(Perhaps they should focus on simpler things, Star. The current education promotes people to know all about dynamic equilibrium, and not how to cook a meal, or where countries are, or left and right.)
Actually, Sophia, for listening and reading exams in GCSE French one must know a shitlosd of vocab in order to succeed. I believe 'left' 'eright' and 'straight on' ate important pieces of vocab when one of the topics that may come up is directions.
@Sophia: Ah, right. No, left and right are useful. At rococlimbing, I'm often belaying and sgouting up, "Handhold to your left! No, I mean your right! No, your LEFT!" qnd they're moving to their right and I'm like "LEFT!" qnd they're like "I DON'T KNOW WHICH WAY THAT IS!" and I'm like "THE OTHER DIRECTION!" :P
Or in biology when we're studying the heart, I risk labelling my atriums and ventricles all wrong, right instead of left, and dropping marks.
Or when you're doing a presemtation and you say "You can clearly see that on the left - I mean the right . . ." it totally makes you look incompetent and at that moment your audience cease to respect you and believe you a little bit.
Or when you're nagivatingva car journey . . . either as the nagivator, giving the driver incorrect instructions, or the driver, following the navigator's instructions incorrectly.
Or in maths, transforming your diagrams all wrong, although in maths I'm more likely to muddle up my negatives/positives or transpose one number fpr another.
As long as I can remember, in maths I've tended to just drop marks on silly things like transposing numbers or signs or forgetting my left/right. Maybe that's why I've always been near the top of the year instead of at the top. (Or not. I don't believe I'm that intelligent). My tendency to get mixed up with stuff like this is arguably my biggest hindrance in life (my poor memory and pack of observancy being my other two big hindrances). And as someone who is in a position to note the effects of having a knowledge of left and right's absence, I would say it's important. :P
(I do know my left and right - it just tqkes me a moment. It's not instinctive.)
Also, nah, Jai. The morevocab you know, the easier it is. As someobe wh spent all of yrar ten being good at French and mediocre at Gwrman, I can tell you that listening and reading are much easier when you know a language better.
I do have ways, Sophia. If I hold my hand up with my thumb out and the back of my hand facing towards me, the thumb and forefinger of my left hand form an 'L'. I can even remember which hand has the 'L' when I reach for the memory, but what I mean is, people say 'right' and I kind of pause, visualise my hand, and know what direction right is . . . whereas other people just move right instinctively. Also, O often don't bother with the visualosation and just tey and remember from the tone of the different sides, exceot sometimes I assoyn the wrong tone with the wrong side, and then I don't realuse I've got it wrong for a while. I remember one time I was walking to my nearest (small) town, and the road down the hill has no pavement, and I was helplessly waliing from one side of the road to the other for a good five minutes because I was unable to detect my left and right and it's only after this much confusion thart I put the full mental effort in to solve the problem.
(The side of the road the English drive on. Left is right, and right is wrong. For whatever reason.
Perhaps you only need time to become used to it, Star? Or maybe your brain just finds it difficult - different people remember things at different rates.)
Of course, when I go abroad we drive and walk on different sides of the road. Sigh.
It's just the kind of thing my vrain muddles up. Like my age. I think it's because I rember it froms the tones of the sides/words/numbers, and the tones are indistinct. And it can't be practise, coz I've been doing it my whole life. I just don't think my mind rates it of high importance. Hard to explain why, but it makes sense in my head - I learnt it so long ago and I nevwr use it, just recall it and let it sink down again, so it doesb't bother, and also it's kind of got bored of it. I know with my age it's just got bored of having to remember a new one every year, so its effectiveness at memorisingit has faded.
@Jai: It doesn't have a colour sonmuch. It's kind of yellow and it's kind of grey and it's kind of the same tone as pink without actually being pink. . . . Sorry. :P
It's weird because it feels yellow but the word is more grey . . . maybe coz I heard it before I spelt it. When we have discussions about Wednesday like this I still think of Winnie-the-Pooh. :P
But the wind is also very grey. A silvery kind of grey. I also just realised why I have a minor subconscious internal issue with Kaladin being a Windrunner - /he/ isn't grey, so it feels odd to think of him with the wind, because the tones don't match. :P
@Sophia: Thinking of right as left and left as right will NOT HELP. I need to very clearly know one is one and the other is the other or the tones get muddled.
Wait. That wasn't I wanted to say. I wanted to say ":) But thank you, Sophia," except I was thinking both thoughts at kind of the same time and then I thought 'remember that thought and write it down' and then I checked another page and then I attempted to right my orevious thought down but wrote the wrong thought. :P
@Saoirse: Oh. Yeah. Maybe try to keep that happiness to yourself, though? Like, I don't like them, but I know Mara basically owes her life to them, and they helped a lot of people and mean a lot to a lot of people, so it's kind of cruel to be laughing about it.
Uh . . . an I'm sure hating on Jews was just acting like a typical German back in the day. No offense - hating on Jews is, obviously, more serious than hating on 1D. But it's the same kind of thing.
Umm . . . I kind of think it's true. In both cases, it's hating a group of people because everyone else is - going on the basis that Saoirse hates 1D because typical teenage girls do. Obviously, I'm talking about your average German citizen, not your average German Hitler.
