I've been pretty busy these last few weeks, while at the same time trying my best to take some time off.
Apparently, time off is a good thing. Time off is necessary. We released The Maleficent Seven at the start of the year, and we're gearing up to the release of Last Stand of Dead Men in EXACTLY one month's time. That's two books out in the same year, one written straight after the other, not to mention one or two other short stories for various things yet to be announced. So I've pretty much been working nonstop since November of 2012. Wow. When I say it like that, I suddenly start to feel very tired...
I'm still waiting to hear back from Harper Collins on things like the back cover reveal, and possibly putting up a sample chapter or two. I also need to pick a date for a VERY informal reader get-together in Dublin over the next few weeks. When I said I'd do this back in April I had no idea I'd be so busy, so hopefully I'll still be able to fit it in. Oh, and in a matter of days I'll be posting the tour schedule for LSODM, which will be kicking off at the Edinburgh Book Festival on August 25th- where copies of the new book WILL be on sale.
I normally HATE early releases, but seeing as how it's only a difference of four days PLUS the fact that the Edinburgh audience never reveal spoilers, I don't mind this at all.
Er... I think I've strayed from the point of this Blog entry... what was it again?
Yes! Time off! That's it!
So, I haven't ACTUALLY been able to take any time off, but then I've never been one for taking holidays. However, I have managed to watch a few movies in the evenings, and watch a few TV shows to relax, and to play a few video games. And THAT is the point of this Blog entry.
Over the past few months, I've played two very good games. Bioshock Infinite and Tomb Raider. I've talked about these games in an earlier post. Of the two, I preferred Tomb Raider. It just felt more visceral. The gameplay was excellent, the atmosphere was amazing, and the tension was nerve-shredding. But apart from all that, it was the character work that stood out. Tiny emotions flickering across Lara Croft's face, paired with such wonderful voice acting, meant that I really cared about her. I liked her, and I didn't want anything bad to happen to her. In contrast to the gritty, naturalistic world of Tomb Raider, Bioshock was hugely imaginative fun with great gameplay, stunning visuals, and a great supporting character. The best supporting character in video games, I reckoned.
And then came The Last Of Us.
The Last Of Us is survival horror. 20 years after the outbreak of a fungal virus that latches onto a person's mind and drives them insane, the world is in ruins. Survivors gather in quarantined cities. Life is miserable. Life is cheap. Death is quick, cruel, and common. But outside the walls of the cities, it's even worse. That's where the Infected roam.
(A fungal virus sounds pretty laughable, right? Type 'Cordyceps' in to any search engine. Read up on what it does to ants. Now imagine what it'd do to people.)
You control Joel, a man in his 50s who has to escort Ellie, a 14 year old girl, across America. They go from city to town to suburb to countryside to mountains, and not only do they have to avoid the Infected, they have to avoid most of the other survivors as well. Because these are NOT nice people.
This is a game that combines the best elements of both Tomb Raider and Bioshock Infinite. The world is grim and gritty but so, so beautiful. Lush greenery spills up from cracked cement. The sky is a million shades of orange at dusk. But the action is brutal. And the supporting character is astonishing.
Play this game for a few hours and you'll start to really care about Joel and Ellie. Play it for a few hours more and you'll find yourself terrified. You'll hear the clicking of the Infected around you as you crouch in the darkness, and you'll freeze in fear. Why? Because you want to keep Ellie safe. That's ALL you'll care about.
This is one of the best games I've ever played. Is it the most fun? No, that'd probably go to one of the Uncharted games, just for sheer entertainment. But this is definitely the scariest, the most tense, and the most involving. It sucks you in and it doesn't let you go. This is a masterpiece of gaming that will be used as a benchmark for all games that come after, and as a piece of storytelling it succeeds where so many other stories fail.
It's brilliant. If you're over 18, then ready yourself, and go play it.
Monday, July 29, 2013
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THE BACK COVER. O.O I NEED TO SEE THIS!
OH AND I TOLD EVERYONE ELSE AT THE PARTY YESTERDAY THAT THEY HAVE TO READ SP.
BECAUSE THEY DO. THEY'LL LOVE IT.
#ChaseForBook9
First again? WHAT IS THIS MADNESS?!
HELLOOOOOOOO! [Waves]
#ChaseForBook9
AHHH
FABIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII YOU GOT FIRST . . .
WHATTTTTTTTTTT. *cries* *has never gotten first on a blog post in my life, and is a whole blogyear older than Fabi*
#ChaseForBookNine
DEREK WHWRE ARE MY QUESTIONS, MAN?
SCREAM
#ChaseForBook9
AVENGED SEVENFOLD HAVE A SONG CALLED SCREAM!
