As the subject header suggests, there has been a change to the start time for the signing in Galway on September 4th, changing it from 4:30 to 3:00, in an attempt to get to sign for everyone who can make it.
( ok this is where you turn on me for being a horribly truthful person ...
Well guess what it isn't 3 years ago... live in the blooming now plan for tomorrow not for yesterday because no matter how hard you try yesterday has happened today is happening but tomorrow you have free range on tomorrow. )
(I will temporarily leave my emotion-induced segregation to say several things.
Firstly, Fera - You have disrespected two of my friends recently. You need to adopt an opt-in system so if there are actually any girls on the blog who want to be victim to your incessant and idiotic attempts at flirtation, you will be able to see who they are. Otherwise, it may be better for everyone if you would just leave them alone. I, for example, largely dislike intimacy and physical contact and I am rather certain that Star feels the same way. All that I ask is that you, for once, consider the emotions of others rather than putting your attempts to have some form of intimacy with women before them. It is hardly a large thing to ask, but given that you seem to be as mature as a slice of mild cheddar cheese, it may be a challenge for you. I will say this - if you continue to treat people like you are in the habit of doing and continue to make the jokes that no one in their right mind would consider appropriate - staring at Star's behind on an internet forum will be the closest thing to intimacy you will ever receive.)
@Keiron: *sighs* She KNOWS it isn't three years ago. She feels regret and she wanted to be able to express that emotion, so she came to a place where she keeps hoping is a place where she can express herself without being attacked but which is repeatedly ceasing to live up to her expectations. If I misinterpreted you in any way, Noelle, please feel free to correct me. I'm not in your head and am an imperfect guesser; it is entirely likely that I got something wrong.
hiei: *doesn't flinch, because doesn't have balls* *punches conductor in the face with an incredible force, a lot stronger than he was before* star: don't apologize ^_^ it's not your fault you felt discomfort :)
( I know... I honestly just couldn't find a nice way to say move on and live for tomorrow ... i'm all over the place today I'm being tooo ughhy like I'm caring but not and then super not and then wanting to kill hiei in rp... like I have something up rn tbh ... i'm not sure about anything I say right now so i'm not filtering)
Con: *looks surprised then shrugs being pushed back immensely blackness following his outline to where he stops and smiles*
*slams a shadow pyramid down on top of him almost breaking a sweat*
@Fera&Rhos: Thank you. :) Alright, alright, thoughts to sort (hey, that rhymed).
No, I shouldn't apologise for feeling uncomfortable, but I guess I'm apologising for any upset causing on behalf of my automatic negative reaction, because yeah, I didn't choose said automatic negative reaction and it isn't my fault, but it isn't anyone else's fault either. I guess.
(Hello, Star. It is quite alright, however, I do not believe you should be sorry. If it happens again, please use one of my techniques for dispersing intimacy and punch him very hard in the nose.)
sophia: You thought i tried to flirt with star? knowing she is asexual? I was merely trying to mess around and make a joke. Maturity is different when viewed from different aspects. You cannot decide whether i am mature or not. You can have your opinion, but that's as far as it goes. You seem to be suggesting that i am not in my right mind. which is completely true. however...you should start becoming a little more accepting towards these kind of things, because life is a bitch and you either slowly descend, or fall immediately. if you fall, it'll hurt.
(Memories are nice until you relive them 500 times and try changing them to how you want, It just makes you sadder.. i'm sorry if I hurt you Noelle... sometimes sternness is needed/ is all I can do and hope I still come across nicely... SOY again no offence meant...)
all you people don't see it from my perspective and i am not expecting you to. But scolding someone for who they are is rather immature wouldn't you agree.
(We don't ? I thought that was like the point of life... almost... don't stick on the little bitchy things because then you'll drown when the big bitchy thing comes just keep swimming and all that you know lol ... as someone who's experienced a lot of it... i'd say it's better to just accept the little ones)
*stares at the ceiling, which my sister and dad painted for me a few months ago and it is now beautifully white and clean* *before they painted it it used to have squished mosquitoes on it* *I asked them whether they got the mosquitoes off before painting it and my dad said they painted over them* *so now my new ceiling has squished mosquitos IN it* *I'm not sure if that's better or worse* *anyway* *I stared at the ceiling because I was wondering if I could be bothered to explain this, but I think I may have to be for visibility everywhere* Asexuality is actually a pretty complicated orientation. You know how for most people their gender and their sex align and are pretty mcuht he same thing? So a lot of people never bother to work out the difference because for them there is no difference; however, for some people (trans people), they aren't the same thing, and therefore gender and sex have been split into two separate concepts. Yeah, asexual people did a similar thing with sexual and romantic orientation. For most people, their sexual and romantic orientations align - for example, most people who describe themselves as heterosexuals could be more specifically labelled as heteroromantic heterosexuals - they are romantically attracted to people of the opposite sex and sexually attracted to people of the opposite sex. However, a lot of asexuals do NOT have nice neat matching orientation, and so you have heteroromantic asexuals (who are romantically attracted to people of the opposite sex and desire romantic relationships with them, but who are not sexually attracted to anyone and do not desire sex with anyone) and homoromantic asexuals and biromantic asexuals and panromantic asexuals. (Not all people with mismatched orientations are asexual - you can get heteromantic homosexuals (who romantically desire people of the opposite sex but sexually desire people fo the same sex), for example, althought they're pretty rare). As it happens, I'm an aromantic asexual (or at least have been thus far in my life), so I don't sexually or romantically desire anyone. I believe that is what you meant by saying I was asexual, and so this entire explanation was not relevant to the discussion. However, I felt a clarification might be beneficial to the world because visibility adn education for asexuals always tends to be rather benefical. Thank you for reading.
@Fera: Like I said, I find staring at people totally fine. I was just unsure why you would specifically mention it. I think I understand that part a bit better now though. Yay for understanding breakthroughs.
Fera, unfortunately, that is not who I am. I will not get used to it. As long as you continue, I intend to argue against you. And you will come off the worst. I will make sure of that.)
(*fistbumps Fera* :P *nods at star* I knew most of that but still helps :P *offers hugs* )
*gets hit and spins with the energy landing on his face before encasing him in shadowalluminumardite trying to suffocate him it begins to fill with acid and a sleep induced shadow aroma *
sophia: and who are you exactly to tell me what to do and what to change on myself? you do not want to have business with me if i get pissed off i'll tell you that much, so please move along and stop trying to be tough, as you can see star has already understood what i meant and she is ok now. you can stop being a hero.
(sorry for what... is it because I tried to debunk you're not accepting it thing... ? I just meant it's better to just roll with the punches sometimes you know tire the guy out then take your swing sorta think.)
Star is right here. Star is okay now. Star may not have needed defending or may have needed defedning (I don't know, I can't remember events precisely and I would have said different stuff if people hadn't been there. Star thinks that maybe Star DID need defending), but people defending her was very nice and heartwarming. Star also recognises that Sophia is not in any wayStar's pet dragon to bring out and intimidate people with when Star wants. Sophia is her own person and she does what she wants, not what Star wants (just sometimes what Sophia wants aligns with what Star wants). If Star hasn't have much more to say on a matter, that doesn't mean that Sophia should also shut up. If Sophia wants to say things Sophia can say things, and whether or not Star wants to say things too is not wholly relevant seeing as how like we're independant people.
(Fera - You complain that no one accepts you, and that everyone rejects you. Have you considered that there may be a reason for this, when you have just acted like you have? Your actions give all the answers you will ever need as to why you have been rejected, insulted and possibly arrested. And please, if this was about being a hero I would be doing a better job. I do not give a shit who understands what. Your actions are unacceptable and my tolerance level is non-existent.)
Sorry, it's getting hard for me to ensure my sentences actually make sense, and filtering them to make sure they're as nice/not nice as I want them to be is so far out the window it's smashed on the floor. Right now I'm not intending to offend anyone. Sorry if I do.
sophia: I've always known this lol but i like to play the dummy when asking why they don't like me. You're being over the fucking top. about it. You are saying this like i've committed a crime. Star has felt a little unease, yes, i've apologized, yes....so what? do you have to make a big deal about it? no, but you still are talking for no reason even though i am warning you not to.
(Then perhaps if you changed and acted decently, it would not happen. Until that time, please refrain from attempting to have people feel sorry for you. It is not worth their emotional effort. What I am saying is that people will not find you attractive. This will lead to you being lonely. Loneliness in addition to your actions will make you a prime candidate for a rapist in addition to other sexual offences. If I did not believe there was a reason behind it, I would not be doing it. It is not your apology I am concerned about. It is the assurance it will not happen again. Apologising is one thing. Stopping is entirely another. You need to learn that some things are inappropriate, and until you learn that I intend to argue against you at every opportunity I get. The rest is up to you.)
