Tuesday, January 27, 2015

First Draft Done!

I... I think I've just sent in the first draft of the new book...

It's rough around the edges, with some bits missing, some chapters blank... I don't mind this at all, because when my agent and me editor look at a first draft like this, they're focussing on the big picture, things like;

Does the story make sense?

Does the story work?

Are the characters consistent?

Is it as tense as it needs to be?

Does it have enough pace?

Is the book any GOOD?

These are all things I don't know, because when your head is down and you're working away, you can't look up and step back far enough to see how everything slots together. I hope they don't have any major issues with it. I hope they like it. I hope they think it's GOOD.

As I explained in a previous post, I scrapped most of what I'd written for this book at the end of December and started again. In the last month, I've had to average about twice my usual daily word amount to reach the deadline. It has been as HELLISH as it has been rewarding. I've barely been able to take any breaks, not even for twitter. The work isn't over, of course it's not, there's still a lot to do — and if my editor or agent find any major flaws in the book, that work will double.

But I managed it. I got the first draft done by writing twice as much per day as usual, and the only way I could do that was by having ridiculous amounts of fun. I wish I could tell you about it — I wish I could tell you the title that spun it off in this brand new direction — but all these things are yet to come.

Right now, though, we are gearing up to release the Armageddon Outta Here paperback in two days. As usual, I found myself in a Catch-22 position. I had a paperback coming out of a book most of you already bought in hardback (or trade paperback — the hardback-sized paperbacks), and I know a lot of you would want every edition available — because you're uber-geeks, just like me. So I wanted to give you an extra story or two (or three, as it turned out) to make it worthwhile. Of course, by including new stories, it kinda also makes people who were NOT intending to buy the paperback want to buy it, cuz they want the new stuff.

I don't like making my readers buy multiple copies of my books. If you want to, hey, go right ahead, I won't stop you, but I've never wanted anyone to feel left out if they don't buy every edition. There are some things, unfortunately, that I can't win no matter what I do. So apologies, for those who feel like they ARE missing out. That was not my intention.

But what ARE these new stories? Well, for those Billy-Ray fans out there, two of these stories are about him. They were sequences that just wouldn't fit in the last few books. Death and Texas throws our favourite hit man deluxe into a Texas Chainsaw Massacre situation, with a notable twist. Eye of the Beholder, meanwhile, explores some of his history — including how and why he lost his eyes.

And then there's Theatre of Shadows. The original version of this was written in an afternoon, behind the scenes at the roleplaying event in Dublin last year. It was at this time that I learned one very important lesson about writing — don't try to write and publish a story in the same day.

The original was flawed. This new version is radically different, and it takes the original's place in canon. So that story that was sent to everyone who took part is now a one-off, never to be reprinted.

There are some other, minor changes to one or two other stories in the collection. For instance, I noticed a mistake too late in Across a Dark Plain, which made a mess of where the story sits in continuity. This mistake is now fixed, as will be a corresponding mistake in one of the books. Remember when the Dead Men were talking about the war, and Shudder's birthday? There was a pretty significant typo that I hadn't spotted, which basically set that story a hundred years after I had meant it to take place. All that is now changed, and once again the stories make sense.

I think.

The paperback is out on Thursday, and right now I'm going to go shopping. The cupboards are bare. I won't be able to poke my head up for too long, though — I got work to do.

Good thing I love it.




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Fabi S. - Fashion-Conscious Fire Wraith said...

I should get to sleep... Long day tomorrow. [hugs. Lav and Snow]

Lavender Hope said...

Okay. Bye Snow.
*hugs*

Lavender Hope said...

Bye Moss as well.
*hugs her too*

Am I alone then?

I'm Jubilance Glee / Occasional Haiku-er / And a dinosaur said...

Yes.

AALLLLLL ALOONEEE

Lavender Hope said...

JUB JUB!!!!
*tacklehugs*
:D HI!!!

I'm Jubilance Glee / Occasional Haiku-er / And a dinosaur said...

LAVY LAVVYYY!! *supermegatacklehugsofdoom*
HAI!!

Lavender Hope said...

Sorry I'm distant because I'm eating! D:

How've you been?

I'm Jubilance Glee / Occasional Haiku-er / And a dinosaur said...

Pretty geewwwdddd :3

You?

Fabi S. - Fashion-Conscious Fire Wraith said...

OMG JUBI

I MISSED YOU

I really need to sleep though

BUT HI FRIEND

Lavender Hope said...

