As the subject header suggests, there has been a change to the start time for the signing in Galway on September 4th, changing it from 4:30 to 3:00, in an attempt to get to sign for everyone who can make it.
I just realised that pretty much the only reason I dislike going on holiday (apart from being away from the internet) is the lack of being alone. I did not know this before. *ponders this breakthrough in understanding*
I mean, I often get to sleep on a bed on my own with curtains that separate me from the rest of the people, but it's just not the same as being in a room all on your own. And I did not consciously realise that this bothered me before. It was always jsut a subconscious ever-present thing when thinking about holiday.
sophia: I was merely making a suggestion. Because it's all a matter of perspective. It is hard for me to completely eradicate my personality, whereas for others, it would be just a small change...like...just seeing it from a slightly different perspective. If you want to, you can take things like i've said a personal attack/creepy or you could just go along with it. It's not like i am actually creeping on anybody. Now granted, it is a bit hard to change even that slightly, but can you imagine how much i am having to hold back if i said i was still holding back a lot? So perhaps, since I can't promise promise anything, but i don't want to leave, it would be good for both sides to try, not just one side to expect to change so much?
anyways, hi everyone(even if you're still ignoring me)
... I think those of us here at this moment are those who are okay with talking to you, unless Star still isn't but eh. That's her choice, and that's okay too.
*just fails to see how - whatever we're calling it - can be part of a personality and why it requires supresssion* *would like it if someone could explain this to me to help me understand*
Because that's how he is, and it's harder for people to change who they are?
I've had loads of times when people tell me I can change something about myself, but I say I just can't cause that's how I am. People say it's an excuse, but that doesn't get me to change if I don't want to.
Basically what I'm talking about is my habit to talk too much when people don't want to listen and are telling me to stop but I can't cause otherwise I feel like my mind will explode.
I guess Fera's situation is similar that people don't like how he is and are asking him to change it, but since it's 'who he is', he can't.
I has a fever, Chloe. Plus other problems that come with it...
Can't lay down cause then it feels like the food I had at dinner will start coming up again... So I'm half lying with my elbows propping the upper half of my body up slightly.
@Fera: I just have moments sometimes. It's okay. I'll get through it. Wait a moment for my brain to do the processing thing and I'll reply to you later.
Erm I may need to borrow a person to talk to because I can't really think properly unless I talk and I need to think now. Erm. Nah it's okay I'll compose an email to myself
clo: oh right, so do whatever you want to do as long as it doesn't even remotely do anything unpleasant to anyone else(which it shouldn't lol), so in other words don't do what you want to do, and don't be who you are if it's even slightly offensive sometimes? So just be whoever everyone else wants you to be. ok.
If everyone acted like they wanted all the time the world would be in chaos You can have fun with friends and laugh and whatever without over stepping the boundaries)
@Fera: Ooh! Ooh! I can answer this one! *takes headphones off from around neck and sits down in a happily focused manner* Okay, I believe that in life, anyone can do whatever the fuck they want so long as it doesn't negatively impact anyone else. Like, to use a metaphor involving sex because I only usually explain this stuff in contexts involving sex, if person A and person B want to have sex with each other, then they can go and do that because y'know it's their life and nothing to do with me and they're not going to hurt anyone. However, if person A wants to have sex with person B and person B doesn't want to have sex with person A, person A can't have sex with person B because they would be hurting person B. Person B's right to not be negatively impacted supersedes person A's right to do something they can live without (and yes, you don't literally need to sex to survive although there ARE issues with trying to implement lifelong abstinence, adn you certainly don't literally need sex with a certain specific person to survive anyway so yeah). If person C wants to talk about something thataffects no one but person C, then person C can do that in a public forum because y'know no one will be hurt by person C's talking. If person D wants to say things that will amke people uncomfortable, they can't do that in a public forum because it will negatively impact people. That's the difference. Look, if someone tells me a secret and I want to discuss the secret with people, then I can't do that in a public forum because it's a secret and it's just common decency to keep people's secrets. If you want to say thigns that will upset a lot of people, it's not too much to ask that you do it with people who won't be upset as opposed to people who will.
@Fera: Yeah, that's my lack of understanding. I just don't see why it's such an effort not to say these things to people. :S I'm not sure how that's surpressing a major part of who you are. We're not even saying 'don't say things with a sexual implication'. We're saying 'that's fine, just don't make them personal to people who mind their stuff (ie. everyone unless they state otherwise)'. I dont' get why that's a big thing.
star: yes it is a lot to ask. from me at least. And i also had a lot more problems with people continuing rather than your initial reaction. when somebody apologizes and acknowledges the fact he shouldn't have done something, wouldn't it be better to just leave him alone about it?
(@Chloe xD If you watch "Let it Go" you'll see most if not all of her actions are led with her left hand, including letting her hair down and taking her crown off.)
@Fera: I'm actually struggling to comprehend you here. Does every second sentence out of your mouth have some kind of sexual implication? (Honest question that I want answering). Do you think about this stuff 24/7? (Also an honest question). Don't you think that sounds a little unhealthy? I'm a bit concerned.
star: No i don't think about it that much. however, i like to have jokes about it every now and then in a conversation. Plus, it's not just sexual things. like...i am talking about other offensive things as well.
