As the subject header suggests, there has been a change to the start time for the signing in Galway on September 4th, changing it from 4:30 to 3:00, in an attempt to get to sign for everyone who can make it.
star: nnnaaaaaaahhhhhhhh, it's both :P *watches star watching me watching her watching me watching her watching me watching her watching me watching her* :P
Mark: *blushes, coughing and looking away* U-uh yeah they.. they're all golden and.. um.. wolfy.. *frowns at himself* *that may be the stupidest thing he's said*
MrBBWolf: But.. h-he has a point.. I-I need to protect you.. a-and Lilith..
noone cares... I try my best not to be an asshole and I still upset the people I care about... this helps me make my choices, this makes me want to finish the job but tell them it was never them that it was me... I'm the problem they should leave... I can't tell them to leave though, I need them.... I need someone, noone means nothing and nothing means living death, hell on earth and another excuse to die.
@Fera: If you insist. *watches Fera watching me watchign Fera watching me watching Fera watching me watching Fera watching me watching Fera watching me watching Fera watchign me watchign Fera watching me*
HELLO AGAIN DRAGONA HELP US ME AND FERA ARE WACTHING EACH OTHER AND IT'S CREEPY AND I DON'T KNOW HOW TO STOP
*hugs Morse* Everyone ends up hurting people even if they try not to. It's inevitable; communication isn't always perfect. And if you try not to (which you do), it doesn't mean you're a bad person. It's okay. :)
*DRAMATIC SLOW MO DIVE IN FRONT OF THE LOOK TO INTERCEPT IT LIKE A PRO* *EXPLODES INTO BUBBLES LIKE THE BUBBLE MONSTER FROM THE ADVERT AND IDK MAKES EVERYTHING SMELL NICE*
I manage it when I'm trying to be nice... I started singing and ruined a song so I took off my headphones so they could listen without me interrupting and they got sad because they thought I was in a mood when I just wanted them to hear the song better, I wanted them to be happy... [cries]
“Hey,” a hand smacked Drew across the face, “hey, wake up sleeping beauty.” Drew groaned and blinked his eyes open. His head was pounding. There was a piercing pain running from his left to his right shoulder. As his eyes came back into focus, he looked at his shoulders and saw two silver tips sticking out of his flesh. He screamed but it was muffled to nothing more than a whimper with the cloth gag in his mouth. He tried to move his arms but there was chains binding his wrists behind his back. He tried to pull his arms apart, his mind not thinking clearly at all but that just made the pain in his shoulders become more excruciating. He could smell the blood from his shoulders, which was driving his mind into overdrive. He couldn’t think of a plan, he couldn’t relax. It was only then he realised that Deacon was looking at him. He looked at his sadistic brother and tried to lash out at him but he just ended up screaming into the gag again. Deacon smiled before punching Drew in the face. Drew was standing on the balls of his feet, when the punch knocked him, his weight ended up being pushed back onto the two hooks. Again, his scream was nothing more but a whimper as Deacon stood with his arms crossed, that ugly smile sitting perfectly on the now almost flawless face. “Welcome to the slaughterhouse baby brother. Here I do all my practising, normally for the sake of science and anatomy and all that crap but tonight, I do it for the sake of a little me time. So first things first, let’s make sure you never forget this fascinating night.” Deacon walked over to a coal stove, the flames roaring out of the small mouth, trying to escape into the warehouse. He leaned over and grabbed a hot branding iron from the fire. Drew started to struggle but it was no use, he wasn’t able to move away from the inevitable and the pain was doing nothing but causing him to panic at every movement. Deacon ripped the t-shirt open to expose Drew’s chest before he jabbed the brander onto the skin. Drew began screaming hysterically as he began to cry. Deacon purposely left the brander onto the skin for longer than it needed to be. He was enjoying the smell of the burning flesh. He then stepped back and admired the now burned in paw print sitting on a bleeding and charring wound on Drew’s chest. “Perfect.” He whispered as he placed the branding iron back into the stove. Drew was struggling to catch his breath. He was in shock that Deacon was even doing this, he wasn’t surprised but he never would have guessed Deacon would go this far or hated him this much. Deacon was circling him now, as if surveying a piece of meat. Drew couldn’t predict any of his moves. He couldn’t defend himself. He just had to hang there and wait. Deacon was now standing behind him; he began poking at Drew’s back. Drew could feel Deacon’s fingers on his spine, poking and prodding at his bones. Deacon lifted his bound arms up slightly, causing the hooks to move up more through Drew’s shoulder. Drew could hear Deacon humming before he felt an almighty force against the bottom of his spine and heard an even more gruelling snap. He was completely still as the pain consumed his body. Deacon walked back around to stand in front of Drew. He winked as he chuckled. “One out of place vertebrae. That is going to hurt a bit trying to get that back into place. That’s if you’re ever going to get it back in.”
The pain was now causing a headache. Drew couldn’t concentrate. His breathing was becoming laboured, the balls of his feet were beginning to ache and there was no sign of the hooks embedded in his shoulders coming loose. He just wanted to close his eyes and let Deacon finish him. Then suddenly he saw a flash in his fading thought process. It was Ellie, smiling. He could then feel her wedding band, the relief that spread through him when he felt the ring, knowing that while they were apart for those few days, she never took it off. He lifted his head slightly to watch Deacon walk away, that was when, as if in some last effort, his thoughts cleared to let the anger suddenly explode. He began growling, Deacon slowed and began stopping almost in surprise. Deacon walked back to his brother as Drew was trying to force his growling to become louder, even if the gag muffled it a bit. Deacon was almost touching Drew’s nose, he was that close to him. Drew breathed in a few quick breaths before using an ounce of his strength to bring his head back quickly and making contact with Deacon’s nose. Deacon cried out as he stepped back, he looked back at Drew who was struggling to breathe again and gritted his teeth “That was a stupid move, you pup!” Deacon grabbed Drew’s hair and pulled his head up as he took out a knife from his pocket. Deacon plunged the knife his Drew’s side as he relished in his brother’s screams. He pushed the knife all the way into the now red flesh until Drew’s skin was touching the handle. Deacon then twisted the knife and pulled back out slowly, the knife scraping off Drew’s ribcage bones. Drew was crying again as his screams were trying to escape. Suddenly there was a jerk and Deacon pulled on the knife but he couldn’t get it out. The knife was jammed in between the bones of Drew’s ribcage. Deacon shrugged as he let go of the knife. He punched Drew in the face again. He then pushed a finger onto the burned in paw print as he pushed his face into Drew’s. “If you dare think you have a chance to get out of here alive, you need to keep yourself in check or else the next time I see you, I’ll make sure that I’ll feed on Ellie in front of you.” Deacon walked away out of the room, leaving Drew hanging there, leaving him with the image of Deacon’s jaws sinking into Ellie. Drew began to cry.