I'm good too. :)

Lavender Hope said...

*pokes Mossy*
Sheep, you!

*pauses*
Huh... I think Dug's been influencing me. XP

I'm Jubilance Glee / Occasional Haiku-er / And a dinosaur said...

FABROOOOO!! *Supermegatacklehugsofdoom*

HAIIIIOOOO

I'm Jubilance Glee / Occasional Haiku-er / And a dinosaur said...

SORRY

YOUTUBE CALLS

SO WBD....

Lavender Hope said...

That's okay Jubi. I'm pretty distant too...

Commander Sophia Keating (N7 Operative and Council Spectre) said...

(Hello.)

Claire: I'd rather not...

(You can hardly make me look like the bad guy, Tia - I did give you prior warning, and you did deserve it after what you said. I could have said worse things, however, so consider yourself lucky.)

Lavender Hope said...

Hi Soph!

Sorry, I have to go. Bye!

Commander Sophia Keating (N7 Operative and Council Spectre) said...

(Hello/Goodbye, Lavender.)

Jai (Silente Tempest - St Of Sinners) said...

(O.o I'm...not gonna question the zombie thing...but it was quite cool.)


Don't you trust me? Fine.
*stands behind Claire and puts one hand over her eyes*
*opens a portal to her old tree house with the other*
*guides Claire through*
*she's redecorated it recently, made it into a teen/child's haven*
*there's even a target range just for Claire*
*and snacks in the kitchen*
*music player*
*etc*

Jai (Silente Tempest - St Of Sinners) said...

*removes her hand so Claire can see, stepping back, anxiously watching her reaction*

Commander Sophia Keating (N7 Operative and Council Spectre) said...

Claire: Wow... This is pretty cool.

Jai (Silente Tempest - St Of Sinners) said...

*smiles*
So you like it? I figured..You know, you're gonna start wanting space to yourself and..Now you have somewhere to go if me and Beth want alone time right?
*rubs the back of her neck*
I wasn't sure what stuff you'd like. I moved all your guns and weapons and stuff. They're in the target range, plus a few which are strategically scattered for emergancies.

Commander Sophia Keating (N7 Operative and Council Spectre) said...

Claire: I'm not going to become a teenager for three years yet. *she smiles* But this is so nice. When you and Bethany want to be alone I don't really have anything to do... *she hugs her tightly* You're awesome.

Jai (Silente Tempest - St Of Sinners) said...

(YES SCHOOL IS CLOOOOOOSED!)

Jai (Silente Tempest - St Of Sinners) said...

*smiles, hugging her tightly back*
I'm glad you like it..

Commander Sophia Keating (N7 Operative and Council Spectre) said...

(Dragona, meanwhile, is ill today.)

Commander Sophia Keating (N7 Operative and Council Spectre) said...

Claire: I love it. I really do.

Jai (Silente Tempest - St Of Sinners) said...

(Aww. Poor draggie! *cuddles Soph* does that mean you'll be here nearly all day?)

Jai (Silente Tempest - St Of Sinners) said...

*smiles*
Good. It's your place now.
*hands her some keys for the actual door*
Anyway, I believe dinner shoulder be ready soon..

Commander Sophia Keating (N7 Operative and Council Spectre) said...

(Indeed it does. *cuddles her back*)

Claire: *she smiles, pocketing the keys* *she gives her her card back* We should go back, now?

Jai (Silente Tempest - St Of Sinners) said...

(YUSSSSSSS! *crush cuddles*)


*pockets her card*
*nods and gestures at the still open portal*
Step right through m'lady.

Commander Sophia Keating (N7 Operative and Council Spectre) said...

(*smiles and cuddles her back, not wanting to crush her*)

Claire: *she steps through the portal*

*the table is full of food, laid out perfectly*

Bethany: *she puts the roast beef down on the table, filling up the last of the space* You're home! *she hugs Silente tightly*

Jai (Silente Tempest - St Of Sinners) said...

(*grins, refusing to let go* Yey.)


Wo-
*is hugged tightly and laughs, hugging her tightly back*
Christ, you really CAN cook. You're full of surprises, you know that?

Commander Sophia Keating (N7 Operative and Council Spectre) said...

(*she doesn't let go either*)

Bethany: *her cheeks go a little red* Thank you... The beef didn't really agree with me. *she shows Silente her hand, which is covered in a rash*

Jai (Silente Tempest - St Of Sinners) said...

