As you all know, today is the day the title of Book 9 is announced.
Except it isn't.
Nope, now that day will be Monday, because there's something else that I want to talk about instead, something a little more important than a book title.
I've been working hard these past few months. I write the occasional blog entry, I've barely been on twitter, I've barely glanced at the Forums or the Facebook page. I'm writing, and I know you understand that, and I appreciate your patience. It's not going to be for very much longer, either. I'm planning on finishing the book next week. I have a lot to do, but I reckon I can do it.
But something has happened in my absence. Something troubling. Not on the twitter page — everyone there is funny and enthusiastic. Not on the Facebook page — everyone there is supportive and astonishingly excitable. Not on the Forums, either — they argue, debate, discuss, and at no time do they ever let these arguments spill over into anything else.
Nope, the trouble is here, in the Comments section of this blog.
Most of the Minions who comment here are my kind of people. They're weird. And I mean, unashamedly odd. I've always been so, so proud of you guys, because I look around at other fandoms and I see everyone sniping at each other and divisions forming and I'm comforted by the fact that none of that happens here.
But I've been away. I've taken my eye off the game. And now I'm seeing behaviour that could be classed as bullying.
You all know my stance on bullying. I will not abide it. The blog, twitter, Facebook, Forums... ANYTHING associated with me must have zero tolerance for bullying. I just won't have it.
The Minions who comment here, I want you to think about the comments you leave. If you never say anything negative about anyone, step over here beside me. I like you. You can be my friend. But if you think about the things you say and you're frowning to yourself? Then I'm probably talking to you.
Harsh words are one thing. We all argue. We all have harsh words. But if all you have, for one particular person, are harsh words? If you CONSISTENTLY say negative things about one PARTICULAR person? Then that's bullying. And that has to stop.
I'm not naming any names. I don't want the bullies to be, in turned, bullied by people who are annoyed they won't get the title until Monday. I don't want recriminations. But what I do want is for you to realise that we're all here because, to some degree, we're all the same. We each have enough in common, as people, as individuals, to love the same things. Do you realise how wonderful that is? To KNOW you have something in common with all these other people?
I have never called Minions "my fans". I will call them fans of the books, fans of the characters, but they're never MY fans. They're never fans of ME. Because we're all the same. I'm not better than you, just because I'm the writer and you're the reader. I have enough in common with each of you to know that, if we met, we'd get along. We'd find SOME common ground.
You're on a train. You see someone in another seat reading a book you LOVE. And you instantly smile, because you have connected with that person. So look around. See all the people who comment and the people who tweet and blog and post... there are your people. These are your friends. Let the harsh words fade away. Wipe the slate clean. Start fresh.
Where I train, in the most brutal form of fighting there is, we have a rule, and it's quite simple. We're training to fight and hurt and break and smash. On the street, we're animals. We're horrible. We're violent. We're nasty. But in the club, when we train, the rule is: Be nice or go home.
So be nice. Being nice is so much NICER than not being nice. Try it and see, and then you can come over here and stand beside me, and you can be my friend too.
But don't make me angry. You wouldn't like what I do to your favourite characters when I'm angry.
Friday, April 11, 2014
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Gosh, Blake. Loosen up a little...Relax more. You're so serious...
YOU DIDNT LIKE TADRA AT FIRST?!?!?!
Blake I'm serious- Nic isn't the way he is by choice. Remember Alastair? He stole Alastair's name to protect his family from Alastair, but Alastair subdued Nic and forced him to kill his family. Imagine how he felt, he killed so many and tortured so many, all under Alastair's control. Power is not always good, and look how Nic ended up. Be careful where you tread, because you could end up getting yourself killed.
He really isn't like this usually.
*goes over to Silente* Hey little vampire, you ok?
No, Blake, I'm afraid I don't think I would. Because I don't believe anything that concerns me is worth risking the safety of my friends. Especially not intentionally. In fact, in my book, nothing is worth potentially killing my friends over.
#ChaseForBook9
Of course I am pup! Geez I only went unconscious like a couple of minutes. No need to worry.
*smiles up at her*
*looks to Blake*
You okay?
Amethyst, I think he has a right.
Well, I didn't AGREE with it. I find it, a humorous concept. It grew on me very quickly.
Alastair always hurts everyone, Zaf. But I don't know. He severed his link with me.
#ChaseForBook9
I actually agree with Blake. If he didn't like it you all should have stopped. Yes, the fight was fun, but like if he didn't like it then...
