For gods sake it he doesn't stop complaining, aka my dad, I'm punching him.
I've been home about 2 hours and he hasn't stopped. I don't care HOW long it took, if I said when I clean my gerbil cage I'll sort their tubes, I don't mean I'm dropping my studying for the tubes.
If I'm trying to use the loo and I don't hear you call until I'm washing my hands I call hold on it doesn't mean I ignored you twice it means I was relieving myself and just heard you once I opened the door.
Oh that's right, I'm lying! I'm lying and lazy. Its not like I spent from January until the middle of March working on the musical, not like I'm staying after school Tuesdays and Thursdays now to sing. It's not like Saturday I'm going to sing for senior citizens then go to get my hair done for my Black Light Dance that night. It's not like I'm going to prom, it's not like I'm taking the AP Government exam for college credits.
Oh no I don't do shit after school.
That ONE night I decide to go on the computer does not make me useless and lazy, how about I was trying to enjoy myself slightly? Hmm? Is it such a crime? How about since January I asked for a new mattress and have now just got it and lacked sleep due to how poky my old one was? Oh but I am worthless and useless and lazy.
David still won't go to Glasgow with me, so it wasn't you. He just doesn't want to hang out with me... Neither does anyone tbh, And Keiron's going down to England so i'll be alone all weekend...yay...
(Gemma, there was no reason to act like that. What does it matter if people are able to identify you on a website you visit regularly? And if you did not want to be discovered, would it not be better to not come on during that time, so there would be no risk of being found out? If someone was to rob a shop, they would put something over their face to cover themselves up. But their mask could always be removed. It would be better not to rob a shop in the first place. And do you not think that the people who you are close to deserve to know who they are speaking to? All you are doing by acting like that is making someone who you are close to feel bad for attempting to speak to you. Nice job.)
Sophia, shut the fuck up. Just, don't talk to me. If you all knew it was me, I made it quite clear I didn't want to be known as I blocked my profile and my profile picture so you could have kept it quiet, if you were my friends.
No, he just doesn't like me Adam...I honestly thought we were becoming good friends there...seems nothing has changed. We still haven't even had a phone call... *Sigh* Doesn't matter anyway I suppose...
Then he has to argue with me over cooking tacos. He wants to throw the trash out and felt in the five minutes the fried beans have been warming on low that they'll burn when he goes for a few minutes to walk a foot outside.
No I mightn't daily cook the meals but I can use common sense and know it won't burn.
"And do you not think that the people who you are close to deserve to know who they are speaking to?" They did know who they were speaking to. But they could clearly see I didn't want to be me. So if they were my friends, they wouldn't have said anything, Sophia.
(Gemma, it is a tiny, insignificant matter. Surely your friendships mean more than your name on an online site does? It does not mean anything whether they said your name or not. It literally does not matter. It is ridiculous that you are saying that someone is not your friend for the sake of three dots.)
(My room's too hot and stuffy. I'm sitting in bed sweating with my two windows open and I still feel like it's 50 degrees and I have a pounding headache that gets worse each time my heart pumps blood around my body. I feel like tearing out my hair and screaming and shoving my head in a wall. And if that's not bad enough, the nightmares will be back again tonight. *burrows into a hole*)
*Might get it to Shannon's length* *Has no reason to keep her long hair, was going to get it cut shorter ages ago but mum reminded her of prom, but can't go anymore* *Was also talking about getting her hair dyed*
She doesn't want anyone to like her. She wants to restart her life because of all the mistakes she's made, all the regrets she has. Which is part of the reason she wants a new, very different hair cut.
I don't believe you can put a co dition on friendahip. Look at all the things Sherlock does to John. I believe that sinve friendship is composed of individuals' feelings and individuals are, well, individual . . . every friendship is unique and has different rules. In somw friendships you're allowed to unsylt each other, in some you're allowed to punch each other. In other friendships, either of those things would end the friendship.
Jai, as someone who's been looking at different ways to commit suicide, I really must tell you that this won't work. All you're doing is keeping yourself cold. This won't let you fall asleep either. So please, shut the windows and get some sleep. *hugs warmly*
(@Kas it might work. And even if it doesn't, I could get ill. If I get ill mum will buy me paracetamol. Add that to the ones I have and that's over 24.. not sure how many it takes but then I'm at dad's Saturday so I can ask him to buy some adding up to over 40 plus I have a key to dad's so I don't have to stay in when everyone falls asleep.)