@Fera: What other offensive things? ^(Also genuine question.)
Yeah but I like to argue with people, but y'know, if I initiated arguments the whole time then I would keep upsetting people. So I just argue when arguments come up, and I read debates online. I prioritise people not being upset over the enjoyment I get from arguing (or try to. Sometimes I get slightly too into it when I get going). What's the difference between you and me here? What makes it much harder for you? (Also honest questions.)
*comes back quickly, her body almost metaphorically covered in ice* Heh. I have this one aunt who married a doctor. She says I need ice between my armpit and oddly enough, between my legs. O.o
@Fera: I don't buy that. Like you, I intrinsically like doing something that upsets people, and if that doesn't make me a horrible person it doesn't make you one either. So you're not a horrible person in that way. I also try not to do it so as not to upset people, which, in this aspect, actually makes me a GOOD person. Apparently you try VERY HARD, which would, in theory, make you a BETTER person than me. What I don't understand is what about it makes you have to try so hard. And whatever it is, it doesn't make you a horrible person (well, unless it brings in some completely different factor, at which point ehre's only a chance that it COULD do).
So yes.
*poses question again?*
I guess you don't ahve to answer if you don't want to; I'm jsut trying to understand you. But I'm not going to be able to decide how to react to you effectively unless I understand you well enough in this aspect, I'm afraid. Sorry.
star: The answer stays the same. like you have no idea....i am trying to be nice but... I didn't keep saying i could make everyone go off here for no reason. i could literally do that in a paragraph. You think you're horrible until you've seen the real me.
@Fera: *frowns* Nah, still not buying you. For one thing, the ability to make people go off here in one paragraph has no impact on how good a person you are. Like, if you have a gun you could very easily become a murderer, but having a gun doesn't make you a murderer. Only murdering people makes you a murderer. For another thing, I severly doubt you could make me go off ehre in one paragraph. There are no words (none that could fit into a paragraph, anyway; repeated words would haev a dfiferent effect) that could make me go off here permanently. And I mean that.
star: Do not test me lol. I really don't want to do harm. But my other personal is very impatient when people doubt my abilities. He could make everyone go off here and have a bit of laugh afterwards. Possibly and orgasm. Please don't doubt me when i say stuff.
@Fera: Once again, there are NO WORDS YOU COULD WRITE IN ONE SINGLE PARAGRAPH that would make me go away from here forever. So yes. It is LITERALLY IMPOSSIBLE for you to have those abilities. Unless you have some superpower that can turn words to life and they will leap off my laptop screen and jump down my throat and start tearing my brain apart, and I will collapse to the floor, blood flooding out my ears, and die. Or some such event. Please don't make everyone go off here, though. I like the other people.
For the record, this argument is putting me in a really good mood. If you want to cease this dicussion, please tell me, but bear in mind that if you do so I will continue to understand you 0% and may come to some conclusions about you you won't like because of it.
( I don't don't doubt that the paragraph would be bad because I believve I could do that too ... some people would still be here but they'd be like dayyyumm)
In all fairness K if you or Fera did this whole "I can get everyone off with a paragraph" shiz there's no point in bothering because there is few people who come by here daily (or alot) and others just drop in now and again
But the point still stands It would just be a wasted effort really :)
( i'm not saying I would I'm just saying when you act like you do to such little stuff imo then it'd be rather easy to make you think very very badly of me in one paragraph hence some of you would leave at least till it calmed down... we've had a fight b4 rhos it got intense but no where near as intense as it could get... )
(YEh I get you star :D :P I and Fera have no intent do do this as far as i'm aware but if he's holding back and I believe this because I hold back most of my jokes and try with swearing too soo I believe it be possible for people to hate and leave ect ect ... I'm not saying they wouldn't come back but they'd leave for while and act differently to that person like most of you are already doing with the ignoring... )
Fera, do not have a go at people when they are just trying to help, especially when everyone was nice and all that, do not have a go at the people who are helping and tthose who helped you
Meh, you were ignoring him therefore avoiding an argument, that's helpful
Plus I also meant, he had a go at Chloe when she was helping and all she ever did was help him, and there's quite a bit of stuff after everything he still has a go
( you ever get that? :P where you feel fine but then you just have a shower or something and feel like a weights been lifted ? :P hehe ) XD im happy either way *hugs*
( ... let me ask you something ... am I disgusting just now? or vile? no I'm being nice, And I will continue to be nice as long as nice continues to me... but if not and I feel threatened or otherwise I can snap and turn that way because Like so many others I am not just going to sit there and take abuse... *smiles* )
I am sadistic by nature. My desire to cause others pain is a very important part of who I am; it may be my defining characteristic. And I can be very frightening when I want to be. I have given people on this blog nightmares before. But I have made a conscious effort to be civil when I come here, even though that means suppressing most of what makes me who I am, because I have come to recognize that harming others is not worth the repercussions. I try to be relatively polite, even when I am inwardly seething, and even though I despise courtesy, and have valid reasons for doing so. I don't brag about how cruel I could be, or remind everyone constantly of how much worse I could be making things, and I do not expect anyone to be kind to me or take it lightly if I do say something offensive. I find other outlets for that part of myself, and I rarely come here, because clearly my personality is mostly incompatible with this place now. I found somewhere else to be who I am, and here, any interjection I make is tailored to suit the situation rather than to suit me. That is far from impossible. At the very least, if you are unwilling to leave or change the behavior that is hurting people, do not expect them to be accepting and tolerant.