[hugs Jai] @star I did they said they understand but they stopped skyping... they said battery was low which I understand... but ... I think i've ruined everything...
they probably hate me... they'll hit me next time I see them which will be tomorrow... imma make an effort to see them and make them happy I need them happy...
*notices Fera watching me* *watches Fera so he isn't watching me when I'm not watching him* . . . *realises we're watching each other again* Ah shit. XD
@Morse: *hugs* It'll be okay . . . I've watched quite a few people when they're worried they've upset someone they liked, and usually it's all fine . . . if they said they understand and they left because their battery was low, then I'm pretty sure it'll all be fine and they won't hate you. :) It's okay.
*BUBBLE HUGS DRAGONA BACK :P*
@Trip: O_O I do? *looks upwards to check I do know what's up there* XD XD 'Painfully easy' Ohhh. Okay. :) I'm not that tall and I'm not in the habit of taking my shirt off in rooms with ceiling fans so I'll be okay. :)
(No reason Fera other than just be careful if you do decide to try :P )
Solo Rp now
*further down the coast from where Garrett jumped, the tide is lapping against the shore* *in and out* *in and out* *in and out* *in and out*
*in the forth time, a body washes up* *face down in soaking wet clothes and it has some seaweed on it* *the sea deposits the body on the shore* *it just lies there*
Con: *wastes no time with the eyes and decides to instead shadow walk and slit his throat with a tendril sharper than diamond he emerges behind him arm behind his back like he's finished the stroke waiting for something to happen*
(just you know TRY coz there's no guarantees it'll happen :P hehe because Tawnee might not want another man (been there and already tried, with a different character)
Or some form of divine intervention could prevent it too :P )
YEP IT TAKES A LOT OF STRENGTH AND A LOT OF MAGIC. *explodes into bubbles and makes everything smell nice* *um collects in giant bubble cloud above Starfish* *starts raining bubbles on Starfish* XD
Leri: ... You... You mean everything to me too... But... But I didn't... I didn't matter before... I met you...
( :P np It's voice activated, has every movie and show ever made :P
*all her favourite books are there along with titles the wall thinks she'd like almost sentient* )
COn: *turns to face him enveloped by the purpleness lifting his arm looking at how it moves* HMmph *his eyes twitch rappidly absorbing the darkness within the purple then the purple itself once done his once blue eyes have a purple haze to them* what is this shit?
Ashlea: You did.. you always did.. you always will.. you.. you're the only person who's stayed by me.. all my friends have gone.. if you weren't around..
*looks over to Brandon Sanderson section of bookshelf* *looks back at bubble dinosaur* *looks back at Fera* *wishes I had multiple heads so I could do all this looking at once XD*
hiei: *stays silent and points one finger towards conductor, then as if he was signing someone to come, point them away from him only moving his wrists* *as he does this, the energy that conductor absorbed erupts from his body in a violent manner*
star: *hugs star, not staring at her anymore* :P hiei: *grabs conductor, not moving an inch, stopping the shadow vault mid-way* *casually puts sword through him chest, filling him up with more of that purple energy, clicks, this time, it explodes*
*uncurls from ball when Fera hugs me* *hugs Fera* *then goes and hugs Jai like I decided I would* *hugs bubble dinosaur* *er* *looks at books* *deicdes I would struggle to hug all those individual books* *smiles at books instead :)*
*shrugs blankly at Jai* I don't know. I'm not oragnising this thing; I probably won't even be here. I go on holiday on the 23rd and I go for two weeks.
(For the record, I likely won't have wifi, and will be trying to be online so I can WhatsApp. I might not be here or check comments, but I will probably email. Yeah.)
hiei: *is thrown back a little bit, still not flinching* tsch. *takes out eye and another appears as if his eye wasn't damaged just now* *eyes glow a little bit* *something erupts behind conductor*
If you must know it's because I'm secretly very much in love with you but won't admit it to myself. Now, aren't you going to offer me a drink? *he breaths out as his flesh begins to glow*
star: ok...i want you to picture this... i am hugging you-my chin is embedded in your shoulders-i am not moving my head-what would be the only part of your body that i could potentially stare at? :P
Con: *baton appears in his hand again focusing all shadows on his third eye this time hoping it's his weak spot thunder clouds gather over conductor black lightning hitting them both it makes Cons hair stand on end positively charged *
*he doesn't bother looking behind him just send a strike of lightning into it*
*Deacon notices Trip's flesh and raises and eyebrow slightly as he walks over to his drinks cabinet. He takes out a bottle of brandy and two glasses and he pours the liquid into each of them and handing a glass to Trip.*
Deacon: I do know how to pander to unannounced guests like yourself and you realise you're glowing yes?
THAT STARING THING JUST GOT REALLY CREEPY LIKE WTF DO SOME PEOPLE NOT EVEN READ WHAT THEY SAY OR HAS THIS PLACE JUST BECOME FULL OF LIKE BAD WEIRDOS RATHER THAN GOOD ONES??? Seriously I spend my time more scared atm than anything else here. Wtf.
(Con: YOu do realize I don't have a blood stream... ? *shrugs*)
*THe injected stuff sorta stains some of his shadow and he looks at it awkwardly before absorbing it and turning it into shadow*
*Uses the stream of ragnarok to soul link to both of them before pulling them into a swirling pool of darkness which should engulf them eviscerating them #8
A safety measure, if you'll remember the good old days when you were a legitimate threat. Stops you from ripping me up by using the shadows inside my body. *he takes a sip* Do you still do that?