#ChaseForBookNine
DEREK YOU'RE RELEASING IT ON LIAM'S BIRTHDAY
OH LORDY LOUIS
I AM INSTAGRAMMING THIS TO LIAMMNMM!!!!!! *screams*
#ChaseForBook9
STAR
*liaughs*
THAT IS SO LIKE YOU
DEREK PLEASE COME ON BLOGLAND D:
#ChaseForBook9
Sorry Star! [hugs]
I did have the advantage of being psychic, though, and knowing that Derek would post this morning, if that makes you feel any better. Granted, I didn't know it until this morning, but...
MARA YOU WILL PAY FOR THAT ENDING! D':
#ChaseForBook9
*cries in a ball*DEREK COME TO US PELASE YOU NEVER DO ANYMORE PLEASE ANSWER MY QUESTIONS
I'VE DON'T MY WAITING
12 YEARS IF IT
IN AZKABAN
@Maraness: It is? :O
WHAT HAS MUSIC DONE TO MY LIFE. :P
I said about when I screamed in McDonalds because I saw the word 'rev' in a sectence about revving up for summer on the back of my Sprite cup, didn't I? I think I did . . . Maybe not. :P
#ChaseForBookNine
@Fabi: It's not your fault. :P
It's mine. XD
I just always read the post before I post a comment. XD
BAD STRATEGY, STAR. :P
#ChaseForBookNine
[Gets out chocolate and cheddar cheese]
#ChaseForBook9
*frowns at the cheese*
#ChaseForBookNine
Fabi - *laughs evilly*
It had to happen :P
WAIT TILL YOU SEE THE REAL ENDING >:)
Star - Yep, you did XD
#ChaseForBook9
DEREK
DEREK
DEREK
DEREK
DEREK
DEREK
DEREK
ONE OF US
ONE OF US
ONE OF US
ONE OF US
what even was i before one direction
holy mother of nando's
*screams* SPAM DEREK'S TWITTER! GET HIM TO COME ON BLOGLAND!
#chaseForBook9
@Maraness: WELL I'M ALLOWED TO SAY IT AGAIN BECAUSE I AM A BUBBLE . . . oh wait no i'm not blaze turned me into a caterpillar NOOOOOOOOO.
(Does anyone know how to turn me back into a bubble? :/)
#ChaseForBookNine
I read the post first as well. I just read quickly. :-P
[Cheese frowns back]
MARA IF I WASN'T PLANNING A DEATH SCENE OF MY OWN SUBPLOT, I WOULD BE ATTACKING YOU WITH A CHEESETHROWER, DO YOU HEAR ME? D:
I tweeted him once!
#ChaseForBook9
DEREK GET OVER HERE THIS INSTANT, MISTER. (PLEASE).
My brother was given The Last of Us last week. I'm planning on waiting a few months, until he'll more likely let me use it. :P
#ChaseForBook9
HHHEEEEEEERRREEEESSSSS JOHNNY
OMG JONNY WHERE
*laughs because nobody will get her joke because she is a sad little fangirl who spends her days obsessing over a band who don't know she exists sigh*
FABI OMG THERE IS THIS THING ON THE COMPUTER CALLED THE LITTLE MIXER AND YOU MAKE YOUR OWN SONG USING LITTLE MIX CLIPS IT'S SO COOLLLLLL
#ChaseForBook9
Omg, one month to LSODM.
AHHHH!!!!
I notify my friends about the countdown everyday XD
Me and my friends did the 'pass out' challenge today, which is highly dangerous.
I found this out afterwards though.
I fainted and it was fun and then it kept not working and then I had a flashback and it was so scary that I stopped being dizzy and then yeah and then I forgot what happened, because I was going to tell my friends, but I forgot.
But it was so cool, even though it's dangerous and stuff.
#ChaseForBook9
*HUGS MARA*
IT IS OKAY. EVERYONE KNOWS HANNIBAL BUT NO ONE KNOWS SILENCE OF THE LAMBS
IT PUTS THE LOTION ON ITS SKIN OR IT GETS THE HOSE AGAIN
IENI [hugs]
I AM NOT ON THE COMPUTER RIGHT NOW! D: I NEED GO TRY IT THOUGH.
#ChaseForBook9
Actually, Derek, come to think of it, it seems that you and my brother have pretty similar taste in video games...
He favours Uncharted, too. :3 ^^
@Adra: I'VE BEEN TRYING TO WATCH SILENCE OF THE LAMBS FOR SO LONG.
BUT I PARTIALLY DON'T WANT TO BECAUSE LIKE HANNI WHEN HE'S YOUNGER AND UNDERCOVER-LY AND HAS MIKKELSEN CHEEKBONES. BUT I MOSTLY NEED TO WATCH IT AT SOME POINT. :P
ANd, also need to read the Red Dragon, and the other books. And the other films.
Ugh. I need more time for Hannibal in my life. :P
#ChaseForBOok9
SILENCE OF THE LAMBS OMG DONT EVEN
MIKKLESEN AND CUMBERBATCH HAVE CHEEKBONES THAT CUT LIKE A KNIFE ON DEAD SKIN
DEREK, SWEETIE PLEASE
Hey, Fabi!:) *ninjaeroplanetacklehugs*
I don't really play any video games. I'm silly like that.