Hmm... Okay. *nods* Cool
Alastair... Heh. :D
Blake. Explain how pepper oil doesn't hurt your eyes...
Adra, I didn't think either of you liked TADRA at first. In fact, if I recall correctly, the first TADRA kiss only happened because I dared it into existence.
0.0
I WAS RESPONSIBLE FOR THE FIRST TADRA KISS. Woo!
#ChaseForBook9
I have a crazy idea, maybe we could lure a name out? I know if I was given a chance I could persuade John to try and take control from Alastair...I just need him to take my consious....I could try. John likes me...I know he does. I think if he could he'd try to protect me.
I miss Alastair :0 bae
That is true- I honestly don't remember. I love it now :)
Well, how about this. We don't do things to people that they don't want us to do, and we decide not to try to kill each other. Ok?
#ChaseForBook9
Good morning, afternoon, evening, or other time of day, Blogland.
I'm leaving for today.
Yeah. It was awkward afterwards.
Hello Sir!
Bye Blake! WAIT! PLEASE EXPLAIN?
Goodbye, hello.
Still isnt gone...damn hope its soon
I'm sorry, Blake- I don't think people were fully aware that you weren't RPing
It was a bit, Twip.
*Hugs Sir* :)
Hello.....................
I'm sorry.
Zaf, I've thought of trying to get other names out, but I'll remind you that Niccolò couldn't take control long enough to save his own family, even when there was only one name. John is weaker than Niccolò, and no amount of affection could bring either of them out.
#ChaseForBook9
Hey Sir!
Bye Blake. Sorry if we upset you.
Hey Fabi!
*Hugs Fabu*
Hello Fabi!
Greetings...
Ms. Temerity,
Ms. Dark,
Ms. Tesla,
Ms. Tempest,
Ms. Cryptic,
Ms. Kerias,
Mr. Pine,
Mr. Castalan,
and Mr. Soul, if you decide to stay.
If not, good bye, Mr. Soul.
John might be weaker, but Niccolò didn't know what was going on...what if we got a few names to work together? They're not all insane well you know what I mean...I bet we could...I could try I know what I need to do..if someone could contact Niccolò
Wait, we weren't rping?
...
Darn it
I'm so sorry
I thought because Eberus and a blogfight was involved that it was a rp thing
Oh, Blake- I'm sorry... If I knew you were actually offended, I wouldn't have said anything... *hugs*
#ChaseForBook9
It will be Mrs. Soon enoughthaoahwlxhsb
Naturally, Ms. Dark, but not yet.
True enough dear
You have nothing to be sorry for, Moss.
Zaf, I've thought of that, too. Multiple names working together could do it, but all the ones who might agree to that are already occupied keeping War back. And a lot of them have no way of knowing which threats are real and which aren't, anyway.
#ChaseForBook9
Blake I'm sorry I thought you were rping you usually do!
...
Quite.
I thought we were.
...Blake wasn't rping? Oh...
QUITE BACK
I'm sorry.
I'm sorry for what happened, and I'm sorry for any part I may have had in it. I acknowledge that my natural strategy of "stay calm and try to help, but don't get involved until you snap and can't not get involved" wasn't very effective, either the silence or the snapping bit. I apologize for any badly-stated points that may have hurt anyone. My goal was not to hurt anyone, even if that someone was hurting my friends, and therefore myself. My goal was simply to stop the bitterness and make this place safe again for everyone. If I lashed out after seeing very un-subtle hinted hatred, it was not because of anything personal I had or have against any participating party. I simply did not and do not want to see one of my close friends antagonized and verbally attacked every time she tried to enter the place that I and others once called a sanctuary. I still do not want to see that, and if it continues (which I hope will not be the case), I will tell whoever is using hateful language to stop, though I will do my best to be above losing my temper.
In summary, I'm sorry for anything I may have said or done to hurt any of you, and I'm giving this place another chance. Because when something takes up most of your spare time for over a year, it's really hard to let go, even when you've "left."
And on that note, hello everyone.
Shit...he's not talking to me...
Ari! Aro! Aro could try! Aro's powerful he can't be fooled by Alastair's visions!
A pleasure to see you again, Ms. Cryptic. Even if I disagree with the sentiment that you have anything to apologize for, that was well-written nonetheless.
Ms. Dark, there is no need to shout.
Oh god we really upset him. Chi I'm really sorry I didn't mean to hurt his feelings I was just fooling around.
