all work and no play makes Jack a dull boy all work and no play makes Jack a dull boy all work and no play makes Jack a dull boy all work and no play makes Jack a dull boy all work and no play makes Jack a dull boy all work and no play makes Jack a dull boy all work and no play makes Jack a dull boy all work and no play makes Jack a dull boy all work and no play makes Jack a dull boy all work and no play makes Jack a dull boy all work and no play makes Jack a dull boy all work and no play makes Jack a dull boy all work and no play makes Jack a dull boy all work and no play makes Jack a dull boy all work and no play makes Jack a dull boy all work and no play makes Jack a dull boy
gibber.
Work is progressing. December and most of January was taken up with short stories. I still have to edit them. I'll have to do that soon, over the next few days... But I'm also back on the book. Writing away. Skipping chunks and writing important bits. I'm on the final confrontation now, making sure everything fits together. Even though there is a lot more writing to do, loads of gaps to fill in and storylines to link up, I am TECHNICALLY writing the end of the book at the moment. Will I finally get to find out how it ends? Or will I leave that blank also, to be finished off when everything else is complete?
I don't know. I really don't.
I have, maybe, another month of writing ahead of me before the first draft is done. Every morning I wake up, lie in bed for an hour (yes, it is good to be a writer) and think about the sequence I need to write that day. Then I'm up and writing. There is very little time to think about other things, such as writing blogs or tweeting, and I know you understand that, but I do want to thank you all for your patience. I don't like being silent for this long — but soon, I won't have to be.
Soon.
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«Oldest ‹Older 3601 – 3800 of 4915 Newer› Newest»*Quicker than Crimson could blink, Drew had her by her throat with the shadows against the wall of the cave*
Drew: And here I thought I had made a friend who could help me out. I thought I was going to help you out as well. Guess you've been talking to someone. Hmmm I wonder who?? Oh I know. Castalan!
-
Emerald: I'm in a hospital...
*She then looks down to see the various stitchings and bandage wrappings on her body.*
In too much of a happy mood to be tored. Help. :P
I'm not sleepy at all.
Probably overtired or something.
I HAVE A FRENCH TEST TOMORROW FUCK THIS.
(I mean, usually when I come here wben I can't sleep, I feel tired.)
(Now? Wide awake.)
*not really here*
#ChaseForBookNine
*She nods* Okay... Okay. *Nods* I'll have to go upstairs, call someone. *She kisses him once more* I'll be back in a bit, okay?
*Stumbles back, climbing from the crate and makes her way upstairs*
Crimson: How would that buffoon know anything about shadowmancy? I do want to help you, and trust me I am, so don't make me hurt you. Please, for me?
#ChaseForBook9
I have tried googling 'feeling hapoy for no reason', but it just gives me a load of websites telling me how to find the secret to eternal happiness. :P
#ChaseForBookNine
*Drew's hands started burning. The damn silver was still burning him. He snarled and growled viciously as he unfurled the shadows and started pacing.*
watch SeaNanners, Star
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...
:D
*watching*
*has to wake up in six and a half hours*
#ChaseForBookNine
Herrow Star. Um, we're all going to die some day? That tends to make people less happy?
#ChaseForBook9
:D Fabi!!! *Hugs*
*watching roleplay
@Adra: Phone. Night. :P
#ChaseForBookNine
Yes. I got you here and Lorcan took care of Chase. All is well. We just need you to get better.
@Trip: It's not exactly happy. I've previously called it hyper, but according to google 'hyper' is wanting to be active, so I've revised it to 'happy'. Also, deep emotions don't tend to help me feel sleepy. Thanks, though. :)
#ChaseForBookNine
Crimson: *gasps, doubled over fore a moment* Drew? What...s wrong?
#ChaseForBook9
I may just listen to music.
I think that music generally makes me more sleepy but prevents me from sleeping.
Idk, though . . .
