Ladies and gentlemen, I present to you: the Harbinger of Doom, the Apocalypse Kid, the Hostess with the Mostess (blood on her hands), the World-Breaker...
(Em, I was half naked, she wanted to come into my room so I pulled the blanket over myself and she demanded to know why I was in bed. I explained. She didn't care. She kept demanding to know why I was in bed. BECAUSE I WAS NAKED!!!
And now she honestly doesn't care. Screw her, I'm not coming back tonight.)
*turns to Silente her eyes hard* Well yes, and I said fine. I thought you were done. But no. You put the mask back on and go to torture my friends now. Your friends. Again.
(I live in one of those houses that if you voice your own opinion, you're punished. I can't argue or else I can't do anything for the next three months. Fucking great.)
Sophia: *raises her pistol* I ask again. I could shoot you right here and now. Hell, I'm thinking of doing it without any kind of explanation from you. Tell me.
... I don't know you any more, Silente... You used to be my friend... Not an assassin who tortures for fun...
*looks at the pistol and lifts her chin, eyes hardening* Let me go and I'll talk to El. She'll come back to you unharmed. You can even stick a tag on her if you want. But I'm not talking to you Sophia.
(I would love to have you live with us Deathy but I don't know what my parents would say... you could be an exchange student! I live pretty far away though....)
*sighs again* *looks at Silente* *turns into mist* *approaches Silente* *when she is next to her solidifies, touches her arm and then turns into mist all in less than a blink of an eye* *floats quickly away*
*runs away and sits beneath her tree, crying more than she has ever done before* *activates her computer and surrounds herself in a bubble of energy* *rocks herself back and forward*
*seals off her suit, so she can't hear or smell anything* *disables her nerve stimulation programme so she couldn't feel if someone touched her suit* *covers the glass of her helmet with her hands, so she's cut off from the rest of the world* *still crying*
(That's even more pointless!!! How are you going to get better if you don't get some rest. What is the point in taking you off school to bring you to work.
*backs up, dodging the bullets and searching her pockets* *smiles when she finds it* *medical gel, all that Sophia gave her that wasn't pull used* *she quickly smothered some across her back and arms and right hand* *her legs would have to wait*
*cries out* ENOUGH! *spins while he's lashing out and grabs his wrist, twisting and flipping him over his own arm and to the floor face first* *plants a solid foot on his back and twists his arm painfully* Leave me alone.
Assassin: *activates his computer, a holographic blade swinging out into Silente's foot* *thrusters attached to his armour fire, propelling him forwards to shake Silente off* *rights himself, then repeatedly fires his pistols at her*
Assassin: Your language is unnecessary. *activates his computer again, and it displays what effectively is a holographic crossbow with six holographic bolts ready to fire* *fires all six at her simultaneously*
Assassin: I fail to see how that is relevant. I hope you understand how pointless this fight is. I am more skilled. I have more technology. And I don't whine. You will not win.
Assassin: You pose a threat. To everyone but myself. I do not find killing fun. Assassination is a necessary art. With individuals like yourself, it is easy to see why it is given bad press. You are clumsy.
Assassin: Yes. If I see you again posing a threat, or even think you are, I will kill you. No questions asked. So do you give in, or do I have to fire and tear a hole in your stomach?
How about this, I won't fight you now, because I don't really care much about you and I'll get back to you on the whole 'never pose a threat to anyone ever again this' yeah? Sound good? Marvelous. Now go crawl back to Soph.
Assassin: That is acceptable. *lowers his palm* I will radio the Commander, but will not "crawl back" to her. I do not answer to her. We have just fought together in the past.
Sure buddy. What ever. *walks past him and kneels next to Leri* *turns so she's facing the same way as Leri and hugs her* *doesn't stop hugging her when she doesn't react, just pulls her closed and wraps her arms around the sobbing alien* Oh Leri. I'm so sorry.. *rests her cheek against the top of Leri's helmet*
*still crying* *feels her helmet move, so lowers her hands* *activates her helmet again* ... Silente, get away from me... *starts to shuffle away from her*
... You... You torture and try to kill your friends... How... How can I trust you? How can I know you won't hurt me? ... Physically, I mean... Mentally you've tortured me already... ... You've lied to me...