(again we are changing and being nice most of the time... but I feel I need to stick up for him because well I know how it is so I am trying to get across what he means by it not that it will in fact happen, like I could say I could kill ten people tomorrow and its a possibility it might not happen and I most likely don't want it to but it could, its a primal instinct to show how tough you are when you are in defence mode like a cobra spreading its had to look bigger.)
(Where, exactly, did you get the word "now" from? I was merely pointing out that I have absolutely no idea why you and Fera seem to be showing off about the fact you think you would be able to make people leave. It neither impresses nor scares anyone, and simply makes you look pathetic. And, of course, it is absolute rubbish.)
( I was asking whether or not I was disgusting and vile in that particular moment in time, hence "now". and i'm not showing off neither is he, He is trying to get the point across that you acting the way you did over something so small is irrelevant because he could do much worse to which I agree because It was virtually nothing and much worse could in fact be done, by anyone not just us two.)
(Can we stop arguing about this. This damn argument has done enough damage already. We've established that Fera needs to be more careful with what jokes he says. There. Done. Now let's stop before more friendships are ruined and more complaints are made.)
Okay, my brother went to the park and now he's come back and he's brought a friend/friends with him, and like, and like, there's people in my house and I'm scared so I'm just sort of sitting here and hoping they don't notice me.
I mean, my brother is younger than me so I should probably go in and let him know I exist so he doesn't think I've left the house and abandoned him, but like, I'm scared of people so . . .
Lizzie advised me to hide in the bushes but that would be kinda embarrassing if they found me so I'm hoping they just don't walk into the garden.
When Lizzie and Cat were on holiday the cleaners came and they hid under the bed haha. (Before realising that the cleaners wouldn't mind them being in their own hotel room and then got out from under the bed and, I think, made a quick escape before the cleaners got to their room.)
(Its fine, I can say it here :) I'm annoyed because my mum has been promising to watch frozen since I bought it and specifically promised to watch it tonight. However what's going to happen is, should I remind her, she'll get angry and say it's too late or she's too busy.)
Alexandria: *she takes Onwa's hand* I feel to have... power. But I am not sure what I can yet do. I feel as if there is something within me attempting to explode. To claw its way out. I have some knowledge, of course. I am aware that I am able to vanish at one place, and reappear at another. But that knowledge... is not satisfying my power. There is something I can do. Something I do not yet know. Something which did not come already in my head. It is infuriating.
Liliana: *they vanish in a flash of black, reappearing back inside the palace* Please, Alexandria, explain. Perhaps we will be able to help. We need to learn what powers you have before we continue. What do you know already? What have you inherited from me?
Alexandria: I can fire pulses from my hands. I can vanish and reappear. I can hurt people at will. I can resurrect the dead under my command and kill lesser life forms with a single thought. But it is not enough. It feels... *she clenches her fists* like I am being restrained. *she slams her fist against the wall of the palace, a purple pulse of energy tearing through it* *she begins to pace* This is not a nice state to be in. I have power I cannot use. I can feel it, but I cannot understand it. But I understand everything else. Why is this?
Liliana: You may have inherited some powers from Onwa. Perhaps she will allow you to understand them better.
Bethany: *she presses against Silente, her eyes closed whilst she sleeps*
Isabelle: *she screams silently, her face creased in agony*
Lily: There is a food from Aztraya called Hyrasta. It is... *she pauses for a moment, thinking* a combination of fruits and fish wrapped up in a savoury... pancake? It is one of the main foods eaten there. It is apparently very delicious. I know how to make that. I know how to make many different foods you do not find on earth. Some of the ingredients tend to be... exotic, though... So I'd have to make regular trips to Aztraya if I was going to make it.
Onwa: I am not sure what magic I could achieve. It could be just potential energy, in which case you would have to learn new magic to use some of that magic.
*smiles, brushing her hair lightly away from her face*
James: *grins, eyes slightly with enjoyment, watching her expression* *saws down to her bones then stops, removing the saw*
Mark: I do but I've known her for one day! Of course she's only my friend! People don't become partnersin one day! That'd be insane!!! *sighs, putting his head in his hands* I want to get to know her! To be her friend! To take it slowly!
Alexandria: Show me. I do not care what I have to learn. Give me a solution. *she pauses for a moment when she sees something of interest* *she strikes to a stack of drawers, taking a silver tray from the top* This. Metal. It feels different.
I guess it's not really their fault I'm annoyed, it's my fault I'm annoyed. Like I said, I'm only commenting my annoyance because I'm committed enough to comment on the roleplay. Usually I run into a metaphorical wall in my head. *nods* So yeah, it's not that they're actually being annoying. It's just that I'm weird.))
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I just realised that pretty much the only reason I dislike going on holiday (apart from being away from the internet) is the lack of being alone.
