*stifles laughter, coming back through the portal, and fixing the floorboards so they go back to normal. The fox tries to jump out, but she catches him, gathering up her jacket and holding him*
For those who have not read the second part of my Mass Effect Fanfiction, I think it might be a good idea now because I'm ready to post the third part.
For those who have not read the first nor second part, I'd appreciate it if you'd take a look and comment. I'd really like your feedback.
Well it isn't the third part that is like that. The third part is split into two parts - one for two characters' point of view. The second I will post isn't exactly nice because it introduces Cerberus and one of the characters gets beaten up and threatened and all sorts, but yeah.
You know Alexis, if you'd wanted to try it that would have been fine. Experimenting with alcohol at your age is perfectly fine, but you need to build up your tolerance. Start on small sips of cider and lager, then build up to beer. By then you'll be sixteen, and moderate usage of alcohol will be completely normal.
But Tumblesoz... I can only have a bottle of Tumblesoz every two days or so, because it's so powerful, not only alcoholically, but also magically. So Alexis, you have to /promise/ me you won't drink any other alcoholic drink all week, for your own safety.
So if those who haven't read the second part would read it and leave a comment it'd be very appreciated, then I'll post the third part. The second part introduces a new character and you won't understand the rest of the story if you miss it out. :)
Ummm. Well, spend time around me, and you'll pick up the basics of channeling, but essentially, I channel my soul, then turn it into stuff. Like, really hot lasers, sharp objects, pointy things, explosions and other ranged and close combat perils.
My character is an Elemental. He found out his true name but had the person who sealed it to miss part of a symbol off in such a manner that it sealed his name but made him slightly stronger. It makes more sense in the story. But that's the general idea.
And Star, thanks for the comment. Do you like the character of Emi'Derik? You said you don't know whether to trust her, so I'm just wondering what you think. ^^
But sometimes (during RP fights) I change into some other characters/creatures I've invented. My most popular one is the Apatonynchus - a type of magical creature from another dimension that I made to explain why there are hardly any werewolves. It's about the size of a wolf, stands on four legs and has short brown fur. It's tail is long and more dinosaur-y than of a mammal, and it has two spikes on either side of the tip of its tail. Its eyes are yellow but with black pupils. Its ears are the shape of a lily but on antennae either side of its head. It has a frill around its neck like a Triceratops that changes colour depending on what mood it is in. It is a carnivore so eats meat and... well anything that gets in its way. It navigates itself using ultrasonic waves like a bat, though its eyes are usable. Its sense of smell is extraordinary. It has several powers as a magical creature. It is immune to all magic. Teleporters cannot teleport it and it can kill even people who have made themselves indestructible. Magical attacks don't work either. It also has a forcefield around its body that is there all the time, it lets nothing through so allows the creature to be well... indestructible. It understands English due to its high intelligence but cannot speak it, and instead communicates in a mixture of hisses, growls and snarls. And it can also walk on walls and ceilings by shifting its gravity.
*pokes her head back through the portal, hanging there* Zaf, I ought to be too. But you know what? As it turns out, dying doesn't solve any porblems, so...
Zaf, did Alexis tell you what I said last night? "Every one of us deserves to die, but we carry on, because that's what we do."
You aren't special in not deserving to live, we all shouldn't be here, replaced by others. But dammit Keiras that's not how life goes. We have to live with our pasts, all of us, and instead of living in them, learning from them.
I'll never forgive myself for Niccolo leaving! I should never have left the hospital I should have stayed there *fghts back tears* I can't...*closes eyes*
*glances at her smashed machines* *sighs* Oh well... Leave them there. Reminders and all that jazz. *cuts her hand, closing the portal* *turns up the rock station, setting Dimitri on the floor*
*Sings* I was made for loving you baby, You were made for loving me And I can't get enough of you baby Can you get enough of me? *dances around the little fox*
Whats wrong? Trip you don't know whats been going on in my head. I do love Coco yes and I can't stand the fact of losing him. I just want him to be back he never would love me but I won't give up on him. Never.
*picks up her semi-automatic, and begins to draw a huge transmutation circle on the floor, touching it, as the ceiling remains rises up, fixing itself*
Ed, there was a hole in my ceiling because the demons made one.