Technically staring at people's asses isn't objectification and doesn't imply disrespect, it's merely objectification if you only judge them on their asses . . .
(Imma be the blunt one because I understand too many people... He means just because you are friends doesn't mean you can't come either out of that and or have something more than already applys ...)
@Jai: Yeah, sorry. I very much appreciated said argument due to the fact you were sticking up for me, but yeah.
Personally, I like looking at aesthetically pleasing people, but I try not to look at them in a way that makes it obvious I'm looking at them because if they saw me staring at them they might feel uncomfortable and I wouldn't want them to feel uncomfortable, and trying to not make people feel uncomfortable is just plain decency.
hiei: *the purple and yellow substances contained chemicals that, if mixed, will make anything they're part of, structurally unstable* *hiei activates jagan eyes, which breaks the link*
chill, it was a joke, it's not like i was actually staring at her ass in real life lol ^_^
(People would act completely complacent if lets say a heterosexual girl were to stare at a mans ass or package... therefore I do not care and do not find it creepy tbh... it is part of nature to want to reproduce, therefore it's only natural to pick the ideal mate with child baring hips and the package to aquip said child...
It's actually really unusual that I go "I dislike someone" but I'm totally reconsidering that because like... Wtaf. I just can't understand what would go through someone's mind to make them think it was a good idea... Wtaf. Like that kid off Eastenders if you were my child I'd have you committed just saying XD
@Fera: Like I said, I thinking looking at people is a perfectly okay thing to do, in general, I just don't think making people feel uncomfortable is okay. And so whether you were actually staring at me or not is kind of irrelevant, because that's not really the deciding factor in okayness; the factor we should be looking at is whether or not you made me feel uncomfortable (which you did), and whether or not you were aware that your actions would make me feel uncomfortable (and either you were aware, or you weren't, and if you weren't then as Dragona says you should probably learn boundaries. If you were aware then . . . um.)
(I think actually I find that if the guy is uncomfortable people will generally act the same. It's just that we are somewhat less vocal about that sort of thing, much to our detriment.)
(Also, who checks out someone's package? It's a statement of intent, I guess...)
Like... When Sophia says someone is creepy I don't listen to her at all because she's suspicious of everyone but seriously I'm starting to reconsider that too... What the actual fuck. How could someone.... I don't understand -_-
@Dragona: . . . Once again, I think you're going off the deep end a bit. (Do people actually still say 'going off the deep end', or is that something people only say in Enid Blyton books?)
@Keiron: Really? *frowns* Normally I'm all for ranting about the prevalence of sexism towards males compared to the sexism towards females in first-world countries, but I've actually never noticed that . . . in my life experience, there's equal stigma for staring at girls as there is for staring at guys.
( don't get me wrong I like you and care in the general sense I just think it should be fine to look at everyone equally because why not... if at which point someone becomes uncomfortable they can state that and relative action be carried out... I don't think a natural instinct to check out people and such that comes with it should be judged...
i've had a lot of life experience with weird things so to me yall seem to be overreacting but you know... that's just me. now the story changes when it comes to consent ... but meh )
Okay, well, for the record, I don't like walkign to the village shop in short shorts because showing that much of myself makes me feel uncomfortable, I really don't like swimming costumes because showing that much of myself makes me feel uncomfortable, I hate it when my mum makes me wear tankinis when I go to the beach and I would generally rather wear a winter coat than a bikini on a summer's day on the beach. I get uncomfortable when I think about people staring at me in /that/ way. It's not entirely rational or logical, all I know is that it makes me feel uncomfortable and even if the lack of comfort is illogical, it's not illogical to acknowledge that somethign makes you feel uncomfortable and stay away from it. And I didn't really think this needed explaining because I thought that discomfort of this nature was, if not experienced by everyone, at least experienced by some number of other people in the world and thus was relatively common enough. Apologies if I have been mistaken.
star: I do not feel discomfort, and rarely get offended by anything. I have become desensitized. I do not get discomfort or creepy. i am not creeped out. sorry. ^_^
I wish it was three summers ago. I miss Alastair and Niccolò and Deacon and Drew and Trip and my plot with the demons-
...
Fuck me.
My depression is swooping at the bottom again.. I have no energy. Nothing is left- I'm just a carcass, or an empty shell. I have no energy to even hang myself Or to let myself bleed out. Hell, I even bought something that is sharp enough to do it
But
Nothing..
Just go back to ignoring me, please. I don't wish to start anything.
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«Oldest ‹Older 2801 – 3000 of 4980 Newer› Newest»MrBBWolf: NO I CAN'T!
Clocky: thanks *covers her black eye * but that isn't...
Inky: it was +kisses*
Chris; leave him alone!
(hear hear :) )
fera: *turns to taw* what's your occupation miss, if that's ok to ask *smiles*
(Hear hear!)
(hear hear)
Smith: ... you'll save chris if you do...
Ed: *kisses* hehe, just... wow
Tawnee: I used to be a part of a circus of freaks... I'm just a housewife now
Inky: is that ll you can say?
star: I think it's both :P *watches star watching me watching her watching me watching her watching me watching her* XD :P
Ed: ... wow hehe
Mark: That.. you didnt deserve that.. it'll fade at least? And it draws attention to your amazing eyes..
MrBBWolf: *pauses, thinking about that*
@Fera: *watches Fera watchign me watching Fera watching me watching Fera watching me watching Fera watching me*
Nah mate. Creepy. :P
Smith: all those you love, you can save them...
fera: I see. I...don't know what i am anymore. Lots of things but nothing at once *smiles* here, let me carry the pram *smiles*
Clocky; my amazing eyes? *tilts head and bats eyelashes*
Inky: *pulls him close and kisses passionately*
Chris; don't listen to him
star: nnnaaaaaaahhhhhhhh, it's both :P *watches star watching me watching her watching me watching her watching me watching her watching me watching her* :P
GOT DISTRACTED BY KNIGHT AND DAY SORRY
Leri: ... W... What does it mean?