*Smiles* I used to write poems and songs as a little girl. I'm quite creative. Well, parts of songs. The most I got was like 2 verses lol...can never get one finished, but it was fun...
@Jai I've tried that. I've tried freezing to death. Didn't work. And illness comes from a strain of bacteria or virus, something that won't magically pop up every time you open a window. So shut it.
And overdosing, well, that doesn't work either. Didn't work for Danni, and she tried very hard.
@Elleni: Try writing it and then editing ut to soften your language and counter-argue some of your ppints to make them more nrutral? (Unfortunately, once you start editing like that, it makes your points sound less valuable. Bleh).
Candy floss pink. Not hot pink. Look how bright that is...that could also go horribly wrong. Although Candy floss pink is really hard to get right too...
I might just go through all the pictures I have and see which ones I like. I've already deleted 3 I think lol. I had 13 a minute ago. I think I'm back to 10 now but yeah. I could go through possible profile pictures for hours...
Thank you Keiron. My parents won't let me go straight to full colour though. They want me to get purple or red highlights first. I want candy floss pink hair :(
Adam, I doubt bright pink will work with the darkness of my hair currently. I would need a dark colour like purple or red. If I wanted my hair candy floss pink I would need it bleached first. Lol, I can't see myself blonde...
I don't want highlights :( I don't even like Ryuko's hair. But she suits it cause it's black and red... Brown and Pink wouldn't really go...especially if it went wrong.
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Who says we haven't got it?
Hi.
*Sighs and crawls back in then sits in her corner*
Bye, El.
Is anyone here?
*leaves warm hugs for everyone*
hi...
*Moans and crawls over to Keiron, curling into a ball at his side*
...? *hugs*
Hello, Keiron.
For gods sake it he doesn't stop complaining, aka my dad, I'm punching him.
I've been home about 2 hours and he hasn't stopped. I don't care HOW long it took, if I said when I clean my gerbil cage I'll sort their tubes, I don't mean I'm dropping my studying for the tubes.
If I'm trying to use the loo and I don't hear you call until I'm washing my hands I call hold on it doesn't mean I ignored you twice it means I was relieving myself and just heard you once I opened the door.
Oh that's right, I'm lying! I'm lying and lazy. Its not like I spent from January until the middle of March working on the musical, not like I'm staying after school Tuesdays and Thursdays now to sing. It's not like Saturday I'm going to sing for senior citizens then go to get my hair done for my Black Light Dance that night. It's not like I'm going to prom, it's not like I'm taking the AP Government exam for college credits.
Oh no I don't do shit after school.
That ONE night I decide to go on the computer does not make me useless and lazy, how about I was trying to enjoy myself slightly? Hmm? Is it such a crime? How about since January I asked for a new mattress and have now just got it and lacked sleep due to how poky my old one was? Oh but I am worthless and useless and lazy.
-Zaf
*cuddles ...* I'm sorry
hey kas
(*curls up in her corner*
*wishes she still had her double bed under the skylight so she could sit out in the cold all night*)
*hugs Zafira*
You're not useless or lazy. He's wrong.
For what?
*Smiles up at him*
*hugs Jai and Gem*
What you drawing, Adam?
David still won't go to Glasgow with me, so it wasn't you. He just doesn't want to hang out with me...
Neither does anyone tbh, And Keiron's going down to England so i'll be alone all weekend...yay...
(Gemma, there was no reason to act like that. What does it matter if people are able to identify you on a website you visit regularly? And if you did not want to be discovered, would it not be better to not come on during that time, so there would be no risk of being found out? If someone was to rob a shop, they would put something over their face to cover themselves up. But their mask could always be removed. It would be better not to rob a shop in the first place.
And do you not think that the people who you are close to deserve to know who they are speaking to?
All you are doing by acting like that is making someone who you are close to feel bad for attempting to speak to you. Nice job.)
Claire: It's fine! He's fine.
Liliana: Just one drop.