I did not know this before.
*ponders this breakthrough in understanding*
I mean, I often get to sleep on a bed on my own with curtains that separate me from the rest of the people, but it's just not the same as being in a room all on your own. And I did not consciously realise that this bothered me before. It was always jsut a subconscious ever-present thing when thinking about holiday.
*acknowledges Star's comments*
*is half here*
*is feeling sore, achy, and hurting everywhere*
But I got medicine, so I hope it helps...
( * hugs hope* I like it because I have free rain over the entire house... :P
Sad face we have a 10 metre ethernet cable and I was hoping it would reach to my room... It stops outside the door like the rest of the internet)
sophia: I was merely making a suggestion. Because it's all a matter of perspective. It is hard for me to completely eradicate my personality, whereas for others, it would be just a small change...like...just seeing it from a slightly different perspective. If you want to, you can take things like i've said a personal attack/creepy or you could just go along with it. It's not like i am actually creeping on anybody. Now granted, it is a bit hard to change even that slightly, but can you imagine how much i am having to hold back if i said i was still holding back a lot? So perhaps, since I can't promise promise anything, but i don't want to leave, it would be good for both sides to try, not just one side to expect to change so much?
anyways, hi everyone(even if you're still ignoring me)
Nice, K. :P Suck about the internet though. :/
*psst, and it's rein, soy :P*
( I know but my phone wouldn't swipe rein)
Hi Frank.
... I think those of us here at this moment are those who are okay with talking to you, unless Star still isn't but eh. That's her choice, and that's okay too.
Msd.
@K: ah. Okay then.
*just fails to see how - whatever we're calling it - can be part of a personality and why it requires supresssion*
*would like it if someone could explain this to me to help me understand*
star: hormones and general joking personality+dirty mind is how it's possible.
*continues to look confused*
*seesm to have spent a lot of time being confused recently*
Because that's how he is, and it's harder for people to change who they are?
I've had loads of times when people tell me I can change something about myself, but I say I just can't cause that's how I am. People say it's an excuse, but that doesn't get me to change if I don't want to.
Basically what I'm talking about is my habit to talk too much when people don't want to listen and are telling me to stop but I can't cause otherwise I feel like my mind will explode.
I guess Fera's situation is similar that people don't like how he is and are asking him to change it, but since it's 'who he is', he can't.
I don't even understand life anymore.
(I is here!)
*would offer hugs, but doesn't want other people sick, even if it's virtual ^.^'*
Soy.
I don't get it.
*breathes very slowly in order to not cry with frustration and confusion*
Give me a moment.
Hey Chloe! :)
Hi Chloe.
*is really grateful that she hasn't gotten a headache yet*
*but has been told to get some sleep*
*can't bring herself to lay down completely yet*
...
(Hey star and Lav! How art thou both?£
ok, what do you not understand, star? I think both of us have explained it pretty clearly without using any big words or explanations?
(Star, don't worry
Do what YOU want to do)
I has a fever, Chloe. Plus other problems that come with it...
Can't lay down cause then it feels like the food I had at dinner will start coming up again... So I'm half lying with my elbows propping the upper half of my body up slightly.
@Fera: I just have moments sometimes. It's okay. I'll get through it. Wait a moment for my brain to do the processing thing and I'll reply to you later.
@Inky: Confused. How're you? :)
(Awww get well soon Lav !
I'm okay)
clo: ummm....doesn't that apply to me too? why does one person get to do what they want to do, but the other one doesn't?
Star, you sound like a robot right now. :P Not that that's a bad thing. It's just kinda funny.
*would hug but yeah*
Erm I may need to borrow a person to talk to because I can't really think properly unless I talk and I need to think now.
Erm.
Nah it's okay I'll compose an email to myself
star: it's ok.
Might be good, Star. Writing, even to yourself, gives you a better chance to sort your thoughts.
( there are boundaries
There are lines that can't be crossed)
Bbs.
( hey Chloe.... * Hugs*
Wbd making lunch)
(*hugs k*)
clo: oh right, so do whatever you want to do as long as it doesn't even remotely do anything unpleasant to anyone else(which it shouldn't lol), so in other words don't do what you want to do, and don't be who you are if it's even slightly offensive sometimes? So just be whoever everyone else wants you to be. ok.
(Oh Ffs
If everyone acted like they wanted all the time the world would be in chaos
You can have fun with friends and laugh and whatever without over stepping the boundaries)
(Hmm.. Elsa is left handed.)
(*cuddles jai*)
@Fera: Ooh! Ooh! I can answer this one!
*takes headphones off from around neck and sits down in a happily focused manner*
Okay, I believe that in life, anyone can do whatever the fuck they want so long as it doesn't negatively impact anyone else. Like, to use a metaphor involving sex because I only usually explain this stuff in contexts involving sex, if person A and person B want to have sex with each other, then they can go and do that because y'know it's their life and nothing to do with me and they're not going to hurt anyone. However, if person A wants to have sex with person B and person B doesn't want to have sex with person A, person A can't have sex with person B because they would be hurting person B. Person B's right to not be negatively impacted supersedes person A's right to do something they can live without (and yes, you don't literally need to sex to survive although there ARE issues with trying to implement lifelong abstinence, adn you certainly don't literally need sex with a certain specific person to survive anyway so yeah).