(Noelle - You are taking corrective action to help with your depression. That is all anyone can ask. I know how difficult it is to get help. Your depression is negative, yes. But that does not mean that you, yourself, are.)
sophia: I do act decently. I do not intentionally hurt people i don't hold a grudge against, and when i do i apologize. inappropriateness is a complete matter of perspective. Tolerance is actually a very grown up thing. You said you've got non, so aren't you acting immaturely? Instead of being uptight about everything, why not just unrustle your jimmies and be fun at parties?
btw, intolerance creates conflicts, so wouldn't it be a better choice to be tolerant and understanding. of course everyone thinks they're on the right track.
(I know but you know what I care differently than the rest of you... I care equally I don't care what you are what you have or what you look like I care who you are ... I have a friend with severe depression and they are one of my best friends... I don't have to dance around them they hate when people do that they aren't some dainty flower and I respect that I hence don't treat anyone differently... Disabled, I'll talk I don't care ... blind, no sympathy from me maybe a few questions because i'm inquisitive ... I treat everyone the same and if something you are doing is harmful I try to warn in the nicest way possible. )
(Tolerance is for children learning to get along and nice people. Hence why intolerance is the only way to get things to change. Tolerance is good for peace, intolerance is best for solving problems. Neither are ineffective. They simply work in different ways. I do have reasons for not being "fun at parties". I am aware that you may not do it on purpose but you can take action to prevent it happening and that is what I am asking you to do - for your sake as well as everyone else's.)
(Conductor - Not every case of depression is the same. However, your method largely seems ineffective and you may actually work against what you are trying to achieve than for it.)
so, tolerance is for children but then you also say both are effective? even you don't know what you're talking about. and all the people I meet in real life would not be phased by such small things aka messing around, saying somebody's ass is nice or was looking at it as long as it stays civilized...I've never met anyone as sensitive as you people. I am insensitive, however, nobody should be offended by such things I've said so far... I was literally holding back all i could.
(you should shave against the grain... this is the wrong way to most people... but if you shave with then against you get rid of more hair.. .there is no wrong way to push...
i've been depressed and pushed...
let me put it this way...
if you are an asshole and you are depressed you are a depressed asshole it doesn't change how I see you.. if you are nice and depressed you are a nice depressed person ect ect you get the point it shouldn't define who you are ... )
(Sharing is also taught as children and that is also very effective, given a situation. I did not say that being taught tolerance as a child makes it ineffective. That interpretation is entirely your own doing.
Then perhaps you should leave those actions for the people you know in real life, as they have no place here. If that was you holding back, perhaps you would consider segregating yourself and only contact people via email. That would also be an efficient solution. It would be better than you making others feel uncomfortable with your idiotic jokes.)
sophia: shit happens. learn to get over it. I am not making everyone feel uncomfortable on purpose, and this doesn't happen very often(too often at least). And i would also like to suggest you something. Stop insulting me and trying to tell me what to do. but you know, only for your own sake ^_^
(On purpose and not on purpose are irrelevant. They do not change your actions. Taking yourself away when you are tempted to make an inappropriate joke would be a good result for everyone. If I thought I was in any danger from you, I would hardly be saying this. After all, what, exactly, do you think you could do? Refusing to do as I am suggesting may result in you making your friends feel uncomfortable and then you will be lonely. It is beneficial for you to stop. Hence, for your sake. Doing this will have no affect on me.)
sophia: For my sake? I've already got friends that do not pussy out on every single thing that may be considered offensive(and star did really well, it's the people who tried to protect her). I never think about what i am capable of.
@Keiron: I prefer positive discrimination. If someone breaks their leg I'm not going tO expect them to be able to get up and start walking just like tie rest of us, and if tie say "can you go and fetch my book for me please" I'mint going to say "omg get up and get it yourself you lazy toerag." I believe in equal opportunities, but I don't believe we are all equal in every way. We have equal value as people, but Fiat doesn't mean we are all equally mice and all equally capable of solving math problems or whatever.
*coughs* I'mostly staying out of this argument, but I disliked the phrase 'tried to protect her,' because it makes it sound like they tried to help me and just screwed up. I was very grateful for the support of those defending me, thanks.
Erm yeah. Please continue. *scuttles oit of argument*
(Fera - Then do your potential victims on here a favour and stay with the friends who do not care what you do, rather than making people uncomfortable. Have you ever considered that Star may have only done so well because people were there to protect her? People perform better when they have backup rather than when they are alone. Your jokes have no place here, as I have said. All they will do is cause discomfort and upset - and for what, exactly?)
( ok star A person with a broken leg calls you over from across the room is mean to you and tells you to go get something because they have a broken leg .. they are an asshole with a broken leg...
A person with a broken leg asks you nicely to get something because they feel sore and it'd take more effort to hobble over there for them, they are a nice person with a broken leg...
you choose to help one who is it?
or if you choose both you'd do something differently...
I had a broken leg and one of my teachers told me to go get something from the other side of the school I got my crutches and went, got to the door b4 he looked and said what you doing with those I said walking and he said with those and I said well I have a broken leg... and continued to go get the stuff. He said sorry when I got back and I said why?)
First tie second tie? XP How does your phone manage that? *just got here* *has no idea what's going on except for that comment* *is a slow typer because typing with left fingers only and it's so hard!*
sophia: not all people do better, and not in all situations. Well i really don't have anything to say to that one. if some are prudish enough to make such a big thing about a few of these jokes that don't mean to hurt anyone, perhaps i should leave. I've considered it before.
(Fera - Then do so. It will save people plenty of discomfort. As I have stated, whether it is purposeful or accidental is irrelevant. They are your actions and your responsibility. Having one person leave to prevent many discomfort is acceptable. Call me prudish if you wish but I am attempting to stop the discomfort that you are causing, which is by far more than you are doing.)
@Keiron: Well yeah. But if my sister, who has two working legs, asked me very nicely to go fetch ģgggg book for er, I In theory wouldn't because omg she has legs she can do it herself I'm not her servant. If she had a broken leg and she asked me very nicely to yet her book for her, I would. The only way the situation looks different is due to the broken leg factor.
sophia: Plenty of discomfort? we're talking one little note every 2-3 months or so. You like to exaggerate i've noticed. Discomfort is always in our lives. people cannot live in perfect harmony. By that mentality, people should not even talk to each other. because they will be hurt at some point, or made uncomfortable.
(He suggested it, Lavender. I was merely pointing out that it would be a solution to the problems he makes.
Fera - Some discomfort can be avoided, such as what you cause. However, you seem to be more interested in causing discomfort rather than attempting to stop it.)
Er. *frowns at argument* Okay. Erm. I don't like telling people to leave. Sometimes, the only way we can get out if a situation with everyone being happy is if a certain person leaves. I do not think this is one of those circumstances. Yes, most people here are overly sensitive. It's weird and makes me feel like a bitch. Yes, Fera, people tend to like people more if they refrain from implications of intimacy/sexuality when communicating with people they aren't comfortable making them with. You are not a hopeless cause and you aren't someone nobody likes. Gowever, ou may be liked more if you follow Sophia's advice, and you may avoid messy arguments like this one. That doesn't mean you have to. It just means it may be in your best interests. Of corse, your life is yours to do what you want with. Just, y'know, there are consequences to every action.
I like Greg because he made the best of being seventy feet tall. They said he'd never come to anything and look at him now, providing 93% of all the meat used by Greggs! And he gives nearly all of that to charity to help others.
(Fera - And then more people would be not accepting you, and you would be again trying to gain sympathy despite the fact you have brought it upon yourself, just as you have already.
*sighs* Yeah, I'm not going any further into this debate. We've already had this conversation lots of other times before. And all it does is just make me tired of it. *backs out*
sophia: Who was ever talking about what would happen then? the main point was that you said I am trying to, and i sort of disproved it. oh,and if I decided to make uncomfort, i wouldn't be trying to make anyone my friends *smirks*
The giant horse? Who provides all that meat for Greggs? My favourite pony?
Am I having another one of those senile moments where I think I've talked to someone about Greg? Because if so I need to go and put that on my chart on my neighbor's car.
Fera(lol spellcheck wanted to say "Fees" there... I haven't been here in too long XD): Im glad :) Lav: Well, kinda okay is better than bad, I suppose I'm doing pretty well. My brain's been a bit odd recently though. Random feelings. Some bad, some good. Humans, life, ya know? But overall, good and sparkly. Thanks for asking :)
(By refusing to take corrective action to help your problem, you are willing it to happen. As Star said, it would be better for you to follow my advice. It would be better for everyone if you would follow my advice. But I will argue against you whenever you make someone uncomfortable. It would also save you a lot of trouble.)
You are quite welcome. I'm glad you like them. I do too. Rainbows are beautiful. Color is beautiful. *stares dreamily at the shiny rainbows filling the sky*
sophia: I cannot know every single instance when i am gonna offend someone. It's how it works. Perhaps it would save you a lot of trouble to start being tolerant, because i am pretty sure it will happen again sometime in the future.