Blake...
I'm so sorry...
I really thought we were just roleplaying there...
*hugs Blake* *hugs Chione* Sorry...
#ChaseForBook9
I really thought it was roleplay too! I didn't think he wasn't...
It's good to have you back, Moss. :)
#ChaseForBook9
I don't think that it's anything to do with the joke and I don't really think he's angry at you. You know, me and him...we aren't just RP, we really do love each other and he gets really upset, even for jokes about him or me being with someone else...He's actually really sweet like that...
Sorry Blake.
*Hugs Fab*
*Nods*
*Must now close this tab lest my interweb becomes low*
So...
Goodbye
*Disappears to go off places*
Blake (if you read this)--
I'm sorry things got out of control there. I hope that if people knew you were serious about being uncomfortable with the ship, that they would have stopped sooner. If if makes you feel any better, there was a point in time where people were shipping me with a piece of fruit. That was weird.
[hugs Adra]
Hi Amethyst!
Hi Silente!
Thank you, Ari. [hugs]
Thank you, Sir. It's a pleasure to see you as well.
Wbd.
it's alright guys, he'll come around soon. He only stays like this for a while. At most he won't speak to me until tomorrow evening. I hope...
That's real cute Chi. Seriously though we didn't meant to upset him. It won't happen again.
... :(
Oh, Chi, that's so sweet!
I hope he's ok...
#ChaseForBook9
Goodbye, Adra.
I'm sure we'll all be more careful about it in the future, Chione.
Good bye, Ms. Dark.
*sighs*
*lays in grass*
*lays next to Zafira* You ok?
*walks over to Chione and Zafira*
*lays on grass next to them*
*looks up at clouds*
He is powerful, Zaf, but no amount of power can prepare him for Alastair's head. It's a complete mess. And even if he can see past the illusions, whichever names he talks to still won't know what's real.
#ChaseForBook9
[Fabi still isn't here in the roleplay. If you'd like, though, I can bring another character]
He's the most powerful from his world! He could try...please Ari? It's worth a shot.
Aro: I could try. I know I am insane to say but....I could try. If I work with a name Alastair won't bother to watch I can try to make the one name see reality, its like working wth the clinically insane, which I've done. I will be honored to attempt.
*Lorcan runs after the girl. She is quick but the silver dripping from her is making it easier to follow. Why was her silver melting off her?
He suddenly pushed his hand forward and a wall of silver rushed up in front of her. She stopped and gasped, not ready for it.
Lorcan caught and was about to ask her something when suddenly he was knocked back onto the ground by a very hard ball of silver. He lay, winded on the grass.
The girl walked over and stood over him, the silver dripping from her hands again when she fired. He wasn't ready for what happened next.
She put all her silver strength into her foot and brought it crashing down onto his chest. He screamed as he heard several ribs break and smash. He made a gurgling sound as blood came rushing out of his mouth. He couldn't catch his breath, his lungs felt like nothing but deflated balloons. His heart was beating quickly and painfully, trying to deal with the damage that had just been inflicted on his body.
The girl bowed down until she was a few inches from his face, her foot getting even heavier from the pressure.*
Girl: If I ever see you again, there will be nothing left to find. Consider yourself lucky!
*She took her foot off him and ran, leaving Lorcan in the small clearing alone.
No one knew where he was.
No one knew he was injured.
He couldn't heal himself, he wasn't ready.*
Hmmm I have no idea what's been happening in the blog but I hope that things end up okay.
Haven't posted here in ages.
*sends hugs to everyone*
((D: EMMMMMM))
Octa!!!!! *tacklehugs*
Crimson: Hey! Kid! *hops out of the treeline* You hurt?
Hello Octaboona! I haven't met you before! I'm Amethyst! Nice to meet you! :D
Hi Chi!
(Have we met? I think we did vaguely, it's been so long that I can't remember. Sorry if I did!)
Hi Amethyst!
Pleasure to meet you too :)
Hello Octa. :-)
Hi Fabi :)
Octa! How are ye?
I'm good Trip :)
On holiday right now, so less busy than usual.
University is so much fun, but also the work is intense.
((I changed my name, I used to be Tanith and Valkyrie lover, been on here for 2 years? was around with kalista, dragona, Aquilia and Isabella?))
((Oh my god that's you!))
OCTALALALALALALA *hugs*
*not here*
Oh cool! Love the new name!