Taw; I couldn't ask that of you...
fera: I am offering to carry it *smiles* it's really nothing *smirks at her*
Mark: *blushes, coughing and looking away*
U-uh yeah they.. they're all golden and.. um.. wolfy..
*frowns at himself*
*that may be the stupidest thing he's said*
MrBBWolf: But.. h-he has a point.. I-I need to protect you.. a-and Lilith..
noone cares... I try my best not to be an asshole and I still upset the people I care about... this helps me make my choices, this makes me want to finish the job but tell them it was never them that it was me... I'm the problem they should leave... I can't tell them to leave though, I need them.... I need someone, noone means nothing and nothing means living death, hell on earth and another excuse to die.
i'm so sorry for being me. I love you.
Ashlea: *kisses her gently, smiling*
That.. I'm happy.. I think..?
(Hey again Dragon!)
Smith: exactly Wolf, you can be the hero to Lilith, save chris...
Ed: *kisses passionately* hehe *a sheet appears and wraps them in it* *they appear at the top of the pyramids*
(*hugs morse*)
@Fera: If you insist.
*watches Fera watching me watchign Fera watching me watching Fera watching me watching Fera watching me watching Fera watching me watching Fera watchign me watchign Fera watching me*
HELLO AGAIN DRAGONA
HELP US
ME AND FERA ARE WACTHING EACH OTHER AND IT'S CREEPY AND I DON'T KNOW HOW TO STOP
(*hugs Morse* never apologize for being you.)
(Hello Morse... people here care)
MrBBWolf: *quietly*
Lilith.. Chris..
*hugs Morse* Everyone ends up hurting people even if they try not to. It's inevitable; communication isn't always perfect. And if you try not to (which you do), it doesn't mean you're a bad person. It's okay. :)
don't mind me.
hey em :)
Clocky, awwww... Mark...
*ticks quickly*
*moves his head and plants a peck on his lips*
(Must go now
Nos da!)
(nos da clo *hugs* )
(Hello Em)
Smith: yes Wolf, you can save them...
(nos da Chloe)
Hey Em. :)
Leri: ... I... I like it when you're happy... It's... the best thing...
star: lol said the same thing :P
OH RIGHT NEED TO HELP
*DRAMATIC SLOW MO DIVE IN FRONT OF THE LOOK TO INTERCEPT IT LIKE A PRO*
*EXPLODES INTO BUBBLES LIKE THE BUBBLE MONSTER FROM THE ADVERT AND IDK MAKES EVERYTHING SMELL NICE*
I manage it when I'm trying to be nice... I started singing and ruined a song so I took off my headphones so they could listen without me interrupting and they got sad because they thought I was in a mood when I just wanted them to hear the song better, I wanted them to be happy... [cries]
Sorry I poofed, I accidentally put my hand in a ceiling fan.
@Fera: We did? When?
@Dragona: O_O O_O
THANK YOU FOR YOUR ASSISTANCE. :)
*stops watching Fera*
*pops a Dragona-bubble*
(*hugs Emmy*
Nos da Chloe!
@Jack Pause?)
Mark: *brain basically short circuits*
*can feel his heart faltering then slamming against his ribs*
Ashlea: I like it when you're happy..
how does one do that trip? XD
it's ok morse *hugs tightly*
(Hi trip.
*hugs Morse*)
@Morse: Eactly . . . that wasn't your fault. *hugs*
Just try and explain it to them. :) It's okay.
:) Hey Trip.
wait
you what???
How did you manage that accidentally??
(morse...
Hey Trip
Sure Jai :)
I'm off, night)
star: "hey em :)" XD :P *stops watching star but still glancing at her from the corner of his eyes* :P
“Hey,” a hand smacked Drew across the face, “hey, wake up sleeping beauty.”
Drew groaned and blinked his eyes open. His head was pounding. There was a piercing pain running from his left to his right shoulder. As his eyes came back into focus, he looked at his shoulders and saw two silver tips sticking out of his flesh. He screamed but it was muffled to nothing more than a whimper with the cloth gag in his mouth. He tried to move his arms but there was chains binding his wrists behind his back. He tried to pull his arms apart, his mind not thinking clearly at all but that just made the pain in his shoulders become more excruciating. He could smell the blood from his shoulders, which was driving his mind into overdrive. He couldn’t think of a plan, he couldn’t relax.
It was only then he realised that Deacon was looking at him. He looked at his sadistic brother and tried to lash out at him but he just ended up screaming into the gag again. Deacon smiled before punching Drew in the face. Drew was standing on the balls of his feet, when the punch knocked him, his weight ended up being pushed back onto the two hooks. Again, his scream was nothing more but a whimper as Deacon stood with his arms crossed, that ugly smile sitting perfectly on the now almost flawless face.
“Welcome to the slaughterhouse baby brother. Here I do all my practising, normally for the sake of science and anatomy and all that crap but tonight, I do it for the sake of a little me time. So first things first, let’s make sure you never forget this fascinating night.”
Deacon walked over to a coal stove, the flames roaring out of the small mouth, trying to escape into the warehouse. He leaned over and grabbed a hot branding iron from the fire. Drew started to struggle but it was no use, he wasn’t able to move away from the inevitable and the pain was doing nothing but causing him to panic at every movement. Deacon ripped the t-shirt open to expose Drew’s chest before he jabbed the brander onto the skin. Drew began screaming hysterically as he began to cry. Deacon purposely left the brander onto the skin for longer than it needed to be. He was enjoying the smell of the burning flesh. He then stepped back and admired the now burned in paw print sitting on a bleeding and charring wound on Drew’s chest.
“Perfect.” He whispered as he placed the branding iron back into the stove.
Drew was struggling to catch his breath. He was in shock that Deacon was even doing this, he wasn’t surprised but he never would have guessed Deacon would go this far or hated him this much. Deacon was circling him now, as if surveying a piece of meat. Drew couldn’t predict any of his moves. He couldn’t defend himself. He just had to hang there and wait.