Also, what kinds of zombies are these? Similar to which thing? SP, Resident Evil, WWZ, Walking dead... ?
I understand the value of others Zaf, believe me, but you have a husband, two kids. They need you. And right now, by doing this, not only are you hurting yourself, you're hurting them, and us.
*sings* We don't need no education! We don't need no thought control! no dark sarcasm in the classroom! Teacher leave those kids alone HEY TEACHERS Leave those kids alone! All in all it was just another brick in the wall! *bobs her head with the music*
For those who don't know the third part of my ME fanfiction is up on my blog. I'd appreciate it if you could read and comment, if you're following the story.
If you're not following it, I'd like it if you'd start.
Zafiara! *touches down and jogs after her* I think you need to take some time off work, not only because in this state you are unfit to rule, but because you need to reconnect with your loved ones!
Well that's good Zaf. Because if you refused, I was going to relieve you of your duty. Zaf, I think you need therapy. You aren't in a good mental state, you need professional help.
*doesn't smile or respond, just taking a deep breath, and hesitantly reaching out to touch her forehead, stopping a few inches away, looking at Olivia's eyes* *her lip trembles, and she touches Olivia's forehead, diving into her head*
*pulls back, opening her eyes* Okay... I've mixed out energies a bit. It'll take longer for me to analyze, but if I meditate on it, I'll find out. Because I figured you'd want to walk around with her or take her to her mom *nods*
*covers her mouth, sitting down on a stool as Dimitri comes over, rubbing against her arm* *brings her knees to her chin, closing her eyes and meditating*
Oh really? You're fine, yet you're saying you deserve naught but death, and can't get over Niccolo, because you're in love with him but can never have him.
You are not fine, not by a long shot. Come on, you need help.
*she is in a dark forest, at night, wading through the fog as it were water. There was not a sound, except the soft splashes of her feet in water puddles* *a screech pierces the sky like a knife, and she covers her ears as it intensifies until the sound is unbearable*
*eyes open, falling from the chair, screaming, covering her ears* *stops, realizing that she is back*
*bites her nail* I have to tell Zafira and Javier something important, but it is really bad... And it will hurt them, but it is true- but I don't know how, and I don't think Zaf will be able to handle it... But I have to.
*stops, taking a deep breath* Even though I thought up of every possible way to help protect Zafira against the demons, she was still possessed- and in doing so, the child's darkness increased. At birth, everyone has about 50% good, 50% evil type thing inside of them. Or rather, is what I believe. But there is a darkness inside of the child- a terrible, awful darkness. One that can't be healed- it is a part of her. And I have to tell Zafira- she's the child's mother- but I don't know if I can and it scares me what it will do to her
That is not so bad as you make it seem. Olivia will have more darkness within her than an average person, but that does not mean she will grow up destined to act on it. Impress upon Zafira the importance of raising her with love. She can do just as much good for the world as anyone else. I would say it is highly important not to panic or treat her differently than anyone else, or she will grow up believing she is an evil creature, and begin to feel isolated and doubted, and then she will allow her darkness to take over. We ought to teach her right from wrong and allow her to become her own person. I have faith in her ability to do the right thing, if she is taught well and loved.
You're right, of course- but if you had seen what is inside her head... She'll become aware of it soon enough. It is terrifying, Niccolo. I'm worried that she'll grow up afraid
You are quite welcome, Star, although I do not believe I said anything particularly special.
Adra, would you like me to tell you the story of Alastair, before I stole his name? In truth, there was only one difference between us, but we grew into drastically different people.
Oh, and sorry for listening in, I just sort of god bored of lying on the grass doing nothing, so I came to find Adra. But then all that good and evil stuff happened and I couldn't help but try and find out more.
She may be afraid. There will be some extra obstacles for her to overcome. But if she believes she is trusted and cared for, and has no reason to believe the people she cares about think her unable to overcome her challenges, she can handle them.
Edward, Adra looked into Olivia's mind and saw a great darkness. As she put it, when we are born we have equal amounts of good and evil inside of us, but since Zafira was possessed while pregnant with Olivia, the scale tipped and she has more darkness in her than light.