I think I look very ridiculous in these glasses...
#ChaseForBook9
DEREK PLEASE WE LOVE YOU
#ChaseForBook9
Apparently he's gone to see his nieces.
#ChaseForBook9
O.O
I typed that, and iTunes just started playing the Mads Mikkelsen song. ITunes wasn't even /turned on/. And I mentioned Mikkelsen's cheekbones and BAM.
#ChaseForBook9
BULLSHIT
DEREK DONT ABANDON YOUR MINIONS
*does air quotes irl*
Of course he's "playing" with his "nieces".
*scowls*
HE DOESN'T LIKE US :(
#ChaseForBook9
@Adra: Did you watch the Hannibal tv series? :3 ^^
Cheekbones - agreed. :3
Cumberbatch was on a television show a couple of weeks ago - don't remember what - but my mum just, like shook her head and said "He is a weird looking guy", and I'm like: ._.
xD
#ChaseForBook9
Mara, we are too peasanty for him - he's the Golden God;)
He's not come back on on Twitter, so I don't think he is coming on:(
#ChaseForBook9
I don't really play video games either...
D: WHYYYYYY DEREK?
#ChaseForBook9
You're probably right, Ieni.
#ChaseForBook9
I AM NOT A PEASANT
*is insulted*
WHY, I LEARNED MY SASS FROM THE SASS MASTA OF DONCASTA;)
seriously though i am such a peasant like gosh
#ChaseForBook9
*hugs everybody who appeared*
*hugs everybody who was already here*
*hugs everybody else*
#ChaseForBook9
I can't control my anger and I've been
About to explode far too many times
I've seen my dreams becoming more violent
Every time that I see you
No matter how you try to define it
I have been broken too many times
Too much emotion, too long confined has
Weakened the wall that protects you
Ease your mind
This moment will pass if you just . . .
Leave it alone
Leave it alone
Every time
My dysfunction is one your mind
When you find that you're at odds with your desire
Just leave it alone
Leave it alone
Every time
My destruction is on your mind
Before you find that you have
Tested my resolve one too many times
I am no stranger, you know that I've been
Pressed to the wall far too many times
Huard your behaviour or you will find my
Murderous nature surround you
Others have wandered over the line that
Awaken the monster too many times
Leave it unspoken and you will find an
End to the violence if you can
Ease your mind
This moment will pass if you just . . .
Leave it alone
Leave it alone
Every time
My dysfunction is one your mind
When you find that you're at odds with your desire
Just leave it alone
Leave it alone
Every time
My destruction is on your mind
Before you find that you have
Tested my resolve one too many times
Ease your mind
This moment will pass if you just . . .
Leave it alone
Leave it alone
Every time
My dysfunction is one your mind
When you find that you're at odds with your desire
Just leave it alone
Leave it alone
Every time
My destruction is on your mind
Before you find that you have
Tested my resolve one too many times
. . . I stil adore this song's lyrics.
SOrry for my distance, string art claimed me. :P
Oh wait. Brb. :/
#ChaseForBookNine
Im going to the festival in edinburgh because Im scottish and I can...and Ieni is saying some very nasty words to me...
hey guys :)
#chaseforbook9
[hugs Taia back]
MEL ITS BEEN FOREVER.
I have to go soon... :-(
#ChaseForBook9
WHAT MEL YOU PEASANT I DID NO SUCH THING
you peasant
#ChaseForBook9
STAR STARSTARSTAR STARRRRR
I FINISHED LIGHT!
*sobs*
*sings along to Pretend It's Okay*
#ChaseForBook9
HEY FABI! I know, I decided to take a break from the blog and then I went to Tenerife :)
YOU DID IENI. AND YOU ARE THE PEASANT. NOT ME. :)
#chaseforbook9
MELLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL *tacklehugs*
IENI HOW DARE YOU
POOR MEL :P
lads these imagines are making me cry i mean what no my eyes are just sweating shut up
*sings along to F**king Perfect*
I LOVE MY PHONE IT HAS AWESOME SONGS XD
#ChaseForBook9
I have to go now, will not be back for...time.
#ChaseForBook9
hey Mara!!!!!!
guys have I missed anything important in the last three months...?
#chaseforbook9
*hugs Mara because Light and feels and what*
*HUGS AND SOBS*
I ACTUALLY WANT TO RUN TO IRELAND AND HUG YOU
So are you back now, Mel O'Peasant?
I AM NOT A PEASANT O'PEASANT
You know they built Hadrian's Wall to keep the Scottish Barbarians out.
YOU BARBARIAN!
I have that on my MP3, Mara:)
YOU MISSED THE ROLE-PLAY CRISIS THING
I'll explain on Facebook:)
#ChaseForBook9
Bye Fabigail! *hugs* :(
oh god
"The Letter He Leaves You After He's Died From Cancer"
doN'T YOU DARE DO THIS TO ME WATTPAD I SWEAR TO GOLDEN GOD I WILL BAWL MY EYES OUT OH GOLDEN GOD
#ChaseForBook9
Byebye, Fabi!:( *hugs*
#ChaseForBook9
Hiya Mel! :)
It's awesome to see you! :3
How're you doing?