(My sister had a dream that I came into the room crying because I'd told dad I'm a lesbian (I'm not, I'm bi. She doesn't know.) and he was taking the piss out of it..
(I just want to say that anything I do could upset people. I could eat meat and that may offend religions that believe eating animals is wrong.
So please don't go saying that this situation is like Germans hating the Jews because it is so much less awful. They hated the Jews as people, because of their religion. Hitler killed the Jews because of who they were so thanks for comparing me to that. It really hurt. I don't hate Zayn or any of the others, I've never met them but I'm sure they're great people. I just don't like the band. I'm sorry that's so wrong.
You know what, I think I might just leave. I forget that I'm so different to you all and saying that I don't like 1D may upset you. And I'm sorry but I just think I'd much rather leave this all behind and be a typical teenager, away from people I could unintentionally hurt. I won't be missed, just like Chloe. And thank you Star for the other day pointing out that you get used to it and don't care when people leave. At least that thought is comforting.)
To know that I'm nothing but a few "AWH, I'm sorry" That my death Doesnt mean anything to anyone That that only solidifies my reasons. No one does care.
(Saoirse, that doesn't mean I want you gone.. you're such a bright spark.. *cuddles gently* I barely knew Chloe for most of the time she was here.. I still talk to El. To Clara and snow. To Rhos and Chloe To Ver, who I'd only actually met a handful of times before she stopped coming here..)
(*hugs Noelle gently should she wish to be hugged* No, I don't hate you as your profile picture questions. Your death does mean something.. I don't want it to happen.. I barely met you. I spent a tiny amount of time with you.. Then you rarely came on anymore. Everyone was always happy about you existing. I wanted, and still want to know you.. to get to know you.)
Saoirse, please don't leave. I'm sorry, it's just that they mean a lot to a lot of people who mean a lot of people, and I didn't think it was fair to take pleasure from other people's pain.
Adra, you get next comment, because it might take a whole for me to say what I need to say.
Not the /Nazis/. I'm thinking avout the kids at school getting subjecred to all the anti-Jew propaganda. They wouldn't have killed them, they'd've just, presumably, disliked them. I wasn't trying to call her cruel, I was suggesting she may have been slightly brainwashed.
*sighs*
. . . That's non an impatient sigh. That's a what-tge-fuck-hqve-I-done sigh.
(Before I leave, I just wanna say that I'm not taking pleasure in people's pain - that's way too extreme. I'm just simply glad that my least favourite band is falling apart. Again, I'm sorry if not liking 1D is wrong.
I'll properly leave now, unless someone else has anything they feel they need to critisize me about...)
We haven't talked in...a long time, but when we were talking I considered you one of my closest friends.
I've tried emailing a couple times, just to tell you I care, and you haven't responded, and I understand that-I understand the crushing sense that there's no point in existing, that you're a burden on everyone.
But I also know that it's not true.
There IS a point to your existence, because just by being you you've made me smile and laugh and think so many times, and you've done the same for many, many people, and maybe that's a kind of worth that can't be measured, but it IS important. YOU are important.
I see your Tumblr, and I want to cry, because I wish there was something I could do for you because you DON'T DESERVE THIS, because you used to be a ray of light and it's awful to see you like this.
But I promise you it will get better. One day, maybe soon, you will be okay again. And it's terrible that you have to go through this before you can get there, but it just means that you'll be that much stronger.
So yes, I would miss you if you killed yourself. I miss talking to you, I miss seeing you, I miss being your friend.
And I care about you, Adra, so so much, and I would do almost anything if it meant you could be okay again.
(In terms of the whole discussion with Star and Saoirse - I agree that what Star said was quite... harsh, I suppose? But there is no reason to blow it out of proportion.)
Okay, so. I'm not awfully great at caring about people. And if I don't like someone (I mean, not dislike them, just . . . I see them everyday but they're just another person who happens to inhabit the same space I do), then if they leave, I won't particularly care. I'll feel a bit 'awh' but, tbh, they contributed very little to my life and my existence and their existence will be just fine without each other. My friend who I spent every day with fir several years but never really clicked with moved schools and I never kept in touch and I do not miss her a bit and I'm glad I don't have to deal with that particular social interaction anymore. When I first came to Blogland, everything was new. Everything was special. I loved everything here because it was here, and I loved the people here because they were here, so when they left, I missed them. Whereas now I've been here three years and so prople don't get a Special award just for being here, so I don't miss them as special people when they leave, and have indeed ceased to miss some of the people who I originally missed when they left. If I really like/admire them? Then that's different. Because they light up my life, and when they're not here, my lofe is a little bit darker. It's, like, got an empty dark hole in it where their light used ti be. Hell, I miss C when she doesn't turn up to school for a single day. :P There's still some people from when I first came to Blogland thar I do miss, because they were awesome. But that's not because they were people here. That's because they were awesome and had their own novelty. And I'll never forget the awesome people and how awesome they were, but all the other people who I never particularly liked or disliked . . . ? Clearly I'd care if they died, but if I never saw them again I'm sure I'd manage fine.
