Sunday, April 1, 2012
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This is what we call a Guilty Blog Post.
Why do I feel guilty? Because it's been well over a week since the last time I posted anything. Also, this post is far too short to be considered a worthy way to spend your time. But I have an excuse. Writing. I'm writing. That's always a good excuse, right?
Deadlines deadlines deadlines. Onrushing. Oncrushing. Is oncrushing a word? No it isn't. But it should be.
I'm days away from finishing Kingdom of the Wicked. Days! I might even have had it finished tonight, but I spent yesterday at the Oxford Literature Festival (which was a lot of fun) so that set me back a little. But I'm close. So close. That wonderful feeling is starting up, that excitement that tells me I've almost finished another book. It's a fantastic feeling. Every writer knows it. That sense of accomplishment that floods over you despite any and all insecurities, despite knowing that you have weeks or months of edits and rewrites ahead of you... None of that matters, not when you're about to finish your first draft.
Days. Mere days. My editor is waiting for it.
I have to get back to work.
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*looks over at other comp and sees that screen's black*
Oops! I forgot about it!
brb.
Bye Nix.
Back.
Bye Eve and Nix.
*closes eyes*
I'm tired. I'm gonna go. Sorry, Lav.
*falls back into the Black Void*
That's okay Mist. Bye.
*sighs*
*thinks*
*sighs again*
*mutters*
Great. NowwhatamIgonnado?
*sigh*
It's getting late... Everyone's gone...
*wondering is Sparky or Star will come on soon*
I wanted to talk to them... One of them at least. If not, I'm going anyway...
Unless someone else comes on...
Still here though. Waiting... hoping.
*thinks again*
Why is it that I'm always feeling this way now?
*remembers*
Oh, yeah. Right. But now it's mixed feelings... sort of the same, but little different...
*sighs again*
I'm gonna stop talking now. Until someone gets here or I decide to leave.
Back
Hi Eve.
Messing with pics now. Just seeing how they look...
Oh. That didn't work. Oops...
Hold on.
Hmm... this one?
Hi lav
That was exactly half an hour. If it was only a minute shorter...
Or...
Hey, it's the blue moon! From Smurfs!
*sings a happy song*
This one reminds me of Star. Cause it IS a star. :P
Hehe. Yeah. But I still love your signature butterfly.
I kinda like this one... a vortex...
Yeah, that's cool.
...butterfly!!
Yeah. Me too. I was just looking at other pics.
I'm changing back now.
Changed. I think...
Yup.
I'll leave this one for a little longer.
Yay. :)
Tomorrow...tomorrow will be my impressive
I AM KING HEROD!!!
performance. Well, not really a performance, since no one is allowed to clap, it's more of a prayer thing. What did they call it...The Passion Reanactment. Yes. And I am the most evil and the craziest and the most arrogant and the most feared and the most powerful character. Hehe.
*falls forward out of Black Void and lands on the ground hard*
Hi Mist.
*thinks*
I think I'm going to wait a little longer for Sparky or Star.
I want to talk to them...
Not that I don't want to talk to you or anything, but...
*shrugs*
*pulls Mist to his feet* hi. :)
Yeah, I understand, lav.
*is secretly crying*
Hehe.
*is actually not*
*gets pulled up*
Hi.
Heh. Yeah...
You know, Eve, that I think of you as a close friend? Well, I think of Star and Sparky my bests, but next to them, you're the closest.
I try not to leave anyone out of my friendship circle Everyone's a friend to me, but Star and Sparky... They're the best...
No offense I hope...
Sorry, mean
*No offense taken I hope...
*smiles at mist* One more day. :)
Eh...
*shakes head*
Sorry, my head can't get words right...
*grins*
Yeah. And then you get your surprise too.
*kisses her*
*grins* I know. No offense taken.
That's good.
*smiles*
*kisses back* I can't wait!
*looks at time*
*becomes worried*
I want to go to bed early, but I want to talk to them before...
*frowns, thinking*
Hello??
Hi, Lynxia.
Lynxia! Im gonnapost a link to a picture of a dress! It's silver and purple, and do you think we should all wear it?
*takes a deep breath*
Okay. I'm going to wait one more hour... If they don't show...