Deacon was now standing behind him; he began poking at Drew’s back. Drew could feel Deacon’s fingers on his spine, poking and prodding at his bones. Deacon lifted his bound arms up slightly, causing the hooks to move up more through Drew’s shoulder. Drew could hear Deacon humming before he felt an almighty force against the bottom of his spine and heard an even more gruelling snap. He was completely still as the pain consumed his body. Deacon walked back around to stand in front of Drew. He winked as he chuckled.
“One out of place vertebrae. That is going to hurt a bit trying to get that back into place. That’s if you’re ever going to get it back in.”
The pain was now causing a headache. Drew couldn’t concentrate. His breathing was becoming laboured, the balls of his feet were beginning to ache and there was no sign of the hooks embedded in his shoulders coming loose. He just wanted to close his eyes and let Deacon finish him.
Then suddenly he saw a flash in his fading thought process. It was Ellie, smiling. He could then feel her wedding band, the relief that spread through him when he felt the ring, knowing that while they were apart for those few days, she never took it off. He lifted his head slightly to watch Deacon walk away, that was when, as if in some last effort, his thoughts cleared to let the anger suddenly explode. He began growling, Deacon slowed and began stopping almost in surprise.
Deacon walked back to his brother as Drew was trying to force his growling to become louder, even if the gag muffled it a bit. Deacon was almost touching Drew’s nose, he was that close to him. Drew breathed in a few quick breaths before using an ounce of his strength to bring his head back quickly and making contact with Deacon’s nose. Deacon cried out as he stepped back, he looked back at Drew who was struggling to breathe again and gritted his teeth
“That was a stupid move, you pup!”
Deacon grabbed Drew’s hair and pulled his head up as he took out a knife from his pocket. Deacon plunged the knife his Drew’s side as he relished in his brother’s screams. He pushed the knife all the way into the now red flesh until Drew’s skin was touching the handle. Deacon then twisted the knife and pulled back out slowly, the knife scraping off Drew’s ribcage bones. Drew was crying again as his screams were trying to escape. Suddenly there was a jerk and Deacon pulled on the knife but he couldn’t get it out. The knife was jammed in between the bones of Drew’s ribcage. Deacon shrugged as he let go of the knife.
He punched Drew in the face again. He then pushed a finger onto the burned in paw print as he pushed his face into Drew’s.
“If you dare think you have a chance to get out of here alive, you need to keep yourself in check or else the next time I see you, I’ll make sure that I’ll feed on Ellie in front of you.”
Deacon walked away out of the room, leaving Drew hanging there, leaving him with the image of Deacon’s jaws sinking into Ellie.
Drew began to cry.
(Hi
Wnvd watching die hard 4.0
Greatest line in that film:
Hacker guy: You've just destroyed a helicopter with a car
Bruce: I ran out of bullets
Thats just badassery there :D )
(Now Fera I have an important and honest question for you :)
Is Fera tc trying to get close to Tawnee? :P
Honestly wondering lol )
[hugs Jai] @star I did they said they understand but they stopped skyping... they said battery was low which I understand... but ... I think i've ruined everything...
they probably hate me... they'll hit me next time I see them which will be tomorrow... imma make an effort to see them and make them happy I need them happy...
rhos: he hasn't decided yet :P
*MAKES BUBBLY POPPING SOUNDS* YOU'RE WELCOME STARFISH *BUBBBLE HUGS STARFISH* XD
THAT'S GOOD EMERALD
Leri: ... Thank you... You... You... You make me happy... I feel like I... I matter...
morse: It's ok, it's not your fault, i am sure you can make them happy *hugs*
Listen to Star, Morse, she knows what's up.
Sleep well Ed.
And to put your hand in a ceiling fan is surprisingly easy, painfully easy, you might say.
:D
:D
Okay, so anywaymall you have to do is be reasonably tall in a room with a low ceiling fan and take off your shirt.
(Okay Fera :S just okay :P )
(*offers Morse a hug* +1 to what other people have said :) )
Totoro: TOTORO!!!!!!!! *jumps on ground causing lots of shaking and rain to fall on his umbrella*
this is just to try and make me smile you can ignore.
rhos: why? :P
(*stares at Emmy*)
Ashlea: that's because you do..
Mmm, delicious professional words.
You know, I still haven't seen My Neighbor Totoro, I really should get around to it.
*notices Fera watching me*
*watches Fera so he isn't watching me when I'm not watching him*
. . .
*realises we're watching each other again*
Ah shit. XD
@Morse: *hugs* It'll be okay . . .
I've watched quite a few people when they're worried they've upset someone they liked, and usually it's all fine . . . if they said they understand and they left because their battery was low, then I'm pretty sure it'll all be fine and they won't hate you. :) It's okay.
*BUBBLE HUGS DRAGONA BACK :P*
@Trip: O_O I do?
*looks upwards to check I do know what's up there*
XD XD 'Painfully easy'
Ohhh.
Okay. :)
I'm not that tall and I'm not in the habit of taking my shirt off in rooms with ceiling fans so I'll be okay. :)
If anyone wants to find out what lead Drew into that predicament and what happens after, Dublin Daes is on Wattpad so read away.
As for here on the blog... I have no idea how or if it can be run with.
star: *looks away as star watches me, but look back again when she isn't* XD :P
(Con: *a shadow wall erects itself between the staring people.*)
@Em: :) :) :)
@Fera: *very determinedly watches Fera*
*eyes water*
*blinks*
Ow.
*shadow wall comes up*
*closes eyes in relief*
(No reason Fera other than just be careful if you do decide to try :P )
Solo Rp now
*further down the coast from where Garrett jumped, the tide is lapping against the shore*
*in and out*
*in and out*
*in and out*
*in and out*
*in the forth time, a body washes up*
*face down in soaking wet clothes and it has some seaweed on it*
*the sea deposits the body on the shore*
*it just lies there*
Oh Emerald, poor naïve Emerald. Surely you know that the great Trip Castalan can run with anything?
hiei: *slashes at conductor*
*ER DIVES AGAIN BUT UM HITS THE WALL AND SLIDES DOWN IT ON FACE STILL IN SLOW MO THOUGH*
Leri: ... It's... It's the first time that I do...