*winces, gently taking her hand and kissing it numerous times*
You could've called me..
*smiles and hugs her tightly again, still holding her hand*
Thank you, really. You're brilliant. Brilliant Beth.
*smiles, stroking the back of Beth's hand with her thumb*

Commander Sophia Keating (N7 Operative and Council Spectre) said...

Bethany: It's fine. It doesn't hurt much... *she turns her hand over* It's bleeding a little...
*she cuddles against her* I'm not brilliant...

Jophiel said...

Good J! My plan worked! :D

*watches J sleep, not creepily*

Jai (Silente Tempest - St Of Sinners) said...

*licks the blood away gently then applies pressure to the bleeding part*
*kisses her gently*
Stay.
*walks to the kitchen cabinets, opening one and getting the first aid kit*
*gets some bandages and a rash cream*
*walks back to Beth*
This won't hurt you more will it? The cream I mean?

Jai (Silente Tempest - St Of Sinners) said...

(Hey Deathy!)

Commander Sophia Keating (N7 Operative and Council Spectre) said...

(Hello, Death.)

Bethany: *kisses her back* ... I don't know what's in it...

Jai (Silente Tempest - St Of Sinners) said...

Uh..
*looks at the ingredients*
Weird stuff..
*shakes head*
Never mind. I know a herbal remedies place, be right back
*steps through a portal then comes back with a small pot of salve*
Natural ingredients only?

Commander Sophia Keating (N7 Operative and Council Spectre) said...

Bethany: Did anything die to make it?

Jai (Silente Tempest - St Of Sinners) said...

I dont think so. Its just herbs..? Do herbs die?

Commander Sophia Keating (N7 Operative and Council Spectre) said...

Bethany: Just try a little bit? If it stings then no more, if it doesn't, it's fine.

Jai (Silente Tempest - St Of Sinners) said...

Okay.
*opens it and gently gets a tiny amount on her finger*
It SHOULD work quickly as well..
*gently starts rubbing it into the rash, only that tiny amount*
Is that okay?

Commander Sophia Keating (N7 Operative and Council Spectre) said...

Bethany: *she looks at it for a moment before nodding* I think so.

Jai (Silente Tempest - St Of Sinners) said...

*smiles*
Good.
*gets a bit more and starts rubbing it a bit more thoroughly into the rash, gently massaging her hand*

Garret Falcone said...

(*comes on and hugs Jai tightly* )

Jai (Silente Tempest - St Of Sinners) said...

(*hugs Rhos tightly back*
What's up pote?)

Commander Sophia Keating (N7 Operative and Council Spectre) said...

(Hello, Garrett.)

Bethany: *she sighs happily, snuggling against her* Thank you...

Garret Falcone said...

(*cry's and points to my profile name....* )

Jai (Silente Tempest - St Of Sinners) said...

*smiles, holding her close*
You're welcome..
*keeps rubbing it in until she's done all her hand, bar the cut*
*starts wrapping it in bandages*
*finishes quickly, tying it off*
There. All fixed.

Jai (Silente Tempest - St Of Sinners) said...

(*frowns*
Oh Rhos...You and Chloe...You haven't..
*hugs tightly*
Shh. Its okay. What happened?)

Garret Falcone said...

(we have Jai


Garky is gone
*hugs tightly*
Chloe called it off because she's burned out and is now kicking herself for ending it

So right now I'm in pieces...
Because I still love her....
And now my heart is crying out in emotional pain....

I just don't know what to do )

Garret Falcone said...

(hello Soph )

Jai (Silente Tempest - St Of Sinners) said...

(Shh.. *keeps hugging, gently rubbing your back* Just be there for her..if she's kicking herself for it she regrets it..Stay there for her. Don't call her though. She doesn't like phone calls..)

Commander Sophia Keating (N7 Operative and Council Spectre) said...

Bethany: You're amazing. *kisses her*

Jai (Silente Tempest - St Of Sinners) said...

*kisses her back, smiling, holding her close*
*mumbles 'five o'clock..our guest should be here soon..'*
*grins and kisses her fiercely*

Garret Falcone said...

*continues hugging*
I can't be there for her because I've already said i'll for for today so she can get over me.....

And okay I know she doesn't like phone calls so I won't....

Christ I have never cried this much
Not even at a funeral....

Why do I have to be such a crap guy?

Garret Falcone said...

*go for today

Jai (Silente Tempest - St Of Sinners) said...