*maybe fours*
#ChaseForBookNine
[hugs Adra]
*Waves to Star if she goes*
-
*She makes it up to the bar and pulls out her phone, calling a number*
*She waits*
*Drew showed her his hands, the little flecks of silver still shining.*
Drew: I'm irritated, in pain. I just want this done with so me and her can go and not be bothered. Is that really too much to ask?
-
Emerald: I won't get better. I've accepted that now.
Crimson: As a shadowmancer, it may be.
#ChaseForBook9
You will. I've been tortured to near death, I'm alive today. I have a wonderful team of healers. They'll get you fixed, physically. Then I can try to help you gain your memories. But I need your total trust. I've never done what I am going to do to a living person, but I believe what will happen will give you tour memories back.
*The other side of the phone picks up*
*She smiles* Ovid, how are you?
*Nods* Of course, hey, listen I have a request...
*nods* Yes. I need-
*Frowns*
*Looks at her phone, soft music playing from it*
...
Bastard put me on hold..
My mom made a garbanzo bean out for thanksgiving. It was good.
And she's made a potato cake before.
*pie
How does pie correct to out?
Drew: You're not making sense!!!
-
*Emerald nods her head slowly and sadly, the tears running down her face again*
Emerald: I'll try...
Many things, too many to count, perhaps...
Mmmmm, cake.
Crimson: Do... Do you not know? Have you really never figured it out?
#ChaseForBook9
*She paces across the floor, waiting for her to come off hold*
...
For Chrissakes. *Glares at her phone*
Thank you. *goes over and gently hugs* When they clear you we'll try. I don't want to hurt you.
Drew: Figured what out?
-
*Emerald nods as she lets Zaf comfort her.*
Crimson: Isn't it clear? It changes your mind, messes you up! Isn't an odd pattern that your brother was a sadist, impulsive, quick to anger, and you're already showing these signs, not to mention that all shadowmancers end up like this.
#ChaseForBook9
*lets go* I do not think I will hurt you...I think I shall try with the memories.
(Em- if you want me to I will but it's up to you if it works.
Gtg, bbs.
#ChaseForBook9
*Her phone picks up, and the sighs in relief* Thank gods...
*She quickly makes her request*
*Nods*
*Makes her way back down to where Trip is, being careful to not fall*
Bye Trip! *hugs*
Bye Kallie, as well! *hugs*
Bai Kallie
Bye Trip and Kallie
*She pauses, and almost smacks her forehead, going back upstairs*
Completely forgot...
*Slips outside, lightly jogging for her lab*
So apparently everyone wishes they took a picture of my face when Derek said I cheated on Ravel with Crux. I think I was in shock. God he is ugly and Ravel's a Dead Man....I like Ravel better. And the 16 Asian kids and Serephia.
All of us remembered when we heard Do You Hear the People Sing
I have returned!
#ChaseForBook9
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Thats impossible to read. Yeah
*1:23
I have an odd fascination with countdowns...
Hey Trip!
Um... Yes.
#ChaseForBook9
Love it, Fabi!!
*Adra makes her way back down to the crate, carrying a sandwich on a plate, taking small bites out of it*
*goes back to office and sees Javier* H-hi.
Javier: Hey *wraps arms around* *backs off* I'm sorry. I forgot how you're not used to me.
Its alright. *sits down* I'm pretty caln around you. Not sure why.
*whistles, moving around destroying scourgeweed*
#ChaseForBook9
*Gets down there*
*Blinks*
...Hi.
Javier: You shouldn't be. If Trip ever found me he'd have my head. *has arms around gently*
If he did...
Javier: Maybe he got sidetracked with sexy time via Adra.
Oh my god did you just say that?!
Oh, hello love!
#ChaseForBook9
Hey there... *Ambles over to him* Ah... Whatcha doing?
Gtg. [hugs]
Bye Fabu *hugs*
Slowly working my way through all this Scourgeweed.
#ChaseForBook9
Right... The scourgeweed that's going to unhinge your emotions, correct?