(if he decides to try? what do you mean? ^_^ )
star: *watches her through wall* :P
That sounds like a good position to be in, Star. But never forget how lucky you are not to be at risk of minor cuts from fans.
Ashlea: you matter.. you mean.. so much to me.. you mean everything to me..
Con: *wastes no time with the eyes and decides to instead shadow walk and slit his throat with a tendril sharper than diamond he emerges behind him arm behind his back like he's finished the stroke waiting for something to happen*
Hahahaha lol
Go on Trip, it's been a while lol
It'll be weird though, using an actually scene from my book to start
(just you know TRY coz there's no guarantees it'll happen :P hehe because Tawnee might not want another man (been there and already tried, with a different character)
Or some form of divine intervention could prevent it too :P )
@Fera: *isn't watchign Fera through the wall beacuse I can't SEE him through the wall*
*um*
*just sort of sits by the wall XD*
@Trip: :) Thank you. I shall remember. *nods*
*pokes Dragona as he moves in slow mo*
That's very impressive. It must take an awful lot of core strength. Do you work out?
(*a tv appears on the wall for star also lots of books*)
hiei: *throat is slit* *stands there as if he wasn't bleeding* *everything around him becomes black and purple* *this glow almost reaches conductor*
*as Deacon steps from his Drew-torture room, Trip steps from the shadows*
Oi, Old Blakker, didn't I already take you out into the yard?
That is what they do, right? I never bothered to watch Old Yeller.
Con: *turns facing the purple hue and looks puzzled almost wanting to absorb the darkness within the purple he decides to watch instead*
(oh ok...idk, i might give him the will to try, idk :P )
star: *walks through wall easily and watches her like that* XD
@Keiron: :) Ooh thanks.
((Erm. Does this TV come with a remote? :P))
*starts looking at titles of books*
YEP IT TAKES A LOT OF STRENGTH AND A LOT OF MAGIC. *explodes into bubbles and makes everything smell nice* *um collects in giant bubble cloud above Starfish* *starts raining bubbles on Starfish* XD
Leri: ... You... You mean everything to me too... But... But I didn't... I didn't matter before... I met you...
*looks up from books* *NOTICES FERA WATCHING ME O_O*
*watches Fera watching me*
*. . .*
Ooh. :)
*is distracted from watching Fera by PRETTY BUBBLES*
*watches pretty bubbles O_O*
Omg they're so pretty.
hiei: *this purple energy lashes out at conductor, swallowing him* *hiei is now standing behind conductor*
star: *pops pretty bubbles and stares at her* XD
Isn't bubbles raining on Star a bit like a puny human showering in corpses?
Which would be cool, mind you.
*TURNS INTO A BUBBLE DINOSAUR* RAWR
( :P np It's voice activated, has every movie and show ever made :P
*all her favourite books are there along with titles the wall thinks she'd like almost sentient* )
COn: *turns to face him enveloped by the purpleness lifting his arm looking at how it moves* HMmph *his eyes twitch rappidly absorbing the darkness within the purple then the purple itself once done his once blue eyes have a purple haze to them* what is this shit?
Ashlea: You did.. you always did.. you always will.. you.. you're the only person who's stayed by me.. all my friends have gone.. if you weren't around..
@Trip: XD XD
No, it's like dropping humans onto a human.
Unless you have someone popping the bubbles.
. . .
Dammit Fera. XD
*stares mournfully at reamins of bubble mixture on ground*
*realises that Fera is still staring at me*
*looks at Fera again*
*. . .*
O_O
*STARES AT BUBBLE DINOSAUR*
O_O
@Keiron: OMG
That is a cool TV :)
*looks over to Brandon Sanderson section of bookshelf*
*looks back at bubble dinosaur*
*looks back at Fera*
*wishes I had multiple heads so I could do all this looking at once XD*
hiei: *stays silent and points one finger towards conductor, then as if he was signing someone to come, point them away from him only moving his wrists* *as he does this, the energy that conductor absorbed erupts from his body in a violent manner*
star: *jumps next to her and stares at her from that short distance* XD
"A vote for Trump is a vote for a full system breakdown, which I believe is exactly what we need."
XD
Just
This
*attempts to stare at Fera and bubble dinosaur adn books all at once*
*drops to ground and curls up in a little ball with hands over eyes*
wodwidmwiqmdwimdwim
@Trip: XD XD
star: *squats down and stares at her* :P
(*steps in front of star, growling, protecting her*)
Con : *coughs most of it returning to him but his eyes staying a slight purple* Someone needs to learn to cook... tasted better on the way up...
**runs at him and shadow walks to confuse him he runs into his chest to shadow vault through him hoping to take his organs with him*
*tries to hug Jai in gratitude without uncurling from my ball*
*. . .*
*decides to hug Jai later* :P
(*THe books come flying off the shelf attacking Fera and the tv automatically plays a song he hates probably Baby by Justin bieber or some crap* )
*UM RAWRS AT FERA AND EATS HIM*
Leri: ... What... What's happened?
star: *hugs star, not staring at her anymore* :P
hiei: *grabs conductor, not moving an inch, stopping the shadow vault mid-way* *casually puts sword through him chest, filling him up with more of that purple energy, clicks, this time, it explodes*
(*dodges books and is reading them while they're attacking him*)
Oi, Dragona! No eating fera! Spit him out and apologise young
um
bubble dinosaur of ambiguous gender. Yeah.
Ashlea: They.. I guess I didnt really have many friends?
*uncurls from ball when Fera hugs me*
*hugs Fera*
*then goes and hugs Jai like I decided I would*
*hugs bubble dinosaur*
*er*
*looks at books*
*deicdes I would struggle to hug all those individual books*
*smiles at books instead :)*
*crawls out from dragona's mouth unhurt* huh, it's a bit sticky.
@Trip: XD
(*hugs Star back*)
star: *hugs start again, this time staring at her* XD :P
*is a bubble dinosaur* XD *hugs Star back* XD
Leri: ... Where... Where have they all gone?