Mm, I like lamb... *licks rainbow* Nah. I think it tastes sweet. Rainbows taste like chocolate to me. Or marshmallows. Depending on how I'm feeling. Sometimes gummies. But sweet. Definitely sweet. *continues to stare dreamily at the rainbows, very distracted by the "shiny object"*
(Then simply refrain from telling jokes and saying things of a perverted nature that you seem to be in the habit of doing. That would also solve the problem. I can assure you, I will never be tolerant. That will not change. Especially when there is someone who was staring at the bottom of a teenage girl. I will certainly never be tolerant to that, whether it is in real life or on the internet. Neither is appropriate.)
Oh silly, I just meant the rainbows! The quotation marks were about it being an "object." *notices an actual shiny object through the rainbow, squints to see it* Hey look, a spoon! I love spoons! *starts to dash towards the very shiny spoon*
sophia: that is you again, trying to force your perspective down my throat. You expect others to change but you would not consider changing yourself? huh....plus I am a teenager as well and not a lot older than her.
(Being intolerant is sensible. Causing others unnecessary discomfort is not. There is a need for you to stop. Were I to stop, people like you would be able to do what they would like which would help no one and harm more. So yes, that is what I expect. Irrelevant. No matter what the age, it is inappropriate.)
*actually lols* you think you're stopping me from doing whatever i want? bitch please, i'll do what i want, whenever i want to. your actions are useless. If i wanted to be horrible, so i would be. Not appropriate? Many people do it. it's natural. I apologized. But seriously, it was an rp thing, which means it was even less real than just doing it through a screen on cam. you cannot shove your opinion down my throat.
*grabs spoon and greedily stares at its shiny glory, but the spoon poofs away* HEY! MY SPOON! WHERE'D IT GO‽‽ *spoon appears somewhere else in the rainbows* *runs and grabs spoon again* Hey, what's going on?
(You do not seem to be acquainted with sense, Fera. Nor do you see a good suggestion when you see one. You are too concerned with what your friends do to realise how you are behaving. This will get you nowhere, except prison, perhaps. That would depend on how much you listen to them. You said he was not a hopeless cause, Star. I disagree. He needs to return to primary school and learn the difference between right and wrong and perhaps the situation may be different. I have given him many suggestions to help him fit in here. He has refused them all. He has no concern about the feelings of others and would prefer to be intimate with those who do not want intimacy. He believes that how his friends behave is normal, despite the fact it is morally wrong. He is emotionally manipulative, as someone who I actually believe is his friend has already told me and he is perverted. Although he may not be a bad person, his actions are certainly are of one.)
sophia: you just need a lesson from life. Perhaps you'd understand a lot of things that you do not, right now. Intimacy? omfg i cannot believe i have to spell this out. It was in friggin text....I stopped immediately, and didn't carry on with it either. And perhaps you do not know, but people do stare at each other, whether you think it's appropriate or not. Morally wrong would be if i slit your throat. morally wrong would be if i started perving on girls. morally wrong would be if I'd started cyber bullying someone. this was literally one sentence(like all the other things you flipped your shit over) and i apologized. My saliva has more sense and balls than you'll ever posses.
oh and I have not "refused" all your suggestions? what the shit are you talking about? I didn't say i would not try to stop making people unease did i?
I am just saying i am not listening to a butthurt person, who has insulted me right off the bat. and not shoving your opinion down my throat still. I do not think it's wrong, but i never said i wouldn't try to refrain from it.
Like, I know it's hard as a newer Bloglandian when older Bloglandians get all nostalgic, because you weren't there and you feel like maybe you shouldn't be here now, and that's not what I'm trying to say to anyone. However, there are a lot of people that I miss, and I miss reading the group plots (some of what people have now seems interesting, but it's also hard to follow because I miss a lot of it while taking long breaks after fights like these)(also, I sort of sucked at participating in the group plots, which I wish I'd been better about). I also miss when people were less ready to be mad at each other. There were conflicts, of course, but until the "Zafaclysm", as Trip called it, no one gave off the impression of constantly being ready to pick a fight.
Anyway, if you're planning on saying something about telling me to just deal with it, I'll spare you the trouble.
Just deal with it.
I'm trying, I've been trying, but it's hard not to hate sometimes, hard not to want to crush everybody in an iron fist. That's what this place has been doing to me, and yet I find it so hard to leave.
Well, I don't usually want to destroy everybody (Star comes to mind as someone I don't usually want to destroy. There are others, but I don't want to list them and draw even more lines than already exist).
Someone (possibly Adra?) said at one point that Blogland is like a drug.
She (or possibly he if it wasn't Adra) was right...
Now, if you'll excuse me, I think I'll return to contemplating murder.
G'bye. You'll hear from me at some point I guess. I'll peek in and see if the environment's a bit less toxic.
and if i were to shit on people's feelings(which i could very well do, I am not a good person from core) I would be a lot more horrible. You do not want to know how horrible i could be.
Were I never here I mightn't have developed depression I wouldn't have been bullied, and then further tormented by others I wouldn't have tried to commit suicide I wouldn't want to commit suicide
I wish I was never here I wish I was never born
I wish so much And much I wish to say but I know that I'll be yelled at because I'm wrong always and everyone else is right.
I hate it.
And here I am...
I want support but I don't want support from people who forget me until I remind them that I exist.
And there are only two people who make that effort- and I sure as hell don't have anyone else to back me up. Besides, even just saying this is putting me at risk for being yelled at by Kieron, or Sophia, or Zafira, or Lavender, or Fera. Because I'm not allowed to have a voice anymore. It was too Mych of a luxury...
I bought the trapezoid xacto blades. I'm going to find solace in them. Maybe I'll swallow one.
Noelle... I don't really know you. I'm not going to claim to. But everyone should be allowed to have a voice. Everyone should feel like they matter, and can speak up, and everyone should feel safe. I don't really know you. You seem like a lovely person. I believe that people are lovely in general. It hurts to even imagine someone hurting like you do, and I know I'm not capable. I'm sorry you don't feel safe. I'm sorry you feel so bad. I know it hasn't got anything to do with me, but... God, Noelle, you don't deserve to feel like that. I don't really know you, but even I know you seem lovely, even I know you should feel safe, even I wish you could feel better. Probably doesn't mean a lot coming from basically a stranger, but I felt the need to say it anyways.
(So I can't go to sleep Great I'll say what was in my head
I agree people can be quite touchy at times, but aren't people like that in general?
However, what you said can make people uncofortable I don't want to sound like I love myself, but people stare at me when I go out an it really makes me uncofortable Boys in my sisters year wolf whistled at me on the way into the shop People asked if I worke. In a strip club I've even had a man who stared at me when he was with his girlfriend It honestly upsets me
Should've taken it on the chin, accepted you made a mistake and moved on But you kept arguing with soph, who had all our best interests at heart You should've seen this and stopped But you kept at it Upsetting more people who shouldn't have any need to be upset
But.. *cries* you said you could get everyone off the blog if you wanted, and you smirked afterwards.. That's sick I've been here for almost four years now It's been a place I could escape to And it has been for many people This place means a lot to me I met jack here, who I love the bones of I met rhos here, who's like a brother to me I met Jai and star and Soph and gem and dragon and annika and velvet and Kassy and Kessie and duggy and everyone else here And they mean the world to me And if this place was gone, I don't know what I'd do
Please, no more reckless comments and just don't speak to me)
*sighs* Noelle... I'm not going to yell at you and I'm sorry that sometimes, as I admit, I do. I'm sorry, and I mean that more sincerely than text can prove.
*agrees with Moss and Noelle about how addicting this place is(saying in her own words)* No matter how many times I say I'm leaving, I can never stay away completely. But I also wished I could. And there have been times I wished I never came on in the first place.
*proceeds to melt into a shadow again* *fades away*
Fera - You have so far asked out at least two people, stared at the bottom of a third and previously made inappropriate jokes to a fourth. I would say that classifies as wanting intimacy, does it not? How many times will people have to refuse you before you realise that no one actually wants it? And morally wrong, Fera, would be making people feel uncomfortable with only selfish motives. I do not think you are entirely grasping the fact that it is not the frequency that it happens, nor the length of what you say. It is what you say that is the problem. Your actions have been inappropriate. I am not entirely sure what you are actually talking about with sense and balls. But I assure you that I am sensible. As for the balls - I am not sure whether you are talking about sexual orientation when you say your saliva contains balls, or whether you are meaning that you are talking rubbish as "talking balls" can be used as slang. I do not especially understand why you think I would actually want them. I am a woman. I would not want any. I also have no idea why you have concluded that I am "butthurt". Anyone who actually knows me is aware of the fact you could call me every single name under the sun and it would make no difference. I have also given no indication that I am "butthurt". I have not been, for example, whining about being insulted unlike another I could mention. I am, however, determined to prevent you from making anyone else feel uncomfortable. Apologies if I misinterpreted the fact you are arguing against me, but I have given you suggestions. I assumed that arguing against the person who was attempting to help both you and everyone else classified as refusing them.)