Adra, you've been one of my favourite people for years. Of course I'd care if you vanished, and care more if you died. I've already experienced missing you and you're not even gone yet. I'm not faking it when I say I care about you.
I'm not going to say who else I would miss and who I wouldn't; that'd be cruel.
Does that clear things up a bit? I'm sorry I don't care too much about all of you. It's either tell you that or lie to you.
Saoirse, since you deleted your original comment, I'm not exactly sure how to address what you said since I can't see it, but I'm not a huge fan of 1D either. There's really noting wrong with disliking them, since it's just a matter of opinion. I don't come on much anymore so I don't know if there are currently any hardcore 1D fans, like Mara, that are on the blog, but like people have said, 1D has done a lot for some people so I just don't think it's wise to.... openly critize?... them ...
I'm sorry if that sounded harsh and I really don't wanna be rude or anything but I just know that I said something bad about 1D when Mara used to come on more and she got kinda upset
soyeah...
Anyway, no one wants you to leave because you don't like 1D. A lot of people don't. So it's cool. :)
If you want to leave because veing here is making you unhappy, I'm not stopping you, and that goes for everyone, no matter how much I may miss them. You are the only judge of the impact on you - it it is of large proportion to you, then you are justified in reacting as such.
. . . Oh my God, I'm turning into Sophia. :P (That's not a bad thing. Just a surprising thing).
A while back I decided to try and be more honest, because I thought it was better thsn being dishoneatly nice. Now I've seen the results of this, I'm less sure.
I'm not going to apologise for what I mean to say, but I am going to apologise for how I said it . . . I should have eother worded it better or, even better, picked a better analogy with less murderous connotations.
@Star: I prefer people who are dishonestly nice(present company excluded) which is strange because anyone who knows me would guess that is prefer the opposite
Can anyone help us? We have one Angel who is already dead and so cannot be killed,and if we destroy his body then he can just find another vessel. But we need to kill him. Or an least contain him. What do we do?
(Then, use his anger as a distraction. Depending upon your setting you could possibly use his power against him. Or you could just use his anger as a distraction for a good attack.)
@Kes: Not at that point in time yet, unfortunately. I borrowed Kaladin from . . . well, it was otiginally avout the middle of Words of Radianxe, but I might have to adapt it slightly. Not the end of it, though.
And I think if Adolin's went through his neck, then it would either severe his soul from his current vessel, or, seeing as gow he's technically dead, just cut his head off.
But maybe I could borrow Shallan. That would maybe work, but it would take a while for it to make sense for that to happen. Adolin coukd just appear though and that would actually help me a bit plot-wise. But yeah.
And I think he can inhabit any host, Sophia. Maybe. I'd need to ask B. But, ike, we can't kill everyone in the world.
Bethany: *she sighs happily, pressing against her*
Claire: Ew... Right. I'm going inside... I'm ten for god's sake, I shouldn't be being exposed to this stuff... Well, I suppose I do kill people, but that's beside the point...
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Claire: Yep. *she finishes her toast*
Liliana: Why were you looking at me?
*also finishes her toast*
Onwa: You're too beautiful not to.
*grins*
Actually, Sophia, for listening and reading exams in GCSE French one must know a shitlosd of vocab in order to succeed. I believe 'left' 'eright' and 'straight on' ate important pieces of vocab when one of the topics that may come up is directions.
Bethany: *she takes another bite* I'm the only one still eating, aren't I?
Claire: Yep.
Liliana: Come on, Onwa. What were you doing?
(I rather meant in English, Star. But I see your point.)
(Ugh. I HATE listening and reading. Its just luck!)
That's fine though.
Onwa: *raises an eyebrow*
Bethany: I'm a really slow eater...
Claire: We're in no hurry?
Liliana: *she nudges Onwa gently* Tell me.
Plus, slow eaters savour food.
Onwa: *smirks, eyes shining*
Make me
*teleports to the other side of the room, leaning against the wall*
If you can.
Bethany: I suppose... *she finishes her toast*
Claire: Portal?
Liliana: *she sighs* You know I can barely move, Onwa.
*opens one for her*
Onwa: *chuckles*
Funny, isn't it?
@Sophia: Ah, right.
No, left and right are useful. At rococlimbing, I'm often belaying and sgouting up, "Handhold to your left! No, I mean your right! No, your LEFT!" qnd they're moving to their right and I'm like "LEFT!" qnd they're like "I DON'T KNOW WHICH WAY THAT IS!" and I'm like "THE OTHER DIRECTION!"
:P
Or in biology when we're studying the heart, I risk labelling my atriums and ventricles all wrong, right instead of left, and dropping marks.
Or when you're doing a presemtation and you say "You can clearly see that on the left - I mean the right . . ." it totally makes you look incompetent and at that moment your audience cease to respect you and believe you a little bit.
Or when you're nagivatingva car journey . . . either as the nagivator, giving the driver incorrect instructions, or the driver, following the navigator's instructions incorrectly.
Or in maths, transforming your diagrams all wrong, although in maths I'm more likely to muddle up my negatives/positives or transpose one number fpr another.