If person C wants to talk about something thataffects no one but person C, then person C can do that in a public forum because y'know no one will be hurt by person C's talking. If person D wants to say things that will amke people uncomfortable, they can't do that in a public forum because it will negatively impact people. That's the difference.
Look, if someone tells me a secret and I want to discuss the secret with people, then I can't do that in a public forum because it's a secret and it's just common decency to keep people's secrets. If you want to say thigns that will upset a lot of people, it's not too much to ask that you do it with people who won't be upset as opposed to people who will.
(*cuddles Chloe back* Thats quite cool.)
clo: apparently i can't. Because i was holding back a lot as it is. How can i have fun when i always try to be someone else for people?
*sighs*
Can we please not have this conver- argument again?
Hi Jai.
*is back, but might not stay for long*
*ice pack feels nice on her forehead right now*
(What is?)
(Well if isaid everything on my mind I would get on everyone's nerves
But I can still have fun whilst keeping some things to myself)
(Hey Lavy.
@Chloe that Elsa is left handed.)
@Fera: Yeah, that's my lack of understanding. I just don't see why it's such an effort not to say these things to people. :S I'm not sure how that's surpressing a major part of who you are.
We're not even saying 'don't say things with a sexual implication'. We're saying 'that's fine, just don't make them personal to people who mind their stuff (ie. everyone unless they state otherwise)'. I dont' get why that's a big thing.
(It is quite a good fact ^.^ you can use that in a game of Disney/ frozen trivial pursuit!)
*that stuff
Not their stuff
Sorry, brother saying 'Lunch!' in my ear. :P Msd/mbd.
(@Chloe true xD)
(*stores that fact to wow my rl friends*)
star: yes it is a lot to ask. from me at least. And i also had a lot more problems with people continuing rather than your initial reaction. when somebody apologizes and acknowledges the fact he shouldn't have done something, wouldn't it be better to just leave him alone about it?
(@Chloe xD If you watch "Let it Go" you'll see most if not all of her actions are led with her left hand, including letting her hair down and taking her crown off.)
(Awesome! I shall see that when I get home from work)
@Jai: O_O
@Fera: I think Sophia's point was that you apologising never did anythign so we needed to make an impact.
Gotta go. *leaves air hugs* Sleep now.
star: well...I am sorry to tell you but it was a bad impact. There was not a single good thing about this i can think of.
@Fera: I'm actually struggling to comprehend you here. Does every second sentence out of your mouth have some kind of sexual implication? (Honest question that I want answering). Do you think about this stuff 24/7? (Also an honest question). Don't you think that sounds a little unhealthy? I'm a bit concerned.
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=4RJ2tzgk-cI
a song
star: No i don't think about it that much. however, i like to have jokes about it every now and then in a conversation. Plus, it's not just sexual things. like...i am talking about other offensive things as well.
I mean, you probably think I'm trying to be mean to you but I am being 100% honest and genuine.
(*watches contently*)
star: no, i understand your concerns. But you don't have to be concerned about me. I am unfix able.
@Fera: What other offensive things?
^(Also genuine question.)
Yeah but
I like to argue with people, but y'know, if I initiated arguments the whole time then I would keep upsetting people. So I just argue when arguments come up, and I read debates online. I prioritise people not being upset over the enjoyment I get from arguing (or try to. Sometimes I get slightly too into it when I get going). What's the difference between you and me here? What makes it much harder for you?
(Also honest questions.)
(+leaves for work*
Nice... Speaking to you )
star: It's that i am a horrible person. Like you guys haven't seen any of it.
(Okay :)
Sleep well Lavy!)
*comes back quickly, her body almost metaphorically covered in ice*
Heh. I have this one aunt who married a doctor. She says I need ice between my armpit and oddly enough, between my legs. O.o
*leaves again*
(Bye Chloe :)
(goodnight hope, and yeah good work clo)
hope: lol
@Fera: I don't buy that.
Like you, I intrinsically like doing something that upsets people, and if that doesn't make me a horrible person it doesn't make you one either. So you're not a horrible person in that way. I also try not to do it so as not to upset people, which, in this aspect, actually makes me a GOOD person. Apparently you try VERY HARD, which would, in theory, make you a BETTER person than me. What I don't understand is what about it makes you have to try so hard. And whatever it is, it doesn't make you a horrible person (well, unless it brings in some completely different factor, at which point ehre's only a chance that it COULD do).
So yes.
*poses question again?*
I guess you don't ahve to answer if you don't want to; I'm jsut trying to understand you. But I'm not going to be able to decide how to react to you effectively unless I understand you well enough in this aspect, I'm afraid. Sorry.
*in this aspect
Not 'in theory'
star: The answer stays the same. like you have no idea....i am trying to be nice but... I didn't keep saying i could make everyone go off here for no reason. i could literally do that in a paragraph. You think you're horrible until you've seen the real me.
or the other me at this point, since i've been putting on an act for such a long time.
@Fera: *frowns*
Nah, still not buying you.