Okay, I should probably say something. Idk, I think saying things is usually productive. Sophia, he's unlikjely to change his actions if you verbally attack him in the way that you're doing. He's more likely just to get defensive, which like, is happening. People tend to listen to constructive criticism more than criticism made in a harsher manner, and your words to him have been quite harsh thus far. And he's not afraid of any threats you're making, so that isn't working either. Therefore, I'm not sure you're getting anywhere with what you're doing.
(Star - He either needs to stop or leave. I have laid the foundations for both options and I will adapt accordingly. One way or another he will have to learn the difference between appropriate and inappropriate. It is good to keep the options open - in terms of both helping and hindering.
UM UM UM LIKE YEAH WHAT FERA SAID WAS DISGUSTING AND WRONG AND ALL AND REALLY SHOCKING AND IDK WHY HE THOUGHT IT WAS APPROPRIATE AND NORMAL BECAUSE IT'S SO NOT BUT LIKE PERSONAL ATTACKS SHOULDN'T BE HAPPENING FROM EITHER SIDE SO UM STOP BECAUSE YOU MIGHT MAKE PEOPLE UNCOMFORTABLE IN THE ARGUMENTS. Idk I think Fera should just not do it again and Sophia should be quiet XD Probably the best solution for everyone no one has to leave they just need to be taught a lesson but lessons can't be taught by being violent. Um um um I don't think people leaving is much of an option tbh because this place should be like peaceful and things but if it's clear that nothing will change then it might be the ONLY option and idk. Just everyone try their best and y'know not be either violent or disgusting and everyone's happy. :)
FARSCAPE IS SO CRAP LIKE WITH THAT AND STAR TREK AND STARGATE AND STUFF IT'S NO WONDER NO ONE LIKES SCIENCE FICTION. XD THEY'RE SO BAD HOW CAN PEOPLE LIKE THEM?
I dedicate this page to the Stormlight Archive, because it's awesome. :) :) :) :)
I also dedicate this page to converting people to stuff, because it's cool. :P Everyone around me is just sat reading the Stormlight Archive now and I'm just like ":P." I also dedicate this page to being converted to stuff, because that's also cool. I'm just sat here with Supernatural and Lush products now. :P It's weird.
Liliana: Good. It did worry me for a second, however.
Isabelle: My current form appears about eight or nine years old. We could reduce that number. I do not feel pain unless I choose to, so you could enjoy the torture with no negative effects. You have started the tour, why not the demonstration?
Bethany: Thank you... It's a lot more difficult when everything is swimmy though... I'm okay now.
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«Oldest ‹Older 3001 – 3200 of 4980 Newer› Newest»( ok this is where you turn on me for being a horribly truthful person ...
Well guess what it isn't 3 years ago... live in the blooming now plan for tomorrow not for yesterday because no matter how hard you try yesterday has happened today is happening but tomorrow you have free range on tomorrow. )
(I will temporarily leave my emotion-induced segregation to say several things.
Firstly, Fera - You have disrespected two of my friends recently. You need to adopt an opt-in system so if there are actually any girls on the blog who want to be victim to your incessant and idiotic attempts at flirtation, you will be able to see who they are. Otherwise, it may be better for everyone if you would just leave them alone. I, for example, largely dislike intimacy and physical contact and I am rather certain that Star feels the same way. All that I ask is that you, for once, consider the emotions of others rather than putting your attempts to have some form of intimacy with women before them. It is hardly a large thing to ask, but given that you seem to be as mature as a slice of mild cheddar cheese, it may be a challenge for you. I will say this - if you continue to treat people like you are in the habit of doing and continue to make the jokes that no one in their right mind would consider appropriate - staring at Star's behind on an internet forum will be the closest thing to intimacy you will ever receive.)
@Keiron: *sighs* She KNOWS it isn't three years ago. She feels regret and she wanted to be able to express that emotion, so she came to a place where she keeps hoping is a place where she can express herself without being attacked but which is repeatedly ceasing to live up to her expectations.
If I misinterpreted you in any way, Noelle, please feel free to correct me. I'm not in your head and am an imperfect guesser; it is entirely likely that I got something wrong.
hiei: *doesn't flinch, because doesn't have balls* *punches conductor in the face with an incredible force, a lot stronger than he was before*
star: don't apologize ^_^ it's not your fault you felt discomfort :)
Star you don't need to apologise at all for anything
Because its your human right to be uncomfortable with things or be awkward
It happens, its just how it is :)
I know you're being nice and all but sometimes sorry isn't needed from you (or the party you're in ) (not a literal party )
Hello, Sophia. :)
Thank you.
(+ also plus one to what Soph said :)
I seriously take my metaphorical hat off to you Soph
I would even put one on just to take it off (xD) because that was just so well said :)
That is all
Goodbye )
( I know... I honestly just couldn't find a nice way to say move on and live for tomorrow ... i'm all over the place today I'm being tooo ughhy like I'm caring but not and then super not and then wanting to kill hiei in rp... like I have something up rn tbh ... i'm not sure about anything I say right now so i'm not filtering)
Con: *looks surprised then shrugs being pushed back immensely blackness following his outline to where he stops and smiles*
*slams a shadow pyramid down on top of him almost breaking a sweat*
@Fera&Rhos: Thank you. :)
Alright, alright, thoughts to sort (hey, that rhymed).
No, I shouldn't apologise for feeling uncomfortable, but I guess I'm apologising for any upset causing on behalf of my automatic negative reaction, because yeah, I didn't choose said automatic negative reaction and it isn't my fault, but it isn't anyone else's fault either. I guess.
Sorry. I just don't like upsetting people.
@Keiron: :/ Yeah, I think I get you.
(Hello, Star. It is quite alright, however, I do not believe you should be sorry. If it happens again, please use one of my techniques for dispersing intimacy and punch him very hard in the nose.)
sophia: You thought i tried to flirt with star? knowing she is asexual? I was merely trying to mess around and make a joke. Maturity is different when viewed from different aspects. You cannot decide whether i am mature or not. You can have your opinion, but that's as far as it goes. You seem to be suggesting that i am not in my right mind. which is completely true. however...you should start becoming a little more accepting towards these kind of things, because life is a bitch and you either slowly descend, or fall immediately. if you fall, it'll hurt.
@Sophia: *laughs, again*
Thanks for the advice. :)
I'm not very good at punching people, though.
(*hugs Sophi!!!*
*squishes her gently*)
Hi Sophia, well said by the way
bye
(If Soph falls, she has her friends to catch her and help her up.)
(Memories are nice until you relive them 500 times and try changing them to how you want, It just makes you sadder.. i'm sorry if I hurt you Noelle... sometimes sternness is needed/ is all I can do and hope I still come across nicely... SOY again no offence meant...)
(And, you know, cheer her up. And maybe laugh just a tiny bit.)
hiei: *releases pressurized soul and break pyramid* *is behind con, giving him a knuckle sandwhich once again*
(And just because life can be a b**** doesn't mean we have to accept it.)
Con: *twitches feeling the air change and automatically sends an orchestra of notes sounds and instruments behind him into his gut*
all you people don't see it from my perspective and i am not expecting you to. But scolding someone for who they are is rather immature wouldn't you agree.
(We don't ? I thought that was like the point of life... almost... don't stick on the little bitchy things because then you'll drown when the big bitchy thing comes just keep swimming and all that you know lol ... as someone who's experienced a lot of it... i'd say it's better to just accept the little ones)
hiei: *makes a sound* *summons a dragon that pushes him against the notes, surprising con and sending a wave of energy towards him*
*stares at the ceiling, which my sister and dad painted for me a few months ago and it is now beautifully white and clean*
*before they painted it it used to have squished mosquitoes on it*
*I asked them whether they got the mosquitoes off before painting it and my dad said they painted over them*
*so now my new ceiling has squished mosquitos IN it*
*I'm not sure if that's better or worse*
*anyway*
*I stared at the ceiling because I was wondering if I could be bothered to explain this, but I think I may have to be for visibility everywhere*
Asexuality is actually a pretty complicated orientation. You know how for most people their gender and their sex align and are pretty mcuht he same thing? So a lot of people never bother to work out the difference because for them there is no difference; however, for some people (trans people), they aren't the same thing, and therefore gender and sex have been split into two separate concepts. Yeah, asexual people did a similar thing with sexual and romantic orientation. For most people, their sexual and romantic orientations align - for example, most people who describe themselves as heterosexuals could be more specifically labelled as heteroromantic heterosexuals - they are romantically attracted to people of the opposite sex and sexually attracted to people of the opposite sex. However, a lot of asexuals do NOT have nice neat matching orientation, and so you have heteroromantic asexuals (who are romantically attracted to people of the opposite sex and desire romantic relationships with them, but who are not sexually attracted to anyone and do not desire sex with anyone) and homoromantic asexuals and biromantic asexuals and panromantic asexuals. (Not all people with mismatched orientations are asexual - you can get heteromantic homosexuals (who romantically desire people of the opposite sex but sexually desire people fo the same sex), for example, althought they're pretty rare).
