(@Tia I'm not kind. And I hardly rp at all anymore. I just...lurk. And read everyone else having a good time. Maybe comment if I feel like its needed.)
You're all amazing people but come on, the self-esteem needs work because you don't see how amazing you are but if you did you'd probably have a larger ego so idk never change?
Rose, both you and Sil are amazing people who I am proud to call friends.
Why do you think I'm here? I'm here because I think you're awesome, because I want to spend time with you, because you're awesome. Does that make sense?
(I'm going to disappear, bye everybody) (and if you say bye please say bye tony (sil you know what I mean and you can explain it to everyone else please)
*She kissed him again, suddenly fearful, but she didn't let it show. What if Thor hurt Loki badly? She trusted the king not to kill his brother, but what about banishment? Prison?*
I love you, Loki Laufeyson. I love you with all my heart. Be brave and strong and stay safe... And remember, there is a cuddle waiting for you no matter what happens.
I think you're awesome, El thinks you're awesome, Fabi thinks you're awesome, you both think the other person is awesome. You're all awesome!
AWESOME AWESOME AWESOME!!!
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You are good people. You just don't see it. I want you to see it, please, why don't you see how great you are? Why don't you see how happy you make people? Why don't you see how kind, friendly, fun you are? Just see, even if it's just for a moment, how fantastic you are!
*They enter the palace, walking to Frigga, when they see her, Frigga looks concerned with the three of them coming in full battle armor*
Zanida: The boys need a witness.
Frigga: Go on.
Zanida: Loki, besides Frigga and Rose, many do not trust you. If you want the trust of Asgard, you will need to prove yourself. Thor will give you the throne, if you agree that should Thor or I see you unfit to rule, you will not fight it, you will allow Thor the throne again.
Thor: I can agree.
So can I.
Frigga: Nobody is dying over this, I can see it makes sense. Zanida, I knew you would have to ability to calm them.
Zanida: Thank you. Now, during the ceremony Thor will mention the conditions. We hold it tomorrow, agreed?
Hmm... I was reading the comments above about hugs and stuff. I am not a huggy person. I find it odd to hug people online. I don't typically hug my friends. I like getting hugs from my dad because he's strong and they just feel safe. Same with my mom. And my cats. Though I never hug my brother.... And sometimes I kinda want to hug my friends because I can sense that they're upset or just not feeling great but I don't because I don't typically hug people. Ok, random, just me thoughts!
*sighs* *decides to let the ded go to auto guess* I dedicate this page to the zombie caterpillars and then I love it in her mouth and I have been reading it is not a huge difference between you and she is going to the moon in refried beans and slowly melting pot of gold medal in the ground and I was a good time to go to bed now I have been on my kindle fire breathing and I have no idea how are slowly melting again but I'm not sure if you want to hide a body of her life!!
Soy sauce... I.. I don't know. I thought about it. I imagined it. Sometimes I imagine I answered all the questions on a test and then I look down and boom! No! I didn't. I had a dream my mom made salsa last night and I was telling her this this morning and it turns out she made some last night! Weird!
*nods at Sophia, storing the information in her extremely smart brain for future reference* Shoot, I need to sheep!!!! Night!!!!
Claire: Not exactly. I used to be - but I couldn't kill someone who had done nothing wrong for the money. *tilts head* So I instead kill those who have done something wrong. *smiles* It's much better.
Claire: Steve also killed my father. Wait, why am I still calling him Steve? His name is the Dark Hunter. That's what people call him in any case. I have my own special name for him. *smiles*
Claire: Thank you! Oh, watch this! *in a flash, draws three Shuriken and throws them at a nearby tree, each striking perfectly central with only a few millimetres gap between each*
*She started to cry too, holding Marrok close and resting her head against his*
Marrok... Sweetie... Are you okay...? Ariana, is he alright...?
*She started to kiss his face, tears dripping onto his cheeks. She didn't know what was happening. She couldn't call up Roland and ask what to do. She was helpless. Her hands were still stained with the blood of the men outside.
I'm ok...hate my dad. He blocked my USB port so i couldn't copy my geography project. Didn't check if the pinter had paper or tell me where the paper WAS and said "send it to yourself" me: "um, can't open my e-mail in school" "oh well" FUCK YOU!
*Ariana hugged Rose as she wiped her eyes again. Now she was really tired.*
you. came. back. that. is. the. more. important. thing.
*Marrok took in a deep breath as he was feeling warm against Ariana and Rose. He started to settle into his sleep. His hand wrapped itself around Rose's fingers.*
*Early next morning, a key was put into the door.*
Roland: Are you alright?
Casha: Yes Roland, just a bit sore.
*Casha took her time walking in as she made her way to sit onto the couch.
Roland put her bag down at the door and he walked towards his room. He put his head in the door and saw Rose and the two kids fast asleep. He smiled. He then walked in and wrapped his arm around Rose, kissing her on the cheek before he left again, letting them have their sleep.*
Roland: Would you like a cup of tea Casha?