Well, the removal of it, but yes.
#ChaseForBook9
Right... Well- do be careful.
*She watches his every move carefully, still taking small bites from her sandwich*
*is starting to put some flair into the destruction*
#ChaseForBook9
*She finishes her sandwich, feeling the tiny human move around more, and makes a small noise when she feels a pain in her broken rib- the kid had undoubtedly stuck a foot against it*
*Groans, and sits down instead, watching Trip from the floor*
Javier: *laughs* How are you going to do what is needed?
I'll manage *sighs* Aro is awake.
Javier: I want to meet my son. *gently takes Zaf's hand* you're beautiful today. Though you always are.
Thank you. *leads him to Aro*
Aro: Mom
Hey. Someone here to meet you.
Javier: hello Aro.
Aro: Dad?!
Javier: Yes I am.
Aro: *eyes widen* I have parents...
You do Aro.
Javier: I promise you do.
Aro: *smiles sinking back into a heavy sleep*
*Javier takes Zaf to the treehouse*
*She picks at her nail for a moment, then speaks* How did you even get this much scourgeweed?
I grew it. It spreads quite fast.
#ChaseForBook9
Still...
*Frowns*
*Sighs, feeling a twinge of guilt*
Is there anything I can do that can help? Anything at all?
oh...everyone is on this one?
I'm not sure you ought to stay here.
Javier: *kisses hand* I will do whatever it takes to earn your trust back. I promise.
*watches for a moment* alright. I trust you.
Javier: Where may I sleep?
Anywhere. I guess
Aye, Amethyst
How are you guys?
Cold, you?
I'm suppose to be doing work...haha. I got distracted. :)
*tsks her* If you've got work to do, procrastination will only hurt you
You could destroy Scourgeweed I guess?
#ChaseForBook9
Ms. Dark, Mr. Castalan, simply so you know, there is a new post.
*Raises an eyebrow* How do I do that, pray tell?
Wuuuuuurt?
Trip Castalan, awaaaaaaaaaaay! *flies off*
#ChaseForBook9
-Of course there is-
My brother was just saying "nom" to the nyan cat theme
New post
Oh. There's actually comment space here. Good to know.
Shocking usually we're like years in the past
Alexis: *sits bitterly watching Adra talk with Lorcan, unhappy with her limited time with him being taken*
i want, how ya doin, about the boy, these four walls, everything about you, make you believe, you and i, strong, everybody hurts, little white lies, for the first time in forever(:
*Leo steps out from Adra's doorway. He is smiling playfully*
Leo: You need a hand?
-
*Lorcan sits on the porch and let the silver streak down his face now. He needed some way to get the anger to calm down. He was half tempted to go up and kill Drew but Adra was right. There had to be some way to save Drew from the shadows, just as much as they needed to save his mam.*
Do you think I was bothering to read every comment? No. Could ask nicely.
Alexis: *goes down by Lorcan a bit scared*
Leo: Anytime for a cup of tea and a catch up? Congradulations by the way, I didn't think you would look so big.
I mean...
I...
*Leo starts to blush*
-
*Lorcan looks up and sees Alexis. He smiles slightly, all the crying was starting to make him feel tired.*
Lorcan: I'm okay babe, honestly.
Alexis: I wasn't sure...*sits beside* how are you?
*Lorcan smiles again*
Lorcan: I'm okay I guess. Pissed off to fuck!!
*his fists change to silver again*
Alexis: why are you mad? I'd be happy...well maybe not
Brb food
Em! *hugs* I'm so happy to see you here!
Also, hello everyone! *hugs everyone, ghosters included*
#ChaseForBook9
[hugs back]
Oh, look! A wild Moss appeared! *cuddles the wild Moss*
#ChaseForBook9
Rawr.
Tbh, I've been kind of ghosting for hours, but yeah. :-P
The entire house smells like lemons. :-)
Hmmmm... *muses over deleted comments*
#ChaseForBook9
Hey Ari!