ADRAMABOBBLE
*hugs back*
I would jump in but I'm not dealing with Lorcan injured for the millionth time
Sorry for poofing.
I was reading back in some old comment threads (I have been such a dummy in my time, omfg xD), and I just feel like... Wow.
You are all amazing humans.
I don't know who I would be without each of you who are here and all of those who are not.
But I like the human who I have become during the past three years of living. I believe that. And I'm glad of it.
And I just want to drop in a thank you all for carving my life and continuing to do so, now.
*hugs all*
Like I said, you all are amazing human beings. :)
#ChaseForBook9
You're an amazing human being as well, Taia. [hugs]
Hey Taia!
Yeah I love doing that.
I too have been a bit of a dummy :P
@Chi: O_O I had no idea. o0 Wow. Awesome. :) :) :)
OCTABOONA AMBROSIUS. *glomps* Hello! :)
#ChaseForBook9
*Lorcan can't move. Literally. He tries to talk but can do nothing but gurgle out more blood.*
(That's fine Zaf. Whatever you want to do)
Alexis: *sees through the link* Holy hell Lorcan?! Wher are you?!
Hey Em :) Hey Zaf :)
*hugs Fabi back* :)
@Octa: Maybe it's just one of life's necessities? You have to be a dummy at one time or another? :P
#ChaseForBook9
What, you guys are surprised that I have been here for 3 years? ((was 3 years on September, forgot))
And Trip, did you used to know me as my old name?
@ Taia, yeah I guess so.
It's more a mixture of amusement and facepalming I guess.
Crimson: Wow, you're really messed up bad. *grabs him by the shoulders* Cyyyomon! *lifts him over her shoulder* I'll get you to a doctor. *begins to trudge toward her cave* So... who was that girl? Ex? Jealous admirer? Cultist?
*sighs, the atmosphere finally having calmed, and walks into the woods* *once out of eyeshot of the others, breaks into a run* *after a bit, reaches Lorcan* *stops so suddenly she nearly falls over* Lorcan! *lurches forward again and falls to her knees by his side* Oh my gosh...
#ChaseForBook9
Well, i think as Edward Roberts, I was acquainted with Tanith and Valkyrie lover.
Hey Everyone...
I'm back
((Ok, forget that but about kneeling beside him)) *runs over to Crimson* Are you a healer?
#ChaseForBook9
Hi Blake. Pleasure to meet you :)
Yo Blake, how are yeh?
Crimson: Rather, the opposite. Ever meet Jack the ripper?
Hello Octaboona, nice too meet you as well
Blake! Sorry! *hugs*
It's fine Amethyst, I'd rather let the whole thing go
I'm really sorry Blake. I didn't mean to upset you or anything and I should have thought before I spoke/types but I didn't because I don't really think before I do stuff which gets me in trouble but that's besides the point. I was only joking earlier and I feel really bad for upsetting you and I swear it won't happen again. Basically what I'm saying is sorry.
*sits up from the grass and awkwardly plays with her hands*
Okay. :D
((Blake! I'm so sorry- I genuinely thought you were only roleplaying your discomfort. If I knew you were actually offended, I wouldn't have said anything. It's so sweet that you feel that strongly about your relationship with Chi, and I totally respect that. I'm so sorry we upset you.))
#ChaseForBook9
Same here, I was just joking around, I didn't mean to hurt you.
@Chi: No, I just didn't know that was you. :)
And it's like... there's a thing where things come together, and, like... idk. Kind of homogenize. Conglomerate. I don't know.
I found a word that would fit this. I wrote it down, but I can't find it, now.
But it's a bit like when Wayne Coyne says that all of the subatomic pieces come together and unfold themselves in a second... idk. Kind of resolution.
Yeah. :)
#ChaseForBook9
Taia, did you know me back then too?
I should probably be going now.
Goodbye, all.
Guys, thanks and all. But seriously, I'd just rather we forget it happened
Bye Fabi!
The opposite? *instinctively brings her hands closer to her face* You're not going to hurt him, are you?
#ChaseForBook9
Alexis: *stalks off and finds the others* Woah woah who te hell touched him?! Someone get my mom- she can heal
((Alright then, Blake- consider it forgotten. :)
Bye, Moss!))
#ChaseForBook9
Crimson: No! I met him once! I wanted to help him. I CAN severely injure people, it doesn't mean that I Will. Do you?
@Chi: I'm pretty sure so, to some extent. :) ^^
I'm gonna head off. *hugs ever'body, and hands cookies to all* :)
Bye!
