door and comes back with a plain, white boX*
fera: finally
Felix : eeek! *laughs* do I taste nice?
Eira; what... Happened?
(btw, somehow you two figure out how felix and kiana could be involved in all this...if you want to :P )
Kiana: *grins, nodding*
Mark: Bomb. Unexpected bomb. Then, um, enemy capture.. Then hospital..
Kiana: *grins, nodding*
Mark: Bomb. Unexpected bomb. Then, um, enemy capture.. Then hospital..
Feliz: *laughs* I do love you
Eira: I see... Shall I make you tea?
Cole: I'll make the tea *looks amused*
Eira: *hides burned hands* hehe okay, come in to see your children mark
Alhs: wow
Kiana: *grins*
Mark: okay..
*slowly hobbles further inside*
fera: *nods* now, we're gonna go out to the sea *smiles* thank you for your co operation, jolly. do you know how to swim, alys?
Felix: you have a brilliant smile
Eira: *leads him to the three cots, where the pups are asleep*
Alys: y yes
fera: this is going to be easy then *smiles* let's go
Alys: okay *smiles*
fera: *mumbles* the swimming bit, that is...*goes outside the bar and jumps off the cliff*
Kiana: *-Do not!!!-*
Mark: *looks around and grabs a chair, dragging it over somehow, sitting on it, sighing happily*
Alys: fera! *jumps after him *
Mercy:*stirs and opens her eyes *
fera: *catches her before she would land in the water, they're on a boat* yes? *grins sarcastically*
Felix: it's pretty!
Alys: you a scared me!
Kiana: *licks his face*
Mark: *tries for a smile*
*can only, like, half smile cause of his burns*
Hey baby..
fera: I did? how so? *chuckles a bit*
Felix: *smiles and kisses *
Mercy/ *smiles up at him+
Eira: that's mercy
Alys: you jumped off a c cliff
fera: yes? so what? *smiles*
Kiana: *kisses him back*
Mark: *nods*
Hi Mercy..I'm Mark..
Alys; I I thought you were gonna cry...
felix: *smiles* we aren'tt getting very far...
Eira: *picks up mercy* say hello to dada *smiles*
Coles *brjngs in tea* here we go
(i think you might've switched something up there, clo :P )
*die not cry
Kiana: *shrugs, grinning*
*shifts back, poking her head under his shirt, squirming up into it, laying against him*
Mark: Thanks Cole..
fera: you worry too much *laughs a small bit*
Felix: *laughs and holds her close*
Cole: it's okay, 8smiles* fine children, aren't they?
Kiana: *smiles, yawning loudly*
Mark: *nods*
Yeah..
Felix: someone is sleepy
Shall I carry you home?
Eira; *smiles and cradles mercy * they are brilliant
(Yes! I had comment 666!)
(@Chloe xDD)
Kiana: *nods, cuddling against him*
*she still wont sleep unless knocked out*
Mark: *looks at Dai*
They all look very much like their mother..
(Hello.)
Liliana: *she squeezes Onwa's hand*
Elizabeth: She will be named Alexandria, yes? A nice name.
Isabelle: How much did it cost?
Bethany: ... Where can you buy more?
Lily: *she continues to hold on*
(Hehehehegeyeg
Mwahahahahaha)
Felix: can you get off me a moment please ?
Eira; nah, I see an element of you in there
(*cuddles Sophi tightly!!!*)
Onwa: Thank you. It was Liliana's suggestion.
James: a couple hundred thousand.
You have to make it.
Manuel: If you do not let go I cannot show you around?
(you feeling ok clo? :P hey sophia. and i've replied to alys ^_^ )
Kiana: *crawls out of his shirt*
*sits on the ground*
Mark: Where?
I'M SO HAPPY AND EXCITED FOR TOMORROW.
LIKE
I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHY.
I SHOULD BUY SOMETHING BUT I CAN'T THINK OF SOMETHING TO BUY.
UM
THINKING.
IS THERE ANYTHING I NEED?
No.
IS THERE ANYTHING I WANT?
ERM.
(I'm fine)
Alys; non I don't
Felix: *stands up and picks her up*
Eira; their eyes and nose...
(@draggie xD)
Kiana: *cuddles against him*
Mark: Mmm..
fera: then why did you worry about me dying? *look into the distance*
(*she cuddles Jaimie tightly back* Hello, Jaimie.)
Liliana: I have always liked the name.
Elizabeth: I would recommend seeking a star when you go into labour, Onwa.
Isabelle: Was it worth it?
Bethany: Who can make it?
Lily: Well, you could, I'll just be holding on whilst we walk.
Feliz: *runs like the wind*
Eira: so what took you so long,
Alys: you're my friend...