(She was going to kill herself and her family found out. Em talked her down from it but now shes not even allowed in the house alone and the WiFi is being turned of and i made her promise to give 12 hour warning if she ever planned it again and now the last thing she's said is Sil, 12hrs so she MIGHT be trying again at 8pm for her...)
(Flora - earlier we thought she was going to kill herself - and it seems she's doing it again. Luckily Emerald managed to convince her otherwise previously... :/)
... You're not... You said sorry when you tried to kill Rose... And you still kept trying to hurt people... ... In our culture, we're taught to be loyal, even when it's hard... But this is... Impossible... I can't trust you... I... I don't know if you're going to torture me or what... I can never know... Your friends must mean nothing to you...
Hey don't say that. *turns to Leri a haunted look in her eyes* My friends mean the world to me. It wasn't until I came here that I even HAD friends. I would die for each and every person here if I had to no questions asked. They accept me despite who I am, despite all my baggage and all my troubles. Without the people here i would still be killing people every day. Without the people here I'd probably be dead. They mean everything to me..
... And torturing them is what? ... A hobby? ... I don't want to be tortured... I can't trust you... You lie to me... I don't think I could call you my friend again...
... I don't want to be your friend... I don't want to get hurt again... Physically or emotionally... ... I wouldn't want to see you again, either... If I knew it would just make you more violent... ... Unless you stop killing and torturing... I don't think there's any way I could trust you ever again... I'm scared of you, Silente... I'm more scared of you than I am of Sophia... I expect her to be violent... I don't know what I expect from you...
*hesitates* *nods and gets up* Leri'Hessa vas Nezyya it has been an honour. I'm sorry i screwed it up. And I hope one day you can forgive me.. *walks through a portal and leaves*
Rose, says the fact that every single one of us on here want you alive, fuck real life people, if they're so ignorant that they think you to be a liar, let them, they'll live as ignorant people, at least YOU are the truly honest one. You are such a sweet lovely girl, people love you, and sometimes even the smallest things can keep you ticking.
People will be arrogant, and bitchy, but they are merely storm clouds, you are the sun. Keep shinning, and melt the clouds away. If your mother is so ignorant that she can't see her own child is hurt, that's her fault, and maybe you should talk to an adult at your school. If your mother can't trust you, she's already doing a shit job with parenting, so you may as well go above her head.
Rose, you have friends who are all willing to help you out. You know that, you need never think death is the answer, because it's so final, to gain what? You have years ahead of you, and one thing's for sure, the shit you've been forced to handle, makes you stronger. Keep breathing, my angel.
It is true, Rose. Every single person here will tell you to keep breathing, because we have faith. Everyone knows you are an angel, that is a fact. You know, you say you are not, but you are, you are because of what you survive everyday, it takes a person strong like you to do it. You are strong, Rose. You need help along the way, but even the greatest people need help, that's why you have friends. That is why you are here still, because you are strong, and have friends who help you see that.
Rose, Dannielle, whatever, you wont respond to my calls or texts or emails... Maybe you're watching here, but seriously Remember that promise we made when we were kids? I was going to die the day before you because I didn't want to live without you. Guess what? I'm still alive. That means that you're not allowed to die today. Die tomorrow if you must, but make sure that I'm dead first.
Rose, we've been friends pretty much ever since you joined this blog. I care about you just as much as everyone else here.
We love you. Even though, yes I read your stupid note, even though to me you are just pixels on my screen as I am to you, we are still real humans typing these words. Expressing love and care for you, our friend. We've done this many many times. And we feel the need to do so, because we really really really like having good people like you in the world.
"Times like these you know who your real friends are. They're not the ones running around looking for an escape route. They're the ones who stand at your side through the worst of it, who never give up on you.")
I was going to post my reaction to the back cover but it doesn't really seem relevant/important now. :/ So for anybody who needs it... You are amazing? Okay? You are a unique individual. Nobody in the history of the universe has ever been exactly like you. The odds of you actually existing today are around 0. If I've met you on here, chances are I look up to you. Admire you. You're perfectly you and I love you for that. It's amazing, we all came here because of a bunch of words on a few pages. A combination of 26 letters and curiosity took you to this place. Chances are, you stayed because of the people here. Brilliant, hilarious, intelligent people who actually cared enough to talk to you. It's beautiful, you know? If you hadn't joined, imagine how different your life would be. So please... Don't you ever dare doubt yourself.