(*cuddles Rhos*
Shh..You aren't a crap guy. You do what you think is right..)

Garret Falcone said...

*cuddles jai*
That's the thing,
I do what I think is right
And I'm damn wrong.....
I thought it was going to last...

Christ on a riveta
Thank you Jai....
For helping me here
This is difficult....

Commander Sophia Keating (N7 Operative and Council Spectre) said...

Bethany: *she kisses her fiercely back*

Jai (Silente Tempest - St Of Sinners) said...

(You're welcome Rhos...*hugs tightly*)


*grins, pulling her closer, using tongue, waiting for Liliana to show up*

Garret Falcone said...

*hugs tightly*
I'm sorry for being a burden...

I now definitely owe you one )

Jai (Silente Tempest - St Of Sinners) said...

(You aren't a burden! Shh. Don't think like that.)

Commander Sophia Keating (N7 Operative and Council Spectre) said...

Bethany: *she uses her tongue also*

Claire: Ew!

Liliana: *she appears in a flash of black, wearing a short black dress and stockings* *the dress has no back and nothing to cover her shoulders*

Jai (Silente Tempest - St Of Sinners) said...

*chuckles slightly, continuing the kiss for a moment after Liliana appears then breaking it off*
*sighs slightly, shaking her head*
Hello Lil.

Garret Falcone said...

Okay... Jai
Still thank you
For your help
And being you )

So this is going to hurt to type this, but I'm using my ded that I got last night on the last page
And i ded to

Jai, because you're a really good friend and you're here and you've put up with me crap and helped me through this difficult time (even though its only just begun )


And i ded to Chloe
I know I shouldn't but it may help my heart

You are a amazing person and let no one tell you different
I know we aren't together anymore but I just wanted to thank you for the most amazing 2 months ever...
Its a shame it had to end
But they say nothing lasts forever

Maybe I break things?
I don't know....


So I'm sorry and thank you
For being with me for these two months,
And hopefully we can both move on and still be friends,


Just remember
My heart loves you Chloe Gray...

Commander Sophia Keating (N7 Operative and Council Spectre) said...

Liliana: Hello, Silente. Is my attire suitable?

Jai (Silente Tempest - St Of Sinners) said...

(Here here..)


*shakes her head and smiles*
Well, at least you're wearing something..
*looks at Claire*
Go get some clothes on Claire, let's not eat in your onsie..again.
*hugs Beth*

Garret Falcone said...

(*bows* thank you Jai )

Commander Sophia Keating (N7 Operative and Council Spectre) said...

Claire: Yes. I'll go get dressed. *she smiles, going to her bedroom*

Bethany: *hugs her back*

Liliana: I have to say, the food does look very nice.

Jai (Silente Tempest - St Of Sinners) said...

Thank Beth, she's the master cook here.
*smiles, nudging Beth gently*
She's done a good job..

Garret Falcone said...

(*watches a tumble weed pass* )

Commander Sophia Keating (N7 Operative and Council Spectre) said...

Bethany: I'm not a master cook...

Liliana: I am impressed, nevertheless.

Claire: *she walks back wearing the purple top, leather jacket and jeans*

Garret Falcone said...

(it works!
I'm a magician! )

Garret Falcone said...

(now....
*chases after my tumbleweed*
*tumbleweed rolls off a cliff*
*follows it over the edge* )

Jai (Silente Tempest - St Of Sinners) said...

*smiles at Claire*
Looks good.
*looks at her own attire*
*shrugs*
Wanna spruce us both up a bit Beth?

Commander Sophia Keating (N7 Operative and Council Spectre) said...

Bethany: Dresses?

Jai (Silente Tempest - St Of Sinners) said...

*nods*
Dresses.
But not QUITE as revealing as Liliana's. Although I wouldn't mind it being slightly showy..

Commander Sophia Keating (N7 Operative and Council Spectre) said...

Bethany: Colour?

Jai (Silente Tempest - St Of Sinners) said...

Um..light blue. Yeah.

Commander Sophia Keating (N7 Operative and Council Spectre) said...

Bethany: *her hands glow white and a light blue dress forms on Silente* *it has no straps so her shoulders are bare* *a white dress with gold swirls forms on her, with shoulders in the same style*

Jai (Silente Tempest - St Of Sinners) said...

*smiles*
Thank you.
*kisses her gently and sits at the table gesturing for the others to sit*

Commander Sophia Keating (N7 Operative and Council Spectre) said...