I'LL BUY SOMETHING COOL.
LIKE MAYBE SOME STRAWBERRY LACES BECAUSE STRAWBERRY LACES <3
Um
Wait
That isn't exactly making the trip worthwhile.
Um.
I KNOW
I'LL SEE IF THERE'S BATMAN ARKHAM ORIGINS OR BATMAN ARKHAM ASYLUM.
Um.
Hm.
Eh I'll see when I get there.
fera: so what? I am not good at being a friend.
gethie: I am glad you're this excited :D :) *hugs*
(Hello Sophi :)
Onwa: Thank you for that advice.
James: I think so.
I know the recipe..
Manuel: that may look strange.
Kiana: *purrs quietly*
Mark: we went to visit a friend of Coles.
(Hey dragon and Soph)
(dragon? )
Alys: I was worried because you're my friend
Felix: *arrives at her home and takes her to her bed*
Cole: actually a friend of felixs, who is making a leg for mark
Mark has the hots for her
fera: I don't understand why you care about a dead man so much.
Alys: you aren't dead
Kiana: *smiles up at him*
Mark: I do not!!!
*glares at Cole*
fera: Might as well be
TODAY I'VE KIND OF BEEN HYPER ABOUT IT.
LIKE EVEN WHEN I DECIDED THAT I'D CHOOSE TO KILL A TERRORIST RATHER THAN SAVE HOSTAGES ON MASS EFFECT BECAUSE REENEEEGAAAADDEEEEE I WAS KIND OF HYPER AND WAS LIKE YAY.
Well.
When I said kill a terrorist.
I fired a warning shot.
Then grazed him.
Then wounded him.
Then killed him.
Um
Because renegade.
I'M NEARLY DONE.
TODAY I KILLED A SENTIENT INSECT QUEEN WITH ACID BECAUSE NOVERIA.
Yesterday I killed 3 crime lords, um the crime syndicate leader um a Warlord a giant fungal mind control plant an entire colony someone who had been freed after having their mind linked with the giant fungal mind control plant.
BECAUSE RENEGADE.
(are you dragona, gethie?)
Alys: don't say that!
Felix:*placrs her down gently*
Cole: *smirks* do too
Kiana: *makes room for Felix*
Mark: No I don't!
*mutters*
Not that it'd matter either way
Nooooooooooooooooooo I don't know what you're talking about I just have Dragona Pine's Blog on my list of blogs because um... um.... um... very good reasons.
Gethie is one of my characters. :) He's kind of a robot. Well when I say he there's no he there's only them because there are lots of single programmes in a combat platform so there's lots of individuals inside him kind of.
fera: why not? The only person who cares a little bit about me is you, and i don't serve any purpose anymore, but to get rid of him...and i am going with him.
(right...so you're dragona, got it :P )
Felix; if you're sure *laus next to her*
Eira; it's okay mark *smiles*
Alys: d don't die...
fera: why? what purpose do i serve? What's going to be better if i live?
Kiana: *cuddles against him*
*watches the door, yawning again*
Mark: *rolls his.. eye*
I don't have the hots for her
Alys: you will have great people around you
(Me loves cherry cider)
I ONLY HAVE A FEW MISSIONS LEFT OF MASS EFFECT 1 THEN I CAN GO ON TO MASS EFFECT 2 WHICH IS LIKE RENEGADE HEAVEN.
fera: What do you mean?
Felix: *cuddles* I'll protect you
Eira: oh of course
You probably won't want to see her again
Come will get your leg
Alys: this land is full if wonderful people you haven't met yet
Kiana: *smiles but continues watching the door*
*yawns*
Mark: *bares his teeth slightly at the very idea of Cole seeing her again without supervision*
I'd rather not wait longer than necessary for my leg.
fera: so what if i do? they won't like me. there's nothing for me to live for. Except what we're doing right now.
Felix: *strokes her hair*
Eira: *giggles* okay
Alys; b but ... You don't know that
fera: I can predict from past...*clenches fists* experiences.
Kiana: *purrs quietly, eyelids dropping slightly*
Mark: But after that!
Alys; I I didn't think id be able to trust humans... A and now I'm going to marry v Vik...
Felix: *smiles and continues
Eira: what?
fera: doesn't matter, we're here, let's get it over with *a slight bitterness can be heard in his voice*
Kiana: *relaxes more, eyes slipping closed*
*jerks awake as her head drops, hissing at herself for not being awake*
Mark: after that she can live her life.
Alys: I okay...