As it happens, I'm an aromantic asexual (or at least have been thus far in my life), so I don't sexually or romantically desire anyone. I believe that is what you meant by saying I was asexual, and so this entire explanation was not relevant to the discussion. However, I felt a clarification might be beneficial to the world because visibility adn education for asexuals always tends to be rather benefical. Thank you for reading.
(*nods at con and fist bumps*)
Not at all, fera. Who you are is totally malleable trust me.
@Fera: Like I said, I find staring at people totally fine. I was just unsure why you would specifically mention it.
I think I understand that part a bit better now though.
Yay for understanding breakthroughs.
not who i am from the core. I may put up a play like i have been for the past months on the blog. but i am different.
(*she cuddles Jaimie tightly* Hello, Jaimie.
Fera, unfortunately, that is not who I am. I will not get used to it. As long as you continue, I intend to argue against you. And you will come off the worst. I will make sure of that.)
(Btw I'm also getting a bit tired. When I get tired I tend to ramble. :P)
star: *nods* thank you for considering it and approaching it from a neutral perspective.
@Fera: :) Thanks.
sophia: and i am supposed to be intimidated?
(No, you are supposed to learn how to be a decent human being.)
@Fera: I would be intimidated if I were you. She's intimidating. :P
(*fistbumps Fera* :P
*nods at star* I knew most of that but still helps :P *offers hugs* )
*gets hit and spins with the energy landing on his face before encasing him in shadowalluminumardite trying to suffocate him it begins to fill with acid and a sleep induced shadow aroma *
@Keiron: :)
(I.. I'm gonna.. shut up now.. maybe sleep.. if I can.. um.. sorry.. really.. really sorry.. bye.)
sophia: and who are you exactly to tell me what to do and what to change on myself? you do not want to have business with me if i get pissed off i'll tell you that much, so please move along and stop trying to be tough, as you can see star has already understood what i meant and she is ok now. you can stop being a hero.
@Jai: *nods* Bye . . .
You don't have anythign to be sorry for.
(sorry for what... is it because I tried to debunk you're not accepting it thing... ? I just meant it's better to just roll with the punches sometimes you know tire the guy out then take your swing sorta think.)
(can we leave rp for later k? :) )
(No I.. just.. sorry for arguing.. sorry.. I.. *whimpers and leaves quickly* *turns phone off*)
yeah jai, tbh, you have nothing to be sorry for)
( yeh don't worry :P)
Star is right here.
Star is okay now.
Star may not have needed defending or may have needed defedning (I don't know, I can't remember events precisely and I would have said different stuff if people hadn't been there.
Star thinks that maybe Star DID need defending), but people defending her was very nice and heartwarming.
Star also recognises that Sophia is not in any wayStar's pet dragon to bring out and intimidate people with when Star wants. Sophia is her own person and she does what she wants, not what Star wants (just sometimes what Sophia wants aligns with what Star wants). If Star hasn't have much more to say on a matter, that doesn't mean that Sophia should also shut up. If Sophia wants to say things Sophia can say things, and whether or not Star wants to say things too is not wholly relevant seeing as how like we're independant people.
Sorry, I'm really getting tired.
@Jai: . . . ? You did nothing . . . *hugs*
(Fera - You complain that no one accepts you, and that everyone rejects you. Have you considered that there may be a reason for this, when you have just acted like you have? Your actions give all the answers you will ever need as to why you have been rejected, insulted and possibly arrested. And please, if this was about being a hero I would be doing a better job. I do not give a shit who understands what. Your actions are unacceptable and my tolerance level is non-existent.)
Sorry, it's getting hard for me to ensure my sentences actually make sense, and filtering them to make sure they're as nice/not nice as I want them to be is so far out the window it's smashed on the floor. Right now I'm not intending to offend anyone. Sorry if I do.
Is anyone intending to use me in an argument anytime soon? Because if not I may go to sleep.
I mean, please inform me if you are. I don't mind if you do, I'd just rather be around for it so would like some prior warning before I disappear.
You can still use me in an argument once I'm gone, though. It's not the end of the world if I'm not tehre for it.
(Star - I may do.)
Alright, I'm vanishing. Adios.
( I think I've had my fun for the night anyway i'll possibly be ghosting... *hugs Fera*
*hugs anyone else who wants hugs* )
@Sophia: *nods* Go right ahead.
sophia: I've always known this lol but i like to play the dummy when asking why they don't like me. You're being over the fucking top. about it. You are saying this like i've committed a crime. Star has felt a little unease, yes, i've apologized, yes....so what? do you have to make a big deal about it? no, but you still are talking for no reason even though i am warning you not to.
And now I can't sleep . . . oops.
*pops back on my way to find Slipknot's XIX, which is my sleepy song that helps me sleep*
*watches argument as I pass*
*thinks it can probably get along withoit my help*
*stays silent*
(Then perhaps if you changed and acted decently, it would not happen. Until that time, please refrain from attempting to have people feel sorry for you. It is not worth their emotional effort.
What I am saying is that people will not find you attractive. This will lead to you being lonely. Loneliness in addition to your actions will make you a prime candidate for a rapist in addition to other sexual offences. If I did not believe there was a reason behind it, I would not be doing it. It is not your apology I am concerned about. It is the assurance it will not happen again. Apologising is one thing. Stopping is entirely another. You need to learn that some things are inappropriate, and until you learn that I intend to argue against you at every opportunity I get. The rest is up to you.)
Sternness?
...
There are so many things that I want to say.
So many things..
I'm sorry my depression makes things more fucked up. I'm sorry that it's there. I wish I were different too.
(you're twisting what I said ...
It was stern so yes sternness...
I don't take it back either ...
stop living in yesterday it'll do more harm than good)
(Noelle - You are taking corrective action to help with your depression. That is all anyone can ask. I know how difficult it is to get help. Your depression is negative, yes. But that does not mean that you, yourself, are.)
(Conductor - Telling her what to do will do more harm than good. She cannot help how she feels.)
sophia: I do act decently. I do not intentionally hurt people i don't hold a grudge against, and when i do i apologize. inappropriateness is a complete matter of perspective. Tolerance is actually a very grown up thing. You said you've got non, so aren't you acting immaturely? Instead of being uptight about everything, why not just unrustle your jimmies and be fun at parties?
btw, intolerance creates conflicts, so wouldn't it be a better choice to be tolerant and understanding. of course everyone thinks they're on the right track.
But
But
This whole thing started because you didn't tolerate Adra and made Star uncomfortable.
(I know but you know what I care differently than the rest of you... I care equally I don't care what you are what you have or what you look like I care who you are ... I have a friend with severe depression and they are one of my best friends... I don't have to dance around them they hate when people do that they aren't some dainty flower and I respect that I hence don't treat anyone differently... Disabled, I'll talk I don't care ... blind, no sympathy from me maybe a few questions because i'm inquisitive ... I treat everyone the same and if something you are doing is harmful I try to warn in the nicest way possible. )
(Tolerance is for children learning to get along and nice people. Hence why intolerance is the only way to get things to change. Tolerance is good for peace, intolerance is best for solving problems. Neither are ineffective. They simply work in different ways. I do have reasons for not being "fun at parties". I am aware that you may not do it on purpose but you can take action to prevent it happening and that is what I am asking you to do - for your sake as well as everyone else's.)
Surely you know then, Con, that if poorly acquainted with the situation you will only make it worse by pushing the wrong way?
(Conductor - Not every case of depression is the same. However, your method largely seems ineffective and you may actually work against what you are trying to achieve than for it.)
so, tolerance is for children but then you also say both are effective? even you don't know what you're talking about. and all the people I meet in real life would not be phased by such small things aka messing around, saying somebody's ass is nice or was looking at it as long as it stays civilized...I've never met anyone as sensitive as you people. I am insensitive, however, nobody should be offended by such things I've said so far... I was literally holding back all i could.
(you should shave against the grain... this is the wrong way to most people... but if you shave with then against you get rid of more hair.. .there is no wrong way to push...
i've been depressed and pushed...
let me put it this way...
if you are an asshole and you are depressed you are a depressed asshole it doesn't change how I see you.. if you are nice and depressed you are a nice depressed person ect ect you get the point it shouldn't define who you are ... )
...
I wish I would be on a backswing for my depression..
At least then I would be able to kill myself,
*cries*
*runs away*
(except con)
(Sharing is also taught as children and that is also very effective, given a situation. I did not say that being taught tolerance as a child makes it ineffective. That interpretation is entirely your own doing.