#ChaseForBook9
Bye Taia! *hugs*
*goes into the house and collapses into one of the massive chairs*
Bye Taia!
*nibbles cookie*
Bye Taia!
Do I severely hurt people, you mean? Only if they hurt me first. Or my friends. Alexis is right- we need a healer. Fast. I can only manipulate blood, and it looks like some of his ribs are broken, so if I tried to clot the blood it'd only mess him up. How far away is Zaf?
#ChaseForBook9
Alexis: guys I can help!
Alexis: Her treehouse. She can shadow-walk, shall I get her? (Always assume unless with Lorcan Aro is with Lexi)
Crimson: Well, considering we're about a mile or so from the dynamite forest, a very long way.
Yes, please, Alexis. Unless you have a faster idea...? *doesn't know Crimson's name*
#ChaseForBook9
Crimson: You can try.
Lorcan: I don't know Lexi, I don't know...
*Lorcan lets out a raspy, jagged breath as he starts to go in and out of consciousness, the pain taking over*
I can run a mile in six minutes... Faster if I try...
#ChaseForBook9
Crimson: On track, but not through forest.
Aro: mom get here now
*shadow-walks* Jesus Christ Aro! I have an importan- oh my god!!! *goes over to Lorcan* Hey buddy...I got this. *draws sigils and begins to heal him*
Alexis: I always am amazed by her when she does that.
I never run on tracks.
#ChaseForBook9
Crimson: And the excess energy isn't half massive...
Oh! Or we could just do the mental thing. That's clearly- ok, yeah, that's better.
#ChaseForBook9
Aro: I'm the most powerful Sense-Warden from Mevolent'd dimension, I know what I'm doing.
Yeah- sorry. I just sort of forgot that was an option. I'm not always the most efficient in the heat of the moment... *laughs halfheartedly* Yeah... I do respect what you do, though. It's quite impressive.
#ChaseForBook9
Crimson: That can't stop Zafira's sigils from generating heat.
Is it a problem that they generate heat?
#ChaseForBook9
Crimson: *puts Lorcan down, and holds up four fingers* You good? How many fingers am I holding up?
Crimson: Well, it's not very comfortable.
Oh, right. *creates a cool breeze* How's that?
#ChaseForBook9
*Lorcan blinks a few times before sitting bolt upright, gasping heavily for breath*
Lorcan: *whispers* holy shit...
Crimson: Thank you kindly.
Feeling better champ?
Feel alright? *steps back a little exhausted*
Aro: Thank you Elder Tesla.
looks like trips soul and IP belong to Derek. Hopefully.
*hugs the landy for saying what i wanted to say*
Hey Snow!
Oh my god it does.
Lucky I don't currently HAVE any IP, and he already owned my soul.
hey ami!! *huggles*
*pokes trip*
How are you?
*pokes Snow twice*
Lorcan: I'm feeling... alive! if that's okay.
I saw someone else, a girl, but she was like me. Silver hair and eyes, and she could use silver as well
But there was something different about her, something not right...
better then yesterday. :)
better then yesterday. :)
:) that's good *huggles back*
*frowns at trip* OH IT'S ON! *pokes him four times*
You're okay? And that girl- I don't know. i thought you were the only one.
No, Derek won't own Trip's soul and IP, it isn't changing my attitude towards her.
oh... *huggles zaf* okay.
Good Snow, that's good. We're all here for you, if you happen to need us.
Crimson: I see. Well now you're better I have absolutely no inclination to stay whatsoever, so good luck, Lorcan.
*she stops* Now, I was going to my cave, but she threw me off course. She ran that way,*points* didn't she?
*hugs Em, because i've hugged everyone else*
*pokes SIXTEEN times*
I said end it, not change opinions forever.
shhhhhh!! *tapes zaf and trips mouths shut* no fighting plzzz!!!
oh, and *pokes trip SIXTY-FOUR times*
It hasn't ended it no no no it fueled my hatred towards her. It did nothing but make me decide how much I was right.
please zaf, no fighting today. *hugs*
I honest to god doubt Derek is reading the comments. I really do, it was Adra who tweeted him. On 3/6/14. I saw. I am not stupid I know what she did and I find it cowardly and low, you can't fight your own battles. *shrugs* If I have a problem I don't tattle to the adults. Unless it was physical like punching me, so I find what she did quite sad.