*Casha fixed a cushion so it was in the crevice of her back.*
*She slowly blinked her eyes open when she felt Roland's lips on her cheek. She smiled softly and turned her head, just in time to watch him leave.
She got up and pulled the blanket over Ariana and Marrok, tucking them both in and stroking their hair. Then she turned and left, going straight to the bathroom to wash the blood off her hands. She couldn't get it all. She was scared someone was going to walk in and see the blood and wonder what had happened. She decided that the red under her nails could stay, she didn't have time to fix it.
She slowly padded downstairs and hugged Casha from behind, her head resting on her shoulder*
Good morning, Casha... How are you...? What happened?
*Casha smiled as she gave Rose a kiss on the cheek.*
Casha: Yeah I'm fine. Tired. Nothing was wrong with the baby, it was my other injuries with some internal bleeding. They patched me up and rehydrated me so I feel a bit better.
*Roland then walked in with two cups of tea. He smiled widely as he saw Rose.*
*She smiled and closed her eyes, the stress of the night before starting to wear away*
I was scared that it could have been a miscarriage... I don't even know what happens with all that, but that's what I thought... What did the doctors think of your injuries...?
*She slowly opened her eyes and looked at Roland. She grinned at him*
Morning, love. That was the best way to be woken up. A kiss and cuddling with two little children... Mmm... And we're going to share one of those teas, yeah?
*Casha patted the couch beside her as she fixed the cushion behind her back again.*
Casha: I was worried it was a miscarriage as well. They were... horrified. They thought Roland had done it but I explained that I left my abuser. So they kinda backed off a bit.
*Roland laughed as he handed the two girls the tea.*
Roland: I am glad that I made your morning. How are the little ones? And you both stay there, I will get another tea.
*She grimaced when she thought of Lorcan, laying dead on the ground in that room. Then her mind flit back to the two men last night and her arms stiffened.
Were they still there? Did they die...? Or did they run off and speak to others about her...?*
Roland... I... I need to talk...
*She took the tea and she frowned when she realised her hands were shaking*
*Roland frowned as he took Rose's hand and brought her into the kitchen. He made sure she was sitting down before he flipped the switch on the kettle.*
Roland: What's the matter my love? You look like you have seen a ghost...
*She looked away from Roland, out the window, and trembled*
I... Two men tried to get in here... I saw them... And... And I-
*Her hands flew to her face as the tears started to come*
And then... Marrok... He had a fit... And now... I... I don't know!! I don't know what happened to the guys... I... I was cutting him... I didn't realise... I... It was me from the past... I was cutting them and enjoying it and I don't know why or what happened!! I'm sorry!! I didn't-
*She bent forward, pressing her hands and face into her lap*
Ah... alright. I'm guessing Blake's well... i hope he is. And btw it's his birthday on the 22nd (I'm like 70% sure it's the 22nd, i'll die if it's not but also i'll be happy that i haven't missed it.) So um...if you would say happy birthday to him, from yourselves and me? My baby's going to be 18 <3 Oh i hope that he's ok, i'm so worried about him...
Ok no, i'm about 80% sure it's the 22nd. He'll probs laugh at me if i get it wrong. And also be a little disappointed in me cause he's told me like twice. But he knows my memory is terrible so he'll hopefully forgive me.
*Roland started stroking her hair and shushing her to calm down.*
Roland: There is no one around the back. I did not see anything or anyone when we were coming in. So whoever they are, they have gone and will not be back if you damaged them.
And if his illness is fits than that explains why he was left on his own in the first place. His mother would not have been able to survive with him sick.
Do not be scared my love. I am here and your family is here for you. You are quite safe. And you have nothing to be sorry for.
*He kissed her lightly on her forehead as he pulled her in closer to him again.*
Yes, if Thor or I see that Loki is abusing power or anything he shouldn't do, Thor takes the throne. I believe my brother deservers a chance, but he needs to be kept in line. I love him, but not many of us trust him.-Zanida
What if...? What if they tell someone...? They have cuts... They're too clean... Oh my gosh, I'm so sorry... I... I've... What if they come back?? And you're not home and they come in and they try to get me or Casha or the children??
*She felt the sobs in her chest again, trying to rise and spill. She kept them down by sheer force*
Maybe... Maybe that's why she left him... But... I... Roland... I want us to be his parents...
*She peeked up at him when he kissed her. She didn't understand how a simple action like that could make her feel better, but it did.
She pressed her head against his chest, listening to his heartbeat*
Yes, you are queen of Asgard. It's not a lot of work, Rose. You'll have respect from citizens and all, and people address you as 'my queen'. Just support Loki.-Zanida
*She hugged Roland tightly and bit her lip, trying to breathe normally again. She waited like that for a moment as she felt herself start to calm again*
Don't be long, Roland... I missed you...