(*comes in. Reads all the comments. Falls silent because he doesn't know how to help. Wishes he could. Wishes he could take the weight off of other people's shoulders from here. Feels horribly worthless for not being able to. Offers up two words* Please. No)
Hi guys... I would've ranted a bit about something but never mind. :/ *gathers the population of Blogland and gives them a massive group hug* *poofs with the sound of a hundred thousand people saying "whop"*
*hugs the ghosters and the lurkers* *hugs the past present and future bloglandians* *hugs those asleep and those awake* *hugs Deathy and Em* *hugs everyone*
*hugs the bloglandians* *hugs the bloglandian's families, like them or not* *hugs the people that are too afraid to become bloglandians and have never commented* *hugs the people who have never been on blogland but read SP*
(Silente - I hope you understand how dangerous that is. :P The Reapers want to wipe out organic life and indoctrination. And Sophia would shoot you. Leri would probably run away because Silente. And I don't hug.)
*gonna stop hugging now* Deathy...a little over twelve hours ago you said Sil, 12hrs. I pray that you changed your mind. That you are still alive and still around.
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(Em, I was half naked, she wanted to come into my room so I pulled the blanket over myself and she demanded to know why I was in bed. I explained. She didn't care. She kept demanding to know why I was in bed.
BECAUSE I WAS NAKED!!!
And now she honestly doesn't care. Screw her, I'm not coming back tonight.)
*turns to Silente her eyes hard*
Well yes, and I said fine. I thought you were done. But no. You put the mask back on and go to torture my friends now. Your friends. Again.
(I live in one of those houses that if you voice your own opinion, you're punished. I can't argue or else I can't do anything for the next three months. Fucking great.)
Ler....
*looks at her with haunted eyes*
*doesn't stop crying* *eyes blurred by floods of tears* ... I thought... I thought... I knew you better...
I wasn't going to torture her! I wanted to talk!
Then why did you come out as Masky? Why did you knock her out? Doesn't seem like you just want to talk.
... You lied about the Sanctuary Agent being safe... You could be lying now... *still hasn't stopped crying*
*grits her teeth*
I was going to explain this to her. HER. Not you Dug.
Sophia: What were you going to talk to Elleni about? Tell me.
Fine.
*turns away from her*
(I wouldn't back down Rose, keeping quiet is bad for your mental well being and having your own opinion is important in this time and age.)
(I agree with Emerald.)
You aren't Elleni Sophia. And this isn't the right place.
Sophia: *raises her pistol* I ask again. I could shoot you right here and now. Hell, I'm thinking of doing it without any kind of explanation from you. Tell me.
... I don't know you any more, Silente... You used to be my friend... Not an assassin who tortures for fun...
(Em, if I protest against something, especially when mum is already mad, I'm screwed.)
(Does anyone want a slave for the next few years? I know how to cook, clean, babysit, you name it!)
(I'm afraid not, Rose. Forced labour isn't my kind of thing.)
*looks at the pistol and lifts her chin, eyes hardening*
Let me go and I'll talk to El. She'll come back to you unharmed. You can even stick a tag on her if you want. But I'm not talking to you Sophia.
(I'll take you. And I'm being serious.
And it doesn't matter if she's mad already. You are you're own person and deserve as much respect as you give your mother.)
(I would love to have you live with us Deathy but I don't know what my parents would say... you could be an exchange student! I live pretty far away though....)
You're not going free, Silente. *shoots her in the leg* This would be easier if you cooperate.
*cries more at the gunshot*
*just watches her eyes unreadable once more*
(*Sophia:)
*cries out and grits her teeth*
*raises her chin again*
No..
(Thank you, Em.
I'll try and talk to her...)
Sophia: I have eleven more rounds. *shoots her in the other leg* Do I need to use the entire clip?
... Silente... She'll kill you... This isn't worth your life... You may have betrayed me... And everyone... But... Don't die...
*cries out again*
*swallows air and pretends there aren't tears streaming down her cheeks*
No..
*doesn't make a move to help her. Just continues to watch*
Sophia: Is that a no you won't talk or a no I won't have to shoot you any more?