Then perhaps you should leave those actions for the people you know in real life, as they have no place here. If that was you holding back, perhaps you would consider segregating yourself and only contact people via email. That would also be an efficient solution. It would be better than you making others feel uncomfortable with your idiotic jokes.)
sophia: shit happens. learn to get over it. I am not making everyone feel uncomfortable on purpose, and this doesn't happen very often(too often at least). And i would also like to suggest you something. Stop insulting me and trying to tell me what to do. but you know, only for your own sake ^_^
(On purpose and not on purpose are irrelevant. They do not change your actions. Taking yourself away when you are tempted to make an inappropriate joke would be a good result for everyone. If I thought I was in any danger from you, I would hardly be saying this. After all, what, exactly, do you think you could do? Refusing to do as I am suggesting may result in you making your friends feel uncomfortable and then you will be lonely. It is beneficial for you to stop. Hence, for your sake. Doing this will have no affect on me.)
sophia: For my sake? I've already got friends that do not pussy out on every single thing that may be considered offensive(and star did really well, it's the people who tried to protect her). I never think about what i am capable of.
*drops in*
*hugs Noelle :/*
*stares at argument*
@Keiron: I prefer positive discrimination. If someone breaks their leg I'm not going tO expect them to be able to get up and start walking just like tie rest of us, and if tie say "can you go and fetch my book for me please" I'mint going to say "omg get up and get it yourself you lazy toerag." I believe in equal opportunities, but I don't believe we are all equal in every way. We have equal value as people, but Fiat doesn't mean we are all equally mice and all equally capable of solving math problems or whatever.
*coughs* I'mostly staying out of this argument, but I disliked the phrase 'tried to protect her,' because it makes it sound like they tried to help me and just screwed up. I was very grateful for the support of those defending me, thanks.
Erm yeah. Please continue.
*scuttles oit of argument*
(Fera - Then do your potential victims on here a favour and stay with the friends who do not care what you do, rather than making people uncomfortable. Have you ever considered that Star may have only done so well because people were there to protect her? People perform better when they have backup rather than when they are alone. Your jokes have no place here, as I have said. All they will do is cause discomfort and upset - and for what, exactly?)
star: I didn't mean it in that sense. but ok, *the people who protected her.
Omg
First tie = like
Second tie = they
I'mint = i'm not
Fiat = that
Sorry, my phone is broken.
@Fera: Yeag, I know you didn't. O just didn't want them to feel they did shit. :)
( ok star A person with a broken leg calls you over from across the room is mean to you and tells you to go get something because they have a broken leg .. they are an asshole with a broken leg...
A person with a broken leg asks you nicely to get something because they feel sore and it'd take more effort to hobble over there for them, they are a nice person with a broken leg...
you choose to help one who is it?
or if you choose both you'd do something differently...
I had a broken leg and one of my teachers told me to go get something from the other side of the school I got my crutches and went, got to the door b4 he looked and said what you doing with those I said walking and he said with those and I said well I have a broken leg... and continued to go get the stuff. He said sorry when I got back and I said why?)
First tie second tie? XP How does your phone manage that?
*just got here*
*has no idea what's going on except for that comment*
*is a slow typer because typing with left fingers only and it's so hard!*
sophia: not all people do better, and not in all situations. Well i really don't have anything to say to that one. if some are prudish enough to make such a big thing about a few of these jokes that don't mean to hurt anyone, perhaps i should leave. I've considered it before.
but i probably won't anyways.
(Fera - Then do so. It will save people plenty of discomfort. As I have stated, whether it is purposeful or accidental is irrelevant. They are your actions and your responsibility. Having one person leave to prevent many discomfort is acceptable. Call me prudish if you wish but I am attempting to stop the discomfort that you are causing, which is by far more than you are doing.)
Stuff, Lav. So much stuff. Let's just talk about ponies in stead.
Which is your favourite pony? Mine is Greg.
@Lav: :)No, it typoed tge word 'tie' twice. :P
@Keiron: Well yeah. But if my sister, who has two working legs, asked me very nicely to go fetch ģgggg book for er, I In theory wouldn't because omg she has legs she can do it herself I'm not her servant. If she had a broken leg and she asked me very nicely to yet her book for her, I would.
The only way the situation looks different is due to the broken leg factor.
(hi hope :P
uhmm yeh i'm tired imma go to sleep :P goodnight *hugs all who want hugs*)
sophia: Plenty of discomfort? we're talking one little note every 2-3 months or so. You like to exaggerate i've noticed. Discomfort is always in our lives. people cannot live in perfect harmony. By that mentality, people should not even talk to each other. because they will be hurt at some point, or made uncomfortable.
Bye K!
I don't know what happened, but Soph, you shouldn't ask people to leave even if they do something other people don't like...
Yeah, it depends on what, but... If it's just messing around, they don't mean to be insulting or mean or make people uncomfortable.
@Trip: Mine's Missy. Idek :P
@Star: ah. Okay, makes more sense. :P
(it depends on the person.... not the illness imo )
@Trip: WAIT NO. I remember its name now! Mine is Clemy the dolvampony! XP ITS STILL A PONY SO SHUSH.
(He suggested it, Lavender. I was merely pointing out that it would be a solution to the problems he makes.
Fera - Some discomfort can be avoided, such as what you cause. However, you seem to be more interested in causing discomfort rather than attempting to stop it.)
sophia: oh you have no idea...if i wanted to create discomfort, most of you wouldn't be on the blog anymore *smirks*
Er.
*frowns at argument*
Okay.
Erm.
I don't like telling people to leave. Sometimes, the only way we can get out if a situation with everyone being happy is if a certain person leaves. I do not think this is one of those circumstances.
Yes, most people here are overly sensitive. It's weird and makes me feel like a bitch.
Yes, Fera, people tend to like people more if they refrain from implications of intimacy/sexuality when communicating with people they aren't comfortable making them with.
You are not a hopeless cause and you aren't someone nobody likes. Gowever, ou may be liked more if you follow Sophia's advice, and you may avoid messy arguments like this one. That doesn't mean you have to. It just means it may be in your best interests. Of corse, your life is yours to do what you want with. Just, y'know, there are consequences to every action.
Yeah.
I think that's my opinion.
XD Oh my god, Clemy.
I like Greg because he made the best of being seventy feet tall. They said he'd never come to anything and look at him now, providing 93% of all the meat used by Greggs! And he gives nearly all of that to charity to help others.
Humbling.
*nods at star*
@Keiron: There are lots of factors. The illness is one of them.
(Fera - And then more people would be not accepting you, and you would be again trying to gain sympathy despite the fact you have brought it upon yourself, just as you have already.
I agree, Star.)
*walks in*
*frowns*
Hi
*nods at Star*
*offers a sparkly hug to anyone who wants one*
Because sometimes hugs are just good things
And sparkles
HAHAHAHA.
Try me, fera.
Actually, don't, cause that's just be really shitty for everyone, but seriously, whatever you try and do it won't be as bad as the Zafaclysm.
Oh my god sparkles.
*sighs*
Yeah, I'm not going any further into this debate. We've already had this conversation lots of other times before. And all it does is just make me tired of it.
*backs out*
*throws many sparkles at Trip*
Hi Violet.
sophia: Who was ever talking about what would happen then? the main point was that you said I am trying to, and i sort of disproved it. oh,and if I decided to make uncomfort, i wouldn't be trying to make anyone my friends *smirks*
Am I having one of my senile moments where I forget about telling people about Greg, Lav? If sonI need to put it in my chart on my neighbor's wall.
hey violet ^_^
Yay! *dances in the sparkles*
Hey Lavender :) how be you?
*nods at Trip*
*yeah, kinda doesn't know who Greg is*
Hi Fera :) how be you?
*has a dance party with Trip in a continuous stream of sparkles descending from the heavens*
@Andviolet: OOH
*accepts a sparkly hug :)*
I be good, despite what happened :) *hugs*
*opens her mouth but pauses, thinking*
*closes it and shrugs*
Kinda okay, kinda meh. You?
The giant horse? Who provides all that meat for Greggs? My favourite pony?
Am I having another one of those senile moments where I think I've talked to someone about Greg? Because if so I need to go and put that on my chart on my neighbor's car.
Gotta go. Bye.
*suddenly ducks under a rock*
*is having a flashback to the Glitter Wars of '14
Okay, bye! I'll just add one to both of my charts!
Fera(lol spellcheck wanted to say "Fees" there... I haven't been here in too long XD): Im glad :)
Lav: Well, kinda okay is better than bad, I suppose
I'm doing pretty well.
My brain's been a bit odd recently though. Random feelings. Some bad, some good. Humans, life, ya know?
But overall, good and sparkly. Thanks for asking :)
*sparkles stop abruptly*
*frowns*
*rainbows replace the sparkles*
*offers hand to help Trip from our behind the rock*
(By refusing to take corrective action to help your problem, you are willing it to happen. As Star said, it would be better for you to follow my advice. It would be better for everyone if you would follow my advice. But I will argue against you whenever you make someone uncomfortable. It would also save you a lot of trouble.)
Ugh, the lack of italics on phones is soooo annoying.
The struggle is real
Oh thank god, I thought I was back in Narni-
Blogland.
Where I in fact am. Yes.
Thanks. I like the rainbows very much.
You are quite welcome.
I'm glad you like them.
I do too.
Rainbows are beautiful.
Color is beautiful.