Bethany: *kisses her back* You're welcome. *she sits down*

Liliana: *she pulls out her chair a little before sitting down elegantly, crossing her legs*

Claire: *she sits down* These clothes are comfy.

Liliana: Black and purple, I approve.

Jai (Silente Tempest - St Of Sinners) said...

Mmm..
*makes a mental note to watch Claire around Liliana*
I'm glad you like the clothes Claire. Anyway, take what you want..

Commander Sophia Keating (N7 Operative and Council Spectre) said...

Liliana: Could you kindly pass me the beef?

Claire: *she places some carrots on her plate*

Bethany: *she lifts up the bowl of peppers and places some on her plate*

Jai (Silente Tempest - St Of Sinners) said...

*passes the beef carefully to Liliana*
*puts a few of the peas onto her plate*

Lavender Hope said...

Oh Rhos...
*hugs him whether he's here or not*

*is here for about ten minutes*

Commander Sophia Keating (N7 Operative and Council Spectre) said...

Liliana: *she draws her dagger, cutting a slice of beef, placing it on her plate* *she hands the beef to Claire*

Claire: *she uses Liliana's dagger to cut a slice of beef, putting it on her plate*

Commander Sophia Keating (N7 Operative and Council Spectre) said...

Liliana: *she draws her dagger, cutting a slice of beef, placing it on her plate* *she hands the beef to Claire*

Claire: *she uses Liliana's dagger to cut a slice of beef, putting it on her plate*

Commander Sophia Keating (N7 Operative and Council Spectre) said...

(I will be back soon.)

Jai (Silente Tempest - St Of Sinners) said...

(Okay Soph. Hi Lav, distant sorry..)


*takes the beef, slicing off only a little bit and putting it on her own plate*
*puts the beef back down*

Lavender Hope said...

*waves halfheartedly*
Hi. It's okay. I guess I am too.

See you soon, Soph.

Jai (Silente Tempest - St Of Sinners) said...

(How are you?)

Lavender Hope said...

I'm okay...

And now I have to go. Sorry for being brief... I'll be on later.
*hugs*

Garret Falcone said...

I know its late but hey....
*hugs hope*

*hugs Jai again* )

Commander Sophia Keating (N7 Operative and Council Spectre) said...

Bethany: Are you alright?

Tanya Halcyon (Kas) said...

(Hey.

I'll be here oma few minutes. How is everybody?)

Commander Sophia Keating (N7 Operative and Council Spectre) said...

(Hello, Tia. I am depressed, yourself?)

Tanya Halcyon (Kas) said...

(Awful. But I'll live.)

Commander Sophia Keating (N7 Operative and Council Spectre) said...

(May I enquire why?)

Jai (Silente Tempest - St Of Sinners) said...

(sorry. Had a nap)


*nods, smiling it her*
Yep.
Head hurts a little is all.
*gets some carrots on her plate, then a little mash and some gravy*

Tanya Halcyon (Kas) said...

(There are multiple reasons.

I will return soon.)

Jai (Silente Tempest - St Of Sinners) said...

(Okay Kas.)

Commander Sophia Keating (N7 Operative and Council Spectre) said...

(Hello again, Jaimie. *cuddles her tightly*)

Bethany: Onwa?

Liliana: *she starts to eat* Bethany, I heard you had a connection with Therald?

Jai (Silente Tempest - St Of Sinners) said...

(*cuddles tightly back* hey Soph :)



Yep. It's fine, she's just messing around. Nothing serious.
*also starts eating, smiling pleasantly*
Therald?

Tanya Halcyon (Kas) said...

(Hello, Jaimie!)

Jai (Silente Tempest - St Of Sinners) said...

(Hey Kas)

Tanya Halcyon (Kas) said...

(*hugs Jaimie tightly*

*holds her*

Sorry.

*backs away*

...

How are you feeling, Jaimie?)

Commander Sophia Keating (N7 Operative and Council Spectre) said...

Bethany: Are you sure?
The realm with the wall? Yes, I do.

Liliana: I am actually a baroness there.

Jai (Silente Tempest - St Of Sinners) said...

(I'm good thanks Kas, you?)

Yep. She's just trying to prove a point.
A baroness?
*shakes head and eats a but more*
*swallows*
Well done. How'd you manage that?

Tanya Halcyon (Kas) said...

(I'm good. *nods*)

Jai (Silente Tempest - St Of Sinners) said...