*lifts her chin again*
I won't talk Sophia.
®€
Sophia: Fine. But the last one is going in your head. *shoots her in the right arm* Tell me whenever you feel like talking.
... Silente... Please... Just talk...
*watches*
*sighs*
(God damn it.
I dedicate this page to Autumn.)
It appears as though you lot can't go a day without warring amongst yourselves. Would anyone care to explain to me what's gone wrong this time?
*hisses as her right arm jerks back from the shot*
No...
(hey Alastair. How are you?)
Sophia: *shoots Silente in the left arm* Now that is a long story, Alastair.
Well at the moment Silente tried to bring Masky back. I think you would like Masky. Basically Masky tortured people for fun. She's a sadist.
*cries out again*
No.
Sophia: *shoots Silente's right hand* Seven shots left.
*sighs again*
*looks at Silente*
*turns into mist*
*approaches Silente*
*when she is next to her solidifies, touches her arm and then turns into mist all in less than a blink of an eye*
*floats quickly away*
*runs away and sits beneath her tree, crying more than she has ever done before*
*activates her computer and surrounds herself in a bubble of energy*
*rocks herself back and forward*
*turns to mist*
Whut? Dug?
*floats to Silente's tree house*
*Solidifies*
*turns into mist again and floats away*
*watches Dug*
Wait!
Sophia: Shit. *follows where the mist went*
Assassin: *vanishes*
Trust level at 0%
Not going to school, not having wifi.
Won't be on as much from now on.
This is what happens when I talk to mum.
*strains against the cuffs and snaps them apart*
*she's still bound but she can use her hands at least*
(*hugs Deathy*
Aw....)
*ignores Silente*
*seals off her suit, so she can't hear or smell anything*
*disables her nerve stimulation programme so she couldn't feel if someone touched her suit* *covers the glass of her helmet with her hands, so she's cut off from the rest of the world*
*still crying*
(Oh...Deathy...*hugs her*)
Dug please come back!
*starts pulling at the cuff part around her right wrist*
*stops*
Why?
Assassin: *appears behind Silente, shooting at her back with his pistols*
(That's pointless taking the wifi if you're just going to be in bed most of the time anyway.
Keep at her. Don't back down. Throw the trust card at her.)
Becaus-
*the shot rips into her back and she falls, forwards, out of the tree house*
(Em, I'm going to mum's work. She doesn't trust me home alone anymore...)
(Okay.
Love yas.
Sil, 12hrs.)
((Hello.))
Well, that was interesting. *approaches Leri'Heesa's energy bubble* Are you alright?
Assassin: *jumps down after her* Careless.
SILENTE!!!!
*floats back towards her*
*screams at the assassin*
[This will kill him if he's not wearing earplugs or he doesn't plug his ears]
(That's even more pointless!!! How are you going to get better if you don't get some rest. What is the point in taking you off school to bring you to work.
You're not 7 and she needs to trust you more.)
(that was the agreement death. 12 hours notice)
(wait was that you giving the notice??)
(Death. No. No Rose please. )
*rolls and kicks out at the assassin*
(He has a helmet, Dugglyn. The sounds are synthesised using microphones. Everything he hears is digitally relayed to him so I assume he won't die?)
*can't hear or see Alastair*
(what about Sil? She isn't wearing ear plugs...)
Assassin: *grabs Silente's leg and twists it behind her violently*
(Darn it!)
(Dugglyn's been working on it. It o my effects the people she wants it to!)
*twists with her leg to avoid it being dislocated*
*solidifies*
*pulls out her sword*
I understand you have a very good reason to do this. But she's my friend so I can't let you.
*sighs, and melts into a nearby tree*
Got to go!
(bye then Dug.. :( )
(Death seriously was that the twelve hour notice??)
*rocks herself back and forward, still, crying*
*gets to her feet despite the bullet in her back*
*looks at the assassin*
Assassin: *raises his pistol and shoots at her, closing in*
*backs up, dodging the bullets and searching her pockets*
*smiles when she finds it*
*medical gel, all that Sophia gave her that wasn't pull used*
*she quickly smothered some across her back and arms and right hand*
*her legs would have to wait*
Assassin: *lashes out with a kick at her leg* *throws an open-handed blow at her face*
*dodges back*
Maybe we can come to am agreement?