*She stood up slowly and made her way back to Casha. She took her tea, which she had placed on the floor beside the sofa, and curled up against Casha's side*
Casha: Hello love, everything okay?? Oh I was wondering if you could help me do my hair later. It's sticking to me and definitely needs a cut.
*Roland came in a minute or two after with his cup of tea. He grabbed a blanket and wrapped it around him as he sat in front of the couch on the floor.*
To be perfectly honest i could not be arsed goingto Geography. But i also didn't do my homeworkl sooooooooooooo fuck off. I'mnot going. IT'S SO BORING IT'S MYWORST SUBJECT, IT USED TO BE MY FAVOUTIRE LAST YEAR
It's not that hard, i'mon the same timeevery week, youshould get used to my routine soon. I'll also take some of lunch to comeup here. This spacebar is broken.
*Hugs Xan*I missyoutoo. Can't wait to see you when this hell is over. Two weeks down...6 left... *sighs* I HAVE A WEEK AND 1 DAY DURING THE OCTOBER HOLOIDAY TO SURVIVE!*screams*I can't.I can't do this. I haven'tbeeneatingor drinkingproperlythe last few days. I'mso bored that i don't even get upanymore.
I can't silente.I seriously want to die. I almostgot ran down by a bus yesterday. I should have jumped in frontof it.
I told my dad i hate him and now he's in a bad mood all the time and didn't help me with my geographyproject.My mum called me a bitch so i don'twant to be at homeanymore i hate weekends.I justwantto sleep the whole day.Ilove comingto school cause i get to see Struan and talk toyou guys... All except John...
I can'tguys. I can't. I'm missingmyboyfriend's birthday because i sent himamessage thati loved him. I hate myself.I'msuch abadgirlfriend.I reallydon't deservehim.He's amazing/*cries*
Silente,i'mnot going to Uni next year, it'll be 2016. I'mdoingagap year.That'll give youplenty of time.
Yeah Adam ^.^ I'mhopefullygoing to Glasgow. They do Geographythere. I don't have the qualifications fromlast year to goin this year. There is no point. I'll sign upnext year.
You know, i was hyper in drama yesterday and someonedid actuallysay yeswhen i asked if they would preferred i was depressed. That reallyput adowneron things. He also asked on tuesday if i would mind if we went earlierto drama. I said yes cause i hardly see struan enough as it is. he said that his heart bleeds for me. Soi've been reallydepressedlatelybecause of homeand people just being dicks.
You are king, yes... You're my king.... You finally did it. You are ruling a realm. A Frost Giant sits on the throne of Asgard, with a Midgardian by your side...
I need sleep. Idiotic parents decided to make my guitar lessons earlier instead of canceling them. Now I can't sleep in and have to get up at seven. Yay. :(
I believe so, but now I have you, so what can I say? I know not why Zanida has allowed me to do this, or why Thor agreed. I am happy though, someone trusts me at least,
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You're all amazing people but come on, the self-esteem needs work because you don't see how amazing you are but if you did you'd probably have a larger ego so idk never change?
*pulls El, Sil and Zaf into a hug*
(Deathy = awesome/ amazing
Me = screw up.)
(Death = horrible person with no life
Sil =/= horrible person with no life)
(True, El)
If only you saw how awesome you guys are.
Sil, you are not a screw up.
Rose, both you and Sil are amazing people who I am proud to call friends.
Why do you think I'm here? I'm here because I think you're awesome, because I want to spend time with you, because you're awesome. Does that make sense?
(We can train next week, El)
You shouldn't run for me...you'll fall and hurt yourself.
I won't I swear.
((I swear I'm going to have to eat soon.
(I'm going to disappear, bye everybody)
(and if you say bye please say bye tony
(sil you know what I mean and you can explain it to everyone else please)
Sorry. I didn't mean to insult you.
You're a lovely person, Rose.
You are.
*She kissed him again, suddenly fearful, but she didn't let it show. What if Thor hurt Loki badly? She trusted the king not to kill his brother, but what about banishment? Prison?*
I love you, Loki Laufeyson. I love you with all my heart. Be brave and strong and stay safe... And remember, there is a cuddle waiting for you no matter what happens.
(El, I don't think they believe what we're saying. How do you show someone they're amazing when they refuse to believe it?)
I dedicate to Silente Tempest and Death Rose.
They don't know how amazing they are.
But we'll show them :)
(Grrrr...)
I know how amazing I am. My amazingness < 0
(Maybe one day they will understand how significant they are to us.)
No, Sil, that's my amazingness...
(@Rose *friendly growl*)
(@Sil Your amazingness is off the charts!)
I finally got around to posting the next challenge. :-)
http://bloglandpuzzlesandgames.blogspot.com/2014/10/the-new-challenge-second-lock.html
Also, Silente and Death, you're both on my list of awesome people. Just so you know. <3
@Death you're more like -5<Deathies amazingness<infinity
@El ah no you forget to subtract.
(Leaning for work exp in ten)
Sorry love.
LOOK YOU'RE BOTH AWESOME GET OVER IT!!
