Sunday, April 1, 2012
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This is what we call a Guilty Blog Post.
Why do I feel guilty? Because it's been well over a week since the last time I posted anything. Also, this post is far too short to be considered a worthy way to spend your time. But I have an excuse. Writing. I'm writing. That's always a good excuse, right?
Deadlines deadlines deadlines. Onrushing. Oncrushing. Is oncrushing a word? No it isn't. But it should be.
I'm days away from finishing Kingdom of the Wicked. Days! I might even have had it finished tonight, but I spent yesterday at the Oxford Literature Festival (which was a lot of fun) so that set me back a little. But I'm close. So close. That wonderful feeling is starting up, that excitement that tells me I've almost finished another book. It's a fantastic feeling. Every writer knows it. That sense of accomplishment that floods over you despite any and all insecurities, despite knowing that you have weeks or months of edits and rewrites ahead of you... None of that matters, not when you're about to finish your first draft.
Days. Mere days. My editor is waiting for it.
I have to get back to work.
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«Oldest ‹Older 1801 – 2000 of 4852 Newer› Newest»Oh. In the box it was all even limes. Bit like:
Oy yo oy yo oy yo oy yo oy yo oy yo oy oy yo oy yo
oyyo yooy oyyo yooy oyyo yooy oyyo yooy oyyo
oyyo oyyo oyyo oyyo,oyyo oyyo oyyo oyyo oyyo
yooy yooy yooy yooy yooy yooy yooy yooy yooy
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*looks at Nix in horror* I already have someone to sing Sound Of Music songs to me.
Doh, a deer, a female deer,
Nix! You got that song stuck in my head now.
From the sound of music, right? We have it at home.
AAAAAAAGH!!!
Ray, a golden drop of sun . . .
pop pop americano
Me, a name, i call myself,
Sorry eve. It's really catchy.
Ah. Right. It's not in my head anymore.
But while we're at it, this awesome round of Simpson lines
*at the wildlife sanctuary*
Homer: D'oh!!
Lisa: A deer!
Marge: A female deer!
i know
I always tink of that scene whenever i think of doe a deer thingy
you know im almost finished chapter 7
Hehe. I love it.
i sent chapter 6 to Mist, and it should be up in a few days, and im almost finished chapter 7
Then Mist will write chapter 8, and i'll go on with chapter 9
*smiles and nods*
he's onlt writing it because i have no idea what to do next, so he'll have to think of something
Mwah ha ha
You're moving quicker than me . . .
i like writing
It's all i do. Im going to start some of those assiments i have to do
*looks at them and shivers*
Evil snowflake.
Evie, don't call me that
*slaps Nix*
Only I can call her that.
I like writing too. I love making up stories . . . But i mostly do it in my head. Only, i can't do it when i'm sitting still . . . So i often walk round my bedroom im circles to make up stories.
Yeah, it's crazy.
But i like reading and commenting here and now DSing as well.
*punches Mistypants*
No one calls me Snowflake
Hi zath.
It was whoever, Sparky. Not whatever. And besides, I'm very disorientated at the moment. I'm staggering around the house.
But you don't know why that is either...
I don't want to be a snowflake
*stomps foot*
...silence...
That's right. Only Misty calls me that. *grabs mists hand*
Fine. You're Nix of Nothing then.
This one girl used to call me Lollystick.
Nix... fine, call me whatever you want
Mist, im sorry. Have a sandwhich
everyone at school calls me ghilo
It translates into something pretty bad, so i won't say it
why is it so damn silent?
Dunno.
Mist? Im really sorry. You okay?
Maybe everybody's multitasking?
...Mist?
Mist? I was just joking...
Zath?
...I have chocolate...*tosses chocolate in hands*
*staggers back in*
Did I mention I was having dinner...?
*scans comments*
I didn't. I was having dinner.
...maybe he bumped in to a wall of titanium and knocked himself out.
There's Mist
Oh, yay! Hi!
you know, if i dissapeared, no one would notice for an hour, and no one would care
Mist. Cherry Ripe or Moro?
Hi. :)
And, uh, yes. I'm so very very hurt at that snide comment, Nix.
*mumers something darkly and sits in the corner*
I'm in a bad mood
That's only because you're always disappearing somewhere. Also, I had chocolate.
Hi!
Yeah we would nix.
I notice, Nix. I just don't say it because I'm used to you vanishing abruptly lately.
*laughs darkly*
I once dissapeared for over a week, and i looked over the comments. Hardly anyone said a word
*frowns* wait . . .
Dinner??? Bit late for dinner isn't it? What time is it where you are?
9pm.
i hate life
...have our writers lost all sense of egotism?
Well, 10 to 9
Miiiiiiiiiist! Cherry Ripe or Moro? They'll melt by the time you choose.
i thought about suicide this weekend...again
Moro please!