As long as I can remember, in maths I've tended to just drop marks on silly things like transposing numbers or signs or forgetting my left/right. Maybe that's why I've always been near the top of the year instead of at the top.
(Or not. I don't believe I'm that intelligent).
My tendency to get mixed up with stuff like this is arguably my biggest hindrance in life (my poor memory and pack of observancy being my other two big hindrances). And as someone who is in a position to note the effects of having a knowledge of left and right's absence, I would say it's important. :P
(I do know my left and right - it just tqkes me a moment. It's not instinctive.)
Claire: *she steps through, coming back a moment later with three sets of sticks - two pairs of shorter ones, and one longer one*
Liliana: No, it is not.
Also, nah, Jai. The morevocab you know, the easier it is. As someobe wh spent all of yrar ten being good at French and mediocre at Gwrman, I can tell you that listening and reading are much easier when you know a language better.
(I agree, Star. They should give you ways to remember it.)
Hello.
*hugs Jaimie and Star*
Today should be a good day... should be. Why isn't it? *sighs*
*keeps hugging gently*
How are you today?
(Hello, Tia.
Star - consider this. When is left right, and right wrong?)
PSA: Just got an email with the TDOTL paperback front cover.
Expect a blog post showing it off sometime today.
I do have ways, Sophia. If I hold my hand up with my thumb out and the back of my hand facing towards me, the thumb and forefinger of my left hand form an 'L'. I can even remember which hand has the 'L' when I reach for the memory, but what I mean is, people say 'right' and I kind of pause, visualise my hand, and know what direction right is . . . whereas other people just move right instinctively. Also, O often don't bother with the visualosation and just tey and remember from the tone of the different sides, exceot sometimes I assoyn the wrong tone with the wrong side, and then I don't realuse I've got it wrong for a while. I remember one time I was walking to my nearest (small) town, and the road down the hill has no pavement, and I was helplessly waliing from one side of the road to the other for a good five minutes because I was unable to detect my left and right and it's only after this much confusion thart I put the full mental effort in to solve the problem.
I don't know, Sophia. :)
@Kas: Because days are funny like that.
*hugs*
(The side of the road the English drive on. Left is right, and right is wrong. For whatever reason.
Perhaps you only need time to become used to it, Star? Or maybe your brain just finds it difficult - different people remember things at different rates.)
(Sorry, was eating :)
*cuddles kas back*
@Star still chance..)
*grins, taking the two shorter ones, twirling them*
Any good at cheerleading?
*tosses one up, catching it behind her back in the opposite hand*
Onwa: *chuckles*
@Sophia: :) :)
Of course, when I go abroad we drive and walk on different sides of the road. Sigh.
It's just the kind of thing my vrain muddles up. Like my age. I think it's because I rember it froms the tones of the sides/words/numbers, and the tones are indistinct.
And it can't be practise, coz I've been doing it my whole life. I just don't think my mind rates it of high importance. Hard to explain why, but it makes sense in my head - I learnt it so long ago and I nevwr use it, just recall it and let it sink down again, so it doesb't bother, and also it's kind of got bored of it. I know with my age it's just got bored of having to remember a new one every year, so its effectiveness at memorisingit has faded.
*huggles Star-Bubble and Jai*
:)
Claire: Never tried it. *she places the other two shorter ones on the floor, spinning the longer one* Outside?
Liliana: Please?
(@Star what colour is Wednesday to you?)
*raises an eyebrow*
What's with the spares?
Onwa: *teleports slightly closer, teasing her*
Whereas my date of burth, 15/09/98, I'm good on, coz that never changes. :)
(Star - Left and right are not entirely common things to use, no matter how odd it sounds?)
@Jai: It doesn't have a colour sonmuch. It's kind of yellow and it's kind of grey and it's kind of the same tone as pink without actually being pink.
. . .
Sorry. :P
Claire: In case I want to change? *she smiles, heading towards the door*
Liliana: *she sighs* Come on, Onwa.
(Hmm..
I said yellow.
My friend C said Orange.
My friend G said blue
My friend N said green..)
@Sophia: :) Yeah. You just recall them at odd times - you din't actually use them.
I'm better at working out my left and right in context of equations than I am eith sides of roads. Huh.
*rolls eyes and follows her, blowing Beth a kiss*
Onwa: *teleports to her side*
It's weird because it feels yellow but the word is more grey . . . maybe coz I heard it before I spelt it. When we have discussions about Wednesday like this I still think of Winnie-the-Pooh. :P
(xD what about Monday?)
(It is entirely possible that you are not yet used to it, Star.)
Bethany: *she puts the plates on the side, before walking after them*
Claire: *she smiles, standing next to the house, spinning her staff*
Okay. How are you wanting to do this?
Onwa: *kneels beside her*
But the wind is also very grey. A silvery kind of grey.
I also just realised why I have a minor subconscious internal issue with Kaladin being a Windrunner - /he/ isn't grey, so it feels odd to think of him with the wind, because the tones don't match.
:P
Claire: As fast as you can, not as hard. First to immobilise the other?
Liliana: Come on, tell me.
Monday? Blue. :) But a more yellow-y kind. Whereas Thursday is a dark blue/purple.