#ChaseForBook9
Aw, bye Fabi! *hugs*
Distant - writingness-things.
#ChaseForBook9
I AM NOT A BARBARIAN. I AM A CIVILISED MEMBER OF MY COMMUNITY. AND I DO NOT APRECIATE BEING CALLED A PEASANT. I AM MIDDLE CLASS PERSON. and I returned because I missed you peoples is that ok?!? but I may dissapear and return in a million years because I can mwahahaha :)
*hugs Ieni back*
*wails* BRIANNA AND ORC AND CAINE AND JACK
B R I A N N A AND C A I N E
MY TWO FAVOURITE CHARACTERS
LORD SAVE US
MY WINDOW IS OPEN YOU CAN CLIMB IN TO MY ROOM
just try not to die bc 1D and LM posters everywhere
i like my SP corner though :)
I HAVE ALL 1D'S SONGS AND COVERS ON MY PHONE AND LIKE 19 VIDEOS LOL XD
brianna said lol
*sobs*
Mel - You missed roleplaying and stuffs... :P but that's it *nods*
IT'S LIAM'S BIRTHDAY IN A MONTH
AND NOW LSODM IS OUT ON THE SAME DAY
OH LORDY LOUIS I WILL BAWL
*sings to Up All Night*
ZAYN'S GOING BREAKING TABLES, LADS! XD
#ChaseForBook9
Its awesome to see you to! Im good how are you? :)
#chaseforbook9
when will we get a one direction ice dispenser that sings "i've tried playin' it coooooool" whenever it dispenses ice
i'm serious
#ChaseForBook9
@Mel: I'm grand, thanks. :)
@Mara: I think I'd buy one of those, and I'm not even slightly Directional. xD
#ChaseForBook9
*IS BACKKKKKKKKKKK*
IENIIIIIIIIIIIIIII! :)
MELLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL I HAVEN'T SEEN YOU IN A BILLION YEARS WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN. *hugs*
#ChaseForBookNine
STAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAR!!!!! TAAIAAAAA!!!!!!!!! *ninjaeroplanetacklehugs*
STAR BE CAREFUL OF MEL SHE'S A SCOTTISH PEASANT.
#ChaseForBook9
I WOULD FORCE EVERYONE TO BUY IT XD
omg seriously though i would keep that in my room and press the button just to hear liam sing
bc who doesn't like liam
come on
liam james ian payne is physically unhate-able
daddy direction is perf
you heard me correctly
#ChaseForBook9
@IENI: WELL I'M A BUBBLE CATERPILLAR.
I HAVE DECIDED THAT I CAN'T POSSIBLY HAVE STOPPED BEING A BUBBLE BECAUSE I AM A BUBBLE OKAY SO WHEN BLAZE TURNED ME INTO A CATERPILLAR IT MUST HAVE BEEN A BUBBLE ONE.
AND BUBBLE CATERPILLARS ARE WORSEEEEEEEEEEEE THAN SCOTTISH PEASANTS. *Nialldles*
#ChaseForBookNine
23, 19, 37, 40, 57, 39, 79, 4! *dances*
#ChaseForBookNine
Heyyo I'm distant
Mel had to go:(
YOU WHAT STAR I AM NOT GETTING THIS
Sorry, my mind is dead from a whole day of Brahms, Smetana and Tchaikovsky.
#ChaseForBook9
@Ieni: Blaze turned me into a caterpillar and trapped me in a container . . .
#ChaseForBookNine
Can we fall one more time?
Stop the tape and rewind?
And if you walk away
I know I'll fade,
Cause there is nobody else.
It's gotta be youuuuuuuu!
Only yoUUUUUUUUUUU!
IT'S GOT TO BE YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU!
ONLY YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUu!
#ChaseForBook9
Hello.
I am far too busy playing Mass Effect to by ANOTHER game... except for maybe GTA V and Battlefield 4. They're my treats to myself for... hm. Fun.
AND I'M LIKE OW!
NEVER THOUGHT IT'D HURT SO BAD
GETTING OVER YOU-OOH
AND OW!
YOU'RE GIVING NE A HEART ATTACK
LOOKING LIKE YOU DO-OOH
CAUSE YOU'RE ALL I EVER WANTED
THOUGHT YOU WOULD BE THE ONE
IT'S OW!
GIVING ME A HEART ATTACK
GETTING OVER YOU-OOH-OOH-OOH!~
#ChaseForBook9
@Maraness: *smiles*
@Dragona: You seem to be obsessed with this game, but that isn't a bad thing. :P
#ChaseForBookNine
*me
*facepalm*
*is probably either not here, or extremely distant*
Heh heh. WMYB Laughing Version...