8:25pm
i also thought about smashing my sisters head in
Something's wrong with me
We DID notice nix! Everyone knew you were disappearing!
Youll get over that, Nix.
*gives mist the moro*
*is about to eat cherry ripe*
*sighs*
Here, Nix.
*throws the cherry ripe to nix*
*and an oven*
i saw that Star. People were saying i wasn't here, they weren't worrying about me
My aunt hates me, my cousin is so spoilt it makes me sad.
That's no excuse for the thought that crossed into my head...
NO ONE COMMIT SUICIDE OR I'LL KILL YOU!
*reads over comment*
ER . . . METAPHORICLY! I AM SICK OF ALL THIS SUICIDE!
i wish i was one of those people who got back at life, who keep trying. I just give up
No. Please. No suicide. PLEASE. I'm serious.
i don't want to commit suicide. But sometimes when i look at a knife... two thoughts get into my head
Kill someone
Kill myself
What the hell is wrong with me?!
Doe ray me far see la tea
Do rei mi fa so la ti
When I look at a knife, one thought enters my head:
How does a knife sharpener work?
Nothing. You're passing through your own violence/depression saga. It happens to almost everyone, Nix.
Mine started at 7 and went till the start of this year. Yours won't be as long.
...Hopefully.
I had mine since i was ten Mist!
Any knife? Like, a knife-and-fork knife? *quells curiousity*
Er . . . Right. Um . . . I dunno. Maybe you just like knives? Everybody has things wrong with them. Really.
When there are no knifes around, i think of killing people in different ways, with too much detail
and...
Brb
Well you've never said anything about it until now.
*crosses arms*
You're kidding, right Mist? I have mentioned it at least twice before now
No one listens to me
I listen to you. And what I mean was: you've only said something was wrong with you just now.
once, i remember telling Eve some of the worse things that have happened in my life, and i ask her if it's fair
She says no, then just turns back to Mist
I once told a friened at school about my aunt dying, and he told me to shut up
Back!
Then he obviously isn't a friend.
And don't insult Eve.
Absollutly no one listens, and no one cares
Now that is just mean.
Stupid kid.
i don't know why i'm even saying this
I'VE SAID ABOUT TEN TIMES TODAY THAT I LISTEN AND I CARE.
And don't talk about aunts dying...
*looks at Nix* that was my way of feeling guilty.
We do listen.
We do care.
Fine. I'll just sit here and shut up
im used to playing second. It's happened my whole life
*scowls at what little self has done on assignment*
Mist, don't shout. It won't achieve anything and will just get people angry.
Nix, i don't know what happened with mist, but try to . . . Not talk about death, coz i think it's upsetying him.
yeah. I know. And im sorry Mist.
Gtg
Bye Star
Howdy!
Well, now that i've put a damper on the mood, I'll go. Hopfully, the next time i come, one of my damn mood swings will come round and i'll feel a little better
Bye
Bye star
Hi jo
Bye nix
Mist, are you still here?
...Are you okay?
*half shrugs*
I'm okay as long as I'm here with you.
*interlocks fingers with Mist's*
*smiles at Eve and holds onto her hand tightly*
*smiles back* if I could do this all day...that would be the best day of my life. So far.
*hugs her*
Me too...except I think it could get better if we actually met. :)
*hugs back* I wish we could. One day we will. I keep wishing that you'd just suddenly appear in Adelaide and we'd bump into each other.
Ha. If only I could...
*sighs longingly and rests head on mists shoulder* I ran a lot today. So much running...no wonder I'm exhausted. Your shoulder is my pillow now.
*grins down at her*
Okay. *starts stroking her hair again*
*smiles up at mist* Sorry if im taking advantage of your shoulder.
Thats fine. I like this anyway. :)
Eve...
...Um...
*shakes head*
Never mind. Dumb idea...
*smiles* Do you remember when I first hugged you? I can't remember why, but you seemed shocked.
Hm? What?
*grins*
I think that was before I asked you out...
Yeah, it was.
Well I know why I was shocked then.
*shrugs* I felt like hugging.
What was the "Eve...um...."?
Don't worry about that...It was a dumb idea. Stupid...
*sits up* Tell me. Or I'll keep asking. You know I will.
I was...um...
Yay! I got 1979!
You know, "it was a good good year"
Good Charlotte!
You were...um...?
Going to ask for a live chicken!
...or something...
*raises eyebrow*
*looks away shiftily*
Come on. Tell me.
It was dumb. We already said we weren't going to, anyway...
*turns red*
Still here...?
*understands*
Oh.
Mist...I love you. I love you so much. And I'd do almost anything for you. ....but, for some reason, I don't know what, I cant get married. I can't do that. I just...well...mm.
*kisses mist* If I were to marry anyone, mist, it's be you. You know that.