@Sophia: How?
And, no, I think the issue is that I memorised left and right too long ago . . . I'm TOO used to it.
Immobilize in what sense?
Onwa: *lays downs beside her again*
Mmm.
(Hmm. Interesting. I thought of Monday as grey/very light green.)
(Perhaps attempt to think the opposite, Star, and allow your mind to correct it?)
Claire: On the ground and pinned for five seconds?
Liliana: *she nudges her again*
@Sophia: Thinking of right as left and left as right will NOT HELP. I need to very clearly know one is one and the other is the other or the tones get muddled.
Hmm. I guess that works..
Onwa: *chuckles*
You should drink my wine more often. It's quite amusing.
Oh my gosh. I cannot do Further Maths.
Wait. That wasn't I wanted to say. I wanted to say ":) But thank you, Sophia," except I was thinking both thoughts at kind of the same time and then I thought 'remember that thought and write it down' and then I checked another page and then I attempted to right my orevious thought down but wrote the wrong thought. :P
Claire: Mhm. *she grins, spinning the staff again* Then lets fight?
Liliana: I'm not drinking it again unless you tell me.
(That is fine, Star. It was just a suggestion.)
Sure.
*grins*
(Can we time skip the fight? I'm not good at describing Sil's movements when fighting..)
Onwa: *raises an eyebrow*
(We can, if you would like.)
Liliana: Tell me.
You seem fine to me, Jai. :) But obviousky that isn't me telling you you have to do it.
Oh my gosh.
Algebra + matrices.
Why.
(Thank you. You decide who wins. Sil will've been offering semi helpful comments.. and not going her hardest.)
Onwa: Or?
Dammit
I missed Mara
@Storm: Wednesday is green, Monday is red, Thursday is purple, Friday is navy
(Hi Kes. *nods at her contributions* Hmm.)
'Ello
Tia is also red.
You're white.
Star is blue.
Mara is another red.
L is green.
Adra is deep purple.
(I'm white?
*tilts head*)
(What about Sophia?)
Oh guys the first chapter of Demon Road is in the TDOTL paperback, and if you can't buy it Becky has it on her Tumblr valkyriecain.tumblr.com
@Storm: Yeah, for some reason.
Sophia is. Grey. I think. I don't really know her very well.
Hey, Kes.
Red?
(Thank yoooooooou!
*runs off to read the extract*
Hmm. Dunno why I'm white.. white is accosiated with goodness. That's hardly right ;D)
@Tia: Yep. Or at least 'Tia' is.
@Storm: idk man my brain associates colors with everything
I don't colour people, just their names . . . :P
(*blinks*
Owww. Managed a few pages but couldn't distinguish the words. Oh well. Seems readable.
*shrugs*
Of course I'll buy it either way!)
*hugs Kessy* :)
Star: For some people, just their names have colors, but for people who I know well/have known for a long time hey have colors.
Storm: Yeah, I was having that problem too, you have to wait a bit for them to focus.
*hugs Tia*
@Saiorse: What?
My brain works in tones more than colours. But the tones are really indistinguishable. :P
@Saoirse: Oh. Yeah. Maybe try to keep that happiness to yourself, though? Like, I don't like them, but I know Mara basically owes her life to them, and they helped a lot of people and mean a lot to a lot of people, so it's kind of cruel to be laughing about it.
Idk.
(*scowls at Saoirse*
I dont like 1D... but laughing at that isn't right...
Laugh at this instead: Hehe)
Plus, people are my blaming Perrie for it and she's getting even more hate than usual, so maybe not, Saoirse, okay?
:)
*hugs Jai and Kes*
(*hugs star back*)
(It seems I disappeared briefly.
Silente can win, Jaimie.)
Liliana: No more wine.
*hugs Star back*
(Okay :) *cuddles*)
*smiles, moving the stick aside and offering her a hand up*
Come on little warrior.
Onwa: Hm..
(*mutters something about it not being cruel, just acting like a typical teenager*
*leaves*)
(@Saoirse ... we didn't mean to upset you..)
Saoirse...
*hugs*
*hugs Seirsha*
Uh . . . an I'm sure hating on Jews was just acting like a typical German back in the day. No offense - hating on Jews is, obviously, more serious than hating on 1D. But it's the same kind of thing.
Wow, Star.
That's low.
Umm . . . I kind of think it's true.
In both cases, it's hating a group of people because everyone else is - going on the basis that Saoirse hates 1D because typical teenage girls do.
Obviously, I'm talking about your average German citizen, not your average German Hitler.
(My sister had a dream that I came into the room crying because I'd told dad I'm a lesbian (I'm not, I'm bi. She doesn't know.) and he was taking the piss out of it..
...
I.. was so tempted to tell her..)
No, Star, you are comparing Seirsha to Nazis or supporters of Nazis.
Because she's happy someone left 1D.
*hugs Jai*
(*hugs back, shaking head*
Not gonna lie, that was terrifying.. she was so close to the truth..
*eats ice cream*)
(I just want to say that anything I do could upset people. I could eat meat and that may offend religions that believe eating animals is wrong.