For one thing, the ability to make people go off here in one paragraph has no impact on how good a person you are. Like, if you have a gun you could very easily become a murderer, but having a gun doesn't make you a murderer. Only murdering people makes you a murderer.
For another thing, I severly doubt you could make me go off ehre in one paragraph. There are no words (none that could fit into a paragraph, anyway; repeated words would haev a dfiferent effect) that could make me go off here permanently. And I mean that.
So yeah. Either you've severely misjudged me, you're lying, or you're exaggerating. And the 'I'm a horrible person' thing still makes 0% sense to me.
star: Do not test me lol. I really don't want to do harm. But my other personal is very impatient when people doubt my abilities. He could make everyone go off here and have a bit of laugh afterwards. Possibly and orgasm. Please don't doubt me when i say stuff.
i'll have to go now. see yall
@Fera: Once again, there are NO WORDS YOU COULD WRITE IN ONE SINGLE PARAGRAPH that would make me go away from here forever. So yes. It is LITERALLY IMPOSSIBLE for you to have those abilities. Unless you have some superpower that can turn words to life and they will leap off my laptop screen and jump down my throat and start tearing my brain apart, and I will collapse to the floor, blood flooding out my ears, and die. Or some such event.
Please don't make everyone go off here, though. I like the other people.
For the record, this argument is putting me in a really good mood. If you want to cease this dicussion, please tell me, but bear in mind that if you do so I will continue to understand you 0% and may come to some conclusions about you you won't like because of it.
Please feel free to email me the paragraph, though. I'm quite interested.
(And bye. :))
(Shup I;m back ... :P )
:) Hey Keiron.
( I don't don't doubt that the paragraph would be bad because I believve I could do that too ... some people would still be here but they'd be like dayyyumm)
*nods at Keiron*
I just -
dude. I survived the Zafclysm. And I'm still here. You're not gonna make me leave permanently wiht one paragraph.
I don't doubt that it could be bad, but y'know.
Something that has just occurred to Gary
In all fairness K if you or Fera did this whole "I can get everyone off with a paragraph" shiz there's no point in bothering because there is few people who come by here daily (or alot) and others just drop in now and again
But the point still stands
It would just be a wasted effort really :)
( i'm not saying I would I'm just saying when you act like you do to such little stuff imo then it'd be rather easy to make you think very very badly of me in one paragraph hence some of you would leave at least till it calmed down... we've had a fight b4 rhos it got intense but no where near as intense as it could get... )
I just -
it's just impossible.
For one, Noelle was bullied for a year on this blog, and she still comes on.
One paragraph could never be as bad as year-long bullying.
Oh, plenty of people would leave short-term- that often happens. But permanetnly? :P
(YEh I get you star :D :P I and Fera have no intent do do this as far as i'm aware but if he's holding back and I believe this because I hold back most of my jokes and try with swearing too soo I believe it be possible for people to hate and leave ect ect ... I'm not saying they wouldn't come back but they'd leave for while and act differently to that person like most of you are already doing with the ignoring... )
@Keiron: Oh, I EASILY believe you and Fera can achieve that effect.
(thanks I think :P )
Er, yeah. I don't think I meant to offend you or him by saying that. :P
(Ok :P I don't take offence anyway )
@Keiron: :)
Fera, do not have a go at people when they are just trying to help, especially when everyone was nice and all that, do not have a go at the people who are helping and tthose who helped you
@Jack: Oh, we definitely weren't being helpful yesterday.
Meh, you were ignoring him therefore avoiding an argument, that's helpful
Plus I also meant, he had a go at Chloe when she was helping and all she ever did was help him, and there's quite a bit of stuff after everything he still has a go
*shrugs at Jack* Idk, I think we were being pretty mean to him.
I don't think so, I mean heupset people including you
( I just had a great shower I thought yall should know that :P like it washed away all my problems kind of great )
@Jack: We were being mean to him DUE to him upsetting you.
*shrugs*
(Personally, I'm fine, and if it was just about me I'd probably be urging people to drop it.)
@Keiron: :) :)
( you ever get that? :P where you feel fine but then you just have a shower or something and feel like a weights been lifted ? :P hehe ) XD im happy either way *hugs*
Due to him?.... I dont follow
Anyway,I have to go, bye
*due to him upsetting us
Sorry!
(Why people seem proud of being vile and disgusting is completely beyond me.)
Because 'vile' and 'disgusiting' are values hat can be applied subjectively, Sophia.
( ... let me ask you something ... am I disgusting just now? or vile? no I'm being nice, And I will continue to be nice as long as nice continues to me... but if not and I feel threatened or otherwise I can snap and turn that way because Like so many others I am not just going to sit there and take abuse... *smiles* )
(I also believe the same goes for Frank... We are quite similar)
I am sadistic by nature. My desire to cause others pain is a very important part of who I am; it may be my defining characteristic. And I can be very frightening when I want to be. I have given people on this blog nightmares before. But I have made a conscious effort to be civil when I come here, even though that means suppressing most of what makes me who I am, because I have come to recognize that harming others is not worth the repercussions. I try to be relatively polite, even when I am inwardly seething, and even though I despise courtesy, and have valid reasons for doing so. I don't brag about how cruel I could be, or remind everyone constantly of how much worse I could be making things, and I do not expect anyone to be kind to me or take it lightly if I do say something offensive. I find other outlets for that part of myself, and I rarely come here, because clearly my personality is mostly incompatible with this place now. I found somewhere else to be who I am, and here, any interjection I make is tailored to suit the situation rather than to suit me. That is far from impossible. At the very least, if you are unwilling to leave or change the behavior that is hurting people, do not expect them to be accepting and tolerant.