*hugs Fabi* I'll hopefully be here too. I don't want to leave . . . I did considor it yesterday, but today whilst walking around Aldi I realised I didn't want to.
Alastair and I are both naturally left-handed. Of course, in my time, such a trait was considered a clear and undeniable indication of possession by the devil. To put it simply, from the day we first learned to write we were seen as evil. Alastair's parents immediately hired a tutor to teach him to do everything with his right hand, and tried desperately to convince their neighbors he had been cured of his disease. My parents fired my tutor, and my father taught me to write himself, with my left hand. It seems a silly thing to place two people on such different paths, but superstition was taken with utmost seriousness in my time, and eventually Alastair learned to take pride in his reputation as a demon child, simply because he could not rid himself of it. He embraced the paranoia he was raised with. I understand things rarely work out ideally, and I am not suggesting there will be no trouble to speak of in raising her, but I do not believe we ought to panic or live in fear of what she might become.
Adra, this is coming from me. I believe I have a reputation for being quite cynical. Olivia's life will not be without hardship, but she can become a stronger, better person because of it.
I think right here, right now, all of us should swear an oath to help raise Olivia. To help her understand she is no different to any of us. In fact, she might get on quite well with Bob... But that's beside the point. We should guard her, now and always.
And it's true. If everyone believes people are evil, they'll become evil. Self-fulfilling prophecy.
Apparently, if people aren't taught love and are loved and love when they're young, the passageways in their brain don't open up and so it's hard for them to love later in life? If people are sadists and can't feel empathy, you have to look at their lives, I think.
I know a lot of mental illnesses are caused by the enviroment or at least genes and the enviroment both. :/
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Hey. It's not even ten in the morning yet for me.
@Star: good to hear :)
and I'm still typing it up - it'll take a while
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Did Alexis just drink some Tumblesoz?
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Alexis: yes!
ALEXIS!!!!!!
@Trip: Why can't she put it n the general rubbish bin?
THAT'S DISCRIMINATION, YOU KNOW. *nods*
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*stifles laughter, coming back through the portal, and fixing the floorboards so they go back to normal. The fox tries to jump out, but she catches him, gathering up her jacket and holding him*
I wonder what to call him... *kisses his nose*
Um, no. Medical supplies such as needles need to be put in special bins, so people don't accidentally OD on stuff.
Hey Dragona.
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Foxy?
Alexis, how much did you have?
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Um, definitely not.
*pokes his rather large ears*
For those who have not read the second part of my Mass Effect Fanfiction, I think it might be a good idea now because I'm ready to post the third part.
For those who have not read the first nor second part, I'd appreciate it if you'd take a look and comment. I'd really like your feedback.
http://masseffectfanfiction.blogspot.co.uk
Fine, Geoff.
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The third part.... The saucy part, right?
*giggles, reaching for her scotch again*
Alexis: a really big gulp
No! That isn't right... Hm... *picks up the fox, holding him up in front of him* Tempted to say Simba...
I think he would be a Dimitri, or something...
Well no, it's hardly saucy lol. Just the start of a relationship between two characters written in the worst possible way. ^^
Oh. Okay then.
Javier: Alexis if Niccolo comes back no training with knives today.
Alexis: not fair! Coco never will come back because he's too afraid of us
Well it isn't the third part that is like that. The third part is split into two parts - one for two characters' point of view. The second I will post isn't exactly nice because it introduces Cerberus and one of the characters gets beaten up and threatened and all sorts, but yeah.
You know Alexis, if you'd wanted to try it that would have been fine. Experimenting with alcohol at your age is perfectly fine, but you need to build up your tolerance. Start on small sips of cider and lager, then build up to beer. By then you'll be sixteen, and moderate usage of alcohol will be completely normal.
But Tumblesoz... I can only have a bottle of Tumblesoz every two days or so, because it's so powerful, not only alcoholically, but also magically. So Alexis, you have to /promise/ me you won't drink any other alcoholic drink all week, for your own safety.
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Alexis: fine. *sulks*
Javier: please dont upset your mother she's already emotionaly unstable since Niccolo left we dont need her further unstable
Too late Javier.
*nods* Sounds cool, Dragona!