I think you're awesome, El thinks you're awesome, Fabi thinks you're awesome, you both think the other person is awesome. You're all awesome!
AWESOME AWESOME AWESOME!!!
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You are good people. You just don't see it. I want you to see it, please, why don't you see how great you are? Why don't you see how happy you make people? Why don't you see how kind, friendly, fun you are? Just see, even if it's just for a moment, how fantastic you are!
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It's okay, Loki. I have ten... Fifteen-ish minutes...
(Have a good day at work exp, Rose!)
Very well, should I allow Thor and I to fight or wait until tomorrow? We will be home around 5:30am your time.
You two can go a few rounds now. I'll be here for a little bit.
(It just upsets me to see you guys thinking you're not good enough when you clearly are. It make sme sad knowing you're sad when you shouldn't be.)
Sorry Tia..
Thor: Enough, Loki.
I am only doing what is right for Asgard.
Thor: You plan to kill me, brother? How pleased will your sister be?
My sister will know peace. *grabs Zanida, putting the sceptre to her heart* Won't you, Zanida?
Zanida: *stands beside Rose, silently.*
(Don't be sorry, Sil. It's not your fault. Just.. trust me, ok? Trust us. Because you're so much more than you think, both of you.)
*She took Zanida's hand and walked backwards with her so they were out of the way*
I love you...
Zanida: They...will hurt each other.
Thor: You asked for it. *storm clouds form and lightning strikes Loki*
*makes multiples of self and only a copy is hit*
((El can you please email me?))
((On my profile))
(Leaving... You can continue if you'd like, Loki. I'll read t when I come home)
((Very well, I may or may not have to leave. My author's mother has not returned home from Zumba.))
Hello.
(Bye bye, Rose!)
Hello Elleni and Tia! How are you both?
So apparently I am now not going to choir.
Hello Loki! How are you?
I am fine.
(Why not, Zaf?)
(Hi, Amy!)
*the Midnight Hotel sprouts out of the ground*
*swaggers out the front door*
I aced my Driver's Ed final, best score in the class!
Well done Anni!!!!
:)
Congratulations, Annika.
Good job, Annika!
Thank you all so much!
This means Driver's Ed is over, forever.
*wipes a mocking tear from one eye*
OH!!! I KNOW HOW!!! :D
Do you have points?
(Maths... *shudders*)
Cheese and maple syrup sandwich for breakfast... so healthy. And stangely addictive
Hello Snow!
Thor: *sends lightning at Loki again, aiming to knock out all the others*
*is sent to the ground, and sends a dagger at Thor*
Thor: *sends the hammer at Loki, and grabs Zanida, hitting her to knock her from Loki's power* Zan?
Zanida: *shakes head and lunges at Loki, trying to choke him*
*is sent into a wall, and is now stuck with Zan on him* Stay out of this, Zanida.
Zanida: You bloody fool! *hands wrap around his throat* IDIOT!!!
*pushes her off* Enough! You can end this Thor, without the death of my sister, if you give me the crown. *picks Zanida up, a dagger to her heart*
Zanida: Don't do it!!!
Thor: You think that you can win by hurting Zan?
Zanida: *kicks Loki*
*cuts her enough to hurt her slightly* Now.
Thor: I accept.
*lets go of Zanida*
Thor: *runs at Loki, sending hammer at him*
*vanishes, and fires sceptre at him*
Thor: *is hit* I will not fight you, brother.
Then give the throne to me.
Zanida: Let us speak under peace. Frigga can witness.
*the boys nod*
*Munches on pop-corn while mentally placing bets*
*With himself*
*No real to win or lose that way*
*The crowd seems to have faith in Thor*
(No real way*
Fingers are a bit too tired from writing non-stop to type properly.)
*They enter the palace, walking to Frigga, when they see her, Frigga looks concerned with the three of them coming in full battle armor*
Zanida: The boys need a witness.
Frigga: Go on.
Zanida: Loki, besides Frigga and Rose, many do not trust you. If you want the trust of Asgard, you will need to prove yourself. Thor will give you the throne, if you agree that should Thor or I see you unfit to rule, you will not fight it, you will allow Thor the throne again.
Thor: I can agree.
So can I.
Frigga: Nobody is dying over this, I can see it makes sense. Zanida, I knew you would have to ability to calm them.
Zanida: Thank you. Now, during the ceremony Thor will mention the conditions. We hold it tomorrow, agreed?
Yes.
*Makes a disappointed face and mentally pays the side of his brain that bet on Loki*
*Not much of a loss/gain*
(By the by, hello.)
*Hovers over Zaf's explosives supply*
*Drops a lit match*
*Flies happily away*
(Is anyone still here? ;n;)
(Hello.)
(Hello, Elleni. How are you?)
(I am average, thank you. Not especially looking forward to today, but nevertheless, I am glad Dragona leaves college early.)
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i spent the last 3 hours working on this. I'm ssoooooo happy with it. (It's one of the youtubers i watch (well, there character))
*their
(Hello, Snow. How are you?)