WHOEVER MADE THAT ILY.
#ChaseForBook9
Oh god damn it. Not again...
Sorry I have to comment a lot to refresh the page. Yay. At least when we get to page 2 I'll be able to comment at a normal pace.
Yes I'm obsessed with it. It's a great game. Big on story, big on shooting, lots of things to see and do...
When I'll be in Dublin, you'll be in Edinburgh, when you'll be in Dublin, I'll be in Edinburgh.
So much luck for an overseas fan.
@Ayse: Oh, that sucks! D:
#ChaseForBookNine
Me: *walks into class*
Teacher: you're a little late.
Me: i'm already torn
Teacher: What? Who do you think you are?
Me: you only love to see me breakin'
Teacher: Get out.
Me: get out, get outta my head
#ChaseForBook9
*Liaughs* XD
#ChaseForBookNine
@Maralie - lol.
YAY I FEEL PROUD I USED @ :D
*waves* Okay so I was at a zoo. But I'm here now. Or, at least until the RPers return
That's meant to be,
*Teacher: What? Who do you think you are? Who do you think I am? :P
{Le pic of Josh and Niall fighting over a segway}
"niall give me a go"
"no josh stop"
"i want it"
"it's mine"
"niall no"
"JOSH STOP THAT'S NOT THE CRAIC"
harry in distance: "fightstagram"
#ChaseForBook9
@Ayse: That's just unlucky, :c
Similarly, last week, when a certain artist would've been playing a show up here that I'd have liked to see, I was in London. The day after I returned home, they were playing a show in London. Awesome can be very annoying. :P ^^
#ChaseForBook9
@Mara: *laughs* That's awesome. :P
@Dragona: Congratulations! :P
#ChaseForBook9
@DRAGONA: YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY @! :)
Or should it be @YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY? :P
@Taia: THAT ALSO MASSIVELY SUCKS. O_O *hugs*
#ChaseForBookNine
*CRASHES THROUGH YOUR BEDROOM WINDOW AT 3 IN THE MORNING* DO YOU WANT TO TALK ABOUT ONE DIRECTION
#ChaseForBook9
:( Sorry Taia! When I went to Sicily we saw a set up for Santana
@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@
Ok, that IS too far.
Ahem.
Cheese.
Paul had to be escorted out of the venue by security last night because so many fans wanted a picture with him.
Directioners; the only fandom that has created a need for security guards to have security guards.
#ChaseForBook9
*laughs* Mara, I think every band fandom has its... Nuances. I mean, have you SEEN the things that Beatles fangirls did back then
Meh. I probably wouldn't have been able to go, anyway. :P
*hugs Star back*
*hugs Adra also*
Thanks, though. :3
@Adra: Awesome. :)
LOL, Dragona. :P
#ChaseForBook9
Cheese again. :)
*1D3D movie in cinema*
*eleanor comes on screen*
"aw elounor"
"beard"
"larry is real"
"shut up"
*huge fight*
*popcorn everywhere*
#ChaseForBook9
Gotta go.
bbl maybe.
Bye!
*hugs*
#ChaseForBook9
Ong.
*bites into a taco seductively*
pfft, over 18
ha
haha
ha
I wish someone could invent a word that you say when you don't know what to say anything else...
I COULD DO THAT!
The word is... FLUMP.
CHEESE YOU ARE NOW GONE. FLUMP AWAY!
Liam: *gets hate on twitter*
Liam: *gets ignored at m&g*
Liam: *gets told to shut up at concert*
Liam: "i'm sorry"
do you see what's wrong here
#ChaseForBook9
HARRY LIKES TACOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOS
#ChaseForBook9
Dragona, I think the word is supercalifragilisticexpiallidocious
@Dragona: @@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@ IS SUCH A PRETTY PATTERN. :O
And, FLUMPPPPPPP. *nods*
@Maraness: *laughs* XD XD XD XD
And - :(
AND - I just added three vids to my playlist all at once, different versions and that, so yaaaaay. :)
#ChaseForBookNine
26, 19, 37, 40, 57, 39, 79, 4.
*grins at the number 26*
#ChaseForBookNine
{pic of louis on a jetski or whateveryoucallit}
"louis where are you going"
"to find the tea"
"but lou they dumped it 240 years ago"
"she can't go to bed w/o a cup of it tho"
#ChaseForBook9
I DON'T LIKE THE TERRY DATE MIX OF WAIT AND BLEED . . .
(Sorry, I'm spamming and not really saying anything. D:)
#ChaseForBookNine
MIX
LITTLE MIX
I LIKE LITTLE MIX A LOT
#ChaseForBook9
I ALSO HAPPEN TO LIKE LITTLE MIX QUITE A LOT, BUT THAT IS BESIDE THE POINT. :P
Not that the point I am trying to make is my point.
And of course I am not near the point, least it pop me.
POINTSSSSSSSSSS. D:
#ChaseFOrBookNine
Flump :)
((I'm leaving for a bit- bbl!))