*sigh*
Hello everyone! *huggies* Good morning. It's snowing here.
Hi Shadow.
OK Eve...
Will be distant...
*perks up at news*
Wow, cool! Snowing? So cool.
*perkiness deflates*
Okay.
Damn,Ist the link. Oh well.
Yeah. We've had a really sunny week, then it was raining and thunder yesterday and now we have snow... *shrugs* Typical English weather...
Hi people!
Wow lavender. I feel honoured. I was sleeping longer today because the storm was waking me up in the night . . . I like the sound of it though. *looks out of window at rain*
Ah.
*laughs*
Here it's sunny, but weather reports say it'll rain sometime soon.
Don't like rainy days...
Star!
*hugs*
Finally you came!
Starships, we're meant to flyyyy,
Hands up, and touch the skyyyy,
Can't stop, coz we're so hiiiigh,
Let's do this one more time...🎵
For us, really hot and sunny last week, then gradually getting colder, now all this wind and rain making a nice noise and keeping me awake.
*were
I never meant to be so cold...
Back fully.
I have decided.
I don't like cold days.
I don't like boiling hot days.
And everything else is alright so long as i'm walking.
I can't stand really hot days. Love the cold though...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Vrr3lRLjZ1Y&feature=context&context=G288e392RVAAAAAAAAAw
Yeah, Cold is good. I've always preferred Prove You Wrong...
Prove You Wrong...
*searches that up on Youtube*
It said it couldn't load the video. What was it called?
I get cold pretty easily. I don't like cold. I hate FREEZING cold, like football in winter. If i'm not playing football or hockey or whatever, i suppose cold isn't TOOOO bad.
Hot? That's better than cold, but still not incredibly nice.
Anything else, i love walking around outdoors. Especially if it's more a cold day than a hot day.
Yep, i'm weird . . .
Nah, going outside in the freezing cold is nice. I love it...
Cold by Crossfade, Eve.
*nods*
Yup, I like Prove You Wrong. I think this is the bridge now...
I like Prove You Wrong. Definitely my favourite....
Got it. *searches*
You make me a mess
I fall away
I'm gonna prove you wrong
Prove you wrong
Prove you wrong
Somehow,
Someway,
I'm gonna prove you wrong.
I hate it.
Being absolutely freezing HURTS. My hands get all these weird orange blotches on them. My fingers go all stiff and ache when i move them, like at rock climbing when i've just climbed a tricky wall involving a lot of use from my fingers. I feel all frozen up.
Nah, cold is good. For me anyway.
I like the wind.
I'm listening to the Legend of Zelda theme dubstep remix. Don't ask why... I just YouTube'd it...
Okay, now that Star's here... um...
*thinks*
*murmurs*
So many things going on in my head...
*sits down and sighs*
I wanted to say it earlier, but- no wait. No I didn't. It was just as hard thinking of how to say it then...
*tries to start*
Um...
*fails*
*sighs*
Ugh... So many thoughts. Where should I begin?
*gets idea*
Maybe email? But, do I want to?
*sighs*
*gets up and paces*
*shouts, frustrated*
Gah! This is pointless! If I can't say it, why am I taking the time to type all this?
*sighs and clicks publish*
*nods* Cool song.
But not as good as:
Starships, were meant to flyyyy...
Etcetera.
What's wrong, Lav?
You OK Lav? *hugs*
*sits down again and mutters*
I hate feeling like this and dampening the mood...
. . . Lavender?
It's okay. It's not like i was bubbling over with happiness or anything.
*mutters*
Stupid conflicting edits...
What is it, lavender?
I'm too confused with my dad to be depressed, Lavender.
Don't worry about it...
*hangs in hammock*
Damn window just closed.
Lynxia, can I have the:
- Year
- Album
- Track Number on Album
Of Prove Me Wrong? Can't find it on Wikipedia.
You're a hangman, zath.
Or do you not have them...?
*sighs*
I don't know why I feel like this. That's the thing. One moment, I just had the feeling and it won't go away. Now there's other feelings mixed with it.
I can't think of happy thoughts, cause I don't have any! I try to be happy, but this feeling keeps resurfacing.