I am good. Bored, but good. I may go for a walk.... hmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
(Walks are good.)
(I was never good at maths, Elleni.)
I finished the book!!!!!!!!!!!
Ok, that's it.
So how be's yous?! How be's yous eyes?!
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ELLENI!!!!!!!
(Hello, Dugglyn.)
Hmm...
I was reading the comments above about hugs and stuff. I am not a huggy person. I find it odd to hug people online. I don't typically hug my friends. I like getting hugs from my dad because he's strong and they just feel safe. Same with my mom. And my cats. Though I never hug my brother....
And sometimes I kinda want to hug my friends because I can sense that they're upset or just not feeling great but I don't because I don't typically hug people.
Ok, random, just me thoughts!
Hey Sophia!!!
*sighs*
*decides to let the ded go to auto guess*
I dedicate this page to the zombie caterpillars and then I love it in her mouth and I have been reading it is not a huge difference between you and she is going to the moon in refried beans and slowly melting pot of gold medal in the ground and I was a good time to go to bed now I have been on my kindle fire breathing and I have no idea how are slowly melting again but I'm not sure if you want to hide a body of her life!!
Hmm. Interesting Elleni!
I'm not a huggy person.
@_@ :B
Hey Sophia, do I annoy you?!
(Not usually, Dugglyn. Sometimes, however.)
Soy sauce...
I.. I don't know. I thought about it. I imagined it.
Sometimes I imagine I answered all the questions on a test and then I look down and boom! No! I didn't.
I had a dream my mom made salsa last night and I was telling her this this morning and it turns out she made some last night! Weird!
*nods at Sophia, storing the information in her extremely smart brain for future reference*
Shoot, I need to sheep!!!! Night!!!!
*looks at last comment*
*realizes it went from not random to random very quickly*
*Poofs
(Goodbye, Dugglyn.)
(Is everything on the internet out of stock or is it just what I'm looking for?)
Claire: A few. Blades, mostly.
Claire: Because he's an assassin and I do not know how old he is.
Claire: Well, when I say friends, I mean we want to kill each other.
Claire: Not exactly. I used to be - but I couldn't kill someone who had done nothing wrong for the money. *tilts head* So I instead kill those who have done something wrong. *smiles* It's much better.
Claire: Steve also killed my father. Wait, why am I still calling him Steve? His name is the Dark Hunter. That's what people call him in any case. I have my own special name for him. *smiles*
Claire: Maybe. But he is coming here. *smiles* He's on his way! I'm so excited!
Claire: What?
Claire: Oh come on! Cheer up! Do you know when you feel as if your life is complete? That's how I feel!
Claire: But I'm doing what I was trained to do. *smiles* What else is left for me?
Claire: Kill the Dark Hunter. *smiles*
(I am back.)
Claire: You mean who trained me?
(Thank you.)
Claire: My father, mostly. Some of it I learned myself.
Claire: I'm not an assassin! I'm a vigilante. I fight crime. But I didn't realise there was an age limit.
Claire: I'm good at what I do. *smiles* Some girls like makeup and dresses. I prefer killing criminals. Everyone needs a hobby.
Claire: What's the matter?
Claire: Thank you! Oh, watch this! *in a flash, draws three Shuriken and throws them at a nearby tree, each striking perfectly central with only a few millimetres gap between each*
Claire: *gestures towards the Shuriken, her eyes glowing white* *they return to her hand* *fastens them to her belt*
Claire: What is your magic?
Claire: Cool! I'm a telekinetic. *smiles* And as a result I'm good at remembering things. So that's how I can remember all the martial arts.
Claire: *smiles* Thank you.
(Hello.)
(Hello, Raven. But it appears I have to leave. Goodbye.)
... I really need to finish TDOTL
I've had it since a week after it cam out and I'm still not done
They got me a drink bottle...
I almost cried...
I'm so happy...
morning, morning, morning.
Evening, evening, evening
Hey Erebus!
Alright Xan!
*She started to cry too, holding Marrok close and resting her head against his*
Marrok... Sweetie... Are you okay...? Ariana, is he alright...?
*She started to kiss his face, tears dripping onto his cheeks. She didn't know what was happening. She couldn't call up Roland and ask what to do. She was helpless. Her hands were still stained with the blood of the men outside.
That only made her cry harder*
Xan! *tacklehugs*
(I'm sad because work experience is over and I won't get to see Derek in Melbourne...
You??
Hey Chi!)
Hey deathy!
I'm ok...hate my dad. He blocked my USB port so i couldn't copy my geography project. Didn't check if the pinter had paper or tell me where the paper WAS and said "send it to yourself" me: "um, can't open my e-mail in school" "oh well" FUCK YOU!
*Ariana searched through Marrok to see that the fit had subsided.*
he. is. okay. now. i. should. have. told. you. about. his. fits. before. i'm. sorry.