I've felt the hate rise up in me
Kneel down and clear the stone of leaves
I wander out where you can't see
Inside my shell I wait and bleed
I've felt the hate rise up in me
Kneel down and clear the stone of leaves
I wander out where you can't see
Inside my shell I wait and bleed
GOODBYE!
I wipe it off on a tile
The light is brighter this time
Everything is 3D blasphemy
My eyes are red and gold
The hair is satnding straight up
This is not the way I picture me
I can't control my shakes
How the hell did I get here?
Something about this, so very wrong
I have to laugh out loud
I wish I didn't like this
Is it a dream or a memory?
I've felt the hate rise up in me
Kneel down and clear the stone of leaves
I wander out where you can't see
Inside my shell I wait and bleed
I've felt the hate rise up in me
Kneel down and clear the stone of leaves
I wander out where you can't see
Inside my shell I wait and bleed
Get out of my head coz I don't need this
Why didn't I see this?
Well I'm a victim -
Manchurian candidate!
I have sinned by just
Making my mind up and taking a breath away
I've felt the hate rise up in me
Kneel down and clear the stone of leaves
I wander out where you can't see
Inside my shell I wait and bleed
I've felt the hate rise up in me
Kneel down and clear the stone of leaves
I wander out where you can't see
Inside my shell I wait and bleed
GOODBYE!
You haven't learnt a thing
I haven't changed a think
My flesh was in my bones
The pain was always free
You haven't learnt a thing
I haven't changed a thing
My flesh was in my bones
The pain was always free
I've felt the hate rise up in me
Kneel down and clear the stone of leaves
I wander out where you can't see
Inside my shell I wait and bleed
I've felt the hate rise up in me
Kneel down and clear the stone of leaves
I wander out where you can't see
Inside my shell I wait and bleed
AND I WAIT FOR YOU!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-zagSV7fToc&list=PLTslNdjmKxFvz82_82YflzFzAn1Nltzi7&index=13
(More random lyrics may follow, sorry.)
#ChaseForBookNine
I have to go now, bye.
"doctor what's wrong with my daughter?"
"well ma'am i'm afraid she has a serious case of... the feels"
#ChaseForBook9
Back! :)
And I just found this interview with Matt and Justin from MCS which I've not read before, and this one question:
If you had to marry a male celebrity, who would it be and why?
Matt: Well, it would have to be someone who could, you know, sing me a nice love song... so with that in mind, some sort of crooner, let's go with Jeff Buckley. That man could sing. I'd need some songs in life.
And I'm just sat here, like, squeeing. x3
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HEY TAIA! :)
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I'm just finding all these different versions of songs and therefore getting so many videos so quicklyyyy . . . :)
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HEY STAR!
Awesome~~ :3
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:P
What did you want to be when you were little?
Matt: An astronaut or a musician.
Justin: A hamster.
:3
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(Sorry for my distance, confusion happened).
@Taia: :)
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I figured out what was wrong with that video ded from nearly a month ago...
[Tries to decide whether to reupload it as it is or update parts to fit better with what's happened since then]
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AHAHAHAHA
{Niall and Louis at le concert, Niall with his hands crossed above his head}
"louis"
"what niall"
"when you're ready"
"oh god"
"come and get it"
"niall stop"
"na na na na na"
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Taia - Niall wanted to be a potato when he was little...
"POTATOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO"
I'd eat that potato...;)
ON AN UNRELATED NOTE FABI HI *hugs*
Are Irish people the only ones who call potatoes "spuds"? Thought so :P
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Mara, a car with One Direction, 1D and hearts all over it in spray paint drove past right as I saw that comment.
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[hugs Mara back]
I think I'm just going to upload it as it is, and you'll all have to remember it's a month late. :-P
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OH LOUIS' BUM
HOW THE
FABI
*laughs*
OH LORDY LOU
ibetthatwasthewantedssecretcar *cough* ;)
BUT OMG I WOULD LIVE IN THAT CAR
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Oh well, at least we can see it XD
ugh the feELS *screams into pillow*
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@Mara: *laughs* :3 (We call 'em spuds here, too. :P )
Hiya Fabi! :)
Sorry for distance. :3
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30, 19, 37, 40, 57, 39, 79, 4 . . . *has done so much playlisting today it's untrue*
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THE VIDEO DIARIES ARE BACK *cries tears of joy*
MEMORIES OH LORD
CUDDLY HARRY IS MY FAVOURITE HARRY
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[Laughs]
Hi Taia, hi Star!
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*smiles at Mara* :)
IT'S SO ODD HOW LIKE YOU'RE RANTING ABOUT MUSIC AND I'M RANTING ABOUT MUSIC EXCEPT LIKE YOU'RE RANTING ABOUT 1D AND I'M RANTING ABOUT SLIPKNOT AND LIKE POLAR OPPOSITES LIKE . . .
And hi to you as well Fabi! :)
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*is irl sobbing and laughing*
Oh goshness..