Hello, Adam.
that people found out who you were *smiles down*
*sighs at Sophia*
*hugs Gem*
Glares at Sophia.
Well, points his visor in her direction.
He lacks eyes to glare with.
Regardless, that was completely unnecessary.
Sophia, shut the fuck up.
Just, don't talk to me.
If you all knew it was me, I made it quite clear I didn't want to be known as I blocked my profile and my profile picture so you could have kept it quiet, if you were my friends.
(*sighs*)
Mmm.
Onwa: Fine.. one drop..
(Keeping your name a secret is no correlation of being your friend. They are entirely unrelated.)
No, he just doesn't like me Adam...I honestly thought we were becoming good friends there...seems nothing has changed. We still haven't even had a phone call...
*Sigh* Doesn't matter anyway I suppose...
Hello.
Sophia, Gemma, could we please avoid escalating this further?
Then he has to argue with me over cooking tacos. He wants to throw the trash out and felt in the five minutes the fried beans have been warming on low that they'll burn when he goes for a few minutes to walk a foot outside.
No I mightn't daily cook the meals but I can use common sense and know it won't burn.
-Zaf
"And do you not think that the people who you are close to deserve to know who they are speaking to?"
They did know who they were speaking to. But they could clearly see I didn't want to be me. So if they were my friends, they wouldn't have said anything, Sophia.
-realised his profile was blocked ooops ehmm :/-
He's not being fair, Zaf.
Claire: I'm always careful.
Bethany: If you were careful, you wouldn't kill.
Liliana: Open your mouth.
Is that because you're still the bitch, Adam?
*smirks*
No, he's never fair. It's always how lazy I am.-Zaf
(*hugs everyone* *leaves to try and get as much sleep as possible with a monster in her head* *aka not much* *curls up in a corner*)
(i'm fine with it, i want her to have fun whilst i'm away if that helps :/ ... unless it's solely the he's your friend thing)
*Hugs Vel*
(*could probably climb out the window onto the roof.. Maybe..*)
Or bring strangers home.
Onwa: *opens her mouth obediently*
*hugs Seirsha*
Good night, Seir.
(*goes to try*)
It is just that, Keiron.
I won't have fun when you're away...
*flicks Adam back*
(*hugs Gemma*)
No jumping off, Jai.
I mean it. *hugs tightly*
(*hugs Kas* I don't wanna go.)
(*Glares at Adam*
*Is a ghost and does not appreciate being "scrapped"*)
*Winces*
Can you call me Aria, Vel?
I don't want to be Gemma...I don't like her.
(Gemma, it is a tiny, insignificant matter. Surely your friendships mean more than your name on an online site does? It does not mean anything whether they said your name or not. It literally does not matter. It is ridiculous that you are saying that someone is not your friend for the sake of three dots.)
(*no. No I cannot. My arms are too weak*
*sighs*)
you should try *cuddles*
-how do you do the link thing i keep forgetting-
Did I say that, Sophia?
You're not my friend anyway, so what does that matter?
Claire: You have to make friends somehow.
Liliana: *she pours a drop on to Onwa's tongue*
Mmmm..
Onwa: *swallows it*
No...it doesn't matter. If I'm his friend, he'll be comfortable around me and want to see me too... :-/
Pfft, you're both.
you should.... want to be Gemma because Gemma is an amazing person... and is beautiful and should have fun whilst keiron is away...
*Whispers* Call me Ariaaaaa >.<
*Kills Gemma*
Gemma's dead.
( :( Okay... *hugs*)
Soph, just drop it, please.
*hugs Seirsha* ...
(*should make steps*
*out of what?*
*maybe books*
*too messy*
*weakling*)
(*Is unsure if this is cause for a celebration or mourning*
*Mix of the two?*
*Celemourning?*
*Sounds dumb*)
(*watches Gemma die*
*follows her*)
(It may matter to other people than me, Gemma.)
Claire: Come on, he wasn't that bad.
Bethany: I didn't like him.
Liliana: Feel better?
(I will be back soon.)
*Whispers*
Celebrating.
She was bitch because she was a horrible person. You were just whipped.