@Fera: XD Aw hell no, we're not starting that again.
*joins group hug*
COn: *smoke comes from all orephuses like a cartoon character then coughs a little puff of purple smoke coming up his eyes now black again*
Now you're just wasting time... I'm pure shadow... your smoke is just potentially filling me up ...
*shadow leopard attacks him going for his balls*
*whilst the big cat does this he shadow teleports his baton into his eye socket it becoming whole*
Ashlea: to live their lives.. I guess..
*acknowledges Trip's arrival to group hug by hugging him in group hug*
(How about the 29/30th of August for the Requiem ball?)
Sorry Trip, just finished putting the last chapters on Wattpad.
Deacon has already left. So talking to him would be... I dunno weird lol
*shrugs blankly at Jai*
I don't know.
I'm not oragnising this thing; I probably won't even be here. I go on holiday on the 23rd and I go for two weeks.
(For the record, I likely won't have wifi, and will be trying to be online so I can WhatsApp. I might not be here or check comments, but I will probably email. Yeah.)
Yeah, Trip is outside the room when Deacon leaves.
hiei: *is thrown back a little bit, still not flinching* tsch. *takes out eye and another appears as if his eye wasn't damaged just now* *eyes glow a little bit* *something erupts behind conductor*
star: lol, did you even realize? XD
@Fera: What?
When?
What did I not realise?
What happened? :P
*Deacon sighs as he looks at Trip.*
Deacon: Why must you constantly stalk me? It's becoming an obsession Castalan and frankly boring.
If you must know it's because I'm secretly very much in love with you but won't admit it to myself. Now, aren't you going to offer me a drink? *he breaths out as his flesh begins to glow*
Preferbly one that isn't hazardous to humans.
star: ok...i want you to picture this... i am hugging you-my chin is embedded in your shoulders-i am not moving my head-what would be the only part of your body that i could potentially stare at? :P
@Fera: . . . My head?
Her back?
Con: *baton appears in his hand again focusing all shadows on his third eye this time hoping it's his weak spot thunder clouds gather over conductor black lightning hitting them both it makes Cons hair stand on end positively charged *
*he doesn't bother looking behind him just send a strike of lightning into it*
(See you're not getting it Fera Ass would be difficult to look at from where you're at)
(but it would be possible :P )
@Fera: -_- Dude.
*goes and hugs Jai again because Jai is good to hug*
(I don't know. Doesn't that depend both on your respective heights and the size of Star's behind?)
hiei: *that something is still there* *it's a creature with yellow eyes* *latches onto conductor, injects something into him*
(*steps out of the shadows to hug star back*)
trip: *nods* yup
star: we're friends but that doesn't mean i turned gay :P
Also yeah, uh, mature displeasure at creepy butt staring. Not cool.
Now that's just stupid.
*Deacon notices Trip's flesh and raises and eyebrow slightly as he walks over to his drinks cabinet.
He takes out a bottle of brandy and two glasses and he pours the liquid into each of them and handing a glass to Trip.*
Deacon: I do know how to pander to unannounced guests like yourself and you realise you're glowing yes?
@Jai: :)
*allows Jai to drift back into the shadows if she so wishes*
@Fera: ??????? "we're friends but that doesn't mean i turned gay" what???
THAT STARING THING JUST GOT REALLY CREEPY LIKE WTF DO SOME PEOPLE NOT EVEN READ WHAT THEY SAY OR HAS THIS PLACE JUST BECOME FULL OF LIKE BAD WEIRDOS RATHER THAN GOOD ONES??? Seriously I spend my time more scared atm than anything else here. Wtf.
(*glares at Fera* Show some respect. You don't just stare at women's asses. They're people, not objects.)
@Dragona: *nods*
star: well it means what it says, i cannot explain it any further XD
(Con: YOu do realize I don't have a blood stream... ? *shrugs*)
*THe injected stuff sorta stains some of his shadow and he looks at it awkwardly before absorbing it and turning it into shadow*
*Uses the stream of ragnarok to soul link to both of them before pulling them into a swirling pool of darkness which should engulf them eviscerating them #8
(*stays at stars side*)
A safety measure, if you'll remember the good old days when you were a legitimate threat. Stops you from ripping me up by using the shadows inside my body. *he takes a sip* Do you still do that?
Technically staring at people's asses isn't objectification and doesn't imply disrespect, it's merely objectification if you only judge them on their asses . . .
#readwaytoomanydebatesonthisstuff
BUT yes.
*hugs Jai again*
@Fera: Okay, I'm confused . . . :S
Aye, guys. Sorry for getting caught up in simple matters of biological pracgucality.
(*hugs Star back*
*rolls eyes at her*
You literally just invalidated my argument.)
@Fera: No, I get it now, I think.
What. The. Actual. Fuck. That's all I'm going to say because like... Wtaf. Um.
(@Star *Rolls eyes* Fera is saying you're friends, but he is also heterosexual and therefore feels the need to oogle every girl he meets.)
(Imma be the blunt one because I understand too many people... He means just because you are friends doesn't mean you can't come either out of that and or have something more than already applys ...)
*practicality
Yes, but going to great lengths to continue staring at an ass is still pretty creepy, no?
@Jai: Yeah, sorry. I very much appreciated said argument due to the fact you were sticking up for me, but yeah.
Personally, I like looking at aesthetically pleasing people, but I try not to look at them in a way that makes it obvious I'm looking at them because if they saw me staring at them they might feel uncomfortable and I wouldn't want them to feel uncomfortable, and trying to not make people feel uncomfortable is just plain decency.
(^That?)
(*nods at star*)
@Jai: Yeah, I got that. Just took me like five minutes. XD Sorry. Thanks.
*nods at Trip*
PEOPLE NEED TO LEARN BOUNDARIES AND HOW TO ACT LIKE IDK CIVIL HUMAN BEINGS RATHER THAN CREEPY PERVERTS WHO SHOULD BE IN PRISON OKAY???
hiei: *the purple and yellow substances contained chemicals that, if mixed, will make anything they're part of, structurally unstable* *hiei activates jagan eyes, which breaks the link*
chill, it was a joke, it's not like i was actually staring at her ass in real life lol ^_^
(Draggie, breathe.)