Heh. Heh. Yeah. Alcohol... *buries her face in the fox's side*
So if those who haven't read the second part would read it and leave a comment it'd be very appreciated, then I'll post the third part. The second part introduces a new character and you won't understand the rest of the story if you miss it out. :)
Now onto the important stuff. Did you like it? *grins*
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Alexis: *giggles* Yes! It was tasty!
*holds Olivia shaking pretty upset*
*randomly flies in* Wassup? Are you guys 'the important people' that just-Fabi was talking about last night?
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*laughs* We'll make a drinker out of you yet. *ruffles her hair*
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You are an awful influence, Trip. *holds Dimitri, who is beginning to fall asleep* *hums softly*
Alexis: *giggles* Yay!
I don't know Jenna. Are we important? I'd like to think I am, but I don't really.
Also, hello! *hands bottle of blogland 2023* Nice to meet you!
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*frowns* We're not important...
*takes bottle* Sweet! Thanks! Nice meeting you, too. I'm Jenna, as you can see, and I'm a shifter. What do all of you guys do?
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Well I sit in the corner eating cheese. That's my occupation on this blog.
I also write stories.
And I'm a ninja.
And did I mention I eat cheese?
I'm a channeler.
And a bartender, as you can see.. *gestures to bar*
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'Course you're important! Everybody is. Some people are a little too dim to notice, though- but that's ok. You'll get it eventually.
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http://www.flickr.com/photos/floridapfe/5383225985/
THAT IS THE FACE OF DIMITRI, TRIP. LOOK AT THAT FACE. AND NEVER SAY NO TO THAT FACE. *nuzzles the Fox*
I'm an alchemist, long story short
Hello, by the way. *hands a skulcake*
Sorry, I poofed to read Dragona's fanfiction . . .
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Yeah, that basically is all you do, eat cheese...
*nods*
*goes back to the fox*
Cheese is cool. So's alchemy. I've never heard of channeling, though. What is it?
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Yay thanks Star. :)
I'm Grand Mage of America, also a Necromancer
Javier: ex-assassin married to Zafira
Alexis: Zafira and Javier's daughter age 11 gonna be a Sensitive maybe and Olivia is my newborn sister
*takes another sip of her drink* Dimitri, I hope you like classic rock...
*ruffles Alexis' hair* Congrats, kid. Having a sister is super cool.
Ex-assassin? So what do you do now?
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Oh yeah, and I'm head spotter in Scotland.
Ummm. Well, spend time around me, and you'll pick up the basics of channeling, but essentially, I channel my soul, then turn it into stuff. Like, really hot lasers, sharp objects, pointy things, explosions and other ranged and close combat perils.
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Sounds pretty nifty, Trip. So what do you all do around here?
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My character is an Elemental. He found out his true name but had the person who sealed it to miss part of a symbol off in such a manner that it sealed his name but made him slightly stronger.
It makes more sense in the story. But that's the general idea.
And Star, thanks for the comment. Do you like the character of Emi'Derik? You said you don't know whether to trust her, so I'm just wondering what you think. ^^
We try not to die- we usually fail...
I have ink powers, but when I'm rping I'm generally my character Hunter, so I never use my powers. :P
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And I mean what stuff do you do all day, not like occupations and disciplines, because I already know that now.
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How are you talking to me if you fail at not dying? Are you guys all ghosts like Fabi?
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@Dragona: I suppose I like her as a character, yes . . . :)
It depends on stuff, though. I mean, she could eitehr be who she says she is or this evil spy person. :P
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We usually find a way to come back to life.
Hey, I only died once! And it was saving Rhydian! My death count could be zero, but instead his is!
We also, tend to save the world.
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That's cool. Have all of you died, then?
I know I'm asking a lot of questions right now. I'm not sorry. Just letting you know.
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That's fine, Jenna! I've died before and been near death multiple times, one only, like three days ago...
Sweet. Gotta fly now, so, bye! *flies away*
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Oh yeah, the demons....
That's when most of them died, I really /should've/ died, but just sort of... didn't.
Adrenaline is the best.
Um, yeah, I think so.