*Marrok cuddled more into Rose as he started to come around. He let out a little cough and tried to sit up but he was tired from the fit.*
It's okay, Ariana... It's okay...
*She pulled her into the hug and stroked her hair gently. She started to nuzzle Marrok's hair, slowly trying to calm herself*
You're okay... Marrok... Ariana... You're all okay and Roland should be coming home soon... I... I shouldn't have left... I'm sorry...
I didn't know it *laughs*
and no, he won't unblock anything.
I'm going to miss John's birthday... my poor baby...
*Ariana hugged Rose as she wiped her eyes again. Now she was really tired.*
you. came. back. that. is. the. more. important. thing.
*Marrok took in a deep breath as he was feeling warm against Ariana and Rose. He started to settle into his sleep. His hand wrapped itself around Rose's fingers.*
*She picked up both Ariana and Marrok and carried them to the bed. She lay down with them and hugged them tightly, curling around them*
I shouldn't have left... I... I'm sorry...
*She kissed Marrok's head again, and then Ariana's*
You two should sleep...
*She glanced down at her hand and her eyes turned soft when she saw Marrok's hand holding onto her fingers. She kissed his nose and smiled gently*
I love you...
*Early next morning, a key was put into the door.*
Roland: Are you alright?
Casha: Yes Roland, just a bit sore.
*Casha took her time walking in as she made her way to sit onto the couch.
Roland put her bag down at the door and he walked towards his room. He put his head in the door and saw Rose and the two kids fast asleep. He smiled.
He then walked in and wrapped his arm around Rose, kissing her on the cheek before he left again, letting them have their sleep.*
Roland: Would you like a cup of tea Casha?
*Casha fixed a cushion so it was in the crevice of her back.*
Casha: Oh god, yes please.
(good morning everyone)
*She slowly blinked her eyes open when she felt Roland's lips on her cheek. She smiled softly and turned her head, just in time to watch him leave.
She got up and pulled the blanket over Ariana and Marrok, tucking them both in and stroking their hair. Then she turned and left, going straight to the bathroom to wash the blood off her hands. She couldn't get it all. She was scared someone was going to walk in and see the blood and wonder what had happened. She decided that the red under her nails could stay, she didn't have time to fix it.
She slowly padded downstairs and hugged Casha from behind, her head resting on her shoulder*
Good morning, Casha... How are you...? What happened?
*Casha smiled as she gave Rose a kiss on the cheek.*
Casha: Yeah I'm fine. Tired. Nothing was wrong with the baby, it was my other injuries with some internal bleeding. They patched me up and rehydrated me so I feel a bit better.
*Roland then walked in with two cups of tea. He smiled widely as he saw Rose.*
Roland: Good morning my darling.
*She smiled and closed her eyes, the stress of the night before starting to wear away*
I was scared that it could have been a miscarriage... I don't even know what happens with all that, but that's what I thought... What did the doctors think of your injuries...?
*She slowly opened her eyes and looked at Roland. She grinned at him*
Morning, love. That was the best way to be woken up. A kiss and cuddling with two little children... Mmm... And we're going to share one of those teas, yeah?
I could use my school e-mail, yes. On glow.. sorry, had to go for break. Got a free period.
Rose, did you see how the fight ended?
(Hey Zaffy, hey em)
(I did... I am thoroughly impressed, Loki <3 )
*Casha patted the couch beside her as she fixed the cushion behind her back again.*
Casha: I was worried it was a miscarriage as well. They were... horrified. They thought Roland had done it but I explained that I left my abuser. So they kinda backed off a bit.
*Roland laughed as he handed the two girls the tea.*
Roland: I am glad that I made your morning. How are the little ones? And you both stay there, I will get another tea.
The ceremony is tonight, you are coming I hope.
*She grimaced when she thought of Lorcan, laying dead on the ground in that room. Then her mind flit back to the two men last night and her arms stiffened.
Were they still there? Did they die...? Or did they run off and speak to others about her...?*
Roland... I... I need to talk...
*She took the tea and she frowned when she realised her hands were shaking*
Excuse us for a second, Cash...?
(Of course, love. It's the weekend so I should be on for longer, i believe.)
Ceremony? what? i'm so confused i missed so much, including your wedding! ugh!
(From my understanding, Loki is to rule Asgard. If Thor or Zanida see him as unfit to rule, he is to resign his rule.)
*Roland frowned as he took Rose's hand and brought her into the kitchen. He made sure she was sitting down before he flipped the switch on the kettle.*
Roland: What's the matter my love? You look like you have seen a ghost...
(*unfit, he will
Too many 'rules'...
Ohh... Food!!)
Maybe... Maybe I have...