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@Maraness: Please don't forget how to breathe! :) *hugs*
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no it's just
star
help
please
i'm crying and idk why
LOUIS TOMLINSON YOU ARE THE CAUSE OF THIS
"MORE INTENSE" MY ARSE
*whacks head off wall*
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NO NO NO NO NO DO NOT HURT YOUR HEAD! :P
*coats wall in cushions*
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*whacks head off ceiling*
it hurts that i'll never be able to meet these five boys that have made my life worth living again
sigh
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[Ties pillow to Mara's head]
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I don't even know what you guys talk about anymore
[hugs Adra]
I'm sorry...
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Hi! I'm new on Derek's blog (actually on everything blogger). Sooooo... Hi!
*coats ceiling in cushions*
ARGHHHHHHH SOME GUY SAID THAT THE REV IS THE BEST DRUMMER ON THE PLANET AND EVERYONE WAS COMMENTING POINTING OUT HE'S NO LONGER ON THE PLANET . . . :(
@Adra: I talk about more when I'm actually HERE. :P RIght now, I'm in distanceandrandomspammode. I think most of us are. :P
*starts conversation to kill the mode*
HOW IS EVERYONE? :)
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I have to go now. Hopefully the ded will finally be up when I'm done with this. If not, I'm going to just forget about it, it's been a month already.
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*screams*
*runs around blindly*
VAS HAPPENIN' KEVIN?!
*wallops into wall*
*stumbles backwards*
NOOOOOOOOOOOOO
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HI SAPPHIRE! :)
Welcome to Blogland! :)
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Hello Lore! Nice to meet you!
Goodbye Lore! Bye everyone!
[vanishes]
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No I mean all the 1D stuffies... *shrugs* that's why I tend to RP a lot because I really don't know a lot so
Hello Lore! I'll have to call you that because there already is another Saph
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The Rev did not actually die, god just needed drum lessons.
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:P
*hugs Fabi* :( FOURS!
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Cool. Just double checking, we're all crazy here right? Because I definitely am. And actually I have to go.
Bye!
*waves, handing her a skulcake* Bye?
Bye Fabi! *hugs*
@Sapphire Lore: Welcome! :)
*offers a cookie*
It's a pleasure to make your acquaintance!
D'you mind if I/we call you Lore, or have you a preference? Just, there's another Saph around already. :)
@Adra: YOU DON'T NEED TO KNOW ANYTHINGS :P
I know about 1D only what I hear from Mara and my Directioner friend/s.
I'm distant, but always happy to talk about pretty much anything (within fair reason. :P) :)
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:( FOURS SAPPHIRE!!!
And NOPPPPPPPPPPPE. I'm not insane, I'm not insane . . . *is singing along to the song I was just playlisting*
Kidding. XD WE'RE ALL MAD.
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@Lore: I like to think of us as a bunch of psychopaths, helping each other out. So, yes. :P
Bye! *hands her a cookie*
@Star: :P
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Yeah yeah, I know that it's 1D and those bands that Star adores, I'm just saying- no one really knows who Kerli is, or wants to talk Aerosmith or Led Zep. That's all.
Not that there is a lot to talk about anyways....
*RPs*
I know so much from Maraness. I know more about 1D than my friends who are into 1D. XD
(They aren't really that obsessed, thoughhhhhh)
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Sorry...
*disappears because she seems to be annoying too many people today*
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@Adra: And who talks about anyone with anything? :P
You can randomly spam if you want whilst we're randomly spamming. No one knows who anyone is. :(
BUT ANYWAY. THE RANDOM SPAM WILL HOPEFULLY MOSTLY STOP.
*frowns at screen*
Btw, msd. I'm always msd at night, because the wifi could get switched off . . .
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I really wanted to play it but it's PS3 exclusive :(
Also BACK COVER ASDFGHJKL XD
... I need to stop using Hannibal quotes to describe things. At some point, it's going to start getting creepy. :P
@Adra: Nobody knows the majority of what I listen to, either. But random spam goes on, and sometimes one thing can be related to another, and, IDK.
If there's anything you want to say, say it, I guess. :)
Even if it's just like "CAAAAAKKEEEEEE."
Because cake is nice. :3
Possibly msd.
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And, of course you forgot to mention that you're not coming to Australia, Derek...
*Fumes*
Still sick. Another sick day...
*waves to everyone who left?*
Okay then.
I finished the video btw
I PREFER BUNS AND MUFFINS TO CAKE.
CAKE IS ALL AWKWARD TO HOLD.
PLUS I LOVE THE TOPS OF BUNS AND MUFFINS AND THAT.
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Snoogy! Hi! :)
*hugs Mara*
:/ Bye~
@Adra: Was this the video you were editing yesterday? :)
Hi Death!
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DEATHHHHHHHHHH! :)
Sorry about the fact he lives over here. :(
*could quote numerous things to do with the fact she's sick, but doesn't, because it might encourage the sickness*
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Okay, I think I'm back now...