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But sometimes (during RP fights) I change into some other characters/creatures I've invented. My most popular one is the Apatonynchus - a type of magical creature from another dimension that I made to explain why there are hardly any werewolves. It's about the size of a wolf, stands on four legs and has short brown fur. It's tail is long and more dinosaur-y than of a mammal, and it has two spikes on either side of the tip of its tail.
Its eyes are yellow but with black pupils. Its ears are the shape of a lily but on antennae either side of its head. It has a frill around its neck like a Triceratops that changes colour depending on what mood it is in. It is a carnivore so eats meat and... well anything that gets in its way.
It navigates itself using ultrasonic waves like a bat, though its eyes are usable. Its sense of smell is extraordinary.
It has several powers as a magical creature. It is immune to all magic. Teleporters cannot teleport it and it can kill even people who have made themselves indestructible. Magical attacks don't work either. It also has a forcefield around its body that is there all the time, it lets nothing through so allows the creature to be well... indestructible. It understands English due to its high intelligence but cannot speak it, and instead communicates in a mixture of hisses, growls and snarls. And it can also walk on walls and ceilings by shifting its gravity.
Bye Jenna! Nice meeting you!
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*waves* Goodbye, Jenna!
*picks up a sheet of paper, sketching a new circle*
*puts her pencil down* Nevermind.
*goes and picks up the berries and water, leaving the paper there* Thanks for the red meat, by the way!
*jumps through the portal*
Ahem. Sorry for the randomly long comment. At least it also helps people who don't know what my creation is. :)
Bye Jenna!
I should be dead and stay dead
*pokes her head back through the portal, hanging there*
Zaf, I ought to be too. But you know what? As it turns out, dying doesn't solve any porblems, so...
*sinks back into the portal*
And now I will be posting the third part of my Mass Effect story which is from Thomson's point of view. This is the shortest one yet.
Yep. Third part is now posted.
http://masseffectfanfiction.blogspot.co.uk
*sighs* I think I deserve worse then death
back again
Zaf, did Alexis tell you what I said last night? "Every one of us deserves to die, but we carry on, because that's what we do."
You aren't special in not deserving to live, we all shouldn't be here, replaced by others. But dammit Keiras that's not how life goes. We have to live with our pasts, all of us, and instead of living in them, learning from them.
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*shouts back through* IT'S CALLED LIFE!
Hello, Ed
Hey Edward.
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hello, anything important happen while i was gone?
http://masseffectfanfiction.blogspot.co.uk
Third part of my fanfiction is up.
I'll never forgive myself for Niccolo leaving! I should never have left the hospital I should have stayed there *fghts back tears* I can't...*closes eyes*
Um, not really. Adra has a fox now.
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Um, I don't think so?
*glances at her smashed machines* *sighs* Oh well... Leave them there. Reminders and all that jazz.
*cuts her hand, closing the portal*
*turns up the rock station, setting Dimitri on the floor*
I think that there is going to be a zombie invasion in the next three minutes.
*Sings*
I was made for loving you baby,
You were made for loving me
And I can't get enough of you baby
Can you get enough of me?
*dances around the little fox*
ZAFIARA KEIRAS! Do not make me steal your sadness!
Niccolo is not Niccolo any more. He's Niccolo. You didn't even have a hand in driving him away! You just blame yourself for no logical reason!
(Don't worry, I'm not angry irl)
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*builds a fortress around the blog to protect from the zombies*
ok then
SPONTANEOUS ZOMBIE INVASIONS ARE THE WORST
Well, that would be a very poorly times apocalypse wouldn't it Dragona, seeing as we're kind of in the middle of something.
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I freaked on him and he left. So yeah I blame myself. *gives Olivia to Javier* hold her before I do something extremely stupid *takes deep breathes*
Meh, we have teleporters, we can hold out indefinitely. In fact, I can take out all those zombies with minimal effort.
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Trip, is there ever a good time for an apocalypse?
Well, apart from Monday mornings. An apocalypse then would be fine. :)
Zaf, you didn't freak on him. In fact, I'm the only person who was making him feel uncomfortable.
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((ZAF! Check your phone lol))
*begins to build a little play area with an electric saw whilst Dimitri watches from the side, chewing on some berries*
*looks up* I have a hole in my ceiling.