And now I feel terrible.
And...and childish and girly. Hmm.
*sniles and kisses back*
I love you too, Eve.
I know that...I knew that...I don't I know why I suddenly spat that out...
Wait, no, not girly, and not childish. But it's something.
....
Hmm.
Don't feel that way! You didnt do anything. I knew everything already and I spend half the time telling Flame we aren't getting married these days. I don't know why I said that anyway...
*shakes head* No. You gave me a chance to finally bring some thoughts to the surface of my mind and puzzle myself further. In a healthy way. Mm.
*kisses him again*
*cocks head and looks at Mist*
*realises a possibility*
*gapes slightly*
*bursts into a sudden smile*
*grins and then frowns*
My dad is turning off the internet...why NOW?
Choose some other time!
...Wait...No, he's leaving it on. Never mind.
*kisses back*
Yay. :)
*looks at Eve with a very confused expression*
What...?
*looks at the comment count*
Hmmm...
*chews lip* I feel like a little girl again. Wait, do I? Or do I feel sixteen suddenly? Huh. That's interesting. *thinks even further and fantasizes about what I've probably been fantasizing for a while now*
1st
*grins*
Knew you'd get first.
What were you fantasizing about...?
Or is that top secret?
Hehe. Thanks for the alert.
I dedicate this page to my Misty! Mine. Got that? Good. Only 10 pages ahead now!
hello???
It's top secret for now, I think. I think...agh! I don't know! All I can say is I know why...
*hides face*
Hello rim
uhhh...
Hi nix
*Is confused but decides not to push it any further*
You dot need to tell me anything you don't want to, Eve.
And thanks for the ded. :)
*decides not to point out that I havent dedicated the last page yet*
Hi Rim.
*head is still buried in hands*
Hi Nix...
2012th?
*decides not to point out that you just did*
Look, i just wanted to say sorry for.. you know, my behaviour earlier. I was a bit upset, and kinda...
Look, Im sorry
*decides not to mention that that was a good point*
*massages Eve's neck*
Nix, it's fine. I know that you probably feel bad but I know what you're like. You don't normally mean the things you say when you're angry. Im probably worse, but anyway.
Thanks for apologizing though. :)
*smiles*
You can massage a neck? Huh. *smiles again*
If I just suddenly decide to send you an email, mist, don't be too surprised at my sudden topic.
Yeah. I just took a while, and realised how childish i was being
Okay. *smiles happily*
That's okay, Nix. Everyone has their not-so-proud moments. Like that time I killed the Kraken. *hangs head shamefully*
*sighs happily*
*is about to relax, but ends up stifling a laugh*
One of a kind, mist. Tut tut.
well, i just wanted to apologise
Now im going. Bye!
Bye nix!
Were you saying bye to nix, mist...?
Yes. Im still here.
Eeeeeeevieeeeeee~
Okay. Good. :)
*smiles at mist*
*smile turns to a grin*
Squiggleh! :D
*grins back*
Why have you been so grinny/laughy in the past ten minutes?
Because I know why I don't want to blogmarry you!
*claps hand over mouth*
...Now I have to tell you why....
*giggles and hides behind pillow*
*nods*
Yes you do.
*laughs and steals the pillow away*
*laughs* I thought I didn't want to blogmarry you because I just didn't want to blogmarry! But now I know why for real.
I dont want to blogmarry you because I want to marry you for real one day!!
*pauses for a moment, then breaks into a huge grin*
Really?!
Yes! Remember when I said I want my first kiss to be with you? My mind was going much further than that, I just didn't realise until ten minutes ago!
*grins again and tackle hugs her*
*giggles and falls off couch quite purposefully*
*gets tackle hugged*
*laughs light headedly and rolls around on the carpet*
*laughs*
*shrieks*
I have to finish my assignment!
Oh no!
*leaps up*
I'll do it!
...Or I'll help if it isn't text.
Naw. It's not that hard. I just have to write some more stuff about the Beat It video.
Oh, okay.
*collapses back onto carpet*
Let me know if you want any help. :)
*lies next to mist*
*holds her hand as Beat It starts playing*
...
*smiles and kisses him*
Argh. I have to go now. I might be back, but you don't have to wait for me, since I probably won't be. Goodnight, Mist! *kisses again and leaves*
*kisses back*
Goodnight Eve!!
*yawns*
I think I'll sleep now. Gnight blogland. Sorry, of you come back on, Eve. I think my dad is turning off the Internet now anyways. Bye!
*leaps into The Black Void*
hello? Eat my tarts?
anyone left online??
anyone left online??
This cosmic dance of bursting decadence and withheld permissions twists all our arms collectively, but if sweetness can win, and it can, then I'll still be here tomorrow to high-five you yesterday, my friend. Peace.
that would be a yes
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