(You sure?)

Tanya Halcyon (Kas) said...

(Well, I feel slightly better knowing you're good.)

Jai (Silente Tempest - St Of Sinners) said...

(What's wrong with you?
Uck. Hate these grapes. So sour. Not fun to eat.)

Tanya Halcyon (Kas) said...

(Nothing is wrong.

Green grapes are good but only when you have a craving for them. I never have a craving for them.)

Jai (Silente Tempest - St Of Sinners) said...

(I've got purple grapes. Usually they're okay but these are sour..)

Commander Sophia Keating (N7 Operative and Council Spectre) said...

Liliana: It happened when I was seven. *she shrugs* It is a story for another time. Of course, they do not know that I am Minerve's daughter.

Tanya Halcyon (Kas) said...

(Yeah, purple ones...

Did I mentioned that in the last hour it snowed so we finally have snow everywhere? Yay!)

Jai (Silente Tempest - St Of Sinners) said...

Ah. I imagine that helps quite a bit.
*eats more*

Jai (Silente Tempest - St Of Sinners) said...

(Yay for you Kas!)

Commander Sophia Keating (N7 Operative and Council Spectre) said...

Bethany: They would try and lynch you.

Liliana: *she nods* Which is hardly preferable. My castle came from Therald.

Jai (Silente Tempest - St Of Sinners) said...

*winces*
Lynch? Bit violent. Then again I suppose with Minerve putting them under siege it makes sense..
*looks at Beth a moment, wondering if they'd try lynch her too, should they know*

Jophiel said...

Everyone bailed for the picnic.

The night before.

Except Ella and Josh.

And maybe Jesse.

But everyone else bailed...

Even ANDREW bailed...

He's my bestest friend and he bailed at the last minute...



Just like everyone else...

Jai (Silente Tempest - St Of Sinners) said...

(Oh.. *cuddles Deathy tightly* at least Ella and Josh where there..?)

Tanya Halcyon (Kas) said...

(*hugs Danni*

Maybe they had other things to do?

I once bailed on my friend because my parents wouldn't let me go.

Still, I'd never bail on you.

*hugs warmly*)

Jophiel said...

The picnic is tomorrow...

*huggles them both back*

Ella said she can bring chips. I'm bringing a slab of coke cans, though...

But I still can't believe andrew...

*curls up against Kas*

Jai (Silente Tempest - St Of Sinners) said...

(*nods* At least Ella and John are still going.)

Jai (Silente Tempest - St Of Sinners) said...

(*rolls eyes* aaaaaaaaand Soph poofed.)

Commander Sophia Keating (N7 Operative and Council Spectre) said...

Bethany: Probably not. I didn't know you were a baroness.

Liliana: I attend their annual feast.

Jai (Silente Tempest - St Of Sinners) said...

(*laughs* there she is.)


*nods slightly*
Annual feast? Sounds fun..
*glances at Claire to check she's eating*

Jophiel said...

Josh doesn't know if he can go anymore...

I think I'm going to curl up and cry now...

*does exactly that*

Jai (Silente Tempest - St Of Sinners) said...

(*cuddles Deathy* Ohh..)

Jophiel said...

*bangs her head against a wall*

Why can't I do anything right??!

Jai (Silente Tempest - St Of Sinners) said...

(*gets between the wall and her* Shh. it isn't your fault.)

Commander Sophia Keating (N7 Operative and Council Spectre) said...

Claire: *she is eating some of the beef and peppers*

Jophiel said...

It's not my fault I can't do anything right? Of course its my fault!!

Jai (Silente Tempest - St Of Sinners) said...

*raises an eyebrow at the fact she's eating the peppers despite saying she didn't like them earlier*
*turns her attention back to Lil*
So, how've you been? We haven't really spoken properly in a while, not without it being business.

Jai (Silente Tempest - St Of Sinners) said...

(Danni please calm down. It's not your fault! You CAN do things right!)

Jophiel said...

I can't even kill myself, Jai!

I tried.

I can't even fucking kill myself.

Jai (Silente Tempest - St Of Sinners) said...

(That's a good thing! Don't kill yourself Danni. Maybe you can't kill yourself because you aren't MEANT to kill yourself..)

Jophiel said...

I should be in control if whether I live or die... And I can't even do that right...



And now Andrew and I are fighting...

Jai (Silente Tempest - St Of Sinners) said...

(You are in control of that...but so, to some extent, are others.