Actually, I don't even have a ceiling. If I did, this place would be a safe house.
I bitch slapped him. I went mental. *sighs irritably and storms out of the bar towards the lake* I knew he should have left me to the demons
*turns into the Apatonynchus and starts tearing zombies apart*
adra, why is there a hole in the ceiling
*flies out after Zaf, feet pointing towards the floor* Well then Zaf, what's wrong with him leaving? Why is this such a big deal?
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Whats wrong? Trip you don't know whats been going on in my head. I do love Coco yes and I can't stand the fact of losing him. I just want him to be back he never would love me but I won't give up on him. Never.
*picks up her semi-automatic, and begins to draw a huge transmutation circle on the floor, touching it, as the ceiling remains rises up, fixing itself*
Ed, there was a hole in my ceiling because the demons made one.
Also, what kinds of zombies are these? Similar to which thing? SP, Resident Evil, WWZ, Walking dead... ?
I understand the value of others Zaf, believe me, but you have a husband, two kids. They need you. And right now, by doing this, not only are you hurting yourself, you're hurting them, and us.
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Closer to the Walking Dead. ^^
*sings*
We don't need no education!
We don't need no thought control!
no dark sarcasm in the classroom!
Teacher leave those kids alone
HEY TEACHERS
Leave those kids alone!
All in all it was just another brick in the wall!
*bobs her head with the music*
http://skulduggeryp.blogspot.co.uk/2013/07/about-school-for-us.html
I need people to be in this!
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For those who don't know the third part of my ME fanfiction is up on my blog. I'd appreciate it if you could read and comment, if you're following the story.
If you're not following it, I'd like it if you'd start.
:)
Why? We live in SP, how did we get walkers?
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Magic.
The Harry Potter ultimate trump. Magic.
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Why this? Magic. Why that? Magic.
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Basically, yeah. *cuts through another piece, going by ear- well- eye*
I dont really care. I just need to calm down
Javier: Adra! Hey uhm can you look at Olivia's energy?
*pauses, her eyes widening* What?
Zafiara! *touches down and jogs after her* I think you need to take some time off work, not only because in this state you are unfit to rule, but because you need to reconnect with your loved ones!
You need, for your own sanity, to let him go.
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i could take your post as grand magezaf
Gtg now. The first chapter of RCA will be up today or tomorrow. (Probably within the next hour or so since I've got nothing else to do) Bye!
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Bye Rhyd! *hugs*
Bye Rhydian. AWESOME!
Also, Edward, aren't you English?
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wait rhydian
Javier- I don't know.. I- I don't can't, I mean... I'm really- no I don't...
yes im english
Then I don't think you could be American grand mage. There are laws about it and stuff.
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Javier: please? That demon was in Zaf we need to know Olivia is okay!
*quietly* No Trip I'm not letting him go. And I am off work against my will as it is
oh well, i can always create a sanctuary
But- I know, it's just- I don't think that... That...*trails off*
Rhydian I commented on that sp academy thing.
Well yes Edward, but every country has one.
Well that's good Zaf. Because if you refused, I was going to relieve you of your duty. Zaf, I think you need therapy. You aren't in a good mental state, you need professional help.
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Third part of my Mass Effect Fanfiction is up. I'd appreciate it if you could read and comment.
Javier: even if im wrong....please?
*hisses* I. Dont. Need. Help.
*bites her lip* Fine.
not every country has a sanctuary trip
Javier: thank you Adra. *smiles holding Olivia* say hi to Olivia
Oh you do. Don't make me meddle with your emotions Zaf, you aren't in a good place, let someone help you.
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*doesn't smile or respond, just taking a deep breath, and hesitantly reaching out to touch her forehead, stopping a few inches away, looking at Olivia's eyes*
*her lip trembles, and she touches Olivia's forehead, diving into her head*
*pulls back, opening her eyes* Okay... I've mixed out energies a bit. It'll take longer for me to analyze, but if I meditate on it, I'll find out. Because I figured you'd want to walk around with her or take her to her mom *nods*
Javier: thanks Adra. *takes Olivia through the explosive forest*
Trip don't go near my emotions im fine!!!