Damn it Star, why have you got to be reasonable and make sensible arguments. It makes backpedaling very difficult.
(Fera, no offense but I think its best you stop with the sexual refrences and creepy staring.)
(Aye, Silente.)
@Dragona: I don't think you should be imprisoned for staring at people, but I agree with the general sentiment.
@Trip: XD Sorry.
i am taking no offense, actually i do not care a single bit :)
(People would act completely complacent if lets say a heterosexual girl were to stare at a mans ass or package... therefore I do not care and do not find it creepy tbh... it is part of nature to want to reproduce, therefore it's only natural to pick the ideal mate with child baring hips and the package to aquip said child...
also I just don't care like that sorry... )
(@K I don't find it acceptable to stare at guys or girls.)
It's actually really unusual that I go "I dislike someone" but I'm totally reconsidering that because like... Wtaf. I just can't understand what would go through someone's mind to make them think it was a good idea... Wtaf. Like that kid off Eastenders if you were my child I'd have you committed just saying XD
@Fera: Like I said, I thinking looking at people is a perfectly okay thing to do, in general, I just don't think making people feel uncomfortable is okay. And so whether you were actually staring at me or not is kind of irrelevant, because that's not really the deciding factor in okayness; the factor we should be looking at is whether or not you made me feel uncomfortable (which you did), and whether or not you were aware that your actions would make me feel uncomfortable (and either you were aware, or you weren't, and if you weren't then as Dragona says you should probably learn boundaries. If you were aware then . . . um.)
(I think actually I find that if the guy is uncomfortable people will generally act the same. It's just that we are somewhat less vocal about that sort of thing, much to our detriment.)
(Also, who checks out someone's package? It's a statement of intent, I guess...)
Like... When Sophia says someone is creepy I don't listen to her at all because she's suspicious of everyone but seriously I'm starting to reconsider that too... What the actual fuck. How could someone.... I don't understand -_-
@Dragona: . . .
Once again, I think you're going off the deep end a bit.
(Do people actually still say 'going off the deep end', or is that something people only say in Enid Blyton books?)
@Keiron: Really? *frowns* Normally I'm all for ranting about the prevalence of sexism towards males compared to the sexism towards females in first-world countries, but I've actually never noticed that . . . in my life experience, there's equal stigma for staring at girls as there is for staring at guys.
(*hugs Sophi..*)
I miss writing with that gang..
Give it time, Dragona. Give it time.
Um... Can't sleep, hi all
star: uncomfortable? well ok, sorry for that. I do not see how that would make anyone uncomfortable. but ok, sorry.
I do have boundaries, but it's just far beyond yall boundaries ^_^
*is already structurally unstable is made of shadow that moves and acts like people... mostly*
*grips ragnarok against the creature swinging it into hiei no swirling vortex this time*
Hey Noelle.
*hugs*
@Dragona: :P You okay there?
FERA PLEASE NO MORE JOKES EVER
Hey Ed!
Star idk that just shocked me more than going in the Disney Store XD PROBABLY NOT EXPRESSING IT RIGHT
Hey Dragon! How's you?
.... It's just creepy!!!!
hiei: *catches creature and absorbs it* *jagan is activated, a weird aura surrounds hiei*
dragona: nah. that won't happen ^_^
( don't get me wrong I like you and care in the general sense I just think it should be fine to look at everyone equally because why not... if at which point someone becomes uncomfortable they can state that and relative action be carried out... I don't think a natural instinct to check out people and such that comes with it should be judged...
i've had a lot of life experience with weird things so to me yall seem to be overreacting but you know... that's just me. now the story changes when it comes to consent ... but meh )
I'M LIKE A MIXTURE BETEEEN ANNOYED SHOCKED AND IDK WHAT ELSE, YOU???
I ded to.... Um.... Dragon and Jai
I'm worried and tired, but otherwise good thanks Dragon
@Fera: . . .
*looks confused*
Okay, well, for the record, I don't like walkign to the village shop in short shorts because showing that much of myself makes me feel uncomfortable, I really don't like swimming costumes because showing that much of myself makes me feel uncomfortable, I hate it when my mum makes me wear tankinis when I go to the beach and I would generally rather wear a winter coat than a bikini on a summer's day on the beach. I get uncomfortable when I think about people staring at me in /that/ way. It's not entirely rational or logical, all I know is that it makes me feel uncomfortable and even if the lack of comfort is illogical, it's not illogical to acknowledge that somethign makes you feel uncomfortable and stay away from it. And I didn't really think this needed explaining because I thought that discomfort of this nature was, if not experienced by everyone, at least experienced by some number of other people in the world and thus was relatively common enough. Apologies if I have been mistaken.
@Dragona: XD Oh dear.
@Keiron: . . . Yeah, I may be mostly with you, on consideration. May need to consider further though.
I certainly don't think you should lock people up for staring at people. :P
(Yeh :D I'll take that as at least a partial win because I know on some level I made sense :P )
Con: *just sorta stares at the haze before kicking him in the balls with the force of a lorry*
@Keiron: :) :)
star: I do not feel discomfort, and rarely get offended by anything. I have become desensitized. I do not get discomfort or creepy. i am not creeped out. sorry. ^_^
Right. This is what I mean..
I wish it was three summers ago.
I miss Alastair and Niccolò and Deacon and Drew and Trip and my plot with the demons-
...
Fuck me.
My depression is swooping at the bottom again.. I have no energy. Nothing is left- I'm just a carcass, or an empty shell.
I have no energy to even hang myself
Or to let myself bleed out.
Hell, I even bought something that is sharp enough to do it
But
Nothing..
Just go back to ignoring me, please. I don't wish to start anything.
@Noelle: . . . I don't want to ignore you . . . I just don't have much to respond to you with . . .
I'm sorry . . .
@Fera: :/ Sorry for being awkward.
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