Assassin: I am not here to agree.
*shoots at her with his pistol, whilst getting closer to her*
*dodges the shot and keeps that distance between them*
No but I am.
Assassin: I fail to see how we can agree.
*vanishes*
*reappears behind Silente, throwing blows at her numerous gunshot wounds*
*cries out*
ENOUGH!
*spins while he's lashing out and grabs his wrist, twisting and flipping him over his own arm and to the floor face first*
*plants a solid foot on his back and twists his arm painfully*
Leave me alone.
Assassin: *activates his computer, a holographic blade swinging out into Silente's foot*
*thrusters attached to his armour fire, propelling him forwards to shake Silente off*
*rights himself, then repeatedly fires his pistols at her*
*hops around*
*throws herself to the ground to dodge the shots*
MY BLOOMIN FOOT YOU DICK!
Assassin: Your language is unnecessary.
*activates his computer again, and it displays what effectively is a holographic crossbow with six holographic bolts ready to fire*
*fires all six at her simultaneously*
*rolls at the last minute and stares at the bolts*
*gets up*
I swear next time I wanna take someone to a masquerade ball I just wont!
Assassin: I fail to see how that is relevant. I hope you understand how pointless this fight is. I am more skilled. I have more technology. And I don't whine. You will not win.
Okay listen I have no idea personally why you are attacking me, maybe you find it fun, I wouldn't know.
Assassin: You pose a threat. To everyone but myself. I do not find killing fun. Assassination is a necessary art. With individuals like yourself, it is easy to see why it is given bad press. You are clumsy.
I pose a threat? That's the only reason? Seriously? Get Sophia. I want to talk to her.
Assassin: Commander Keating is catching up.
*raises his hand at her, his palm glowing with energy*
Do you give in?
Are you going to kill me if I say yes?
Assassin: Yes. If I see you again posing a threat, or even think you are, I will kill you. No questions asked.
So do you give in, or do I have to fire and tear a hole in your stomach?
How about this, I won't fight you now, because I don't really care much about you and I'll get back to you on the whole 'never pose a threat to anyone ever again this' yeah? Sound good? Marvelous. Now go crawl back to Soph.
Assassin: That is acceptable. *lowers his palm*
I will radio the Commander, but will not "crawl back" to her. I do not answer to her. We have just fought together in the past.
Sure buddy. What ever.
*walks past him and kneels next to Leri*
*turns so she's facing the same way as Leri and hugs her*
*doesn't stop hugging her when she doesn't react, just pulls her closed and wraps her arms around the sobbing alien*
Oh Leri. I'm so sorry..
*rests her cheek against the top of Leri's helmet*
Assassin: *vanishes*
*still crying* *feels her helmet move, so lowers her hands*
*activates her helmet again*
... Silente, get away from me... *starts to shuffle away from her*
Ler..
*lets her go*
Leri...
*if she could cry (yes I realise Sil cries early ignore that) then she would be*
I-im sorry..
(**cried earlier)
What's going on with Rose? I've been away so have only been getting the emails. Is she okay? What happened?
... You... You torture and try to kill your friends... How... How can I trust you? How can I know you won't hurt me? ... Physically, I mean... Mentally you've tortured me already...
... You've lied to me...
(She was going to kill herself and her family found out. Em talked her down from it but now shes not even allowed in the house alone and the WiFi is being turned of and i made her promise to give 12 hour warning if she ever planned it again and now the last thing she's said is Sil, 12hrs so she MIGHT be trying again at 8pm for her...)
(Flora - earlier we thought she was going to kill herself - and it seems she's doing it again. Luckily Emerald managed to convince her otherwise previously... :/)
*looks at Leri with sad eyes*
You can't..
*looks away*
I'm sorry.
... You're not... You said sorry when you tried to kill Rose... And you still kept trying to hurt people...
... In our culture, we're taught to be loyal, even when it's hard... But this is... Impossible... I can't trust you... I... I don't know if you're going to torture me or what... I can never know... Your friends must mean nothing to you...
Hey don't say that.