Oh and just so you know, the next part of my ME fanfic will contain scenes of violence, abuse and violent threats.
*covers her mouth, sitting down on a stool as Dimitri comes over, rubbing against her arm*
*brings her knees to her chin, closing her eyes and meditating*
Oh really? You're fine, yet you're saying you deserve naught but death, and can't get over Niccolo, because you're in love with him but can never have him.
You are not fine, not by a long shot. Come on, you need help.
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Trip I dont need help nobody can help me ok? Nobody. Let me be I want to get back to work soon anyway.
*begins to meditate*
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*she is in a dark forest, at night, wading through the fog as it were water. There was not a sound, except the soft splashes of her feet in water puddles*
*a screech pierces the sky like a knife, and she covers her ears as it intensifies until the sound is unbearable*
*eyes open, falling from the chair, screaming, covering her ears*
*stops, realizing that she is back*
*slips into the soul plain, slips unnoticed into Zaf's soul*
Boy, it's a mess in here...
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*slips into the soul plain, slips unnoticed into Zaf's soul*
Boy, it's a mess in here...
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Oh God.. Oh my God...I'm so sorry, Zaf...
*starts to meddle with the emotions, changing the sorrow and self loathing into healthy doses of happiness, neutrality and joy.*
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*begins pacing, eyes wide, terrified* What do I do? What can I do... What will I do? *her fingers begin shaking, the echo of the scream in her head*
*is obviously not working*
Javier: Adra whats up? Whats wrong?! (Baaah i gtg i have no idea when ill be back to be honest, if Niccolo does comes back Adra text me
*quietly steps out of shadows, unnoticed by everyone but Adra* What is it, Adra? Can I help in any way?
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zaf, whats going on?
Bye. (Also Zaf, he's literally reforging how you currently feel. That can't not work)
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(JESUS CHRIST NICCOLO YOU READ MY MIND)
*stops her eyes wide* *slowly backs away*
*climbs up to the roof, beginning to pace*
((I seem to make a habit of reading minds on this blog. Perhaps my disciplines are not so fictional as one might think.))
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(Lol crazy Coco I must go for sure *hugs* bye be back maybe in 2hrs)
*walks to fortress door and takes key out of pocket* well, time to take over from sherlock *enters and sits on throne*
bye zaf
((Goodbye, Zafira.))
*follows Adra, still unnoticed* What is troubling you?
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*bites her nail* I have to tell Zafira and Javier something important, but it is really bad... And it will hurt them, but it is true- but I don't know how, and I don't think Zaf will be able to handle it... But I have to.
Tell me. Perhaps I could do something helpful.
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*lies on the grass, nothing to do*
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I ded to (rp) Zaf getting professional help.
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*stops, taking a deep breath* Even though I thought up of every possible way to help protect Zafira against the demons, she was still possessed- and in doing so, the child's darkness increased.
At birth, everyone has about 50% good, 50% evil type thing inside of them. Or rather, is what I believe. But there is a darkness inside of the child- a terrible, awful darkness. One that can't be healed- it is a part of her.
And I have to tell Zafira- she's the child's mother- but I don't know if I can and it scares me what it will do to her
*raises glass* hear hear! *sips nervously*
That is not so bad as you make it seem. Olivia will have more darkness within her than an average person, but that does not mean she will grow up destined to act on it. Impress upon Zafira the importance of raising her with love. She can do just as much good for the world as anyone else. I would say it is highly important not to panic or treat her differently than anyone else, or she will grow up believing she is an evil creature, and begin to feel isolated and doubted, and then she will allow her darkness to take over. We ought to teach her right from wrong and allow her to become her own person. I have faith in her ability to do the right thing, if she is taught well and loved.
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Oh, my gosh.
Niccolo, thank you so much.
I adore that paragraph you just wrote.
I'm saving it in my memos.
I'm here, btw! RJEOICE!!! :)
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*steps out from the shadows* I agree Niccolo. Even if Zaf can't help her due to her mental state, we can help.
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You're right, of course- but if you had seen what is inside her head... She'll become aware of it soon enough. It is terrifying, Niccolo. I'm worried that she'll grow up afraid
hello edward
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You are quite welcome, Star, although I do not believe I said anything particularly special.