So please don't go saying that this situation is like Germans hating the Jews because it is so much less awful. They hated the Jews as people, because of their religion. Hitler killed the Jews because of who they were so thanks for comparing me to that. It really hurt. I don't hate Zayn or any of the others, I've never met them but I'm sure they're great people. I just don't like the band. I'm sorry that's so wrong.
You know what, I think I might just leave. I forget that I'm so different to you all and saying that I don't like 1D may upset you. And I'm sorry but I just think I'd much rather leave this all behind and be a typical teenager, away from people I could unintentionally hurt. I won't be missed, just like Chloe. And thank you Star for the other day pointing out that you get used to it and don't care when people leave. At least that thought is comforting.)
*hugs Seirsha tightly*
I'd miss you...
(*hugs Saoirse*
Chloe isn't forgotten.. I email her every day, Rhos too..)
Gtg shower, bye... :/
(Kas, you talk about it like it may happen. I'm sorry but I've made up my mind.
You knew Chloe for longer, I've been here three months. You shouldn't have a problem.)
She did?
...
How nice.
...
To know that I'm nothing but a few "AWH, I'm sorry"
That my death Doesnt mean anything to anyone
That that only solidifies my reasons. No one does care.
...
Fine, I'll remember that this evening.
(Saoirse, that doesn't mean I want you gone.. you're such a bright spark.. *cuddles gently* I barely knew Chloe for most of the time she was here..
I still talk to El.
To Clara and snow.
To Rhos and Chloe
To Ver, who I'd only actually met a handful of times before she stopped coming here..)
(*hugs Noelle gently should she wish to be hugged*
No, I don't hate you as your profile picture questions.
Your death does mean something.. I don't want it to happen..
I barely met you. I spent a tiny amount of time with you.. Then you rarely came on anymore.
Everyone was always happy about you existing.
I wanted, and still want to know you.. to get to know you.)
Star, to be fair, that was way extreme.
Saoirse, please don't leave. I'm sorry, it's just that they mean a lot to a lot of people who mean a lot of people, and I didn't think it was fair to take pleasure from other people's pain.
Adra, you get next comment, because it might take a whole for me to say what I need to say.
I didn't want to get into this, but... ^ Seconded
Not the /Nazis/. I'm thinking avout the kids at school getting subjecred to all the anti-Jew propaganda.
They wouldn't have killed them, they'd've just, presumably, disliked them. I wasn't trying to call her cruel, I was suggesting she may have been slightly brainwashed.
*sighs*
. . .
That's non an impatient sigh. That's a what-tge-fuck-hqve-I-done sigh.
TBC.
(Before I leave, I just wanna say that I'm not taking pleasure in people's pain - that's way too extreme. I'm just simply glad that my least favourite band is falling apart. Again, I'm sorry if not liking 1D is wrong.
I'll properly leave now, unless someone else has anything they feel they need to critisize me about...)
Right.
*sighs*
Here's my honest thoughts on people leaving. Or there'll be here next comment. Hang on.
(Apologies, it seems I disappeared briefly again.
Hello, Jubilance.)
Claire: *she takes her hand, standing up* Again.
Liliana: Onwa, please tell me?
(Slightly brainwashed? Thanks Star, that made me feel so much better and not in the least way stupid.
Urgh, I don't know why I ever came here.)
(Save it Star, I don't need you telling me all the reasons why I'm "making too much of a fuss" or why "leaving is way too extreme".)
(*sighs and hugs Saoirse*
I can't stop you.. I'm sorry..)
You said one fight.
Onwa: *shakes head*
Nothing.
*hugs Seirsha* :/
Adra.
We haven't talked in...a long time, but when we were talking I considered you one of my closest friends.
I've tried emailing a couple times, just to tell you I care, and you haven't responded, and I understand that-I understand the crushing sense that there's no point in existing, that you're a burden on everyone.
But I also know that it's not true.
There IS a point to your existence, because just by being you you've made me smile and laugh and think so many times, and you've done the same for many, many people, and maybe that's a kind of worth that can't be measured, but it IS important. YOU are important.
I see your Tumblr, and I want to cry, because I wish there was something I could do for you because you DON'T DESERVE THIS, because you used to be a ray of light and it's awful to see you like this.
But I promise you it will get better. One day, maybe soon, you will be okay again. And it's terrible that you have to go through this before you can get there, but it just means that you'll be that much stronger.
So yes, I would miss you if you killed yourself. I miss talking to you, I miss seeing you, I miss being your friend.
And I care about you, Adra, so so much, and I would do almost anything if it meant you could be okay again.
*hugs Noelle gently*
I'd miss you. :/
Saoirse...
Claire: Come on, please? Just one more?
Liliana: *she sighs*
(In terms of the whole discussion with Star and Saoirse - I agree that what Star said was quite... harsh, I suppose? But there is no reason to blow it out of proportion.)
(I'm properly going now before I upset anyone else. I hope Star is okay. Tell her I apologise if she had disappeared.
*hugs Noelle* I never got to know you but I'm sure you're a wonderful person that everyone would miss out on would you leave. Please stay strong.)
*rolls eyes*
Hmm. Pack your bag for holiday first.