*sighs and hugs I'm sorry that you're fighting.)

Commander Sophia Keating (N7 Operative and Council Spectre) said...

Liliana: How have I been? *she tilts her head* Somewhat lonely, actually. How have you three been?

Jai (Silente Tempest - St Of Sinners) said...

*ignores the thumbing in her head*
We've been okay.. I've met Beth's family now, and she's met mine..
*squeezes Beth's hand gently*
And Claire..She's been relaxing.

Lavender Hope said...

*tackles Danni, wrapping her arms around her*
*stays like that for a long moment*

*still doesn't move*

Commander Sophia Keating (N7 Operative and Council Spectre) said...

Bethany: *she squeezes her hand back*

Claire: I'm calming?

Commander Sophia Keating (N7 Operative and Council Spectre) said...

(I will be back soon.)

Jai (Silente Tempest - St Of Sinners) said...

(Sorry, lost my internet for a while.)


No, mean you have be relaxing. As in, you haven't been doing any stressful

Garret Falcone said...

(hi... Peoples who are online right now.... )

Jai (Silente Tempest - St Of Sinners) said...

(Okay :)

Jai (Silente Tempest - St Of Sinners) said...

(Hey Rhos.)

Garret Falcone said...

(hello Jai *hugs* )

Jai (Silente Tempest - St Of Sinners) said...

(*hugs back* apart from the obvious, how are you?)

Garret Falcone said...

(apart from what's happened....
I'm okay...
Got a stinker of a headache though
And i feel awful
Awful =
Cold inside and out and lonely and hollow
But this should all pass some time... Anyway enough of my moaning,

How be you? )

Jai (Silente Tempest - St Of Sinners) said...

(I'm okay.. Msd unfortunately.)

Lavender Hope said...

...
*hugs Rhos*
*hugs Sil*
*hugs Danni again*
*too late, wishes for something good to happen for everyone*
*poofs because sleep*

Lavender Hope said...

...

Oh...

*will dedicate first*

Garret Falcone said...

*hugs hope before she poofs*
Anyway I could improve your mood Jai
And okay )

Lavender Hope said...

I dedicate to...

Rhos, you're such a nice person. I don't know why or how Garky couldn't last, but I hope you find happiness again soon. *hugs*

Danni, you're amazing and I love you, okay? Like Sil said, its a good thing you can't kill yourself. I don't want you dead. You're my friend, and I just have to say, keep waiting. Your life WILL get better. One thing: Don't worry about what people think or say. Sometimes, too much worrying can weigh you down. To be happy, you just gotta do what you like and don't let anyone's opinions get the better of you.

I also dedicate to hardships. Everyone has something they need to overcome. Those who can surpass that problem get stronger. The difficult things that go on in our lives help us GROW. It wouldn't be life if we had things easy, so don't worry if you get stuck somewhere in life. Push through it, and you'll come out stronger and wiser.
*hugs*
You guys are awesome, and I know you'll pull through whatever hardship you're going through now.

*sleeps*

Garret Falcone said...

Hear hear!
*hugs* )

Commander Sophia Keating (N7 Operative and Council Spectre) said...

(I am back.)


Claire: Never been called relaxing before.

Garret Falcone said...

(welcome back Soph
And earlier Jai was msd
So she's probably poofed...

So anyway how be you? )

Dugglyn Carzainia said...

Hello

Garret Falcone said...

Hi Duggy...
*hugs tightly*

How be you? )

Commander Sophia Keating (N7 Operative and Council Spectre) said...

(I am depressed, Garrett, yourself?


Hello, Dugglyn.)

Garret Falcone said...

(well there's not much I can do for you Soph, as you've said before

And me,
I feel shit...
Completely shit
Because that's what I am

And its snowing
But I can't look at the snow in the same way I used to,
Because of a picture Chloe sent to me a while back... *sighs* )

Commander Sophia Keating (N7 Operative and Council Spectre) said...

(Indeed, Garrett.

Because you have broken up with someone, that does not necessarily mean that you have to immediately hate yourself for it.)

Dugglyn Carzainia said...

*hugs Rhos*
I'm sorry


Hey Sophia


I feel.. odd. But ok.

Garret Falcone said...

True point....
But I feel its my fault that we've split even though Chloe told me it wasn't my fault....

So that's just one reason why I is shite... )

Garret Falcone said...

Its okay Dug...