*stares dreamily at the shiny rainbows filling the sky*
sophia: I cannot know every single instance when i am gonna offend someone. It's how it works. Perhaps it would save you a lot of trouble to start being tolerant, because i am pretty sure it will happen again sometime in the future.
Taste good, too. Kind of like lamb stew.
Mm, I like lamb...
*licks rainbow*
Nah. I think it tastes sweet.
Rainbows taste like chocolate to me.
Or marshmallows.
Depending on how I'm feeling.
Sometimes gummies.
But sweet. Definitely sweet.
*continues to stare dreamily at the rainbows, very distracted by the "shiny object"*
What is that suspiciously ambiguous shiny object over there?
(Then simply refrain from telling jokes and saying things of a perverted nature that you seem to be in the habit of doing. That would also solve the problem.
I can assure you, I will never be tolerant. That will not change. Especially when there is someone who was staring at the bottom of a teenage girl. I will certainly never be tolerant to that, whether it is in real life or on the internet. Neither is appropriate.)
Oh silly, I just meant the rainbows! The quotation marks were about it being an "object."
*notices an actual shiny object through the rainbow, squints to see it*
Hey look, a spoon! I love spoons!
*starts to dash towards the very shiny spoon*
sophia: that is you again, trying to force your perspective down my throat. You expect others to change but you would not consider changing yourself? huh....plus I am a teenager as well and not a lot older than her.
(Being intolerant is sensible. Causing others unnecessary discomfort is not. There is a need for you to stop. Were I to stop, people like you would be able to do what they would like which would help no one and harm more. So yes, that is what I expect.
Irrelevant. No matter what the age, it is inappropriate.)
Oh my god that spoon is so shiny! It's actually sort of blinding!
(Last panel, guys. http://www.samandfuzzy.com/2034 )
(Actually read the whole few hundred page comic as well it's really good)
(But that panel specifically)
*actually lols* you think you're stopping me from doing whatever i want? bitch please, i'll do what i want, whenever i want to. your actions are useless. If i wanted to be horrible, so i would be. Not appropriate? Many people do it. it's natural. I apologized. But seriously, it was an rp thing, which means it was even less real than just doing it through a screen on cam. you cannot shove your opinion down my throat.
*grabs spoon and greedily stares at its shiny glory, but the spoon poofs away*
HEY! MY SPOON! WHERE'D IT GO‽‽
*spoon appears somewhere else in the rainbows*
*runs and grabs spoon again*
Hey, what's going on?
(You do not seem to be acquainted with sense, Fera. Nor do you see a good suggestion when you see one. You are too concerned with what your friends do to realise how you are behaving. This will get you nowhere, except prison, perhaps. That would depend on how much you listen to them.
You said he was not a hopeless cause, Star. I disagree. He needs to return to primary school and learn the difference between right and wrong and perhaps the situation may be different. I have given him many suggestions to help him fit in here. He has refused them all. He has no concern about the feelings of others and would prefer to be intimate with those who do not want intimacy. He believes that how his friends behave is normal, despite the fact it is morally wrong. He is emotionally manipulative, as someone who I actually believe is his friend has already told me and he is perverted. Although he may not be a bad person, his actions are certainly are of one.)
Please stop, you all are making me cry more...
God, I wish I never came here
sophia: you just need a lesson from life. Perhaps you'd understand a lot of things that you do not, right now. Intimacy? omfg i cannot believe i have to spell this out. It was in friggin text....I stopped immediately, and didn't carry on with it either. And perhaps you do not know, but people do stare at each other, whether you think it's appropriate or not. Morally wrong would be if i slit your throat. morally wrong would be if i started perving on girls. morally wrong would be if I'd started cyber bullying someone. this was literally one sentence(like all the other things you flipped your shit over) and i apologized. My saliva has more sense and balls than you'll ever posses.
oh and I have not "refused" all your suggestions? what the shit are you talking about? I didn't say i would not try to stop making people unease did i?
I am just saying i am not listening to a butthurt person, who has insulted me right off the bat. and not shoving your opinion down my throat still. I do not think it's wrong, but i never said i wouldn't try to refrain from it.
I'm...with Noelle on this one. Please stop.
...
Everyone gets upset so easily nowadays...
...
Like, I know it's hard as a newer Bloglandian when older Bloglandians get all nostalgic, because you weren't there and you feel like maybe you shouldn't be here now, and that's not what I'm trying to say to anyone. However, there are a lot of people that I miss, and I miss reading the group plots (some of what people have now seems interesting, but it's also hard to follow because I miss a lot of it while taking long breaks after fights like these)(also, I sort of sucked at participating in the group plots, which I wish I'd been better about). I also miss when people were less ready to be mad at each other. There were conflicts, of course, but until the "Zafaclysm", as Trip called it, no one gave off the impression of constantly being ready to pick a fight.
Anyway, if you're planning on saying something about telling me to just deal with it, I'll spare you the trouble.
Just deal with it.
I'm trying, I've been trying, but it's hard not to hate sometimes, hard not to want to crush everybody in an iron fist. That's what this place has been doing to me, and yet I find it so hard to leave.
Well, I don't usually want to destroy everybody (Star comes to mind as someone I don't usually want to destroy. There are others, but I don't want to list them and draw even more lines than already exist).
Someone (possibly Adra?) said at one point that Blogland is like a drug.
She (or possibly he if it wasn't Adra) was right...
Now, if you'll excuse me, I think I'll return to contemplating murder.
G'bye. You'll hear from me at some point I guess. I'll peek in and see if the environment's a bit less toxic.
and if i were to shit on people's feelings(which i could very well do, I am not a good person from core) I would be a lot more horrible. You do not want to know how horrible i could be.
Yeah, it was me..
It sucks because I loved this place so much
But now it's just hurt and cruelty.
Were I never here I mightn't have developed depression
I wouldn't have been bullied, and then further tormented by others
I wouldn't have tried to commit suicide
I wouldn't want to commit suicide
I wish I was never here
I wish I was never born
I wish so much
And much I wish to say but I know that I'll be yelled at because I'm wrong always and everyone else is right.
I hate it.
And here I am...
I want support but I don't want support from people who forget me until I remind them that I exist.
And there are only two people who make that effort- and I sure as hell don't have anyone else to back me up. Besides, even just saying this is putting me at risk for being yelled at by Kieron, or Sophia, or Zafira, or Lavender, or Fera. Because I'm not allowed to have a voice anymore. It was too Mych of a luxury...
I bought the trapezoid xacto blades. I'm going to find solace in them. Maybe I'll swallow one.
Bye
[hugs Noelle tightly]
I'm really sorry you feel that way. :-(
And please don't... I care about you and I don't want you to be hurt or die... [hugs again]
Noelle...
I don't really know you. I'm not going to claim to.
But everyone should be allowed to have a voice.
Everyone should feel like they matter, and can speak up, and everyone should feel safe.
I don't really know you.
You seem like a lovely person.
I believe that people are lovely in general.
It hurts to even imagine someone hurting like you do, and I know I'm not capable.
I'm sorry you don't feel safe. I'm sorry you feel so bad.
I know it hasn't got anything to do with me, but...
God, Noelle, you don't deserve to feel like that.
I don't really know you, but even I know you seem lovely, even I know you should feel safe, even I wish you could feel better.
Probably doesn't mean a lot coming from basically a stranger, but I felt the need to say it anyways.
*nods at violet*
I'm sorry, Noelle
Please don't go
(Fera
I must ask you to stop talking to soph like that
And don't speak to me either
*goes back to sleep*)
(So I can't go to sleep
Great
I'll say what was in my head
I agree people can be quite touchy at times, but aren't people like that in general?
However, what you said can make people uncofortable
I don't want to sound like I love myself, but people stare at me when I go out an it really makes me uncofortable
Boys in my sisters year wolf whistled at me on the way into the shop
People asked if I worke. In a strip club
I've even had a man who stared at me when he was with his girlfriend
It honestly upsets me
Should've taken it on the chin, accepted you made a mistake and moved on
But you kept arguing with soph, who had all our best interests at heart
You should've seen this and stopped
But you kept at it
Upsetting more people who shouldn't have any need to be upset
But.. *cries* you said you could get everyone off the blog if you wanted, and you smirked afterwards.. That's sick
I've been here for almost four years now
It's been a place I could escape to
And it has been for many people
This place means a lot to me
I met jack here, who I love the bones of
I met rhos here, who's like a brother to me
I met Jai and star and Soph and gem and dragon and annika and velvet and Kassy and Kessie and duggy and everyone else here
And they mean the world to me
And if this place was gone, I don't know what I'd do
Please, no more reckless comments and just don't speak to me)
(*sont go back to sleep as I have to get up soon for work anyways *
*eleven hour day*
*yey*)
Inky, you still here?
[Realizes I forgot to close the tab]
[Leaves hugs for Inky and anyone else who wants them]
[Takes a deep breath]
[Posts comment]
[Closes tab]
*hugs Fabi*
Thanks.
*sighs*
Noelle... I'm not going to yell at you and I'm sorry that sometimes, as I admit, I do. I'm sorry, and I mean that more sincerely than text can prove.