A bit...I don't know.
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@Adra: Yay for videoness! :)
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Hey Fabi! :)
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@Star: THAT DEPENDS ENTIRELY ON THE CAKE ITSELF.
But buns and muffins are nice, equally. :P
Hi again, Fabi! :)
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Hello Taia, Star, Adra, anyone else.
[hugs all]
[Rocks back and forth uncertainly]
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*laughs* Yes it was. *pauses* What's wrong, Fabi?
MY DAD MAKES THE BEST-TASTING CAKES IN THE UNIVERSE.
ANYONE WHO DISAGREES WILL DIE.
AND MY MUM ICES THE BEST.
MY PARENTS ARE THE BIRTHDAY CAKE OVERLORDS.
(Seriously. We've had fairies and hedgehogs and rockclimbing and all sorts.)
But I still prefer buns and muffins. :)
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I'm just...
Worried, I guess. And wondering if I made the right decision or not.
It still feels like something's going to explode. Like it's not realt over. I mean... I don't know, and I'm sorry if that offends anyone, I just feel...tension of some sort whenever I come on here anymore.
Maybe it's just my imagination...?
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*tackles Fabi*
I want cake...
I don't remember having lunch today... I don't think I did.
Meh, I'm not hungry anyway.
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[is tackled]
[hugs Adra]
[hugs everybody who wants a hug]
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*crawls up onto Fabi's back* *whispers* I love youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu
@Fabi: . . . I hate to say it, but I sort of get what you mean.
I guess it'll take a while for the memories and that to die down . . . :/
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Oh, the video ded from a month ago is up. Too lazy to get the link. :-P
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@Fabi: *looks at numerous YouTube tabs open already* I SHALL CHECK THAT SOON. :)
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[smiles sadly]
It's almost eight minutes long, just a warning...
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Cool Mr Landy! Cool! It sounds good ... but I'm not over 18 so I can't play it :(
@Star: My dad makes no involvement, but my mother rules, to some extent, when it comes to cake.
We've had a toadstool-fairy-house, we've had pokémon, we've had spongebob and trains, we've had lightsabres and tigers and a circus and the best damn dalek you'd ever see made out of cake, icing, and bronze/gold dust. :3
Not that I'm disagreeing, but I think some of ours were pretty cool too. :P
And, hedgehogs and rockclimbing both sound awesome. :)
*high-fives for the arts of cakeness* :P
*huggles Fabi*
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Hi Misti!
My mom made a chocolate potato-based cake once...
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@Taia: . . .
OKAY, YOUR MUM CAN BE ONE OF THE OVERLORDS TOO. :) *hugs*
THEY SOUNd VERY COOL. :)
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@Fabi: WHAT. O_O
AWESOMENESS! :) :) :)
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Ahem.
Hello people!
Hi Misti! :)
@Fabi: Awesome! :)
I've had potato-based chocolate cake before, but not made by a relative. ^^
@Star: *laughs* *hugs back* YAY! :P
The dalek was pretty awesome, though... Until it was accidentally decapitated by somebody's bag. :P
That said, the Pikachu wasn't much of an achievement. :P
It was a sort of squished sphere, with ears and a tail, basically. :P
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OCTABOONA! HELLO! :3
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THE EVIL BAG. O_O
HEY OCTA! :)
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*screams* I SWEAR TO JESUS I WILL BE HOPEFULLY SKYPED AT THE DUBLIN GET TOGETHER
OCTALALALALALALALALAAAAAAAA *tackles* HULLO!
And my vid is almost 18minutes
Yeah, it was good. She lost the recipe, though, and now denies she ever made such a thing.
BUT IT WAS FOR MY BIRTHDAY
SO SHE FORGOT MY BIRTHDAY.
Or actually my unbirthday, I think it was. But we were celebrating my birthday, just really late. SO IT AMOUNTS TO THE SAME THING
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Greetings Octaboona.
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TAIA,STAR ZAF, ADRA, FABI *huggles*
Hey :)
I hope the Dublin thing is actually happening.
Hi Zaf!
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@ Adra, is the video uploaded yet?
If so link?
*huggles back*
How're you doing, Octa? :)
It's been forever again. :P
*nods* It'd be awesome if it was to go ahead. Not that I'd be able to go, but for those who can, I'd still be happy to know that they could. :)
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I WILL BE AT THE DUBLIN THING
...in spirit. :-P
Wbd, recording.
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It has been ages, indeed.
And hopefully I am one of those people who are able to go :)
But since I'll be at the Edinburgh Festival I don't suppose it matters too much if I can't.
Also I'll be getting LSODM four days early, and probably won't be online because I am terrible at resisting spoiler requests.
First :)
HI ZAF! :)
I WILL BE IN DUBLIN IN 2014. *nods*
IT IS HAPPENING.
(See, because I never ask for anything, when I DO on the very rare occasion ask for something, I usually get it. :P)
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