*pokes her 256 times*
Fine. Whatever. I give up, then. Looks like I'm safe to register intellectual property.
It would shorten the dispute by five years and save millions of lives.
Sorry, I had to.
ZAF!
I AM TRYING TO REMAIN NEUTRAL HERE!! FOR GODS SAKES I UNDERTAND SOME OF WHAT YOU'VE SAID, BUT YOU'RE TAKING IT TO THE EXTREME. YOU ARE MY BLOG SISTER AND I ADMIRE YOU. BUT PLEASE!!!!!
*HUGS ALL*
oh my god. that looks so much worse than i meant because i bumped caps lock!! SORRY!!
*HUGS SNOW*
Oh, sorry. *hugs Snow.*
Well come on guys, think logical. Derek has been writing a book, where the hell does he have time to read comments? He barely tweets. I'm not stupid, I analyzed the post. Adra or someone told him. Adra asked for a post about bullying. She got her wish, Derek threatened our favorite characters but its not like I have a character I'm attached to, Ravel was it but he's screaming in pain. Unless he treatened that I won't be in Book 9, then I'd probably wet myself in fear.
zaf......
Lorcan: I thought I was the only one too...
(Not on the blog Zaf. Please.)
Zaf, that he'd kill you off was heavily implied. He never said Zafira Kerias because it isn't just you doing bad things. We all perpetuate this by listening to your crazy ramblings, and I have no doubt that something has happened elsewhere, and I know there's a history... but STILL.
Crimson: *coughs* Did she run that way, or am I wrong? I'd like to go home.
Zaf, i just want to point out that before i came on here, before i even read the new post, i emailed you to see if you were alright. because i was worried about you. even after some of the harsher things you said that i didn't agree with. and i'm still worried about you. god knows why.
i love this place. and i'm sick of the fights. so... i think i might go for now.i'll be back latter.
and... *hugs all for about the 5th time in 10min*
bye.
*hugs*
Great. See, Zaf, why can't you just buck the hell up like the rest of us? When you disagree with something it's okay to say so, but not like this. If you are genuinely angry, don't run a concerted campaign to destroy the person, just don't really talk to them. There's no need for all this arguing.
It only hurts people.
It just irritates me, why would you bother the guy?! I mean I get it, going to the adult but for Christ's sake he's writing the 9th book, I don't want to get killed off and I'll do whatever I have to so that I can live....I really don't actually feel right thinking he'd kill of my OC I just...it makes me feel uncomfortavle....*sighs* I can't control what Derek does but I just really don't want to have ZafTC killed...I want to be America's Grand Mage it just means so much to me he doesn't understand....
I'll be back...I'm remembering something I want to cry about... Give me a few I'm going by my gerbils
All right, that's it. Zaf, it's clear to me, that the only way to get away from this is to act as if every one of your comments is blank. It was originally nice knowing you, but mostly it's been hell. I hope you find peace somewhere. I wish you a good life.
Hope you don't mind me dying, because that's what I'm doing. Good day/night.
Trip, please. I know it's hard not to get angry, but you have to try to calm down. Ignoring her will only hurt her more, which will lead her to lash out more, and so on. It's a cycle. And it can't be broken by outbursts, anger, or bitterness. It won't be broken by ignoring her. We have to forgive each other for everything. Then we can move on. The more of us that act or speak against each other, the worse off all of us will be.
#ChaseForBook9
...what just happened?
Alright, nobody react negatively to that. I'm going to talk to her.
#ChaseForBook9
TRIP!!!!!
...this is bad...really bad...
...are things getting worse or better? I can't tell anymore...
*not here*
Snow? If you're not here, should I still say hi? ...I'm confused now...
HELLO!
*hugs amy* worse. and i feel it's my fault for bringing it up... so much for a good day... *hugs everyone*
*isn't here*
Well, for me things can only go up. Unfortunately for you guys, they may go down. Now, I do try and be as kind and as helpful and fun as possible, but today, I'm throwing you all under the bus. I hope you can forgive me.
...*mumbles* I love being thrown under buses...
Throwing us under the bus...?
#ChaseForBook9
I'm going to go now... Hope things get better! Bye!
Well, as you said, thee likelihood of this having a positive impact on you is very low, but it's good for me. But I've had it with this, it's petty and dumb, and I'm above it. Some people need to simply learn to get over this sort of thing. So I'm done. Before, I was just ignoring the silly ones, but now it's all of them.
I hoped she could change.
She doesn't deserve my hope.
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