*lies down next to Gemma, covers her ears with headphones, and sets the phone to play Bring Me To Life by Evanescence*
*waits for the resurrection/zombification*
His palms become charged with electricity as he prepares to jump-start Gemma's heart
(i'm going to sleep because early rise and well i can't be bothered right now)
Sophia, can you stop being a bitch and at least call me the name that I want everyone to call me? Just one thing. Can you do that? Probably not.
(My room's too hot and stuffy. I'm sitting in bed sweating with my two windows open and I still feel like it's 50 degrees and I have a pounding headache that gets worse each time my heart pumps blood around my body. I feel like tearing out my hair and screaming and shoving my head in a wall. And if that's not bad enough, the nightmares will be back again tonight. *burrows into a hole*)
Night Keiron *Hugs*
Gemma's not coming back.
*Might cut her hair short, maybe highlighted...*
*Only kept it long for prom and that plan's fucked.
(*mumbles about how the windows don't let enough cold air in*
*sighs*
*just leaves, for the better*
*hopes it gets cold enough to kill*)
Seirsha :/
Aria :/
*Might get it to Shannon's length*
*Has no reason to keep her long hair, was going to get it cut shorter ages ago but mum reminded her of prom, but can't go anymore*
*Was also talking about getting her hair dyed*
night Aria *hugs* -if you're still you with that changed then I'll still like you so you know don't die please beautiful-
Jai, nuuh.
*Glances at Keiron*
She's already gone.
(*cries* Just try get through another night. Alone again, with only the nightmares to keep me company. *rocks myself to sleep*)
(@Kas *just stares*
*says a thousand things with that one stare*
*goes to open more windows*)
How the hell would you know what Gemma would suit? Gemma doesn't care. She needs a change. So what if it doesn't suit her? then no one will like her.
(let her live her life Adam, if she wants short hair then let her have short hair. *leaves and doesnt know when and or if he;ll be back*)
-keiron will like you as much as he does now no matter what...-
She doesn't want anyone to like her.
She wants to restart her life because of all the mistakes she's made, all the regrets she has.
Which is part of the reason she wants a new, very different hair cut.
On the plus side I finaly am soprano 1
-Zaf
Jaimie, please, don't try to kill or hurt yourself.
(*Alone is bad.*
*He happens to know what it's like, and wouldn't wish being completely alone on anyone*)
Alone is meh.
(Jaimie - You would be missed by a lot more.)
(*shivers*)
Gemma would rather be completely alone than to keep hurting people's feelings. It hurts less.
*hugs Gemma and Jaimie*
(My cat is too smart.. she keeps trying to lay on me..)
-shes not alone and she can deal with that like a big girl... who cares about peoples feelings-
(Possibly due to the cold, Jaimie. It must be affecting her.)
You need the warmth, Jai.
Gemma, I'll always like you. Regardless of your haircut.
You know that quiz you take on Pottermore to find out what wand you get?
And it asks you your biggest fear?
I always put isolation...
(I have to go now. Goodbye...)
(If its affecting her she could've crawled under the covers like she normally does regardless of whether I'm under them or not.)
-my phone wont turn on check skype @aria-
(Goodbye Soph. Love you sis.)
(*thinks about what she was taught in biology about when humans get cold*)
Gemma doesn't want to check Skype.
The world would be a far better place if caring about "people"a feelings was a more common thing, Keiron.
That's why I told aria to do it, since that's your name and all
Well I'll be damned.
*Ducks into a corner to think up a good ded*
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dSfKSUd31MM @aria
@blake all I care about is me and Gemma no one else matters
Blake
Listen to this song
Understand the lyrics
And put your big boy trousers on
Please...
*poofs*
*my peace has been said* )
Then don't be surprised when everyone else turns on you.
*hugs Jai and Gem*
You're both so amazing.
*Tilts her head* That's a nice way to start a new page.
*Sighs*
I guess I will check my Skype.
(*shivers and yawns, smiling*
Mmm.. good.. if I fall asleep I won't move.. if I don't move more heat is lost.)
Good night, Soph.
(...there is another cat at my door.. he seems to be trying to get inside..)
I don't believe you can put a co dition on friendahip.
Look at all the things Sherlock does to John.
I believe that sinve friendship is composed of individuals' feelings and individuals are, well, individual . . . every friendship is unique and has different rules.