[Frowns slightly]
[Puts lemon buttercream frosting on one deleted comment and orange frosting with bits of candied ginger on the other]
[Adds a pinch of lemon zest to the lemon one and a candied ginger heart on the other]
Lemon can be a pleasant scent, I think. I like it. Hopefully, it smells nice to you.
#ChaseForBook9
That would be my cue to tiptoe off into the abyss of half-finished ideas, then.
Yes, I love lemon. :-)
Hello, Zaf!
Ooh! *stares at icing* 0.0
#ChaseForBook9
[Puts purple frosting with rainbow sprinkles on the new deleted comment]
[Really leaves now]
*pets Ari* I just am sitting here waiting for the Daytona 500 to start. Mom said i could stay up til 9:45 if its still going.
Adra!! *hugs* Hi!
*hasn't read the comments, but hugs Mara tightly*
#ChaseForBook9
My apologizes for my outburst Adra. I've recently been irritable. Try not to wish hell on me.
I was hoping to finish from Wednesday....
Sure, Adra- I've missed it, too. Niccolò is occupied currently, but if you wanted to do it in the past that would work, and if you want to do it in the present you could talk to me.
Bye, Moss.
#ChaseForBook9
It's fine, Zaf- I can multitask.
#ChaseForBook9
Should I assume myself to best just be prepared to be soloing tonight? Not saying that in a nasty way just being quite honest
Msd for a bit, though- I just walked in the house, so I have to unpack and all that.
#ChaseForBook9
If you want Ari. I'm here all night. Well not all night...you get what I mean. Alright.
Ari eers this ties into what was going on if you got the email i sent this weekend.
:-/
[Pops back in with more lemon buttercream frosting for the deleted comments]
[Might stay just for the purpose of frosting comments, but I really don't want to deal with these negative emotions going on, so I'm not sure if I even should try to be here, but those comments need frosting.]
[At the same time, I don't want to be annoying. Maybe I'd best go]
[Frosts the deleted comments]
[Leaves frosting bowl in case anyone wants to eat some]
[Vanishes to work on my emotional outburst thing]
*lays in grass* 2:15 they delayed the race. 7:05 still delayed. This better be freakin brilliant.
8:30
I long to say you're welcome here
You can be happy now
That you're home
Hi Fabi
Hello.
Still waiting for the race. And my dad is snoring so bad its irritating like he always sleeps. I told him to go to bed he hasnt freakin moved and i never watch the race in HD so I'd like to for once
I'm sorry to hear that.
He actually moved. And yay racing starting any second
VICTORY IS MINE
I WILL RULE THE WORLD
I WILL DOMINATE THE UNIVERSE
I WILL...
Save five dollars and fifty cents. Yup.
What the heck?
Sorry.
Its okay Fabi!
Dynamite
I dedicate this page to the Daytona 500. Longest delay in history and they're actually driving. Yay.
Uh to spring because I'm sick of snow. And to the flowers.
Haaaaaaaapppyyy biiiiiiiiiiirrrrrthdaaaaaaayyy dear supremegalacticcommaaaaaander...
You return lol
Yeah.
I'm recording, though, so wbd.
Think ill sleep night
Oh, bye then.
Don't let go of that
Which makes you feel like crying
It keeps you human
Hia
wbd, writing a love letter to pull a prank on my friend/enemy
I see.
My friends idea. I'm doing it 'cause I owe her.
Ah.
...
Quite
You can be beautiful, wonderful , anything you wanna be
Little meeeee
So...
I've been coming up with evil plots.
I can't tell you what they are though! And it's annoying me!
Evil is fun
Ikr?
I'm sorry for my lack of conversationingness.
Sorry for mine.
Heh...
XD
I get emails when you comment on my blog apparently. Nics spamming
Why thank you.