*She looked away from Roland, out the window, and trembled*
I... Two men tried to get in here... I saw them... And... And I-
*Her hands flew to her face as the tears started to come*
And then... Marrok... He had a fit... And now... I... I don't know!! I don't know what happened to the guys... I... I was cutting him... I didn't realise... I... It was me from the past... I was cutting them and enjoying it and I don't know why or what happened!! I'm sorry!! I didn't-
*She bent forward, pressing her hands and face into her lap*
Ah... alright. I'm guessing Blake's well... i hope he is. And btw it's his birthday on the 22nd (I'm like 70% sure it's the 22nd, i'll die if it's not but also i'll be happy that i haven't missed it.)
So um...if you would say happy birthday to him, from yourselves and me? My baby's going to be 18 <3 Oh i hope that he's ok, i'm so worried about him...
*Roland wrapped his arms and wings around her tightly, letting her cry but keeping her close to him.*
Roland: Listen to me. However wrong you think you did, you did right.
You had children to protect in the house. You protected them. Those men could have done anything, could have taken them.
And Marrok had a fit? What happened that he had a fit?
Ok no, i'm about 80% sure it's the 22nd. He'll probs laugh at me if i get it wrong. And also be a little disappointed in me cause he's told me like twice. But he knows my memory is terrible so he'll hopefully forgive me.
Anyway...i'll go. You guys are RPing and it seems that Silente or Xan aren't around... Have a nice day guys.
*She tried to pull away from Roland, but his arms and the chair stopped her. She ended up grabbing his shirt and sobbed into the fabric*
I... I'm sorry... I... I don't know... If they're still there... I don't know if I-
*She broke off, anther sob stealing her voice.
It took her a few minutes to compose herself and her her breath back*
He... Marrok... He was... There was foam or something... From his mouth... And he was... I don't know...
I'm scared...
*Roland started stroking her hair and shushing her to calm down.*
Roland: There is no one around the back. I did not see anything or anyone when we were coming in. So whoever they are, they have gone and will not be back if you damaged them.
And if his illness is fits than that explains why he was left on his own in the first place. His mother would not have been able to survive with him sick.
Do not be scared my love. I am here and your family is here for you. You are quite safe. And you have nothing to be sorry for.
*He kissed her lightly on her forehead as he pulled her in closer to him again.*
(*rides in on Mortimer* (<my rhino)
hello how are you all?)
Yes, if Thor or I see that Loki is abusing power or anything he shouldn't do, Thor takes the throne. I believe my brother deservers a chance, but he needs to be kept in line. I love him, but not many of us trust him.-Zanida
*She took a deep breath and let it out slowly*
What if...? What if they tell someone...? They have cuts... They're too clean... Oh my gosh, I'm so sorry... I... I've... What if they come back?? And you're not home and they come in and they try to get me or Casha or the children??
*She felt the sobs in her chest again, trying to rise and spill. She kept them down by sheer force*
Maybe... Maybe that's why she left him... But... I... Roland... I want us to be his parents...
*She peeked up at him when he kissed her. She didn't understand how a simple action like that could make her feel better, but it did.
She pressed her head against his chest, listening to his heartbeat*
(Wait!!
Wait a flipping second...
That means...?
That means I'm queen?!?!)
CHI PLEASE BE ON THERE WAS A STUPID FIRE DRILL!
*Roland smiled slightly*
Roland: If you were as terrifying that you think you were, they would be very foolish to return or talk to anyone about what happened.
And I will always be here for you all. You would not be left alone unless it is absolutely vital.
And we are already his parents darling. He loves us and we love him.
Now calm down, deep breaths and you go and sit inside with your tea. I shall be in, in a moment.
Yes, you are queen of Asgard. It's not a lot of work, Rose. You'll have respect from citizens and all, and people address you as 'my queen'. Just support Loki.-Zanida
*She hugged Roland tightly and bit her lip, trying to breathe normally again. She waited like that for a moment as she felt herself start to calm again*
Don't be long, Roland... I missed you...
*She stood up slowly and made her way back to Casha. She took her tea, which she had placed on the floor beside the sofa, and curled up against Casha's side*
Hey...
(QUEEN?!?
Oh God...
This...
This will be weird...
And I'll support Loki until my dying breath, I promise.)
*Casha smiled when Rose came back in.*
Casha: Hello love, everything okay?? Oh I was wondering if you could help me do my hair later. It's sticking to me and definitely needs a cut.
*Roland came in a minute or two after with his cup of tea. He grabbed a blanket and wrapped it around him as he sat in front of the couch on the floor.*
That's all you need, so you'll be fine.-Zanida
((Going to school...be back soon.-Zaf
Silente?! Xan?! guys!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
CHI! *TACKLEHUGS*
I'm better now... Everything is better... Your hair? Sure. I'll probably cut my hair a little today too. Look at my fringe!!
*She lifted one hand from her cup and pulled at her fringe that was down to her cheekbones*
Needs a cut... Bad.
*She looked at Roland and placed the hand that was holding her fringe in Roland's hair*
SILENTE!!!!!!!!! *hugs tightly*Oh imissedyou so much!
(Oh... Queen... Loki is finally king... Wow... And I'm finally his queen...
*She hugged herself tightly, almost confused*
I'm queen... He's my king...)