*nods at Alastair* Thank you.
(again we are changing and being nice most of the time... but I feel I need to stick up for him because well I know how it is so I am trying to get across what he means by it not that it will in fact happen, like I could say I could kill ten people tomorrow and its a possibility it might not happen and I most likely don't want it to but it could, its a primal instinct to show how tough you are when you are in defence mode like a cobra spreading its had to look bigger.)
(Where, exactly, did you get the word "now" from? I was merely pointing out that I have absolutely no idea why you and Fera seem to be showing off about the fact you think you would be able to make people leave. It neither impresses nor scares anyone, and simply makes you look pathetic. And, of course, it is absolute rubbish.)
@Keiron: As far as I'm aware, no one has a problem with you, though.
@Sophia: I wasn't aware that stating opinions in casual conversation was a crime now.
(no offense)
( I was asking whether or not I was disgusting and vile in that particular moment in time, hence "now". and i'm not showing off neither is he, He is trying to get the point across that you acting the way you did over something so small is irrelevant because he could do much worse to which I agree because It was virtually nothing and much worse could in fact be done, by anyone not just us two.)
( :D thanks Star :P I guess it just sorta feels like an attack on a part of me too because I have the same type of humour, ect)
@Keiron: Like I think I've said, I have no problem with anyone's sense of humour so long as they don't hurt people.
(Can we stop arguing about this. This damn argument has done enough damage already. We've established that Fera needs to be more careful with what jokes he says. There. Done. Now let's stop before more friendships are ruined and more complaints are made.)
( Yeh I get that and it made sense also hence why Frank said he liked you as you tend to see it from more than one point of view :D
It was also why I said you were different that one time not too long ago... :D
yes I am all in with the no more arguing. )
@Keiron: Okay?
@Jai: Okay.
(Okay, I felt wonderfully competent this morning but now I'm back to being confused adn I don't even know why. :P Never mind though.)
*carries on messes with five-pointed stars*
Okay, my brother went to the park and now he's come back and he's brought a friend/friends with him, and like, and like, there's people in my house and I'm scared so I'm just sort of sitting here and hoping they don't notice me.
I mean, my brother is younger than me so I should probably go in and let him know I exist so he doesn't think I've left the house and abandoned him, but like, I'm scared of people so . . .
Lizzie advised me to hide in the bushes but that would be kinda embarrassing if they found me so I'm hoping they just don't walk into the garden.
When Lizzie and Cat were on holiday the cleaners came and they hid under the bed haha.
(Before realising that the cleaners wouldn't mind them being in their own hotel room and then got out from under the bed and, I think, made a quick escape before the cleaners got to their room.)
If you ever feel the urge to do something violent to your phone, I recommend hitting it into a sofa. I
(I am here...)
Hey Chloe. :)
(how art thou?)
@Chloe: :) Alright.
You?
(Sorry, brother distartced me in middle of typing. XD)
(tis okay
im okay, I have the shakes for some reason
driving kater!)
*nods*
:) :) :)
(*hugs Chloe*)
(I really do hate myself sometimes..
Keiron! I think you read back. When you read this can you ask Gemma how she is?)
Don't hate yourself, Jai. You're awesome. *hugs*
(*hugs star back* And painfully weak willed.)
I don't know about that, but I know you're awesome, so.
(@star *rolls eyes*)
I just found this advert that had like tears rolling down my face.
@Jai: *doesn't know why you're rolling eyes*
(*hugs jai*)
(@star Awwwww. *Huggles* there there.
How are you Chloe?)
(as stated above, im alright
but I have the shakes)
(The shakes? Aww :/ *cuddles!*)
(*cuddles* how art thou?)
(*cuddles back* Somewhat annoyed.)
(why? message me)
(Its fine, I can say it here :) I'm annoyed because my mum has been promising to watch frozen since I bought it and specifically promised to watch it tonight. However what's going to happen is, should I remind her, she'll get angry and say it's too late or she's too busy.)
( I see
my mum can e like that )
(Mhmmm. I've had it for years now, literally.)
(I know how you feel)
(At least I have my dad. He's watched it. Watched it the first night I was at his having bought it.)
(awesome ^.^ I must go now
speak soon!)
(wait no...
wtf my lesson is nnot till seven
never mind XD)
(xD there there Chloe. Rp?)
(Okay ^.^ where were we?)
Mark: or course I'd have visited you if you'd gone back to your tower..
Clocky; that,,, that really means a lot mark
Mark: *smiles*
We're friends, why would I not visit you?
Clocky; *ticking slows down and looks at the floor$ I don't know
(Nawwww.)
Mark: ..are you okay?