*agrees with Moss and Noelle about how addicting this place is(saying in her own words)*
No matter how many times I say I'm leaving, I can never stay away completely. But I also wished I could. And there have been times I wished I never came on in the first place.
*proceeds to melt into a shadow again*
*fades away*
(Sorry
Tried to get some sleep before getting up
Couldn't
Must get ready for work!)
(Hello.
Thank you, Chloe.
Fera - You have so far asked out at least two people, stared at the bottom of a third and previously made inappropriate jokes to a fourth. I would say that classifies as wanting intimacy, does it not? How many times will people have to refuse you before you realise that no one actually wants it?
And morally wrong, Fera, would be making people feel uncomfortable with only selfish motives. I do not think you are entirely grasping the fact that it is not the frequency that it happens, nor the length of what you say. It is what you say that is the problem. Your actions have been inappropriate.
I am not entirely sure what you are actually talking about with sense and balls. But I assure you that I am sensible. As for the balls - I am not sure whether you are talking about sexual orientation when you say your saliva contains balls, or whether you are meaning that you are talking rubbish as "talking balls" can be used as slang. I do not especially understand why you think I would actually want them. I am a woman. I would not want any.
I also have no idea why you have concluded that I am "butthurt". Anyone who actually knows me is aware of the fact you could call me every single name under the sun and it would make no difference. I have also given no indication that I am "butthurt". I have not been, for example, whining about being insulted unlike another I could mention. I am, however, determined to prevent you from making anyone else feel uncomfortable.
Apologies if I misinterpreted the fact you are arguing against me, but I have given you suggestions. I assumed that arguing against the person who was attempting to help both you and everyone else classified as refusing them.)
*drifts in*
*looks at argument*
It's weird not to actually be instantly joining arguments.
Liliana: *they vanish in a flash of black, reappearing back inside their palace*
Isabelle: *she continues to follow him* I presumed you would have easy access to it.
Bethany: You're... *she smiles* perfect.
Lily: Do you want to walk now?
(Hello, Star. How are you?)
@Sophia: Slightly uncomfortable. *gestures to argument* Overall probably fine. Idk, it's hard to calculate how I am when I've just woken up. :P
You?
My inbox went weird.
*frowns*
(Star - Some things need to be said.
I am largely alright.)
(*cuddles Sophi tightly, squishing her gently, holding her close and mumbling*)
Onwa: Ahh.. home. Do we have any of that stew left?
James: usually it is downstairs, I wanted a change.
*kisses her passionately, biting her lip, gently bursting it to drink from*
Mmm..
Manuel: Of course.
Okay, I should probably say something. Idk, I think saying things is usually productive.
Sophia, he's unlikjely to change his actions if you verbally attack him in the way that you're doing. He's more likely just to get defensive, which like, is happening. People tend to listen to constructive criticism more than criticism made in a harsher manner, and your words to him have been quite harsh thus far. And he's not afraid of any threats you're making, so that isn't working either.
Therefore, I'm not sure you're getting anywhere with what you're doing.
(Star - He either needs to stop or leave. I have laid the foundations for both options and I will adapt accordingly. One way or another he will have to learn the difference between appropriate and inappropriate. It is good to keep the options open - in terms of both helping and hindering.
*she cuddles Jaimie tightly back* Hello, Jaimie.)
Liliana: I believe we do, yes.
Isabelle: I see.
Bethany: *she jumps, wincing* *she kisses Silente passionately back*
Lily: I'm really looking forward to it.
(*waves and cuddles closer, head on her shoulder, forehead against her neck*)
Onwa: May I have some?
James: *reaches the top and opens a large steel door*
*holds it open for her*
*sucks gently on her lip to get the blood, sighing happily, deepening the kiss while drinking*
Manuel: Then let us go see what is around here that interests you.
UM UM UM LIKE YEAH WHAT FERA SAID WAS DISGUSTING AND WRONG AND ALL AND REALLY SHOCKING AND IDK WHY HE THOUGHT IT WAS APPROPRIATE AND NORMAL BECAUSE IT'S SO NOT BUT LIKE PERSONAL ATTACKS SHOULDN'T BE HAPPENING FROM EITHER SIDE SO UM STOP BECAUSE YOU MIGHT MAKE PEOPLE UNCOMFORTABLE IN THE ARGUMENTS. Idk I think Fera should just not do it again and Sophia should be quiet XD Probably the best solution for everyone no one has to leave they just need to be taught a lesson but lessons can't be taught by being violent. Um um um I don't think people leaving is much of an option tbh because this place should be like peaceful and things but if it's clear that nothing will change then it might be the ONLY option and idk. Just everyone try their best and y'know not be either violent or disgusting and everyone's happy. :)
(*she cuddles Jaimie tightly*)
Liliana: By all means, feel free. I shall fetch you some from the kitchen. *she vanishes in a flash of black*
Isabelle: *she walks in*
Bethany: *she matches the depth of the kiss, sighing happily* There are other places you could bite me...
Lily: *she hides her wings with the sigil*
(*cuddles tightly back*)
Onwa: *smiles, sitting on the edge of the bed, legs crossed*
James: *the room has an aray of torture devices, some old school and some more modern*
*grins* Mm.. where might you be suggesting?
Manuel: You needn't do that here.
Liliana: *she returns with a bowl of stew* *she hands it to Onwa* I added some more vegetables, given that you are pregnant.
Isabelle: I recognise some of these devices, but not others. Perhaps a tour is in order.
Bethany: I don't mind... It's up to you.
Lily: No but we're going out...
Onwa: So thoughtful. Thank you.
*takes the bowl, starting to eat*
James: very well
*I DON'T KNOW THE NAMES OF TORTURE DEVICES*
Mmm.. *grins*
Manuel: yes, but in blogland it is safe to show your wings.
FARSCAPE IS SO CRAP LIKE WITH THAT AND STAR TREK AND STARGATE AND STUFF IT'S NO WONDER NO ONE LIKES SCIENCE FICTION. XD THEY'RE SO BAD HOW CAN PEOPLE LIKE THEM?
(@Draggie *shrugs* acquired tastes?)
Maybe XD
(Perhaps you should Google them, Jaimie?)
Liliana: You are welcome. We need to look after Alexandria. And I need to look after you.
Bethany: *she kisses her again*
Lily: Okay... *she makes her wings visible again*
(Okay. One sec.)
Onwa: *smiles, swallowing*
Mmm.. and I have to look after you. Sit down.
*kisses her back, smiling*
Manuel: ready?
Liliana: *she sits down* What is the matter?
Bethany: ... Where would you like to bite me?
Lily: I am.
Onwa: Nothing. *kisses her gently* I want you to relax.
James: *leads her over to the wall*
Let's start here.
*there is simply a chair there with restraints*
*hung on the wall beside it is a heretics fork*
Mmm...*eyes her, smiling*
Everywhere.
*time skip?*
Manuel: *takes her hand and walks out*
(Someone with a fear of bridges is on tv. That makes me feel better..)
@Jai: O_o
Ah DAMMIT. XD
(@star xDDDDDD)
@Jai: Please tell me you didn't do that on purpose. :P
(@Star NO! I didn't!)
@Jai: For better or for worst, I believe you. :P
Er.
*looks at ded*
(Yey! *smiles* *whispers* dedicate to the book you have us all reading.)
Liliana: *she kisses her back* Apologies, I was worried you were going into Labour for a second.
Isabelle: Interesting. Who is the youngest person you have tortured?
(Yes, Jaimie.)
Lily: *she walks with him* I think Earth is beautiful.
Onwa: *smiles* Don't worry, not yet.
*continues eating*
James: Hmm.. a ten year old.
*sighs happily, holding her close*
Mmm..
Manuel: it is here.
*worse
@Jai: Ooh, good idea.
I dedicate this page to the Stormlight Archive, because it's awesome. :) :) :) :)
I also dedicate this page to converting people to stuff, because it's cool. :P Everyone around me is just sat reading the Stormlight Archive now and I'm just like ":P."
I also dedicate this page to being converted to stuff, because that's also cool. I'm just sat here with Supernatural and Lush products now. :P It's weird.
And, yeah. That works.
(*nods* hear hear.)
(@Star =) =) =) =) =) =) =) =) =) =) =) =) =) =) =) =) =) )
Liliana: Good. It did worry me for a second, however.
Isabelle: My current form appears about eight or nine years old. We could reduce that number. I do not feel pain unless I choose to, so you could enjoy the torture with no negative effects. You have started the tour, why not the demonstration?
Bethany: Thank you... It's a lot more difficult when everything is swimmy though... I'm okay now.
Lily: Do you like living here?
@JAI: O_O O_O O_O O_O
YOU'RE BRINGING THEM HERE!?!?!?!?
*finds the Blogland pillar complementary to the email pillar and hides behind it*
Onwa: apologies, I didn't mean to worry you.
James: some take rather a long time.
*kisses her cheek gently*
Manuel: I do.
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