*HUGD TIGHTLY BACK* I'm missing you too! I swear you have no idea how hard it is to talk yo you! I'm in art tight now!
To be perfectly honest i could not be arsed goingto Geography. But i also didn't do my homeworkl sooooooooooooo fuck off. I'mnot going. IT'S SO BORING IT'S MYWORST SUBJECT, IT USED TO BE MY FAVOUTIRE LAST YEAR
It's not that hard, i'mon the same timeevery week, youshould get used to my routine soon. I'll also take some of lunch to comeup here. This spacebar is broken.
*Hugs Xan*I missyoutoo. Can't wait to see you when this hell is over. Two weeks down...6 left... *sighs* I HAVE A WEEK AND 1 DAY DURING THE OCTOBER HOLOIDAY TO SURVIVE!*screams*I can't.I can't do this. I haven'tbeeneatingor drinkingproperlythe last few days. I'mso bored that i don't even get upanymore.
Silente, did you see the thing about the restart? and Blake's birthday:?
*hugs chi* stay strong!
I can't silente.I seriously want to die. I almostgot ran down by a bus yesterday. I should have jumped in frontof it.
I told my dad i hate him and now he's in a bad mood all the time and didn't help me with my geographyproject.My mum called me a bitch so i don'twant to be at homeanymore i hate weekends.I justwantto sleep the whole day.Ilove comingto school cause i get to see Struan and talk toyou guys... All except John...
I HATE SCHOOL WIFI
.I saw iI know. its shit
I shouldn't have gone back the day i ran away but i had no where else to go...
Please chi hold on. For me. for blake. i still need to meet you, to go to uni with you
Adam i sentyouamessage but idon'tknow ifworkedornot.
I can'tguys. I can't. I'm missingmyboyfriend's birthday because i sent himamessage thati loved him. I hate myself.I'msuch abadgirlfriend.I reallydon't deservehim.He's amazing/*cries*
Silente,i'mnot going to Uni next year, it'll be 2016. I'mdoingagap year.That'll give youplenty of time.
http://a-random-comment.blogspot.com.au/2013/05/lonelysnow.html?m=0
I want to thank everyone who commented here.
Because ever time I feel like crap, I go and read this and it makes me feel a bit better
Oh, Chi...
*hugs* I know I don't know you very well, but you can always email me if you need someone to talk to.
Yeah Adam ^.^ I'mhopefullygoing to Glasgow. They do Geographythere. I don't have the qualifications fromlast year to goin this year. There is no point. I'll sign upnext year.
Snow ^.^How have youbeen?
Shit, 10 minutes left guys. I need food/
I'm good. Well, pissed at my parents atm for reasons I won't go into, but good.
God.. you lot are all so much older than I am
I feelmuch olderbecauseyousaid thatSnow, thanks.xD I'llbe 17 in 2 months and a day. Woo... thereis a chance i stillmight not be onby then ;-;
*hugs chi* youre amazing
The day i should be back on is the 15th or 16th of November...
... god I feel young... (I'm 14)
(I'm going to ask my work exp place if I can work there on the holidays!!))
I'm certainlynot amazing.
You know, i was hyper in drama yesterday and someonedid actuallysay yeswhen i asked if they would preferred i was depressed. That reallyput adowneron things. He also asked on tuesday if i would mind if we went earlierto drama. I said yes cause i hardly see struan enough as it is. he said that his heart bleeds for me. Soi've been reallydepressedlatelybecause of homeand people just being dicks.
(Snow, I'm 16. Feel young, my dear.)
You are, in no wqay, gettingmeapresent Adam! I'mnot awesome.
And i needto go. Bells going.and it'sfish and chips today. Nom. Cya later. I'll be onin about 20minutes.
I am king, tonight will be the ceremony, on Asgard.
*hugs chi* ill try be here too..
You are king, yes... You're my king.... You finally did it. You are ruling a realm. A Frost Giant sits on the throne of Asgard, with a Midgardian by your side...
Bye chi
...
Is there anyone younger than me on blogland? I think someone said trip was, but I don't believe that
There is a reason you became a goddess. I finally became king, I have to thank my sister, wherever she may be.
Eden Threatening? He's 13, I believe.
((Trip is 12 or 13. i don't know what his birthday is.-Zaf
*She held him tightly as smiled softly*
You're king. Did I ever tell you I had a thing for kings?
Hmmm
I need sleep. Idiotic parents decided to make my guitar lessons earlier instead of canceling them. Now I can't sleep in and have to get up at seven. Yay. :(
Bye
I believe so, but now I have you, so what can I say? I know not why Zanida has allowed me to do this, or why Thor agreed. I am happy though, someone trusts me at least,
You needed a way to be dominant. You needed an opportunity and they gave you one.
*She grinned and took his hand*
My king, let's go for a walk through the city...?
Certainly, tonight you should dress nicely.
I don't have anything nice... Perhaps we should go shopping for something...? You can help me decide!
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