Any time
You are perfectly you, fab. Never, ever, ever change. Or maybe do... I cant imagine it'd be fun to stay the same age forever...
G2g, diner
Okay, so Number One of the Star Spam for today:
I forgot to email my German homework over half term.
SHIIIIIIIIIT.
So what do I say now?
"I'm sorry, Miss, I forgot my homework on Tuesday and I did say I was going to bring it on Wednesday, but I forgot, and then I did bring it on Thursday but I forgot to hand it in, and I tried on Friday but you were ill, and I was going to email it to you but I forgot. Yes, I forgot on every day in half term. Yes, that's nine days."
I don't think that sounds at all believable. D:
But it's TRUEEEEEEEEe.
And even if she does believe me, then that still is NOT GOOD. Not good at all. I need to work on my memory skills. :/
Number Two of Star Spam:
I recently got my hair cut so now it's shoulder length at the longest points (layers), and URGH. I hate it. It's so ANNOYING. It won't stay tucked behind my ears. It keeps coming out. It's totally untameable. :P
*wills hair to start growing*
#ChaseForBookNine
I mean, I tuck it there, but then it slides OUT. O_O
And then it just falls into my vision and gets in the way, plus it feels weird.
Mmh.
#ChaseForBookNine
*hugs stararar*
Good morning.
Hello.
Hi Dragona.
[Looks at the time stamp below comments]
It isn't morning for you, is it?
Good anti-morning, then.
No, it's evening. :P
Anti-morning, evening, whatever.
Just different ways of saying it :P
Exactly!
If you always said everything the same way, it would be boring!
Either that or practical.
I'm gonna go with boring, though.
Boring is the best thing to go for.
Wbd, need to accomplish things.
Good luck with your accomplishing.
New post
*twirls around randomly*
*flings arms out*
*falls over*
*coughs*
Ah.
You didn't see anything.
*coughs again*
*walks away, embarrassed*
Please let this work...
YESSSSS
YESSSSS
:DDDDDD
I HAVE MY LAPTOP!!
um, so, hey everyone.
mara here.
or jane. whichever.
i just wanted to put this here, so whenever the new post fills up, you would see this. i hate interrupting your roleplaying, and you seem to be doing it now, so...
right.
i've been gone for like four days, and being the attention whore i am, i kept ghosting. i wanted to see if anyone noticed. if anyone cared.
and i guess the answer's no.
blogland has changed so much. the people who used to come on have disappeared. and the people that i thought were friends with me started treating me in ways that i didn't really want to be treated.
i really really don't like it anymore. and i understand why so many people left now. it's so clear.
so i guess this is it, then.
i'm leaving.
if i can last four days, i can last forever.
i don't want to see any of you in dublin anymore. i guess i won't be going there in august. i understand how horrible this is, but it's the truth. i'm not really angry, or sad. just calm, and cold, and empty, and a little bit dead. i'm not trying to piss anyone off or guilt trip people. i've just been brought up being told to tell my feelings, i suppose.
but hey, even though i'm leaving, i guess the memories will still be here. little mix will still be here. you can forget about one direction though. i know how much people got annoyed whenever i mentioned them (sorry snow).
so, bye, i guess. maybe you won't see this, or you'll ignore it. i'm nothing here anymore. nobody really cares or likes me here. but i care about you. well. most of you. but that's another story.
- Mara, or Jane.
Damit Mara...
I didn't know her for long, but she seemed nice. And I have heard people wondering if she'll come back...I guess not...
Mara was nice. I didn't even know why she left...I wasn't here...
:( maybe she might come back? ...sometime later? when she gets bored?
Not for a while. It may be possible though.
I'm gonna go, have to get up early. Night people *hugs anyone who is there*
well...
*awkward silence*
now what?
Bye Chione!
...is anyone else on?
maybe O.o
oh! someone! and I never actually said hi to you officially...at the other roleplay...so...
HELLO!
Yes we were kind of busy killing each other, hello ^-^
...well...now what?
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