Onwa: plus, I was wondering whether you still see yourself as a scourge that needs to be removed.
Okay, so.
I'm not awfully great at caring about people.
And if I don't like someone (I mean, not dislike them, just . . . I see them everyday but they're just another person who happens to inhabit the same space I do), then if they leave, I won't particularly care. I'll feel a bit 'awh' but, tbh, they contributed very little to my life and my existence and their existence will be just fine without each other.
My friend who I spent every day with fir several years but never really clicked with moved schools and I never kept in touch and I do not miss her a bit and I'm glad I don't have to deal with that particular social interaction anymore.
When I first came to Blogland, everything was new. Everything was special. I loved everything here because it was here, and I loved the people here because they were here, so when they left, I missed them. Whereas now I've been here three years and so prople don't get a Special award just for being here, so I don't miss them as special people when they leave, and have indeed ceased to miss some of the people who I originally missed when they left.
If I really like/admire them?
Then that's different.
Because they light up my life, and when they're not here, my lofe is a little bit darker. It's, like, got an empty dark hole in it where their light used ti be. Hell, I miss C when she doesn't turn up to school for a single day. :P
There's still some people from when I first came to Blogland thar I do miss, because they were awesome. But that's not because they were people here. That's because they were awesome and had their own novelty. And I'll never forget the awesome people and how awesome they were, but all the other people who I never particularly liked or disliked . . . ? Clearly I'd care if they died, but if I never saw them again I'm sure I'd manage fine.
Adra, you've been one of my favourite people for years. Of course I'd care if you vanished, and care more if you died. I've already experienced missing you and you're not even gone yet. I'm not faking it when I say I care about you.
I'm not going to say who else I would miss and who I wouldn't; that'd be cruel.
Does that clear things up a bit?
I'm sorry I don't care too much about all of you. It's either tell you that or lie to you.
Saoirse, since you deleted your original comment, I'm not exactly sure how to address what you said since I can't see it, but I'm not a huge fan of 1D either. There's really noting wrong with disliking them, since it's just a matter of opinion. I don't come on much anymore so I don't know if there are currently any hardcore 1D fans, like Mara, that are on the blog, but like people have said, 1D has done a lot for some people so I just don't think it's wise to.... openly critize?... them
...
I'm sorry if that sounded harsh and I really don't wanna be rude or anything but I just know that I said something bad about 1D when Mara used to come on more and she got kinda upset
soyeah...
Anyway, no one wants you to leave because you don't like 1D. A lot of people don't. So it's cool.
:)
We all know I'm...not good with emotions, I guess, and I just exhausted them for the day on that thing for Adra.
So, Saoirse, I guess do what you feel you need to do. Just know that people here WILL miss you. We get attached quickly.
There we go, Star just described how I am with emotions perfectly.
If you want to leave because veing here is making you unhappy, I'm not stopping you, and that goes for everyone, no matter how much I may miss them. You are the only judge of the impact on you - it it is of large proportion to you, then you are justified in reacting as such.
*if
. . .
Oh my God, I'm turning into Sophia. :P
(That's not a bad thing. Just a surprising thing).
A while back I decided to try and be more honest, because I thought it was better thsn being dishoneatly nice.
Now I've seen the results of this, I'm less sure.
I'm not going to apologise for what I mean to say, but I am going to apologise for how I said it . . . I should have eother worded it better or, even better, picked a better analogy with less murderous connotations.
*meant
(Seirsha get your arse to your emails right this second)
@Missy: Woah wait you're not Miss Cain are you?
(*hugs Star gently*
Everyone changes..
Everyone picks up parts of other people and adopt them. You are a jigsaw puzzle, a patchwork quilt and others make up the pieces..)
@Jai: Mmh, yeah. I guess so. :)
I suppose if you admire honestly mean as opposed to dishonestly nice people you become one . . .
*hugs*
Claire: ... Please?
Liliana: ... Kind of?
(I prefer honestly mean.. *hugs back*)
Nope. Pack then fight.
Onwa: *shakes head*
(I am not
*leaves*)
(Bye C.)
@Missy: oh okay, sorry. Hi/bye!
(I cannot help but feel that I have had a negative impact on you, Star. Please, do not admire me.)
Wait I'm so confused
C as in Star's C?
(Different C.)
Claire: *she sighs* Fine... What do I need? I've never been on holiday.
Liliana: What?
Clothes, toiletries.. anything very important that you can't live without
*grins*
Nothing to do with work.
Onwa: You aren't a scourge..
Claire: I'm bringing my costume.
Liliana: Of course I am.
Hmm.
Onwa: *shakes head*
Mmm. Not anymore.
@Sophia: Don't worry, I've admired C for about a year before I kbew you. :) And admiration isn't a choice.
Yeah. I prefer honestly mean too, in general . . .
And, thanks, Jai. :)
(What for? *tilts head*)
@Star: I prefer people who are dishonestly nice(present company excluded) which is strange because anyone who knows me would guess that is prefer the opposite
Claire: I am!
Liliana: What do you mean?
Fine..but no killing maiming or hurting criminals!
Onwa: You're.. good now..
Claire: Why not?
Liliana: Debatable.