In somw friendships you're allowed to unsylt each other, in some you're allowed to punch each other. In other friendships, either of those things would end the friendship.
Garret
Last time I checked
I was the one being mature this time around
So please
Think before you talk
*condition
Jai, as someone who's been looking at different ways to commit suicide, I really must tell you that this won't work. All you're doing is keeping yourself cold. This won't let you fall asleep either. So please, shut the windows and get some sleep. *hugs warmly*
*insult
(*shivers more* Legs are going numb..)
Hello, Star and Blake.
Hi/bye Rhos.
Okay, well, I think I have to do this -
*hugs Aria*
*hugs Jai*
*hugs Blake*
*hugs Kas*
Yeah.
(@Kas it might work. And even if it doesn't, I could get ill. If I get ill mum will buy me paracetamol. Add that to the ones I have and that's over 24.. not sure how many it takes but then I'm at dad's Saturday so I can ask him to buy some adding up to over 40 plus I have a key to dad's so I don't have to stay in when everyone falls asleep.)
Jai . . .
Overdosung is not a good idea.
(Not that I'd ever want to die like that. It really is horrible. I've seen it, from my mum. From my mum's friend. Its not nice.)
@Jai: Exactly . . .
New blog title.
Derek Landy's blog under depression.
(*laughs slightly* Good one Aria.)
Lol. :)
*Smiles* I used to write poems and songs as a little girl. I'm quite creative.
Well, parts of songs. The most I got was like 2 verses lol...can never get one finished, but it was fun...
*hugs back*
@Jai I've tried that. I've tried freezing to death. Didn't work. And illness comes from a strain of bacteria or virus, something that won't magically pop up every time you open a window. So shut it.
And overdosing, well, that doesn't work either. Didn't work for Danni, and she tried very hard.
I've never been good with poetry and even worse with songs . . .
They're really not, Adam.
My parts of songs were very childish and, let's admit it, piles of shite on a page.
( If I won't get ill and I won't die then there's no danger, is there.)
No, Jai, but it'll result in you feeling uncomfortable.
(*shrugs* uncomfortable is fine.)
*shrugs*
I guess you've yet to grow up, Jai.
*did not mean to sound offending
*Is really tired but doesn't want to go to sleep yet*
(*frowns* Gee thanks.)
Are you sure it wasn't just Skype or something that made me, and my songs sound good?
Lolno.
*Sighs and hugs Adam* ghjuytrfghjuiu7ytrfghjuiytrfghjiuygfcvhuhytrdfcvgbnjkiuy7tfrgvhbnjkijuygtfrdcghjkiuygftrdxcghjnkiuyfrdxc
Ah, it does appear that the fabric of this place has changed yet again...
*He pulls out a small, silver pocket watch and frowns after checking the time*
Well, I shall be back a little later to terrorise you all. Goodbye.
*He swirls his cloak as he turns and is lost into shadow*
*Looks at where Dean disappeared*
I think I might like this one...
*quietly deds to Gemma's singing and goes back to ghost land to wait*
*Mumbles* Hear hear.
Whatever seemed so important at the given moment is not so important currently. Now...
*He takes a small notepad out of his pocket and flicks through his notes. Once satisfied, he returns it to its spot and chuckles*
Where were we?
Well, I'm going to go to sleep now.
*Is thinking of getting her hair coloured candy floss pink*
*she loves that colour*
*Doesn't know if it would suit short or long hair though*
Goodnight everyone.*Hugs anyone who wants a cuddles*
Never mind. Another matter has come up suddenly that requires my attention. Goodbye.
Awake way too early bleh.
@Elleni: Try writing it and then editing ut to soften your language and counter-argue some of your ppints to make them more nrutral?
(Unfortunately, once you start editing like that, it makes your points sound less valuable. Bleh).
At Glasgow centrle, waiting on the train now... :/ *sighs waving arms in the air* yehh!
That's me on the train to Carlisle then we get of for one for Leeds then to Harrogate :P
Cool. :)
Yeah.. he didn't seem too bad.. maybe.. but.. I don't know, I don't like the vibe he gives off.
Onwa: *nods*
Thank you..