Clocky; I'm...Fine *turns* I better get changed
(If I disappear it's because my instructor is always stupidly early )
(I like this roleplay. I can upset characters =D)
Mark: Oh, right, sure okay.
(Meanie)
Clocky: *goes back to her room an shuts the door*
(Always ;P)
Mark: *looks at Cole and shrugs*
*starts washing his cup*
Cole: you idiot
(My instructor is early! By!)
Mark: *looks up, scowling*
Hey! You said she was okay staying here, how am I an idiot!
(Bye :)
(Back!!)
Cole: it's obvious she likes you and you like her
And you totally just friend zoned her...
(*waits in a bush for stars opinion on the friendzone XD
Cole believes in it okay!)
(*cuddles*)
Mark: *blushes*
I'm going slowly!
(*cuddles*)
Cole: did you see the look on her face when you called her friend? Something must've happened if she thought more of you
Mark: I.. didn't mean to upset her..
Cole: *shakes head and sighs* what am I going to do with you
Mark: Teach me..?
Cole: okay... I guess the first lesson is to learn how to be sensitive to her emotions
Mark: *nods*
Cole: something must've happened for her to consider you more than a friend
That's why you upset her by Calling her friend
Mark: so.. I shouldn't call her a friend?
Cole: I'm not saying ...well... I don't know
Mark: *huffs*
Useful.
Cole: well... Well you're the one who upset her!
Mark: You said you'd help!
Cole: I tried to!
Mark: *sighs heavily*
Right. Yeah.
Cole: right... The best thing to do is to apologise to her
(Hello.)
Alexandria: *she takes Onwa's hand* I feel to have... power. But I am not sure what I can yet do. I feel as if there is something within me attempting to explode. To claw its way out. I have some knowledge, of course. I am aware that I am able to vanish at one place, and reappear at another. But that knowledge... is not satisfying my power. There is something I can do. Something I do not yet know. Something which did not come already in my head. It is infuriating.
Liliana: *they vanish in a flash of black, reappearing back inside the palace* Please, Alexandria, explain. Perhaps we will be able to help. We need to learn what powers you have before we continue. What do you know already? What have you inherited from me?
Alexandria: I can fire pulses from my hands. I can vanish and reappear. I can hurt people at will. I can resurrect the dead under my command and kill lesser life forms with a single thought. But it is not enough. It feels... *she clenches her fists* like I am being restrained. *she slams her fist against the wall of the palace, a purple pulse of energy tearing through it* *she begins to pace* This is not a nice state to be in. I have power I cannot use. I can feel it, but I cannot understand it. But I understand everything else. Why is this?
Liliana: You may have inherited some powers from Onwa. Perhaps she will allow you to understand them better.
Bethany: *she presses against Silente, her eyes closed whilst she sleeps*
Isabelle: *she screams silently, her face creased in agony*
Lily: There is a food from Aztraya called Hyrasta. It is... *she pauses for a moment, thinking* a combination of fruits and fish wrapped up in a savoury... pancake? It is one of the main foods eaten there. It is apparently very delicious. I know how to make that. I know how to make many different foods you do not find on earth. Some of the ingredients tend to be... exotic, though... So I'd have to make regular trips to Aztraya if I was going to make it.
Mark: for what?? "Oh I'm sorry I called you my friend!"
Cole: apologise for hurting her feelings
Onwa: I am not sure what magic I could achieve. It could be just potential energy, in which case you would have to learn new magic to use some of that magic.
*smiles, brushing her hair lightly away from her face*
James: *grins, eyes slightly with enjoyment, watching her expression*
*saws down to her bones then stops, removing the saw*
Manuel: I can come with you to retrieve them.
Mark: I didnt try to!!!
Cole: I thought you wanted my help
OMG wtf
you've known each other for TWO SECONDS
only SENSIBLE people would call you friends after two seconds
*runs into metaphorical wall*
I'm sorry for not getting people two seconds after getting them! I'm such an inseitve arsehole I deserve to be shot!
*bangs metaphorical head into metpahorical wall*
sorry
(once again, I'm liking it enough to pay full attention to it :P)
Mark: I do but I've known her for one day! Of course she's only my friend! People don't become partnersin one day! That'd be insane!!!
*sighs, putting his head in his hands*
I want to get to know her! To be her friend! To take it slowly!
(I'm going for the night
I would've taken this lightly
But now because of my mum I just,..
*leaves*)
(Um.. okay.. Bye Chloe?)
Alexandria: Show me. I do not care what I have to learn. Give me a solution. *she pauses for a moment when she sees something of interest* *she strikes to a stack of drawers, taking a silver tray from the top* This. Metal. It feels different.
(Another time skip, Jaimie?)
Isabelle: And now will you put me back together?
Lily: *she extends her hand to him* Very well.
((XD Thanks Mark.
*laughs* XD
I guess it's not really their fault I'm annoyed, it's my fault I'm annoyed. Like I said, I'm only commenting my annoyance because I'm committed enough to comment on the roleplay. Usually I run into a metaphorical wall in my head. *nods*
So yeah, it's not that they're actually being annoying. It's just that I'm weird.))
:/ *hugs Chloe* Bye . . .
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