*sigh*
I don't know what to do...
Album - We All Bleed
Year - 2011
Track - 3
*watches video* Um....
WTH???
*climbs up tree*
*jumps onto hammock next to Mist's*
This is so confusing. I can't explain it...
Maybe you should watch a movie or something, Lav. To take your mind off this feeling.
Or, you could learn Finnish.
Thanks Lynxia.
*rolls over in hammock and grins at Eve*
Nyah...
I feel half asleep...
*jumps into lake and floats on back*
*grins back*
What's Finnish, Eve?
Just pretend?
Um . . .
Don't think about sad things, coz then you'll BE sad. Think of stuff that isn't happy or sad, if you can't think of happy things. But DON'T think sad.
Don't worry about it, coz then you're thinking about it constantly and that is not happy. Act like it's not happening, brush it to the side of your mind and concentrate on other stuff. Pretend to be happy and you will be.
(Don't tell anyone, but i got most of that advice from The Immortals series. It seems like goof advicec though)
It's the language they speak in Finland Lav.
Brb
K Eve.
Okay.
*Waits*
Never meant to be so cold,
Never meant to be so cold...
K eve.
Brb
So did you say what you've been talking about yet, Hope?
K Star.
*turns over and lies on stomach in the water*
Baaaaaaaaack!
WB Eve.
Yaaaaaay.
Back!
Wow, it'll all windy and rain and wild out there . . . Which makes me wanting to be outside in it a little weird . . .
*smiles at Mist*
*swims to edge of lake and sits on the bank* I'm kinda bored...
*is reading catching fire*
First?
1?
1?
Now?
Yay...
*smiles back at Eve*
Yay you!
Yo
Aahhh, I can't wait!
Kingdom of the Wicked will be awesome! I know it, because if someone awesome writes something, it's going to be awesome. Also, I can safely say that everything before Kingdom of the Wicked is awesome..
Except..
My copy of the End Of The World STILL hasn't come, and I ordered it over a month ago! *oh noes face* D:
But, that'll be epical too, if it ever manages to arrive.. *nods*
Hey Jo.
I wonder when book 7 will be finished and published...
Yes?
Or no...?
...No.
*goes to change it again*
Hi jo!
Oh, and.. Hi!
I feel like eating toast.
Ha. I remember this thing.
Hey, Mist, you changed your profile pic!
I just noticed...
Hold on a sec..
*takes a deep breath*
I can sorta put this feeling into words, but it's hard to explain but... One thing I know though, the feeling has to do with being here... Like I- I don't know, maybe cause I just-
*sigh*
Okay. Trying again. One thing is school. I'm not doing so well. My grades are getting lower. The other thing, is that I miss talking to people.
*makes noise between a laugh and a huff*
It's weird, I know, but I talk a lot. My voice gives emotion that typed words never could. But there's nothing I can do about that. I thought of making another video, but- no. There's more than just me missing to talk. It's about confessing things... but-
*shakes head*
I told myself it's too crazy an idea but if I did make one, that I was only sending it to Sparky and Star... But I can't decide if I want to or not yet... Oh, and last thing. About school, I'm so behind. I can't multitask talking here and doing homework. Like I said, grades are failing. So, I have come to a conclusion...
I have to leave again... This is real. Otherwise, it's going to be hard for me to catch up with school. This is what I wanted to say yesterday, but I didn't have the courage... Or the words. I'm sorry.
*sigh*
I'm sorry to have to dump this on you... again. It's been so hard to talk about this...
I'm so dumb.
Oh yeah, that. :D
To the dedication...
Nix - I love you. *hugs* Always will!
Robin
Sparky
Eve
Lav
Star
Jo
Flame
Gab
Zath
Val
Kai
Caroline
Tamara
Everyone else I've probably forgotten - You're my friends and you are ALL amazing. No matter who you are, where you live or what you like - You're all great!
Blogger - Without this I would never er have met you guys! ^^^
Derek - If not for you, there would be no blog to meet on anyway...
Grades are important.
*nods*
You'll be missed, Lavender.
....bye lav. :(
Bye Lav! *huggies* Come back soon! :(
Hi taia!