Good morning.
*sighs*
Wonderful. Just wonderful.
*retreats to a corner and sulks*
We are officially in England wooo didn't take long Carlisle to Leeds is longer
Meh..
Meh..
(Hello.)
Claire: Vibe?
Liliana: You are welcome. *she smiles* I love you.
OMLI, I fell asheep in the airport for like 30 1 minutes! :D
(Hello, Dugglyn. How are you?)
Hey Sophia. I'm tired, I I've only slept 30 minutes since yesterday morning, my stomach feels gassy and I'm bored.
But overall good!
How are you?
(I have not slept at all since yesterday.
I am depressed, and tired.)
(I will be back soon.)
Tired buddies
*tires to high five but misses by a lot*
Are you okay?
(*hugs self*)
Mhmmm.
Onwa: I love you too Liliana..
*hugs Sil*
(I am back.
*cuddles Jaimie tightly*)
Claire: Vibes usually aren't true.
Bethany: What's a vibe?
Liliana: Thank you for giving me another chance.
(*hugs dug back and tightly cuddles Soph back*)
Maybe. A vibe is.. the sort of feeling a person gives off?
Onwa: *nods, grimacing slightly*
You're welcome..
Bethany: Oh... Okay. I didn't like him.
Liliana: What's the matter?
(I will be back soon.)
*nods*
Onwa: *holds her close, sighing*
Conflicting thoughts is all.
Hi.
Finally here and checked in omg was that a process
*Hugs Keiron tightly*
Hey, Keiron and Gem.
Omg.
I just realized.
I can vote in the primaries I turn 18 in January of 2016, my state holds theirs in April 2016.
-Zaf
Anyone here?
(Hello.)
Claire: It's my decision who I'm friends with.
Liliana: You have made the right decision.
(*Makes ghost noises*)
*Pokes Adam*
Hey.
Sorry I was just looking for new pictures.
Hello Sophia, Blake.
I don't really like this picture...her hair is too hot pink. Meh.
(Hello, Ariadne. Hello, Blake.)
Candy floss pink. Not hot pink. Look how bright that is...that could also go horribly wrong. Although Candy floss pink is really hard to get right too...
(*Makes ghost noises that sound a bit like: "Having professionals do things for you costs money."*)
I might just go through all the pictures I have and see which ones I like. I've already deleted 3 I think lol. I had 13 a minute ago. I think I'm back to 10 now but yeah.
I could go through possible profile pictures for hours...
THIS is candy floss pink. ----->
*hugs aria* -doesn't know if she wants to be Gemma? -
Hey kas
Sorry for the disapearence, was having dinner with the fam
(Loves pink hair, didn't give her the idea.... Could go brilliantly or just good either way you'll look amazing)
Thank you Keiron.
My parents won't let me go straight to full colour though. They want me to get purple or red highlights first. I want candy floss pink hair :(
This one looks kinda sad...might delete it.
Mmm. It actually looks ok on the blog. I'll keep this too ^.^
*Hugs Keiron back*
I do still want to be called Aria btw, I like her more.
*smiles*
Adam, I doubt bright pink will work with the darkness of my hair currently. I would need a dark colour like purple or red.
If I wanted my hair candy floss pink I would need it bleached first.
Lol, I can't see myself blonde...
-I was going to say pink highlights, don't think it would work as well as I think it would in my head with her hair color...? maybe can't be sure-
I'll call you Aria then but I like the real you too :P *grins hugging her tightly* I wish I didn't have to be down here
I don't really want highlights though...I would only get them cause my family want me to get them before I dye my full hair.
I really like this picture ^.^
Keeeeeeeeeeeeping it.
Yeah I know but that's why I was going to suggest it, because I know they don't wanna
Hmm. Anyone wanna RP?
I don't want highlights :(
I don't even like Ryuko's hair. But she suits it cause it's black and red... Brown and Pink wouldn't really go...especially if it went wrong.
Idk what character, you choose.
*Sits against a tree, reading in the sun*
(Hello, the girl.)
*Looks up from her book as she hears the whistling, wondering who's there*
I wanna but I dunno skullies PW and it's harder to type on my tablet
(Alright Keiron :) You don't have to.)
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