Holiday is time for relaxing, not working.
Onwa: Your wings say otherwise.
@Jai: For offering your opinion.
@Kes: Mmh.
I think there's probably a line somewhere.
Between the two.
And U think I have to find it.
@Star: Actually, I really admire you for making that decision and following through.
It's just that I was(still am, I guess) a massive jerk for most of my life, so I admire people who can be nice to everyone.
(Ahh okay.)
(Kestrel - I am a massive bitch. And I seem to respect those who have the capacity to be nice, even if they are not always.)
Claire: But I can do both?
Liliana: To hell with my wings.
Nope. Relaxing, not working.
Onwa: *raises an eyebrow*
Don't damn your wings to Hell they're rather nice. Show them for me?
@Sophia: Ehhh, you're not that bad :P
Claire: ... Please?
Liliana: *she sighs, her wings becoming visible - half-covered in white feathers*
(Yes, Kestrel - I am.)
No Claire..
Onwa: *rests her head on one wing*
I respect lots of different people for different reasons.
Claire: And if I just get them arrested?
Liliana: Mmm... *she whispers in Onwa's ear* Did you know my wings are the most sensitive part of my body?
ME
Excellent.
I dedicate to everyone who doesn't think they're good enough.
You are. I swear to you, you are.
No working.
Onwa: *grins broadly*
They are? Hmm. I believe it's play time again.
*smirks*
Wine or no?
(Hear hear!)
Claire: I won't. I don't get paid for it.
Liliana: Hmm... No. Not this time.
Claire..
Onwa: *grins, kissing her gently*
Good. Cause I want you to feel this.
Hear hear. :)
Claire: What?
Liliana: And I'm sure I will. *she grins*
(Time skip, Jaimie?)
Can anyone help us?
We have one Angel who is already dead and so cannot be killed,and if we destroy his body then he can just find another vessel.
But we need to kill him. Or an least contain him.
What do we do?
No criminals.
(Yes, time skip.)
(Contain his current vessel?)
@Jai: Apparently he xan leave vessels at will. D:
(Hmm.. can you trap him in his vessel?)
(Immobilise his current vessel - perhaps break his legs or something similar so he can pose no threat?)
Claire: Okay... I'll try.
Liliana: Mmm...
(It appears I was too late, apologies.)
@Sophia: *ppints to my response to Jai*
(Otherwise I'd bring Adolin and his Shardblade in.)
@Jai: Idk. How would we do that?
Good girl.
*smiles*
Onwa: *grins happily*
(@Star uhhhh.. silver?)
@Jai: Don't think that would work. :/
zI'm thinking may if we put him in enough pain . . . somehow.
(Maybe.. if you distract him with pain it could incapacitate him? Or make him angry.)
Maybe if he put him in enough pain he wouldn't be able to leave his vessel . . .
. . . Except he's also, like, invincible. :P
(Anger him. Make him irrational, foolish.)
((Um . . . yeah. Then what?
(Thabks :))))
(Then, use his anger as a distraction. Depending upon your setting you could possibly use his power against him. Or you could just use his anger as a distraction for a good attack.)
((But how do we attack when we can't kill him?))
(Uhhh.. just knock him out? And keep him knocked out?)
((I'm not sure he can be knocked out. Kaladin stuck a spear through a similar angel and it just carried on going.))
Claire: Thanks... But I'm taking the costume.
Liliana: Did you like?
That's fine.
Onwa: *grins*
Definitely.. they're rather soft..
I feel like a Shardblade WOULD be able to kill him tho?
Especially a living one.
Maybe not Adolin's, but Syl totally could.
(Star, get rid of all available hosts other than a dying person, perhaps?)
@Kes: Not at that point in time yet, unfortunately. I borrowed Kaladin from . . . well, it was otiginally avout the middle of Words of Radianxe, but I might have to adapt it slightly. Not the end of it, though.
And I think if Adolin's went through his neck, then it would either severe his soul from his current vessel, or, seeing as gow he's technically dead, just cut his head off.
But maybe I could borrow Shallan. That would maybe work, but it would take a while for it to make sense for that to happen. Adolin coukd just appear though and that would actually help me a bit plot-wise. But yeah.
And I think he can inhabit any host, Sophia. Maybe. I'd need to ask B. But, ike, we can't kill everyone in the world.
Claire: Good...
Bethany: It's quite... cold out here in this dress.
Liliana: They are indeed.
Oh! Sorry!
*laughs*
Back inside for packing.
Onwa: Mm. Nice.
*smiles, cuddling against her wing*
Bethany: It's fine. *she rubs her legs gently, which are slightly red from the cold* I'm just glad I wore underwear...
Claire: Too much information...
Liliana: *she wraps her wings around her*
*grins, moving closer*
Hmm..I could've warmed it up otherwise.
*rubs her back of her thighs, holding her close, her hands moving slightly north*
Onwa: *smiles, leaning against her*
Bethany: *she sighs happily, pressing against her*
Claire: Ew... Right. I'm going inside... I'm ten for god's sake, I shouldn't be being exposed to this stuff... Well, I suppose I do kill people, but that's beside the point...
Liliana: I love you, Onwa.
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