Adra, would you like me to tell you the story of Alastair, before I stole his name? In truth, there was only one difference between us, but we grew into drastically different people.
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Oh, and sorry for listening in, I just sort of god bored of lying on the grass doing nothing, so I came to find Adra. But then all that good and evil stuff happened and I couldn't help but try and find out more.
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She may be afraid. There will be some extra obstacles for her to overcome. But if she believes she is trusted and cared for, and has no reason to believe the people she cares about think her unable to overcome her challenges, she can handle them.
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i have no idea what is going on
Alexis will be there for her.
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Edward, Adra looked into Olivia's mind and saw a great darkness. As she put it, when we are born we have equal amounts of good and evil inside of us, but since Zafira was possessed while pregnant with Olivia, the scale tipped and she has more darkness in her than light.
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Hey Edward.
That is in a perfect world...
Go ahead though, indulge in your story.
My iPod isn't letting me send anything, so...
And I don't know what to say to that, either. But I'm guessing it'll come full circle, and I'll be here when it does.
[hugs Star]
Sorry about that. Carry on. [waves]
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alright thanks niccolo, ill be back in about 20 mins. and hello adra
*hugs Fabi* I'll hopefully be here too. I don't want to leave . . . I did considor it yesterday, but today whilst walking around Aldi I realised I didn't want to.
Thank you.
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*sits down, sipping some tea* Thanks for coming, by the way Trip
Alastair and I are both naturally left-handed. Of course, in my time, such a trait was considered a clear and undeniable indication of possession by the devil. To put it simply, from the day we first learned to write we were seen as evil. Alastair's parents immediately hired a tutor to teach him to do everything with his right hand, and tried desperately to convince their neighbors he had been cured of his disease. My parents fired my tutor, and my father taught me to write himself, with my left hand. It seems a silly thing to place two people on such different paths, but superstition was taken with utmost seriousness in my time, and eventually Alastair learned to take pride in his reputation as a demon child, simply because he could not rid himself of it. He embraced the paranoia he was raised with.
I understand things rarely work out ideally, and I am not suggesting there will be no trouble to speak of in raising her, but I do not believe we ought to panic or live in fear of what she might become.
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*frowns*You didn't invite me. I essentially broke in.
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I... I know. I just don't want anyone do go through what I did.
Good. Now we're even then
Adra, this is coming from me. I believe I have a reputation for being quite cynical. Olivia's life will not be without hardship, but she can become a stronger, better person because of it.
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I suppose you're correct, then.
What, Adra...?
I think right here, right now, all of us should swear an oath to help raise Olivia. To help her understand she is no different to any of us. In fact, she might get on quite well with Bob... But that's beside the point. We should guard her, now and always.
Agreed?
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I do not propose that either of us are correct or incorrect, merely that Olivia's situation is not one to respond to with fear.
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*nods* agreed.
And when you were gone I broke into your bar- we've covered this. You said you wouldn't press charges
Oh yes, of course, that. I was joking about the charges thing, I'd never press charges.
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I posted more story!
http://inkystar.blogspot.co.uk/
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*vanishes*
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Well, I guess that's a disagree.
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NICCOLO, WHY ARE YOU SO WISE?
And it's true. If everyone believes people are evil, they'll become evil. Self-fulfilling prophecy.
Apparently, if people aren't taught love and are loved and love when they're young, the passageways in their brain don't open up and so it's hard for them to love later in life?
If people are sadists and can't feel empathy, you have to look at their lives, I think.
I know a lot of mental illnesses are caused by the enviroment or at least genes and the enviroment both.
:/
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Yeah, I know. You like me too much. *takes another sip of her lemonade*
*raises a pitcher* want some?
*glances at where Nic was* I hope he's okay.
im back
Hello, Edward
Yes please.
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hey adra, i keep dissapearing because i have to help wallpaper
Hey Edward.
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hello trip, whats up with zaf?
gtg bye.
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So how is everyone?
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bye trip
*waves* Bye
*pours him a lemonade glass for when he gets back*
I might have to go for a short bit soon- maybe thirty minutes I think. I'll be getting my hair cut.
Okay. Enjoying my longer hair whilst I can
Hello.
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