*turns to Leri a haunted look in her eyes*
My friends mean the world to me. It wasn't until I came here that I even HAD friends. I would die for each and every person here if I had to no questions asked. They accept me despite who I am, despite all my baggage and all my troubles. Without the people here i would still be killing people every day. Without the people here I'd probably be dead. They mean everything to me..
... And torturing them is what? ... A hobby?
... I don't want to be tortured... I can't trust you... You lie to me... I don't think I could call you my friend again...
No. It's not a hobby..
I get that. If you don't want to be my friend say so. If you never want to see me again tell me..
... I don't want to be your friend... I don't want to get hurt again... Physically or emotionally...
... I wouldn't want to see you again, either... If I knew it would just make you more violent...
... Unless you stop killing and torturing... I don't think there's any way I could trust you ever again... I'm scared of you, Silente... I'm more scared of you than I am of Sophia... I expect her to be violent... I don't know what I expect from you...
*hesitates*
*nods and gets up*
Leri'Hessa vas Nezyya it has been an honour. I'm sorry i screwed it up. And I hope one day you can forgive me..
*walks through a portal and leaves*
... I'll try.
*curls up beneath her tree and cries herself to sleep*
(I have to go now. Bye!)
(Bye. Imma sleep too. Sorry anyone who's here..)
I might as well spend my last few hours here.
Possibly broken ribs.
0% trust from my mother.
Refusing to eat.
Might as well be here.
Rose. You are not dying.
Said who?
Rose, says the fact that every single one of us on here want you alive, fuck real life people, if they're so ignorant that they think you to be a liar, let them, they'll live as ignorant people, at least YOU are the truly honest one. You are such a sweet lovely girl, people love you, and sometimes even the smallest things can keep you ticking.
People will be arrogant, and bitchy, but they are merely storm clouds, you are the sun. Keep shinning, and melt the clouds away. If your mother is so ignorant that she can't see her own child is hurt, that's her fault, and maybe you should talk to an adult at your school. If your mother can't trust you, she's already doing a shit job with parenting, so you may as well go above her head.
...
Rose, you have friends who are all willing to help you out. You know that, you need never think death is the answer, because it's so final, to gain what? You have years ahead of you, and one thing's for sure, the shit you've been forced to handle, makes you stronger. Keep breathing, my angel.
How do you even remember that...? The 'Keep breathing my angel'?
I can hardly forget something so sweet, when in all honesty, it's true.
It's not true...
It is true, Rose. Every single person here will tell you to keep breathing, because we have faith. Everyone knows you are an angel, that is a fact. You know, you say you are not, but you are, you are because of what you survive everyday, it takes a person strong like you to do it. You are strong, Rose. You need help along the way, but even the greatest people need help, that's why you have friends. That is why you are here still, because you are strong, and have friends who help you see that.
Rose, Dannielle, whatever, you wont respond to my calls or texts or emails... Maybe you're watching here, but seriously
Remember that promise we made when we were kids? I was going to die the day before you because I didn't want to live without you.
Guess what? I'm still alive. That means that you're not allowed to die today. Die tomorrow if you must, but make sure that I'm dead first.
And Danni, I ain't going to die any time soon.
So tough luck.
You're sticking around.
Oh Rose...
And she said she was doing alright last night...
Hmm...
This is the last thing she sent me...
Oh gosh...
I know... I'm scared...
I don't like it when things are this grim.
Rose, we've been friends pretty much ever since you joined this blog. I care about you just as much as everyone else here.
We love you. Even though, yes I read your stupid note, even though to me you are just pixels on my screen as I am to you, we are still real humans typing these words. Expressing love and care for you, our friend. We've done this many many times. And we feel the need to do so, because we really really really like having good people like you in the world.
And then she sent me this one yesterday...
Long time, no see, Thrust...
I've been... distracted. I'm not proud of it, but I have returned to check on the community I love.
Sorry for that ten minute delay too.
By love, I mean spent so many hours on with amazing fun creative nice people such as yourself.
As distant as I am from here I will never forget this place, and I still feel sad when you do, Rose.
[appears]
[hugs Deathy Rosey]
[Leaves a basket of hugs and purple carrots on a pedestal for anyone who wants any]
[Disappears]
DEATH ROSE!!! *hugs her*
Guys.
Help Em.
Please.
Hello?