Felix: it's okay kiana
Eira; or maybe she's hung up on you
fera: follow *jumps into the water and is sinking with the speed of a torpedo*
Kiana: *shakes her head, focusing, ignoring how sleepy she is*
*cough*pressurepoints*cough*
Mark: and maybe the sky is neon green.
Alys; *jumps after him*
fera: *opens box and shoves it into a hole on the side of a sunken ship*
Felix; easy kiana *presses a prezsurepoint7
Cole; *starts getting irritated * my mate who you raped is trying to help
Kiana: *passes out*
Mark: *winces*
*stands up, grabbing his crutch*
*starts hobbling off*
Akys: *stays close*
*marks phone rings*
Felix: *sighs and falls asleep*
fera: *the ship opens wide, the water around it somehow not entering the open space and fera walks into it*
Elizabeth: You are very welcome.
Isabelle: Does it have any interesting features?
Bethany: I could get the ingredients?
Lily: I'm still not going to let go.
Alys: *stayz right behind him* don't die!
Mark: *sighs and answers it, sandwiching it between his ear and his shoulder*
Hello?
*keeps hobbling away, towards the front door*
Kiana: *is also asleep*
fera: *looks back, smirks* you do worry too much...I am just getting back the item that i buried here *laughs*
Onwa: So you'll both be there?
James: The torture room here is unfortunately quite small.
Oh.. that'd work.
Manuel: ..please?
Clocky: hello? Mark?
Felix: *keeps her close as he sleeps lightly *
Alys; oh, okay
Mark: Oh h-hey clocky. What's up?
Kiana: *is cuddled against him*
Clocky; hi, your new leg is ready to be fitted
Please pop round anytime
Felix: *opens one eye and watches kiana*
Mark: Oh, sure. I could come over now?
Kiana: *is peacefully asleep, twitching occasionally*
fera: *nods* *pulls out a gem from a hidden place on the open space* here, we can leave now *boat closes in front him*
Clocky; *laughs* someone's eager, okay!
Felix: *lays absolutely still, admiring her*
Alys: *stays close*
Mark: okay. I'll be there in say.. ten minutes. Bye.
*hangs up*
*changes direction, going into Coles room, 'borrowing' a shirt and jeans, putting them on*
*speed hobbles!*
Kiana: *that's not creepy at all*
Cole: mark? Where are you going? *stands in the hallway$
Felix; *in the non perviest way possible*
fera: *grabs alys' and brings her to the surface* now....this time...i am gonna face it :P
Mark: To get my prosthetic leg.
Kiana: *goods*
Alys: and me of course
Cole. In my clothes?
do you need me to come?
Felix: *in a loving way*
fera: you? what about you?
Mark: I didnt want to be naked this time. You can if you want to..
Kiana: *twitches, whimpering*
Alys: I will help tou!
Felixs *strokes her hair* shhhhh
Cole: okay, you'll need help
fera: no, you'll be staying home
Alys: *says defiantly,which is new* no
Mark: You make me sound useless. Come on, let's go.
*hobbles past, going out the door*
Kiana: *relaxes*
*is chasing baby vampires in her dreams*
Coles want me to carry you?
Felix: *sniles*
*awwwww XD*
fera: *a bit surprised* please, stay...
Mark: *is tempted to say yes*
*his leg is tired and weak*
I'll be fine.
Kiana: *yes, awwww*
Alys: nuh uh
Felix: *stands up and tucks her in*
*sits in the doorway*
Coles if you say so *walks next to him*
Kiana: *whimpers, rolling over, dangerously close to the edge of the bed*
Mark: Hopefully the leg will fit..
Felix: *watches and rushes over and moves her tothe centre*
Cole: I believe it will
fera: I am sorry *a cage appears around her*
Akys: *ears droop and tail is still * no... Don't d do this...
Kiana: *grips him tightly while asleep*
Mark: good.. good..
..
If you carry me will we be quicker?
fera: I ...am sorry *tears up a bit*
Felix: *freezss*
Cole: yes, why?
(I must be off now
Nos da!)
(Nos da )
(nos da, have sweet dreams clo :) )
(One last comment )
Alys: d sont... *cries* i trusted you !
fera: It's for your own safety! *shouts with teary eyes*
Ember: Yep. I have nothing on right now.
Elizabeth: And I am always in time for everything.
Isabelle: What kind of facilities does it have?
Bethany: What's in it?
Lily: Okay... *she lets go*
Onwa: Thank you both
James: Extra rooms, silent rooms, noise proof rooms, kitchen with staff, lots.
*hands her a list of ingredients*
Manuel: Thank you.
*puts the plates he was holding away*
((Oh stfu Mark and stop acting like a character in a shttiy romance novel when I was just beginning to like you.
I have to really love you in order for you to get away with the shitty romance novel stuff.