No one saw this coming...
But as I said above I feel like its my fault...
Maybe it is, and Chloe won't say that it is because she doesn't want to hurt my feelings further... )

Garret Falcone said...

And now
I shall stop moaning
Because I'm bringing the mood of this place down
And i hate being a downer... )

Star Inkbright said...

*hugs Rhos*
And don't feel bad about mood-downing . . . we're here for you. :(

Tanya Halcyon (Kas) said...

(Aww... *hugs Rhos*

@Danni I'm sorry I poofed when you needed me. Dammit!)

Commander Sophia Keating (N7 Operative and Council Spectre) said...

(Can you think of any reason why it would be your fault? If the answer is no, then it will not be your doing. There are two types of people in the world - those who blame themselves, and those who blame others. And because you are currently hurting due to the fact you and Chloe have broken up, you have chosen to blame yourself. When one is upset, all logical thoughts go out of the window. That is not to say that blaming others is logical - the most sensible thing to think is that it is no one's fault. Some people are simply not compatible, in the same way some keys cannot be used to open a door. And it is not the keys fault that it does not fit the lock, nor the lock's fault the key does not fit it.)

Tanya Halcyon (Kas) said...

(Hello Rhos, Star and Sophia.)

Commander Sophia Keating (N7 Operative and Council Spectre) said...

(Hello, Tia.)

Garret Falcone said...

*hugs Star and Kas*
Thank you,
Now I would like all of you to email Chloe and send her a hug
Because she is in need of them (her email is on her profile )

Soph, I think i know why it could be my fault,
And that's a good saying / quote you've got there (about keys and locks )

Jai (Silente Tempest - St Of Sinners) said...

(*crawls in, shivering violently and bright red all over, sniffling* *curls up at Sophs feet, mumbling about vasodilation*)


*rolls eyes*
I can imagine

Commander Sophia Keating (N7 Operative and Council Spectre) said...

(Hello, Jaimie. *sits next to her, cuddling her tightly*)


Liliana: I am rather interested in your powers, Claire. What, exactly, can you do?

Claire: I can move things with my mind. Why?

Garret Falcone said...

(*hugs adam*
Thank you...


But as I said above
Chloe needs them more )

Star Inkbright said...

I'm sorry, Gar, I don't like sending comforting emails because other people tell me to. It doesn't feel genuine. :(

Jai (Silente Tempest - St Of Sinners) said...

(*cuddles tightly back, shivering* h-hey....so c-cold...)


*glances at Lil, mutely raises an eyebrow, asking the same question as Claire without speaking*

Jai (Silente Tempest - St Of Sinners) said...

(*is probably radiating cold into Soph*)

Jai (Silente Tempest - St Of Sinners) said...

(*hugs Rhos* not your fault. Trust me.)

Commander Sophia Keating (N7 Operative and Council Spectre) said...

(*she wraps a blanket around Jaimie, holding her close*)

Liliana: I am simply wondering about the mental power of someone with the capability to do that.

Claire: I do have an enhanced mind...

Jai (Silente Tempest - St Of Sinners) said...

(*cuddles against Soph, pulling the blanket round them both*)


Hmm. I hadn't thought about that..
*eats*
*has near enough finished*

Inky Flame said...

It was my fault *leaves*

Jai (Silente Tempest - St Of Sinners) said...

(*watches Chloe leave*)

Jai (Silente Tempest - St Of Sinners) said...

(food..bbs.)

Garret Falcone said...

(its okay Star
I see where you are coming from)

*hugs Jai* okay I trust you,
But on the inside it feels like it is my fault )

Garret Falcone said...

Its not your fault Chlo! )

Garret Falcone said...

Its my fault Chlo! )

Tanya Halcyon (Kas) said...

(Hey, Jai.)

It's not your fault, Chloe. It's not your fault either, Rhos.)

Jai (Silente Tempest - St Of Sinners) said...

(Back. A little warmer now..)

Garret Falcone said...

Welcome back Jai
And thank you for thinking that Kas,
Although it is my fault
No matter what anyone says

Jai (Silente Tempest - St Of Sinners) said...

(*sighs* trust me Rhos, it isn't your fault, not at all.)

Ariadne Silver - Goddess of Passion said...

(*Doesn't know what's going on*
*Hugs Rhos and Chloe*

*Hugs Jai*

KAS! *tacklehugs him*
^.^)

Jai (Silente Tempest - St Of Sinners) said...

(*hugs Aria gently and watches her tacklehug Kas*)

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