Rose?
(Hello. On briefly.
I believe this is relevant:
"Times like these you know who your real friends are. They're not the ones running around looking for an escape route. They're the ones who stand at your side through the worst of it, who never give up on you.")
Okay, I know that I'm not everyone's facourite person, but seriously help Em.
Please.
I think she's overdosed...
She won't reply.
Help.
(Rose - I don't have her email.)
I was going to post my reaction to the back cover but it doesn't really seem relevant/important now. :/
So for anybody who needs it...
You are amazing? Okay? You are a unique individual. Nobody in the history of the universe has ever been exactly like you. The odds of you actually existing today are around 0.
If I've met you on here, chances are I look up to you. Admire you. You're perfectly you and I love you for that.
It's amazing, we all came here because of a bunch of words on a few pages. A combination of 26 letters and curiosity took you to this place.
Chances are, you stayed because of the people here. Brilliant, hilarious, intelligent people who actually cared enough to talk to you.
It's beautiful, you know? If you hadn't joined, imagine how different your life would be.
So please...
Don't you ever dare doubt yourself.
The above comment of mine doesn't make much sense at all. Sorry about that.
*hugs everyone who needs a hug because sometimes that's what we need, a hug, even those of us who hate hugs need them sometimes*
(*comes in. Reads all the comments. Falls silent because he doesn't know how to help. Wishes he could. Wishes he could take the weight off of other people's shoulders from here. Feels horribly worthless for not being able to. Offers up two words* Please. No)
(On briefly again.)
Hi guys...
I would've ranted a bit about something but never mind. :/
*gathers the population of Blogland and gives them a massive group hug*
*poofs with the sound of a hundred thousand people saying "whop"*
(*hugs Sil back*
Um...could you delete your post...please...that's like my name....)
(Sorry..)
(It's ok...I know you didn't mean it in a bad way.
*still hugging*
We should have a bloglamd group hug.
Everyone come join.)
(*keeps hugging*)
Leave your parentheses of comfort and join me.
*nods and hugs*
-despite my character not actually being in blogland atm-
*hugs*
*hugs the ghosters and the lurkers*
*hugs the past present and future bloglandians*
*hugs those asleep and those awake*
*hugs Deathy and Em*
*hugs everyone*
*hug hug hug hug hug hug hug hug*
*hugs the authors and the characters*
*hugs all there was and all there will be*
Come here and get your genuine blogland hug!
(Unfortunately I don't hug. :P)
*pulls Draggie, Leri, Sophia, the Assassin, the shadow, the reapers, and all those other characters of draggies, into the hug*
*hugs the bloglandians*
*hugs the bloglandian's families, like them or not*
*hugs the people that are too afraid to become bloglandians and have never commented*
*hugs the people who have never been on blogland but read SP*
(Silente - I hope you understand how dangerous that is. :P
The Reapers want to wipe out organic life and indoctrination.
And Sophia would shoot you.
Leri would probably run away because Silente.
And I don't hug.)
(And the Assassin would probably also kill you.)
*hugs all the people that Viv didn't*
(yes I realise I'd be dead ten times over but DAMN IT ALL TO HELL IF THEY DON'T GET A HUG!)
(Lol ok. :P)
(So they all get a hug too. Whether they like it or not. Even Mr Shadow and grumpy Sophia. *nods*)
*hugs EVERYONE*
*hugs everyone and that lampost over there who's crying*
*hugs everyone twice*
Dragona! Join the hug!
*this is getting silly*
*hugs people as many times as they want to be hugged*
(I don't hug. Sorry. :P)
*gonna stop hugging now*
Deathy...a little over twelve hours ago you said Sil, 12hrs. I pray that you changed your mind. That you are still alive and still around.
(*agrees with Silente*)
I'm with you Sil.
(Now we wait. I hope to see both Death and Em on this blog again. I love them both...)
Well, sorry to keep you waiting, Sil. I was out for dinner.
(Yes. Death and Emerald, I hope you are both ok.)
(Hey Death! How are you?)
I'm in a heap of pain but I guess I'll deal.
You?
(*hugs Deathy* we all love you okay? Remember that angel.)
(I'm fine, thanks. I presume you've changed your mind?
I hope the pain gets better soon.)
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