OMGG taia when i first looked at this blog you were there you were one of the first people i ever saw on here but i didn't have an account then i was just looking and,i remember people were stabbing you! Yay i'm finally talking to you!
Lavender! I didn't realise you felt like this. Will you keep posting on your blog, though?
*thinks*
Why are all the best people on Blogland leaving?
Thanks lynxia
*is confused*
What, are you leaving NOW?
Well, see you later...
Hey Taia. Haven't seen you in AGES!!! *huggies*
Hey hey hey. Not finished yet.
*looks at everyone*
Still here and still have more to say before going. Hold on.
Bye, Lavander. Do what you need to, and come back when you can!
You'll be missed!
*glares at Jo* So sorry I had to stay.
Nah, I'm kidding. :D
Oh, lavender . . .
:( i'll really miss you . . .
No, I just meant.. well, you know what I mean!
Hi Ink! It's nice to meet you, and I'm glad I made a great first impression :P
Hi Lynxia! *huggies back* It's great to see you again!
Ack. Dinner. Bye! *kisses mist and falls out of hammock*
*bursts into oblivion*
Bye! Dinner time. Yummy pie... :)
Bye eve!
*looks at taia* you've only been on twice in two months. You should be ashamed of yourself.
Yeah. Real good. How long... 3/4 months?
@Eve - Watching Jake and Amir, fave is definitely Mirror Image...
Bye Eve and Jo!
*paddles feet in the water*
Bye jo!
PIE!
Bye Eve!
*blinks*
Seriously? Twice? Wow.
My greatest apologies to Blogger, and all of it's friendly residents.
*hangs head in shame*
*kisses back*
Bye, Eve!
Yes, when I can, I'll keep posting on my blog.
And still checking emails... but... maybe... I don't know. Last time I said that, I came back the next day. I think I'm going to have to figure something out...
*sigh*
This is so hard to tell you...
I'll come back. That's for sure. I'll keep singing and writing my story, but...
I don't know.
*looks at time*
NOW I have to go...
*sigh*
Bye guys. This will be the last time I talk to you for a while. Maybe. Unless emails count. Bah! Whatever... tell Sparky I'll miss her.
And to all of you, I'll miss you too!
BYYYYYYYEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!
Bye Jo!
I likes pie :3
Bye Lav! *hugs*
You better come back. Otherwise I'll be sad... Come back soon Lav! Please...
Bye lavender! :(
I like pie too, but i think it's more the idea of pie that i like rather than the actual pie.
I hope you come back soon. *hugs*
Bye Lavender!
Bye, Hope.
Have...uh...
...Be back soon!
here for a minute
K Zath.
I mean "Come back soon"...
...Or something..
Whatever. Sorry, my head is messing with me right now...
Hey Nix! *hugs* Read the ded. ^^^
read it
*hugs*
I love you too
Hi nix!
*looks out of window* Crap. My window is frozen shut...
How are you?
Hi
Back!
WB Eve.
Yay!
*falls out of hammock*
im alright
Going to see Hugo. Dunno why, but it might be good
Hi Nix!
hey Eve
Hi Nixion!
WB Eve!
Never seen Hugo. It's coming out on DVD here.
Mist... how's chapter 6 going? Hope im not insencitive or anything, im just currious
Hi nix
*is lying on ground next to Mist*
Last day of Hugo here
I'm editing it right now actually. And I just got on a computer so I only just started.
*grins across at Eve*
okay
Almost finished chapter 7. It's a short chapter
Ah. There is nothing good at the cinemas at the moment here. Some good movies in a couple of months though...
Im watching Avengers when that comes out
*looks around*
So i watch that sort of thing. Sue me
I went to see X-Men 1st class. It was OK.
When they come out, I'm gonna go watch Snow White and the Huntsman and Dark Shadows.
Okay.
And I'm writing 8, right?
they don't come out for a while here
You mean, apart from the hunger games lynxia.
This summer for the UK. About June...
yes Mist, you're writing 8. Be warned, i have no idea to do for a few chapters, and you'll have to make something up. And i have heaps of homework
That doesn't involve you, but im just saying
*grins back and rolls away towards forest*
*is still rolling*
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