Seriously.
SERIOUSLY.))
((Anyway, yo.
I am here for a bit, I guess. :)
Wbd.))
Heyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy anyone who's going to Meadowhall with me tomorrow, how not-tired do you require me?
(xD thanks for that advice star.
You should probably sleep now.
Which I should probably do too.
Night!)
@Jai: XD Sorry.
Er bye!
*is not going until at least midnight, because I haev not seen Cat for a week and won't see her for another week after tonight*
*might be here*
*yawns and flops onto the pile of pillows she created earlier*
*craving ice cream at almost 8:30 in the morning*
... :/ Whyyyyyyyyyyy?? D:
hey hope :)
*waves*
Hi Frank. How was your paper round today?
*notices time*
Er, yesterday?
It was fine i suppose *waves*
That's good. :)
*sinks to the bottom of the pillow pile*
...
*moves pillows to cover her*
*except maybe her head*
Oh, breakfast is ready.
*poofs to eat*
*gets an idea as she leaves*
Hmm...
*comes back, thinking about the idea*
*changes her mind*
Nah.
*might be here, might not*
I am here, a bit :P
*waves sleepily*
Fell asleep, but woke up after having a really weird dream... I don't even know.
*still tired*
*buries herself under the pillows again*
you slept again? how much do you sleep? :P
*shrugs*
Don't keep track. Just really sleepy...
Although this time, I really couldn't fight it. Like, if I opened my eyes, they'd be half rolled back and I won't focus on anything. And my mind is mush and my breathing is still slow and- yeah. Not to mention I was still dreaming a bit at being half awake.
Thanks though. By writing this comment, I'm okay now.
it's ok, don't mention it :P
... I think?
It could also have something to do with my breathing. Like, it gets really shallow and my heart beat slows a lot and it's hard to take a deep breath and
I think I need to breath more or something. Maybe that's why. My brain's not getting enough oxygen. That could be it...
*gets a thought*
...
*sighs*
I think I'm okay though.
And it's Zaf's birthday today. Huh. At least that's what Facebook says.
hmmm...what environment do you live in right now? It might have to do something with the possible lack of oxygen. is it? well, happy bday to kas, if it is ^_^ :)
Zaf, not Kas. :P
Well, maybe. I'm higher up in a mountain than normal. Like, change in air pressure high. Not much, but enough that the drive up makes your ears pop.
oops yeah zaf :P the higher up you are, the less oxygen there is so.... yeah ^_^ :)
Yeah, that's true.
*thinks there's a little more to it than that, but never mind*
...
*is feeling very bored*
...
*sighs*
There's barely anyone to hang out with over here... All are either busy working, or no one close to my age.
What do I do with all this time on my hands??? I've already done everything I could think of the last few days and repeating that routine is boring too. Sorry, kinda ranting kinda rambling.
more to it? go on :)
*shakes head*
If I start, I'll start talking about everything else and then I'll just be a jumbled up mess... :/
Though part of it /is/ being bored. I sleep out of boredom with nothing to do to get me /not/ wanting to sleep....
I mean, I take walks, which is nice, but it's not like I can take a walk all day unless I actually go out somewhere. And my folks here are a bit too busy to go out just for fun.
Though I did hear we might be going somewhere today, but even that's not for sure yet.
you can talk about everything else, it doesn't bother me ^_^
*shakes her head again*
It's a lot of little things.
... Like I'm just too lazy to do something or just doing things alone is a lot less exciting or interesting than doing something with someone else... *sighs*
Then it's the thoughts in my head that just keep repeating. It feels like they're weighing on my mind and making me more tired. I try not to think about them, but it happens because these are just inevitable thoughts. I'm going to need a /solution/ if I want them to go away.
Then it goes back to the beginning and starts all over again...
Then it feels like sleep's the only thing able to keep my mind from dying.
Again though, walks help, but not for long.
Fireworks. That's where we're going. *smiles a bit* That sounds nice.
But we're leaving at 3:30 and that's still a few hours later.
I've been thinking about it ever since watching Inside Out, but I think my lead emotion is either Fear or Sadness. Or both.
Scarlet's is probably Disgust or Anger, or both as well...
*nods* it's ok hope. better to tell people your thoughts than keeping them to yourself :) I am going to sleep soon ^_^
... I guess, but it just seems like I talk about it /too/ much and I don't want to make people get tired of it because I know I am just thinking about it all...
Okay. Sleep well when you do go.
Next person who comments gets first.
*wonders if it's still going to be her*
nope, it's me :P
I dedicate to thoughts because they're important in our every day lives ^_^ we exist because we think and we think because we exist ^_^
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